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rumisgf · 4 months
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PASSENGER PRINCESS - connie springer x black!reader
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summary: your... best friend takes you on your weekly late nights drives. but, this night is different: both of you are aware of the tension between y'all even though neither of you address it- until tonight. warnings: marijuana usage, best friends to lovers, eventual smut, yk car sex, french kissing
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you just had got off work, and today really wore you out. it was the usual: your manager was getting on your nerves, there was this lady who tried to argue with you over the counter, and you had to train probably the most incompetent teen who had just got hired. all you knew is you need a blunt and a nap.
as you're laying on your bed ready to kick your clothes off, your phone buzzes. a text from connie, probably the only person you have patience for right now. it reads 'you home?' to which he knows you are, he found out when you get off work (because he listens, of course. totally didn't do his own research before you even told him directly). the minute you text back he's calling your phone, and you roll your eyes a bit 'cause you already know he wants to bother you now.
"hello, sir?" you can hear him smack his lips.
"man, you not even tired! i'm 'bout to head out anyway, just wanted to see what you was doin' right now."
"what, you trynna pick me up?"
"don't ask dumbass questions, you want me to pull up or not?"
you smile to yourself, and get up to change out your work clothes. "mmm... yea. c'mon."
"bet." *click*
soon enough, you see his car pull up from your apartment window and make your way out the door. as you walk down the stairs, you can't help but grin to yourself. no matter how bad of a mood you're in you would never miss an opportunity to chill with his fine as- you mean, the only tolerable dude you know.
you open the car door, the smell of weed hitting your nose. "yooo!" connie greets you with a smile, and a wood in hand. he already had started to roll up before you even made it to the car.
"nigga, what did i tell you 'bout smoking outside here?! if i get in trouble, it is not gonna be my fault!"
"you'on wanna hotbox?" he asks obviously, making you roll your eyes as you buckle in your seatbelt.
he starts the car up and places one hand on the wheel, ready to find an empty parking lot. he notices how you stare outside the window, hand resting on your cheek. "work piss you off?" you simply reply with, "why?" and he says "you not talkin' like usual and actin' all bothered."
he was right, work did piss you off. but for some reason, he was making you especially nervous today. "ion know, just my manager was on dick today. and i had to train this lil' boy he was pissing me off too. i know he a kid but damn, this why i ain't wanna be a trainer in the first place. i already work overtime most of the week i don't be having the energy for that shit, y'know? he keep giving me all these things to do like my schedule not already tight and i'm busting my ass just to still not get promoted yet." it was nice to get stuff of your chest like this because it really calmed you down. better yet, he knew how to calm you down. he knows how to listen while making sure you're still having a good time.
he eventually pulls up to a gas station. "well, don't let that shit bother you. you probably gon get promoted anyway cause you actually do your job. besides, if that don't happen, i been telling you to quit anyway." getting out the car, he pulls his hoodie over his head and comes to open your car door. "now c'mon." "i don't want noth-"
"i said c'mon, mama, i'm getting you snacks! and i want some too i'm not leavin' you in here."
having no argument, you get out and walk with him inside. since it is late, you're the only ones in there and there's only one cashier in sight. the mid aged lady smiles at the two of you as she notices the door bell ring. you both grab a drink of choice from the freezer and make your way to the counter. he sees your eyes dart to a bag of chips, and he picks it up to place it down before you grab his hand. "you don't have to, con." he ignores you, sliding it to the cashier to scan. "oh, stop it, you act like i haven't payed for your hair before."
"your total is $12.59"
he pulls a 20 out his pocket, handing it to her a taking his change. as you both leave, she says "by the way, you two are such an adorable couple!" but, before you can correct her, connie replies
"thank you, ma'am!"
now, you're both sat in the car laughing at the interaction that just happened. "thank you? for real?" you say through giggling. connie simply shrugs, "i ain't wanna make her feel bad!" in your mind, you began to question his response still. why didn't he say no? "i mean shit, you don't look bad so." he stops, furrowing his eyebrows and side eyeing you. "oh, if i was ugly you woulda had a issue?" you look to the side as he pretends to start to be offended. "well, yeah duh." he laughs in response, you following after. "alright, dude."
eventually, he pulls into a random parking lot. you see a bench and a sign, so you assume this is just some park in the area. luckily, no one's here anyway. connie's hand finds the back of your headboard as backs up into a spot. "found this spot like yesterday, nobody really around at night. plus it's chill, i wanna talk to you and ion wanna be bothered seeing other people around."
you can't help but focus on his jawline as he looks back, barely paying attention to the words coming out his mouth. "you even listenin' to me?" he snaps you back into reality. you turn back in your seat as you smack your lips and he chuckles, settling back into his seat. he picks up from where he started, rolling a blunt for the both of you. once he finishes he pulls out a lighter from his glove department, bringing it to his mouth. your eyes pay good attention to his eyes glancing down at the wood, his fingers, his mouth as he inhales, and the way he looks at you after he puffs out smoke.. god he looked fine.
"damn, you gon' take it?" he asks before you even get the chance to zone out completely. you mutter "my fault" before taking it and bringing it to your own mouth. now, its his turn to examine your movements. you don't even notice him eyeing you: the way your acrylics look as you hold it, your makeup still looking nice after a full day of work, your closed lids, the way you're slightly titling your head back... fine as fuck he thinks to himself. he takes off his hoodie as his body warms up. when you look back at him, you see his toned arms in the moonlight and your face begins to heat up. "you feel better, ma?" you nod in response, attempting to contain yourself. however, he can't help but examine you and you begin to notice. "so, what you wanna talk abt?"
he uncharacteristically fiddles with his thumb and looks down. "well shit..." you take another hit, still making eye contact with him. "after that thing just happened it kind of reminded me even more," he takes a pause. he puts his hand out, and you pass the blunt to him before he continues. he brings it to his lips, slowly inhaling. then as he exhales,
"what if we was a couple?"
you take a second, nearly being took out your high that barely started coming over you. "oh.. uhm-"
"not like that, just what if, y'know?" he quickly interjects to save himself from possible rejection. "yeah of course....well, ion know like i said you not ugly." you end up shrugging. sure, you guys are friends, but it would be a complete lie to say you haven't thought about it yourself. you had just never planned on voicing it. "well, what do that mean?"
"i don't know, you not ugly. if we talking hypothetically you my type i guess." you explain, avoiding saying how you actually feel. "i guess is crazyyy." he leans back in his seat, throwing one of arms behind his head as he takes another hit. "so, i'm yo type?"
you feel yourself start to smile. "now what do you mean, sir?" he simply laughs. "i think you pretty too, y/n." his statement catches you offguard, and you find yourself speechless. he only laughs more and looks straight at you, now half-lidded with red hued eyes. "you ain't notice me starin' at you for how many times you been in my car? and you the only girl i really be having in my car, you basically my passenger princess."
the name passenger princess makes you feel warm in a place that you are not willing to acknowledge. "...well, i been starin' at you too. surprised you ain't notice" he's quiet for a second, then looks down at his lap with a smirk. "i did." you smack his arm and he's now in a fit of laughter as he relishes in your embarrassment. after a minute, he smiles at his eyes cant help but focus on your lips. "what?"
he takes a minute to think over the choices he's about to make. and after some thinking, he comes to a conclusion. "...c'mere, mama."
you stare at him for a second, questioning if this is a good idea. but, the way his arms look after removing his hoodie and the way he's manspreading is definitely blinding your judgement. so, you find yourself climbing in his lap just slightly raised up enough so you're not actually sitting on him. but, his hand wraps around your waist and makes you sit down. "aw c'mon, why you bein so shy? it's just me." and he's right. this isn't even the first time you've been this close to him or sat on his lap. your friendship has very little... boundaries. or better yet, you two have a closer platonic relationship than others.
he stares back at you as he raises the blunt in his hand to your lips. you take a hit, blowing smoke directly in his face. you both smile and laugh softly, connie biting his bottom lip. "you so goddamn fine, i swear."
all you respond with a soft giggle as you lean closer into his chest. he wraps an arm around your shoulders and holds eye contact. finally, you both slowly lean in, closing the distance between your faces. his lips instantly catch yours and set a steady pace. he tastes like soda and indica, but right now that is so delicious to you. subconsciously, you slowly move your hips on his laps in rhythm with the movement of your lips on his. he lowly grunts and pulls away. "woah, what you trynna do?" he mumbles, eyeing your body on top of his. "shit, i been holding in a lot, con... i'm on what you on."
his eyes find your thighs, then comes back up to your red, lazy eyes. "you sure, ma?" you bite your lip, "yeah... you want to?" a soft chuckle leaves his lips and he leans back in, centimeters away from your lips. "i been wantin' to do so much to you, y/n, i wanna make you mine.."
his lips crash onto yours and his hands immediately find your ass, massaging the plush skin hidden by your leggings. your tongue finds it way into his mouth and he matches you, tongues dancing with each other. you can feel his boner from under you, and you hope he can't feel you throbbing on top of him. he pulls away again, and tugs at the hem of your leggings.
"can i move these, baby?" he asks. you nod, and he pulls them down to your knees. you shimmy them off knowing you're better off without them restricting your ankles. in return, he scoots you back and he unzips his pants, pulling them down to reveal his stiff hard dick under his boxers. nearly drooling, you eagerly move back up and kiss him again. you grind your hips on his lap once more, moaning into his lips at the feeling. his hand go to guide you and kneed on your ass. he groans into the kiss, you making him harder than he already was.
then, you pull away. he takes a second to look down and notices the wet spot forming on his boxers. he smirks to himself, "damn, baby you that wet?" you look away, still grinding on him. he laughs to himself at your reaction then slides his hand down, pulling your underwear to the side. this thumb finds your clit and you gasp at the sudden contact. he rubs slowly, eyes glued down. he pays attentions to the way your hips begin to buck upward at his touch. then, he slowly slides two fingers into your entrance. "o-oh fuck-!" you moan out. looking back up to you, he licks his lips and focuses on you. "like that, mama?"
you hum in response, eyes closing with pleasure. grinning, he curls his fingers and earns a louder moan sliding out your lips like butter. the sound of you and your wetness as he plays with you is music to his ears. "c-connie..." as you moan out for him, he perks up teasingly. "hm, baby?" you open your mouth to speak, and cut yourself off with another moan. "i- fuck.. i need you"
"need what, babygirl?"
you whine, knowing he's making you say it. "..need you t' fuck me, bae.."
with that, he slips his fingers out of you, bringing them to his mouth and keeping eye contact as he licks them clean. while he does this he lets you pull him out his boxers, dick springing out. you already had a feeling, but he's big. you stroke him slowly, taking notice of how he squirmed in your touch. "fuck, y/n.." his hips buck upward and his lids close for a second, slightly throwing his head back. you end up throwing off your underwear, leaving you in only your hoodie you left the house in.
"take yo time, okay?" he says softly as you lift up. you nod, and finally begin to sink down onto him. he bites his lips as he feels your slick coating him as you slide his dick into you. your hands grip his shoulders as you sit all the way down, feeling every inch of him. you both moan at the feeling. after a few seconds, you start moving up and down on him. your head falls into the crook of his neck, moaning onto his skin and sending chills down his spine. "f-fuck...baby.."
his hands find your hips, following your movements. "damn baby, just like that.. ride that shit.." you pick up the pace and your grip on him tightens. he now goes to grips your ass, helping move you up and down on all his length. "fuck-! 's so big.." you're whining and moaning into his shoulder, working yourself on him.
connie starts to move his hips in unison with you. "yeah, you like that shit? he starts grinning, looking at your face buried into him. "mhm.. love this dick.." your slick is staining his boxers even more as it drips down while you coat his dick in arousal. "i know, mama, this pussy takin' me so well... you wet f' me." he smacks your ass, earning a small gasp out of you. "look at me, ma."
you lift your head and he smiles at you, admiring your current state. "sexy as fuck.." he moves to massage your hips before pecking your lips. "love you, princess." your heart flutters, as well as your pussy, and your lips form a small smile. "love you, pa" you circle your hips on him and he hums with satisfaction, curses falling out his mouth. "yeah, just like that.. so fuckin' good.."
you ride him with intent, doing it like you had always did in your fantasies. "you feel so good.." you moan, your hole gripping him tighter. "fuck.. i know, ma, i know. takin' this dick so well."
a knot begins to form in your stomach and your eyes squint again as you look back at him. "baby, 'm gonna cum.." you moan, now moving up and down faster. in response, he begins fucking up into you at the same pace.
"mhm c'mon, nut all on this dick." your moans grow in volume and you become putty in his hands. "fuckfuckfuck!" you cry out as your eyes close shut, and you're slamming your ass down on him as you chase your high. he moans as he watches you, holding you tighter. "yeah, there you go mama..." soon, you begin writhing on him as you cream on top of him, painting his dick white. you can feel the strings of your own cum as he continues to thrust into you, reaching his own orgasm. "c-connie! fuck!"
"'m close baby, 'm close, i know." his breathes are frantic and his head is thrown back. "holy fuck, baby.. shit-!" he pulls out as he jerks himself, releasing himself on your ass. you both lay on each other, out of breath as you come down. he looks at you, a smile growing on his face. "don't you go fuckin' somebody else like that, you mine now."
you smile back tiredly, leaning in to kiss him. this kiss is slow, and loving. you pull away, "and you mine."
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sherewrytes · 7 days
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T. A. R (Time, Appreciation, Respect)
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(I'll always want you part 2)
Synopsis: Ony was calling Y/N constantly these days, trying to always reach out to talk and say his piece. Y/N wasn't sure if she was ready for it. C.W. Angst, Black coded reader, Drug use (weed). Song links used as reference. Fanfic inspired by the following song. Solange: Cranes in the sky Link for part one here
Time had passed since your confrontation with Ony on that fateful night. The sting of betrayal still lingered, casting a shadow over your every thought and action. You still find herself unable to shake the memories of everything that took place between you and Ony and the raw emotions it had unleashed.
It's 2:30 AM. You lie awake, replaying the conversation with Ony in your mind. A part of you acknowledges he may be right, yet you find it impossible to converse without being overwhelmed by emotions.
You heard Annie out on her part to play in all this but not Ony. You didn't have class until 2pm today so you had enough time to sleep some more if needed. You got out of bed, stretched, went to your desk to journal to clear your mind. You lit the candle on your desk, opened your journal and poured your feelings into it. The pen felt heavy in your hand, similar to how your heart felt in your chest. You wrote about the confusion swirling within you, torn between the logic of Ony's words and the ache of betrayal that still lingered deep within your soul. Memories flashed through your mind of happier times, of sad times and every moment in between. You knew you should hear him out but, you couldn't decide if you were ready or not. You closed the journal and texted Sasha to see if she was awake. You needed someone to talk to. Sasha responded almost immediately saying she's in the area, so she'd be over in a few and she has Connie and Eren with her. You sighed and responded. You went to your kitchen to make a quick midnight snack for you and your quests. 15 mins later, at your apartment is Sasha, Connie and Eren. Connie: "Is it okay if I smoke in here. Between Uni, my music shit and other shit. I'm stressed out."
