#sarah motherfucking paulson

[demonsandbullets]

Ok more touching grass. I’m blocking people because I don’t intend to belabour this point with newbie activists but this is for the rest of you, for future reference.

We are all typing on phones and computers that are directly complicit in the genocide in the Congo. On an internet funded and infiltrated by US and Israeli spyware. Your lack of “silence” on either matter doesn’t erase your complicity.

When you mature your politic, you will come to realise that the true wickedness of this system is we are all put in ethical gridlocks and stalemates, which make doing the 100% pure thing, dangerous.

If you can get on here and not get fired for saying Free Palestine, especially anonymously, or under the cover of a lack of major influence, understand that is a privilege EARNED for you by generations of activists, who learned how to manage the risk of taking on this system by using nuance.

You think a man that marched against the Iraq War is complicit in this genocide because he is, IN YOUR DEFINITION, “silent” on it?

This is what I mean about a) controlling other people’s behaviour, and b) creating a false dichotomy of action that is antithetical to how the very system works. “Silence” was never meant to be a colloquial term when used with “complicity” - it is a systemic term. The silence of those with institutional power is complicity. Not miss ma’am at the coffee shop.

And THIS IS WHERE I REMIND YOU ONCE AGAIN - “celebrities” are Gig workers in an industry primarily funded and run by religious conservatives. Just because the industry says they’re liberals, doesn’t mean they are.

Movements work on consistency, and there are many ways to act. Demanding one way of action, and not providing any institutional power to back that demand other than “your disappointment” is reckless. This is not the stuff of movements that last. How are you planning to potentially support performers who’ve spoken on behalf of Palestinians, when all this is over and you’re back to drinking Starbucks? Will you care? Will you, once again, use your “lack of silence” (only one part of activism) to proclaim that you want to support them, or will you have tangible means to do so? I fucking doubt it. We don’t, even collectively, currently rival the support structure of the entertainment industry, that is run by religious conservatives - anyone that speaks out, is calculating their risk against their action.

Allow people to do their own fucking math, and if they haven’t been openly and brazenly fucking Zionist on main, give them the fucking benefit of the doubt. That’s what the adults/seasoned activists are doing. We have to see through the liberation of everyone, and that doesn’t happen by burning through everyone’s support systems at once.

This ain’t dick riding. This is me telling you to stop centering your “disappointment” on the internet, and keeping score about things that only move the needle by increments. This man, and his words, and your “disappointment” in him, in this moment, DOES NOT MATTER TO THE CAUSE. AT ALL. Get on the fucking phone and out on the streets like the rest of us. There are lives at stake and his part of his math, so he still has a voice to use in the long term, does not affect you at all if you’re truly here for the systemic change.

Tldr; His voice would be nice, but not at the cost of having his voice in the future. You dig?

#Pedro pascal #motherfucker. #Sarah Paulson broke my fucking heart. Beyond belief I was furious. #But he has other friends. Most of which signed the ceasefire letter #You know while YOURE at it #why don’t YOU do some math #Perhaps starting with thinking about how that HBO deal might be structured #And who at HBO and across the industry at large stands to benefit from adapting a video game that’s fucking based on the Israeli Project #Let.people.do.their.math #We’re aiming for long term change here. #You don’t think they want the first Latino man to be nominated for an Emmy in a decade the fuck outta here? #You must be new and I’ll do my best to hold space for you

[pedropascalpussyhat]

Time’s 100 Most Influential People of 2023

Pedro Pascal by Sarah Paulson

#yeah i’m not ok #the way she describes him #holy fuck #he’s so loved #pedro pascal #he’s the whole motherfucking deal #sarah paulson

[derangedbutfun]

Sarah Paulson yelling motherfucker at the top of her lungs is my kink

#ahs #american horror story #ahs double feature #sarah paulson #motherfucker

[moon-ursidae]

SARAH MOTHERFUCKING PAULSON!!!!!!!!!!!!

