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zukosdualdao · 24 days
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i’ve sometimes seen the idea that azula cheating in the agni kai by aiming at katara is supposed to show how far she’s fallen and how lost she is because she wouldn’t have cheated before, but that just… does not ring true to me.
i think this idea comes from her characterization of trying to live up to perfection, but i think it’s important to remember she’s functioning under ozai’s definition of perfection, a guy who infamously colluded with his wife to kill his father so that he could be firelord. i don’t get the particular sense he cares how, exactly, azula carries out the goals he’s set for her, as long as she accomplishes them.
and a lot of really prominent azula scenes turn on the axis of her being exactly this underhanded. in the avatar state, she tries to manipulate iroh and zuko into coming home under false pretenses, when she really means to arrest them. in bitter work, seeing she’s outnumbered, she makes a false surrender so that her opponents will hesitate/back down and then attacks iroh when they do. in the crossroads of destiny, she strikes aang with lightning from behind while he’s in the avatar state. in the awakening, she lies that zuko killed aang because she wants an insurance policy she won’t be blamed on a hunch he might be alive.
whether or not these break official rules of combat or acceptable legal/social behavior in-universe, i think it’s hard to deny that these actions form a pattern that showcases azula as someone not concerned with integrity or ideological fairness in such situations.
azula is a fascinating character, and her breakdown in sozin’s comet is tragic. but it’s not because she’s acting out of character; if anything, it’s because she’s falling back on old patterns despite her hallucination of her mother (and therefore her own subconscious) trying to warn her that using fear to control people isn’t truly viable. but that means her entire concept of the world is wrong, so she doubles down and shoots for katara, a noncombatant in this fight, having seen zuko agree to an agni kai in the hopes she wouldn’t get hurt and thus understanding he fears that and will make sure the lightning never reaches her. azula doesn’t care how she wins because it’s never mattered how she wins, as long as she does. but with katara defeating her and ozai’s impending downfall, it’s about to matter a lot more.
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cannot wait for the amount of self confidence it would require to wink at anyone i caught staring at me
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robbyykeene · 2 years
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What makes me so mentally ill about Johnny Lawrence is that he’s a character doomed by the narrative who the narrative itself thinks its saved. He’s trapped in a cycle he’ll never escape because the story is right there trapped in it with him.
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belligerentbagel · 9 months
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closing two artfights! reached my final goal, which was a nice round total of 10 attacks for this first year 😊
Alcarnarmo (ThArtemisHunter)
Phoenix Tian and Kai Terranova (@mimicmerchant)
#artfight#draws#kai and phoenix are a little sketchy because i woke up this morning and went HUP HUP HUP LET'S BEEEE AMBITIOUS#but i'm glad to have managed what i did! ^^#and now to 1) close every tab i had open for reference images இ௰இ and 2) DIVERSIFY MY CHARACTER ROSTER WHOOPS#scraped by this year without designing anyone new; just pulling from past d&d characters and a witchsona l m a o#here's the thing#[🙏 innnnnhale]#two of those character options look near-identical bc at the time of creation; i was like 'yeah sure they can look like me -#- can i go build out the class features / start designing witch clothes now'#and sitting down last night with the intent of 'time to create new characters' made me aware that#oh! yeah my preference really is to build upon existing things (more of a personal interpretation than a perfect iteration)#which is why i like making fanart that doesn't stick *precisely* to the canon outline#or building cosplays that are tweaked and extended to my tastes (and why i like animated properties more than live-action)#(bc animated designs tend to be simplified and allow for a LOT of interpretation. live-action is fun to look at but -#1) the garment already exists. i don't feel the need to replicate an extant thing; and it's stressful to self-compare to professionals#and 2) i KNOW the community says 'appearance doesn't matter' but it. still. does. influence people's interactions with & responses to you -#esp if you're working from live-action & guess what! very few TALL east asian women in any live-action properties with my specific vibe 🙃#(tamar kir-bataar is a recent one but COME ON that's just my warlock with bonus axes bahaha))#big ramble in the tags today#uhhhh to circle back around: anyways! despite my preference for Variations On A Theme over designing OCs;#i now have some possible New Character routes to explore. exciting.
