#saying goodbye

[lilystrations]

"What Will You Leave Behind?" If you haven't played Spiritfarer yet, I cannot possibly recommend it enough. Emotional, wholesome, beautiful, and such a wonderful take on coming to terms with saying "goodbye." Thunder Lotus knocked it SO far out of the park with it, and it will forever be a favorite.

#thunder lotus #fanart #fan art #digital art #arte #art #artists of tumblr #game art #gamer #spiritfarer #constellations #digital painting #no ai #indie game #stella #daffodil #saying goodbye #farewell #small artist #small business #artist #artist support #artists on tumblr

[whirlwindofstuff]

#love #heartache #love notes to no one #love poem #spilled heart #painful love #heartbreak #unrequited love #obsessive love #pain in my heart #i miss you #saying goodbye

[mysticficti0n]

goodbye... for awhile

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warnings- swearing, fluffy, emotional, 16years old

words- 1.8k

a/n-I had this idea last night while watching something on insta so here's my go at it! just pretend thats you and Tom 🫡 and for when they preform in class for the lesson I know 'all I wanted' is a song by Paramore (love them sm) but lets say for the sake of this Y/n, Bill and Tom created it okay?

(editing B here may I say I cried while writing this... and editing this so if you ever need to cry, this has you covered)

I woke up and my mood dropped immediately, it was Friday which most people would be excited obviously- the weekend was on it's way, but the thought of today created a pit in my stomach, my last day with the Kaulitz twins, they were my best friends since we began at the school, Bill and I would meet up after lessons everyday and walk home together sometimes even staying at his for dinner, then Tom began hanging with us and 5 years later we've been all best friends and me and Tom started dating we were 14 and now we're 16 and only me, him, our parents, Bill and his other bandmates know about us- but after today....what was us going to become.

I got ready wearing some jeans, a top which tucked neatly to my sides and some shoes I got for my birthday, I decided to go simple with make up, I already was crying so I didn't need mascara dripping down my cheeks. I looked to the mirror and smiled taking a breath "honey?" my moms voice appeared around the corner and then her face with a small smile "oh sweetheart" she cooed walking in a wrapping her arms around me rubbing my back "I know you're gonna miss them, but I promise you'll see them when they're back- it's okay" I sighed to her shoulder letting my tears go down my face before we pulled away

"I'm just scared to be on my own mom and I'll miss them both so much and... I don't want them to leave but I know they have to" I breathed shakily trying to stop the cries before my mom spoke the bell rang making my heart sink instantly

"we'll talk after okay, lets go to them" I nodded grabbing my bag and walking down the stairs as she opened the door "oh boys" she sighed pulling the two for a hug "I'm so proud of you both but gosh we're going to miss you sweets, but you'll be amazing" she spoke pressing a kiss to both their cheeks, letting them out her arms and I finally looked to their faces which looked sadder and I just looked down and covered my face "talk to her boys" my mom said patting their shoulders and soon I felt hands wrap around me

"I'm gonna miss you two so much" I managed to say between my sobs "but I'm so excited for you, I just don't know what I'm gonna do without you guys" we all pulled away and I saw tears slipping from the brown eyed twins "I'm sorry" a small laughed left my lips

"making us cry Y/n" Bill grinned wiping his eyes "I just... I wish we could bring you along with us" he said while looking to Tom who was looking to me, I turned to him and saw tears streaming down his skin

"oh Tom-" I stood taking him into my arms letting his face go to the crook of my neck "its okay- you're okay"

"I-i'm gonna miss you so much" he whimpered to me his hands clinging to me "I don't wanna leave you Y/n" he whispered

"I know" I breathed pressing a kiss to his cheek "I'm going to watch all your interviews though, and anything I find of your band and I'll try come to a few shows I promise" Bill came over and hugged me along with his brother and my arms curled around the two as we all really excepted it was happening

"darlings- lets get a last photo together, for memories" my mom's smooth voice broke us apart and I stood between the two still crying with a painful hiccup every few seconds but smiling non the less "okay 1...2...3" the camera flashed a few times before she started to well up "beautiful, you... you three need to go to school no...now" her voice broke "Y/n I'll see you after and... oh boys" she sighed as the two came to her arms again "love you two so much"

"love you Y/M/N" they answered coming away and taking a breath "ready?" Tom looked to me giving his hand which I took and I said goodbye to my mom and walked out the house for the last time with them.

