Had Christmas with the other side of the family and I am so overstimulated I want to cry. There were even more people and even more babies. So much volume. So much crowding. I should have left an hour or two ago or at least brought headphones/earplugs.
I have a love hate relationship with how you write drift cuz it’s like “omg why would drift do that!” But it’s also like “that’s so cannon for him” I just think you characterize him so well!!
Also I have read many of your smut one shots and those are amazing!! The attention to detail and the feld play? Idk if that’s what you’d call it but yeah!
For all the Fans of TEG do look into Violets other works!
Thanks so much! I know sometimes characters' actions are frustrating, because we as readers really want things to go a certain way. Why isn't everyone being more understanding of Soundwave's point of view? Why aren't they being more reasonable? Why did Drift do [thing that I might personally feel is improper regarding his relationship]? And I really hope that readers can feel that way while also knowing why the characters act like that. I hope the story is balanced enough to give that understanding. Nautica doesn't know that when she asks SW over and over if he'll change his mind, she's hurting him, because he hasn't told her. How could she know?
Drift was in a really hard place. Maybe he made a bad decision. Why? He's imperfect. He was hurting. Life is messy and hard :( There's nuance to actions [IN LITERATURE. LET'S BE CLEAR ABOUT MY STATEMENTS HERE] and sometimes we just... we see things we don't want done, and we feel bad about it, but it gives us a chance to reflect on why we think that way ;A;
>smut one shots
>.>;;; hehe yeah at least one of those is really fucked up. LOL. thank you for the kind words! the fact that they're online still makes me kind of want to cringe inside out hard enough to literally die but that's all part of GROWTH!! and being ok with the cringey shit!!! akldsfaksld *screaming on the inside* well thank you for the kind words. yeah, other folks reading this, if you're of the appropriate age, sure, check 'em out. read the tags because some of the fics are ... weird or gory or have some other mature themes going on
I have a friend who is so okay with the fact that she reads smut and I would just like, give up a kidney to have that confidence and ability to live so genuinely. MANY KUDOS TO THOSE WHO CAN
Peak adulthood is sitting in the grocery store parking lot throwing a mini tantrum because you don’t want to go inside and buy a bunch of stuff but you require things to eat because you’re out of food at home
One day, I’ll finally be gone from this hell hole, the day just seems to get worse and worse and the anger just keeps on building up. I hope the day where I’ll leave this hell hole comes soon!
I honestly don’t even know what to say anymore. I feel like I’m being pulled in a million different directions. Directions that I want to go in and directions I don’t. Between physical health and mental health and everything else. I can’t be everything. I can’t be nothing. I can’t breathe. There just doesn’t seem to ever be a happy medium. I’m drowning and I just can’t.
I'm so tired of adults (i.e. my parents) not understanding how much I hate my executive dysfunction and my horrible procrastination problem. Like I'm constantly told by my father, 'dont put off what you can do today' like no shit I wish I could do that but sometimes I just shut down and lay on my floor for 2 hrs listening to my comfort movie theme music cuz everything feel wrong when I try to work of be productive. Like my dad has a set schedule and if u dont stick to it he gets mad so yeah. Bet yall cant guess what inspired this post