#saying this because that’s what my 3rd period teacher does—

[whatsupbomb]

🦁My astro observations🦁

Long time no see. I've been dealing with toxic surroundings for a long time and lost all my health because of it. Now I don't care about anything anyone does to me. I hope to write more about astrology and not my personal problems I swear. It's time for me to come back cause you need my knowledge 😎

Moon is about people in a woman's life who can change her destiny and greatly impact her life since Moon is responsible for periods →

When you check natal chart of your periods, you can see that it will show the events for the whole month up to the next periods

When man likes you, he will behave like your father (natal chart which is Sun persona chart). 1st house is how he will behave when he first meets you

Planets on Ascendant show how men who like a woman feel about her. For example, with Mercury they want to praise her and sing her serenades. With Proserpina they get attached to her and it's hard to forget her. With Venus men see her as a wife material who can raise their kids and take care of their househould

Conjuctions to Jupiter in synastry or composite chart make your partner very giving and abundant. You make him want to earn more to spoil you because he sees potential in you

Oppositions to woman's Vesta in synastry makes your partner live far away from you. He wants to protect you from any harm, but it's impossible because of the distance between you two. But when you meet in real life you can ask him for protection anytime. He might behave like a strict father who protects her daughter when he's with you

Conjuctions to Mars in synastry makes your partner see you as his family member. You spend lots of time together because you can give something that you both lack to each other

Saturn in synastry teaches both partners to be careful about their doings. They prevent each other from ruining their life. For example, with Saturn in Conjuction to Sun your partner will prevent you from star fever

Chiron in synastry makes your partner help you to get rid of toxicity in your life that poisons you. He sees what makes your life miserable and acts like your personal psychologist by giving you meaningful advices on how to better your life

Chiron on house cusps in solar return chart makes you fight over something that people try to steal from you. After this fight Chiron gives you justice by getting rid of something or someone that prevents you from developing in a house cusp sphere

Your job and colleagues can be any house in my observation. When you work on mutual projects like a movie, for example, it's the 7th house. 6th house is a routine job that you can't leave because people at this job need you (teacher, nanny, doctor). 4th house is signing lots of contracts as your job. 11th house is working as an influencer on social media (especially, famous YouTubers). 10th house is being the boss at your job. 8th house is working in economics with other people's money (banks). 5th house is working with real estate. 12th house is being worldwide famous celebrity because this house is responsible for long distance travels. 2nd house is being a freelancer with your own business because it's a house of independence and making your own bread. 1st house is being a public person as your job who's recognized and respected by many (probably jobs that require working with poor people). 3rd house is working as a courier/guide or other jobs which require constantly moving on your feet. 9th house is teaching other people your wisdom (most likely university teachers and priests)

Pets are your Venus because it's about someone who brings you comfort

Some astrologers say that Jupiter is your husband. I can agree with that because Jupiter brings you abundance, luck and happiness. Most of the times men in a marriage provide for women even if she earns good money. Women usually don't feel happy with their earnings. They want to be able to buy anything they want

Interesting how in mythology Jupiter is cheating on his wife with many women. Some wives don't leave their cheating husbands because they're not happy with their earnings. They think they deserve more than other women. They might even do magic on their husbands like accidentally getting pregnant to make them attached to her even after the divorce, so, he can pay her child support which she will spend on herself mostly lol

Strong Black Moon Lilith (#h13) on house cusps and in Conjuctions makes you a great wild animal trainer (or nanny to some crazy kid). You can make animals do anything because you can communicate with them through telepathy. You can actually feel what they need when you look at them

Also, strong Black Moon Lilith makes you want to save stray animals. You hate it when someone hurts them. You want to bring justice to them

It's hard for people with strong North Node to be faithful to their partner. They always have hidden affairs. Only someone with strong Black Moon Lilith can tame them. Especially, if it's Conjucting their North Node in synastry

People with strong Moon are attached to the people they love, but they feel distance or huge differences between them both. For example, young Severus Snape and Lily Potter. Young Severus Snape actually has Moon appearance: shiny looking fair face, plump cheeks and full lips. People with strong Moon also work as secret agents. They have the ability to fit in any group

North Node can show job characteristics that you're gonna have for your whole life because North Node is where you're headed in your life

South Node might show your favourite singers and artists because in my observations South Node is your subconscious (someone who you really are, but didn't realise it yet). South Node people help you realise your truth through words, music, paintings

South Node is the south point of the Moon (your mask in front of people). We can say that South Node is Moon in fall and North Node is Moon in exaltation. Which means that South Node is how you behave when people are gone and you have your alone time (for example, listening to music). And North Node is how you behave in front of people to impress them (your fake self that you don't actually like and respect)

Uranus people scare you because they have unique views they aggressively wanna instill in others since Uranus is exalted in Scorpio which gives Uranus people ability to be remembered by stinging others with their opinions. People with Uranus on Ascendant are very unpleasant when they propagand their views (for example, Chris Evans who posted sexual organ on his Twitter to propagand political views of his father who's actually a politician as far as I remember)

People with Neptune on Ascendant think that nobody can see their rotten soul and wrongdoings because they're disillusional about their public reputation (1st house). They lie a lot about their achievements and try to steal someone else's fame all the time. I think that Kim K has Neptune on Ascendant. She always uses other celebritites to show she's a saint before them

I think that's all for now. Thanks for reading 💕

#astro observations #synastry aspects #jupiter conjuctions #synastry observations #astro notes #celebrity astrology #celebrity natal chart #astrology

[minniesmelody]

Hi it's my birthday ( I know, that last thing I said is not that important ) , but I love your fan fic, especially if they all have Gareth as the main protagonist, I would like to know how is Gareth socializes with a girl, who tries to get friends on her first day of school , girl of which no one takes importance because that typical nerd , as Gareth would approach her to strike up a conversation with her.

First impressions

𝗣𝗮𝗶𝗿𝗶𝗻𝗴 : Gareth Emerson x Fem! Nerd!Reader

𝗦𝘂𝗺𝗺𝗮𝗿𝘆: first day of school in the town of Hawkins was many things, Y/n never expected a warm welcome by curly headed boy to be one of them.

𝗪𝗮𝗿𝗻𝗶𝗻𝘀: pure fluff. Some cussing but very little.

𝗣𝗼𝘃: first person- Gareth

𝗔/𝗻 : happy birthday my love! I can absolutely write about that and thank you for your kind words! I hope today treats you good and hope most of your birthday wishes come true, with love- 🐭🎀 x

It was a normal boring school day. It was a Wednesday for crying out loud, one of the worst days of the week if you ask me, and the fact that-

“Gareth, hey Gareth” Jeff said to me as he caught up with me, as I walking to first period, it’s too damn early for this.

“Yeah man, what’s up?”

“Did you see the new girl?” He asked, a twinkle in his eye.

New girl? Who? What? Where? Huh?

“Wait- have you not seen her yet? She is in the same grade as you dude, she made quite the first impression” Jeff said, a small fit of giggles escaping him afterwards.

“What do you mean quite the first impression?” I asked.

“She tripped on the stairs and fell on top of Carver when she first walked into the door, I kinda feel bad cause she did sorta embarrass herself not even a whole Minute of into the school” Jeff explained to me.

Yeah no that does sound kinda bad.

“Well this is my class, see you at lunch” Jeff said as he parted ways with Gareth.

Gareth soon reached the math classroom which was assigned his first period and took his usual seat in the back row. Class had started, usual boring nonsense of numbers and symbols filling his ears. All of that was interrupted though when someone had entered the classroom.

“I’m sorry but is this classroom B29?” The person said, voice belonging to a girl.

“Ah yes, you must be Y/n, the new transfer student, got lost is my guess in why you are late to my class?” The teacher asked her.

“Yes ma’am, I’m sorry it won’t happen again”

“Yes well, welcome to Hawkins high Y/n, please take a seat somewhere, I was just recapping everyone on how to get the area of a triangle”

I slowly looked around me…damn…the only place left to sit was next to me in the back row. She spotted the seat and took it, slowly sitting down and get trying to get comfortable.

Her outfit was simple, jeans with a red fuzzy cotton sweater and a pair of converse. She had managed to make something so simple look absolutely amazing.

I had caught myself staring, only because she must have felt my eyes burning onto her that she turned her head towards me and shot me a small smile.

Time felt like it froze, like If the world had become Ice.

I didn’t even give her a smile back, just quickly whipping my head back to the chalkboard and trying my hardest for the entire period to keep it that way.

That was the first time I saw her.

The next time was 3rd period, science.

And of course, Mrs. Smith, had placed us next to one another.

We didn’t say anything to one another. But during the class I frequently looked over and watch her. She was doodling in her note book for most of class, different things from stars, to planets, and she even drew a perfect detailed picture of a light saber. What I didn’t expect her to draw next was little dice, mostly D20s, and then it donned on me.

‘Holy shit’ I thought to myself, this girl likes dungeons and dragons. I’ve never met a girl who likes the game, most girls wouldn’t call it a satanic game, the game of the devil in other words. But this girl…not her.

That was the second time I saw her that day. The next was last period. I hadn’t seen her in the cafeteria at lunch, if I did maybe I would have picked up the courage and introduced myself but she wasn’t there, so I didn’t get the chance to.

Last period was P.E, my least favorite class. Coach had given us a free day to do whatever we liked in the gym, I looked over and saw her take that opportunity to go and sit behind the bleachers.

Not very athletic huh? It’s okay, I’m not either. That being one the main reasons why I failed P.E, everyone else ended up with 80s and 90s, while I was stuck between 50s and 60s. But that’s not important right now.

I decided this would be a open chance to introduce myself, so I slowly followed her, stopping a few times along the way to make sure coach or no one else saw me.

There she was, sitting there, a book sitting in her hand, sitting crisscrossed on the floor underneath a bleacher.

She looked so…calm. So care free. Like she was in her own bubble or world, one that included only her and her thoughts. The sight was almost an-

“You know I can see you right?”

My head shot up, I wasn’t expecting her to say something, let alone say something without even looking up, without taking her eyes off the book.

“I- uh- I’m- I just-“

Good job Gareth. Stuttering and making a complete fool out of myself was most definitely the best way to go.

She finally looked up. Her eyes burning into my own. Her eyes were beautiful.

“Hi” she said, a small smile forming on her lips “I’m Y/n”

Y/n. Why did it sound so…good? It definitely fit her. Pretty name for a pretty girl I guess.

“I’m uh- I’m Y/n….WAIT NO..I’m sorry you are

y/n, I’m um…I’m Gareth…”

Good. Fucking. Job. Gareth. Emerson.

