#school today *sobs*

[sad-leon]

A 2al render :D

And some Aggie doodles:

#sad•leonart #2al #2 arms left #2 arms left fanart #rottmnt #rise of the tmnt #ktech leo #undercooked leo #and a creechur #rise leo #rise leonardo #start school today so i dont know how my posting will be affected so im posting these now <3 #ive also made progress on fh #not a lot but this chapter does not want to be drawn *sobs*

[larphis]

You’re laughing. A Catboy is holding a dead fish while kissing the love of his life in the moonlight - who, by the way, just had to give up on his new fancy coat because apparently it was cursed - and both of them are actively deciding to take it slower because they are investing in a healthy long term relationship, and you’re laughing.

#they mean so much to me #I wish I were kidding #but seriously I even posted on my personal Instagram about them today #and all of my old high school aquaintances follow me on there and god it was a mistake but #that just goes to show how serious I am about this okay?! #I just want to cuddle both of them and sob #ofmd #our flag means death #edward teach #stede bonnet #gentlebeard #ofmd season 2 #blackbonnet #ofmd s2 spoilers

[vanillaverses]

cream uni costume wip!!

featuring me trying to draw hand (singular) and? somewhat failing? It looks legibly like a hand which is all I can ask for really..

#cookie run #cookie run kingdom #cookie run fanart #cream unicorn cookie #cream unicorn crk #crk #cookie run costume #cookie run spoilers #cookie run leaks #<- tagging these in case someone doesn’t wanna see the new costumes yet #my art! #also yes I hid the other hand behind the back becauz I sobbed enough over the first one #also yes it’s 5:30am and yes school starts back up today #measly things like ‘sleep’ don’t stop the artist grind/j #i did sleep a bit though for those worried I just woke up really early/srs

[fairyroses]

I drew this sketch-study of Lana sometime last year, and while I was on vacation last week I decided to finally give it some color. <3

#one day I'll draw SV fanart that's more creative than character studies #but today is not that day #(maybe once my upcoming final semester of grad school is over lol /sob) #smallville #lana lang #my art #kinda tempted to make the colored version my new icon tbh... but we'll see

[just-call-mefr1es]

pjo boyfriend & mphfpc partner where?

#this is specifically about me n my pookie #im mphfpc and she is pjo #no becaue they literally pulled up to school in a halfblood shirt today im sobbing #help #shitpost #yeah #pjo #miss peregrines home for peculiar children #new ship trope guys /hj #hehe #percy jackon and the olympians

[eveindtub]

like i know this is exactly what they aimed for when writing the show, but it never ceases to amaze me how well the songs are knitted into the narrative and - of course the songs itself are genuine gems and makes you want to listen to it again and again - but watching it and getting those meanings to the songs, the story behind... this is just perfect storytelling to me. it's really like a musical where the songs are not just there, but telling their stories. specially with listen (that still makes me cry because of ep 5), and the "love songs" from last week but also today with gun's heartfelt gratitude letter... ugh it just makes me feel so many things and then when you play those songs it's impossible to not feel all those emotions again and this is one (of the many) reasons why this show is so special to me and it'll never get old and i'll never get tired of saying it that they created something very very special.

#my school president #cause today when they played listen as bg for that tinngun hug yeah i was sobbing

[opens-up-4-nobody]

...

#ok. this is the fucking bullshit thing abt grad school. u go to fucking grad school bc u r a fucking tryhard nerd freak #who is either naturally very smart or ur so fucking anxious u r incapable of allowing urself to get a bad grad #and then u go to fucking grad school and everyone's like: man fuck ur classes. if youre getting streight As then u aren't focusing on ur #research. and theyre right. but u still cant fucking let go of the idea that if u get a bad grad the world is gonna fucking end and u r a #bad person. u didnt try hard enough. all this to say i have a final project that i put way too much energy into and not even in a good way #i would just open the document. start sobbing. and then close it and spiral abt how i didn't want to work on it. so its bullshit #i mean. its a good project idea ans i probably sound like i kno wtf im talking abt bc i do. i worked on that topic for 4 years but like #i could make it wayyyyy better. its bullshit. i didnt even number the citations to give more page space. i made section headers. i didnt #wrap text. i could add like 4 more lines of text if i wanted but i think im not gotta bc fuck it. ugh. i dont even. i fucking avoide #stochastic stuff altogether which i kno im gonna have to fight abt but like fuck it who cares abt randomness. i just wanna focus on the #predictably aspect of community composition. fuck u. i shouldnt have picked this topic. i mean. i had to bc its like the one microbe thing #i could do but its also like the exact topic that makes me wanna rip my hair out and start screaming. like jesus christ who tf cares? ugh. #i think id give myself a B if it was an undergrad class. but the standard is higher in an all grad class. ugh. i hate this. i should just #send it abd be done. i dont even kno when its due tomorrow. before class i guess. idk i felt like garbage today. fucking vertigo bby. i feel #ok now tho. so maybe the allergic reacting is over???? fingers r still arthritisy tho. jesus. im falling apart #ive got a pretty good sounding excuse for being lazy tho: owo i had an allergic reaction to my antidepressants 🥳 but nah no excuses we run #this body into the ground. like the good old days. #unrelated