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sirensskai · 4 months
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Some more pictures of Lana, Ripp and Lilith (I have a lot of thirsty Ripp photos because Ripp is fine af, i’m sorry 😭) As well as some lore for Lana 🙏
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I haven’t played the sims 2 on PSP yet but I would make Lana as the protagonist in that. She crashes her car in Strangetown with no memories of her previous life or where she was even going. In a turn of fourth-wall breaking events, she finds out she is literally a self-insert, and was created on that day she crashed by their creator (me), who’s personality they are an exact copy of-and that everyone is in fact, in a simulation. Her name comes from Lana Del Rey, their creator’s favourite artist. From being a self-insert, and a main character (in the PSP) they are the bridge between the real world and the world of the sims. They are also in love with Ripp of course, lol (who doesn’t seem to mind at all there’s someone behind a screen simping over him, once he finds out the truth. In fact, he’s even sad he hasn’t found a way to cross into the real world yet)
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incorrectselfaware · 6 months
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Mell: I wasn't THAT drunk.
Kai: You colored my face with a highlighter because you said I was important.
Mell: but you a r e
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artekai · 7 months
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Fross: I am NOT desperate for Tilda's approval ‼️‼️‼️‼️ *proceeds to list reasons why you might think he's desperate for Tilda's approval* but Lis sucks soooooo I GUESS if it's either one or the other then you MAY consider me Tildapilled🙄 but I'm literally NOT.💪😎
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shehungthemoon · 1 year
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Ralph describing Daniel and Johnny in his book as Cobra Kai’s “Ross and Rachel” has me dying. I love him 😭
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cardboardfeet · 2 years
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draw a stupid amt while vibin in vc 🤗
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aspenhanyuu · 2 years
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anyways. we as a society need to look at this chapter of self aware. read it. read it again. im posting my favorite bits but i am begging on my legs that u at least glance at this chapter. i didnt rmbr tbe majority of jamies arc so reading it while looking for a specific quote destroyed my brain in one hit. JUST
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KAI HUGS. (sorry for quality) LITERALY BESTIES YOUR HONOR
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HELLO???? his sense in fashion is PEak im so mad rn
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this scene is very relevant!!!!!!! u can hear it from the page. explodes forever and ever
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AND. THEIR BANTER!!!!!!!!! WHERE will u find a character intro as lovely as jamjes. im waiting. thats right theres none that can compare.
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ADDITIONALLY (not from the same chapger as the rest): he smells like fruit. on the money!
if theres any reason to read Self Aware its for hottie mc thottie over here juries of the court. ty and gnight [tips hat]
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ugh i’m judging ppl who compare lizzie to kai parker so hard right now because they are not???? in any way the same??????? lizzie is a teenage girl, she’s still in the process of growing and maturing, it’s more justifiable for her to be supposedly “self-centered” and make bad decisions, especially because she genuinely feels remorse for the way she treats other ppl and strives to be better. she doesn’t think herself exempt from criticism and constantly aims for self improvement to the point where she feels self-hatred any time she messes up, and prioritizes the safety and well being of her friends and family.
meanwhile kai is a remorseless lunatic who murdered his entire family for selfish reasons - and regardless of reasoning killing family members isn’t acceptable morally? trolololol. lizzie and kai are not even in the same galaxy when it comes to morals and literally cannot even be compared
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For playlist requests: I’d love like a contrasting/split one for either Joleta pre and post leaving Gabriel at the end of DK or Joleta pre and post PiF
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Stop your breath - A band AU playlist for Joleta (link to Spotify)
And I'm not the kind that likes to tell you / Just what you want me to / You're not the kind that needs to tell me / About the birds and the bees *** Maybe I'll be as fast as you / Maybe I'll break hearts too / But I think that you'll slow down / When your turn to hurt comes around *** Well, you may be the king / Of this discoteque thing / But honey, I ain't looking for that *** Under the Boardwalk / Down by the sea / On a blanket with my boyfriend's where I'll be *** This could be our final dance / This could be our very last chance / And if you cut me / Don't you think I feel / Is this body made of clay / Is this heart made of steel *** So he's lying on top again / Just like Gepetto with his doll *** Cold burns powerful / Has powerful needs / Holds back / What's my worth? / There's a fire *** When I was a teenage whore / The rain came down like it never did before / I paid good money not to be ignored / Then why am I a teenage whore? *** I'm the kind of woman / I'll do almost anything to get what I want / I might play any little game *** Fifteen have passed and straight out of school / She was hard to handle / She was easy to fool *** Nobody believes we got something they haven't got / They've never seen a fire this hot / They never got that far / We're burning as bright as any star.
