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girlbloggerinterrupted222 · 7 months

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ihavenolife346 · 1 year

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You have to let me go

Nikki Sixx x f!reader

Summary: After Y/N, Nikki’s girlfriend passed form an overdose. He turned to heavier drugs. Drugs that made him see her…

Warning: Drug use and character death and hallucinations

1 year ago

"𝖡𝗋𝖾��𝗄𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝗇𝖾𝗐𝗌, 𝖸/𝖭 𝖸/𝖫/𝖭, 𝗀𝗂𝗋𝗅𝖿𝗋𝗂𝖾𝗇𝖽 𝗈𝖿 𝖭𝗂𝗄𝗄𝗂 𝖲𝗂𝗑𝗑 𝗁𝖺𝗌 𝖽𝗂𝖾𝖽 𝗈𝖿 𝖺𝗇 𝗈𝗏𝖾𝗋𝖽𝗈𝗌𝖾 𝗍𝗈𝗇𝗂𝗀𝗁𝗍."

Even though the house was screaming with people, even though Nikki was almost completely wasted, even if he could barely understand anything right now…he still heard the news report.

He could have sworn he had heard the name wrong, he could have sworn he didn’t hear the name of 𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘨𝘪𝘳𝘭, the girl he knew he would marry one day. He knew it couldn’t have been her…yet when he pushed his way through the crowd and into the living room, he saw her…her picture, her name, everything was correct. His Y/N was dead, dead from an overdose that he got her addicted to. If he didn’t get her addicted to cocaine, this wouldn’t of happened.

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Vince, Mick, and Tommy all remembered that night like it was yesterday. One second they were all partying together, the next minute Nikki was screaming at everyone to get out. At that time they had no idea what made Nikki kick out everyone…that was until they walked I to the living room to find a sobbing man. All four of them were sober within a second. When Vince, Mick, and Tommy looked at the TV, they knew exactly what made Nikki like this. Y/N was dead. The girl all four of them grew to love…she was gone. They all were talking so long to process the event, they hadn’t even payed attention to the breakdown Nikki was having.

Ever since that day all of them changed. Mick, he seemed to be the most ok out of all of them. But he wasn’t. With him being a few years older than everyone else in the group, he never thought he’d have to live life without the girl he considered to be like his little sister. He always thought he’d be long gone before her. But he knew how to keep to himself and keep his heartbreak to himself.

Vince, he was never particularly close with the girl. But he still liked being friends with her. He loved when she would come to the studio, she’d always brighter up the place. Get everyone to laugh, help them come up with words to new songs, she just made everyone happier.

Then there was Tommy…he had been best friends with the girl since grade school. He was there for her first dance recital, she was there for his first ever football game. They were inseparable from the moment Y/N came up to “the new kid” and asked him to play, Tommy’s very first day at the new elementary school. Tommy’s first ever friend. When he found out she was dead…he lost his shit. She was one of the only things keeping him from doing the same thing that she did…he was struggling.

And finally Nikki…after everything he went though, Y/N was his grounding. He blamed himself for her death, he introduced her to the drug, he was the one who was responsible for getting her a dealer, he blamed himself. The girl who was with him through think and thin. The girl who no matter how many times he pushed her away, she still stayed by his side. He swore to himself that one day he was gonna marry her. She was his reason to try and stop his addiction. Hell, she was even trying to get better. But…it didn’t work out. And Nikki was destroyed because of it. He wasn’t sure how he would love without the girl. He started pushing himself away from everyone in the world. Well everyone expect the girl he loved now. A girl with the name of Heroin.

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1 year after Y/N’s death

Everything was a mess…the band was almost split. Vince killed Razzle, Mick was drinking more, Tommy was lost, and Nikki…poor, poor, Nikki. Over the past couple months he’s been shooting Herion. $1000 a day. Has been for the past 9 months. He was completely lost without her. His Y/N…still had all her stuff in their house, still dreamed of what it would be like if she was still her. Herion helped him with that. Herion let him see her, let him talk to her, let him touch her and hold her. Herion was his answer to everything. So everyday, right around 3:45, he’d go into his closet, get out his stash and shoot up. He’d keep doing it just to be able to see her again. And here he was, on a Friday night, almost passed out in his closet.