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1-3rd period flew by and three o'clock was near approaching, our last class together was music which is were we all first met, Tom was already sat at the table when me and Bill walked in from our last lesson and we pulled out chairs out from the desk "last hour" Bill spoke looking to his brother who nodded "I think we get to finish our pieces today- I need the paper" Bill rose and went to the teachers desk leaving me and Tom

"you okay?" I spoke shuffling my chair closer to him and he just shook his head "same, b..but we need to just enjoy this okay- I love you so much" I whispered hitting his leg with my foot

"love you too" a smile appeared to his lips as he playfully kicked me back laughing as I missed my shot "idiot" he spat seeing me huff in annoyance

"got the papers!" Bill cheered coming back and placing the sheet music in front of us, our song 'all I wanted', I was singing along with Bill who was playing the piano and Tom was doing acoustic guitar for the background "okay so we need to practise the end bit and Y/n you can do the 'you' bit okay the really long one" I nodded listening to him speak over what we both had to do, through his speech I felt Toms hand search under the table for mine so quickly when I realised I grabbed his palm and held it under the table giving him the 3 squeeze 'I...Love...you'

Time flew by and it got to our time to perform, we stood in from of our class and teacher who was smiling "before we begin, this is Tom and Bills last day with us before they leave to go on tour! congratulations boys so this people is like a free concert, along with Y/n of course" hearing another person say it was their last day hit my heart in a way I didn't know it could be hit and my eyes teared up "ready?" we all nodded and started our song , throughout the song I could feel a pair of eyes on my side, Tom who sat with a proud smile as I actually hit the note with a tear falling from my eye and then hearing gasps from the class

"all I wanted was you!" we ended and the crowd before us applauded, our teacher clapping too, we all hugged before going to our seats, me and Bill highfived as we sat down and I quickly rubbed the tears from my eyes Tom through me a wink and then the bell sounded meaning time for last lesson where I'm with neither of the boys "I'll see you outside" I turned to the two who nodded and Bill was pulled into a conversation with our teacher and Tom turned to me

"we'll be picked up by this bus thing and Georg and Gustav will be in there so if you wanna say goodbye to them too you can" he smiled wrapping his one arm over my shoulders

"great more crying" I giggled leaning to his arm "I don't want you to go Tom" my voice was calm but inside I was falling apart already

"I don't wanna either... mhh- want me and Bill to walk you to your lesson for the last time? like the old times" he spoke changing the subject before we both started to cry again

"yeah...yes please"

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"have a good weekend everyone!" my teacher announced meaning it was our time to leave, I hurriedly grabbed my things and rushed out the room and sprinted down the corridor to the outside where I could see a mass of people and camera's pointed to two people and a tall man, fuck

"move! please move!" I shouted shoving the crowd as I realised it was Tom and Bill being escorted to the bus that was taking them away "BILL! WAIT BILL PLEASE WAIT" I screamed before finally getting out of the sea of bodies seeing him turn around to me and I rushed into his arms "I'm gonna miss you Bill- fuck I don't want you to leave me here, but do us all proud okay?"

I felt another pair of hands try to pry me away "excuse me ma'am" it was their bodyguard which Bill quickly brushed away before bringing me close again

"we will call- every day, I'll miss you so much- do us proud here too! you'll be amazing okay? come to our shows to see us, scream us I'll know its you okay?" I nodded as tears fell down our cheeks "bye Y/n/n" I sobbed hearing him say it

"bye Billy" I spoke before he let go and I saw Tom rush toward me and I just jumped to his arms, wrapping my arms around his neck and crying into his skin "I love you so much Tom- I love you so so much, you'll do amazing out there, and call me okay- please call me my love and...and don't forget about me " I cried to him and I felt his chest stutter

"I will baby I promise I'll call every night, I'm so sorry we need to go, I love you so much my sweet girl, I promise I will visit when I can and I'm telling you now I wont forget you- how could I?" we pulled apart but still in each others arms "I love you so fucking much baby- so much"