You: "It's cool. I do smoke sometimes, well used to with Ony. Speaking of Ony. He's been calling my phone nonstop.
*Turns to Eren* He said you've been on his ass about me. Eren the fuck you on boy.
Eren sighed "Look I'm just looking out for him. Ony is taking this harder that I've seen him take anything. Him and I go way back. Ony only shows up to class, messages me for some weed well hella weed. He aint even in the studio much either."
You knew Eren, Connie, Mikasa and Ony were music majors at Paradis University which you all attended. Eren was the lowkey producer type that makes beats to rival the greats. Connie is a rising hip hop artist and Ony is a cross between Trap Soul and Rap. Mikasa was the soulful girl with a beautiful voice. You knew Ony never missed studio time for nothing, so you knew he was struggling. "When last did he show up." Y/N asked Eren with some concern in her tone.
"Probably 2 months ago before that it was 3 months before that. Look you don't have to force yourself to talk to him or bear his wounds or help him heal from the mess he made on his own. It ain't your job to, What I'm asking is if you can hear him out even if its 5 minutes if you can't then Imma tell him to drop it."
You sat in silence for a bit truly wondering what to do, so you turned to Sasha. "Honestly I want to hear him out, I do but I need more time. I know everyone thinks I forgave Annie so easy, but Ony and I had something deeper than Annie and I had even with our years of friendship. Ya we were fighting and at odds that time but..I know I'm being dumb cause Annie is just as responsible as he was. I just need to clear my head some more." Connie took a toke of his joint and passed it to Eren then Eren to Sasha. Sasha pulled out her phone and connected it to the speakers in your apartment and started playing L.E.S by Childish Gambino. They all passed the joint around the room you took a few hits here and there. Eren was mindlessly scrolling through his IG to see Ony posted a 15 sec video on IG with a link in the caption to his YouTube to his latest track Amphetamine.
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Eren blurted out with a bit of shock, "What the fuck, Ony just dropped a new song. It looks like he changed his artist's name from Ony to Soro. I mean he mentioned the change last time he came in the studio. Yo Sasha disconnect real quick lemme listen to this real quick."
Sasha disconnected her phone to allow Eren to pull up the track. " The song is almost 8 mins WTF is Ony on" Eren says.
The beat kicks in with this smooth, laid-back vibe that immediately hooks you in. Everyone's silent giving the track a listen.
" It's like an amphetamine, how it marinate on my mind (stuck on me, yah) Got no doubt I'll be alright, if I just make it through the night."
You can hear, almost feel the range of emotions in the song. You can hear Ony's voice pouring out his feelings. The beat changes around 2:48 seconds in giving a whole different vibe to the song.
"Shawty cold as December, I still fold her, no Manila B-b-b-brr wit me baby, I hibernate, smoke the lettuce."
Everyone was vibing with the song until they heard Mikasa's voice drop on the track around 4:28 Everyone a bit surprised since Mikasa doesn't easily do features even if it's with her friends. Connie laughed a bit "He got Mikasa on this with him. Damn he really went all out. Aye Eren aint this the same beat he said he didn't want around 5 maybe 6 months ago?" Eren laughed thinking back to when he played this beat for Ony, and he said he hated it. Ony owed him big time for this, but he'll circle back to it. As the song finished. You sat with your eyes full of tears. You thought to yourself that you could feel every emotion Ony sang about in the song. The loss of their relationship, his struggles with his mental health and so much more.
Connie was the first the chime in when the song ended "Damn that was.... deep." "Yah it was Ony really flipped the script on this one." Eren chimed in.
Eren got a notification that Ony was live on IG. He clicked on it. He saw he was talking about his just dropped song and other usual shit that's going on in his life.
Ony's eyes were the newfound usual shade of slight bloodshot red from smoking and hardly any sleep. He was reading off a comment asking him who inspired him to write the song. he responded with "Someone but also no one."
Ony's voice flowed through the speakers in your apartment causing Eren to disconnect his phone to watch the live a bit easier.
He commented saying "Fire track man, wish you'd let me know you were droppin a song man."
Ony read the comment out loud and smirked and said "Sorry man. I wanted it to be a personal project, but I owe you one big time for the beat." Ony and Eren were engaging in their usual banter in the comments of Ony's Instagram live. You were deep in thought when Ony read aloud a comment from someone claiming his song was inspired by his ex-girlfriend. Ony and you had a semi-public relationship, which is due to his rising fame as a Trap Soul/rap artist. Ony sighed, his mind drifting back to the last time he saw you in person, when you came to return his belongings from your place. He had seen you around campus since then, but it simply wasn't the same. His response was "It was inspired by pain. Pain of loss, loss of love, loss of hopes, loss of dreams. Loss of self. She's part of something I lost in my life." Ony paused, his gaze drifting off as he recalled the bittersweet memories. He took a deep breath, trying to push away the ache in his chest as he continued, his voice laden with emotion. "So yeah, she's part of what I lost, but 'Amphetamine' is also about finding myself again. It's about reclaiming my voice, my truth, and pouring it all out into my music."
A faint smile tugged at the corners of his lips, though sadness lingered in his eyes. "Maybe one day she'll hear this song and understand. Understand that she's not just a memory, but a muse who ignited something within me, something I'll carry with me forever."
With that, Ony concluded, the weight of his words hanging heavy in the air. The live disconnected indicating he ended it abruptly.
As the live session ends abruptly, the room falls into a heavy silence. You, sits with a mix of emotions swirling within yourself. Ony's words echo in your mind, resonating deeply with your own conflicted feelings. You can't shake the sense of nostalgia and longing that his music and words evoke. Sasha breaks the silence, her voice soft yet determined. "Y/N, are you okay?" she asks, her concern evident.
You took a moment to collect your thoughts before responding. "I don't know, Sasha," you admit, your voice barely above a whisper.
Sasha nods understandingly, her eyes reflecting empathy. "I get it. It's hard to hear someone express their pain so openly, especially when it's intertwined with your own." Eren chimes in, his tone reflective. "Yeah, but maybe that's what he needs right now. It's better than him bottling it up and tryna smoke it all away."
Connie exhales a puff of smoke, his expression contemplative. "True, but it's also a lot to unpack. Y/N, you don't have to rush into anything. Take your time to process everything, to figure out what you need and want. What Ony did was messed up"
You nod, grateful for your friends' support. "Thanks, guys. I think…I think I need some time alone to sort through my thoughts."
With that que, Eren, Sasha and Connie left your apartment. you walk through your apartment heading to your room, the melody of Ony's song still echoing in your mind. Your emotions even more confusing than when you talked to Ony earlier. You looked at the time. It was almost 5 am. You decided to shower and head back to bed, hoping to get some rest before class.
Your mind was restless, torn between Ony's latest track and his words during the IG live, you were conflicted. On one hand, you acknowledged missing him, but on the other, infidelity was something you could never condone in a relationship. You recognized a desire to listen to his explanation, yet you feared your heart might not endure his version of the events.
The weight of Ony's words hangs heavy in the air, suffocating your mind with intense thoughts. Alone amidst the dim glow of your bedside lamp, the words "Maybe one day she'll hear this song and understand." taunt you with the possibility of reconciliation and closure. You thought to yourself "How could I ever hope to understand the depths of his pain when my own wounds still bleed with the memory of his betrayal?"
Finally entering your room, you sink onto the edge of the bed, burying your face in trembling hands, desperate to silence the cacophony of thoughts threatening to consume you.
"Take your time to process everything, to figure out what you need and want." Connie's words echo faintly in her mind. With a trembling sigh, you rise from the bed, your steps faltering as you make your way to the bathroom. The steady stream of water cascades over your trembling form, washing away the tears that stain your cheeks.
"It's 5 am. I should try to get some rest before class," you think to yourself. Climbing out of the shower, your limbs feel heavy. Wrapping yourself in a towel, the fabric offers a feeble shield against the lingering chill. You dress slowly, abandoning your usual routine for the simple comfort of bed, seeking to calm your mind. Eventually, you drift into sleep, the confusion in your heart, perhaps even greater than before.
*Slight Time Skip*
You finished up her class for the evening, your Textile Science class drained your mind. you run into Eren, Connie, Armin and Pieck in the courtyard chattin it up. "Yo, Y/N!" Armin hollered, his grin wide as he motioned for her to come over. You gave a small nod, casually strolling over as they kept chattin'. It helped take your mind off things for a sec.
"So, y'all ready for tonight?" Armin asked, his eyes sparklin' with excitement. "Tonight?" you echoed, feeling a bit lost.
Armin leaned in closer, speakin' low like it was a secret. "The party, It's goin' down at my place. everybody's rolling through." You thought about if Ony was gonna be there since going Armin's parties was one of their go to things as a couple.
You shifted uncomfortably, tryna come up with an excuse to bail but before you could say anythin', Sasha and Mikasa slid through, bringin' a burst of energy to the scene. "Hey, y'all!" Sasha greeted; her smile infectious as she pulled you into a hug.
Mikasa gave a nod, her expression serious as she peeped Y/N with concern.
"Y/N, you gotta come through tonight," Pieck chimed in, her voice smooth and persuasive. "You never show up to the parties, and it's gonna be lit." Y/N hesitated, caught between the comfort of being alone and the fear of missing out on the squad's vibe.
Just then, Ony strolled past, casting a shadow over Y/N's mood. She felt a surge of anger bubbling up inside, memories of their messy situation flooding back.
Armin, clueless as ever, turned to Ony with a hopeful grin. "Yo, you coming tonight, Ony?"
Ony glanced at you for a sec before turning back to Armin, his face unreadable. But before he could answer, you spoke up with fire in your voice. "I ain't showing if he's gonna be there," you stated, pointing your finger at Ony with a fierce look.
The air got heavy; the tension thick enough to cut with a knife. Y/N's heart raced as she waited for Ony's response. But instead of coming back at you, Ony just nodded quietly, his eyes holding a hint of regret before he dipped out.
You caught the concerned glances of your friends. You knew your emotions were a bit confusing being torn between wanting to hear him out, missing him then not wanting to be around him. Even though almost much time had passed, her emotions still felt raw.
You looked around to your friend group who was gauging your reaction to seeing Ony. Each stare, felt like a trap a push to make a decision you weren't ready for.
"I can't do this," you muttered, your voice barely above a whisper as you took a step back, your eyes darting between your friends and a mental escape route. Sasha's hand on your arm stopped you in your tracks, her grip firm yet gentle. "You can't run from this forever, Y/N, you're gonna have to address this or find the will to move on" she said softly, her eyes reflecting a depth of understanding. You stared at Sasha's face trying to gauge her facial expression and reaction "I know, Sash I know." you whispered hoarsely, your voice cracking with emotion. "But I'm not ready to face him, not yet. I don't know if I ever will be."
With that said you turned and left them there, briskly walking back to catch an uber back to your apartment.
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Eren stared at Armin, scoffing with annoyance "Bro, how you gonna forget they ain't together no more? Ony straight up did her dirty with Annie."
Armin sighed and took a step back. "I know but they're both my friends and I want them both to be happy and come out more. guess I messed up by asking them out around each other. It's just that we hardly get to chill with both of them around, you know...it's tough."
Eren shook his head, his frustration evident in his furrowed brow. "I get that, Armin, but you gotta realize it's not just about them being happy. Ony really hurt Y/N, man. And seeing him around just brings back all that pain."
Armin's shoulders slumped in defeat, his expression reflecting the weight of his guilt. "I know, Eren, I know," he muttered, running a hand through his hair in frustration. "I just... I don't know how to fix this mess."
Sasha, who had been listening quietly, spoke up with a sympathetic tone. "Maybe there's no quick fix, Armin. Sometimes all we can do is give them space and time to heal, you know?"
Connie nodded in agreement, his expression serious. "Yeah, sometimes the best thing we can do is just be there for them when they're ready to talk or when they need us."
Armin sighed; his gaze heavy with regret. "You're right," he admitted, a sense of resignation settling over him. "I just hope they both find their way through this, somehow."
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luvrrgirl444 · 9 months
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chapter 18: parents
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sasha and y/n were greeted with an eerie silence when they entered their home.
“i thought they’d be back by now.” you said. earlier, connie and jean had told you two that they were going to target.
“i guess not.” sasha replied. “these bags are heavy, can we go upstairs already?” she groaned.
“alright, damn.”
sasha quickly went up the stairs, followed by you. she dropped her bags onto her bedroom floor and sneakily took out her phone to record.
as you opened your bedroom door, you were met with darkness. you turned on your lights and were greeted with heart shaped balloons in your room, along with pink rose petals on your bed and a bouquet of red roses.
“wow. what the fuck is going on here?” you asked.
you scanned your room and jumped when you saw a figure sitting in your desk chair.
“connie, what the fuck’s going on? you scared the shit outta me.” you said, before pulling the hoodie off of the person’s head.
instead of connie’s dyed buzzcut, that you expected to see, it was a head of dark brown hair. the figure got out of the pink chair, and faced you.
you could see his face clearly now. his green eyes stared into yours, and his lips curled into a smile. you were in disbelief. your mouth was repeatedly opening and closing, trying to find words to say, before his arms wrapped around your torso. in return, you wrapped your arms around his neck.
“how the fuck? what? when? i thought you were coming tomorrow?”
“i wanted to surprise you.” he said.
you giggled before pulling away and slapping his arm, making his eyebrows furrow. “what?”
“you bitch! you scared the fuck outta me!”
“it was connie’s idea! not mine!”
you raised your eyebrow. “connie was in on this?”
eren nodded. “sasha and jean too.”
your eyes widened. “all of them?” he nodded. “how’d sasha and connie keep this a secret?”
“bribery.”
“makes sense, they’re literal children.”
“oh!” eren exclaimed. he reached into his pocket and pulled out a small velvet box.
you squinted. “you’re proposing already? damn, i didn’t know you were that in love with me.”
he rolled his eyes as you laughed. “no i’m not proposing. and last time i checked i was your twitter profile picture? i think you’re in love with me.”
“now, not too much on me.”
eren grabbed your hand and placed the box inside. “open it.”
you opened the box and saw a small necklace with a beautiful aquamarine stone in the middle.
“remember when you said you liked matching jewelry?” he asked, as he pulled his matching necklace out of his hoodie.
“fuck you, you’re gonna make me cry. i love it, eren. thank you.” you replied before wrapping your arms around his waist.
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- 18 chapters in n they finally met!!