“Baby, come on. Open your eyes.” Nikki heard the sweet voice he loved so much. “Come on. baby. You can do it.” Y/N’s voice purred, crouching in front of him.

“Hi baby.” Nikki opened his eyes, a smile on his face, even though he knew she was just a figure of his imagination. “I missed you.” Nikki reached out to the imagination of the girl.

“Nikki.” Y/N’s figure sighed, leaning away from him.

“What’s wrong baby? Is everything ok?” Nikki had a lazy smile on his face, happy to see the girl.

“You have to stop this. You have to stop doing this.” Y/N had tears forming.

“W-what?” Nikki asked, already knowing when she was talking about.

“You have to let me go. You have to stop doing this to yourself.” Y/N pushed herself away from the dying boy.

“Y-Y/N. What are you talking about? You’re here, and I’m fine.” Nikki pushed himself up and off from against the wall.

“Baby…you aren’t fine. Your killing yourself by doing this. You have to stop. And you have to let me go.” Y/N couldn’t dare to look him in the eye.

“I’m fine. I’m still walking aren’t I?” Nikki jinxed himself, having to lean on the wall so he wouldn’t lose balance.

“You have to let me go.” Y/N repeated, finally looking him right in the eye.

“You have to let me, let you go…” Nikki mumbled to himself.

“I need you to do that for me. I need you to let me go. I need you to stop doing this to yourself.” Y/N cupped his face in her smaller hands.

“B-but i won’t see you again…” Nikki felt himself start to tear up.

“You’ll see me again someday. But that day is going to be a long time form now. But you’ll see me again. Y/N choked on her words. “I promise you, you’ll see me again. But right now I need you to get in bed. When you wake up you’ll be fine. And you need to get the help that’s needed.” Y/N lead the man over to his bed, gently getting him settled.

“I love you…” Nikki held onto the girls hand just a bit longer than needed, accepting the fact that he needed help, even if he never got to see her again.

“I love you too Nikki.” Y/N squeezed his hand, kissing his forehead. “Sleep well baby.” Was the last thing Nikki heard before his eyes shut and was passed out for the rest of the night.

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When Nikki woke up the next morning, he knew what he had to get help, he knew he had to let her go, accept that she was dead. She was gone, and he finally knew it, for the time she’s been dead, she was just a figure of his imagination, what he wanted to see. And he needed help because of it. But that’s not what he did. He got up, got some coffee, and went right back to his closet.

He shot up again…

#nikki sixx #the dirt #douglas booth #say no to drugs #drug usage #rock n roll #mötley crüe #nikki sixx x reader

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rainbowangelcastiel · 1 month

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Now you could say "Beat it,"

"Get lost," "Get out of my face with that stuff."

#garfield the cat #garfield #vivziepop #cartoon all stars #say no to drugs #wonderful ways to say no

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ribena59p · 9 months

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lol

#dsaf #dayshift at freddy's #davesport #dave miller #dayshiftatfreddys #dsaf dave #jack kennedy #dsaf jack #dave dsaf #dsaf fanart #dsaf comic #drug #drugs #drug abuse #shotgunning #say no to drugs #dsaf art #bong #lol

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mirmoonight · 2 months

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#m.m.g.s #say no to drugs #fashion #clothes #femme fatale #love #passion #romance #vintage

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hei-n1cky · 4 months

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Roier as a rat astrally projecting into purgatory in a dream to assault the teams with a gun while speaking 3 different languages was not on my 2023 agenda but I laughed my ass off

purgatory lost episode

#say no to drugs #astral dreams or something like that #lmao #purgatory 2 #roier qsmp #hajsjahhshahs

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cokedoutwhoore · 1 year

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i 🤍 art

#art #coked up #cocaiinedays #snorting cocaine #drug abuse #girls who snort #say no to drugs #i love drugs

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dailybehbeh · 5 months

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Behbeh

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dinosaurguy · 1 year

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So true...