"I love you Tom" we forgot about the crowd and our lips pressed together, it was a kiss I never wanted to leave because I knew leaving it meant I had to let go of him, my boy- I could taste our tears mixing on our lips as we breathed unsteadily before the horn of the car honked "you'll be so good out there... I love you Tom- I love you so much"

"fuck I love you so much Y/n"

we hugged once more before he climbed into the van, I quickly waved to Georg and Gustav who sat patting Tom's back as I watched him sob into his hands, Bill held a heart up as the engine purred awake "DO YOURSELF AND US PROUD AND I PROMISE I'LL COME SEE YOU GUYS- LOVE YOU SO MUCH" I yelled as the began to drive, Tom blew me a kiss before they began to speed up down the road and then they were gone and I just the tears slide down my face until mom showed up coming out the car and wrapping me in a hug "they're gone- they're gone mom" I welped

"I know darling- I know" she held me so tight and brushed the tears from my face "you'll see them again- all of them, and they'll make us all so happy- trust me"

#tom kaulitz imagines #tom kaulitz x reader #tom kaulitz fluff #tom kaulitz #00s #georg listing #tokio hotel #gustav schäfer #germany #bill kaulitz #kaulitz twins #tom kaulitz fanfic #bill kaulitz x reader #humanoid #2000s #2000s music #romance #young love #saying goodbye

[artbysherryle]

My art @artbysherryle

November 19, 2023

Autumn came

red orange and yellow trees

Just around the corner Thanksgiving

I will think of you

when I feel the warmth of the California sun

And everytime I hear about

the beauty of Indonesia

or the cold winter's in Holland

and in the cute faces of dogs and cats

I will forever see you in your children

and remember how special you are

I send you my love

#prose #artrage #digital art #Autumn #illustration #my art #saying goodbye

[creatingnikki]

June, it’s time to say goodbye already. But let me take this time at midnight to tell you that this year, you were what I needed you to be. You did not bring any significant joy and you did not bring any significant pain. The monsoon was late, my coffee is still iced, and my cheeks were barely stained. You gave me time to breathe. You gave me time to be. Thank you. Next time maybe I will be ready to have a more fuller June. But for now, I am going to send you off with silent gratitude.

#goodbye june #writerscreed #abstractcommunity #poeticstories #twc poetry #june 2023 #june #writers on tumblr #poets on tumblr #saying goodbye #thankful and blessed #gratitude #grateful #recovery #time to heal #time to relax #take a breath #creatingnikki

[howifeltabouthim]

After he'd dressed he came back to the bed and kissed her deeply. Don't get up, he said. Stay. He said this as though it were her dream, to lie there in a down grave while he went out into the world.

Lisa Taddeo, from Ghost Lover

#abandoned #postcoital #goodbye kiss #saying goodbye #left behind #dialogue #quotes #lit #words #excerpts #quote #literature #lisa taddeo #ghost lover

[littlepawz]

Beautiful, bittersweet and so thoughtful. One last special treat for a beloved family member. Damn...made me cry

#dogs #dog lovers #last goodbye #going to sleep #last special treat #rainbow bridge #best veterinarians #saying goodbye #hardest decisions #euthanasia appointments #chocolate kisses #good bye kisses #:'(

[ftvs-cm45]

Happy Anniversary, Amphibia Finale!!!

On this day, one of Disney's most iconic shows ended with 3 young girls saving the world of frogs, toads, and newts, and doing "The Hardest Thing."

#disney #amphibia #amphibia s3 #amphibia season 3 #amphibia finale #anne boonchuy #sasha waybright #marcy wu #sprig plantar #frog #photo #calamity trio #calamity anne #calamity powers #calamity sasha #calamity marcy #statue #saying goodbye #drinks #driving

[st4r-t3ars]

“I’ve got you, brother.”

“Until the end.”

