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just-a-silly-clownguy · 14 days

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CW: this contains swearing (people sensitive to swearing are on my DNI list due to my tendency to use curse words) and some gifs may be overstimulating or triggering to some people and include bright, colourful and surreal imagery, please don't view if these are in any way harmful to you.

My name is Moth, I named myself after a hyperfixation! :3

I'm still figuring myself out tbh so I'm probably gonna discuss that on my profile.

my pronouns are they/he as well as a long list of neos and variations of that, I am transmasc nonbinary and aroace. when I'm done, I'll add the link to my carrd and pronouns.cc.

I'm a british minor and artist, I am alterhuman/nonhuman (I use the two terms interchangeably but if I shouldn't please tell me) and I don't really categorise myself into any sort of label like spiritual, physical, psychological etc. I just categorise myself as nonhuman and alterhuman, I'm very alternative and consider myself a part of many subcultures but I mostly align myself with punk, I use xenogenders, xenoidentities and neopronouns, I am disabled (chronic pain + a bunch of other symptoms of shite) and I'm neurodivergent.

I like to draw, read, write and listen to music

fandom list

demon slayer

spiderverse

riordanverse (mostly MCGA because MCGA is the best rick riordan series)

sanrio

DDLC

furry

vocaloids

hilda

steven universe

gravity falls

my little pony

avatar the last airbender

hyperfixation/special interest list

psychology

moths

mythology (mostly greek)

criminology

music

vocaloids

spiderverse

demon slayer

riordanverse (mostly MCGA)

possible cladokin/therian

therian(thrope)

otherkin

otherhearted

synpath

Theriotypes

bluepoint ragdoll cat

white's treefrog

carrion crow

clado-fungus (possible)

fox/some other type of canine (possible)

Kintypes

clown

angel

demon

dragon

clado-fungus (possible)

fae (possible)

cryptid (possible)

the star shape (possible)

the colour yellow (possible)

the colour pink (possible)

Hearttypes

moth

cats

minecraft endermen

deerfoxes

Synpaths

most of these are connected to my mental health struggles/trauma in some way

Angel Dust (hazbin hotel)

Husker (hazbin hotel)

Charlie Moringstar (hazbin hotel)

Mitsuri Kanroji (demon slayer)

Shinobu Kochou (demon slayer)

Muichiro Tokito (demon slayer)

Sanemi Shinazugawa (demon slayer)

Inosuke Hashibira (demon slayer)

Nezuko Kamado (demon slayer)

Tanjiro Kamado (demon slayer)

Natsuki (doki doki literature club)

Sayori (doki doki literature club)

Yuri (doki doki literature club)

Hilda (hilda)

Frida (hilda)

Magnus Chase (riordanverse)

Alex Fierro (riordanverse)

Nico Di Angelo (riordanverse)

Will Solace (riordanverse)

Leo Valdez (riordanverse)

Calypso (riordanverse)

Spinnel (steven universe)

Mabel (gravity falls)

Dipper (gravity falls)

rainbowdash (my little pony)

fluttershy (my little pony)

pinkie pie (my little pony)

twilight sparkle (my little pony)

diagnosed/acknowledged things

autism

dyspraxia

hypermobility

chronic pains

anxiety

depression(?)

undiagnosed/possible things

ADHD

hEDS

DPDR or some other type of dissociative disorder.

depression(?)

PTSD

DPD

do not interact: zoos (unless trying to recover), "MAPs"/pedos, groomers, pro/com/darkshippers, loli/shota-con, DDLG/DDLB and similar kinks that sexualise adult/child relationships, anti-xeno/neopronouns, anti-neo/xenogenders, anti-self diagnosis (with heavy research), self diagnosed without any research, anti-LGBT/MOGAI, homophobes, transphobes, FETRAH, racists, fascists, anti-alter/nonhumans, against any religion (includes satanism), anti-athiests, ableists, classists, transid/transx, radqueers, abusers/abusive people, raypissts/seggs offenders (idk if I'll get banned if I don't sensor those words but I wanna be accessible for screen readers), makes fun of/judges others for interests, refuses to use tone indicators, uses slurs that are against communities they aren't a part of, "dark humour" (racist jokes, homophobic jokes, grape jokes, saying slurs, jokes making fun of others' trauma etc. are not dark humour, they are just insensitive), AI "artists", anti-recovery, uses mental conditions/neurodivergency as a joke and/or insult (e.g. "I'm so delulu" without experiencing delusions, "I have so many personalities" without having OSDD-1 or DID, using autistic as an insult, uses the words sociopath and/or psychopath as a way of calling someone a bad person, "I'm so OCD" as a way to describe being tidy without actually having OCD), gatekeepers, fakeclaimers, conservative "punks", bullies and harasses others, TERFs, supports all of the previous things listed, NSFW blogs, only trying to convert others to a religion, sensitive to swearing (I swear a lot and do not censor it or wish to censor it), under 12, only likes characters like Mitsuri for their sexual aspects, Miguel O'Hara (ATSV) focused blogs.

