i’m this video rn
i have to finish the domestic frenrey ep before i can draw barney and freehoun….FUCK
fucking OBSESSED with that one fucking noise women can make when they’re singing where they sound essentially like they’re breaking their throats to make it but it’s actually a perfectly healthy high pitched belt
btw sorry for not posting art/updating the domestic frenrey comic!!my phone broke and my abusive dad won’t replace it, so i have to get one from my friends at school and hide it from him
i should be able to get it friday (i have a doctors appointment tomorrow) but until then here’s this
not @ me completely forgetting abt kinktober
happy mean girls day <33
i JUST realised its first of october lmao,, anyways ill be uplading the fics daily at probably around 7pm AST
made a hlvrai oc his nane is michael cupid hes a security guard for the lamda lab and he is in love with benrey
ANYWAY nothing will ever top the amount of emotions i feel thinking about people being soulmates like i will always stan
low key y’all,,, i cant stop reading my own fic on kinktober day 16
but she was prettier before she lost all that weight…
@weird sans fangirls
ranting about this here because whenever i rant about my eating disorder on the other site i use they always call me selfish
why is it so fucking absurd to my parents that i want a piece of cake??
yes dad and stepmom whom i hate sl much, im aware it was my little brother’s birthday cake
why do i want it so much you ask??
maybe because it’s an actual cake, bought already made with nice icing, not that shitty, home baked mess you lazily put together for *my* birthday because it was “healthier for me”
i’ve already lost more weight because of you than i liked.
why do you care about a piece of cake entering my body so much?
me at me: stop watching fnaf videos at twelve am before you go to bed you fucking idiot
funtime freddy come back i miss you <333
loving the attention im getting like yes tell me how sexy i am <3333
joshua, bubby and dr coomer make an appearance in the next comic!
*balls my hands into fists, shakes uncontrollably and begins to cry*
i am fat everwhere but my cheeks and arms, for some reason they don’t retain fat
i devoloped an eating disorder that causes me to not control what or when i eat
if i want noodles, but im offered something else i can no longer eat
if i do ill throw up
my dad has repeatedly called me fat in a negative way, body shamed me and forced me to not eat because of my weight
to the point i stress binged until it got worse
i still sometimes can’t finish the last bite of food without barfing
it’s hard for me to eat
i am trying so hard to love myself
me watching me continuously writing the mcu cast (mainly seb and anthony) into ocean eyes even if they have no real reason to be there other than me loving them and their interactions 🤡
do y'all even like them being around someone tell me i’ll stop if you want