[zushiisamess]

AAAH, this might be a teensie bit early but happy birthday to my favourite boy who I love so much and deserves all the happiness in the world! Happy birthday izuku!

#July 15th #Happy birthday midoriya izuku #i'm sobbing #he doesn't deserve this #midoriya izuku #bkdk #Please do my boy right #He deserves the world and so much more #I wanted to post my fic today as a tribute to izuku #But #iPad issues + school + travel + thunderstorms aka power going out + my work quite literally being in another country --- #It'll have to wait #I love midoriya izuku sm #Happy birthday izuku!

[tranzratz]

sorry for disappearing but here’s a rat i painted some earrings i got and a pretty girl i drew :)

#lgbtq+ #gay #oc #oc art #trans #trans artist #lgbtq ocs #wlw love #i am sobbing #guys help #anyways #nah bc the way i was in the store today and this kid from my school walked by and we just stared at each other #art dump #art #artists on tumblr #digital art #small artist

[defsiarte]

Anyone who’s religious please pray for my mom rn. We’re taking my dad back to court tomorrow.

This divorce has been needlessly drawn out and emotionally taxing. At every turn he’s disparaged my mother, denied mine and my sibling’s abuse at his hands, and tried his hardest to make us homeless (again).

This man has sent cars to drive by and take pictures of our house, had my mother’s car repossessed, siphoned funds from joint bank accounts, violated our restraining order to access my school account information, taken us off his insurance, and this isn’t even getting into the physical and emotional abuse we collectively faced over the course of their 20 year relationship.

I’m tired. We’re tired. I just don’t want to deal with this anymore. We’re emotionally spent. Financially spent. I’m just over it dude.

#heard my mom break down sobbing today and feel evil 🫠 #do you know how heartbreaking it is to watch your parent spiral. because of someone else’s behavior. #probably won’t be able to go to school. probably will lose our house. who give a fuck #honking

[enigma-absolute]

…

#rough day today with an emotional mess at the end #rough as in it wasn’t BAD just… I had low energy the entire time and lost the day really #I don’t know how my mom does it. she has it worse than me and she expects me to be more bounding and alive and USING my energy #buddy. pal. I got rude and angry because I was LOW and I DO NOT HAVE YOUR PAIN TOLERANCE THRESHOLD #on MULTIPLE levels. physical and emotional #you went to dental school in Otago in the 90’s. I did animation school 2019-2023. #you escaped communism and were a stranger in a strange land and married my father who became a bat from hell and you had to escape him #AND keep the kids in good schools and in God. #I didn’t. I was the child who had it worst on the spectrum and had the PTSD to crawl out of during high school. #of course THAT put a dampener on me growing up in several ways (and uh. being on this hellsite in 2014 didn’t help either) #mom I love you and you love me. we are clearly NOT the same ever #I’m a little over the age dad married you at first now. I do not have the same threshold nor tolerance as you. I AM more sensitive yeah #and I’m trying to work through it but damn it it is hard trying to stay soft in a world getting crueller. #and yet! I have my father’s face and eyes in anger! I wish I could be more kind and loving on low energy and I’m sorry! #I am genuinely an ass when I’m tired and ticked off and want none of your help and I wish I wasn’t! alas! #I do not! have! your threshold nor tolerance! #when I finally get myself together and have a full place to call my own. with bills and all to pay. #I will finally allow myself the relief of lying down onto the kitchen floor and sobbing. #in the knowledge and safety of solitude. #Chris rambles #AUGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH #vent

[devourens]

he is On My Fucking Mind, so. plotting call for hsr/emanator ajax. hit the like and I will come bother you.

