#self indulgent shit

[moinstar]

Diavolo’s charm(?)

#obey me diavolo #obey me barbatos #obey me lucifer #obey me mc #self indulgent shit #obey me nightbringer #obey me

[sollandan]

they think they look like they’re fighting

#disco elysium #harry du bois #jean vicquemare #jeanharry #self indulgent shit #sollandan

[imdoingawesome]

Only eight years old and you’re not a child anymore. You're going to be a Time Lord like the rest of your family, carrying on the illustrious family legacy, comporting yourself with the dignity befitting a Time Lord. And you’re proud, packing your bags with everything you’ll need for the future. You’re excited to make friends, to be with other children who are just the same as you. You’ll mean something now. Your father will look at you.

You’re thrown into the sea without a warning, and nobody sees you drowning. Nobody can see the pulse pounding through your ears as you thrash under the surface and call out to anyone, anyone who might hear you. Help me. See me. Fix me.

Nobody even notices that you’re gone.

You don’t introduce yourself by your common name in the Academy—you’re a student at the Academy and you use your Academy-assigned status designation. It’s a number, marking you as part of the ranks. (Holding it tight, armouring yourself with it. You are a real Time Lord. You are.)

The Academy does everything it can to harden you, to turn you into a soldier, but it doesn’t know what to do with a boy who argues. Who says the things you’re not supposed to say. Who realizes that getting attention is easy when you’re the odd one out.

And it is easy. It’s addictive, the electricity in the air as the students are shocked by what you’ve said. The tangible, prickling unease that straightens the teacher’s spine as they stutter and mumble and move on. The rush of being caught, of being told off and yelled at and hit—they have to look at you now.

You meet a boy who confounds you. Who has everyone’s attention, all of the time, without even trying. He’s bright and electric and so, so beautiful and you hate him. You can’t help but love him. He’s just himself and he doesn’t know how to pretend; is so guilelessly open, stupidly naive, and he notices you. Talks to you. Loves that you don’t care about the pointlessness of the rules. (Thinks that you don’t care. You would do anything, give anything to be able to be just part of the group.)

There are days when you’re stuck; a rusty gear in a perfectly oiled machine, grinding, pushing, just trying to catch up, and then he grabs your hand and pulls you out and you can run. You run across the fields of Gallifrey, chasing and laughing and somehow you’re okay, you’re so, so free and light and it’s easy. You lie tangled together in the grass outside the city, breeze blowing his curls over his face, and he says do you want to know a secret? and he whispers his name in your ear lightly. You tense, you sit up and look back at the citadel towering in the sky. And you clench your jaw and whisper your name to him.

#what i write when im depressed #doctor/master #the master #the doctor #thoschei #academy era #my writing #self indulgent shit

[elysiumarchieve]

i have no idea where this came from but have some angst i came up with while going through my spotify playlist

warnings: angst, you die like EVERY TIME and he's partially to blame, i don't even have a title for this, this doesn't even make sense, reincarnation?? atleast you return like 3 times in his life to bother him😭😭😭, corny ass shit, no proofread, gn! reader

"i love you so-" "please let me go.."

✧ the eccentric wanderer, who'd cry after your death and hold onto your cold hand for days before he's finally able to move away. by now, your body had even become to stiff to move and you no longer possessed the same kind look in your eyes, only eyes devoid of any joy you once felt

✧ the eccentric wanderer, despite believing you betrayed him just like everyone else, is unable to forget you and your presence, his tears falling and his sobs filling the empty void in his heart as he holds you, unable to understand why you'd also leave him like this

✧ the eccentric wanderer who, despite trying to scrub off all human emotion would still try to replicate the warmth when you hugged him so tenderly, the gentleness of your touch still lingering on his skin, painfully reminding of every day since you left him behind

✧ the eccentric wanderer who'd stand next to your grave (one he dug himself) and look down on it with a conflicted look on his face, eyes devoid of the joy he once experienced by your side, the straw hat pulled deeply into his face to obscure his own face and shut his eyes from reality

"i love you so, please let me-" "go."