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Unveiling the Invisible Scar: Understanding Mother Wounds and Their Manifestations
In the intricate tapestry of our lives, the relationship with our mother often weaves the most defining threads. As much as it can be a source of nurturing and love, it can also leave behind wounds that aren’t always visible to the naked eye. These “Mother Wounds” are emotional and psychological imprints stemming from various experiences in our maternal relationships, and their manifestations can…
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incorrectselfaware · 2 years
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Mell: Elliot is out of town for a few days, so while he’s away I’m gonna cut the sleeves off of all my shirts!
Kai: What? Why???
Mell: He's 98% of my impulse control!
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suguru-getos · 6 months
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୨・┈﹕✦﹕ Kinktober Day 18﹕✦﹕┈・୧
-> Event Masterlist
Bakugou Katsuki x f!reader -> Overstimulation
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Warnings: Overstimulation, cunnilingus, squirting, Bakugou being a soft yet commanding dom, nipple-play, fingering, breeding. Let me know if I missed anything please? Thank you!
Summary: The perfect way to unwind after work with Katsuki is to share the solace of a perfect dinner, followed by a perfect fuck fest. :3
The recent days in the Bakugou household had been weird, you were busy and so was your husband. You had recently decided to step out of being a Pro hero. It was a big decision and you were thankful that Katsuki was there, understanding your emotions, understanding what you’re going through and soothing you with it all the way.
With the judgemental hero society and the fact that you’d never be able to come home one of these days— your dream of having a family, taking care of a family & being a mother, a wife, a partner. It was all fleeting away, your determination and priorities shifting from protecting the people of Japan to now, protecting the house. Even so, you can’t help but pout when Katsuki comes home at odd hours, it’s been a week or so that you two got to spend some time together. Katsuki was yearning! So were you, for the matter.
Katsuki (2:17 pm): Hey princess
You: (3:00 pm): Oh hey there Suki
Katsuki (3:01 pm): Coming home early today, missing you too bad. Gonna prepare dinner & wait for you.
The text made you beam with joy, fuck! You missed Katsuki’s cooking & Katsuki spoiling you. All he’s done is been your sugar daddy, you wanted— needed some quality time with him.
You (3:02 pm): OH OFCCC!!!!
The rest of the day went by in a haze, Bakugou’s bulls eye was to reach home on time, to spoil his wife. “Kiri handle the patrol for me will ya?” He mumbled, finishing the paperwork & the approvals with the signatures needed for the recent Ad campaigns his PR team has bagged him for.
“Ah man, gonna spoil Y/N?” Kiri smirked, “How cute, it’s been a while since all of us hung out together you know?” Kiri emphasised, which made Katsuki irritated. He just wanted to leave his agency premises right now. “Yeh, patrol. Don’t forget.” With that, he left. Katsuki has changed being a 27 year old Pro hero who is seasoned with the elixir of how to behave and also the self awareness of how to talk. The frequent outbursts weren’t there, however— the fire in his personality still blazed threateningly.
When Bakugou reached home, he was all set to prepare things for his lady love. Stove blazing, his culinary skills all out with every intention of showing off. He ordered your favorite flowers, loads of them— enough to magically decorate the house, your favorite scented candles & by the time you reached home. (Around 8), you were greeted with a different sight altogether.
“Oh my god!” You whined, while Bakugou opened the door and kissed your forehead. “Welcome home Princess, don’t want y’ to forget how amazing I am.” He winked, laced with his sassy, adoring signature grin as he guided you towards your shared bedroom.
“Go freshen up f’ me sweetheart. I’ve kept the dress I wan’ y’ to wear & want to see you in it kay?” You nodded blindingly, too enamoured by the preparations & the efforts Katsuki has done for you.
When you returned, the dinner was set properly, there were foods intermingled from Wasabi dipped sushi, Katsudon, some sweet mochi. Everything that you liked— or might like. The dinner was sweet, Bakugou let you unwind with some expensive roseé, listening to your babbling about what happened at work intently.
