#saved a lot of smoke

[ruporas]

drank too much

[ID: Digital Art of Vash and Wolfwood from Trigun Maximum. Vash’s body is turned slightly away from the viewer as he holds a staggering Wolfwood by his shoulder. He has one foot ahead of the other, the foot in the back used to stabilize himself from tipping over. Wolfwood is tethering into Vash, his weight pressed into him with his arms wrapped around Vash’s waist and his face is hidden away as he leans against Vash’s shoulder. Vash’s expression can be seen, his eyes wide and mouth tight-lipped, and his face is flushed red. A speech bubble comes out from Wolfwood, saying a drawled “Spikeyyy...”. The background are desaturated pastels of blue and green, showing night time, as they stand in the middle of an empty street that is also lit by the moon not depicted. Yellow light is seen coming from the inside of a saloon. End ID]

#vashwood #Vash the Stampede #nicholas d wolfwood #trigun #trigun maximum #when i think of who handles their alcohol best -- it's going to be vash naturally. considering his age but also his plant biology? #idk how his plant biology comes into things but it feels like it makes sense... and helps build his tolerance... also he's canonically #a bit of an alcoholic i think... one of his vices. and im sure ww drinks but his go-to comfort is through smoking not drinking #slight detour but the barkeeper was also like i'm the angel that provides drinks for these troubled souls. all i could think of is #a parallel from ww to vash... vash going thru this hell on his own during that point in the chapter and ww is the angel who will give him #his space and then also save him later. But anyway. that's a completely different topic. as a result of ww Not being much of a drinker #i feel like he'd be clingy... a LOT less verbal but more physically affectionate #i feel like he'd be able to speak as he normally does but when he wants to ask for something he'd just reduce it down to names #spikey needle noggin while tugging on vash's arm. vash explodes immediately #this is also very self indulgent if u cant tell. #i was just thinking that ww while sober is a hard cage to crack through no matter how close vw gets to one another. #while ww can end up being emotionally vulnerable -- has to at some point within their relationship -- he still just has tons of trouble #navigating his own personal wants. #ruporas art

[castawavy]

arun invited stephen to the spice festival, and june tagged along so stephen bought her a drink, and everyone got to know eachother 🥰

before / next

#ts4 #ts4 gameplay #sims 4 #sims 4 gameplay #s: stephen #s: june #s: raj #s: arun #tw smoking #tw alcohol #I hate writing long captions sorry but lots happened #november save

[heyitslapis]

I wonder if Abby even realizes that her penance for what she did to Joel was to BECOME Joel.

#she probably never understood what could bring a person to kill so many just to save one person #she didnt understand why her dad wouldnt want it to be her on that operating table #until Lev & Owen she didnt have that. she'd never felt that unconditional irrational love & protectiveness for anyone #by the time we see abby at the end of the game i think she understands. at least i hope she does #by the end nothing mattered to her except for protecting Lev #she didnt care that Ellie was there. she didnt care that Ellie wanted to fight/kill her. she just wanted to keep Lev safe #with Owen too #she didnt want to admit something was still there but it was #Abby probably wouldnt have gone to the theater if Owen (and probably Mel) were still alive when she returned from the Island #if Owen were still alive Mel probably wouldve stayed with the WLF & Abby wouldve gone to Santa Barbera #idk i just smoke & have a lot rattling around in my brain #abby anderson #abigail anderson #abby tlou #tlou2 #the last of us #emma rambles #food for thought

[givehimthemedicine]

never forget El isn't just touchy feely as a random personality trait, she's spent most of her developmentally critical years horribly starved of touch and warmth and love :)

and every moment of physical comfort she receives is precious to her as an antidote to some specific moment in her past when she suffered the lack of it :) and you can also see the shadow of her traumas in the ways she thinks to give physical comfort :)

and also don't forget that her trauma didn't end with the lab :) when we first meet her her traumas are drawn from lab days but by later seasons it's clear some of the traumas guiding her behavior are just... the show :) such as the crushing pressure of everyone counting on her to find Will :)

and if I spend more than 2 seconds thinking about what any simple little moment of closeness/physical affection/comfort must mean to El I will start sobbing and never stop :)

