#screwed atm

[mar-im-o]

#passive influence #idk why talking in tags feels safer than talking in the caption #but anyways #idk #wren was in cocon for a while #and ig like #we made this? #idk ive got a lot going on atm and it's #confusing #but sometimes i need reassurances that I'm not screwing this all up #so i figured maybe other ppl need that too? #maybe ill make more like this #was like #a good way to finally face my fear and try comics #but also i hate making content about DID bc i dont want it to seem like attention seeking #maybe ill show this to my therapist :D #yeah #actually DID #DID #OSDD #systemblr #didblr

[slytherpuff-conversations]

Slytherin: I may have made some more wallpapers…

Hufflepuff: Really…?

Slytherin: I love my little marauder babies

Hufflepuff: *sigh* I love you

Slytherin: why do I feel like that’s an “‘you’re an idiot’ i love you”?

Hufflepuff: Because you are an idiot

Slytherin: Ok

Hufflepuff: But you’re my idiot and I wouldn’t have it any other way!

Slytherin: Yay!

#I did actually post the wallpaper I made on my other account #twisted-clockwork #if you wanna check them out #sorry for not posting anything #in ages #but hyperfixations and shit have kinda ruled my life atm #I’m blaming Varian from TTS #screw house stereotypes #harry potter #harry potter houses #hogwarts #hogwarts house conversations #hogwarts houses #hufflepuff #slytherin #slytherin x hufflepuff #slytherpuff #slytherpuff couple

[rat-pagi]

-- LEGACY --

There's so many people in Qymaen's story that we get to see so little of--a story, a passing glance, an object hastily passed on before time swallows it whole. Is this how they are in Qymaen's mind too? Death, after all, takes too many far too soon on Kalee. How much does he remember of his father, besides hands, larger and rougher than his own easing his fingers onto the trigger an Outlander rifle? Of his mother--no, a mother is not spoken of; we cannot say for certain that was someone he knew. And then there is Outlander itself, left by a great-grandmother decades gone, who had used it to defend a Republic that did not care whether she lived or died. Did her story outlast her? Did it tell Qymaen, even before he was old enough to know politics and war, that those who ruled from the Core could not be trusted? Or did it too, ebb until all that remained was her weapon, and the fleeting sense, that whenever Qymaen raised it, there was someone there beside him, steadying him with scarred yet gentle hands, and whispering in his ear that he is greater than what the world makes of him.

#just thoughts #it's 12am if you cant tell #but really tho #everyone's got their sort-of-grievous-backstory-related blorbo #and mine atm is his great-grandmother #absolute queen #I call her vekka jai kandakis then later vekka jai kull #kull = undead one which is sort of a long story #art backlog #star wars fanart #star wars art #general grevious #qymaen jai sheelal #show me the boy #star wars #digital art #also screw backgrounds all my homies hate backgrounds

[gumpistol]

Straw hat. Straw brat . PUT ON THE MAID OUTFIT.

❝ Mingo. ❞ this was the last person luffy ever wanted to see. in fact, it's surprising that the young captain hasn't jumped the feathery bastard yet and tried to smash his face up. he's done it before. he would gladly do it again. but this demand was just odd and confusing, and the ravenette has only one response—

❝ NEVERRR!!! YOU SUCK!! YOU'RE WEIRD AND CREEPY AND YOU SMELL LIKE AN UGLY OLD GUY!! ❞ he promptly sticks his tongue out to mock the towering man in a way most becoming of a yonko.

@heavens-sin

#heavens sin #❝ screw the plan ❞ — ic #❝ its not like ‘thanks’ are something i can eat ❞ — answered #luffy vc: I'm GONNA KICK YOUR ASS #AGAIN #also luffy is currently kid's cabin boy #he is not looking for jobs atm sorry not sorry

[n-anon]

I was planning to make art but after seeing artists getting "canceled" for making ai art, just because they see one imperfect line from the hand they draw, and it really bumped me out bc I really wanna draw but people are going to "call me out" for posting ai art :c

(also sorry for talking to you sm even tho i only like asked you 3 times or smth-)

Don't worry I enjoy asks lol

Also heck nah those people are stupid, if it's not AI art and you drew it by hand and you know you did that's all the motivation you need don't let the haters stop you

#N speaks #koistocrat #and obviously dont post AI art cus screw AI atm

[bunnyreaper]

i have so much to catch up on notifs and dashboard wise but alas, work calls me and i will be back to interact soon!!