“Nice to meet you Gareth” she said with a small giggle.

How did my name sound so good from her? I’ve never loved the sound of my name so much in my life.

I looked down and there sat the book she was reading, it was a Dungeons and dragons guide.

She followed my eyes, hers landing back on the book.

“Dungeons and dragons huh? You play?” I asked her.

“No but I always wanted to play, most people aren’t fond of the game so no one really is up to play”

“Hellfire” I said as soon as she was done saying what she needed to say.

She gave me a puzzled look “sorry?”

“I uh- hellfire, it’s the club I’m in, we play it, Eddie our DM, I could ask him if he could consider you joining” I offered

She just gave me the warmest smile I’ve ever seen “I’d like that”

I knew after that I would try my best to make her feel as welcomed, excepting, and loved to the best of my abilities.

Promise.

#stranger things #hellfire club #gareth emerson #stranger things imagine #gareth stranger things #gareth emerson x reader #dungeons and dungeons #dungeons and dragons #nerdy!reader #gareth the great #minnie speaks🐭🎀 #pls i love this request #hawkins high #corroded coffin #unhealthily obsessed with this man

[kunaigirl]

Hello! I just came across your epilepsy awareness/information post on my dash, and I wanted to ask you something about it if that's alright. You mentioned that having seizures as a kid made you forget alot of stuff and you had to relearn how to read as a 9-10 y/o. Can I ask about that? What was it like? Did things come back to you over time or was it a square one thing? Where you ever held back a grade? I'm not trying to be nosy, I'm just honestly very curious because I've never heard of something like that. I don't have epilepsy so I don't know (but I learned lots from your post and the links you included). I've asked one of my friends who does have it and he said stuff like that can happen but we don't know anyone who has irl. If it's not ok you can ignore this message. I don't want to make you upset, I'm just super curious about what it was like to experience.

Sorry I sat on this for a few days, I've been thinking of how to respond to it. First of all, thank you for asking so politely, that gesture alone means a lot. Anyways, it's ok to ask about it, I don't mind. It's a very alienating experience that had such a heavy impact on my core development, I've always felt really alone and even embarrassed by it. Maybe talking about it can help someone else feel less alone/traumatized. (Long read ahead)

I don't remember a lot of what lead up to when the memories vanished, but I know (from what my mom's told me that my doctors told her) that it was a fucked up reaction to the combination of the dose of medication I was on and the seizures I still kept having despite being on said does. This was back in 2001-2002. I started the process of re-learning from square one in 2003 as a home schooled 3rd grader. It didn't stick and I had to start all over again a few times, and I was still in the process of relearning from 2004-2005, which is when I was 9-10 years old. Also it wasn't just reading, it was writing too.

From what I've gathered, I had a bad enough case of epilepsy where the child meds weren't working, so they had me on a low dose of an adult medication instead, Starting at age 6. There was no way I was making it out of that without complications. I don't remember if I just woke up one day without any memory of how to read, or if it was a slower process of forgetting over a period of days. It's all way too blurry. The school district didn't want to deal with such a personalized learning program for just one kid, so I was home schooled.

What I DO remember was how much time I would spend crying. I KNEW that I learned how to read already, I KNEW I went to school with all the other kids and passed all the tests/etc. I recognized the covers of books I HAD read, and even remembered what was in them, but the words themselves were completely foreign. Gone.

It was like looking at a copy of a book you already read, but it's a different language. You know what's in it, but you don't know what words or symbols you're looking at. I knew this was the language I knew, the one I was speaking. It was ripped away from me, and I felt so stupid. Being told I wasn't going back to school because of it made me feel like a freak. You never feel like more of a freak than when you're 8 years old, struggling your ASS off to read "Cat in the Hat" It hurt in ways I wouldn't wish on anyone. The word "shame" doesn't even begin to cover it. It all felt so damn heavy.

People at the library or books stores would chime in and say "Oh! You don't want that BABY book do you? What about this one instead?" And I would take what they handed me, smile until they left, and then I'd put it down and run to go cry in the public bathroom. I couldn't read what they suggested. I was so furious with myself, it always happened. When we moved out of state in 2006 (6th grade) the schools were more willing to work with me privately, so I was back in public school once again.

From that point on, I was relearning with tutors and teachers in total secret. I hid all of these struggles from my middle school friends because I was horrified how they'd react if they knew about my struggles. Middle school was already fucked up enough. The books I'd carry around that I was "reading for fun" around them were always decoys. I had medical paperwork (IEP documents) that required ALL classes to give me extra time for tests and book reports by law.

Even though my hard work DID pay off and I (obviously) learned how to read and write again, I didn't feel "comfortable" reading until probably age 14. On top of ALL THAT I also developed dyslexia, and I also already had ADHD too. So, it's STILL a struggle sometimes. It's just something I have to live with. I still to this day read really slowly, like, it takes me months to finish one book slowly, but goddamn it, I'm still fucking reading.

I'm 28 years old now, it's been a long time since then. It was a part of my life I was forced by circumstances to experience, and it took a TON of extra hard work just to get to where I am now. I want to give myself some credit for that, and I will NEVER let myself feel ashamed of this struggle ever again. If anyone out there had any experience even remotely similar to this, I see you. I see how strong you are. Keep your head up, and keep reading.

#asks #anon #ok to reblog for awareness purposes but DO NOT CLOWN ON IT SO HELP ME #long post #long story

[pandoraslxna]

i assume your bf is nice. so tell me (virgin) pls how do guys deal or react to your period? and how it was in the beginning of your relationship and how it is now 👀

period-themed fics are always caring and fluffy and i get it, we seek comfort after all 😔 i’m just curious about the real world 😅

In germany, most schools teach basic sex ed when children are in 3rd or 4rd grade. Unfortunately, for some reason many schools split the classes in boys and girls sections and only teach girls about periods, child birth etc and boys about … idk boys stuff or they sometimes don’t have sex ed at all and just go out and play sports with their teacher (yes we had that happened. While the girls got taught basic anatomy, the boys were outside playing football and I’m still angry about it 🙄). Usually there’s another sex ed class later in school from 6-8 grade where boys and girls will be taught together again.

Sadly, that means most boys don’t get educated enough about female anatomy because the girls were taught all that stuff in private and way more detailed. Soo long story short, when me and my bf started dating he was very open about periods, of course he had lots of questions and was generally willing to learn, especially about female hygiene products and how all of that stuff works haha. In the beginning of our relationship, when I was on my period I often told him that I don’t want to sleep with him because I didn’t feel very confident and also didn’t want to gross him out, even when he told me several times that he wouldn’t mind it and that he would never think of periods as something dirty. Of course we now do it when I’m on my period, but usually it’s during the last few days when my flow isn’t that heavy anymore and I alway shower beforehand 😂

When I get cramps my bf is very understanding and takes care of me, i also taught him which period products i use and how they’re all called, how they work, which size for which flow, etc so when he goes grocery shopping he can get me whatever I need without problems. I don’t think all men are as understanding and supportive as he is (which is so fucking sad tbh) so I appreciate what he does for me even more and I’m so glad that he treats me the way he does, because I can safely say this is the man I would want children (especially daughters) with!

Don’t settle for less ladies and don’t pick a guy to have children with if he acts like a child himself when it comes to periods. Just imagine how he would treat your daughter and what mindset he would teach your son!!

#ˏˋ°•*⁀➷ asks 💌

[cleosven]

Re: having more to say.

Yes please. Continue. I would love to hear it :)

And I agree. I think whatever Tyler and his friends did to Xavier was really, really bad but that he withheld a lot of the details so it seems like it was just vandalizing the mural and beating him up. Which makes you wonder exactly what they did to him which I do hope they take the time to explore or touch on in season 2.

Lol, ok! Continuing! Remember, you asked for it, and you can take a water break at any time!

Way Too Many Theories Loosely Related to the Mural: In 6 Random Parts

Timeline:

So if I haven't mentioned this already, I'm pretty sure that Laurel didn't fake her own death at the age of 9. I think she had help from a big-bag-3rd-party group. So I don't think she was working alone in her plan to take down Nevermore, and I think the greater goal of this group is to take down (or use) all outcasts.

She bought the gates house before she became a teacher at Nevermore (which of course was probably funded by this secret evil group). Laurel said she'd been working at Nevermore for a year and a half when she met Wednesday in the library, so she was there at least from the start of the beginning of the previous year, which would have been Tyler's 10th-grade year.

So she had at least two months of that year to get close to Tyler. But again, that is a very short time period to come up with a whole plan, seek out Tyler's history, make the chemicals, use the chemicals, and then control him to destroy the mural. ESPECIALLY if she didn't have any other hyde information before she found out he was a hyde.

Why would she even be looking into using Tyler, or using a Hyde in the first place??

So again, I think she had help planning this. Help from someone who knew about Hydes.

WilowHill:

My current theory is that the WillowHill mental health facility is a cover for normies to experiment on outcasts, or at least Hydes in particular. And I think that they aren't the only places that does this. I think they are part of a larger group of anti-outcast normies that use a combination of science and the "supernatural" arts Laurel mentioned. This is who helped her fake her death, and who helped her plan to take down Nevermore, and it was the plan all along to use Tyler, because they knew about his mother, because she was one of the hydes (or maybe even the only one, we don't know) who was experimented on, and gave them all their knowledge about how to train Hydes.

But again, she was just the middleman to take down one piece of the puzzle. She was in charge of taking down Nevermore on her own time, and I bet there are others out there who were being manipulated to take down other outcast groups. Like the Morningsong group, perhaps. But I'll get more into that later.

If this idea about Willowhill is true, then Tyler's mother could still be out there, under their control. They faked Laurel's death, why not Fran's? They had some control over the coroner it seemed, and they took him out as well. They don't seem to care much about the lives of these lower-level people. So they probably won't try to save Laurel if they have a choice, because she's been exposed. It depends a bit on if they think Tyler is a huge threat to their group. If he is, then they might want to keep her around to control him.

Bad Guy's Plans:

However, I don't think they particularly need Tyler. If he's not a danger to them, he's also useless. And if he's running around, making normies hate outcasts (even if he's killing normies) then they will probably just leave him be, and let the fear in the town build.

I also think they have a lot of backup plans to take down Nevermore. I think that it's also possible that there are many secret types of outcasts living amongst the normies that they plan to use. Nevermore apparently has a strict policy of what types of outcasts are allowed (ex: banned hydes) and also doesn't let everyone in (ex: Bianca had to siren her way in).