#eleven #lab feels #the max ones are heavily relevant to my fic #el is fairly into touching peoples heads during hugs in general #but her comforting max involves a lot of head stroking and i'm thinking it's because that's an old self soothing habit :( #also I realize 'its okay' is an extremely standard thing to say to a distressed person but #what if she says that to max because she remembers joyce saying it to her in the void and it making her feel better #and what do you wanna bet she held onto max's hand like that because she remembers going into the void to find will #and knowing she's his only hope and his fate is completely on her shoulders and all these people are counting on her #and then feeling will's hand dissolve in hers. and not knowing where he went or how to help him #and now she's gone in to find max and it's the same thing all over again and she's max's only hope #only this time it isn't some kid it's her best friend and the person she probably loves most in the world. and who trusts her to save her #do you know how terrified she is that max is gonna turn into smoke too. and disappear to somewhere el can't find her or help her #do you know how terrified she is that she's going to fail her #do you get what unfathomable trauma it is that she did fail her (it wasn't her fault but with her hero complex she'll feel like it is) #i will be adding to this gifset in season 5 when max wakes up #im fine (im not) #angst #mine #bestof

[shadow0-1]

I wish I knew how to quit you

#call of duty #modern warfare #call of duty modern warfare #MWII #CoD MWII #blender renders #Shadow Company #OC: Jax #Jackie Ramirez #Ship: High Places #tw character death #well its implied but yknow #:D I like hurting myself #AU where Jackie didn't make it in time to save Graves #And he bled out in the fire #there's a lot here #Jack wearing Graves' watch #his dialogue color being more dark/gray than usual #him smoking again #I may or may not be getting those tags irl :)

[lilac-hecox]

Ian better get to Sacramento to get his man I swear to God.

#ianthony #☀️🔍 #save him ian hes smoking weed and walking in parking lots at like midnight

[martyryo]

2010's icon

#artists on tumblr #digital art #illustration #art #doodle #pixel aesthetic #flash games #stupidella #game fanart #remembered about her days ago and now I think abt her constantly #girlie was part of my childhood #purest and rawest form of girlboss #on the re-uploaded versions around online games sites they gave her clothes also #like I played it days ago with my sis and I was like “wait something's wrong” #lover her no matter what #she'd join the fight club for funsies probably #stupidella save me stupidella #I sure be drawing a lot of smokers as someone who fucking hates smoke

[comediakaidanovsky]

maybe daniel garcia's new gimmick should be that he's jonathan harker like he's a gothic damsel held captive by a decrepit old world vampire every promo is just him being locked in a room writing despairing letters and he wears a billowy white shirt that's unbuttoned down to the waistline of his pants and he stares wistfully out the window (except jericho will randomly appear outside of it like a jumpscare and then crawl in lizard fashion all over the walls)

#and the vampire needs to straight up die to save him #the only way to free him is to end the vampire's influence by literally staking him in the ring #lots of smoke machines and pyro and stuff and i bet jericho can spontaneously turn into ash

[ghosthoodie]

confession about my agent 4: she used to smoke weed LMFAO

#she was also the person that ryley cheated w/ sicily on #but i was like naw……. i can’t do that to foursie #does she still smoke weed though………… the answer is probably in her college days but sicily weaned her off of it for the nss #she’s grateful…. saved her a lot of money #tw drugs #caroline(4) #wooden speaks

[harriertail]

Me basically realising that the current RiverClan situation could be so interesting with both Tigerstar, Owlnose, and Splashtail as antagonists struggling for control over RiverClan while Tigerstar also has to deal with factions within his own Clan and a SkyClan-ThunderClan alliance who don’t trust him for meddling with RiverClan’s weak leadership, especially as Bramblestar grows older and weaker; but the Erins won’t do shit with it

#GODDDDD #owlnose is not a good leader tigerstar get rid of himmm #its good to me becoz like. owlnose shud be replaced but not by tigerstar. sovereignty and that. self determination my Gs #splashtail cosying up to tigerstar to be leader and then fucking rebelling against him but not to save RC but to make himself the true #leader of rc in a selfish move >>>> #plsplsplsplsplsssss omggggggg i want like. clan cats as antags again #i dont rlly want a big bad i want lots of lil antagonists who u can kinda sympathise with but also are like Yeah Thats Wrong #like tigerstar i get it but also stoppp omg ur not the usa and this isnt grenada 1983 omgggg #owlnose isnt rlly antag hes just pathetic lol #WAITTTT #bramblestar being a huge dick and removing squirrel from deputyship and then fucking dying for realsies and TC panicking like #fuck tigerstar is gonna come take over us now and allying with skyclan plsssss #windclan can just like idk sunbathe or smth #maybe they stay neutral. swizterland vibes. harestar wants no smoke #asc spoilers #spoilers