#I LOVE THEM #AHHHHHHH #STOP #pedro pascal #sarah paulson #snl #pedro hosts snl!💜

[luizlu]

I am going through such an intense Sarah Paulson phase right now that I am 99% sure that I am going to IMPLODE.

I am literally BEGGING someone to request something for her ‘cause I gotta get out of this before its too late.

#sarah paulson #AHS #lgbtq #lesbian #bi #bi writer #sarah motherfucking paulson #sarah paulson x reader #middle aged actresses #middle aged women #middle age actresses

[softshrimpy]

Some Sarah Paulson fanart cause I’m GAY for this woman

#digital art #sarah paulson could kill me #sarah paulson #this is lesbian rights #love her #sarah catherine paulson #sarah motherfucking paulson #gayyyyyyy #so gay for her

[frenchpuppycormier]

GUYS

#heart eyes motherfucker #cate blanchett #sarah paulson #instagram live

[kissydevil]

seeing cody fern for the first time

#I didn't mean to let it get this far but here I am with a blog for this motherfucker #cody fern #michael langdon #ahs apocalypse #acs versace #house of cards #the tribes of palos verdes #duncan shepherd #jim mason #american horror story #ahs #sarah paulson #emma roberts #evan peters #michael langdon fic

[menzel-for-life]

Unpopular opinion

I love Jessica Lange, but there will only ever be one supreme, and that’s Sarah Paulson. ♥️

BONUS:

#sarah paulson #supreme #ahs #sarah #all the love #my sisters are legion motherfucker

[paulsonsdern]

Sarah Paulson and Sandra Bullock have the most beautiful friendship ❤️

#i love them #they have the best relationship #two funny af motherfuckers #sarah paulson #sandra bullock #elle women in hollywood

[rabexxpaulson]

Sarah Paulson on the set of The Goldfinch 🙌🏻

#sarah paulson #the goldfinch #rabexxpaulson #holy motherfucker

[jasminepearll]

Astro Notes / Observations

(A super basic post) 🥝🍓🫐🪐🦨

🥥 Moon in 1st are surprisingly guarded, most would assume that with this planetary position, they would wear their heart on their sleeve.... I beg to differ. However, they do wear their heart on their FACE! They have this uncontrollable tendency to roll those big sparkly eyes of theirs and without ever meaning to, have THE MOODIEST faces.

🥥 Scorpio + Sagittarius + Libra in personal planets makes for one intense and charismatic motherfucker, you can get addicted to these people like a drug! (this can be good + bad)

🥥Virgo risings tend to have very slim and sometimes long faces and often have low cheek bones or it appears as if their faces and cheeks slightly ‘sag’, as compared to a Leo rising who would have very tight and tact skin with high cheekbones. (Example of virgo rising celebs; Mark Zuckerberg and Sarah Paulson)

🥥 Scorpio (suns & risings esp) are the most secretive yet are the first to gossip & talk shit about everyone (even if it’s not rude gossip, they just LOVE tea!!!! They’re a sucker for a good old moan)

🥥 Venus in 1st house always look sleepy or have eyes that always look ‘high’ 🍃 (they also tend to have quite slick, beady eyes) idk if that makes sense but it’s just what I’ve noticed okay. Do with that what u will

🥥 Aries moons (unless aspected well on in an emotionally grounded and mature house) can absolutely not handle their emotions?! Their favourite sayings are literally ‘ugh life is so unfair’ yet they’re the last people to take accountability that their life isn’t headed in the direction they want it to?? It’s as if they’re completely unaware that their negative attitude is what is so detrimental to them being unhappy?? Either that or they’re secretly insecure and it’s just a huge facade and poker face that they have so they appear as being tougher.

🥥I read an observation that said whatever sign your mars is in shows what you’re not afraid of and this is so true???????