✧ kunikuzushi, who had no room in his heart to love anymore and pushed you away from him, afraid of being hurt again by the very mortals he now learnt to despise

✧ kunikuzushi, who learnt that human emotions were fatal and lead to nothing but pain, thus casting you aside and threatening to hurt you if you dared approach him even more

✧ kunikuzushi, who wants to laugh at your pathetic attempts to try and heal him, claiming that he had never met anyone as naive as you before, but still allowed you to stand just meters away from him, but only disregards you with a huff

✧ kunikuzushi who doesn't even feel content with himself once you finally stopped breathing and writhing as he snuffed out the light in your eyes. he thought that ending you before he could attached would keep him from feeling this pain, but why does his chest ache even more now?

"i love you." "so?" "please let me-" "go."

✧ the balladeer who treats you like garbage, uncaring of your personal feelings and orders you around brutally, mocking you along the way and looking down on you

✧ the balladeer who, despite your resemblance to someone in his memories, doesn't allow you any closer to him than necessary, regardless of rank and status - he doesn't need allies nor people who tend to him

✧ the balladeer, who'd laugh at your attempts to understand him and call you worthless - unknownst to the fact that he's trying to keep his own 'heart' safe from the agony of losing you again

✧ the balladeer, who eventually lost sight of you after he scared you off for long enough, but happens to be in an even worse mood now that you're gone. none of these people around him were competent enough, unlike you

"i love you so."

✧ the wanderer who returns to you with a heavy heart, standing beside your grave and finally tending to it the way he should've done centuries ago (all while complaining about how laborious you are even years after your passing)

✧ the wanderer who, despite his shitty attitude towards the people around him, wants to believe that you're proud of him, that you've been watching him and giving him subtle signs that you were still there with him even through all the atrocities he has committed

✧ the wanderer who can't find the proper words to talk to you for the final time and instead just shakes his head, claiming that he doesn't understand you - seeing you again in his each step in life truly showed him at how much you sucked to let him go, either

✧ the wanderer who is not the curious and gentle eccentric he had been once, but stays with you for the night, silently offering you his utmost gratitude that he is unable to voice out and instead tells you about the vision he received - the first thing to actually belong to him

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#genshin impact #genshin x reader #genshin #kunikuzushi #headcanons #wanderer #scaramouche #scaramouche x reader #what is this #self indulgent shit #no because i had this in my head and idc how bad it is i had to write it down #enjoy my suffering

[dingostrash]

Bitemarks

#saber lily #fgo #fate grand order #artoria lily #artoria pendragon lily #alternative title: can you keep a secret? #self indulgent shit

[bloomellaa]

I've almost finished my DE clownsona as I want to draw 2 more casual clothes for her. She is basically a street performer and a homeless person after passing her life in a circus with her family. I'm googoo gaga, i made a backstory and how she meets the RCM and all blblblblbllb

#disco elysium #Disco elysium oc #Clownsona #persona #self insert #clown OC #clown #She would be bestie with harry du bois #she's unhinged but on a really different degree/way #idk if people will want actual lil comics on how she's found and wtf happened #idk if people are actually interested but it gives me dopamine so #self indulgent shit #jester #jestersona #blood #cut #bruises #bruise

[truegoist]

💘 + RIN x ATLAS

OMG </3 long post so

where they first met and how

Probably at a school gym, i mean im in a basketball team and hes in football soo fight over who gets to use the room first

how long their ‘flirting’ phase was before feelings got involved

HELLA LONG bc he’s petty and like “oooo i will never be that low to actually fall for that guy” etc etc

who fell for who first ( if applicable )

okay so I’m going to go ahead and say him first bc even in irl relationships I’ll flirt and shit w everyone but it takes me a hell lot of time to actually swoon

where their first date was and what it was like

PICNIC PICNIC PICNIC was pretty fun except turns out bringing dogs was not such a good idea <;/3

who asks who out and how ( with a sign? spelled out on a cake? just a simple ‘will you go out with me’? )