#✶ — › worm off the string / ooc. #I also plan to get to other dms today at work today sobs #i'm so so sorry school has been stressful these past few weeks #I am not trying to ignore anybody I am just in anxious burrito mode

[iamthepulta]

Spent the evening rereading Chapter 27 because I just wanted hardcore fluff and the three of my beloved OC children did indeed deliver.

#Didn't have the energy to write today but enough to just <3 and get back into the vibes and pretend that I don't have homework. #never get tired of the reunion scene ;~; i always kinda reread it twice when I go back to have emotions. #I also wanted to get a good feel of Morgan for the next chapter because she gets to be HAPPY even if she's still discovering what that mean #and ugH I'm so proud of her. I'm going to be proud of Westlie too but that'll be after her Older Sister Crisis. #Also sobbing a little from the new reviews ;~; they're kinda giving me the gentle nudge I need to wrap things up when school finishes. #I have just a few more chapters. Just a few more!!! I want to finish the AU this summer so badly. #liztlie au

[maraudersoncrack1981]

not me abt to literally rip my skin off because my mum washed my moony jumper but she washed it with fabric softner so now it has this weird kinda greasy like texture that wont come off my hands even after washing them and i cant wear my moony jumper to school now im abt to cry

#kill me now #its freezing and ive declaired my moony jumper unwearable #btw idc if my spellings bad #whiskersmoc #moony jumper #crying #sobbing #wailing #screaching #rolling around on the floor in a puddle of my own tears #now i need to try find a different jumper to wear to school today #doesnt help that i pulled an all nighter #(sorry seaks) #the city needed me #but yeah im abt to cry #also im having a bad hair day #and my mum screamed at me and told me i was over reacting #but the texture just makes me want to crawl out of my skin if you know whati mean #im so real #haha #cries #happy fucking monday ig

[dawntheduckrb]

They put me downstairs at work :(

All thumb healing progress was undone in one evening apparently. It actually felt mostly fine on Sunday, until after work. They put me in an area I'm rarely sent to on Sunday evening, and I had to do a ton of heavy lifting. My arms are sore but it's like a post-exercise soreness (painful, but still very normal). My thumb felt fine allllllll day today, until I started to draw. Even with breaks, it still feels super tense, and now it's hurting even when I'm not using it. I'm gonna take that as a sign to stop for the night lol

I have one drawing I want to finish before school starts back up, because I'm worried it'll distract me if I don't have it done before then. Of course, if my hand prevents from finishing it, I'll manage, but that'd suck :')

On a lighter tone I feel very strongly about this cat in a blanket I found, I don't know why it amuses me so much but it's such a mood

#for those of you who dont know; i work at a package sorting/distribution center #I'm normally in the small package team where people who can't constantly lift stuff go (i have double curve scoliosis and back hurty) #but they moved me downstairs to a truck loading area to help the people that are normally there #most packages come from a series of overhang chutes and I didn't have to do anything with them #but everything thats too big/heavy/oddly shaped comes down a seperate larger belt system #these have to be manually sorted #my job was to take a barcode scanner and find a barcode on each package #then a little printer i was holding would make a sticker w/ that package's destination after i scanned its barcode #the thing is #those packages got up to 80 lbs and sometimes the barcode label was on the very bottom #i had to flip quite a few packages in a hurry because that belt does not stop while I'm printing the stickers #i guess between holding the barcode scanner and flipping over ridiculously heavy boxes #i completely destroyed my thumb again #splatoon didn't give me a problem today but i guess i dont really use my thumb much for that game #and even still #i took a whole four hour break between that and trying to draw #and i didnt even draw for that long #but now moving my thumb hurts worse than it did last week #idk what im gonna do when school starts :/ #this is where i'd say 'crying and sobbing atm' but im actually starting to tear up holy shit #wanted to post a drawing tonight but i cant finish it :') gonna grab some chocolate and curl up into a ball instead #will also try icing my hand tonight #i have also memorized those hand exercises and they are my lifeline right now

[chooey]

my head hurts from crying so much lol

#cried at a lecture today #ive been failing almost all my tests on all subjects #im really not doing good academically and mentally #i was sobbing after class and crying out i wanna die to my friends in the school elevator like 5 hours ago haha #i hope i get better 😊 #izza💭 #it's been a shitty week #oh. and tomorrow's my birthday lol #i feel like hell. i also feel my period coming i think the wanting to die and crying in public is a direct effect of this jskdk