This really makes you see how many shitty people there are in the world, I hate how long this list is.

definitely interact: alter/nonhumans, neurodivergent, disabled, artists, in the same fandoms as me, musicians, objectum, alternative, anarchist, MOGAI/LGBTQIA2S++, mutuals, supports all of the above.

thin ice: over 16, recovering pedos, Miguel O'Hara (ATSV) fans (he reminds me of my dad's more toxic behaviours).

my triggers

if we're mutuals please atleast TW these things.

(key: not always triggering and/or depends on context and situations, constantly triggering)

loud noises

flashing/strobe lights

doors slamming

angry shouting/raised voices (especially if they're male voices)

certain sexual language (especially the word "eat" in a sexual context)

sexual and nude imagery (especially of genitals).

discussions of grooming and pedophillia

depictions, mentions and discussions of self harm

boundaries

do not purposely send or show me any content that portrays the following in any sort of positive light:

Miguel O'Hara from ATSV Elvis Presley anger issues any form of SA weird age gaps (e.g. 14 and 17, 16 and 21 as well as blatantly obvious grooming) minors doing sexual things especially with adults. domestic violence most things related to people listed in my DNI

don't try and push me to share things that I haven't already willingly shared, you can ask questions but if I delete or don't respond to your asks or tell you I'm not comfortable with answering it please don't push me, I probably have a reason, usually I will specify if I'm comfortable with people asking me questions and which ones I'm comfortable with in posts.

don't use the pronouns she/her or similar pronouns while referring to me.

I'm OK with people making sexual jokes with me but I am incredibly uncomfortable with people genuinely discussing sexual subjects with me unless I have said otherwise.

don't debate me on my DNI, triggers and boundaries, I have them for many reasons and a lot of them are in some way related to trauma and mental health.

my music taste

genres

hyperpop

punk

emo

metal

goth

scenecore (I know the difference between scene and scenecore, I do not consider myself to be scene)

vocaloid

grunge

alternative pop

80s pop

artists (any artists that I am aware of doing and saying bad things will be highlighted in red, I do not condone any of these actions or support them, I avoid listening to them on any form of media where they will be decently monetised, I am not saying I like the artists themselves, I'm merely saying I like the music they make. If there are any artists who have done bad things which are not highlighted, please tell me, I mostly just listen to the music and don't really research the artists so I will most likely be unaware of their actions.)