- i lowkey dont like this but wtv
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ppawmpkin · 2 years
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⁂︎ Attack on Titan Women Smut Headcannons
『︎нow тнey αcт αғтer ɴoт ѕeeιɴɢ yoυ ғor α loɴɢ тιмe』︎
↠︎мιĸαѕα αcĸerмαɴɴ
Nonchalant, she would try to hide how much she needed you. Her stoic expression hiding the fact that the sight of you was practically driving her insane. Every curve and dip on your body was taunting at her, teasing at that animalistic desire she had for you but much like a predator she had to remain subtle before striking, making her prey blissfully unaware of the not so innocent intent behind her seemingly normal and innocent actions. She would make excuses to pull you into hugs but her sneaky hands would find ways in other places, groping, caressing, patting up on every inch of your luxurious body. She hated how unaware you were, brushing her advance off, thinking that they were just jokes and she would pretend they were too but the wet mess that was in her panties said otherwise. Eventually, she would become impatient, finding a more noticeable way to coax you into her bed, slippery cunts rubbing against each other as you cried out her name. She would call it your “coming back” gift but you knew that was far from the truth, that was hers.
↠︎ѕαѕнα вloυѕe
Needy, as soon as you had walked in she would initiate something. She would ask how your trip was, acting as if she was interested in something other than the way the dress that you were wearing was fitting you. She wouldn’t make her glances short and sweet either, staring at your breast, adoring how they bounced when you would make a sudden movement, trying to exaggerate your story or she would be staring at your lips, how good they would feel on hers but also how they would feel pressed against her folds, the lip gloss you wore made them look even more appealing. Soon, she would tell you what she want, telling you how much of you she missed while you were gone, also how much you had to make up to her. One month? Oh, you owed her one month worth of sleepless nights cause she was to aroused by the mere thought of you, you owed her one month of not being satisfied by her own fingers because she missed yours in her velvet walls, you owed her one month of taking your panties and using them to get off cause that was the closest thing to you she had. That night, was the night she was claiming the dues you owed her.
↠︎ αɴɴιe leoɴнαrт
Angry, she would be angry at you. She was wondering how could you have left her for so long? As soon as you would walk in she would, give you icy glares, scoff whenever you had opted to ask her why was she acting this way and walk right past you when you would try to hug or kiss her. Ouch. She would be cold towards you but still caring, sparing you a chuckle or cheek kiss here or there. She had been absolutely starved, her sexual frustration had been up to a all time high, she needed you, badly. When her act was all played and done, she would be blunt with you telling you that she needed you and when you would think to question, she would throw you over her shoulders and take you to the bedroom. She didn’t have any time to waste, your clothing scattered across your bedroom floor, your legs spread as she was eating you out un-mercilessly, shaking and crying, but you wouldn’t dare have it any other way and neither would she.
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pams-comfortzone · 2 years
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𝕎𝕖𝕝𝕔𝕠𝕞𝕖 𝕥𝕠 𝕪𝕠𝕦𝕣 𝕔𝕠𝕞𝕗𝕠𝕣𝕥 𝕫𝕠𝕟𝕖
Hi! Let me introduce myself, my name is Pam, I'm 18 years old. In this blog you’re going to find comfort things only, no smut. Maybe something suggestive but it’s not explicit.
Minors can interact, but if you are male aligned I don’t recomend you this place because I only write Fem! and GN! Reader. 
Here I will write different things about anime characters, movies and books. Below I will leave you the list of fandoms I write about, the characters and the rules of my blog.
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RULES FOR REQUESTS
→ It could be in English and Spanish (If your first language is other don’t worry, I’ll translate your request, but I would prefer it to be in either of those two languages) 
→  Explain your request as much as you can (Ex.: Hi! I would like a romantic headcannon from Akutagawa x Fem! Reader. Reader has long hair and she has an artistic, kind and cheerful personality.)  
→ I won’t accept disrespectful requests.
WHAT I WRITE
→ One-Shots
→ Scenarios
→ Headcannons
→ GN! Reader
→ Fem! Reader
→ Fluff
→ Hurt to Comfort
→ Angst to Fluff
→Polly relationships
WHAT I DON’T WRITE
→ Male! Reader
→ Reader with a specific culture
→ Hurt no Comfort
→ Angst with Bad Ending
→ Smut
→ Gore
→ Major character death
→Incest
→Abuse trauma
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ANIME
1. BUNGOU STRAY DOGS
→ Dazai Osamu
→ Chuuya Nakahara
→ Kunikida Doppo
→ Yosano Akiko
→ Fyodor Dostoevsky
→ Sigma 
→ Kyōka Izumi (Platonic)
→ Akutagawa Ryonosuke
2. ATTACK ON TITAN / SHINGEKI NO KYOJIN
→ Eren Yeager
→ Mikasa Ackerman
→ Armin Arlert 
→ Jean Kirstein
→ Sasha Blouse
→ Levi Ackerman
→ Erwin Smith
→ Reiner Braun
3. THE DISASTROUS LIFE OF SAIKI K
→ Saiki Kusuo
→ Kaidō Shun 
→ Teruhashi Kokomi (Platonic)
→ Chiyo Yumehara 
→ Kuboyasu Aren
4. BOKU NO HERO ACADEMIA / MY HERO ACADEMIA
→ Midoriya Izuku
→ Katsuki Bakugo
→ Todoroki Shoto
→ Kyouka Jirou
→ Kaminari Denki
→ Kirishima Eijiro
→ Takami Keigo / Hawks
→ Todoroki Touya / Dabi
→ Shigaraki Tomura
→ Toshinori Yagi / All Might
5. SPY X FAMILY
→ Loid Forger
→ Yor Forger
→ Yuri Briar
→ Anya Forger (Platonic)
MOVIES / TV SHOWS 
1. HARRY POTTER
→ Harry Potter
→ Hermione Granger
→ Ron Weasley
→ Ginny Weasley
→ Luna Lovegood
→ Percy Weasley
→ Remus Lupin (Marauders Era)
→ Sirius Black (Marauders Era)
2. THE UMBRELLA ACADEMY
→ Five 
→ Vanya Hargreeves / Number Seven
→ Klaus Hargreeves / Number Four
→ Ben Hargreeves / Number Six (Platonic)
BOOKS
1. HARRY POTTER
→ Harry Potter
→ Hermione Granger
→ Ron Weasley
→ Ginny Weasley
→ Luna Lovegood
→ Percy Weasley
→ Remus Lupin (Marauders Era)
→ Sirius Black (Marauders Era)
2. KINGKILLER CHRONIQUES 
→ Kvothe
→ Bast (Platonic) 
3. PERCY JACKSON (PJO AND HOO ONLY) (TEMPORARILY CLOSED REQUESTS)
→ Percy Jakcson
→ Annabeth Chase
→ Leo Valdez
→ Piper McLean
→ Jason Grace
→ Nico Di Angelo (Platonic)
OTHER
GENSHIN IMPACT
Everyone romantic except minors.
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romiantic · 3 years
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𝐁𝐄𝐒𝐓 𝐅𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐍𝐃𝐒 𝟒 𝐋𝐈𝐅𝐄
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�� ˗ˏˋ 𝒂𝒐𝒕 𝒙 𝒈𝒆𝒏𝒅𝒆𝒓-𝒏𝒆𝒖𝒕𝒓𝒂𝒍!𝒃𝒍𝒂𝒄𝒌!𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒅𝒆𝒓 ࿐ྂ
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彡 ❛ 𝐩𝐥𝐚𝐭𝐨𝐧𝐢𝐜 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐜𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐨𝐧𝐬 𝐨𝐟 𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐛𝐞𝐬𝐭 𝐟𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐝 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐫𝐞𝐞 𝐦𝐮𝐬𝐤𝐞𝐭𝐞𝐞𝐫𝐬 ❜
彡 𝗳𝘁. connie + sasha + jean
彡 𝗴𝗲𝗻𝗿𝗲: fluff + crack
彡 𝘄𝗮𝗿𝗻𝗶𝗻𝗴𝘀: language
彡 𝗮𝘂𝘁𝗵𝗼𝗿’𝘀 𝗻𝗼𝘁𝗲: my sister showed me an edit of Connie and Sasha with song tongue tied by grouplove and it’s been stuck in my head ever since then. literally so cute <33
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·˚ ༘ੈ✩‧₊˚ ╰┈➤ ❛❛ 𝙏𝘼𝙆𝙀 𝙈𝙀 𝙏𝙊 𝙔𝙊𝙐𝙍 𝘽𝙀𝙎𝙏 𝙁𝙍𝙄𝙀𝙉𝘿’𝙎 𝙃𝙊𝙐𝙎𝙀 ❜❜
⤷ The four of y’all were doing definitely dubsmash videos in the middle of the hallway. Y’all all planned to pretend “to go to the bathroom” but instead was hitting that where’s Alexis Texas 😜
⤷ Roasting sessions EVERY. SINGLE. DAY !!!
⤷ Never a day where you and Connie are going at it or it’s usual you + Sasha vs Connie + Jean
⤷ Y’all heard Connie rap good ONE TIME and thought he was gonna make it big (news flash: yall ain’t makin it out the hood)
⤷ Assigning Jean and Sasha as bodyguards while you’re his assistant
⤷ You and Connie definitely have a matching durag collection, sometimes you two accidentally wear the same durag. Jean tried to fit in and wore one once and yeah…..
⤷ Eren was on his HEAD that entire day
⤷ Matching tattoos was something y’all definitely planned on having !!
⤷ I’m thinking a cute puzzle piece that connects together or matching hearts on you guys wrist or finger
⤷ April Fools Day is a national holiday that is reserved for the four of you and the four of you only. Nobody can pull out stunts like the four of you
⤷ Did it result in detention and almost suspension? Yeah but it was worth it seeing Levi’s reaction every year
⤷ Late night Walmart run and 2 AM IHOP dates !!!
⤷ Most of the time, y’all don’t even need anything from Walmart. You guys just go there to enjoy and have fun (cart races, toilet paper forts, playing on the displayed Nintendo switch, etc.)
⤷ I don’t know why but I have this feeling that you and Connie tend to battle out who can apply a wig the best
⤷ And who is your test subject exactly? Jean himself. How? We don’t know.
⤷ Elite Barbz in the building !!
⤷ You and Sasha once ran a shared nicki fanpage back in middle school (jean had one too btw)
⤷ You, Connie, and Jean were DEFINITELY the ones instigating every fight. Why? Yall got the most information out of everyone so you egg on till someone fight
⤷ FaceTime group calls almost every weekend and most of the time it’s yall talking shit about each other or bullying eren
⤷ 80% of the groupchat usually consist of reaction memes, voice messages, and/or screenshots
⤷ All four of you alwaysss played video games with each other. It’s fun but can get very competitive real quick
⤷ Most of the time, they end with bets made and people losing money
⤷ Jean and Connie STAY flirting with your mom every time they come over. Always on some “Ayo Mrs/Ms. *insert last name* wassup witchu 😩? You out here lookin finer every time I see you”
⤷ Did I forget to mention that all four of y’all always fought over who was who in Mindless Behavior? Yes you guys used to listen to boy bands together (mainly cause of you)
⤷ Cause I think I did
⤷ Holidays with the four of you are always so fun !!! On V-Day, you guys would see who would outdo each other or if one of you guys don’t have a valentine, the other three would be your valentine
⤷ Halloween would be such a mess though, Connie and Jean convincing their way for some more candy meanwhile Sasha ate like half of her bag
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𝐓𝐀𝐆𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐓: @blackweebtrash @lilsparkyswife @tsumusitadori @myhoodacademia @asaincy
if you would like to be added onto the taglist, fill out the form on my navi !!
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彡 it’s like 2 AM and I am TIRED
彡 also I highlyyyyyy recommend listening to the song !!!
彡 hope you guys enjoyed 🤍
bye babes, drink your water, stay hydrated, and remember that you are the baddest bitch on the planet 🥰 no matter what ANYONE says
𝐏𝐬𝐚𝐥𝐦 𝟗:𝟏 💗
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© 𝟤𝟢𝟤𝟣 𝗄𝗈𝗂𝗌𝗁𝗂𝗀𝗎𝗋𝗈. 𝖺𝗅𝗅 𝗋𝗂𝗀𝗁𝗍𝗌 𝗋𝖾𝗌𝖾𝗋𝗏𝖾𝖽
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skrillawrld · 2 years
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𝐒𝐚𝐬𝐡𝐚 𝐁𝐥𝐨𝐮𝐬𝐞
𝐀𝐧𝐠𝐬𝐭
✦✦✦
"I hope you never lose your sense of wonder.
You get your fill to eat, but always keep that hunger."
You and Sasha sung looking deeply into to each other's eyes. The only thing that can be seen you both was love, love that could never be replaced or found again.
Sasha had proposed to you six months ago and one month ago you both started practicing your dance for the reception. The song of choice was obviously yours, I hope you dance by Lee Ann Womack, Sasha had no interest in choosing the music, as long as she had her favorite foods there she'd be good.
"May you never take one single breath for granted.
God forbid love ever leave you empty handed."
You both said singing again, this time three weeks ago. She had stepped on your toe causing you to wince out in pain, she obviously apologized and pampered you with many kisses, kisses you wished you could receive at the moment. Oh how you wished she could cuddle you and tell you everything was okay, but you knew it was not possible, you knew you could never get her touch back, neither the warmth she gave you.
"I hope you still feel small when you stand beside the ocean.
Whenever one door closes, I hope one more opens."
Sasha had sung while driving home from work, she had decided to stop by a small flower shop to surprise you. Over the past few hours she had be practicing by herself, how to move with the song and learned the lyrics. If only she knew what would happen when she entered that florist shop.
"Promise me that you'll give faith a fighting chance.
And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance..."
8 hours. It had been 8 hours since you had last heard from your fiancé. She was supposed to be home more than 6 hours ago, you've already called the police and they told you to wait it out, so you did just that. Trying to put your focus on something else other than the bad feeling in your gut you turned your television on.
The news was on, a florist shop had gotten robbed and three were dead and one in critical condition, as soon as the victims faces and names were reported you fell to your knees, screaming out in agony. You couldn't breathe. Your chest tightened, your throat started clogging, your eyes would not open.
As soon as your senses kicked in you rushed to the hospital, in hope that your fiancé was the one that ended up in critical condition. When you arrived the tears would not stop spilling over, you ran over to her bed, caressing her face, kissing her all over in hopes she had came back to you.
The doctor told you that she had fell into a coma and may not come out of it, or make it at all. You begged Sasha to come back to you, you prayed, you asked the universe why you'd always be punished when you do good, but you received no answer. As each day passed you sang to her, you sang your hope to be wedding song, you hope she had came back, to dance with you once more. In the end she didn't.
"I hope you dance.
Sasha heard in her sleep like state, she heard your voice singing to her. She wanted to leave and come back to you but god was she in so much pain, she wanted the pain to end, she would have loved to come back but she knew it was her time, as she heard you sing your last note she squeezed your hand letting you know that she's always there, even when not in physical form, her heart monitor flatlined shortly after.
