Everybody loves schizos until they deem our realities as weird and uncomfprtable to talk about. They dont want to be 'enabling' us but theres nothing to enable because this is real. Do you think i enable ypur ridiculous beliefs in a god by celebrating christmas with you ? No because you think god is normal. My shit is real too. Dont be a dick and believe me.
I’m curious, do any other schizospecs know how to drive? I imagine driving would be difficult for people with hallucinations or psychosis. I’ve been driving since before I was diagnosed and nothing has really changed, but it took me awhile to return to driving after my first psychotic episode.
Is it just me or when you get sick Hallucinations and Auditory Hallucinations just get worse? Because for me the more drained and tired I am, the worse my schizophrenia gets. I also get a lot of brain fog that makes me dissociate much more frequently. I hate being sick.
this video is currently the best thing i have to explain how schizophrenia feels to me. i have a handful of different types of episodes, but like, my current schizophrenic relapse, and the most frequent type of episode i experience in day to day life feels exactly like this video. i know it’s just made to be stupid, surreal, funny video, but i cannot stress just how important this video is to me because i finally have something i can resonate with and point to and go “this. this is how i feel right now.”
I wanted to make something that shows how I feel when I’m experiencing delusions. The darkness represents the empty vessel I become, and the splashes of color are the random, unexplainable false beliefs that take root within that emptiness.