Insane Clown Posse

Pierce the Veil

6arelyhuman

Mindless Self Indulgence

Party Cannon

Metallica

Ramstein

Hatsune Miku

Maretu

Kikuo

DECO*27

GRLwood

Mommy Long Legs

Siouxsie and The Banshees

Bauhaus

Nirvana

Jack Stauber

alex g

The Smiths

TV girl

Melanie Martinez

Conan Grey

Queen

David Bowie

Choking Victim

The Crane Wives

Marina

Mitski

Fish In A Birdcage

Florence + The Machine

Bikini Kill

The Dresden Dolls

Daisy and the Scouts

Slayer

Mother Mother

The Cure

Ado

Rebzyyx

The Living Tombstone

CG5

The Orion Experience

Machine Girl

Odetari

songs

the masochism tango by Tom Lehrer

the stalker's tango by Autoheart

good old fashioned loverboy by Queen

starman by David Bowie

rebel rebel by David Bowie

hold on til may by Pierce the Veil

kind for a day by Pierce the Veil

oogie boogie wu by Insane Clown Posse

faster n harder by 6arelyhuman

salamander by DECO*27

volt tackle by DECO*27

drunk walk home by Mitski

savages by Marina

the garden by The Crane Wives

bird song by Florence + The Machine

Imma Kill U by Insane Clown Posse

duct taped to a flag pole by Party Cannon

molly by Mindless Self Indulgence

world is mine by Hatsune Miku

koinu no carnival by EHAMIC

the vampire by DECO*27

that unwanted animal by The Amazing Devil

this charming man by The Smiths

hayloft II by Mother Mother

pipopipo by Serani Poji

kara kara kara no kara by Kikuo

greedy greedy by KIKUO

dscf by DECO*27

aishite aishite aishite by Ado

daisy 2.0 (featuring Hatsune Miku) by Ashnikko

five nights at freddy's by The Living Tombstone

freakshow by Punkinloveee and H3artcrush

p3t by Femtanyl

kiss me <3 by Vampyx

4 morant (better luck next time) by Jeethz

mind brand by Maretu

links

xenoidentities

genders

carrd (not finished yet)

pronouns.cc (unfinished)

users to support if you can

stevenblogr needs help getting insulin, please donate (dollars) to his linktree if you can, his goal is $300.

type1diabeticqueen needs help getting insulin, please donate (dollars) to her linktree if you can, her goal is $450.

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dialphone-archived · 1 year

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alienkin (fallen) angelkin etc etc. basically everything u already said :o)

specific dogkin types: saint bernard, pitbull, n border collie

i think snuffs also eldritchkin & experimentkin!

also satan reincarnated

fictionkintypes : Amanda Young, Ginger Fitzgerald, & probably someone from gummo

also kins a few albums! specifically : watch as i perform my own tracheotomy (talkshow boy), committed to a bright future (dfd), anarchists of good taste (dfd), mr bungle self titled & korn self titled

also as a bonus but not really kintype related : goregender butch lesbian who uses snuff/splatter/gore/it/he pronounce SO TRU!

saint bernard......yes....... ALBUM KINS ARE A THING? THATS SOCOOL.

#chat.txt #GOREGENDER......YES YES........

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evildadstims · 2 years

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Pinned Post | DNI

Hi, I’m Shadow! I identify as transmasculine, and I use he/they pronouns. I am 21. I am neurodivergent and have both ADHD and autism.

I post stimboards (gifs), moodboards, and other content that I feel like making.

Most of my boards are okay to tag as kin! Some posts will not be okay to tag as kin and will be marked appropriately. Please respect my “do not tag”!

Spam likers get blocked. Spam reblog instead! There is no algorithm on Tumblr. Posts only get around by being reblogged. Please reblog posts you like!

Requests open: Stimboards, moodboards, DNI banners, userboxes, therian/kin edits.

Requests closed: None!

Triggers are tagged like this: // trigger.

Other things! TW for mentions of various triggers on the DNI list.

My Kintypes | Self-Inserts and my F/O's |

Accepted medias for requests: Legacy of Kain. The Band GHOST. The Elder Scrolls. Evil Dead. Star Wars. Slashers (No DBD characters unfortunately). Animal Crossing. Pokemon (no characters, just Pokemon). Undertale and Deltarune (and certain AUs). (Some) MCU and DC. Bluey. Rugrats. Spongebob.

Feel free to ask if you don’t see a media you want on this list!

I will never post anything about substances such as alcohol or drugs, including marijuana. If there is ever a trigger you need me to tag, just let me know! I will never judge someone for a trigger and will happily tag it for you.

Other blogs-

Evil Dead incorrect quotes: incorrect-evildead

Imagines and x readers: obscure-imaginations

OC, Self-Insert, and RP blog: dragon-in-the-woods

Witchcraft: witchykinny

Reality Shifting: witchyshifter

DNI:

Bigots of any kind. Christans/catholics. Pro-lifers. The Satanic Temple or any of its associates, inclusing "atheistic" Satanists/Luciferians. TERFs/radfems/gender critical/trandmeds/etc. Proshippers/comshippers/variants. Pedophiles/MAPS/NOMAPS/PEARS/etc. Incest (includes adoption). Noncon. DSMP/Harry Potter/Melanie Martinez fans. Starseed/indigo children/other ableists. Anti self-dx. Romanticized Noncon/dubcon/CNC. Kink littlespace/DDLG/CGLRE/ABDL/anything kink related in those terms, or if you sexualize children/littles in any capacity.