So where do all these other outcasts go? My theory again is that there has to be other outcast schools. There could be a hyde specific school, or they could also be regional, or maybe good/bad moral philosophy based.

But, if you can't get there, or don't get in, or don't have the money, etc. I think a lot of outcasts would just pretend to be normies. As shown, some parents even lie to their kids about who they are, making them even easier to use.

Back to the mural again:

So maybe Tyler just destroyed the mural himself, with no manipulation. But Laurel was just on the hunt for one of the many people in town (who had some secret power) to give her a hint that they hated Nevermore too. And then she pounced.

She was able to use him more easily because that hate already had a seed. I think if Tyler absolutely loved outcasts and had no trauma whatsoever, it would have been maybe too difficult to use him against Nevermore. They'd try using someone else. But they didn't. So he had to have some initial dislike for outcasts, in my opinion.

The next middle man bad guy:

But now that Laurel is 'gone' or at least exposed, the Willowhill group will need another middleman, and they might not go after Tyler now that he's escaped. Maybe they'd want to kill him to get him out of the way, but they might not bother putting in the effort to try to use him again. They might just take someone else in the town and use them instead. Either a single person or a set, or even a whole group (hive mind, gang, group sirening, or mob style maybe).

I think that at least one of the people they are going to use is likely already in town and that they are the stalker. Laurel's music box had hidden pictures in it, that seemed just like the stalker images she got. I'm guessing that they've been helping Laurel all along, maybe as another barrier between Laurel and the real people in charge.

This is another person who could have manipulated Tyler, or any of his friends into destroying the mural. Maybe they're a siren or another mind-controlling outcast, or maybe hydes can have multiple masters, or maybe it's Tyler's mom and Hyde parents have a bond over their children automatically, or she built up a bond before he 'died'. So many possibilities.

And this stalker person who may have the ability to control others seems at least a bit tech-savvy. They got Wednesday's phone number somehow and used a bit-moji type thing. Getting the number was either hacking or maybe they are just a student who's sneaky. Or a student who can control Xaiver, and wouldn't look suspicious talking to Xaiver. Such as Bianca.

The sirens:

This is another, very out-there idea, but maybe Bianca sirened Tyler into destroying Xavier's mural. Maybe they were in a fight and she wanted to get back at him, or maybe she hates Nevermore for not accepting her (and 'forcing' her to use her siren powers to get in) or maybe her mother blackmailed her and said if she didn't, she'd expose Bianca to Nevermore.

Or maybe Bianca's mother sirened Bianca to siren Tyler. We don't know the extent of Siren's powers, but if one can siren another, that would make them infinitely more powerful. Just like how the Siren's at the end of s1 sirened the teachers to tell the kids what to do (which would be lovely foreshadowing). But maybe that kind of power takes more effort, and maybe that's why her mom's power is running out.

Summary of who could be 'behind' him destroying the mural: Laurel, Tyler's grief, Tyler's friends, Tyler's mom, Bianca, Bianca's mom, the stalker, the big bag 3rd party group, or maybe a rival outcast school that is all hydes, sirens, from another region of the US or another country

Closing statements:

So yeahhhhh, I've got endless ideas at all times about all things. And I love rambling on. I'm a ramblin' man-child-boy-girl-person. This had been said before

And this is just me building up into talking about and around the mural lol.

If you got this far, I apologize, and I thank you for your time <3

#wednesday theories #wednesday netflix #wednesday questions #wednesday mural #xavier thorpe #tyler galpin #laurel gates #bianca barclay #wednesday willowhill #wednesday morning song #wednesday hyde #wednesday rival outcast school #wednesday essay

[decent0distraction]

Does anyone else watch those teacher skit videos on TikTok by SquireHaligast I think his name is?

Well, if you do, here’s my head canons on the characters, if you care. I might add drawings later if I’m feeling brave, but we’ll see.

To begin, we have Ethan.

Ethan is male, he/him. He has an average group of friends who do average teen things. I wouldn’t say he’s really in any clubs or sports, since he canonically is jaded and apathetic. He slacked off a bit his first two years of high school. Now a senior, he wants to be done with school but he isn’t sure where he wants to go with his life.

During conversation he and Haligast have in the theme episode (the one where Ethan is bored and can’t focus and the assignment is to read a short paragraph and identify the theme), Ethan mocks Haligast by looking through the classifieds. Haligast suggests he be an English teacher, telling him that he’ll have be able to identify theme though. This gets Ethan to focus.

Based on that, my headcanon that Ethan considers becoming a teacher but instead goes on to be a high school counselor instead. He understands what’s it like to be a lost kid, laughing at everything until you wake up one morning and you don’t get the joke anymore. Or maybe you just can’t, because you’re too tired; too bored.

Next up is Sam. I wasn’t sure about their gender at first, but someone said they sound like Brennan Lee Mulligan and after rewatching the “New assigned seats game” episode and the episode where Sam is “upset” about being in Haligast’s class again, here’s what I came up with.

Sam, they/him, chronically intelligent to the point that they don’t see the point in not being in control, because if it were up to these idiots he would never admit he loved, everything would go down like a lead balloon. In the episode where Sam helps Ethan figure out what score he needs on the next assignment, Sam uses language and vocab associated with Dungeons and Dragons. A big part of my headcanon is that Sam not only hosts DND games with his friends, but he convinced Haligast to host the DnD club at the school when he was only a freshman.

Sam seems to have a love/hate relationship with Ethan. Ethan isn’t nearly as smart as Sam, but Ethan is much more flexible. I think that they were friends maybe in the 8th grade or sooner, but as Sam became more and more ahead of the curb, Ethan was further left behind. As seniors, they still hang out in class, but they don’t sit together at lunch and you’ll never catch Ethan in DnD club or Sam at whatever sports game Ethan is pretending to care about.

John! My favorite character, honestly. He/him, John has always been quiet. Everyone is used to it. They don’t expect to speak, so when he finally does (like in the pep assembly episode), they’re taken aback.

But John knows who he is and he cares about his friends and his grades. When he gets a taste of being the teacher, of being someone that important, he realizes that he wants to be seen. He just needed the right stage. He goes on to be a teacher (an English teacher obviously)

The kid in the t shirt. We don’t know their name. We just know that they’re usually the mediator between Sam and Ethan. In the transfer from 3rd period episode, they come off as petty and almost resentful of the kids named from 3rd period, eyeing Alex when they come in.

Until we have a name, my headcanon is that this is the first official girl of the group. I’ve been calling her Emily in my notes, I don’t know why.

But Emily, she/her, doesn’t get involved unless it directly concerns her. In the “Stalemate, Almost” episode where the kids argue over a game, movie, or talking, she tries to direct them to one thing, which prompts Sam to ask if she’ll be boring forever or if she’ll get a personality for Christmas.

Emily is intelligent, but she can disengage unlike Sam. She’s relaxed like Ethan, but she can go toe to toe with Sam. I don’t think we’ve seen her interact with John, but we get two filler characters in “Stalemate, Almost”. One is wearing a long sleeved black shirt and the other is in a grey t shirt. Ethan bargains with the kid in the long sleeved black shirt, and Emily backs him up. Grey t shirt kid counter argues and Emily keeps it up, defending her stance with the other movie people.

Overall, Emily is a chameleon, but she’s not afraid to stand by her friends and her opinions. I definitely think she and Sam are academic rivals.

Alex, the transfer kid, they/her. I choose to believe and she and John are friends, given how they immediately sit next to him and talk about how they’re excited to be in the class.

Alex is from 3rd period, which is described as calmer by their own teacher. I think that means that Alex is hardworking, friendly, and keeps to herself. She’s polite to the others when she walks in, but she directly speaks to John. She greets Sam, who doesn’t actually say hi to her. My headcanon is that she was invited to Sam’s dnd club by a friend or boyfriend/girlfriend and Sam is simply threatened by her.

Alex plays themself off to not be as intelligent as she actually is, claiming she doesn’t know what the counselor meant when they said they had to “even things out”. She comes off as fidgety and nervous, but she’s better at conversation and settling in than John is.

That’s all I have so far. I think it’s kind of weird that I’m making headcanons for these videos, but it’s my comfort show (I know it’s not a show, shut up). Don’t overthink any of this. It’s just for fun.

#this is so stupid #headcanon

[patronsaintofteachercrushes]

9/13

i reallyyyyyy wanna get close with my english teacher, but i’m unsure how. i did the classic “i love to read so i’d love to hear any recommendations you might have !” thing in my like student questionnaire thingy. but he hasn’t given me one yet, or even talked to me personally. i know it’s only my 6th day but still. i’ll call him H on here. he’s hair is always a little messy and it’s graying like his beard. i love when men start to gray, it makes them look so wise and idk weathered ? idk it just does something for me. he’s average height and build, but he’s really funny. not sure how to get an in with him because he hasn’t told us anything that personal about him yet, just that he’s from california and so is his wife.

today in class i was thinking about U. one time during practice he was getting upset with us and the whole time he was yelling i was just thinking about kissing him honestly. today i was thinking about what it would be like to see him outside of the classroom setting or off the field, like what it would be like to text him and drive around on his motorcycle. he isn’t the “type” i’m usually drawn to, but i just like him. maybe because he made the first move. which is the hardest part about having a tc, being the driving factor. whenever he takes attendance and calls my name he always says “ah, there she is.” and he never does that with anyone else. today while looking over my work he gave me so much praise it was insane. unfortunately no “atta girl,” like when i do something good at practice, but at this point i’ll take what i can get.

my friend dropped J’s class which i am so happy about. she’s taking the class he teaches next semester instead so i’m trying to figure out of J teaches that class 3rd period too. also trying to figure out if there’s a second teacher for that subject she might have.

also !! there’s a science teacher who i’ll call B who i’ve always thought was really cute in that sort of dorky J way but he’s much older than J, and i’ll have him 2nd semester this year !! so excited about that. maybe that’ll go somewhere !

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[redspleenxd]

sped x normal(y/n)

y/n:

Today's my first day in high school and I'm a little scared from all the sped people my brother warned me about. Oh yeah I have a big brother he's a senior, Retardo.

Retardo:

"Hey y/n hurry up I'll drive us". There goes my big booty sister y/n. Damn I wish I was her step brother instead, I would've smashed her with my big cock.

y/n:

Here I am my big first day in high school. I'm now 14, a freshman in a big school. "Hey y/n. Make sure to watch out for those speds they're hella weird." My big brother Retardo said. "Okay big daddy I will." I said.