#paleontology #dinosaurs #paleontología #dinosaur #ciencia #say no to drugs

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creelby · 8 months

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HE’S AN ICON

#jackson’s diary #exer campbell #say no to drugs

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tattoorue · 11 months

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#say no to drugs #pot #sesame street #bert and ernie #the count sesame street #funny #funny post #lol #funny meme #funny memes #lmao #too funny #drugs

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exu-do-blues · 1 year

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We've lost a great artist due to the abusive use of psychoactive substances. And it repeats all over. Not just with great artists, but with people who could be and do "great " for the progress of the world. All the time. There is a lot of prejudice over addiction, but it is a fact that despite the scenarios being extremely similar for all addicts, the only thing that changes is the character. Today, clean, I can say that anesthetizing life is a bad choice, worse is your life and the things you are going through. I never got over the loss of Amy, or some members of Narcotics Anonymous, or some friends who didn't find a path to recovery. It's not about being straight, it's about learning a new way of living. It's possible. Just for today.

Ps: I respect anyone's free will, under any circumstances, after all I defend the world and the world needs people. If you choose to live using it, ok. We could call it "normotic".

It's not about defending anything, it's just a rant from someone who's already lost people and things* too much.

Fabiano.

#amy winehouse #amywinehouseedits #amywinwousegifs #say no to drugs #drugs and society #drug blog #drug abuse #lana del ray aesthetic #beyonce #lady gaga brasil #beyonce brasil #rihanna brasil #iza #anitta #lgbtq community #lgbtqplus #narcotics anonymous #narcoticosanonimos

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theslimydude · 1 year

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Mario's in drugs now.

#super mario #super mario bros #super mario brothers #nintendo #meme #mario #mario bros #smb #smb movie #say no to drugs #humor

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eightiesfan · 7 months

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#eeeek #say no to drugs #80s #1980s #80's kids #80's gaming

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annabeiie420 · 1 year

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i am drunk

and also want hard drugs

#da drunk writing circle #getting drunk #drunk #drunk poetry #drunk thoughts #i am drunk #drunk watch #i love drugs #drugs and society #say no to drugs #drugs mention #sex and drugs #gimme drugs #i need drugs #i like drugs

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winterspiderpurrs · 1 year

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I came up with this a while back now I can't remember if I created a Moodboard or if I commented on one. But like... this is such a drama filled prompt/plot bunny that I hope will inspire someone to write!

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Bucky wounded vet got addicted to pain meds before moving on to other drugs once he was back stateside. Enabler boyfriend Steve cause he couldn't just abandon Bucky. Maybe convinced him at some point to get counciling .

Enter recovered drug addict Peter Parker councilor.

I picture Steve end up getting a crush on Peter. This cute guy helping him get his boyfriend back ya know? He can't help it.

Peters background: In his late teens, he got an older boyfriend [Tony Stark], and he was the one who introduced the world of drugs to him. He doesn't remember much of that time, at some point they break up but Peter was still heavy into drugs by then and living in the streets cause Uncle Ben got shot when he went out looking for his nephew to bring him home, Aunt May blamed him and or refused to house an addict.

Maybe Peter ends up ODing but survived, and Tony being Tony has Peter's name to flag, and Jarvis informs him of the hospital stay. Guilty Tony, who has since gotten clean, sent Peter off to rehab. Once he recovered and wanted to help others in this situation, Tony created the new facility. They remain friends, though both still harbor feelings. No one knows their shared history.

And then one day while Bucky and Steve are at the couple session or visit. They see Peter and Tony talking. And Bucky gets a flash back of a while party his dealer got him in on. He has fragments of memory of doing lines of coke off Peter with one Tony Stark and possibly had a threesome with them. Basicly passing Peter around between them.

Tony would look at Bucky and panic cause Tony remembered, but it's clear that Peter doesn't. Hence his extra guilt cause he KNOWS he put Peter through shit.

How is Bucky going to explain cheating on Steve? And how it was with someone who Steve is looking up to?

Maybe at some point Tony corners Bucky.

Steve gets extra protective of Bucky. And later Peter.

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