AND. Anyone who thinks any of the above is okay, including “letting people consume/create/enjoy what they want without consequences".

Blacklisted media (requests for these are prohibited for various reasons): DSMP. Harry Potter. Melanie Martinez. Hazbin Hotel/Helluva Boss.

For personal reasons, no: Hamilton. Genshin/Honkai. Heathers. Bendy and the Ink Machine.

#// abuse mention #pinned post #dni

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fuvkin-feral-kins · 4 years

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T̸h̵e̷ ̵b̸l̶o̵o̵d̷ ̵o̸f̶ ̶m̶y̶ ̵c̴u̵l̶t̵i̸s̵t̶s̷

̵k̴e̵e̷p̷s̷ ̸m̷e̴ ̷s̸u̶s̷t̴a̷i̴n̴e̷d̷ ̵e̸v̴e̷n̵ ̵s̷t̶i̷l̴l̷.̷.̸.̶

#voidkin #void #voidcore #vampirekin #vampyr #vampire #dark kintypes #darkkin #dark fae #dark thoughts #demonkin #demonic #daemonkin #satanic kintypes #kin memories #kin thoughts

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subtly-menacing · 3 years

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About the line between psychological otherkin and reclaiming nonhumanity in a symbolic way

I have thought about this regarding my kintype a lot, so when this discussion came about I wanted to try to find the words to describe how I feel about this.

I mean. I'm not cisgender, or monogamous, or perisex, or straight, or neurotypical. A lot of those things alienate me from various connections I could have otherwise. Not only that, I'm a Christian mythos adjacent demon and "demonic/satanic influence" is often cited by Christian religious fundamentalists to justify those things being illnesses, failures or otherwise bad.

Also. I do experience some form or maladaptive daydreaming, so it would be really easy for me to project myself into a fantasy and imagine stories about being any sort of nonhuman being, and/or fictional character, as long as they were appealing enough. Although my kintype isn't solely defined by past or present stories, I did notice patterns regarding scenarios or parame ("self insert character" within daydreams) traits that helped me figure out things about my kintype.

Which means that, in theory, me seeing myself as a demon could be seen as some sort of projection based on reclaiming archetypes used in the society I live against people like me.

So. Here are my opinions:

I don't think "can this be explained with normal human things" is a good rule of thumb. Most people don’t share their non-normative thoughts, so it's hard to separate "normal human thing" from "nonhuman only thing". Especially for those who, like me, never had a lot of close friends to talk to.

What I think is more helpful is thinking about how prevalent and "attached" (for the lack of a better word) this identity is.

So, say someone adopts the identity of a changeling, a demon, an orc, a cat, a rabbit, an alien, a Mewtwo, a crystal gem or whatever/whoever else either because of neurodivergence itself (in the case of delusions, for instance) or because of dehumanization and/or isolation.

(And while someone could forge a linktype because of this, since we're mostly talking about being otherkin here, let's say this adoption is or can be seen as unconscious and/or that this process ends or can end up on the kintype not being a choice because it's tied to permanent identities and/or experiences.)

The thing is. Does this person consider themself Other over this? If it's just for jokes, internet nicknames, aesthetics and daydreams the person considers to be separate from their real self, that's probably not an alterhuman experience.

But, if the person deeply sees themself as Other; if the person considers what does it mean to be Other in the way they are and in what ways their life is affected by it; if the person sees their identity as something they were always meant to be and can't just stop if it's inconvenient? I don't think it would be right to consider this roleplaying/wishkin.

And this basically means it's mostly based on what someone thinks about that identity themself; how much they want to explore it and/or how much they think it's tied to their sense of self. Maybe someone can have sort of the same experiences I've had but then came to the conclusion they are not just deep/just part of a mix of finding an archetype cool and projecting onto it in a neurodivergent way.

This is where the "experience over strict definitions" stuff gets relevant, right? I'm not a demon just because of taste in media or shifts, or even because other people could (and already did) call me demon as an insult, but because I need to be aware of the stuff I have to work through for being what I am in a humancentric society, because seeing myself as demonkin makes sense in a way that's deeper than what I'm able to express, and because this is not something that goes away based on trends or interests.