me obvi, probably started out w someone going “oo u two gay” and me being ye

who proposes first

rin this time he plans every single step to it

if they keep / kept their relationship secret or let everyone know right away

Not exactly single but rin doesn’t wants rest of the bllk guys to know bc they’re annoying

where the proposal happens and how ( kiss cam at a baseball game? on a hillside surrounded by ducks? at a disney park? )

after his match def frfr

if they adopt any pets together

nope i have enough pets already

who’s more dominant

me B)

where their first kiss was and what it was like

Totally normal moment except his first automatic reaction was to go “Ew”

if they have any matching couples stuff ( mugs? sweaters? pillowcases? )

NECKLETS & PIERCINGS

how into pda they are

rin like %0 and me %100

who holds the umbrella when it rains

Him solely bc i always forget to bring one

where their usual ‘date spot’ is ( if applicable )

my or his house

who’s more protective

Rin def

how long it is before they sleep together ( can be as in ‘had sex’ or as in ‘shared a bed’ )

like a week lol. Mainly bc i love crashing over at even just friends houses

if they argue about anything

everything always doesn’t matter what I love arguing and he’s just petty

who leaves more marks ( lipstick, hickeys, scratchmarks etc. )

💪

who steals whose clothes and how often

I’d say rin only does so when he confuses it w mine (bc yk similar size both men’s shit both emo) and then refused to acknowledge it’s mine

how they cuddle ( spooning? facing each other? )

probably either spooning or me just on top of him bc i love body slamming ppl

what their favourite nonsexual activity is

arguing </3

how long they stay mad at each other

not too long he’s way too in love for that lmao loser

what their usual coffee / tea orders are

rin orders whatever he wants for both of us and I just go along as long as it’s cold

if they ever have any children together

physically impossible but also I want children so adoption

if they have any special pet names for each other

loser, etc

if they ever split up and / or get back together

nah i don’t think so

what their shared living space is like ( messy? clean? what kind of decor? )

oh I’m a pro at cleaning houses so very very clean 💪💪💪 I’d say rins part of the house is very minimalist and mine is just full of decorative shit and photos and all

what their first christmas / hanukkah / etc as a couple was like

i dont celebrate any of those stuff BUT MATCHING COSTUMES FOR HALLOWEEN

what their names are in each other’s phones

rin to me > headache.

me to him -> bbg

if they have any ‘couple traditions’ ( buying a new mug for their collection every year? baking every friday evening? )

ye collecting news articles together

who falls asleep first and who wakes up first

He wakes up first bc yk football shit and I fall asleep first

who’s the big spoon / little spoon

interchanging

who hogs the bathroom

me </3 (putting on piercings + dyed hair shit)

who kills the spiders / takes them outside

i do !!

#self indulgent shit #Anyways tyyy<333

[lacosesa]

I need him to fix my sleep schedule

#fanart #digital sketch #fnaf sb #fnaf #fnaf self insert #fnaf moon #moondrop #self indulgent shit

[moinstar]

DiaMoin Outfit Swap (totally not super late from the trend)

#obey me diavolo #obey me mc #moin mc #self indulgent shit

[dyke-in-crisis]

I have noticed a pattern & I’m guilty of all of these

#no serious art yet only scribbles #I love this godforsaken sketchbook #making self indulgent shit instead of working on actual things ❤️ yay #more gay malevolent fanart coming soon I fear #my art #malevolent #malevolent podcast #john doe malevolent #LOVE seeing john fanart going aww silly guy 😍 and then right under it the most horrific creature #its a little game in my head by now to look for which entity is on what end of the scale #lovecraftian memory cards u might say

[thewindsofsong]

does anyone else have like, super self indulgent self insert/oc fic ideas that they will never, ever, commit to writing? I mean, I almost never write out my ideas anyway because I have 0 focus and negative commitment to ideas. Every once in a while however, there's an idea within a specific fandom that stays with me.

the one that i've been lingering on whilst in the middle of yet another batfam fanfic deep dive is the idea of an OC that that just... has the ability to water bend?