Example - cancer mars may be deemed as ‘weak’ or viewed as non confrontational or criers BUT cancer mars are fearless when it comes to emotions, they aren’t afraid to cry in front of people, they aren’t afraid of being emotionally vulnerable and they’re so incredibly emotionally strong.

🥥 Capricorn risings are surprisingly very charming people, as soon as they walk into a room you become aware of their presence, they’re very magnetic!!

🥥 Mars in 1st are literally irresistible... their aura just draws you in. Because mars is traditionally the ruler of Scorpio, they also exude sexual attractiveness

🥥 Earth placements (specifically virgo & cap rising and mars) MEN - seem to have a hardcore interest in philosophy!!!

🥥 Capricorn risings are some of THE most stubborn people you will ever meet!! They’re also so cutthroat, like wtf. These people claim to be open about so many things but when you catch them slipping or off guard you get a sense of their really traditional thinking patterns and it’s like ew why are you so stuck in your ways.

🥥 Gem + aries combo in your big three makes you a baddie 🤪🤪🤪🤪

🥥 Pisces mars have such fluid movements, I guarantee they’d be good dancers (even if they weren’t trying)

🥥 Virgos have this COOL exterior, like they just are cool. ESP if they also have sag personal planets

🥥I’ve mentioned this before in previous notes but I have to elaborate on my point.

Virgo personal placements (especially moon, Venus & rising) loveeeee any music with synthesiser, beats and patterns. Despite being deemed as the most calculated and logical of the earth signs, they could easily give Taurus’ a run for their money when it comes to music taste and aesthetic. My observation here is that Mercury is the ruler of virgo. Mercury is so undermined when it comes to music, considering it is the planet of communication & the mind. Mercury rules both Gemini and Virgo and Virgo is the most logical and linear out of these signs. I associate them with ‘patterns’ hence the interest in the beat of the songs. The fact that moons/venus & risings especially take particular interest in this music can be due to the planetary effects (moon and Venus can all be associated with the arts and sensual pleasures whereas Asc is your aesthetic also and can rule your interests)

Sorry it was so brief! (I’m currently in a 12th house Saturn transit and all my creativity has gone out of the window) 🤠🥲

Ig @downtownjas and Twitter @jasminepearl, DM me for chart readings :p

#astro #astrology #aries #Taurus #Gemini #cancer #Leo #virgo #libra #Scorpio #Sagittarius #Capricorn #Aquarius #Pisces #moonsign #birthchart #observations #astro notes

[avocado-hater]

My thoughts on AHS Double Feature E5 (SPOILERS):

When i said i wanted to see Lily Rabe all sweaty and screaming this is not what i meant.

Dude c'mon that came from your wife's vajayjay, what the hell is wrong with you?

"Gaslight" is a great, accurate title for this episode, they're gonna gaslight the hell out of Doris and even tho i like dark stuff, my soft side is winning, she doesn't deserve it.

"You look ridiculous" Karen you're one to talk but you're right lol

Mickey i love you but i think this is too much.

Alma what the hell? That's your little brother!

Harry please do something helpful for once and smash that violin.

Yeah i can't deny it anymore, i have this major crush on Lily. Doris let me take care of you the way you deserve.

Ursula being bitchy and all the pop culture references ain't funny anymore, i wanna punch her in the face.

Alma what the hell?

Stop treating Doris like that!

Yes, Doris! Run!

Punch him in the armpit, Doris! He's destroying your life!

Why would you step on her painting, Belle? I'm okay with you killing junkies but that was not cool.

Denis! Lily and Denis together on screen! I mean, he's making fun of her but still, this is amazing!

Yeah that baby would be way better with TB Karen. Harry gives drugs to his children and Doris is going pale, so...

I'm sad Doris ain't physically/mentally strong enough to punch all this suckers, because it feels like she really wants to.

Alma you dark little b....

Alma knew Doris only wanted to be respected and admired by her so she used it to trick her into taking the pill.