< fast forward to 3rd period >

y/n:

Wait this cant' be. Why does this say sped class????!!! Oh no sped class. Fuck that's what my brother warned me about. Holy shit am I gonna get groped. God I saw some sped in the hallways and they all looked so weird. You know what it's okay I'll just talk to the teacher and counselor. Okay I got this, I said trying to calm myself down.

the class/the speds:

AUGHHHHHH AUGGHHHH AUGHHHHH AUGHHHHH UGHHHHH

y/n:

Fuck I'm so scared why are they acting like that it's like a retard apocalypse. Okay I'll just talk to the teacher. "Hello Mr. Bodwin? Hi I was just wondering why I'm here?." I said. "Oh yeah um you don't look sped I think your counselors just made a mistake. It's okay just stay next to Jayden that guy in the wheelchair in left corner." Mr Bodwin said. I walk towards the far left corner to a guy in a wheelchair. Oh he's cute minus the drool coming out of his mouth. I should introduce myself. " Hi I'm y/n nice to meet you." He didn't say anything for three seocnds until. "AUGhhHHHH RAHUUYgq. HUIuiii my nam is Jayy Jayy Jaydden AUGHHHH." "Oh um hi i um i'll be here for a while I guess so nice to be your partner." " Yo You uu uuu tuooo ugshhs." He said.

<20 minutes pass>

y/n

You known what Jayden is actually pretty cute and funny when you get to know him. Sure I can't understand him most of the time because he's doing "DURRRRRR" but he is cute and handsome. I shoukd ask for his insta. "Hey Jayden can you give me your insta." "SuREEEE," he said. I got it I got his insta yippiieeee. Wait why am I so happy. Am I... am i falling for him. NO IT CANT BE HE"S SPED AND IM NORMAL. AHHHHH NO I CAN"T HES SPED NO. But minus being sped and waving his arm around and smacking stuff he is really cute and he's such a good listener. Fuck I think I am falling for him. I'll make him mine.

< 4 months passes >

Jayden:

AUGHHHHHAGIII my nam is jay jayden DURRR I LOVEEEEEE Y/N. me me me me me eme and her beeeeee together for 2 222222222 months. SHHEEEEE IS girlfriend. AUGRGHH HHAHAHAHHA UAUUAGHAHHAG DYRRRRR SHHHAAAAAA AHHHHHAGHHAHAHH AHHA. Me is in love and hor horny. I put big cock in her.

y/n

Okay so it's been two months since me and jayden started dating and im so happy. I've been wanting to fuck him and I'm going to. I'm going to his house later today and give him my pussy. It's a saturday so it's oka-"UGHHHH FUCK Y/N it feels so good damn." Retardo keeps moaning" Ummmmm okay so I am not fucking my brother he's just fucking his sex toy and moaning my name which is pretty weird but idk.

<fast foward>

y/n

Hiiii jayden *i kiss him*. "AUGHHAHAHHHH HIIII" he said. We go to his room and i place him on the bed. I start removing my clothes which isnt much, just my hoodie and pants bc I have nothing else under. " Are you ready jayden;)" "AHAHAHAHAHHHHHHH HAHHHH YESSSSSB". he said. We start fucking. His cock buried deep inside me, his disabled ass is pounding my pussy. God speds fuck so good. "Ohfuck jayden oh yes jayden ughhhh." He starts moaning so lpoud too, "AUGHHHHH AUGGHHHHH AUGHHHHHH"

<fast forward>

Jayden:

ughhhh aughhh hsuussss theroejeess goooddddddd aughh h durrrrrrr durrrr durrrr. AUGhhhb UgHHHHHB aahhhhhhhh durr teeeeee jkkkk iwwwwww ospdufc8eewuevh UGHHH UGHHH UGHHHHH UGHHJHHH. ME happy ughhhhhhh.

y/n:

"God that felt so good huh jayden." "UAGHHHHHH YES YES YES." he said. I'll stay with you forever Jayden even if you are sped I'll take care of you. We kiss one last time and lay down sleeping next to each other so comfortably. Although I heard AUgGHH AUGHHH the whole time I managed to sleep. Jayden is a sped but he's my spe- AUGHHHAUGHHH AUGGHHB DURRRRRRRR GHHHHA HHHHH UGHHHHH.

<the end>

#sped

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[sifu-paul-fernandez]

Wing Chun Dao My Mission Statement, by Sifu Paul Fernandez,

Wing Chun Dao My Mission Statement, by Sifu Paul Fernandez,

My journey in the martial arts begun when I was a little boy, in the early 70s where I was greatly influenced by the brilliance of the great Bruce Lee.

Being a son of Italian immigrants, we landed in the shores of Australia in late 1965, son of three children my father was a professional soccer player, he was captain of the A grade division team of Catania in Italy for many years before towards the end of his career he was offered an opportunity to develop soccer in Australia in Melbourne. We then later moved to Adelaide Australia where he concentrated his professional coaching career for the rest of his days.

It was ingrained into myself and my older brother Maurice to excel and succeed in sports and to always look at sports as a way of life and wellbeing as a form of high-level concentration. I will always be grateful to my father for having instilled this mindset into us from when we were born. It is without doubt one of the most powerful driving factors in our lives. Needless to say my father was an advocate for boxing and adored the great Ali, I still remember him taking me to an Aussie pub where we watched via Cable TV the fight between Foremen and Ali, the Rumble in the Jungle, I was 9 years old and I can still remember my fear that Ali was going to lose.

As a child I was very affected by the martial arts as was my older brother, mainly because at school there was always problems of racial integration and bullyism, the Italians along with the Greeks or the Vietnamese were never looked upon with great affection, so it was pretty normal to get into daily scraps even when going to primary school. So, it was in that period I was deeply affected seeing Bruce Lee. A powerful image that represented a sort of superhero image that would fix up thugs, bullies and the big guys. What an image!

So! In 1971 My brother started taking lessons from Sifu Jim Fung, a teacher who was connected to some master I had never heard of called Sigung Choy and apparently they both had contact with Yip Man who at the time was alive. Which to me was really exciting because I thought wow, these guys must be something really special cos they probably know or had some sort of training with Bruce Lee…Lol hey how does a 6 year old supposed to think?

At the time he was teaching at the Adelaide University and then I started after a while learning from my brother. In 1972 Sifu Jim had opened a school in Gouger Street Adelaide on the 3rd floor above a ballet school. And I had just turned 7 years old, I started going and I was really wide eyed and truly excited to be learning this art, I just gave it my everything to become really good.

It wasn’t until the year after in 1973 that Sifu Jim opened his official school next door which became the definite school for the remainder of the time.

So, in my formative years I would follow my brother religiously to all of Sifu Jim’s lessons and met many of the instructors there at the time and just trained really hard with my older brother who is quite a few years my senior. Almost like an older uncle lol… At the time I never understood or realised the importance of lineages or realised that maybe I should have taken selfies to prove I was there,lol,  thank God a couple of photos were taken, and plus many of the old and most important instructors of the lineage still remember me.  However What was the most important thing was the value we got out of it, the importance of what we studied, the people we met, meeting GM Tsui Shung Tin and so on.

I never would have thought especially in the 70s how the world would have viewed Wing Chun today through the eyes of this internet, which can be a wonderful tool as much as it can be equally destructive. All I can say about this tool is that if it is not used wisely it can take away the one thing we strived for and took for granted. The willingness, the sense of anticipation, the methodology of forcing your mind to remember instructions, the attitude of getting out to meet people especially new people from different parts of the world and more importantly, having fun and connect with others!

A lot of this with internet seems to be disappearing and Wing Chun is DEFINITELY NOT ABOUT THIS.

In any case, I will continue with my journey.

Many people will judge my journey as being incorrect, or not being faithful to the wing Chun principles but that’s fine, Wing Chun has always been my home regardless of where I have been and it’s easy to explain why.

People will also accuse me to have copied Bruce Lee but my response to that is Ni…in the sense I was greatly inspired by many many people who had the balls to do their own thing and stand on their own feet BUT I definitely took my own Path, and yes Bruce Lee was definitely a great if not my first inspiration. But so was Mohammad Ali, so was Joe Louis, so was Anderson Silva, so was Bas Rutten, GM Tsui Shung Tin, Mike Tyson, Wong SHong Leung, so was Ip Ching, Ip Chun, Marco Ruas,Leung Ting, Tim Witherspoon, Lyte Burley, my good friend Vince Palumbo and his Grand master Cacoy Canete, Emin Boztepe, Sifu Salih Avci, Fedor Emiliankov, Steven Seagal, the Stories of GGM Yip Man, my brother his colleagues,My pops, my friends and students who sacrifice their lives in the police and military forces constantly

The list actually continues I have many more intimate friends I could include who are not well known to the public who are as equally important, but my point is that all these people have broadened my mind and helped me grow in different areas of COMBAT and especially in Street combat which cannot be denied. THIS Has helped me grow in over 5 decades of experience.

A lot of this knowledge I have cross trained over many years and trained it back against wing Chun. It has helped me greatly improve my Wing Chun.

More importantly it got me to my actual mission statement. Which was to broaden, expand and adapt my Chi Sao. This occurred after many many years when I had a much deeper understanding of Chi Sao, Long pole Chi Sao, my sword, and much deeper connecting factors which include internal work. When I then started cross training with people who did Tai Chi Pushing hands. I saw a much deeper connection of Wing Chun with many combat systems and the internal arts.

I connected this type of chi sao work and started globalising it with many forms of Combat, my first being Boxing which was easy for me because I started doing it in the late 70s. I connected it with my weapons work, my grappling work, with what my Greek Roman wrestling teacher has taught me in the last few years, with my Clinching, elbow and Knee work, with security or police control work and close quarter combat work.

The work is very intensive and rewarding and you need to understand wing chun to progress.

I have a very structured system which follows the Wing Chun structure,

Without Wing Chun you cannot progress that’s your starting point.

My system was founded in 2005, it always had the 3 Chinese Emblems called Wing Chun Dao, but initially alongside those emblems was the writing WingTchunDo, then eventually I discarded that and it retained its original name format. This is what I teach and have been teaching to my personal students for years.

Whoever likes these ideas and wishes to follow or learn about Wing Chun Dao can message me privately on messenger thank you.