Of course, others can have other reasons as to why/how they are otherkin even though it could, at least in theory, be explained away. And a lot of similar experiences can also be filed under otherlink or othervague instead of otherkin, I suppose. The line can be quite fuzzy, and that's why I find selfdetermination and knowledge about alterhuman labels to be so important.

#otherkin #otherkind #alterhuman

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reignofsiderians · 3 years

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You are fooling yourself to think changing your kintype to suit 'Satan' or Lucifer is valid (and not because of him). You have created and let others create for you siderians that are now somehow under Lucifer when they were not many years ago. They were just a unique feline kintype. You forced this change for your own interests. It puts into question if they exist to the caliber you claim they do. Their bios are written too quickly even though you just met some of them and it seems convenient.

Seriously what the fuck are you blabbering about. You nearly made me laugh and you smell jealous as fuck. 10+ years is not yesterday, mate. Maybe you should look beyond your short little nose.

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fictionkinfessions · 2 years

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To the Spamton ( 💚💙 ) post askin’ about phantom limbs ;;

I’ve only very rarely felt phantom limbs, if not only once in this human vessel. Nonetheless, they were medium-sized wings that fluttered a bit while I was dozin’ off, and I could almost see the colors of my wings too, which was super neat in my opinion. They weren’t connected to the kintype I’m signing this under (Ruv from Mid-Fight Masses), though I strongly feel that they could either be connected to my deviltype (Which I’m now kinsidering to have been a Satyr-like/Semi-bibivally accurate version of The Devil/Satan himself, which I’ve most definitely had many recent instances phantom limbs of my leg hooves, now that I think about it) or one of my OCtypes (’m also an OCkin).

;; Ruv⚠️🌈

(( MPC: Is #⚠️🌈 or #Ruv⚠️🌈 already taken as a post tag on this blog? If not, I’d appreciate if this could be tagged as either if possible ))

party note: I do not check if custom tags are taken, please check for yourself if they’re free to use and then go from there! Thank you!

#fictionkinfessions #fictionkin #ruvkin #fridaynightfunkinkin #midflightmassesskin #fnfkin #kin limbs #ockin #mod party cat!

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froghearted · 4 years

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About Me

Hi! I'm Blue, or alterhuman names! I'm in my 20s. I identify as demigirlflux, and use she/they/frog/ribbit/yan/pond/blu/blue pronouns. You can read about my alterhuman identities here.

About the Blog

I'm somewhat new to the alterhuman community! I love talking about these things, which is why my inbox is open for confessions, chatting, gushing, and anything really! I specifically want to find the 'hearted community on here! Though this also means I'm still learning and am new to some terms. I'd love to do moodboards and stuff like your typical kin blog does, but I unfortunately don't usually have the time. (And for the sake of reminding myself, my own text posts are under #rambles).

About My Hearttypes

Doubles are a-okay except for Videl Satan (who is, incidentally, my only kintype).

I did not fully chose my hearttypes (see here for more explanation, specifically the second paragraph under the 'hearted section). I may or may not have chosen my synpaths, it depends which one. I chose most of my copinglinks.

I explored myself in relation to alterhumanity on and off for about a year before confirming things. My journey was especially lengthy because while I used the term kin, it didn't quite fit me and only when I found the term 'hearted did it all come together. My memory is awful so unfortunately any other hearttypes, synpaths or etc. from before I figured myself out may be lost. However recently I've enjoyed revisiting old series from my younger years so I have a chance to rediscover them. Frogs, however, have been important to me since 2016, I simply didn't realize what it was. Similarly, Blue Oak was important to me in my childhood (probably 7 to 11 ish?), and Yuno has stuck with me since I first watched Future Diary in 2013.

I do shift occasionally. It's not super common or usually intense for me.

I don't experience any sort of species dysphoria.

#kin blog #otherhearted #fictionhearted #kin community #about #alterhuman

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xxravendarkbloodmoonxx-blog · 6 years

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Welcome to my torment🔪

My name is Raven Dark Luna Bloodmoon Sorrow Kendrick.

I am sixteen years old and a libra. I'm a proud feminist and wiccan satanist. I identify as nonbinary female-deathgender and my pronouns are she/her/hers/darkness. I a m bisexual. I am otherkin and my kintypes are vampyrekin, demonkin, darknesskin, batkin, and wolfkin.