[unlettered-heathen]

T-T oh how I wish I had been able to give myself a monthly hobby budget. A local yarn shop is hosting a sweater yarn dyeing workshop- 5 skeins for $125 CAD, extra skeins $25/per. It's cheaper than their in-house-dyed yarn! AND they still have room!

But alas, I have already pre-spent my birthday, xmas, AND my hubby's birthday budget (with his blessing) plus some of our expected tax return money on Hozier in August.

Plus groceries are going up so our wiggle room is gone. Over $1K CAD a month to feed a family of four! $75 is ordering out ONCE. And we do NOT buy brand names, fancy foods, or meat that's not on sale.

I really hope it happens again next year or something when I might be able to scrounge up some extra cash or I finally find a second job.

#vent post #please don't mind the money venting we're scraping by atm and I know a lot of ppl aren't #I just REALLY need to vent #I'm so lucky to have a job that has insurance bc our meds are $175/month with 90% coverage #and hopefully they start RRSP matching again bc that's the only thing we have going to savings atm for a down payment on a house #we need to buy a shitty house in the next year or two when we get kicked out of affordable housing for making too much #or we'll end up being lifelong renters where rent is easily $2k/month for a 3 bedroom illegal suite and only going up #it's my first ever RRSP or anything so there's only like $1k in there now and we're still dipping in and out of my overdraft #hopefully not for much longer now tho fingers crossed #I want to live somewhere where I don't have daily athsma attacks from an attached neighbor smoking indoors #and where we are allowed to paint the walls and have a dishwasher and clean the airducts and not have original 70s asbestos linoleum liftin #and have a working hot water heater we don't have to trick into heating multiple times a day

[itspupppycat]

Kaleigh and I need a little space from each other. I didn’t think teenager super sim years was going to be so challenging. Thankfully I’m playing on long lifespan so she has plenty of time left to get everything done. It’s just been a few frustrating days of not getting detention or any invites to parties to sneak out to. She did finally manage to get detention but then it glitched out and she didn’t actually go to detention (it still checked off the aspiration milestone). Anyway I’ll have a progress post up eventually.

I actually came here to talk about the save I’m switching to this afternoon. It’s just a legacy save that I haven’t played with since August 2023. I started the Rosenthal save to attempt a ten generation legacy but more of a casual thing with little rules. When I last left off all the children from the current generation had finished university and moved back to their respective family homes. The thing is right after they all went to university an affair started between the women who married into the legacy. I wanted mess but now I have to deal with the consequences and figure out how I’m doing rotational play cause I don’t want to just play with the heir.

I have so much to do before I can play though. I need to update their mod folder and then fix up all the settings. I’m excited to play around with a more modded and cc heavy save.

#simblr #black simblr #black simmer #the sims 4 #it’s a puppycat ramble #gonna smoke and then get back to updating these mods #it’s just a lot of little mods and I’m sure I’ll miss something and get upset when the game is fucked up #this is why I play with a copy of the save first after a long break to make sure I don’t destroy my save trying to figure out what is wrong

[leehanist]

can't believe all my roommate's friends were so actively working against me when it came to who gets the big room with the balcony attached to it and in the end she actually got it....

#we agreed to make it fair by drawing lots for it #but i ended up suggesting to use the spinning wheel generator so that it's really up to luck #and i can't believe i shot myself in my own foot with this bc she actually got the big room #even though in the beginning of the year i asked if i could have it when the other roommate moves out #(we knew for a while that she'd move out in summer) #but then my roommate asked if we could draw lots maybe and i said yes bc i didn't wanna be an asshole 😭 #but now she actually got the big room and now i kinda regret not putting my foot down and claiming it #bc on my side everyone told me i could just say that i've been in the flatshare the longest and therefore i could claim the room #but idk i wanted to be nice and look where it got me #it's not the end of the world bc my current room is still nice it's just the smallest #but i'm really complaining abt nothing ig #at least i'm saving money on rent 😅 #but the big room would have been saur nice tbh.... #and the fact that my windows still fave the balcony and now the roommate who constantly invites friends over has the balcony ......... #you see where i'm getting at 😵‍💫 #let's hope i'll get some good sleep the next few week before it's too cold to be on the balcony CJSJCHS #but yeah with her friends working against me i also mean that a lot of them smoke so apparently they told her that she should get the room #bc she smokes and has friends that smoke as if i am not worthy of a balcony bc i don't smoke like 🫠 #idk i felt like i was the only nice on in the scenario who was willing to play fair even though i didn't have to and her friends were still #lowkey pissing on my leg behind my back yk #she was nice about it but her friends get the side eye from me abt the whole thing 😶 #sorry for the rant #delete later #000