She watched from across the room as you screamed at her lifeless body, begging her to come back, screaming at her on how you couldn't live without her, how you don't know if you'll make it any further. She hugged your body one last time before deciding that it was her time to go until you visited her grave, there she'd be watching you and comforting you, waiting for the day until you finally would decide to join her.
"I hope you dance."
→✩✩✩✩✩
©️skrillawrld
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ye4gerismarchives · 3 years
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welcome to the bachelorette
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THE BACHELORETTE
y/n l/n
23
wedding planner
your friends: mikasa ackerman, 24, martial arts teacher and sasha blouse, 25, nanny
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reiner braun, 27, firefighter
“y/n! you’re a beautiful girl. i cant wait to meet you and possibly make you my wife!”
bertholdt hoover, 26, aspiring writer
“hi, y/n! you might be my person. i cant wait to meet your properly.”
eren, 25, film director and zeke yeager, 30, high school teacher
“hello, y/n. this isn’t what it looks like! i don’t intend to share you with my stupid brother!”
“why are you even here stupid?”
jean kirstein, 25, family lawyer
“hey miss y/n. i don’t wanna be like these other guys and suck up to you before we meet but i can’t help it- you’re beautiful! cant wait to meet you!”
connie springer, 24, financial advisor
“this is so awkward! we already know each other thanks sasha but whatever the outcome of this is, i know there won’t be any bad blood between us.”
floch forster, 25, small business owner
“alright y/n, let’s get straight to it. all these guys are losers and don’t deserve you. however, i…”
porco galliard, 27, hand model
“hi y/n. i’m really excited to see how this plays out. i’ve only seen things like this on tv, haha.”
colt grice, 28, preschool teacher
“hey y/n. don’t disappoint me! my kids are watching!”
nicolo, 27, chef
“hello y/n. even if i don’t get to be your spouse, i’d love to make food for your wedding!”
armin arlert, 25, medical student
“i should probably be in school but i need the money to pay my bills! even if i don’t get to be your spouse, i’d love to be your friend!”
onyankopon, 26, actor
“losing to another man won’t hurt me. i would consider it an honor to be in your presence!”
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i wanna get started with the writing, meaning i need 3 characters to GO right now! vote here :) i’m really excited for this!
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masterlist
(EDIT: i had a username change, so the links won’t work. i’m extremely busy so i can’t change them atm. try clicking the character tags to get the chapter :))
chp 1 private conversations w/ floch and jean chp 2 pt 1 chp 2 pt 2
chp 2 final part q&a 1 chp 3 pt 1 q&a 2 chp 3 pt 2 chp 3 final part
chp 4 pt 1 chp 4 pt 2 q&a 3 chp 4 pt 3 chp 4 final part chp 5 part 1 q&a 4 chp 5 part 2 q&a 5 chp 5 final part the wedding after the final rose
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writtenbynadu · 3 years
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𝘚𝘈𝘚𝘏𝘈 𝘟 𝘉𝘓𝘈𝘊𝘒 𝘍𝘌𝘔 𝘙𝘌𝘈𝘋𝘌𝘙
when you and sasha have been friends for a while and she finally decides to tell you how she feels.
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sashas pov
I woke up to the faint noise of the birds chirping outside of my window. deciding to get up and finally get ready for the day ahead of me. walking in the bathroom to do my daily routine. stripping of my clothes and hanging them on the hooks on top of the door before stepping into the shower. my speaker playing feed my ego by mickey darling. the lyrics flooding my ears as the hot water ran down my body. steam all over the mirrors
grabbing my loofa and my bar soap, after going in with my favorite scented body wash. a few minutes later i hopped out and grabbed my clothes off of the hanger, turning off my speaker. i put my clothes in the basket and got ready for the big day ahead of me.
“confession day”
the day when i would finally tell her how i feel. i thought it would be easy but now that it’s almost time, i’m kinda scared. i knew that if i didn’t do it now then i would push it back again and end up not confessing, having to watch her be happy with someone else that’s not me.
i put on my clothes once i finished moisturizing and ran down the steps, grabbing my green lanyard off of the counter. driving to y/n’s place to pick her up.
y/n’s pov
i wore a brown and white argyle vest with a white tee under, and light blue jeans, my matching anklet on my right ankle, my (color) low converse, necklaces, and rings adding onto the outfit. taking out my phone to ask sasha when she would get here. i was kind off nervous since i was going on a date with sasha.
i grabbed my brown lip liner and my clear gloss and applied some to my lips. checking out my lips to make sure i looked good, picking my fro out, when i finally got a reply from sasha telling me to come out. running down the stairs and grabbing my green lanyard, smiling in the mirror by the door showing off my smiley before exiting the house and locking the door.
i walked up to her car as she stepped out to open the door for me. i inspected her outfit in the process. her green butterfly imprinted crop top, some beige baggy jeans, a green mushroom ring and some gold rings, and a 1996 gold necklace, and some white/green glow low dunks to top it off. her red curls in a high pony/bun facing in the front with some hair out in the front as bangs.
“gawd damn” i said licking my lips in a joking manner
“yeah i look nice right?”she said giving me a 360 of her outfit
“yeah, i look better though”, i replied also giving her a 360
her eyes watching as y/n spun a few times a wide smile spread upon her face as she adored the lady in front of her, the sun glowing on her melanated skin as she smiled again her smiley adding on to her already heart snatching smile, her gloss shining in the light.
she laughed a bit looking down, shaking her head lightly before grabbing her hand and opening the door for her. “why thank you mrs.blouse”, she said entering the car “your welcome mrs.l/n” she replied before walking over to her side of the car. handing y/n the aux.
thirty to forty-five minutes and a few songs later you arrived at the carnival. sasha searched for a parking spot near the entrance so you wouldn’t have to walk as much later. she found on putting the gear into reverse and looking backwards her hand behind your headrest as she parked in her spot. she finally got it right and hopped out of the car. running around to your side making sure to open your door for you as well.
you made it to the admission area you tried to pay but she didn’t let you as always but you payed for tickets because she wasn’t fast enough. as soon as you guys walked into the carnival, music was blasting out of speakers, the screams of others on rides all the way on the other side could be heard, and other fun stand games were all around.
“hey follow me” you said grabbing her hand while running past all of the other people
“y/n be careful, you almost knocked his ice cream over”
“keyword almost and were here”
y/n grabbed her hand and pulled her into the surprisingly short line. already excited to get on the ride. once it was their turn they made sure that their belongings were secure in their pockets before hopping onto the ride. it was a kind of sky glider ride where you lay down on your stomach and it goes around and around. you turned to look over at sasha closing her eyes the whole ride.
you laughed at her while the ride was in motion.
”hey it’s not funny.” she said whining
“yes it is, the next ride we go on won’t be as high.” you continued laughing at the red head
“is that y/n thinking about me?!!!” she gasped
“oh shut up just for that we’re going on another big one.” you rolled your eyes as the ride came to an end
you held hands as you walked around the carnival riding all the rides you saw, convincing the red head to ride the big ones and laughing at the weird faces she’d make. you passed by a bunch of food stands while walking around. finally finding the flying carousel, both of you running over to the ride in a rush. making it into the line before it got even longer. a few rides later it was your turn. you grabbed her hand and intertwined your fingers into hers leading her to the other side of the carousel. excitement spread across the both of your faces. you sat down on a brown chair and she sat down on the green one right next to yours. you both connected your chairs to the bar. intertwining your fingers again sparking a conversation while waiting for the ride to start.
you felt your feet lifting off the ground, you look at sasha and smile out of pure excitement. turning your head over to look at the scenery around you and the people having fun.
“so how do you like the date so far?” she asks using her free hand to mess around with her bangs
“it’s nice thanks for taking me out sash” you say giving her hand a little squeeze before swinging it back and forth
“your welcome n/n” she replied squeezing your hands back
she smiled just at the right time when the view behind her was beautiful. the flowers in the grass behind her moving side to side in the light wind. her bangs moving a bit to the side allowing you to get a good look at her face. time slowing down as if you two are the only people in the world. you feel happy that you can enjoy this moment with her and only her.
the ride comes to a stop both of you taking of the rides restraints and walking off of the ride you hands swinging back and forth as you discuss random things like when you first met and some funny moments from when you guys were younger. you finally made it to the animal area. walking into the goats barn.
“it smells sour like funky in here.” you both said pinching your noses looking side to side
“hold on the thingys have names on them??” she asked
“they do??” you said pushing your glasses up a bit
“oh they do, let’s try and call one” you replied pushing your head back to its original placement
“this way cmon” she ran towards the barn near the middle
“look at that one” she said pointing to the white goat
“kinda looks like gojo” you said reaching down to pet it little by little pulling back every time it got closer to you
“here let me try” she pushed her hand down allowing the goat to sniff it before she starts petting it’s head
“ooo lemme try” you copy her exact moves petting the goats soft fur
you move back to read it’s name ,”lucy…”
“hey lucy” you say waving at all the goats in the barn
one goat turns its head towards you ,”lucy heyyy”
“huh, thats lucy i thought it would be that one in the back” sasha sighed
“well this is my good friend lucy, we’ve been friends since diapers” you say petting lucy’s head looking back at sasha every few seconds
“hey is that a pig race??, cmon” she grabs your wrist leading you to the race
“byee lucyy” you yell while getting dragged to the pig race
“look n/n aren’t they cute??” she says looking over at you for your approval
“not cuter than me but they aight” you shrug
“man” she replies smacking the back of your head
“welcome everyone to our annual pig race!!”
a bunch of woo’s and yay’s could be heard all throughout the audience. you grabbed your phone out handing it to sasha to record since she was a bit taller than you and could get the right angles.
“choose a pig, i pick 4”
“ok then i pick 2”
“3 2 1 go”
the piggies ran through the course. piggy one in the lead until piggy three passed them, just then piggy four and two got into the front it was a tough battle between four and two. the piggies were around the end when both of them made it.
“damn mine still won though” you said reaching for your phone as sasha handed it back to you
“no clearly my piglet won” she said patting my shoulder as if she was consoling me
“forget you sash let’s go to the bunny area” you grabbed her hands leading her over there—
as soon as you entered you saw a “they do bite” sign. you decided not to touch them because of that. you and sash both walked around adoring the bunnies taking videos of them. watching the mothers be protective of their babies.
“hey look at that one their so cute” you said referring to the white bunny with little brown spots around it one brown spot circling it’s eye
“ima name you coco” you smiled looking over at sasha
“coco huh nice name, you wanna get… her” she asked after reading the paper with all of her information
“yeah i got some money imma buy her “
“i think you mean we’ll buy her we can split it forty and forty.” sasha replied
“so basically this is our daughter??” you asked clearly joking
“yes, yes it is.” she replied walking over to the lady in the front
after you guys purchases coco the fair told you to come back for her when you were leaving and gave you a number ticket for when you come back. you toured around looked at all of the attractions at the food area and finally decided to eat something. you ordered a burger while she ordered a cheese pizza. you guys got your drinks and food and walked over to the big food area with a huge tent over it. you talked about how nice the date was and how much fun you were having.
you both finished and trashed your food, washed your hands and left your table. you walked around the area having random conversations.
“so how do people come up for name of things, like why is plastic called plastic?” sasha asked
“um… i’m not sure either honestly like why are giraffes called giraffes and why is answer spelled like that instead of like anser?” you replied shrugging
“shit i don’t either, and how do you accidentally create chocolate chip cookies?” she asked genuinely confused
“no cause let’s speak on that, we’re they just putting random things together or what?”
“exactly that’s what i’m saying..”
“what?” you asked turning your head at she was starting at
“can we get some please” the red head asked pointing at the churro stand to the right of you
“yeah sure i’ve always wanted to try one” you replied tapping your chin lightly
she grabbed my hands leading you to the surprisingly short line. you stood in line for a few minutes then it was finally your turn to order.
“um can i get a ice cream churro?” sasha asked looking back at you who was staring at the menu
“i’ll get a regular churro”
“um ok that’ll be eleven dollars”
sasha gave the cashier the money and he handed you guys a ticket with numbers on them. you both thanked the man after collecting your change. moving over to the pick up line. “so we’re number… 88” you said reading the last two numbers of the ticket . you waited a few when your number was called
“number 88” the lady said pushing your orders to the front
“thanks” you both said to her grabbing your orders
“your welcome, such a lovely couple, enjoy your date”
“thanks miss” sasha replied smiling before grabbing your hand and leading you to a table.
“that looks good can i get some stink stink” sasha said asking for a bite
“damn let me at least get my bite in first” you said before taking your first bite
“here” you moved your churro near her mouth
“thanks stinka”
“nothing in life is free give me a bite of yours too” you said pushing your glasses up after
“alright here” she handing you her spoon
“thanks” you took a bite of her churro the vanilla ice cream adding on to the cinnamon taste
“switch?” you asked giving her your business smile
“we can share it, if.. you share yours with me” you said grabbing your churro in the process
“deal” you replied shaking her hand
you both finished your churros and threw them in the near by trash bins. walking over to the ferris wheel.
“cmon let’s get one” she grabbed your hand leading you to the basketball game
“five dollars a game for 3 shots”
“here” sasha said pulling a five dollar bill out of her pocket
“if i make this you owe me a kiss, in the lips before you tell me i didn’t specify where.” the red head said grabbing the ball that was put in front of her
“alright that’s fair” you said moving back
she grabbed the ball holding in her palms, she dribbled it a couple times before aiming at the red square above the net, making it in on repeat.
“thanks for playing maam, choose a prize”
she chose a big bunny plush that kind of looked like coco, thanked the lady and walked you over the ferris wheel.
“cmon n/n let’s ride this before we go”she said walking you over to the big ferris wheel
you followed her all the way to the line, once it was your turn you sat the plush next to you and sat across from the red head.
“hey y/n, i wanted to give you this earlier but i didn’t know when to..”
she handed you a letter covered in your favorite colors
dear n/n,
if you reading this i’ve finally decided to tell you how i feel about you. whenever you come around me your light up the room and make my day even better. i love hearing you laugh and watching you smile. i love when you cuddle me while we watch scary movies. i love how you always put others before yourself. i love how caring you are, how beautiful you are. you always take my breath away, i had to put this in a letter because i wasn’t sure how i could say this to your face. i always have and will always love you.
love sasha <3
“aww sash” you said tear forming in the corner of your eyes
“why didn’t you confess earlier?”
“i was kind of scared that you didn’t like girls or that you wouldn’t wanna be with me”
“ of course i wanna be with you sash, why do you think i hated your girlfriends?”
“um i’m not sure”
you moved over to her side of the ferris wheel hugging her tightly before moving backwards, placing your hands behind her neck and kissing her. just as the kiss started fireworks started erupting in the sky adding on the already perfect mood. you pulled back pecking her lips slowly before removing your lips from hers. putting your hands in hers.