#commander cody #captain rex #clone cadets #sort of #just before clone wars #clone trooper art #clone troopers deserve better #saying goodbye #promises

[dessertbird]

Daily Destiel 💙💚

Saying goodbye. 🥺😭💔

#Destiel #deancas #destiel is canon #their love is real #lost and found #saying goodbye #dean pov #sam #jack #widower arc #😭😭💔💔

[wlwdaydreamms]

we had a disappointing ending. i know it crushed you to pieces when i couldn't make you happy anymore. i wish i could have painted a smile on your face when we said goodbye. i know you wanted me to stop you when you chose to walk away but i didn't. i think its time we choose ourselves. you will always have a bittersweet spot in my heart.

#break up #goodbye letter #saying goodbye #short poetry #i miss you #writers on tumblr #i loved you #heartbreak #wlw breakup #first love #heartbroken #poems on tumblr #sad poems #sad stories #sad poetry #sad post #wlw relationship #toxic relationship #growing up #love letter #wlw thoughts #wlw heartbreak #toxic love

[lattes-laughter-andlovenotes]

He was the bestest boy!! He tolerated all of us. He would escape the yard and run through neighborhood. As soon as you got to him, he would take off again. He was naughty, he LOVED kisses and Doritos. He ate jelly beans like a champ and was dog food picky. And yesterday he had the peaceful exit. The staff was WONDERFUL, so compassionate and caring. We love you Max ….

#me #latteslaughterandlovenotes #saying goodbye #maxthewonderdog

[phuezo]

Day 4: Saying Goodbye 🌹🖤 Summer doesn't want to say good bye :3💕 Imagining Raven walking with Summer like this hehe

#phuezo art #rosebirdweek #rosebird #rosebirdweek2022 #rwby #raven branwen #summer rose #day 4 #saying goodbye

[greyaugustuspoetry]

You’ve been acting cold lately

Something between us has changed

And there’s an ache in my body

When I think about how you’re gone

I can’t get you off my mind

I’ve thought of every way to mend this

I just need you to come back and listen

I don’t know why you said what you did

But it hurt so badly, I have a scar on my heart

Just tell me what you hate about me

I’m sorry for all of it I swear I am

If I could fix it all I would, I promise you that

But you aren’t letting me in anymore

Please don't let me go, I'm scared of the cold

-Grey Augustus



#poetry #poem #sad poem #original poem #sad poetry #poetry blog #poems and poetry #depressing poem #losing a friend #saying goodbye #letting go #losing you #iloveyou #im sorry #iwanttofixit #young poets #poetic #poets of tumblr #emotional

[random-fandom-whump]

Stargate Atlantis S05E06 ↳ RFW's Favorite Stargate Whump Moments

#stargate atlantis #rodney mckay #john sheppard #saying goodbye #(or trying to) #space illness #brain parasite #alien parasite #memory loss #mcshep #ep: the shrine #sga 5x06 #sga #stargate #come explain to me how they couldn't possibly be in love #seriously #i'll wait #joe flanigan #david hewlett #iconic #stargate: atlantis

[creatingnikki]

I look at our picture from a year ago and not only do I not recognize “us” but also the woman I used to be. She had long hair and a softer face and she believed the words of men like you if they used just the right analogies and punctuated well and kissed her on the forehead. She drank four bottles of wine with strangers and walked in the rain with internet friends she was meeting for the first time exploring a new city and all its bookstores. She had so much hope despite being disappointed and dejected and hurt. She was forgiving and she was patient, a good listener. She wanted to hear what haunted you and she wanted to know how she could help you as you healed. She was eager, she was excited, she was open to all the experiences life still had in store for her. And us? We were kind to each other, we respected each other, and we wanted to kiss and kiss and kiss. 

Now? The woman I am now...she has short hair, sharper eyes, and a more restrained smile. She will not drink more than two glasses of wine and she will not care for strangers. She has very little hope and no time to explore even home. She does not want to listen to your life’s story and she doesn’t want to help in anyway. She will not forgive and she will not overthink it. She talks in third person sometimes for poetry. 

And us? There is no us because the next time you text me, I will pretend like you never existed. Harsh? Not quite. And so much more kinder than doing what you did to me. 

#spilled ink #fuck you #writerscreed #poeticstories #poetryportal #twc poetry #writers on tumblr #poets on tumblr #time changes things #moving on #healing #saying goodbye #better than you #who we used to be #creatingnikki