[luvvyangel]

May 20th 2022 11:00am

Woke up this morning feeling very drained. I had not so good thoughts until I thought heyy I can see my boyfriend today and remembered I have a date :). Going to school and my dad is riding with us. It’s usually my dads girlfriend and her daughter who is 10 taking me to school. My dad doesn’t usually go but today he did. My favorite place to eat or get a drink at is Starbucks. Lately, I have been getting anything new I can find from Starbucks. Came to school went to my first period anxious. I presented a project that we had been working on for 2 weeks and got on with my day. 2nd period comes I am sitting and thinking about my future. What do I wanna do? A month ago I had a meeting with my IEP counselor and I had been taking some tests to see my percentage in subjects I may or may not be good in. He said my best subject was writing. I thought he was just saying that, because I never really cared for writing. Like cool it can be a hobby or something. But then today it just hit me. I can become a writer if I am that good at it. I was in my first period presenting and my teacher said I had very professional vocabulary when it came to my project that I had presented. It had me thinking, and I have no idea if it’s because of the coffee or not, but maybe I can become a writer. My whole year has been focused on aerospace engineering. I had never thought about writing as an career. Does it pay as much? No. Does engineering give me a bigger future? Possibly. But if I do engineering I am going to struggle because first off, I’m not good at the math. Could I get better? Definitely! But it doesn’t just happen right away. For writing though I feel as if I have more of an advantage, because instead of talking about how I feel I can write it and maybe help other people feel like there not alone, or possibly write books. I am not the best when it comes to reading, but that can improve. I genuinely feel like writing can be a definite future for me that I wouldn’t have to struggle to much in. Could there be improvement? Yes definitely. Especially if I’m still a high school student there is always room for improvement. I was in 3rd period graphic design searching for colleges to possibly get in for engineering. One came up with Elon Musk that man went to Pensilvania. I can never be that far from my family. I’m happy for the man he came along way creating the teslas. I didn’t have time to search up colleges for English. I did have time to search up what I can do to start my English career. Next year, junior year I am going to take a class called creative writing. It can teach me a thing or two. I am also gonna be on here writing my daily thoughts and maybe even short stories, and quotes perhaps. Hi I am luvvyangel and I’ll be here for a while. Please stay with me on my adventure of me growing up as a 16 year old and helping me with my writing/engineering career.

Finished at 11:22am

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[widdlediddle2]

Ursula would definitely be the person to have snacks like in her classroom just in case someone in her class is hungry🙄🖐

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[sunball]

WHAT IS GOING ON IN YOUR PERSON'S LIFE RIGHT NOW + A MESSAGE FROM THEM

𖦹 this reading includes what is going on in your person’s life right now, what they (or their higher self) want to say to you at this moment and songs they'd like to give you. this reading is more about your future spouse or your future partner, someone who you may not be in contact with but you're curious about what they're doing.

𖦹 so there will be two paragraphs for each pile (what your person is doing and what they want to say to you). you can choose more than one pile. ex: pile 1 for what your person is doing and pile 2 for the message.

𖦹 how does this work? close your eyes and take deep breaths, pick the pile you are most drawn to. If you aren’t drawn to any pile then that’s okay, these messages aren’t for you.

𖦹 take what resonates.

THE PILES

PILE 01

now playing:

now playing:

pile 01's songs

THEIR LIFE

hello pile 01, welcome to your reading. I'm getting a lot of fire energy here, especially leo. I'm hearing Leo in 1st and 10th house, aries in 8th house, aries mars, mars in 10th house and also Venus in 2nd and 3rd house. I'm also getting gemini and capricorn. capricorn mars, aquarius venus. If these aren't your placements then they're most likely your person's placements. or perhaps, those are their transits. I feel a lot of confident energy from your person, I think they are at a good place right now. Your person has been betrayed and heartbroken quite recently but I feel like they're not trying to let that get to them. they're keeping their head high, focusing on their goals and working really hard. the pain motivated them to work hard, maybe as a way to get revenge? In their head, they may think that if they work hard, they can show off their success to the person that broke them like "hey, look at me now!". for some others, it's possible that they're working really hard because the work distracts them from the pain and the situation. they're acting like the pain isn't affecting them, I'm seeing them just laughing and hanging out with a group of people (their friends?) acting like theyre not dealing with any problems. your person is definitely at a period of time where work is only on their mind, they're hungry for success. success is the only thing your person is heading towards, it's the only direction they see. love isn't on your person's mind at all so I doubt that you've crossed their mind. but little do they know, the direction that they're heading towards will also lead them to you. your person may have travelled somewhere recently or maybe they're thinking of travelling somewhere else. there is change on the horizon for your person, maybe they will be promoted soon or moving countries, going to university, etc. they are so ambitious. I'm seeing piles of paper on desks, papers stuck on walls with dates and notes on them and also quotes. motivational quotes perhaps. your person is also working out, they could be getting up quite early. 6 am? I'm getting mad mars in 6th house vibes from your person. they're feeling burnt out, they have so much on their plate but they're not stopping anytime soon because they like it and also because they have no choice. they're also taking many responsibilities, I'm hearing house chores, work and looking after their parents or siblings. your person could be a student, a business person or they could work in an office. they're organizing their workspace and keeping track of their schedule, getting ready for the next chapter of their life. laziness is not in your person's vocabulary!

THEIR MESSAGE

you know, I am so busy right now. I'm too exhausted to even think about love, to think about you. I don't think about it anymore unlike before. I know at times you feel like we're nowhere close and you doubt my existence because of how distant I feel and I'm sorry. It is partially true, we're nowhere close to eachother and we're both individual human beings. let's live in the present and experience things and meet new people without having to think about eachother. I don't feel right about thinking of the future and just hoping for something to happen, hoping to just end up with someone like you. It doesn't feel right. I need to do something, I need to take action. that's exactly what I'm doing now. It gives me a sense of stability knowing that I'm taking action and there's a high possibility of my dreams coming true. I've promised myself that I won't stop working until I've achieved everything. I can't do all of this by myself, I need your help too. I'm asking you a favour, do your part. I'm doing mine. work hard and don't slack off. I'm sorry again for sounding cold, I'm not like this on a daily basis. I'm just really tired. I need to get my point across. don't slack off. please. I'll keep saying that. oh, that reminds me. at times I will definitely sound like a teacher or a boss, it's just a habit I got from work. It's not my intention to make you feel stupid, I know you're smart. I wanted you to know that because I don't want you to think I'm generally a cold person. I'm not. when tarot readers or psychics or astrologers or whoever says that I'm cold, they only mean when I'm at work or when I'm busy or serious. I would never be like that to someone I love, especially you. truthfully speaking, you don't know much about me at all especially if you think I'm a cold person. that thought you have of me stops now. I'm guessing that you're curious about me now. I like to look neat and clean, I don't like bright colours, they look unprofessional. I hang out with my friends sometimes and we just have lunch at a café or a local restaurant. I'm on my computer a lot so my back always hurts but I'm doing exercises to help me with it. I have too many cookbooks that I don't use because I don’t have much time, I end up freestyling my food and cooking up some eggs. I need to get better at managing time. I don't like people that don't practice what they preach, it irritates me. now for my appearance. this, in no way is useful information that will help us in any way but I suppose I'll just tell you. I have a sharp nose, it's pointy and a little wide. I don't have any piercings. I don't have bangs. as for my eyes, they're brown and deep-set. my lips? they're just lips. you'll love them anyway so it doesn't matter. my hair? neat and brown. you'll love it too. that's enough. you can stop trying to get to know me now, leave that for when we meet. you can know me more yourself when the time comes, I like the process of getting to know someone and the effort someone puts into getting to know me. until then, keep working hard.

PILE 02

now playing:

pile 02's songs

THEIR LIFE

I’m getting cancer energy from the pile, also pisces and gemini and libra. I’m hearing cancer/pisces/ libra venus, venus in 5th/7th/12th house, pisces moon, mercury in 7th house, cancer in 2nd house, gemini rising. if these aren’t your placements then they’re most likely your person’s, if not then these may be their transits. right now I feel like your person is trying something new, especially a hobby. I’m getting ‘painting’ for some of you. for others, your person has started something new like a project or they moved to a new house, something like that. there’s this feeling of ‘newness’ in your person’s life right now. they have so much passion for whatever this ‘newness’ is. they’re excited for this change, they can’t wait to move to the next stage. I’m feeling a positive energy coming from your person. their creativity is flowing through their blood, they feel inspired and joyous. some of you may not like to hear this but your person may have gotten in a relationship with someone or they want to get into a relationship with someone. they have a crush. I feel like there’s still an important choice to be made and your person has waited such a long time for the next stage, the relationship stage. I feel like their crush or their partner isn’t showing them that much attention, it feels quite one sided (your person giving more), they’re doing so much for their crush/partner but I feel like your person isn’t seeing it right, they’re just so blinded. like a little kid when they have a crush. If you don’t like what you’re hearing, don’t worry, they’re your person for a reason. anyways for others of you, I’m seeing your person listening to music while they’re doing their new hobby. painting is coming really strong, I’m seeing an easel. If it’s not a hobby then your person is feeling in love, whether it be a person or something else. their head is in the clouds, they’re listening to love songs, feeling so inspired by everything around them. love and venus themes is really important in your person’s life right now. If you’ve been listening to love songs recently or if you just feel all lovey-dovey, it’s most likely because of your person, you’re connected to your person. or if you feel inspired out of nowhere, it’s probably because of your person too. I just felt like I had to let you know that. sooner or later though, your person will realise that the relationship is one sided and they will give up on it. this will hit your person really hard, it will be a hard lesson for them. perhaps even the last lesson because I feel like your person has always done too much for people that don’t deserve their love. your person has experienced a lot and learnt many lessons except for this, when they learn this though, they will have learnt all the lessons. they can tick this off their box. I’m getting such wise Pisces vibes from them. for lots of you, your person is already in the 'realisation' stage and there's about to be a change in their life.