“will you be my girlfriend miss, l/n”
“of course i will miss blouse” you said laughing at her
the rest of the ride you rested your head on her shoulder your hands intertwined with hers.
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“hey we’re here for coco” the red head said to the lady in the front
“um who’s coco”
“sorry don’t mind her number twenty-two please” you said chuckling
“ohh of course, follow me” the lady said walking towards the back to give you coco
“here you go make sure to take proper care of her” she said handing you a pamphlet full of the items you’d need
“thanks maam” you both said before leaving walking to the exit
coco in your left hand and sasha hand intertwined with yours as they moved back and forth
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artistgoudeau · 3 years
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I’m not a good writer at all but I think it’s time I stepped into a new hobby. I want to write fanfics for Attack on Titan. Specially black reader fics. Like I said, I’m super new in writing and so I will probably make a few mistakes. If you have any specific requests I’d love some ideas!
My HARD No’s for writing:
1. No pedophilia
2. No Non-con/rape ( not explicit but may be implied if it serves the story)
I’m all ears!
I will write for any ship, SFW & NSFW ideas. I will make sure there are warnings before anything explicit or potentially triggering.
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luvrrgirl444 · 9 months
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chapter 19: mama y papa
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sashluvsfood: you’re perfect
⤷ planetyn: i love you my baby
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conman69: i’ve never seen king henry smile this hard
⤷ jaegerbomb: your name is literally cornelius 😬
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sashluvsfood: so you took my wife??
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- DOUBLE UPDATE!!
- tried a diff layout for insta chapters!
- also eren using question marks in the comments is lowk funny 😭
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dingdongitsbees · 3 years
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BLACK-EYED SUSAN | LEVI X READER HUNGER GAMES AU
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Chapter 4: Ambushed
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"People can be stunningly unobservant." 
― Stephen King; Mr Mercedes
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I practically beelined to Sasha the next morning who was already waiting at the knife throwing section. It was still early enough that the careers hadn’t woken up yet, but I still wasn’t going to be showing that I could actually throw knives myself. I guided her through it like she had done the day before, positioning her hands correctly, pulling back how far her arm should go and how fast she should throw it. Every now and again we would say a bit too loudly that she was “doing better than I ever could” even if she missed the dummy entirely, so any eavesdroppers wouldn’t think anything of my apparent teaching.
I managed to sneak one into my hand just to hold more a moment so I could get used to it’s shape and weight. It was surprisingly light and seemed incredibly sharp. I didn’t risk touching the blade to prove that theory. They were better than any knife I had ever held in my hand before, it felt at home in my palm, though the knowledge of what they’d be used for ran shivers down my spine. I hope I wouldn’t have to kill anyone if it came down to it, everyone else could just die of natural causes. It would be a lot nicer.
Sasha took a real long while to get a knife in the dummy, even when she had aimed correctly it would just thunk against the mannequin with the hilt.
“How you do this I have no idea,” she muttered, “Shooting is so much easier.”
“It takes a lot of practice, and I mean a lot. You’re doing better than when I first tried though. And I didn’t have a wonderful teacher like me as a guide.”
She cracked a smile. “True, true. Or am I just bad cause you’re a bad teacher?”
“Rude.”
As soon as the career pack walked through the elevator, we moved away from the training section, avoiding their eyes that took in every inch of us like we were prey. Neither of us were up to accidentally causing a feud. Through out the next few hours, Sasha and me would switch between our other district tribute and each other. Sasha had joked that Connie could become friends with Levi while we were training together and I tried to hold back my laugh and failed miserably.
“Ah, we guessed right then.” A sliver of a smile sneaking onto her face.
Though when lunch came around, we sat at a table to eat lunch with Sasha, Connie, Niccolo and Kaya, our group now the loudest in the room. I had dragged Levi over with a pout and big eyes that he cursed at me for but also fell for victim for anyway. He mainly stayed quiet and munched on his bread as Sasha and Connie rambled about anything and everything. I learnt very quickly that the Sasha and Connie were utter dumbasses it the most delightful of ways, the serious side of Sasha from yesterday was definitely her peak. I also learnt that Sasha had learnt archery from her father when he taught her to hunt, bonding with us over the illegal way we survived. Connie was the oldest of many younger siblings, he was the bread winner for his family ever since his father died and his mother got sick. My heart dropped at the thought. But he and Sasha never looked down or upset when they spoke about anything that would hurt to think about, they kept on smiling, brushing it off and finding some way to make it funny. It saddened me when I realised that maybe in another life, we could have been good friends.
Niccolo and Kaya mainly stayed quiet, both rather shy people, but it was obvious they had attached themselves to the pair, most of all Sasha. Kaya always made sure she was as close to Sasha as possible which the older girl didn’t seem to mind. Kaya looked up to her almost like an older sister. It was obvious that Niccolo had gotten a very quick crush on Sasha, his face almost constantly blushing, stuttering when she looked him in the eye or talked to him. It tore me up just a little, the innocence that remained in him and Kaya, even though they knew the reality that lay ahead of them.
“Anyway,” Connie said through a mouthful of soup, “Me and Sasha have been best buds ever since, through thick and thin hey?”
Sasha grinned at him across the table, salad in her teeth, before looking between me and Levi. “How long have you two known each other?”
“About…” I looked to Levi, finding it hard to remember that he didn’t used to be in my life.
“Five years,” he finished for me, “After the explosion.”
“Ah yeah, that’s it.” I took another bite of my bread.
The four of them looked at us with slight alarm. Ah, right, hard to remember people don’t know how things worked back home. District Eleven and Ten only had to worry about the harvest and their stock respectfully. Casual death wasn’t normal for them. Good old coal district.
“We have a lot of mine explosions in Twelve,” I explained, “My parents were caught up in it.” Levi bumped his leg into mine gently under the table in slight comfort, but I didn’t really need it anymore thankfully. It had been hard losing them as a kid, but time heals most wounds and loss like that was almost expected when you lived where we did. The four gulped, deciding not to press for further details of our meeting.
“You two seem very close,” Kaya noted. The two of us just shrugged.
“I care about Sasha a lot… but I don’t know if I would have been able to do what you did Levi,” Connie spoke quietly, “I don’t think I’d have the guts.” The other three nodded in agreement, giving Levi looks filled with respect and admiration.
He shifted uncomfortably at the supposed praise, mainly because he didn’t see it as praise. When Levi had heard my name called, there simply wasn’t an alternative to volunteering for him. It was the only thing he was able to do, he would have rather died than simply walk back home afterwards. I knew that for certain, even if it made my heart ache. But I also knew I couldn’t really give him shit for it either. Because I know if his name had been called before mine, I would have done the same in a heartbeat, even if he had yelled at me from the stage.
After lunch we went back to training, sticking together as a group, migrating from activity to activity, bantering as we went.
“Hey Connie, I get to have your bread tomorrow if I stick it in the torso,” I wagered, spinning the javelin in my hand.
“Deal,” he said smugly, seeing as so far I had been bloody terrible at it.
Now with extra food on the line, I took a deep breath, making sure my fingers were holding it correctly, before launching it as fast as I could. It stuck cleanly in the dummy, only ten or so centimetres from bullseye.
“Pay up bitch.”
Kaya was an absolute natural at remembering anything plant related. She explained to me later that in Eleven people usually took the excess herbs they were growing and made their own homemade medicine, her mother was her town’s most gone to healer. I made sure to carve everything she told me into my brain.
Niccolo taught us anything food related, how we could cook something to make it edible, how to extract poisons in order to make it safe, which animals gave the most nutritional value and how to get the most out of the meat. You name it, he knew it. He smiled at me and said he wished he could have cooked for me back home, I replied that I probably would have never tasted anything better.
There was an unspoken understanding between all of us, that this didn’t mean anything in the long run. I could tell Levi thought the whole ordeal was stupid if we weren’t thinking of forming an alliance, but he didn’t say anything. He could understand that sometimes the comfort of friendship was not to be wasted when given the opportunity, even if only for a short while. I was also sure Levi was at least slightly sentimental about the dynamic we had formed, the one we had lost four years ago.
As the day wore on the four bid their farewell to us while Levi and I stayed, adamant to make the most of our time here, even if it was just drilling into each other how to tie knots. I was at the fire section again, making another for the twentieth time in a row. I was completely immersed with what I was doing when a head appeared at my shoulder. I jumped, almost crying out when I saw Gabi’s wide eyes inspecting me. The fire lit her face horrifically, casting dramatic shadows over her eyes and mouth. Behind her stood a nervous Falco, looking ready to apologise on her behalf for interrupting, seemingly having adopted her already as a friend.
“What do you want?” I said, leaning away from her.
None of the careers had approached us thus far, each of our groups had steered clear of each other. Gabi wanted to destroy that dynamic though apparently. She hadn’t made any interest apparent before now, having upturned her nose haughtily at Kaya and leading Falco away when the young girl just wanted to chat to the other young tributes. It was like some dumb playground beef.
“Wanted to ask you questions,” she responded simply, though made no immediate follow up to actually validate that claim. She just stared at me, like she was expecting me to cave. Like I was supposed to be scared of her.
“Well, if you’re not going to ask them go away,” I said, albeit coming out a bit more harshly than I intended, turning back to my fire and trying my best to ignore her.
She took no notice of my irritation and pushed her head closer to mine. “You’re in an alliance with Levi, yes?”
“I suppose…” I said slowly, the word “alliance” was simultaneously too formal and too plain.
“Are you two teamed with Sasha Blouse’s group?”
“Who knows.”
“Do you have fighting experience?”
“Maybe.”
“Do you fight with archery or blades?”
“Both or neither, you decide.”
She continued pestering me and I continued giving her nondescript answers, frustrating the both of us. My hands had stayed still, not having the room to make another fire or I’d risk catching both of us alight which was beginning to look like a good out with every passing second. Falco looked ready to play mediator any moment. How I had managed to get a twelve-year-old to rile me up I wasn’t sure, but she was bloody good at it.
“You know what,” I interrupted, “My turn.” She paused mid-question, closing her mouth, a skill I wished she had mastered five minutes ago. “Why did you volunteer?”
She didn’t falter for a second, a smile spreading onto her puffy cheeks. “Cause I want to win!”
All my annoyance instantly left me. My heart and body deflated. She really had no idea, did she? I glanced over to Falco whose eyes had gone dark, he wasn’t full of fantasies like her. He knew the fate that awaited both of them, even if she was too blind or pumped full of ego to realise it. He had obviously had this conversation before, maybe it was one of his first questions to her. I realised that was probably why he had stuck around, not because he wanted to join the career pack, but because he wanted to snap her out of whatever blood-thirsty trance she was brain washed into. If Levi hadn’t volunteered, I might have done the same. This girl needed protection from the people closest to her, even if she didn’t know it. Falco looked to me desperately, please, please just make her realise.
I swallowed, gathering my thoughts, Gabi oblivious to the telepathic conversation that had just happened. “You’re sure you’re going to win?”
“Of course! I'm from Two, it’s in my blood!”
“Even in the final few?”
She scoffed. “Obviously.”
I looked her dead in the eye. “You would be able to kill Reiner?” And as if the universe wanted to help prove my point, to our right, Reiner sent a javelin through a dummy’s heart.
“I…,” she begun to stutter, “I mean I’d have to.”
“Have you ever won a fight against him?”
Gabi’s mouth opened, wanting to rebut, her mouth running dry fast at my blunt words. “District Two tributes will fight side by side-” she recited.
“District doesn’t matter when you’re the last two left Gabi,” I cut her off.
Her face morphed into a scowl, venom dripping off her next words. “Says you.”
I faced her calmly, finally putting down the rocks I hadn’t beat together in minutes, my shoulders squared. “I can say with complete certainty that my motives for the games are very different from yours and Reiner’s.”
She almost let out a dry laugh. “Everyone wants to win.”
“Have you possibly considered that maybe I don’t?”
She looked dumbstruck, like she’d just been told cats could talk. It could only possibly be a lie. Falco gave me a sad smile, tilting his head over to Levi. I nodded.
“I’m gunning for second place,” I said quietly, standing up in front of Gabi, “No more, no less.”
She inhaled sharply, giving me a look somewhere between discontent and fear and fury, before storming off. Falco lagged back, watching her retreat to the other side of the room.
Still watching her, he spoke up. “Sorry she can be a bit…”
“Annoying? Hot-headed? Stubborn?” I suggested. He nodded. “That’s okay, that’s how kids are meant to be.”
He smiled gratefully. This kid had more years of maturity on him than half the room.
“Are you sure you want to stick with them?” I asked, cocking my head over to the career’s direction. He just looked over and sighed.
“I…” he couldn’t find the words.
“You’re smart enough to know it won’t end well.”
His face grew serious, his shoulders grew a few centimetres in width as he drew a breath in and released it slowly. He looked up to me with a grim smile that didn’t reach his eyes. “I know.”
My heart shattered.
Falco didn’t have a snowball’s chance in hell at winning and he knew it, he was a realist. He’d spend what time he had left doing what he thought was right, even if it meant cutting down his timer even more. I had no doubt of how his story would end, neither did he. He waved to me as he walked backwards, making his way over to a sulking Gabi. I waved back, a pained, tight lipped smile being the only thing I could manage.
Reiner got another javelin in the dummy, this time through its head.
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I was quiet at dinner that night, noticeably so. Hanji and Erwin were glancing at me in my peripheral and then to Levi for answers. He didn’t give them any. I just played with my food, swirling my fork around in unthought out patterns.
After dinner I followed Levi aimlessly into his bedroom where we sat at the large window that looked down at the streets below. The night sky was illuminated by the colourful lights and fireworks, warning that there was less than three days left until the Games began. I held my knees to my chest and looked down emotionlessly, watching the people dance like they were just ants. Levi sat opposite, leaning back on the window frame.
“They look so happy,” I said softly.
Levi tched.
“Do you think they know?” I asked.
“Know what?”
“That what they’re doing is wrong? I mean obviously people like Zeke do but… what about just the normal people? Do they know?”
Levi thought for a moment, peering down at the families and friends laughing together in their silly outfits. “They should, but no.”
I nodded, too tired to derive my own answer. It undoubtedly was just easier to live in a world where you don’t think the people looking after you are evil, that the show you like to watch didn’t make you a despicable person. They had never been told any different. Could you really blame them? They weren’t there in the training room, there in the train ride, or at the reaping and definitely not in the Games. They hadn’t even stepped foot outside the Capitol walls. We were characters on a screen, viral celebrities for two weeks. It was just a show after all.
Levi looked back up to me, watching as I stared at the ground in thought. “You don’t want to team up with Sasha’s group right?”
I looked up in mild surprise that he even offered but I shook my head no. “I think we understand we’re not doing all we’re doing so we have someone to watch our backs in there or to make the career pack two-point-o. We’re just…”
“Doing good with what time we have left?” he finished.