I don't wanna see anyone calling Doris "stupid". She's nothing but an amazing mother, that should count. She was high on anesthesia, she was barely strong enough to walk. She's not the one to blame.

"We can't hurt the mom!" "Okay, we can't KILL the mom!" Lol that was so funny.

So you're telling me that (maybe) this is the last Raulson scene in AHS history and they're both looking like shit?

For fucks sake, Karen!

God this is so sad.

He outgrew the mother of his children? I love Finn but Harry must be one of the most hateful characters so far.

They're treating her like she's a stray dog.

The two most endearing, loving characters played by two of the best actresses in this show getting the saddest fates... Bitter but poetic.

I think is interesting when the bad guys win and this is a horror show so it's fine but the bad guys here are so unlikeable that i just want Doris to eat them one by one.

GENERAL THOUGHTS:

I loved this episode but we all saw it coming.

I was expecting a major plot twist or something but they literally show us this in the main trailer, it feels like they're not trying anymore, but it was awesome, devastating and dark. Probably one of my favorite episodes of the whole show.

As i said, i think the bad guys winning is kinda cool but i really hate this bad guys. Awful characters this season, i hope Austin and Belle kill all those (quoting TB Karen) motherfuckers!

Lily Rabe, Frances Conroy and Sarah Paulson deserve all the nominations to all the awards, especially Lily Rabe, if you ever doubted about her talent, well, there you go. Amazing actress.

THOUGHTS ON THE UPCOMING EPISODE:

Austin and Belle v/s Alma, Harry and Ursula.

"Who's dying next" plot is coming. I told ya.

The Chemist and Denis are back and i'm into it.

Oh so now you want to stop? Dickhead!

That's the coach from Glee? DON'T HURT HER!

Doris please get out of the cementery and eat all those motherfuckers. Thank you.

#american horror story #ahsfx #ahs #ahs double feature #ahs red tide #ahs spoilers #doris gardner #harry gardner #tb karen #austin sommers #belle noir #alma gardner #lily rabe #finn wittrock #sarah paulson

[bxbxvxdxd]

What actor/actress was completely 100% right for the role?

———————————

- Viola Davis as Annalise Keating!!

- Jared Padelacki as Sam Winchester

- Jensen Ackles as Dean Winchester

- Alexander Calvert as Jack

- Misha Collins as Castiel

- Robert Downey Jr. as Tony MOTHERFUCKING Stark (He IS Tony Stark)

- Lili Reinhart as Betty Cooper

- Taraji P. Henson as Cookie Lyon

- Sarah Paulson as Whatever role she gets because as soon as she plays it, it belongs to her and ONLY her

#htgawm #annalise keating #viola davis #cw spn #spn #supernatural #sam winchester #dean winchester #castiel #jensen ackles #jared padalecki #robert downey jr #rdj is tony stark #tony stark #iron man #riverdale #lili reinhart #betty cooper #Jack #misha collins #alexander calvert #empire #taraji p. henson #cookie lyon #sarah paulson

[ravenispunk]

KNOCK KNOCK. WHO'S THERE? SARAH. SARAH WHO? SARAH MOTHERFUCKING PAULSON BITCH.

#sarah paulson #ahs #american horror story #sarah paulson supremacy #supreme

[ms-rampage]

Eden’s Gate: Left Behind Chapter 18 - Carry On

Warnings: Swearing, Angst, Angels and Demons.

Word count: 3k

Summary: In the penultimate chapter Kate tells all of her friends that she has to leave Hope County due to a family emergency across the country. She has a hard time telling John because of how close they’ve gotten. 

Guest OCs: Paige Winchester, Sarah Dunham, Alissa Connors, Layla Michaels, Becky Taylor, Ashley Saunders, Ivan and Isaiah Wren, Ryan Cho, Dylan Paulson and Kevin Baker. 