THEIR MESSAGE

It’s been challenging these days, maybe even these past few weeks and maybe even months too. It’s fine though, I can get through it. you don’t have to worry about me. I have a gut feeling that something is going to happen soon, disappointments? I’m not surprised, I’ve been so stuck in my own head. I don’t know why I keep giving people more. so stupid of me. maybe it’s not my fault? maybe it’s their fault for giving less, who knows. I don’t know how to stop. why do I do this? I keep getting disappointed over and over again, I’m starting to not have hope anymore. despite this, I still think love is beautiful. with the right person. love is not only limited to romantic love though, which is what I’ve learnt recently. I’ve been so fixated on romantic relationships that I’ve forgotten about the beautiful things around me. surprisingly, there’s love everywhere. do you know what I love? I love the stars, I love flat white coffee, I love the smell of fresh grass, I love nature and the sun, I love dogs (especially small dogs) and I love experiences. experiences that shape me into a better person, painful or not, I love those. not to sound masochistic – but I love pain. I learn from pain. love has always been painful for me but I’m still giving people my all, wrong people to be precise. Is that why I keep falling for people that don’t care about me? because I love getting hurt? now that I’ve thought of it, it sounds terrible. I need to fix that. I feel embarrassed now that you know this, please don’t shake your head. I will fix it. I want this cycle to end. don’t be worried about me. you should continue living your life, there’s yet so much you can experience. places to go, new people to meet, new activities to do. so much. I’d love to experience so many things with you. do you like road trips? I’d love to go on a picnic date too, does stargazing sound good? we could travel around the world, that’s on my bucket list. so many ideas but there’s still so much distance and time between us. I feel excited thinking about it, I want to do so much right now and experience so many things. by the time we meet, I might already have a long white beard because I’ll be so wise *laughs*. who knows, white hair does look awesome. I think it might suit me actually. on a serious note, I want you to know that you should not be afraid to try new things. don't be afraid of change. regret is scarier than change, staying in the same place and not growing is scarier than change. you may lose something good but what if you gain something even better? I’ll be there for you every step of the way, I’m always there for you even though I’m not there with you physically. do you feel me? I’m so proud of you. If you see an opportunity, take it or you’ll regret it later. don’t be afraid of saying no or saying yes, you deserve to be heard, assert your dominance *laughs*. I love you, take care of yourself. you can do it. [:

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THEIR LIFE

I'm getting mutable and fixed energy here, especially scorpio, virgo, leo, sagittarius. maybe scorpio rising and sagittarius rising with pluto in 1st house. I'm hearing saturn in 8th house, saturn in 22°, scorpio sun or moon aspecting saturn, pluto and sun or moon sitting in the same house. if these aren't your placements then they're most likely your person's. these could be their transits too. your person is going through a transformation, something had recently happened in their life that has caused this transformation. I'm thinking it's death, a death of a loved one like a family member, a friend or a pet. someone close to them. If it's not a death of a loved one then it's a death of a cycle, a death of a job, a relationship, something like that. something that came to an end. it's affecting your person badly and they feel so much guilt. they're missing and mourning over whatever this is. they're pessimistic, they feel like the whole world is against them and that their would turned upside down. they have no hope anymore, they're not seeing the light at the end of the tunnel. I'm seeing that image of Yuu Otasaka from the anime Charlotte. I think your person is exactly like that right now. depressed. I see tissues, dark rooms and hoodies and blankets. also gaming for a number of you (interesting how the picture you chose is a picture of keys). they're going through it right now and they need support. your person is not communicating with many people or interacting with anyone at all, they're pushing people away. looking at the picture of the pile you chose, I realised it says "wish you were here". now this could mean that they wish that the person they lost were still with them or they wish that someone could come and support them or comfort them, or for a few amount of you, this could be meaning you. they wish you were there with them. however, I don't think love is a thought that comes in their mind in this period of time. it's more like, they're screaming into a void wishing someone could hear them, not directly meaning you. for others of you, I'm getting a different situation. your person may have gotten fired or they tried something but it didn't work out and they had so much hope for it. they badly wanted it to work out and now your person is feeling disappointed in themselves, like someone just ripped away something really valuable to them. your person doesn't know that the reason this, whatever this is, didn't work out is because it wasn't meant to. It's not part of their divine plan. It honestly saved your person from future problems but they don't know that. It's a blessing in disguise. I'm strongly feeling it's something related to their job or maybe love, 'right place, wrong time' is what I'm hearing. your person is blaming themselves for it all, thinking it was because of time, lack of planning or they didn't try hard enough. It isn't true, they should be easy on themselves.

THEIR MESSAGE

I don't know what to say. I don't feel like saying much. why do you want to know anyway? do you care? am I interesting? I'm not all that special, you know. here I go again, making sh*t sad. I'll try and make this light-hearted as possible because you shouldn't see this side of me, not so soon. not like this. *silence* I'll start off by saying that you can't control whatever life throws at you. but you can control your reactions and how you deal with it. I'm not doing very well, not dealing with it the way I usually do. It hit me hard and I don't like being sad like this and not doing anything, not wanting to get out of bed, not wanting to talk to anyone, not finding joy in the things I love doing. I hate this f*cking feeling and the way I'm dealing with it. I heard that you should let yourself feel everything once in a while. I'm f*cking feeling everything alright. why did I not let myself feel before? now it's all consuming me. all of my problems and emotions, this darkness inside of me, erupting. I regret this. I regret acting like I was fine before, finding distractions. now I know that being distracted doesn't necessarily mean that it's gone, the problem is still there. don't do what I did. let yourself feel. or it will all build up and eat you alive. you don't want that. I don't want that. I don't want you to be sad, god no. definitely not like this. but if being sad will help you then that's certainly fine by me, just don't act like you're fine. that will hurt me much more. just do what I say. showing emotions is not a sign of weakness. look at me, I'm so f*cked up because of not thinking that. this feeling will go away, right? right. If you need to let it all out, do it. I can feel your sadness, the nights you cried, I felt them. those tears of yours, I want to wipe them away but I'm not there. it sucks. I need you here. I need a good f*cking hug right now. I want you to be happy but I don't know how. I'd do anything to see that smile of yours. that precious smile that I have yet to see. I know it's precious. listen to me. I need you. I need you to stay strong. you're so strong and much more emotionally intelligent than I am. I am so in awe. your strength gives me energy, you give me energy. you're the light of my life. I hope our kids will be as beautiful and as amazing as you. I'm glad I was given the chance to talk to you like this. I love you, sunshine.

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GET IT TOGETHER, JUNGWON!!

[ four. O_o Yang Jungwonnie ]

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⋆·˚ ༘ * in which jungwon had meant for that love letter to go to yeri, and not you—her bff. for some reason though, he finds that with each moment he spends together with you he's closer and closer to forgetting all about that damn letter.

luv note - chloe moriondo

WRITTEN PORTION. 1.9k words

btw remember that second hand embarrassment tag?? yeahh....

ps. this is bad, very, very bad and cheesy so be warned (its meant to be, but youll still feel pain lol)

—

student council room.

Jungwon could feel his hands clamming up, but he instead urged himself to just swallow down his nerves. For the past week he thought the biggest worry he had was his parents and Student Council work.

Not potentially losing friendships and breaking your heart.

"Jungwon? Are you still there?" your voice asked. It was slightly muffled by the door, but still distinct. "I had to tell Hyuka to go back without me."

You, he remembered. He had to fix this. He had known you since you were both in kindergarten, incidentally somehow being in the same classes up until High School. Still, he didn't know you though.

You were closer than acquaintances, maybe a little less than friends, and definitely not more than people with mutual friends. With everything that had been happening since the Student Council election, he had assumed he'd get closer to you naturally. It just never happened though, but he enjoyed your company when he could.

Yeri on the other hand, he was connected with. Being both Student Council President and Vice President meant they worked together often, and he found himself being drawn to her sweetness. He enjoyed their dynamic and their current friendship.

The way they worked complemented each other, and she always found a way to make him smile—it seemed as though her kindness and generosity knew no bounds. Plus, she related to him in a way none of his other friends did.

Late, after class and after hours, they'd both talk casually while doing paperwork. Jungwon's parents were hardheaded and stubborn people, wanting the best for him and yet stressing him out. They were the whole reason he ran for President in the first place.

He couldn't find it in himself to hate them though.

Yeri was the same, and she supported him throughout all the difficult times he went through because of them. She was soft, so level headed, fiercely loyal, and unbelievably pretty.

They had been partners and friends for a little over a month, and Jungwon was sure he wanted to at least try with her. It was young, new and unfurling feelings, it was something he wanted to find out.

Your energetic personality was charming, but that was all it was. It didn't strike his heart in any particular way. Jungwon was almost 100% sure there was no way Yeri would ever date him after this, but he needed to prioritize your feelings currently.

He just hoped Yeri and him could still be friends afterwards though—because being a liar was the one thing Jungwon wasn't.

"Yeah," he called out, "still here. You can just come back in now."

He watched as you nervously peeled back the sliding door of the clubroom, inching inside to peer at him. You walked closer to stand in front of him, and Jungwon smiled in hopes of easing your anxiousness.

You threw one back, although a bit hesitantly. "Jungwon," you started, twiddling with your fingers. He simply watched—wanting to at least let you talk a bit. Crushing your feelings now would be nothing but brutal. "Honestly, I was really surprised with the letter. Do you... remember back in 3rd grade?"

"No? I'm sorry, I'm not good with memories from Elementary School," the doe-eyed boy replied. He was telling the truth, grade school felt like ages ago and he just hasn't had the time to reminisce on childhood memories.

You held your hands up in a defensive manner. "That's fine! Um, you like... Uhh, how do I say this..." You made gestures with your figures, hoping to convey it to him in one way or another. God, this was dumb.

Jungwon observed silently as you laughed at your own stuttering. Endearing, came to mind. That was cute.

In the Council Room and in class, you were always particularly enthusiastic and excitable. Seeing you bashful was a very different side of you for the black-haired boy.

"I sent you my own love letter once. Like, a long, long time ago, and you sort of rejected me? I think."

"You think?" The boy held back a laugh, but quickly composed himself. He wasn't laughing maliciously, just... how could you be unsure of such a thing? "I'm sorry, but I still don't remember."

"Yeah, that's fine!" You nodded, embarrassed from his almost-chuckle. You did not want to seem like an idiot in front of him today. "Actually, I don't remember much either, but you didn't reply to it."

Jungwon gazed at your brows furrowed from trying to think of more words to say, and suddenly he felt a tonne of guilt fall onto him. His expression grew solemn.

Quick, get it over with, before this would get any worse.

"Look, YN—"

He had to shut his mouth almost immediately.

"What I'm trying to say is—!" You took a deep breath. "I've liked you since then! Since years, and years ago," you finally blurted, closing your eyes as to not see his reaction.

"You're the only one I've ever felt this way towards. I thought once I grew up this warmth would just... go away, but it hasn't and I don't think it will. I was honestly going to just swallow it all down hoping I'd get over it before we graduate, but I couldn't. My feelings were overflowing—I just found myself finding more things about I liked about you instead."

Your goal today was to not embarrass yourself, but to hastily tell him you liked him too before sprinting away. It seemed as though nothing was going to plan so far, for neither of you, actually.

Jungwon was left unable to speak from your surprising declaration. You took that as a sign to continue. Whatever happened next was something for future you to panic over.

"I like your dimples, that smile you make when you're passing by strangers in the hallway, and the way your hair falls when you comb through it. You're admirable in everything you do, truly. The way you help underclassmen, the way you always make sure to assist teachers during your free periods, and how you never seem to complain or get frustrated when we make mistakes."