Healing others is suuuch a rare and useful ability within the dc universe as far as I can tell and having someone that has all the potential that water bending has, including the power to heal, is so much oh my god.

Could you imagine the kind of fights that would happen to gain custody of someone that could reliably, and without major costs, heal others?

there'd be so many ways to shape the plot and conflicts based on that alone.

Currently, I'm stuck on the idea of my SI/OC doing her best to hide the fact that she can heal while being compelled to help the people of gotham because wowza healthcare sucks and the idea of her trying to clean up what must be some horrifically polluted water?

like, batfam and co start hearing rumors of a thing/sprit/god/whatever that will heal you on foggy nights so long as you offer up a house plant and keep your window open. (its oc using the water in the plants to bend enough to heal what she can).

Of course, the fam starts investigating because if this is some magic thing thats actually idk, planning on stealing the souls of those they heal or something, they should probably do something about that. Zantana/constantine/blood get called on for consult the next time there's a foggy night and they manage to track her down as she's helping someone's lungs get clear from some bronchitis. (I imagine that the mechanics of bending translate as something mystical)

OC of course panics because oh wow, kind of depending on people not realizing that there's a person doing all this to avoid being chased to the ends of the earth by all factions involved.

stuff happens, introductions are had, motivations are thoroughly interrogated, questions of personal responsibility are asked. I never made a choice on where in the whole....handwavy timeline of events this whole story would take place, but I do enjoy the basic idea of it.

#fic ideas #self indulgent shit #the idea of this happening right as jason is coming back as red hood would be interesting #he comes to descend on crime ally to find that some of the people there are making shrines to some spirit that actually heals people #but also the idea of this happening before he dies.... #poor oc finding recently resurrected and catatonic jay.... #or having this happen during cataclysm #heck #even contagion would be fun #ahhhhhh #the possibilities are endless

[our-summer-is-winter]

One of the biggest flaws of mine is that all of my obsessions are very intense but also very short-lived. I jump onto the new things like some people jump into the open flames but this fire also burns out too quickly. And I cringe too hard when I look back at my past selves

#what could this post be about #it's a mistery #like ive seen this 'people treat fandom like mcdonalds' or whatever post too #but i never was a type to stay in one place for too long #it's hard for me to get attached to anything #including people probably #today im here #tomorrow? who knows #so don't get used to me too much #/ joking #im trying to work on that #but its hard #venting #kind of #self indulgent shit

[oobbbear]

Dialogue assignment, audio from help wanted 2

#my art #animation #video #this is some self indulgent shit #fav character dialogue + fav oc #also hey I finally made a Dolus reference sheet #turn around sheet only happens when someone’s holding a knife to my neck #afterland postal #this hazbin hotel proportion little bastard #technically he was a sun okay #I dont see anything wrong with giving him the canon sun dialogue m

[cosmicwhoreo]

lil sailor

#i'm on that self-indulgent shit >:} #don't judge me it's been a week- #cookie run kingdom #cookie run #crk #captain caviar cookie #black pearl cookie #blacaviar #captain caviar cookie x black pearl cookie #moon pearl cookie

[nouverx]

Little moments between Koby and Hermeppo in the live action that I liked a lot

Can we talk about how cute Koby was at Hermeppo calling him a friend?? I am unwell

Also I think Hermeppo accidentally created a demon that day

#one piece #opla spoilers #one piece live action #koby #koby one piece #my art #self indulgent drawings I made today #koby is so cute help me #morgan davies is a legend they embodied koby so well #it's amazing how the live action managed to make me give a shit about hermeppo #one piece fanart

[peanutseagle]

imagine being obsessed with drawing your crush haha couldn't be me 💕

#↑ lying #this is the most self indulging shit i ever drew HANDS DOWN #i am in my damian era rn do not talk to me #(jk ofc i get really happy over interactions 🫂) #the sacred black cover a5 sketchbook is a real story btw #spy x family #damianya #my art #spy x family fanart #anya forger #sxf #damian desmond #sxf fanart #art #fanart #fancomic #emile elman #ewen egeburg