Guest characters: Lilith, Archangel Gabriel, (Supernatural, in a dream), Sam, and Dean Winchester, Castiel [mentioned], Eli Palmer, Wheaty, Mary May, Nick Rye, Grace Armstrong, Pastor Jerome, Raphael, Michael and Lucifer [mentioned].

Note: This chapter is a clusterfuck. SMGDFH. 

*************************************

Kate and Morgan are on their way to the Wolf’s Den. They’re planning on telling all of their friends, everyone they’ve come to know during their time living in Hope County.

They’re leaving, they don’t know for how long, not sure if they’ll ever come back especially with the Cult running around, and destroying shit.

They make it to the Wolf’s Den, parking the car by the grassy area, and they make their way up the small mountain.

“So what are you gonna tell Wheaty?!” Morgan asks, trying to keep herself from slipping down the grassy hill.

Kate sighs, “I don’t know. Probably “Hey I’m gonna be leaving Hope County, I’m not sure how long I’m gonna be gone, it’s a family emergency and they need me, and Morgan because she’s family as well”. I don’t know something like that, or along the lines”.

“Aww you see me as family?!?” Morgan says in a sarcastic but also heartful kind of way.

Kate rolls her eyes, “Well duh, I’ve known you for over 10 years. We’ve traveled together”.

They go down the stair of the Wolf’s Den, the Whitetails being the first on their list to say their goodbyes even though they still have two months to do so.

They get to the bottom of the steps, and Kate almost walks into Wheaty.

“Hey!!” he says loudly, startled by their unexpected visitors. 

“Hey Wheaty” Kate greets him with a smile.

“Morgan, Kate. How are you two doing?” he asks, in an awkward tone.

“We're doing great, but we unfortunately have some bad news” Morgan says, walking past him, and sits down on a chair.

“What’s the bad news?” he asks, looking back and forth at them.

Morgan raises her eyebrows at Kate, telling her to explain to him why they have bad news.

Kate clears her throat, “We uh. Unfortunately, we have to leave Hope County”.

Eli walks in as she says this.

“Leave Hope County?!?!” the bearded man asks loudly. 

“Yeah, I got a call from my uncle, and there’s a family emergency, and they need mine, and Morgan’s help” Kate explains to them.

“What kind of emergency?” Eli asks, “If you don’t mind me asking”.

“It’s just my great aunt, she got into some trouble with some sketchy people. She made a few deals, and we have to help her out of it” Kate further explains.

“We’re gonna be leaving in a few months. Because that’s when the “deadline” expires, and we have to help her hold off it” Morgan adds.

They’re both great liars. No one. Not a single soul can know of the evil monsters in this world. 

Vampires, Demons, Werewolves, Ghosts, Ghouls. That shit will only freak people out, and only a small handful of people can know, and hunt these monsters. 

The people in Hope County will never know, or understand what Kate and Morgan do for a living.

What their families have been doing for generations. Saving people, hunting things, the family business. 

It was a close one with John getting possessed, Kate was glad Castiel worked his angel magic, and wiped his memory of the whole thing.

One of the perks on being besties with an Angel of the Lord. 

Kate clears her throat again, “November 2nd. That’s when we’re leaving for Jackson, then we’re going to Pennsylvania because that’s where she lives”.

Eli, and Wheaty look back and forth at the two huntresses.

“As much as we don’t want to leave, especially with the Cult terrorizing everyone” Morgan says.

“A lot of shit going on” Kate adds.

They stayed at the Wolf’s Den for another half an hour, and they moved on to all their other friends.

Luckily Nick Rye, Grace, Pastor Jerome and Mary May were all at the Spread Eagle. 

You can cut the tension with a knife, after what happened several months early with the whole atonement bullshit, and Saleos.

Mary pretty much glared at Kate the whole time, Nick and Grace didn’t even look back to look at her, and Pastor Jerome just looked like he didn’t want to talk about what happened that day. 

“Hey” Kate says, greeting the Holland Valley business owners, and residents.