I nodded. “I don’t want to imagine what it would be like if the group survived to the end too. I’d rather just avoid them unless we don’t have a choice. I’d rather just hear a canon and see their faces in the sky, so I didn’t have to know.”
He nodded, seemingly content with my answer. We continued watching the people below us, the people whose life weren’t going to end in three days.
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The next day did not start peacefully in the training room. Even though Levi and I as well as Sasha’s group had arrived early as usual, the careers were already there. Like they were waiting for us. Reiner gave me a smile; it was too wide, and it didn’t reach his eyes. I felt like throwing up.
I went over to the plant section immediately, completely sure that they would never bother to come near it. I needed to go over what Kaya taught me anyway. I had to make it muscle memory. Getting killed through a stupid mistake of just eating something bad had to be one the worst ways to go. I was about to press the screen for the third time to give me another randomised test when I felt a presence.
“That’s pretty useless isn’t it?” a voice said from behind me.
I turned. “Excuse me?” I expected to be faced with just some random dude, maybe from Seven or something but instead I found myself face to face with Bertolt Hoover. Any more possible words died there.
“Well, you aren’t going to survive long enough for you to use that knowledge, no?” He said it like it was the simplest thing in world. The same amount of tone for saying one plus one equalled two. The nervous boy I had seen before was entirely gone.
“We’ll see.” It was the only thing I could manage to say. Two words. He just shrugged and wandered off leaving me confused and wary.
An hour went past and I had gone through a lot of the sections rapid-fire like, just revising for the big test. I looked over my shoulder, just to check if Levi was still axe training, to see Marcel walking over to him.
I could tell from this distance how pissed Levi was getting with Marcel watching him over his shoulder. It was like Gabi with me the day before but actually threatening. But the career didn’t say anything. He walked around Levi, peering close to how he held the axe. Never close enough to touch, but close enough that Levi felt like closing that gap with his fist. Eventually he meandered off just like Bertolt had.
I saw the archery range was empty and jogged over, wanting to get a bit more practice under my belt before I didn’t have the chance. I slung a quiver over my back and pulled out an arrow, getting it into position. I was about to shoot when an arrow that certainly wasn’t mine went flying past me. It burst cleanly through the dummy’s heart.
I turned around, about to berate someone for shooting so close to me without warning. I could have gotten hurt. But instead found myself once again face to face with a career. The special guest this time was Annie Leonhart.
Her face remained stoic but she raised an eyebrow, cocking her head towards the bow in my hand expectantly.
She was baiting me, baiting me into a competition I didn’t sign up for.
I nocked the arrow, trying my best to not think about her critical eyes and it fly towards the dummy. It went whistling past the head, not even grazing the side. It wasn’t even close.
“That’s the best you’ve got?” Annie mused, looking to my arrow on the ground and then to me. “Levi will have a tough job keeping you alive, huh?” And without another word she walked off, leaving me with my blood boiling, the bow tight in my grip.
What the fuck?
The three careers kept terrorizing us for the whole day, even coming over when we were eating lunch. Connie and Niccolo almost started a brawl when Annie made an off comment about Sasha. We avoided them as best as we could, but it was a bloody hard task. But so far Reiner hadn’t come up to us, keeping his distance. Usually being alone or with Gabi and Falco. Or at least he had been keeping his distance.
I escaped to the rope tying section after being ambushed by Marcel. About to begin, I froze, the rope dead in my hands. Reiner had walked over to Levi, using his additional height as much as possible to tower over him. I felt the blood pump through me, others in the room noticing the confrontation as well. Levi didn’t cower. His arms stayed crossed as he tilted his head up to Reiner, his emotionless expression painted on well. Reiner said a few things that I couldn’t hear but in an obviously mocking tone. Levi just looked bored.
He clicked his tongue and glanced up to me past Levi, making eye contact. I swallowed and tried to seem calm, but Levi had always been better at that. Reiner gave me a smile and I swear my hands started to shake. I pitted the rope to table to try and lessen it as best I could. With a wink he put his mouth to Levi’s ear and whispered something. Something that made Levi go still, his blood run cold. I could see his grip on his biceps tightened harshly as he held back from punching Reiner in the face.
Whatever the career said it wasn’t good. It didn’t take much guessing to figure out what, or who rather, it was about.
Reiner walked off, his hands holding the back of his head. Ignoring the ticking time bomb he had created.
A moment passed and Levi seemed to get his senses under wrap, he stalked over to me immediately with a scowl on his face. “I’m gunna fucking kill him.”
I stuck my tongue in my cheek. “What did he say?”
“Some shit how I’m weak as shit or whatever and will pick me off first.”
“That’s what he said at the end just now?”
Levi looked to me, silent. He shook his head. Whether that was an answer to my question or him saying he wouldn’t tell me I wasn’t sure. It might have been both to be fair.
I fidgeted with the rope in my hands. They had been annoying us this whole day, Bertolt then Marcel then Annie and then finally the king of the careers Reiner. Come on, think of a plan to get them off our backs. I didn’t think Reiner really believed that Levi was weak, it was just to provoke him, but god did it piss me off.
Levi is safer because as long as it’s sharp he can use it. Hanji absolutely should not have blessed me with that knowledge, leaving me with no worries as the plan entered my head. I looked over to the mat, a trainer with a big goofy smile stood on the edge, chatting to another trainer while he waited for someone to fight him. Despite his cheery demeanour, he easily towered over most people, maybe aside from Bertolt, and his biceps were latched on barely by his shirt. Not to mention the fact that there was just something off about his eyes; they were far too eager. It was no surprise that no one had come over, even Reiner would be scared of embarrassing himself in front of everyone in case he lost. But Levi had a streak that was yet to be broken.
I nodded my head over to the mat; Levi got the message immediately. He stretched out his neck, vertebrae cracking, analysing the man. He didn’t even question if I was going against what Hanji or I wanted, he was desperate to just get the careers to shut up and leave us alone for two goddamn seconds. The idea of winning a fight was also probably a drug at this point, and he had been left high and dry for far too long.
“One move?” he asked.
“Only if you can,” I joked.
He just shook his head and rolled his eyes; we both knew he didn’t need more than one.
He walked his way up to the mat, gathering the eyes of the entire room. I glanced quickly to make sure the careers were watching. Reiner had paused his axe training and leant on its hilt like a walking stick, his eyes watching Levi’s every move. My eyes were drawn to movement and saw Sasha’s gang looking extremely bewildered, Sasha mouthed a “what the hell is he doing?” I just smiled, my eyes closing. It seemed the other tributes really hadn’t realised the kind of person Levi was while the career pack was on their minds. Watch and learn.
I turned back to Levi who stood at the trainer’s feet. The trainer glanced down, his eyes widening in slight surprise at his guest. His smile returned and he stretched out his arms above him, shaking his legs out one by one.
I was sure I heard a “You can go as hard as you want, I can take it, don’t worry.” Oh that was certainly a bad set of words to choose. If Levi got the all clear, he would take it to breaking point.
They stood apart from each other for a moment, getting ready for battle. Levi just stood casually; he would have put his hands in his pockets if he had any. He surveyed the room quickly, no doubt making quick eye contact with Reiner before turning to me as I swung my legs like a little kid on the bench, waiting for the show to start.
“Don’t kill him, yeah?”
The trainer looked up and gave a wave of his hand to say to not worry. The request was not for him. Levi just tched.
He turned to the trainer who gave him a quick nod to tell him they could start. Before I could blink Levi had launched forward and flipped the man over his shoulder, his force outdoing gravity to send him to the ground.
Snap.
The sound of a broken bone filled the air. Next came a wail.
The people I could see in my peripheral were shaking slightly, or had at least taken a step away, their eyes wide. I looked over my shoulder to see Reiner had taken a half step back, his weight on it like he almost instinctually ran away. His jaw was tight, his eyes glanced between Levi and the mess of a man on the ground. An unconscious grin made its way onto my face. I most definitely looked like a psychopath but that wasn’t a concern. It had worked.
I spotted Floch and the other game makers above us, having gotten out of their seats, looking curiously at the scene below, having no sympathy for the trainer. I had completely forgotten they were there if I was honest. They stayed quiet and talked in whispers, they made themselves invisible.
The only thing that could be heard were the trainer’s cries of agony and the medical team that was rushing towards him. Levi just watched neutrally, rolling out his shoulder. He eventually meandered his way back over to me, taking a long look at everyone that was still staring at him, their eyes ready to fall out of their sockets. I could see a smile was itching its way onto his face, but he kept it down.
“A bit too far, don’t you think?” I tried to keep my laughter down but unlike him I’d never been great at hiding my reactions. My cackles carried themselves through the air to mix with cries like a fucked-up harmony. A part of me felt bad for laughing at the fallen man but I knew no good person would want to spend their career fighting children and then sending off to die.
Levi just shrugged, a little smile appearing.
For the rest of our time that day people steered clear of the both of us, treating us like careers. Even Reiner kept his distance. Sasha and Connie came up to us at some points, though strictly just to talk to me, being wary of just Levi’s presence. Even their conversations with me felt stiff. Awkward laughs were the only thing they seemed to be able to manage. Gabi just spent the rest of the day peering out from behind a career or an extremely nervous looking Falco. She looked scared. I didn’t know how to feel about that. We had certainly left our- well at least Levi’s mark, on the last day.
But it still didn’t make sense to me how Levi’s abilities had been a surprise. It had frustrated me that people thought Levi had volunteered just to help get me through. It was true, but he wouldn’t have volunteered if he thought he would be useless and just drag me down and possibly get me killed because of it.
Levi volunteered because he knew he could win.
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Without needing to discuss it, we both went to his bedroom after dinner. The other three at the table didn’t raise an eyebrow.
I fell back on his bed with a sigh, gazing up at the ceiling. My fingers gripped the sheets below me tightly. She looked so scared. He lay down quietly next to me, his shoulder and elbow touching mine.
“What are you thinking about, brat? Looks like your brain’s constipated as fuck.”
I would have laughed usually. “Gabi and Falco,” I answered honestly, “They’re- they’re just kids Levi.”
“I know. We all are,” Levi said quietly, “That’s the point.”
I nestled in as close as humanly possible to him and he didn’t say a word.
That night I dreamt I was at the District Two reaping. I walked up calmly to the stage towards an excited Gabi. No one stopped me, they looked me in the eye, yet they just kept cheering for her. I climbed up the steps, Gabi looked up to me with a big smile and big eyes. She looked excited. Reiner just watched as I plunged a knife slowly and carefully into her heart. The cheers continued on. Reiner didn’t stop me. Gabi just looked down at the knife. She didn’t cry out, didn’t scream, didn’t even shed a tear. She just looked confused.
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pairing: levi x reader I nsfw
word count: 5729
summary: after a long day and lots of tension, levi takes care of you and fucks you into your dilirium
warnings: choking (i mean like you get no air at all), rough sex, dirtytalk, swearing, sub x dom
authors note: ok, i'm absolutely not satisfied with the fanfic, but i've been sitting on it for way too long and i have to get it out now, because i can't work on anything else. the next one will be better, i promise.
all credits to the artist of this pic
i hope that's right
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"They're miserable" Oluo says to you and wrinkles his nose. You look at Marco Bott in front of you, hanging in the ropes of the ODM gear and trying with all his might to keep his balance.
A gust of air swirls individual leaves around you, causing a few strands of your hair to fall into your face. The ropes of the ODM gear blow back and forth slightly and this small movement completely throws Bott off balance. You can see the effort and sweat beading on his face, he clenches his teeth tightly before panic overcomes him. His body can't find balance and he starts to row his arms, but it's too late. He topples over backwards and with a dull thud his head hits the stone floor. "Pathetic," you mutter, grabbing your forehead with your hand. Actually, such an impact shouldn't even happen, but judging by the appearance, since Bott slipped out of the leather straps, he hadn't fastened them properly. "The students are a disaster," Oluo says in your direction, and you nod slightly at him.
"Okay, Bott, out of the harnesses! Arlert, you're up next!" he shouts to the other group members, then runs to Marco to help him out of his predicament.
Your eyes roam over the other groups and their contraptions. Oluo was right with his statement. It's been a long time since you've seen such a pile of work. There are individual exceptions like Mikasa Ackerman or Annie Leonhardt, but as mentioned before, these are only exceptions. The rest are doing just as poorly as Bott. A long sigh escapes you.
"They are a bunch of shit.” Your hackles stand up and a cold shiver runs down your spine. The goosebumps start at your shoulders and then spread down your arms. Your heart seems to skip a beat.
"Yes, they are, Captain." Oluo stands next to you again and your captain joins in as well. Out of the corner of your eye, you look to your left at Levi, who looks straight ahead with his arms folded in front of his chest.
"Oi, Arlert, you're a disgrace to our troop. Get a grip."
"Yes, sir," Armin shouts back, but you can see the uncertainty Levi's words bring and his whole-body tenses. He also loses his balance, his body swings backwards and he hangs upside down in the ropes, like Marco Bott before - at least he doesn't hit his head.
"What did I tell you!!! Tighten the center!" roars Oluo, stomping his feet as he makes his way to Arlert.
A breeze comes up again, stronger this time, and the cadets have great difficulty keeping their balance. In fact, everyone sails back, except, to your surprise, Connie Springer, who is cheered on by the rest of his group. You pull your jacket tighter around you, hoping it would catch some of the spring wind, but you shiver anyway.
"Your jaw is tight," Levi's deep voice says beside you, and you turn your gaze to him in surprise. His grey eyes look down at you from above and you swallow hard. He's such a handsome man. His shoulders show well through his uniform and his shirt tightens a bit at his chest due to his muscles. His eyes sparkle slightly from the sun shining on his face. The wind has spread some hair on his forehead and your fingertips start to tickle. How you would like to brush them away. You clench your hands into fists to stop yourself.
"Didn't even realize it," you reply, turning your gaze back to Oluo and Arlert to stay calm. Your heart drums a little in your chest. Your comrade is trying his best to help him and give him instructions and assistance.
"To be honest, your whole body is tense". You feel Levi's calm gaze still resting on you and you put your head back and stare at the sky. A few clouds drift across the sky, white and fluffy.
"It's been a busy day, too." Your eyes shift back to him and you both look into each other's eyes. His grey eyes seem almost a bright silver. He studies you more closely and the corners of his mouth lift up ever so slightly. "Understandable, with this bunch of idiots." You roll your eyes and have to grin slightly before sighing again. It was admittedly leaching to complete the first training sessions with new cadets. They are all so full of anticipation before harsh reality catches up with them and about a third of all are sent back home - if they still have a home after Wall Maria was breached and Shiganshina District had to be left.
Of course, it was little different for you back then, but you performed solidly right from the start and made it to the top 3 of all graduates after hard training. That was also the reason why Levi included you in his squad.