Before you knew it, you were being carried princess-style to the bedroom. Both you and Katsuki a little tipsy & you absolutely drowning in the warmth of his scent, in the comfort of his arms. “Let me unwrap my little present, yeah?” Bakugou hums, smiling tenderly and softly at you as he removes your dress off, leaving you in black lacey underwear.
“God damn, Princess.” he mused, licking his lip. “You look so fuckin’ gorgeous I feel like I’d lose my fuckin’ mind.” He smirks, leaning in and taking your panties off, gawking at your soaked pussy & your throbbing clit.
“Were thinking about being loved as much as me thinking about lovin’ you?” Katsuki hummed, not waiting for an answer and leaning in against your inviting folds, a soft groan escaping his parted lips, the moment he wrapped his lips around your needy clit. Thighs spread apart, and your legs falling over his shoulders. “You sound so cute moanin’ for me like that.” Katsuki smirks, gnawing at your clit and licking it over to soothe the irritation.
You were deliciously close to the edge, mouth agape, hands pulling at his hair closer & pussy clamping all up and all for him.
“Shit- mmgh- Katsuki, gonna—”
“Cum for me Princess, let me fuckin’ taste that sloppy cunt.” Your man daunted, the reverberations in his voice pushing you off the edge immediately. “Shit- hng.” Your body spasmed around his tongue, creaming all over him, meanwhile— Katsuki didn’t want to stop. It’s been a while since he’s away from his girl, he wants you, bad.
Your pleasure laced moans turned into gasps and whines, when your overstimulated clit found itself against Katsuki’s relentless thumb, “Give me another, yeah?” he croons, however it makes you feel that you don’t have any option but to— which is exactly what Katsuki wanted.
Leaning in and licking up your juices one last time, his thick, and long fingers found their way to your pussy. “Gonna make you squirt this time.” Katsuki smirked, leaning in and kissing your pelvis as two of his fingers nestled against your folds, curling upwards & against your G-spot.
A lewd moan escapes you when your body registers the pleasure on your clit and your G-spot at the same time.
“Oh my god—” You croak, clamping once again after Katsuki found the perfect rhythm to play with your sloppy pussy. He loved watching you whine and whimper when he goes on at your cunt until you cry.
“Gonna cum again sweetheart?” Katsuki cooed, watching your face contort with pleasure & smirking along. “Yes she will, yes she will.” he hums when he finds you speechless, drowning in pleasure with no escape.
Another, harsh and unforgiving orgasm rakes through you, and as promised, your body ended up complying to Katsuki, you ended up squirting your essence all over, screaming at the shattering waves of pleasure.
“Yeah, yeah baby, just like that.” Katsuki rode out your orgasm, not stopping when he finally unzipped himself, thrusting his cock balls deep in your twitching cunt. “Argh- fuck, so snug & tight.” He lewdly comments, not giving you any time to adjust and railing onto your sweet pussy. “Going to cum for me again, mhm?” He smirked, watching you try to push him away when his thumb finds it’s way back to your clit.
“Awh, don’t be a bad girl Princess.” He chided you gently, leaning in and swallowing your nipple, suckling on it and thrusting deep inside you. Tears glossed into your eyes at the threatening pleasure intermingled deliciously with the pain of overstimulation. The pain of feeling your senses on fire.
“Shit- I- I feel like- m’ close.” You gritted your teeth when Katsuki pulled the hood of your nerves, rubbing onto your now exposed bundle & watching you whine & squirm away to no avail.
“Go on, let your pussy massage daddy’s cock until he cums.” Katsuki leaned in, kissing you passionately and eating away all your moans when you finally, tipped off the edge again. Your overworked pussy spasming around him, clamping around him until ropes of his warm seed fill you up.
“Fuck- good- fuckin’ girl.” Katsuki groaned, stilling inside you, eyes softening when his senses complain to him about how far you’re gone. “Let it go Princess, gonna take care of you now. Leave it to me, yeah? Leave it to your Katsuki.”
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manypersons-writes · 2 years
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As the Aware series goes one, more and more of her outfit has been contributed to by the squad
Her shoes were gifts from Kai, who got them for her after he saw how ruined hers were
Her sweatshirt was Niklas’s. She wore it as pajamas one time and he just let her keep it. Niklas doesn’t know it has her initials on the front
Harper gave her a dragon necklace with a hidden knife in it. She has a matching scorpion one
Caiden gives her his black chain after she stops him from self-harming
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