#scared

So this happened…

Today a patient of mine walked in stating that she MAY get us sick because she’s been around the COVID-19 virus. She is a USPS worker and someone in her office was tested positive for it. She came in coughing, not covering her mouth and just stating “if you guys get sick, it’s because of me”.

Now, I’ve been sick all week. I’ve been feeling tired. I’ve lost my appetite. I have on and off again fever. My chest hurts. But I’m still trucking on. And when she sees me she says “you’re the first one that’s going to get sick from this. I’m calling it.”

My dad has a lung condition and he has a ventilator at home. When he heard of my symptoms, he quickly went to my room and gave me his ventilator.

My chest still hurts but I heard that no clinic is taking patients right now. And even if I did go, they wouldn’t treat me.

So I’m staying in my room. And I feel like shit. It’s hard for me to breathe but I keep telling myself it will be okay.

Sorry for the post, guys. I just wanted to share this with you.

For some, this whole situation is ridiculous and it may seem that way at first, until it hits you.

#personal, #coronavirus, #sick, #scared

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04.04.2020 2:19AM

A liquid fell on my lips and I wiped my lips with my thumb. Blood. Blood from which I have no idea how it fell onto my lips. I checked my nose and nothing, clean. I checked my lips, no cut. I look up at the ceiling, nothing.

Where did this blood come from. And why did it fall on my lips.

#scared, #religion, #blood, #mysterious, #lips

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My emotions have been a rollercoaster these past two weeks. I try not to look at the news but then I hear about it everywhere at work and suddenly I’m looking at the news again before bed. Sigh. My friends and family are alive and healthy though, so for that I am grateful.

#personal, #life, #sad, #scared

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To: D.C.

I miss you but I’m scared to say it

10:45 pm

04/03/2020

#text, #texts, #message, #messages, #text message, #text messages, #texting, #diary, #journal, #i miss you, #scared, #april, #2020

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#mine, #vent, #okay to reblog, #abuse, #depressed, #empty, #hurt, #scared, #mood, #text, #purple, #dark

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Do you ever just want to leave? Leave everything behind and not come back for a year or two, just to see what changed while you were gone, because while you stay here change feels impossible and you just want to escape?

Me too.

#quotes, #sad quote, #writing, #my writing, #writers on tumblr, #spilled ink, #leave, #escape, #stuck, #scared, #alone, #disappear, #i want to disappear, #leave me alone, #can i leave, #i just want to leave, #i just want everything to be okay, #be okay, #why cant i just be happy, #why cant i be better, #promisemeyoullbebetter, #promise me youll be better

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#love, #funny, #happy, #art, #kiss, #sad, #angry, #mood, #scared, #tired, #emoji, #sick, #sleeping, #emotions, #smi

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#Scared, #Afraid, #Dark, #Scary, #İntimidating, #Thrilling, #Danger, #Death, #courage, #Darkness

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Anyone else just like scared but yet loves thunderstorms??? It’s supposed to where I’m at and I’m getting excited yet scared

#thunderstorms, #yes, #excited, #scared, #do you feel the same, #???, #just saying, #hello

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Feelin’ absolutely trapped in my two year relationship. I am not who i wanna be. Maybe if i change myself he’ll change too?

- Woman trapped in a misery..

#misery, #love, #trapped, #relationship, #melancholic, #me, #stressed, #scared

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Lately things have felt off. I’m hoping it’s just that we are having to breathe and adjust through it all, but I’m so scared that he’s going to leave. Please don’t leave. I wouldn’t be able to handle it with everything else going on. I’m scared.

#scared, #stop worrying, #worry, #nervous, #relationships, #communication, #please dont leave me

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#GIF, #scared, #yelling, #yell, #afraid, #ahh, #trolls, #startled, #trolls world tour, #trolls movie, #trollsmo

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i had a nightmare the other night…

with everything that is going on in the world right now this nightmare hit me hard.

i was at the hospital and they wouldn’t let me in…

my sister was in there… she’s 5 years old…

i couldnt get to her.

i remember screaming and crying when they told me.

fuck, i cant even say it…

but im sure you understand what had happened.

when i woke up my throat was burning…

my heart was racing…

my cheeks stained with tears…

i’m terrified

what this world has come to and what is happening, is horrible..

i’m terrified

#terrified, #covid19, #nightmare, #scared, #horrible, #2020

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Fresh air while sleeping.