Nonetheless, you just got annoyed and wanted a break from all the frustration and instruction you had to give. Being a teacher is not the reason you joined the Survey Corps.
Levi is just opening his mouth to say something when Petra's loud voice echoes across the square.
"Captain, I need your help." Over Levi's shoulder, you can see her, hands flailing in the air. Levi clicks his tongue and his expression changes, becomes slightly annoyed. You do the same. He leans over to you, his head right next to yours. His strong scent of black tea and citrus rises to your nose and your knees go weak. His hot breath hits the shell of your ear and goosebumps cover your body again. "I'll make you feel better later." Your heart starts beating faster and a deep blush settles over your cheeks. You hold your breath as he turns and walks with strong strides back to his spot by Petra, the Wings of Freedom emblazoned large on his back.
"Tch, I haven't seen a fucking weakling like that in a long time, Yaeger," you hear him shout further back. Again, a slight grin comes over you.
"Ma'am, can you help me with the straps?" calls Christa Renz over to you. She snaps you out of your thoughts and you come back to yourself. You expel your long-held breath and make your way over to her.
The rest of the training was like chewing gum compared to before. The remaining part of your group wasn't a total bust, but Levi's words left a sweet note and butterflies in your stomach. Your whole body tingled with joy and the scenarios in your head took their own course. Every now and then your gaze swung to Levi, even as you have pulled yourself together, but the temptation was far too great. And then when he caught your gaze, you could see the change in him even across the distance. At one point you even thought he winked at you, which was the most uncharacteristic thing ever for him, but just the pure thought that you were right made your knees weak again. For this reason, you were more concerned with your students, who were not very happy about it. You had the reputation of being almost as strict as Levi - but with less insults - and that although your size made you look more like a dwarf. At the end of the training, the Levi Squad then condemned the worst to clean up the mess. The sun was lower by now, it was late afternoon and the wind was blowing stronger. You walked together as a group back to the large building and followed the cadets to the mess hall.
As usual, you took your food first before the rest could strike, which you were more than happy about. At least on days when there was meat, it was always an advantage for everything and everyone to fill their plates before Sasha Blouse. Her love for food was immeasurable. After her, there wasn't that much left for others to lead and sharing was out of the question for her. You plod along behind Eld with your full plate and settle into the seat next to him and Oluo.
"What a day, huh guys?" groans Petra, sliding onto the bench across from you, followed by Gunther and then Levi, who grabs the seat across from yours.
You stare at the potatoes, meat and bread in front of you and start eating, almost burning yourself.
The others do the same, while Levi drinks his tea and lets his gaze roam the room to observe the other cadets.
"There, you say something. I wonder when it's going to be expedition time again. Time to kill some titans again, isn't it?" grins Oluo next to you, poking you in the side. You give him a dry look. "You mean so I can do all the work again and you can rest?" Oluo blushes slightly, whether from anger or shame, and slashes at the table with his knife in his right hand.
"I was here long before you even got around to it, kid".
"That makes your 39 kills all the sadder," you mock, and the others stifle their laughter.
Oluo contorts his face and is about to open his mouth when Eld slaps him on the back, "Oh Oluo, I can still remember when you wet yourself on your first expedition."
The blow startles Oluo slightly and he yelps in pain. He slaps his hand over his mouth and contorts his face. "I bit my tongue," he mumbles, which really makes the others laugh now. You, on the other hand, just roll your eyes again and are pleased inwardly.
No matter how much you get on each other's nerves sometimes, you are a family that always stands up for each other. Most of the happy moments you can still remember were spent with this group. Each had its strengths and weaknesses, which in turn compensated for another. Your gaze falls on each of them as they still laugh and Oluo still complains before you look at Levi.
Again, your breath catches slightly. His gaze pierces you and holds you spellbound. He looks at you as he slowly eats. A shiver runs down your spine again and you press your legs together. His gaze is intense and deep, going straight to your soul. His silver eyes are darker and possessive. No one at the table seems to notice what's happening, as Levi has always been good at hiding your personal moments. It's a mystery to you how he did it since you always felt caught and like your body didn't really belong to you. He was the one thing that always upset you and left you breathless. You smile slightly at him and his gaze darkens even more, making you swallow.
"Captain, how about a little break for us tonight? We could all sit down together for a bit and have a little drink," Petra catches your attention. She blushes slightly and you have to suppress the gagging. Never, never, would Levi ever feel anything for Petra. Everyone liked her, including him and yourself, of course, but not in that way. They were much too different for that and didn't have the same goals. But you had already noticed how Petra looked at Levi and blushed and bit her lip and stroked through her hair and smiled and laughed extra and positioned herself well and always stood next to him, sat down, tried to work with him, always addressed him directly, took him in protection. You were never jealous because Levi never gave you a reason to be, but Petra made it really hard for you sometimes. Especially since no one, except Hange, of course, knew about how things were between Levi and you.
"Oi, your hand," Gunther says, touching it. You recoil and realize how your hand hurts. You clutch your knife tightly, your knuckles white. Everyone is looking at you. You let go of it and it falls to the table before you mumble a quiet apology and continue eating. Speaking of which, you were bad at hiding your feelings for Levi. The others let go of you and turn their attention back to Petra and Levi.
"Tch, do what you want, I still have workto do". Petra looks slightly disappointed and starts eating again. The rest of the meal was quieter as everyone was busy filling their bellies. Eld and Gunther are the first to leave before Levi raises his voice. "Oi, Petra, take my dishes away as soon as you finished". The girl seems hopeful for a brief moment before Levi smashes her hopes. He looks at you and your almost empty plates. "... And the other one here too".
With these words he straightens up. You look up at him. "Would you help me just now?" His eyes show a sparkle again and your gaze falls on Petra and Oluo for a brief moment before you nod. With those words, he trots off. You quickly get up, say goodbye, and walk after him. Your path past the cadets is quiet and the murmuring around you also quiets, which always happened when Levi was around. No one would dare to accidentally say something that might upset him. Levi headed for the stone stairs in the hallway, down the long hallway to the door of his office. A few torches flicker on the wall, lighting your way, even with the sun still providing more than enough light from outside. All the while, you follow him quietly until he unlocks the door and both of you step inside.
You close the door behind you with a soft click and turn around. Levi is standing in front of you with his arms folded in front of his chest. He leans slightly against his desk and examines you from top to bottom. The evening sun shines through the window behind him and strong shadows stand out on his face. "How are you?" You bite your lower lip and swallow hard. "Pretty good, I guess," you say and avert your gaze, looking down at the ground. You continue to feel his gaze and you blush slightly. Your breathing gets a little heavier and you swallow again. The tension in this room is heavy and oppressive. The energy between you is crackling and the hairs on your arms are standing up. It is amazing how different Levi could behave. Toward everyone else on the planet, he was an ass, no question about it. But to you, he treated you like you were a flower that would wilt if he didn't take proper care of it. You bite your lower lip. Levi's footsteps come toward you until he's standing right in front of you and you can look at his shoes. He puts a finger under your chin and lifts your face. His eyes are impenetrable, and he can probably read you again like one of his books.
"You know better than to bite your lip," he whispers to you. He places his left hand against the door behind you and leans against you. His eyes pull you in before you close them and feel his lips on yours. In the background, you hear him turn the key in the lock, locking you in this room. His teeth graze over your bottom lip and he captures it, sucking on it before releasing it. "I'll do that for you, won't I?" A low moan escapes you and you open your eyes again. He was even closer to you, your noses almost grazing each other, and his hot breathing and warmth befuddle you.
"Remember what I promised you earlier?" You nod and lick your lips. His gaze immediately darts to that movement before he looks into your soul again. "Repeat it."
"You promised me that you would make me feel better".
A slight smile curls his lips and he takes your face in his right hand. You nestle into it and your heart flutters.
"So, do you still want this?" What a question, you think and nod slightly, kissing the inside palm of his hand and staring at him. Please make me feel good. Again, he has to smirk slightly and presses a feather-light kiss to your forehead before stepping away from you, taking his warmth with him. He steps back to his desk and resumes his previous posture there. His face and body tension are harder and his eyes seem much darker than before.
"Take off your clothes," comes his instruction. His voice is also low and hard. You look at him a little unsettled and surprised before you start undoing the buttons of your blouse. His gaze follows your movements and he tilts his head slightly. You kick your shoes aside. The removal of your pants in particular seems to fascinate him, and you swear you saw a sparkle in his eyes as your bra and panties follow the other garments as well. So, you stand in front of him, shivering slightly from the temperature difference, causing your nipples to poke hard at him and your skin to be covered in goosebumps again. He licks his lips and takes off his jacket, placing it on his desk behind him. He undoes the straps that wrap around his torso and sets them aside as well.
"Kneel down." You do as you were told and kneel on the cold wooden floor. This causes the cold to shoot more strongly through your body and you shake yourself slightly. Levi is still watching you and slowly lets his gaze roam over you. After your next blink, he rises and steps to the other side of his desk, which faces his window. He opens the first drawer on the left and pulls out something. After closing it, he comes back to your side and slowly steps towards you. You are a little surprised at what he just did since you can't see anything in his hands. He stops in front of you and looks down. You follow his hands, which reach for the buttons of his shirt, which he then slowly opens bit by bit. His gaze stares at you again, while he moves as if in slow motion. For you, it was all much too slow and with each button your heart beat a beat faster again. If it were up to you, you would have torn it from his body so that the buttons would fly across the room. But your hands remain still in your lap as you wait for each button. Finally arriving at the last one, he undoes it as well before slipping his shirt off his torso. His shoulders and arms work as he does so, and your knees soften. You love his body, he's a god. With all the years of training and fighting experience, it goes without saying that he is trained, but his cross and arms especially make your heart weak. You don't know what that is because of, but it's just a preference of yours on him. One of the many you have to mention about it. And you love every single scar from his skin you've run along them so many times with your lips and fingers. Slowly your temperature changes. Your body becomes warm and you notice how your center becomes moist. He reaches into his right pants pocket and pulls out a long piece of rope. Your breath catches and your eyes widen. Levi still just looks at you and plays with it a bit, tightens it and let’s go again. As he does, the muscles under his skin play again, looking indescribable with the setting sun in the background. Veins come out from under his skin and you pull your eyebrows together in frustration. He shines like a saint that you love to cling to so that he can keep all the evil in the world away from you.
"Hands behind your back." Immediately you do as he said and follow him as long as you can with your gaze as he walks around you and then kneels behind you. His fingers are warm as they graze your skin and he ties the rope around your wrists to join your two hands together. After he's done, he runs his hands up your arms, touching the haunches above your collarbones for seconds before pulling his hands away again.
"Close your eyes," he whispers in your right ear. The last thing you see before your eyes flutter shut are the last rays of the sun, which bathe the room in a deep orange-red. You feel something being placed over your eyes. Levi ties the piece of cloth to the back of your head and then rises. As soon as you realize he's done, your eyes open briefly, only to see deep black. Butterflies spread through your lower stomach and you press your lips together to stifle a moan. With excitement and anticipation, you feel more wetness between your legs and squirm slightly to create some pressure, but to no avail. Now without sight, you rely more on your ears and the sounds of the environment around you. Levi moves quietly around the room, you locate him at his desk and hear him light a match. The smell of smoke fills the room. When he seems to be finished, he moves back toward you. You hear the rattle of the buckles of his belts, which then fall to the floor with a sound. He loosens one strap after another until the sounds stop. You feel his presence in front of you and squeeze your legs together again. Fabric rustles before it's quiet again. Suddenly, a hand reaches into your hair and pulls your head almost painfully to the back of your neck. Air escapes your throat and you make a surprised sound.
"Open your mouth." Levi's voice seems even deeper than usual and hard, almost cold. You open it on command and stick out your tongue. You hear him smirk and feel one of his fingers, which slowly works its way to your throat. "I raised you so well," Levi murmurs, and you suck on his finger. Shortly after, two more join him. "I'm going to use you so well. You're going to do exactly what you were made to do: choke on my cock and milk it afterwards." A long moan escapes you and you suck on his fingers, your tongue playing with them before withdrawing them again. A feather-light touch brushes over your left nipple and you sigh. "I saw the look on your face earlier. How shamelessly you fantasize about such things while your cadets are in front of you and that idiot Oluo is standing next to you. How I would have loved to take his place". Your saliva causes your nipples to harden again as the cold air swirls around them. The hand in your hair loosens. Shortly after, you feel something warm and soft against your lips. Your mouth opens again and you groan. Levi's cock slides between your teeth into the roof of your mouth and he moans out too. "Fuck, finally." You feel the wetness between your legs run down your thigh before it drips onto the floor. Levi's hand finds its way into your hair again, and he pulls his hips back before they shoot forward again and his cock buries itself in your mouth once more. He holds this speed for some time. You get warmer and warmer, especially at the thought of you kneeling there right now in front of him and him using your mouth. "You're doing so good, slut," Levi murmurs from above, thrusting harder. The sound of your mouth smacking and his increasingly heavy breathing echoes through the room. You taste a few drops of his juice and your eyes roll back into your skull. Again, a long moan escapes you and the hand in your hair grips harder. Slight pain jolts through your scalp and goosebumps form on your skin again.
"Your mouth is so warm and wet. Just not as tight as your cunt, but I can change that". His cock finds its way deeper into your throat, almost hitting the back it before withdrawing completely. For a brief moment you feel his lips on yours, his tongue exploring the path his cock had paved earlier. He tastes himself on your lips and wants much more of it. The kiss is wild and he leaves you with throbbing, swollen lips. "Tongue out." Before you can take a breath, you're sticking it out at him again. He slaps his cock on it a few times before burying himself inside you again with one smooth thrust. His entire length fills your mouth, and you gag slightly as his tip sticks way too deep in your throat. Levi doesn't let up though, keeping you that way before resuming his previous speed and hardness. You squeeze your eyes shut, but tears escape your eyelids anyway. They wet the fabric on your eyes and find their way along under it, flowing down your cheeks and dripping on your legs. The more your throat hurts, the heavier Levi's breathing becomes. His balls hit your chin and his second hand finds its way into your hair as well, holding you in place.
"You feel so good," his deep, dry voice comes out. "...The way you sit here in front of me and suck me so good. Other men dream about it. Who would believe what a slut you are?" You moan and the vibration makes him wince and he claws into your scalp. As best you can, you slide your tongue around his shaft, grasping his tip, sucking on him while his hips keep thrusting. Your mouth and neck feel painful and your jaw hurts from the constant mouthing. As your tongue touches his balls, his hips twitch and he pulls back breathlessly. His cock pulls out of you again and you gasp for air. You cough heavily and saliva runs down the corners of your mouth.