[tylenolnighttime]

Already thinking of my next move :// think I’m gonna try to go up north in the new year, I’ll be able to have my own pet friendly apartment all to myself and I could bring my baby Fredda home

#daydreaming of my own place #like even tho I won’t have any furniture it could finally be my space and home #with a pole up #I could smoke my bong no one tel me nothing #I’m gonna have the two busiest months at work here coming up hopefully I can save lots so I can move after the holidays #idk what my heart needs but I feel like I need my puppy and nights alone with twinkle lights and my projector

[katyasghoulfriend]

ok finally watching the new Sunny eps

#there has been A LOT going on in the life of mg katyasghoulfriend #I have been saving them #smoked weed #lowkey forgot I posted that poll but I watched real housewives of atlanta #iasip #mg.text

[milo-is-rambling]

Chronic pain really got me going to bed before it’s even dark out (also my little pink unicorn lights Millie got me look so cool in the second pic)

#my back and shoulder are killing me and I’ve done nothing but smoke weed and stretch and I just hurt so bad #so I’m gonna go to bed and hopefully feel better tomorrow #I work at nine again tomorrow so if anything hopefully going to bed early helps that #I’m excited to sleep hopefully a lot and hopefully really well bc 1) weed. 2) took sleepy cough meds to try and mooch extra pain reliever #out of meds in my cabinet. 3) took a back and muscle pain Aleve (even tho I hate taking pills and it took me like three whole min to get it #down my fucking throat. 4) tired from actually using my brain and anxiety from work tired #5) period tired and chronic pain tired #like guys my brain and my body are both exhausted and the idea of getting up tomorrow and doing any of it again makes me miserable and I did #nothing but sit at a computer for three and a half hours that’s itttttt #like doing two week road-trip then non stop either emotional or physical shit every day until my first day at work #like I’m already setting myself up for this to be the summer of the grind #gonna make a bunch of money (and spend too much and blame it on the summer time and needing a little treat every time I venture out into the #heat or work a day or do anything at all) and then save a bunch all fall winter spring and once it gets colder and I feel like I can handle #my job more I want to focus on how to make moving out happen. like I need to figure out if maybe there’s somewhere I want to live that has #an Office Depot I could transfer to cause office depots are everywhere and maybe that’s an added way for me to figure out where I want to #move #hmmm okay I’m gonna lay in bed on google maps looking at Office Depot locations in New England and I’m just gonna daydream and try to fall #asleep and I’ll look at / add to my Pinterest board of house and apartment inspo #going to think about the future because I want to live !!!! #anyways yeah this is the summer of being miserable and spending all my money on bullshit and daydreaming and disappointing my mother #and also the summer of my weed tolerance doubling forever until I’m back to smoking constantly to the point where I’m making myself sick and #then I’ll get sick of smoking weed for a bit and that’ll lead me into saving money again #or force me into a tolerance break where I stop buying weed #either way I’m going to smoke all summer it’s gonna be weed and sweat and fresh fruit and laying in my room during all of my days off and it #it’s gonna suck and I’m gonna be thinking about my dad the whole time and it’ll be depressing and isolating and lonely and I’ll come out of #the summer recentered and motivated towards big goals again like I always am #and then I’ll crash and burn next spring as always. cycles continue forever thank u seasonal depression. #I want to grow up and mature in the ways I deal with myself my health and advocating for my mental health I feel like I need to grow up a #bit so I hope I do that and it feels good. I hope I make friends and I can daydream about the future every night and my room will smell like #weed and incense and sweat and love and tears and it will be incredible