I enjoy creepypasta, undertale, homestuck, rick and morty, five nights at freddys, majora's mask, Set it Off, My Chemical Romance, roleplaying, furries, Evanescence, Pierce the Veil, Black Veil Brides, Twenty One Pilots, emo rock, punk rock, Twilight, cutting, satan, knives, drinking blood, gothic fashion, anime, pentagrams, the tears of my enemies, yaoi, cats, bats, fantasizing about suicide, fire, working towards the feminist revolution, darkness, the night, and other things.

I hate the patriarchy, sexism, racism, misogyny, homophobia, transphobia, God, Jesus Christ, the Bible, Christians, Christmas, happy people, people who insult my fandoms, fake goths, fake emos, fake fans, life, men, earth, donald trump, angels, white people, water, my enemies and people who dont fear me, america, light, daytime, and other things.

this is my new blog

welcome to hell xoxoxoxox🔪

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explxsiveoutcxst · 3 years

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((vent thingy that got longer than it probably should have))

((warning for excessive cussing/swearing, mentions of death/murder, mentions of demonic/satanic stuff, lots of self-hate and,,,it’s just. a lot. will probably delete later.))

((if you guys knew the true extent of shit I did in multiple of my past lives, all the problems I caused, as well as just general bullshit I believe in in this life, you’d want me dead. you’d destroy me. you’d find where I live, expose me to the world before killing me and then once I was dead and my soul destroyed never to be reborn again, you all would rejoice. if you knew the true me, just every bad thing I’ve ever done, the power I once held in my hands. the fact that I can’t do any of that any more simply because of this human body. the fact that I despise being human and find comfort in acting like how I used to in those lives. the shit that other people did to me was entirely deserved and this current life is one of karma and misery. and it might just be my last one. but I have to sit it out til the end. til it comes naturally. it’s what they’d want. they want me to suffer for all I did to them and I deserve to do so and more.))

((I’ve been told to just forget abt it and take pride in being a villain. be the beast I was born to be. but if I did that, I’d lose whatever I currently have. my ‘friends’ would ditch me at the slightest controversial statement or action. I’d be kicked off the internet and forced to go into hiding once more, people have already tried to remove me from platforms simply because they didn’t like me. it’s ruined this life. it’s nerve-wracking running a kin-based blog. I have trauma from my whitty canon, trauma I don’t want to elaborate on because I’ll be told that I’m romanticizing it. that I don’t actually have trauma, that I’m using it as a fucking shitty plot device to make people feel bad and make fun of those who have real fucking trauma. because none of my kin shit is real is it? according to everyone I know, I’m fucking delusional. how do people stand to be around me again? how do you guys do it? oh right. you don’t know the real me.))

((it’s not like I can just ignore it and act like I’m not me. I try to hide my real self all the time but it doesn’t fucking work. why don’t I just fucking list everything that’s wrong with me like the selfish little attention whore bitch I am. callout post on myself! I fucking hate callouts, they ruin lives, but if anyone deserves their life ruined, it’s me. I’m the worst being to ever exist. I was the literal ruler of hell in multiple lives, one of which I had to kill satan in order to achieve that status. and to do that I had to kill countless other people after dying and going to hell. satan allowed me to return to the world for year-long cycles, I got stronger, I became the fucking devil and continued my insane murder cycles. and in my other ‘ruler of hell’ canon (which is the sarv one) I was just an asshole, it’s a recent kinfirm so I don’t remember much but I wasn’t good.))

((I’M LITERALLY THE FUCKING DEVIL!! I’M THE DEVIL!!! I WAS IN MULTIPLE PAST LIVES, FOR THAT TO HAPPEN MORE THAN ONCE AND FOR ME TO STILL BE INTERESTED IN DEMONIC SHIT IN THIS LIFE NO FUCKING WONDER! I’M THE DEVIL JUST WITHOUT ANY OF MY POWERS. REDUCED TO A MERE MORTAL HUMAN FORM. CURSED WITH REMEMBERING TRAGEDY FROM PAST LIVES THAT NO ONE BELIEVES IN. CURSED WITH BEING A HORRIBLE PERSON. WHY DO YOU PUT FAITH IN ME? WHY DO YOU ACT LIKE SOME WRITING ON A SOCIAL MEDIA PLATFORM SAVES ME FROM BEING SCUM, UTTER GARBAGE? KNOWING ME, IF IT WEREN’T FOR THIS HUMAN FORM, I’D BE LIKE SARV AND MY OTHER “HEY I’M SATAN” CANON--AND THAT ONE’S ONE OF MY MAIN KINTYPES. I FEEL LIKE SHIT FOR EVERY BAD THING I’VE EVER DONE, BUT WHEN DO YOU EXPECT THE DEVIL TO DO A GOOD DEED?))