Suddenly, Levi's hands push at your hips and pull you upward. Your legs are jello, which is why he catches your weight and supports you. The soles of your feet touch the ground for only a few moments before you feel his shoulder against your stomach and your face comes to rest on his back. The air is forced from your lungs and blood rushes to your head. He grips the rope at your wrists, thus holding you tight before he moves. “Levi, I want more”, you mumble and feel the juice running between your legs. He opens the door to his bedroom and carries you to his bed, where he lays you down somewhat roughly. The room smells like him. The bed linen is freshly washed, which is normal for him. The smell of tea is also heavy in the air, as well as its own note, which is that of Levi himself. “Tch, it's clear to me that you little bitch can't get enough. But do not worry, my big cock will fill you up in a minute.”
He turns you onto your stomach and pulls your butt up and towards him. You feel his warm breath at your center and your muscles tremble. "Aren't you ashamed of yourself for being so wet?" He blows against your wet lips and you squirm slightly under him. You feel his tongue licking once along your slit. You moan loudly as you finally get some touch before his hand hits your right ass cheek and you howl in pain. Without warning, his cock drills deep into your cunt and your moans mingle in the small space, echoing out to you. Immediately, Levi picks up the pace he had earlier while fucking your mouth. You jerk beneath him, moaning into the mattress beneath you, and your fingernails each dig into the wrist of the other arm. Again, Levi's hand closes around the rope and he pulls you up to him, grasping your throat with his other hand and biting your shoulder. You moan his name loudly and press against the warmth of his chest. He licks over the bite marks and fucks you harder. Your walls close tightly around his cock and he moans loudly next to your ear. "How tight can you get?" he murmurs, and his hand around your throat squeezes tighter. His fingers are right against your main arteries. Your air gets shorter, your pulse beats faster to push the blood into your head, but because of the pressure from his fingers it doesn't work. Light panic overcomes you and mixes with your lust. "Levi...I-I," you try to say before everything around you goes black. Your whole-body collapses and you can't finish your sentence. He immediately releases the pressure of his hand before you finally lose consciousness and the blood rushes back to your head. The difference in pressure makes you dizzy as you slowly regain consciousness. His thrusts don't stop, his endurance was immeasurable. He moans into your neck and your whole belly tingles with satisfaction. Your moans get louder again.
"Again?"
"Yes," you groan out. You hear him laugh softly before the pressure around your throat intensifies again and the scenario from just now repeats itself. The mixture of dizziness and pleasure is a deadly mix. Nothing feels better and you want more, more and more, but Levi knows exactly when to stop before he puts your little body through too much. As you come to yourself again, Levi loosens his hand around the rope and wraps his arm around your stomach. He presses you tighter against him, holding your weak body tight. "You're the biggest slut," he murmurs against your ear. The hand on your belly slowly strokes to your pelvic bones, slowly finding its way between your legs. He circles your clit with his middle finger, making you twitch and squirm against his chest as you praise his name. His lips settle on your neck, beginning to suck as his hand pushes deeper. He feels his own cock thrusting into you and adds his index and middle fingers, burying them in your creamy hole as well, which they grip tightly, and your moans grow louder again. No one must ever know what Levi does with you during all those hours in his bedroom. No one would probably believe it. How many marks he has left on your body, how many times he has cut off your air, how many times he has fucked you into unconsciousness, left your cunt sore. If Levi would be a religion, you would be its first martyr.
You lay your head in your neck and his hand around your throat rests on your forehead, pressing your head back. This makes it easier for him to get to your throat with his mouth. He licks away the sweat next to the mark before making more. "I'm so sick of no one knowing what I do to you," he hums against your neck. "I'm so fed up with the fact that some complete idiots actually still think they have a chance with you, can fuck you the way I'm doing right now". At these words he fucks you incessantly, his two fingers in addition inside you, which stretch you further and you are in heaven. Your delirium is near. He feels his way forward, curves his fingers, massages the inside of your walls. He just can't get to your g-spot due to the extra space his dick takes up and you will think you are going insane. "Even though yes I love how jealous you get of Petra. Tch, as if I would touch that filthy bitch." His thrusts get even harder and your whole-body tenses, groaning in pain. "No one can give me what you give me," he whispers. No one could give him the power he had over you. He could do whatever he wanted with you and you would get wet with lust and horniness. You were a dream come true, not just in that way. Levi loves you more than anything else in the world, even if he never says it, but deep inside you know it.
The thumb of his hand moves between your legs again to your clitoris and presses against it. A second, two seconds pass before you explode. Your vision goes white despite your blindfold, your body writhes, the muscles in your thighs twitch wildly, and you scream the room together. His name falls from your lips again as he fucks you through your orgasm. Each thrust brings sparks, his lips on your neck and his hands on and inside you. As your body slowly calms, he releases you, removes his hands, and pushes you back into the mattress. Your face shifts over the fabric before he has you back in the right position. His right leg settles next to your hip and you hear the bed creak beneath you. He continues to increase his speed, getting harder. His head settles into your neck and he moans loudly as he fucks you, finally meeting his end. Tears run down your cheeks as your body is drained, screaming at you to take a break. But the sensation between your legs pulls through your body again, making you moan once more. His hands dig painfully into your ass before Levi explodes inside you. His juice squirts into you and your name falls from his lips, giving you butterflies again. He thrusts with light strokes before gradually slowing down and dropping against your body.
He gives himself a brief moment before rising from you and untying your hands. without any remaining body tension, you fall onto the mattress beneath you and tear the blindfold from your head. The room is dark. The sun has set in time and your sense of time is confused. The light from the candle in the office brings a little light into the room, so that you can make out the outlines of the furniture.
"Better?" You hum to him and snuggle into the blanket beneath you. "Oi, I'll run us a bath, don't fall asleep." You grumble again and look after him as he leaves you alone and drained in the dark room.
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𝕋𝕍 𝕊𝕙𝕠𝕨𝕤/𝕄𝕠𝕧𝕚𝕖𝕤
𝗕𝗿𝗶𝗱𝗴𝗲𝗿𝘁𝗼𝗻
𝗧𝗵𝗲 𝗖𝗵𝗿𝗼𝗻𝗶𝗰𝗹𝗲𝘀 𝗢𝗳 𝗡𝗮𝗿𝗻𝗶𝗮
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𝗛𝗮𝗿𝗿𝘆 𝗣𝗼𝘁𝘁𝗲𝗿
One-Shots:
Harry Potter:
Shut The F*ck Up
Ron Weasley:
Let Me Protect You
Hermione Granger:
Ginny Weasley:
Fred Weasley:
George Weasley:
Neville Longbottom:
Seamus Finnigan:
Dean Thomas:
Luna Lovegood:
Cedric Diggory:
Draco Malfoy:
Blaise Zabini:
James Potter:
Sirius Black:
He'll Kill Us Both
Remus Lupin:
Regulus Black:
Kiss The Boy
Lily Evans:
Tom Riddle:
(Love)Sick
Birthday Boy
Slave For You
Series:
Harry Potter:
Ron Weasley:
Hermione Granger:
Ginny Weasley:
Fred Weasley:
George Weasley:
Neville Longbottom:
Seamus Finnigan:
Dean Thomas:
Luna Lovegood:
Cedric Diggory:
Draco Malfoy:
Blaise Zabini:
James Potter:
Sirius Black:
Remus Lupin:
Lily Evans:
Tom Riddle:
Tom x Assasin!Reader
part 1 | part 2 (mature)
Chasing Time
Prologue | 1 | 2 | 3 | 4
𝗧𝗵𝗲 𝗛𝘂𝗻𝗴𝗲𝗿 𝗚𝗮𝗺𝗲𝘀
𝗢𝗻𝗰𝗲 𝗨𝗽𝗼𝗻 𝗔 𝗧𝗶𝗺𝗲
𝗦𝘁𝗿𝗮𝗻𝗴𝗲𝗿 𝗧𝗵𝗶𝗻𝗴𝘀
One-Shots:
Mike Wheeler:
El/Jane Hopper:
Dustin Henderson:
Will Byers:
Lucas Sinclair:
Max Mayfield:
Nancy Wheeler:
Jonathan Byers:
Steve Harrington:
Robin Buckley:
Eddie Munson:
Billy Hargrove:
Series:
Mike Wheeler:
El/Jane Hopper:
Dustin Henderson:
Will Byers:
Lucas Sinclair:
Max Mayfield:
Nancy Wheeler:
Jonathan Byers:
Steve Harrington:
Robin Buckley:
Eddie Munson:
Purple Angel
Ch.1 | Ch.2
Billy Hargrove:
𝗧𝗲𝗲𝗻 𝗪𝗼𝗹𝗳
𝗧𝘄𝗶𝗹𝗶𝗴𝗵𝘁
𝗧𝗵𝗲 𝗨𝗺𝗯𝗿𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮 𝗔𝗰𝗮𝗱𝗲𝗺𝘆
﹤⳾ ⳾ ⳾﹡⊹﹡⳾ ⳾ ⳾ ⳾﹥
𝔸𝕟𝕚𝕞𝕖/𝔸𝕟𝕚𝕞𝕒𝕥𝕖𝕕 𝕊𝕙𝕠𝕨𝕤
ᴀᴛᴛᴀᴄᴋ ᴏɴ ᴛɪᴛᴀɴ
One-Shots:
Eren Yeager
Armin Arlert
Mikasa Ackerman
Levi Ackerman
USELESS
Reiner Braun
Bertholdt Hoover
Jean Kirstein
Connie Springer
Sasha Blouse
Hange Zoë
Historia Reiss
Ymir Fritz
Erwin Smith
Zeke Yeager
Pieck Finger
ᴀᴠᴀᴛᴀʀ: ᴛʜᴇ ʟᴀꜱᴛ ᴀɪʀʙᴇɴᴅᴇʀ
ᴅᴇᴀᴛʜ ɴᴏᴛᴇ
ᴅᴇᴍᴏɴ ꜱʟᴀʏᴇʀ
ᴛʜᴇ ᴘʀᴏᴍɪꜱᴇᴅ ɴᴇᴠᴇʀʟᴀɴᴅ
ᴋᴀɢᴜʏᴀ-ꜱᴀᴍᴀ: ʟᴏᴠᴇ ɪꜱ ᴡᴀʀ
ꜱᴡᴏʀᴅ ᴀʀᴛ ᴏɴʟɪɴᴇ
ʜᴀɪᴋʏᴜ!!
ʏᴜʀɪ!!! ᴏɴ ɪᴄᴇ
ᴀꜱꜱᴀꜱꜱɪɴ’ꜱ ᴘʀɪᴅᴇ
ᴢᴏᴍʙɪᴇ ʟᴀɴᴅ ꜱᴀɢᴀ
ʜᴏʀɪᴍɪʏᴀ
ᴘᴜᴇʟʟᴀ ᴍᴀɢɪ ᴍᴀᴅᴏᴋᴀ ᴍᴀɢɪᴄᴀ
ᴀɴɢᴇʟ ʙᴇᴀᴛꜱ!
ᴘᴏᴋᴇᴍᴏɴ
ᴛᴇᴇɴ ᴛɪᴛᴀɴꜱ
ꜱᴛᴇᴠᴇɴ ᴜɴɪᴠᴇʀꜱᴇ
ᴡɪɴx ᴄʟᴜʙ
ꜱᴘɪʀɪᴛᴇᴅ ᴀᴡᴀʏ
ʜᴏᴡʟ’ꜱ ᴍᴏᴠɪɴɢ ᴄᴀꜱᴛʟᴇ
﹤⳾ ⳾ ⳾﹡⊹﹡⳾ ⳾ ⳾ ⳾﹥
𝕂ℙ𝕆ℙ
(𝗚)𝗜-𝗗𝗟𝗘
𝗔.𝗖.𝗘
𝗔𝗧𝗘𝗘𝗭
One-Shots:
Hongjoong:
Seonghwa:
Yunho:
Here For You
Alive.
Yeosang:
San:
Mingi:
Wooyoung:
Jongho:
𝗕.𝗔.𝗣
𝗕𝗟𝗔𝗖𝗞𝗣𝗜𝗡𝗞
𝗕𝗹𝗼𝗰𝗸 𝗕
𝗧𝗛𝗘 𝗕𝗢𝗬𝗭
𝗕𝗧𝗢𝗕
One-Shots:
Reactions:
Them And Reader Being Judges In Produce X 101
𝗕𝗧𝗦
𝗗𝗔𝗬𝟲
𝗗𝗿𝗲𝗮𝗺𝗰𝗮𝘁𝗰𝗵𝗲𝗿
𝗘𝗫𝗢
Series:
Suho
Xiumin
Lay
Baekhyun
Chen
Chanyeol
The Way I Feel Inside
1 |
D.O.
Kai
Sehun
𝗚𝗼𝗹𝗱𝗲𝗻 𝗖𝗵𝗶𝗹𝗱
𝗚𝗢𝗧𝟳
Jay B
Mark
Jackson
Fall
Jinyoung
Pride With You
Youngjae
BamBam
Yugyeom
𝗚𝗿𝗲𝗮𝘁𝗚𝘂𝘆𝘀
𝗶𝗞𝗢𝗡
𝗜𝗠𝗙𝗔𝗖𝗧
𝗜𝗡𝟮𝗜𝗧
𝗜𝗡𝗙𝗜𝗡𝗜𝗧𝗘
𝗟𝗢𝗢𝗡𝗔
𝗠𝗔𝗠𝗔𝗠𝗢𝗢
𝗠𝗢𝗡𝗦𝗧𝗔 𝗫
𝗢𝗛 𝗠𝗬 𝗚𝗜𝗥𝗟
𝗢𝗡𝗘𝗨𝗦
𝗢𝗡𝗙
𝗣𝗘𝗡𝗧𝗔𝗚𝗢𝗡
𝗥𝗲𝗱 𝗩𝗲𝗹𝘃𝗲𝘁
𝗧𝗵𝗲 𝗥𝗼𝘀𝗲
𝗦𝗘𝗩𝗘𝗡𝗧𝗘𝗘𝗡
Series:
The8
Xu Minghao & Fem!Reader As YouTubers
1 | 2
𝗦𝗙𝟵
Misc:
SF9 As The Office Characters
𝗦𝘁𝗿𝗮𝘆 𝗞𝗶𝗱𝘀
𝗧𝗘𝗘𝗡 𝗧𝗢𝗣
𝗧𝗪𝗜𝗖𝗘
𝗧𝗫𝗧
One-Shots:
Series:
Soobin
Say You Love Me
1 | 2
Yeonjun
Beomgyu
Taehyun
Huening Kai
𝗨𝗣𝟭𝟬𝗧𝗜𝗢𝗡
𝗩𝗔𝗩
𝗩𝗜𝗫𝗫
𝗪𝗜𝗡𝗡𝗘𝗥
𝗫𝟭
﹤⳾ ⳾ ⳾﹡⊹﹡⳾ ⳾ ⳾ ⳾﹥
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