“Hey” Mary says with a hint of anger in her voice.

Morgan takes the lead with this since none of them want to hear Kate out on this.

“Listen” she starts off, “Kate and I are leaving Hope County in a few months. Family emergency, we’re telling you guys because we don’t want you guys to think we just, up and left Montana out of selfishness”.

As Mary cleans glasses, “So after everything that has happened. You’re just gonna leave like the fucking Cult is gonna let you?!”.

Morgan and Kate both look at each other, then back at Mary.

“Oh wait. That’s right you can because you’re fucking dating John Seed” she yells angrily towards Kate.

Kate snaps back, “Okay first of all I didn’t even fucking know he was involved with that shit!!”.

“Bullshit!!!” Mary snaps, almost breaking a glass “You seriously didn’t even know about the Cult, or the atonements?. Or any of that shit?”.

“What John did to me was un-fucking-forgiveable” Nick says, “I’m surpised you defended him, and was still dating him after all that. Hell I don’t know why you even got with him in the first place”. 

Nick doesn’t even look back at them when he says this, not even turning his head in the slightest.

“I broke things off with John shortly after that. I never spoke to him after all of that” she defends herself but it wasn’t good enough.

“That still doesn’t make things any better Kate!!” Mary adds, “I don’t know if you’re blind, or just stupid for defending that man. After what him and his family have done to all of us, and you still justify his actions”.

“I’m starting to think you two leaving is for your own selfishness” Grace says, not looking back at them. 

Pastor Jerome turns to them, and says “Some of us can forgive you, but we won’t forget. We won’t forget the pain the Seeds have done to us all. The wrath, pain and sorrow they put on all of us will be justified”.

Kate and Morgan turn around, and are about to leave the bar. Kate’s surprised Jeorme didn’t bring up her citing an exorcism during her atonement. 

Mary mutters as she’s cleaning glasses, “I thought you would be like your mother when I first met her. But turns out you're both the same”.

Kate stops, and turns to her, “What did you say?!?. My mother?!?”. 

She walks up to the counter, “What do you mean “I would be like my mother?”.”

“Mandy, or should I say Mother Amanda. She was a part of the Cult, she was The Mother, Joseph picked her. They were the Mother and Father of Eden’s Gate” Mary says, “That was 6-7 years ago”. 

“Bullshit!!” Kate yells, Morgan tries to hold her back, “My mother would never be a part of a fucking Cult. Be a goddamn peggie?!. Fuck no!!”. 

Mary scoffs, “She betrayed us, she betrayed the Cult, and look what happened to her. Joseph had some of his followers kill her”.

Kate's voice starts to tremble, and takes a deep breath “Lies. all fucking lies!!!. She wouldn’t let a bunch of inbred hillbilly motherfuckers kill her”.

Morgan practically drags Kate out of the bar, and back to their car.

“Kate, you have to calm down!!!” Morgan tells her.

Pacing, aggressively scratching her head, “That’s all bullshit. My mom would never join the fucking Cult. I know she’s not dead, I know it. My uncle Brent said he needed her help as well with the whole thing with Aunt Flora”.

“Okay. Kate you need to relax. Let’s go home, and you can sleep for a bit. Then we can tell the others later”. 

Morgan puts Kate in the passenger side, and drives them home.

Kate goes into her room, and tries to sleep for a bit.

1:30 in the afternoon, and she still has a lot more people to tell about her departure in a few months. 

Tossing and turning in her midday nap. She had a very eerie about an old enemy demon that at one time needed to harvest her soul because she was, or she still is the true vessel to this particular demon. 

Lilith the first demon to be created by Lucifer himself. 

 That bitch demon that her cousin Sam had killed several years earlier, she was resurrected by Crowley, or Alister, or Asmodeus one of them demon fuckers brought her back, along with Abaddon. 

-The dream- 

Unable to sleep even her own dream, or should I say nightmare, Kate has a hard time sleeping.

