#self pity

[shatteredfallenangel]

I want to hurt myself so badly. The pain is all I need sometimes. After what you did, it's all I want.

#tw self destruction #cvutting #cvtaddict #sh #self h@rm #self destruction #tw depressing thoughts #baby cvts #vent post #self pity #self h@te #tw selfhate #Wkluwb bhdu rog Prrq oryhv wr vwlfn klv glfn lqwr hljkwhhq bhdu rogv #Moon is a predator #selfharrrm

[tjandersonart]

it's passive. it's mean.

#illustration #i can't stand you #obsessive #self pity #depressive episode #selfishness #selfish delusions #daffodils for misfortune #daffodils for selfishness #suicidal ideation

[bones-of-a-rabbit]

But like fr they wouldn’t like me lol. I’m awkward and sarcastic and I’m mean even when I’m just joking around. I don’t know how to act around people. People think there’s something wrong with me before they even know me. I’m scared to be around kids, I never know what to do. I’m anxious and I’m prickly and selfish and self centered and all I can ever think about when I’m in public is how much I don’t belong. Most of the time I’m mean and brittle and sarcastic and I easily get carried away and other times I’m sulky and rude and morose and really overall impossible to stand and they wouldn’t even like me

And that sucks. I wish they would like me, but I know they wouldn’t. Sorry

#vent #rant #tw self loathing #I’m annoying we been knew #the flesh pit #the flesh speaks #flesh of a hare #ramble #sulking #moping #self pity #lays facedown in a pudddle #sorry lol #cringe #cringe of a rabbit

[evadneares]

"Bluets", Maggie Nelson

#writing #writers and poets #writerscommunity #writers on tumblr #creative writing #literature #writers #writer things #quotes #women writers #bluets #maggie nelson #self pity #despair #the portrait of dorian gray

[macrolit]

I thought about all the people I knew who spent many of their waking hours feeling sorry for themselves. How useful it would be to put a daily limit on self-pity. Just a few tearful minutes, then on with the day.

Tuesdays with Morrie, Mitch Albom

#mitch albom #tuesdays with morrie #self-pity #self pity #feeling sorry #pity #quotes #quote

[serenityquest]

#dr glenn patrick doyle #self compassion #victim mentality #self pity #self care #recovery

[the-case-book-of-fanfiction]

i really feel for crowley right now.

i just had my own aziraphale give me my own "you go to fast for me" recently and now i understand why crowley's so nervous about aziraphale and his feelings for him and how to bring it up. because holy shit, it's painful, it's ridiculous, it's almost childish in the way it happened for me. so i get it.

so in other words. that's why i've gone quiet. i'll be quiet for a little while longer before my pain gets turned into poetry.

life imitates art.

i just wish it hadn't been this art.

#good omens #you go too fast for me crowley #good omens 2 #the bentley #ineffable husbands #aziracrow #crowley #aziraphale #david tennant #michael sheen #relationship #emotions #life imitates art #heartbreak #self pity #let me wallow #let me be sad #i need to talk to someone and i don't have anyone right now #so it's going here #deep thoughts #sad thoughts

[delusionalmaniac]

writing this under my covers about to cry

wallowing in total self pity

i don’t even deserve my own sadness

god im such a fucking pick me

#i hate me so much #pick me girl #im cryin #im sad and tired #self pity #god help me #i dont care #i dont deserve to live #whats wrong with me #aesthetic #collage #meme #sad memes

[trix1erose]

#artists on tumblr #art #vent art #emotional art #self pity #lonely thoughts #i’m not actually lonely #i’ve just convinced myself i am #trix1e gets sad

[grotesquethought]

Today I realised that I will never be completely "better" or "normal." I have worked so hard to regulate myself, to function in full time work and be socially accepted. Most of the time, I do okay. But when I had a sobbing breakdown because my husband ate my work lunch and I realised I would have to make something new in the middle of a heatwave... I'm losing hope that I will ever get the normalcy others take for granted.

#bpd #self pity #rant #fucking pathetic

[bones-of-a-rabbit]

“Oh my god. You hated me. You’ve hated me this whole time.”

(no that’s not Vanny that’s a sort of self-insert character that changes based on the Vibe)

y’all mind if I just *injects shitty art with shitty self pity bullshit bc I’m way too sensitive and stupid to properly enjoy like 95% of content if the characters are mean even once*

#warning vent #vent tw #venting #self pity #self loathing #anyway I have been trying to avoid the ‘sun secretly hated his new coworker’ au for a while now #tap dances with my five different mental illnesses and rejection sensitivity #sketch #stupid #rough art #my. brain was full of funk last night sorry #emotional #cringe #fnaf

[fr1ed-butterr]

My life in an anime and I’m just the character with huge tits and no personality or real substance!

#anime #anime tiddies #beer #mexican food #self pity #alcohol #for you #i love you #my boy is so cute #i’m ok tho #jokes #hotwives #hot as fuck #so hot 🔥🔥🔥 #hot as hell #wifu

[mixxymaggie111]

#spotify #melanie martinez #self pity #Melanie martinez moodboard #moodboard

[lousydrawingsforgoodpeople]

#self pity #sidestep the trap #doodles #bad art #lousy drawings #doodle #positivity #self love #healing #recovery #self care #bear trap #pity party

[belladonna413]

I can never identify my emotions. I can tell when a feeling is negative and will seek out the source to get rid of it and make the feeling stop. Positive feelings are so few and far between that I confuse them with an absence of pain and feeling nothing.

Even where I can identify an emotion, I don't know how to just feel it and sit with it. Instead, I get to work just trying to analyze the source.

How am I so distant from my own emotions? I just feel detached. Like I am a shadow, or there is a pane of glass separating me from my own self.

And as my chronic pain and health get worse, I just feel more detached. I keep retreating farther to get away from the physical pain.

It is so terribly lonely.

#mental health #chronic pain #chronic illness #depression #depressing shit #self pity

[shatteredfallenangel]

I can't do this anymore. I need to cut deeper, I need to do it more, I cannot stand it when I am not cutting into my fragile skin.

#tw self destruction #cvtaddict #cvutting #sh #self h@rm #self destruction #tw depressing thoughts #baby cvts #vent post #self pity #selfharrrm #tw selfhate