You had nurtured your feelings for what felt like forever. Even when you were technically rejected back then, and even now. At first, you thought that he would be a passing crush from when you were a kid—but he wasn't. He grew into his own so much so that you found yourself admiring his leadership, compassion and thoughtfulness with each day you watched him.

"I like how mature you are, how you still find the time to care for your friends even with Student Council work, the natural way you light up any room you walk into, how I could honestly hear your voice talk for hours on end, how even though we haven't spoken much you still remember my favorite color from when I told you during introductions, I'm rambling gahh, just—all of it! I like all of it, everything about you!"

Everyday of harboring your secret affections for the boy consisted of soft glances during his speeches, wishes to be able to encase his hand within yours to interlock your fingers under the table during meetings, and wantings to be more than what you were to him. It was alright for a while, but it had started to become painful.

All crushes are painful, you told yourself in 5th grade, watching him start to receive confessions from your classmates.

"—I like you! I've liked you since the 3rd grade, and so I accept! I really, really want to be with you Yang Jungwon. Please take care of me!"

They were all painful, but you were given the chance to make yours not. To make your feelings real and acknowledged, to bare yourself in front of him like a vivisection—and you were taking it. Even when you were practically trembling from the embarrassment.

Jungwon was stilled from the shock. Heeseung had already told him of your long held feelings, but hearing it from your mouth while you had your eyes shut tight made him flustered.

How were you able to do that so shamelessly? To be so vulnerable and weak in front of someone? He had to write a whole letter, albeit a bit poorly, and somehow you were able to say it all.

He's received confessions before, felt those kind of feelings, but he wouldn't have been able to yell out those sort of things ever—no matter how strong his feelings were. You were dangerously bold, he thought.

Bold enough to send a bright heat to overtake his cheeks.

You looked up finally after mustering enough courage from his lack of speaking, only to find yourself blinking at a red-faced Jungwon. Oh my God, he's blushing...! YOU did that.

The both of you stood there for a while, thinking the same thought of what is even happening? Is this real, or have I just been in a daze for the past few days? Jungwon's eyes were comically wide and his mouth was gaping, but he couldn't find it in himself to close it.

The thought made you gain confidence all of a sudden, finding the opportunity to do something you had always wanted to do. Quickly and stealthily, you went onto your tippy toes—

and kissed him on the cheek.

Jungwon felt your lips on the smooth expanse of his skin, and smelt your scent from the intimate proximity. It was a chaste gesture, almost no where close to his lips at all, but he heard his heart beating against his ribcage nonetheless. It thrummed in his ears like a drum, and he wanted to whisper for it to stop.

For it to not be swayed so easily.

It was the innocence of such a thing that got to him. Not once had Jungwon held hands, kissed, or even confessed to someone up until now. Of course, you suddenly getting so close and pecking him with your hands balled up would send his heart into a flurry.

The usually put together Student Council President in front of you let out a strangled noise from the back of his throat, the tips of his ears and face becoming rosier. His throat was closing up, God, why was his throat closing up? Not now, please. He couldn't even remember what he was meant to be saying.

You smiled at him, happy to be rendering him to such a state. It was one of the most impulsive things you've done up to date, but you couldn't find yourself regretting it.

This was what those coming of age dramas on TV were describing—it was the start of one of those cheesy, really bad High School romances. Fervent, mushy, uncertain, but so tender it made your heart ache for hours even after watching.

As you retreated slowly, he caught a glimpse of your bright eyes, downcast lashes, and—holy shit you were so close. He could see the particular way you curled your lips.

He had to hold his breath.

Jungwon watched as your expression morphed into one of slight mischievousness, and an inkling of something softer, before you dashed out the sliding doors—

"Wait!

The sudden motion made him gain his words back, but you were already through the hallways with your hand on your bag.

—leaving him with nothing but the memory and the patter of your footsteps. So fast, so much speed, were you in track? The past few seconds were nothing but a blur of confusion and feelings he didn't want felt.

What just... What just happened?

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TLDR (but whyy :( pls read it); jungwon goes to do take backsies on his confession, u kiss his cheek, he goes coocoo bananas!!!

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i wanted to emphasize how new his feelings for yeri :] if u could guess what this could mean. alsoooo... did u notice how fast this went ? i intended it to be rushed and "in the moment" like it was in the scene hehe

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🍉Astro Observations🍉

Hello everyone! Hope you’re doing great and feeling positive. I decided to write observations because I got a lot to do and I need a distraction 😅✌️. So, without further a-due here are my observations

(These may or may not apply to you, please keep an open mind and take it as entertainment rather than life changing facts. Please credit me if you’re going to use my work, or ask me beforehand.)

🍉People with Earth Mars or/and an Earth sign in the 1st or 6th house have very healthy and strong bodies

🍉Even though Pisces, Neptune and the 12th house is associated alot with dreams, Scorpio, Mars, Pluto and the 8th house can tell us about our nightmares and the theme of our dreams. (EX. I have a Scorpio Mars in the 9th house Sagittarius, which Chiron resides in as well, empty Virgo 8th house, Pluto in 10th house Scorpio, which Lilith also resides in Scorpio. Because of the high concentration of Scorpio and Virgo residing in the 8th my dreams have always been very vivd, chronological, and all in all a world of it self that I developed since childhood, as far as I can remember. I rarely get awakened by nightmares as well. Because of Mars in the 9th house alot in dreams I am either looking for something or on a journey to some place.)

🍉The houses where we have Taurus and Libra is what we’re envied for, while those ruled by Scorpio and Aries is what we envy in others and desire to be.

🍉The aspects Between Jupiter and other planets can tell us how friendly, open, stiff, fun loving, uptight and mean we’re. The more Squares the meaner a person may be, the more opposites with Jupiter would make the person paradoxical or “fake”. While Trine gives a more of a fun and carefree personality and conjunctions indicates being a “down ass bitch”.

🍉People can help us, influence us or teach us something regarding the house their Sun and Moon resides in our chart. (EX. If you have Cancer in the 2nd house, Cancer Sun, Moon and dominant can help you with your finances, spending habits and better your relationship with money and vices. This can either be in a friendly advice, leading by example, or you falling for a scheme they did but you’ll ultimately learn nevertheless.)

🍉I have noticed people with Air Venus have a salad taste in music. They would listen to slow music, very emotional and heart hitting then it is followed by an earth shattering EDM track, having a rave on their own.

🍉Staying on the topic of music, I noticed the sign of the 3rd house and the planets residing there effect what we seek in music alot. (EX. Me and my sister both have Fire signs over the 3rd house, so we prefer to listen to something upbeat, however, I have Sun, Mercury, Saturn and Jupiter there so music to me should be meaningful beyond belief, and great in everything from vocal, melody, writing and production. She on the other hand has Mars there and all she cares about is a good beat on the track.)

🍉Although Fire signs are viewed as very competitive, which they’re, it is rarely talked about how competitive Earth signs can be. They are as, if not more, competitive, the difference is that they’re more quiet about it.

🍉I never understood why people say that Scorpios are mysterious, dangerous, ominous sex driven demon spawns. I never met one and felt that in any way. I think they just read a room and people so closely and thoroughly that they might give a death stare here and there.

🍉I noticed that where we have Neptune we get a positive illusion from ourselves or others, while Pluto is where people get misconceptions and take negative first impressions from us. (EX. Someone with Neptune in the 7th house and Pluto in the 4th house might be subject to being slut shamed based on the illusion that their many relationships and beauty (Neptune in 7th) makes them easy, have family issues or are home wrecker (Pluto in 4th)

🍉People with Moon or Venus in “Fatherly” houses (9th and 10th) may have mothers who took on the role of the father as well.

🍉Venus in opposition or Square to Mars/Saturn/Pluto will have a hard time finding the right relationship or a healthy one.

🍉Even though Taurus and Libra are Venusian siblings and their opposites are Aries and Scorpio, the Martian siblings, each sign fits with others opposite. Taurus and Aries share natural and rawness in their energy, Taurus is the natural and effortless beauty and Aries is the natural warrior and leader. Both come as they are.

🍉Scorpio and Libra, on the other hand, are known for deception and putting up a facade. However, they’re also more logical thinkers and diplomatic begins, which make them more likable and capable in comparison.

🍉Mars in Leo are strong willed and capable but that lion can be tamed with love. As powerful as they can be, their weakness lies within their heart, as love and loyalty hold them back. This can be negative, as they will be pushovers for those they love, as well as, fight others battles, making them prone to getting used by others.

🍉Saturn can be a tough teacher but if you learn the lessons and convert it’s energy to your advantage you’ll basically become unstoppable.

🍉With that being said, I find it to be particularly difficult in social houses (3rd, 7th, 11th) It creates a wedge and a block between the native and their peers. This can be either as they cannot express themselves, are misunderstood, and/or alienated by others.

🍉The season of the sign over the house your Moon resides in can be very difficult or a period of many emotional roller coasters. Also, where does it hit the most.(Ex. I have my moon in the 11th house and let me tell you, February have been the month of some of the worst and best things to happen in my life. Many friends I have lost and met in February/Aquarius season)

🍉 The degree of that house can also indicate the general feel or emotion you’ll run through in that season.

🍉Someone asked me about my “page chart” which I got very confused over. I don’t know where they got the idea but I didn’t think it was worth a whole post but here is the chart of Zodiacrant (the page):

Made on October 17th 2018

Sun: Libra

Moon: Aquarius

Mercury: Scorpio

Venus: Scorpio

Mars: Aquarius

ASC: Cancer

MC: Aries

I hope it is of any use to the anon and any of you 😅.

Thank you so much for reading, I hope you enjoyed the observations. Please let me know your opinions and thoughts, share with us your own observations and rants.

Love you ❤️.

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and that's how i met you mother

✎desc; love at first sight with shiratorizawa (honestly, not all of them are love at first sight but ignore that)

✎pairing[s]; shiratorizawa 3rd years x f!reader (separate)

✎genre; fluff, crack

✎language[s]; english

✎chef note; just an excuse for me to write lovesick boys💗 (I can’t do Shirabu, Kawanishi and Goshiki’s part cause I ran out of ideas🤸‍♀️🚆)

Ushijima

It would just be a normal day in his class, learning and stuff like usual

Then after the teacher finished explaining and hand out the tasks, he'll went through his pencil case and couldn't seem to find any pen

Ushijima frowned at that and looked throughly in his pencil case but with no luck, there's none

He swore that he had put some inside, maybe his mind slipped a little?