“Hello Katella” a female voice says.

Kate wakes up, sitting up in her bed, and sees Lilith.

“What do you want?!?” she asks, angrily. Narrowing her eyes at the demon.

“You already know what I want” she says, walking towards her, and sitting at the edge of her bed. 

“And you already know the answer” she replies, “It will always be no”.

“I will get you to say yes” she replies in a threatening tone. 

Kate scoffs, rolling her eyes “I won’t let you harvest my soul, my body. I won’t let you. No matter what you do”.

Lilith stands up, walking in front of the bed, and says. 

“I know how much you love your sister. Paige. Her and Abaddon are basically counterparts, just like how Sam and Lucifer, Dean and Michael. You and I”. 

Kate stands up from her bed, “Paige will never let Abaddon harvest her soul, and I won’t let you. The whole thing with Sam, Dean, Lucifer and Michael was a different story”.

Lilith’s eyes turn white, “I will harvest your soul. No matter what. You’re my other half, my true vessel.”

“You need my consent to harvest my soul. You can stay in that meatsuit of yours”.

Lilith scoffs, walking towards her “I don’t need your consent. I can just harvest your soul. Just like any other demon”.

“Not while I’m around” a male voice says, “Stay away from my human”.

Lilith stops, and turns around. Sees Archangel Gabriel. 

She groans in annoyance, rolling her eyes “Of course. One of Heaven’s feathery boys”.

Even though this is all a dream, Kate is relieved that her Trickster Archangel best friend is here.

He narrows his eyes at the demon, “As Kate’s guardian Angel. I won’t let you anywhere near her pure, good soul”.

Lilith laughs softly, “And what are you gonna do about it?!?. By the way how was being tortured by Asmodeus?”. 

She smirks, and that was a huge mistake the first demon ever to be created has ever said.

“He fed off of my grace for years!!” he yells, his eyes turning purplish white.

He banishes Lilith away with a bright light. Kate covers her eyes from the blinding light of the Archangel. 

Turning back to face the Archangel, he stares at her with those whiskey color eyes. 

They stare at each other, “Gabriel?” she whispers.

He slowly approaches her, placing his hand on her cheek. Kate practically melts to his touch.

Sighing softly, closing her eyes. The heat radiating off this angel is very comforting.

Gabriel slowly pulls her closer to him, and-

-end of dream-

Kate wakes up from her very good dream, she’s been having it for a couple weeks now. 

It always ends the same way. Gabriel banishing Lilith to Hell probably, caresses her cheek, and pulls her in closer to him. 

Probably to kiss her, because Gabe is her guardian Angel, Michael being Paige’s and her mothers is unknown probably Raphael. 

That dream is probably telling her something, a sign or some kind of foreshadowing. 

Later that day, her and Morgan leave to hang out with their group of friends. 3:30pm. 

They all go to the campsite they went to several months earlier when Kate first met Wheaty.

“You guys are leaving?!?” Sarah asks.

Kate and Morgan nod their heads, “Yeah, we are”.

“How are you guys gonna get out?!” Ivan asks.

“We’re not sure yet” Morgan answers. 

“We’re driving out. Obviously” Kate says.

They all sit around an unlit bonfire, chatting. Going over their two friends that are leaving. As they're talking, a Cult truck stops near their campsite.

4 peggies come out, all male, rifles in hands. They approach the group of young adults.

“Kate Winchester!!” one of them calls out.

The group of friends turn to Kate, except Morgan her eyes are locked on the 4 peggies. 

“What do you want?!?” she asks. 

“John wants you to go by the church. Now” another peggie answers. 

Kate and Morgan turn to each other.

She gets up, and they guide her to their truck, climbing into the backseat, and they drive out of the Whitetails, and back to Holland Valley. 

Dropping her off in front of Falls End church.

Unsure what John wants, or what he wants to talk about. 