Hope it doesn’t get worse than this.

Don’t know if it is the virus I have .. been sick with fever, a bit diarrhea, sore muscles and joints, and something with my lungs for two days .. yes have been in contact with doctors over the phone, they can’t do anything unless it gets worse..

I’m scared when my boyfriend leaves for work (he works at night to morning) ..

Haven’t said anything about me being sick to our families.. don’t want to worry them unless it gets worse..

Watching SPN stuff always helps, watching happy YouTube vids always helps ..

Trying not to let the anxiety take over ..

I’m so tired of being scared!

#scared, #coronavirus, #supernatural, #spn forever, #spn family

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I don’t know what words to use anymore. I don’t know how to string it together. Everything is so very very hard. And I just don’t know how to convey it in anything other than “hard. Just hard.”

I’m tired of holding.

#i will not be even more of a burden, #i cannot, #i will not take up medical resources, #i just can’t, #this is so hard, #and i just don’t know what to say, #scared, #my care co is being amazing, #i am just tired and exhausted and struggling a lot with lots of things, #and a family suicide, #i don’t feel like i can think or feel, #everything is so messy, #and i have to be okay

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New trending GIF tagged scared, yelling, yell, afraid, ahh, trolls, startled, trolls world tour, trolls movie, trollsmovie, trollsworldtour via Giphy https://ift.tt/2yfHhLC

#IFTTT, #Giphy, #scared, #yelling, #yell, #afraid, #ahh, #trolls, #startled, #trolls world tour, #trolls movie

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#7 ENCHANTED

#face, #blind, #love, #love is blind, #forever, #eyes shut, #abuse, #violece, #control, #victim, #fear, #scared, #murder, #femicide, #homicide, #print, #body print, #ink, #black, #paper, #inktober, #inktober 2019, #art, #men, #women

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S//

We’re all a little broken inside, but I am scared that I am so broken I will ruin you. I want to let my broken love your broken. What is that going to cost you?

#S//, #broken, #heartbroken, #heartbreak, #lover, #love, #lovers, #scared, #fear, #deep thought, #deep thoughts, #deep quote, #deep quotes, #trust issues, #break you, #self hate, #self worth, #self improvement, #ruin you, #mental health, #mental illness, #cost, #depressed, #depression

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I haven’t made graphite works in a while so I thought I’d make one.

#freelance, #art, #artist, #pencil, #pencilsketch, #sketch, #sketchbook, #begginerartist, #black white, #aesthetic, #artsy, #dark aesthetic, #pastel aesthetic, #torn pages, #torn paper, #nightmare, #speed sketch, #sad, #scared, #lost

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Wir müssen Lernen uns mit dem zufrieden zu stellen was wir besitzen. Wir denken zu oft darüber nach was uns im Kleiderschrank noch alles fehlt, ob wir nicht doch lieber die air Max oder Balenciaga haben wollen. Menschen ohne Essen, ohne Kleidung zum Wechseln, geben sich mit einem Brot in der Woche zufrieden und wir konsumieren mehr als wir brauchen.

Bibel: und er fiel auf die Erde und betete an. Und er sagte: Nackt bin ich aus meiner Mutter Leib gekommen, und nackt kehre ich dahin zurück. Der HERR hat gegeben, und der HERR hat genommen, der Name des HERRN sei gepriesen!

So wie du auf die Welt kommst, rein, ohne Sünde und nackt, so kehrst du auch vor Gott zurück, materielles ist danach vergänglich, aber deine Taten bleiben zurück, egal ob gut oder schlecht. Das einzige was sich am Ende verändert sind die Sünden, nur die Sünden.

#godfirst, #geschichten, #bibelzitate, #loyalit?t, #konsum, #scared, #faith, #religion, #gleichgewicht, #god, #zitate, #devil, #333, #selbstgeschrieben, #heartbreak, #psychologie

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