as a linear process
of achieving “expected goals”,
you find yourself lost
when the arbitrary structure is gone.
And after the storm cleared,
She met the next version of herself.
- spirit daughter
I started working out a bit ago. And wow, I never thought it’d feel that good. Not to seem over dramatic but quite frankly, I feel new, I feel better. It’s actually helped with my mental health in a way.
Mon, Nov 23, 2020
Three things for me to do today:
1. clean my room
2. look through Khan Academy and see what interests me
3. read about some fairy and folk tales from Ireland (20 minutes)
Day 10 : still haven’t found my twinflame .. but i have a feeling I’m getting closer to meeting her !
Always remember to love yourself
Always remember that you can control your own thoughts !
SAY THIS TO YOURSELF EVERYDAY !
As life goes on , i am more and more excited to meet my twinflame .! I realised that all the relationships i did weren’t actually my other half . But they happened for a reason! I trust the universe to guide me in the right love for me . Who am i not to trust the process ? I am already married to my twinflame in other dimension and i shall find my twinflame in this dimension too ! I am love and i am guided . I will find happiness and love in the end ! Always think like that!
It hurts to watch you acting like this
Girl i love you , but you are making me bleed
I gave you my heart
And you teared it apart
I gave you my trust
And you mistreated me fast
I just have to move on
Follow my own road
I can’t keep on chasing you
That’s toxic , your love ain’t true
True love has no chasing game
But your ‘love’ is a pain game
online classes are making my depression worse.Not that I don’t/can’t study.I do.Actually,a good amount of hours.
… I’m a shy person.I find it really hard to open the microphone and talk to the teacher.I just can’t.My body starts shaking and i feel cold.I feel like somebody has taken the air from my lungs and i can’t speak a word.After the class ends i feel soo bad,tired and so stressed that my stomach hurts.I start hating myself for studying so much yet not being able to say a word.
….if anyone has any advice of how i can change this,or at least..if anyone is going through the same thing… I’d really appreciate that!🥺🥺✨✨💖💖😔😔😔
This is for all the people that are alone .
You should love being alone . It is peaceful . Not to mention that you will have the time to work on yourself and attract faster your twinflame .I used to have a lot of friends .. I would have those friends meet up but i would never really have fun in them . I realised that in most cases , when you go out with friends , you just waste your time by gossiping . I hated gossip . But people would always tell me that i have to had friends. That friends are essential … That was a lie … Years later i realised that all my friends were jealous of my glow up. That they hated me . That’s why in my darkest times they were acting fakely nice . Once i started being alone , meditating , having a decent self care , loving my self more and more and achieving my dreams , more and more people wanted to enter my life and more people started getting jealous and tried to be good friends with me in order to benefit from me … Friends are poison , trust me . Take time alone , meditatee , focus on you and you will attract real ones . Everything happens in time . Don’t rush to meet people …
Why so serious 🥴
Bc i am not financially stable enough to LIVE MY LIFE !
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