((,,,yeah, that’s right. never. so unless you want to associate with the fucking devil,,,,,,oh who am I kidding no one’s reading this. and if you are I’m so fucking sorry. I’ll probably delete this later. I’m so ashamed of myself. I hate myself. I hate how I feel powerful looking back on being as strong as satan. I hate how I see myself in these monsters but it also gives me a sense of self that I can’t live without. I hate how no one gets it. everyone’s against me. everyone thinks I’m evil. and I was! and sometimes still am! I just,,,man. this is hard. just leave me alone. I’m not motivated to do much else rn.))

#Out of explosions {ooc}#Can't escape this. {vent}#long post//#..................#fuck.#kill me. right fucking now #just fucking end me #I say as I know I can't leave this life early #sometimes I wish I could #ahaha...#that's not funny.#I'm literally the worst creature to ever exist.#I'm the fucking devil.#the devil reincarnated into a fucking lame human body that I hate.#I'm mentally tiring myself out #I'm going emotionally numb #lol the devil doesn't feel emotions the devil is the embodiment of evil #the devil can't feel remorse!!!!!#shut the fuck up

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v-aes · 7 years

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yo !! I’ve decided to make an otherkin discord for demons, monsters, ghosts, and things of the like !! anything ungodly, monstrous, or dark can get in if you’re curious if your kintype can join or not, dm @daddy-satan !! all the rules are in the rules channel, and upon joining, please introduce yourself I know this is gonna be a server of many ungodly things, but please try and be nice to one another !! it’s the biggest rule join here: https://discord.gg/WuZbNvw !!

#demonkin #ghostkin #monsterkin #ghoulkin #dragonkin #cryptidkin #shadowkin #hellhoundkin #vampirekin #otherkin #kin discord

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headspaceconversations · 6 years

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petition for angie to stop trying to convert us to her god. if we count my kintypes im several demons and a god and a few devils all shoved in a trench coat, PLUS WE HAVE LITERAL SATAN HERE. angie blease

{is angie a jehovah’s witness}

#Anonymous

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okd-blr · 7 years

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Who is the admin

Basics:

While Im sure most of you can figure out who runs this blog, especially if you visit the OKD home page, for use on this blog go ahead and call me V.

I’m 28 years old, if you are a minor who does not wish for adult interaction please be aware of this.

I am a bisexual pre/non transitioned Trans man and use he/they pronouns

While I do not have a current diagnosis I am not neurotypical, very likely I have ADHD

And if any of this matter to you I’m an Aries, a Slytherin and a Furry

Kintypes:

I have three different types-2 kintypes, a Theriotype and a fictotype.

My first kintype technically falls under a few different labels, but would most easily be described as a Cthonic type divine. My other kintype is that of a vampiric like animal/human shapeshifter. these two kintypes tend to be very fluid and blend together.

My theriotype is that of a melanistic jaguar like is depicted in the blog icon

My Fictotype is that of a specific character portrayed on a canadian TV drama that is an Unseelie Fae

Experience as otherkin and in the community:

I first came to the conclusion that I might, in some way, not be entirely human 16 years ago.

At the time Vampire was the only thing I could really think of-as my grandmother was fully invested in the ideas of the Satanic Panic and had assured me as a child vampires and witches were absolutely real (she was right of course but not in the way she imagined)

At first I dismissed this idea as the imaginings of a lonely, bullied child who wanted to be special and wished for control and power in their life. yes I was pretty quick on the critical thinking train.

However the experiences I had, the feelings I had that lead me to initially suspect being nonhuman did not go away despite my skepticism and so I would explore it in small ways until roughly 2004 when i would stumble across resources for the Real Vampire community and a small-likely now gone-page for the ‘were’ community ( the label used prior to Therianthropy)

I read through these sites-especially the resources on vampirism, very thoroughly-though I did not join the forums as I was not allowed to do that kind of thing because of aforementioned paranoid grandmother.