She walks inside, and sees John with his back to her, standing in front of the panel.

Having flashbacks to 5 in half months ago, when all that shit happened. 

“Hey John” she says, her voice echoing. 

He turns around, a huge smile on his face.

“Hello Katie” he says, with enthusiasm, and excitement in his voice. 

She walks towards him, swinging her hands at her sides, clapping them.

“Soo” she says, “Why did you call me here?”.

He sighs loudly, echoing throughout the church. 

“It’s a surprise” he says with a hint of malice in his voice. 

Kate raises her eyebrows at him, “Really?. Am I gonna like it?!?”. 

John chuckles at her cuteness, the innocence in her voice. How cute, naive and innocent she sounds. 

“You’re gonna love it” he says with emphasis on the word love. 

 “Well I look forward to seeing it” she replies, stepping closer to him.

He stares at her with a smirk, “Well to give you a few hints, it might ring a bell, and it’s gonna be very engaging”.

Kate awkwardly chuckles at him, and John notices something is off about her.

“Darlin’. What’s wrong?” he asks, moving her hair away from her face.

Stammering over her words, trying to hold back tears.

“Its-It’s nothing” she lies, John catches on.

“Don’t lie to me sweetheart. What’s wrong?” he places his hand on the back of her head. 

She looks down at the ground, and before she could tell him. Her phone rings, she pulls it out, and sees her sister's name.

Her eyes widened at her phone screen, she looks up at John.

“I’m sorry I really need to take this” she tells him. He nods his head. 

She steps away, standing near the front door of the Falls End church, and answers her phone. 

“Hey!” she says into her phone.

Paige on the other end, sounding like she just woke up.

“You called, and gave me a very lecural voicemail” she says in a groggily voice, “What’s so important?”.

“Uncle Brent called me. Him, aunt Laura, our cousins, and Barbara need our help” she explains to her older sister.

“For what?!” she asks, voice still groggily.

“Our great aunt Flora made a deal with a demon, and she needs our help” she whispers, so that John can’t hear her.

“Okay. So we head back to Jackson, and leave when?” she asks.

“November 2nd. That’s when we leave to Philly” she whispers to her.

Paige sighs, “Okay. I’ll call Brent, and get more details. But we’re gonna talk out our issues, and you’re gonna have to leave school”.

“Well I graduated, and have my Master of Science degree in Psychology” she tells her, “So me leaving school won’t be necessary”. 

They hang up, and Kate turns back to John who is leaning against the panel. His head tilted to the side. Smirk on his face.

“Sorry that was my sister” she tells him.

He can still see the sadness, and worried in her eyes.

“Katie, darlin’. Answer my questions, what’s wrong?.

She sighs, looking down at the floor, “I have to leave Hope County”.

The expression on his face changes from happy to sadness mixed with anger.

“No. No you can’t leave me” he tells her, his voice getting upset, “Why are you leaving me?!?”.

“I don’t want to. My family needs me” she further explains to him, “They need my help. A family member is in deep trouble with some sketchy people”.

John shakes his head, tears starting to form in his eyes, “You can’t leave. I love you, I need you” his voice going hoarse.

“You mean a lot to me. You changed me Kate. I love you, I need you here with me”.

Kate starts to cry, her eyes going red. “I love you too. I can’t leave my family hanging. I’ll come back when we return from Pennsylvania. I have never loved, or cared for anyone before. You’re my first real boyfriend, you took my virginity. Everything we’ve done and been through was all real”.

John tries to smile through his tears. He loves Kate, he really does love her. 

He never wanted her to go through any pain. He wants her to stay in Hope County with him.

But he knows how family oriented she is, and that’s why he loves her. He wants to have a family with her. Grow old together in the ranch house, or maybe move to the West Coast, and start their family. 

The possibilities are endless for them, but he unfortunately has to accept that she has to leave in a few months, and he wants to spend every moment with her.  

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