A tap on his shoulder caught his attention as he turned his head around to make eye contact with you

You're holding out one of your pen to him with a neutral look,

"You can have it," Ushijima look at you surprised, does that mean he can just take it from you? That's a little absurd

But he didn't question it and nodded, slowly taking the pen from your hand and continue studying

The pen doesn't really sit right in his hand, it's not being his and literally someone else that he doesn't have the chance to talk to

He'll spare a glance at you every minute (ngl, he's complimenting your side view internally)

And when you caught him looking at him, he'll just blink and slowly look back at his work with a light blush on his cheeks

(Istg it's so cute)

After the class ends and before you can leave for lunch, Ushijima caught your attention first,

"Here, thank you for lending me this. And unfortunately, i can't take it from you"

You're just looking at him with a dumbfounded look before taking the pen from him,

"Ah, no problem, um..." "Ushijima Wakatoshi"

You nodded at that, scratching the back of your head "...Ushijima. And it's [y/n]"

Both of you are just standing there in front of each other but it's not awkward, surprisingly

It's as if you two are waiting for one of you to speak and end the convo

(Spoiler alert; none of you wanted to end the convo since both of you find each other interesting)

You cleared your throat, fiddling with your pen a little, "Okay, see you after this, Ushijima"

He nodded at that and with that, both of you went to your separate ways

'[Y/N], YOU AWKWARD BASTARD! THAT WAS SO EMBARRASSING, I BET HE THOUGHT THAT YOU'RE WEIRD NOW!'

Ushijima's just walking towards the gym with a fairly visible blush across his cheeks as he look down

"Ushijima..."

"[y/n]..."

"I guess he's fine..."

"I guess she's fine..."

Ushijima Current Mission!

Trying to figure what other scenarios he can drag you in to have a convo with you again

Good luck Wakatoshi~!

Tendou

You and Tendou have talked with eachother a couple of times but it's nothing more than that

And Tendou actually want to talk more with you (at first for friendship points but y'know...)

Today, you look more beautiful than ever to him today

It's not like you're not beautiful every other day (he thinks you're pretty so that's why he kept on having a convo with you)

And he caught into that

Somehow, he can't help bet stare at you in a distance and he tried his best to avoid getting caught

(Tendou's scared that you find him creepy for looking at you all the time and he don't want that thought to flood you mind)

Then, you came to him to explain about the work your science teacher gave since she's absent for the time being

And you can bet that he doesn't hear a single thing you said because he's too focused on yourself

It's kinda like in those scenes in manga where the main character stare into the main interest

The main interest looking as beautiful as ever with flowers around them

Pretty eyes, angelic face, kissable lips

For him, you're perfect and he even thought that you might be an angel in disguise

No matter how you even see yourself, he would always think that you're fascinating, adorable, enticing—

"Tendou, are you okay?"

The redhead snapped out from his thought and got caught by you

By now, his face is literally mocking his hair color as he chuckled nervously,

"Ah, I'm fine! It's just that..."

He was about to stop mid sentences but thankfully he still got that crumbs of courage and just goes with it,

"...you look pretty today,"

Tendou said with a closed eyes smile, peeking an eye open and trying to see your reaction (ngl he's nervous)

You blinked

Before you literally exploded at that which is what make him surprised in his seat

You fake coughed, looking away and avoiding eye contact,

"Thanks...."

[love meter +10!]

If this is an actual manga or anime, there could've been hearts dancing around him

Timeskip to Tendou at his home and squealing quietly to himself (he can't let his family hear him fanboying for someone in his school lmao)

"We're totally going to marry 3 years from now on~" he says to himself in the mirror with so many confidence

(I just love it when Tendou act like that, let him have his moment)

"Haha, thank you gods for creating me and [y/n] in the same world,"

Tendou's Current Mission!

Getting to know you better and give tons and tons of compliments, just like in the simulations! Specifically otomes and dating games

Try your best Satori~!

Semi

It was another day, another practice session

Except that it went longer than Semi expected, he managed to run from the gym to the main entrance

But before he can even put on his shoes, heavy rain started pouring down

He look at the dark grey sky, resting his forehead onto the shoe locker with one shoe already in his foot while the other in his hand

Sighing, Semi thought about asking to come with Tendou and Yamagata since he didn't bring his umbrella

But on second thought, he realized that they prolly forgot theirs too

And all 3 of them have to run under the rain again like last time

Yamagata and Tendou: "We can avoid the rain if we're fast enough!"

He shivered at that their words and the thought of getting terribly sick again

And before Semi's brain can process a strategy for himself, he was caught off guard when an umbrella was opened next to him,

"Ah sorry,"

In those few seconds, everything went slow motion when your eyes catches his

(He swore it felt like in the anime)

He can feel his cheeks flushing a little but thanks to the wheater, it's not obvious

"Hello?" Semi snapped from his thoughts, shaking his head before focusing on you again,

"Sorry, sorry, um—" "You don't have an umbrella?"

He blinked, shaking his head slightly

It's a pretty peaceful staring between you two with the rain hitting the ground as background sounds

Until you lift your umbrella up, and pointed at the small spot next to you with your thumb,

"Here, I'll help you,"

"Eh?"

Semi was flabbergasted a little at your statement but would he decline it?

Of course not,

"Just tell me where your house is then I help you go there,"

And that's how he find himself back at his house's entrance with you in front of him,

"And that's why I just let you walk with me for the afternoon,"

"Is that so, oh wait! I haven't known your name, and you prolly haven't known my name either..."

He scratched the back of his neck before looking at you with a smile,

"The name's Semi Eita, thanks for the walk back home,"

Your lips parted a little before in turns into a tooth rotting smile,

"[y/n], no problem and thanks for the company, Eita,"

An arrow pierced through his heart as his face is literally the color of Tendou's hair

And just like that, you left him on the entrance with a funny expression upon his face

Cutting the scene to Semi punching his pillow (rip pillow)

"You already caught me off guard already but you really had to look at me like that...."

Semi's Current Mission!

Try to find you the next day after first period and try not to be awkward with you and his convo after the eventful day

You can do it Eita~!

Yamagata

Let's just say that,

Yamagata went through the late anime girl scenario

But with his toast falling down from his mouth while running towards his school

And his stamina almost running low despite being a volleyball player and a libero

(His house's prolly far from his school, cut him some slacks sheesh)

He's pretty much stumbling a lot when he enters the school and speed walking up the stairs

Some of the students look at him weirdly but that doesn't become his main concern because a strict teacher is going first

Yamagata's almost there, almost reaching his classroom's door

But god had other plans and place an invisible rock in front of him

And as you can tell, he slipped on it and now facepalming the floor

(The sound is so loud my lord)

He groaned, shaking a little while trying to sit up from his position

The male look up and is now face to face with you, who's looking down at him

Okay he might be delusional from the impact but is he actually looking at an angel right now?

"Dude, you okay? That's gotta hurt from the sound that it made—"

Your words drowned inside his mind as he widened his eyes with pink tints decorating his cheeks

'This...THIS IS IT!'

"—also I think your nose is bleed—"

"PLEASE MARRY ME!!"

You flinched at that but keep a calm face, a little bit concerned that he may hit his head too hard

While Yamagata is just having heart eyes for you, sparkles around him after saying those words almost too confidently

He doesn't know what's in him that make him think that you're the one,

But he definitely can feel it

You sighed, crouching down while searching through your pocket and pulling out a small pack of tissues,

"I think we're going so fast right now but no, maybe 5 years later or never,"

"Does that mean you agree??"

"I don't know, you're handsome but also stupid, a himbo I think,"

You wipe away the blood dripping down his nose, taking his arm, opening it and put the bloodied tissue on it before closing it, giving a light tap,

"Now go to the nurse office,"

"Will you be there for me?"

"No,"

You help him stand up, dusting his shoulder and walk away as if nothing happened

Yamagata watches you from the distance with a lovesick smile

Tendou laughed behind him with Ushijima and Reon next to him and Semi looking at Yamagata, confused,

"Hayato, I have no idea if you had your alarm on but you just came to school during recess,"

"She's perfect...also, I think I need to go to the nurse right now cause my head hurts,"

Yamagata's Current Mission!

Marry [y/n]

Have fun, Hayato~!

Reon

(He will have the best love at first sight cause I say so)

It was the school festival and it's lively in every corner of the school, the outside, inside the classrooms, even the hallways

Reon had just finished his part of his classroom and now can walk around to enjoy the festival

Honestly, it's a pretty normal day to him despite being the school's festival

The students of Shiratorizawa has always been this lively so it's good that they can be keep the atmosphere as how it is like any other days

Since the others are still working on their parts, Reon was all by himself

Sure, the quiet sounds without Tendou, Semi and Yamagata is fine but he prefer it being loud anyway

A short of way to fill in the boring silence

But what's the bad thing to enjoy the peace once in a while?

So he take a small walk outside the Shiratorizawa building

Stalls decorated the outside with students busy serving the customers

He was greeted by some of them as he greeted them back with a warm smile

Hands inside his pocket while looking at the sky every few seconds

Baby blue sky with fluffy white clouds, it is the spring afterall

It was at that moment where he turn his head around and caught your eyes

It was something between those few seconds that a lighting strike between the string connecting you two for a second

Reon knew he did from the moment you two clashed with each other so suddenly

It was...not love at first sight exactly,

But rather, familiarity, like,

'Oh, hello, it's you. It's going to be you,'

The staring prolly lasted more than he expected before you snapped out from your thought, shaking your head,

"Sorry! Didn't mean to..." "But you didn't do anything?" He rose an eyebrow, smiling sheepishly and watch your panic slowly dissolves

"Well, technically yeah but It was bad of me to stare off at you like that,"

He chuckled, your heart clenching at that,

"Don't worry, I think I did it too...maybe both of us did,"

"Ah, yeah! Probably..." you fiddled with your fingers, visibly nervous facing him since he's basically a stranger even tho being in the same school,

"Reon Oohira," "Eh?" You look at him with confusion at first, while he just offers you a smile,

"My name, since we have...how to say it, meet each other? And I don't want to make you uncomfortable after all that so I think it's best if we introduce ourselves,"

Your heart's basically beating out loudly that you'll afraid that he'll hear it

But, that doesn't seem so bad, does it?

You mirrored his smile, this time more confidently than before,

"[y/n] [l/n], nice to meet you Reon!"

"Please,"

Reon put his hand onto your head, "Just call me Hira,"

You fainted

"She's interesting, I love her,"

Reon's Current Mission!

Get to know you better and honestly, there's nothing else to do after that other than asking you out

You'll do great, Oohira~!

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