In high school I had a number of friends who claimed to be vampires, witches, reincarnated angels and such but it was clear pretty much from the beginning that this was just a game to them and they tended to engage in lots of drama and pretty teenage backstabbing and gossip. I largely managed to avoid this by claiming to be a “solitary’ vampire.

There were others I would meet in college who would, for a while, genuinely believe these kinds of things but feel out of it again after a few years-again I was the only one who remained serious about these experiences and identity.

In early 2009 during my third semester of college I would discover the forum TherianWilderness via someones Deviantart signature. Being a now independent adult I signed up, and from there also signed up for Werelist. Mostly at this time I was exploring my theriotype and the shapeshifter kintype.

I would later bring up the subject of incarnated angels on Werelist and be directed to otherkin specific forums such as OtherkinPhenomena and OtherkinAlliance. (Though I ended up with an account on nearly every active Otherkin forum at the time, OKA was where I eventually settled down) from there

I would begin much more serious introspection and personal growth not only related to my being Otherkin but also in relation to the rest of my spirituality. in this facet the older members of these forums were a huge asset to me and I continue to value their input and opinions on the subject-even though the group from those days has largely drifted away from each other. This same group of people would also be active in specific Otherkin circles and groups on Livejournal and then Dreamwidth.

In 2011 I would found Otherkin-Deviants on DeviantArt.com-At the time it was one of the few groups that was not Therian specific and in the ensuing 7 nyears it has become one of the largest Alterhuman related groups on Deviantart at over 350 members.

Also in early 2011 I would create a Tumblr account. At this time there was no Otherkin community here and my main blog was almost entirely Harry Potter related. After some explosive life stuff I would be gone from the internet for a year-when I returned to Tumblr in April 2012 the Otherkin tag on Tumblr was in full swing and already full of drama, misinformation, trolls and a bunch of other ridiculous crap. So of course I rolled up my selves and went to work correcting what i could and attempting to police/moderate a community that inherently can not be moderated on this particular medium. It was all very dramatic, theres was lots of yelling and by 2014 I was sick of it all and decided to take a break from the kin community-aside from a select few people who I enjoyed talking to.

Sometime in early 2016 I decided it was time to end my hiatus and take a peak back into the tags-annnnd it pretty much hadn't changed. but I was much better at handling The Discourse at that point and knew when to disengage.

Sometime not too long after my return I would realize the fae kintype I had been unsure of and questioning for nearly 10 years was, in fact, a fictotype.

And while I had only been gone fro about two years-there didn't seem to be very many kin left in the tags who remembered me so establishing myself as a knowledgeable person within the community was starting over from scratch. I still wouldn't say I’m exactly a go to person when it comes to correcting misinformation-because while I do do that on my personal kin blogs those blogs are mostly for me to log my own personal experiences.

That brings us up to now-where I have created this extension of the OKD deviant art group. This blog has the same purpose as the original group-to showcase community art and creativity and foster a place for open and civil discussion and education. Though this is one of many ‘kin help blogs’ many of the blogs out there that claim to be information or for helping Otherkin/Therian/Fictionkin are FULL of misinformation and the mods of those blogs do not always take well to being corrected.

So, to summarize- I realized I was Otherkin 16 years ago, prior to ever knowing there was a community- and have been an active participant and admin of my own groups for the last close to 9 years-on a verity of different mediums from forums to chats to Tumblr, Amino and Discord.

Who I am otherwise:

I am a freelance artist living in the US with my fiance and our son and cats.

I love TV, films and books-especially the horror, scifi, and fantasy genres. I identify as being somewhere between Punk and Goth and truly love the music from both subcultures-though I also love music from many other different genres. I also greatly enjoy table top gaming and it would be really cool if I actually had time to join a D&D campaign.

I joyfully engage in fandom and shipping and spend probably too much time looking at fanart and reading fanfiction. If you're interested ask me for my fandom blog :3

As mentioned earlier, I am a furry and enjoy the art and interactions of the furry community. As an artist I particularly enjoy how wonderful the furry community is about supporting artists.

Most of my time however is probably spent stressing about pretty typical things like rent, utility bills, car repairs and home maintenance. I may not be human on the inside but rent is rent no matter who, or what, you are.

#otherkin #therian #fictionkin #OKD on tumblr

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