#not ignoring anyone i swear!! #not got my head screwed on properly atm tho

[wickedhawtwexler]

ready to have the most humiliating day of my life 🤘

#everyone knows now!!!! #i'm getting messages from data scientists at our PARENT COMPANY so apparently i'm just the hot gossip right now!!! #(this could be good because they could be talking about a space for me there but i'm wallowing in the embarrassment atm) #i'm the only one from my team who got let go just btw. because i'm the stupid one!!!!!!! #i didn't get FIRED due to performance but come on. you have to let someone go you cut the weakest link. that's me babes!!!!! #i have a follow up meeting with my boss at 10:30. idk how i'm going to get through that without crying #happy birthday weekend to me!!!!! i'm gonna spend it all crying on my couch!!!!!!! #i can't even get out and do anything to get my mind off this because i still have covid!!!!!!!!!!! #it's not even the job. like it's the job but it's the fact that **i** fucked everything up yet again!!!!!! #i'm just a colossal screw up and always will be and my future just feels so bleak #m.txt

[ranger-crow]

Marauder, Pandora, Hibiscus, and I are finally setting out for Galar!

See y’all on the other side

#pokeblogging #pokemon irl #pkmn irl #pokeblr #pokemon roleplay #pokeblog #crow.txt #pokemon rp #ooc: sorry about the poorer quality of this one- #I was doing some chill painting to unwind and used my reference image as a canvas size w/o even realizing it #oh well #got some more airport/travel pictures I’m setting up #I’m hoping I can get some lore and stuff set up soon- but I also have a ✨day job✨ that’s been screwing with my schedule #so I’m a little tied up atm

[quiltedcottage]

woke up feeling fine, then had a girl message me something bold and flirtatious, proceeded to feel entirely unworthy, was bordering on a panic attack, made myself a little warm beverage and turned on sleepy hollow and i think i'm ok now

#i need to escape my head #overthinking on overdrive #i am so afraid of screwing up that i become paralyzed #wlw #feeling very vulnerable atm

[nicejewishgirl]

why is this having to wake me up from my sleep? this got worse so much faster. I need to shower ASAP in the morning, finish cleaning my room and charging my devices, wait for the termite guy’s 2pm inspection and leave for Cedars by 3pm. I need help now and that’s I think the fastest possible route in getting there.

#I’ve already gone to my local hospital for immediate help and they stabilized me so I may have to but that will cause so many more problems #in the long run as all my surgeons and specialists are over there and my hospital even said they don’t have the expertise to effectively #treat me in the way I deserve - ie they don’t have enough doctors let alone specialists and they could fck up the surgery #there are so many variables at play rn and my head is SPINNING #so if anyone is like why would I go to cedars atm and those are just some of the reasons #Ucla really screwed things up and although I could still go back - I know I’ll be safer at cedars based on what just happened #just wanted to throw that out there!!!! I’m pro Palestine until the end but I may need a hospital in the meantime to preform the surgery #but fck - ethics may make me go back to Ucla but I bet they donate to Israel to bc I remember as a uc student I wanted divestment then! #but omg they changed their stance at UCLA in 2023? #omg they did it 2 years after I left and still keep up w/ the boycott #these tags are me finding that news out and making the connection that my hospitalization funds any pain to a Palestinian would make life #worth living w/ out having any principle but I can’t die either but fck

[soysaucevictim]

I guess I feel like sharing those other pictures I took when I finished that set of bags I made for my set of Crofters jars.

(Warning for some grief talk in the read more segment to that post.)

#sanders sides #roman sanders #logan sanders #patton sanders #virgil sanders #artisan crafts #(it still sucks knowing i finished them on one of the worst days of my life... i knew i wouldn't be able to sleep after what happened) #(i was working on these for awhile beforehand... so i just finished them to keep my head screwed on) #(... in a bit of a grief spiral about it atm - about losing my brother...) #(... yeah.) #(in case it wasn't obv why i'm just so hyperfocused on creativitwins shit lately it's been to cope w/ that. even if it has been 2 yrs since

[litheriel]

Hi tumblr, I'm once again here to scream into the void so please ignore me. Just need an outlet 🙃

#moving out and back in with my parents really screwed me over financially hhhh #you'd think it'd be the opposite way but there's so many things i need to buy again because i don't have them here #and obviously having to take care of the cats all by myself #I've got some big heckin bills coming up and not enough money to cover those. fuuuuck #I'm also supposed to go to an award show with friends and need an outfit for that but theres literally no way for me to buy anything atm #I'm running out of food as well #hhhhhh I love my job so much but not being financially stable is Too Stressful man

[purble-gaymer]

*ding sound as a notification appears in my brain* you are unsatisfied with your art. reminder: this is a good thing!

#rhyn rambles #screw the process i want to improve now /j #good place to be in atm #keeps me from burning out on art while adjusting to school

[nyehilismwriting]

Is Sentinel no longer a thing? I only see people talking about Hadea.

sentinel is currently on indefinite hiatus - while i'd like to return to it eventually, hadea is my only game in active development right now.

#sometimes i return to it when i need to write something non-scifi..i guess i am still doing some loose planning & stuff with it #but there's no concentrated effort going into it atm #sorry! i do miss her but i screwed myself over with her and it's gonna take some time and energy i don't have to fix her properly #anon