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bluegiragi · 2 months

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mr riley.

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#simon has a lot of reasons for his endless well of self-hatred #but the first seeds were definitely planted by him looking a lot like his shitty dad.#in this au his dad is still alive #but they haven't talked in decades. and wont ever again #also ppl who are paying attention will notice that this flashback is when ghost got the scar over his eyebrow #simon ghost riley #manuel roba #monster 141 au #giragi art

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holistichealingg · 6 months

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hedgehog-moss · 8 months

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My greenhouse onions look like a school of fish, I love them! I wasn't sure I'd be able to grow onions in the aquaponic towers above the fish tank because, well, there's no soil and they're very squished in vertical towers, but they just went "no worries we'll adapt" and grew vertically in this nice ocarina shape

#crawling along #i am officially self-sufficient when it comes to onions!#which is a small but satisfying milestone #i've been able to grow enough for all my cooking needs continuously all year long #and also collect & use their seeds. so these are 3rd-generation onions

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agentc0rn · 6 months

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Dreams sweet as peach

Mushed into pulp

All gone but the pit

Out of mind, swallowed it whole

amygladin comes

#kieran #pokemon kieran #rival kieran #trainer kieran #pokemon fanart #my art #the teal mask #pokemon sv dlc #pokemon scarlet and violet #the hidden treasure of area zero #now I can see the dokutaro = fruit glimmora = flower connection theory.#amygladin -> cyanide #Cyanide is also found in peaches and apples (in the seeds) both fruits that are symbolically used in SV #i feel like at some point he cracks - he just loses it and bawls. He's bottled up his emotions because he's fed up with losing #and everything and his “weak” self

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rookisaknight · 1 month

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Lrb relevant something about the way each brother is constantly reiterating their trauma in an attempt to subdue it.

Jacob, most direct and long-term recipient of their father's abuse, surrounds himself with people he's conditioned to become violent at the drop of a hat.

But its ok, because he controls the trigger this time.

Joseph, left abandoned by the splitting of their family, creates conditions for his new Family that are so untenable it's only a matter of time before any given member tries to leave him.

But it's ok, because being forced to constantly negotiate, gaslight, and threaten people into sticking with him makes him feel like he has power over his isolation this time.

John reliving his childhood torture every goddamn day, carving himself up when he can't carve up others and having his fear of damnation dangled over his head by his brother god. Constantly repenting, constantly atoning, never forgiven.

But it's ok, because he holds the knife this time. When you hold the knife, you get to say when it stops, and you get to extract sin from others rather than have it extracted from you.

#i thought about a faith addition to this post but honestly #faith distances herself so hard from her past self she functionally pretends she never existed #its a very testimony approach to trauma #obviously very hollow #but it means shes not really seeking reflections of herself #shes afraid of a mirror more than anything #far cry 5 #fc5 #joseph seed #john seed #jacob seed

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kays-artstuff · 23 days

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#art #sorry for the tags #drawing #clover uty #uty clover #undertale yellow clover #uty au #I’ll come up with a name for this au laterrr #so like #monster magic healing is 100% rejuvenation and preservation #because I’m assuming that since they fuse their magic in the seeds the crops are naturally better at self healing #and growing #it’s 1am #almost 2 am #gonna need to be awake to properly explain this #“Lucky” Clover Au

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anjanahalo · 8 months

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Wayne Vs Fenton 3

start of the madness

pls note I'm putting these numbers in as "what I have written." They're not gonna necessarily be in order. I hope to make a full fic to put on AO3. In the interim, here's stuff I wrote in general as it strikes me in the moment. This bit is from Tim's perspective after Damian and Danny Are Friends become a known quantity in the Wayne household. ~*~

Damian making friends didn’t make sense. Everyone else felt complacent in simply accepting it. Tim wasn’t. Considering his upbringing, autonomous socializing wasn’t part of Damian’s personality. Nor was how calm and patient the former assassin child became with all of his siblings, Tim included. Damian himself insisted he and this “Danny” were friends. Hell, Damian even called the kid by a nickname. Not his last name, not “Daniel.” His actual, preferred nickname. Tim was suspicious and instantly began investigating. Daniel “Danny” Fenton, age 15, moved to Gotham two months ago from Amity Park, Illinois with his godfather and temporary guardian, Vlad Masters, former mayor of Amity Park, head of Vladco Industries, and heir to Wisconsin’s Self Proclaimed Dairy King’s fortune. Child of Jack and Madeline Fenton, doctors of something called ectobiology, former college classmates of Vlad Masters, and founders of FentonWorks, a cottage research facility that developed antighost (Ghosts? Really?) weaponry and equipment. Brother of Jasmine Fenton, currently a student of Yale in their psychology undergraduate program, and already a shoe-in for the Dean’s list. Honestly, of all the people related to him, Danny ended up being the least interesting. Middling grades that dropped in high school along with attendance. That was probably what led to his coming to Gotham. A set of brilliant - if evidentially weird - parents and a rich and involved godfather doing what they could to help their faltering son to succeed by sending him to one of the top schools on the east coast. There was evidence that Amity Park itself had some apparently minor meta vigilante protecting it, but searches for “Phantom” turned up nothing in the Justice League’s database, suggesting whomever this was might be an actual ghost like Deadman and, thus, restricted to access by those with JLD clearance. Tim put aside that issue for later. He could just ask B for privileges later. Besides, the only information he found on this vigilante was on a few amateur fansites and local papers. No major news sites or government listings. It couldn’t be anything major. His focus remained on Daniel Fenton. Except, even when looking into the kid’s socials, there wasn’t anything interesting. He had a couple friends back in Amity, the most interesting of the two was Samantha Mason of the Mason family, though Tim already knew of her from various socialite dinners she looked ready to burn to the ground, pink and lacey dress or not. Her social media was full of activism, conservation movements, and calls for both veganism and something called ultra recycle vegetarianism. Tucker came from an average family of upper middle class parents, nothing odd there, though his social media showed his love of technology and ancient Egypt. Nothing strange there. Danny’s social media, besides his friends, included links to Nasa, occasional rambles about high school life, and, for some reason, a dog photoshopped to look green. From the replies of his few followers, it was an inside joke since they all cooed over the dog and didn’t comment on the green. Again, nothing strange. Even the one time he managed to hack into Damian’s phone to see his messages yielded nothing. He and Danny would meet for what Danny called “playdates.” For some reason, Damian played along with a name Tim knew he’d scoff as childish and beneath him. Even that would be innocuous. One or the other would suggest meeting at various parks, arcades, even the observatory, negotiating dates and times, and that was it.

Danny was a normal kid. Damian was a born and bred assassin. Why in the actual fuck were these two friends? Nothing made sense. Everyone else was happy to ignore it because of the peace the irrationality before them instilled. Tim wouldn’t become complacent. Whatever Danny was hiding, he’d find it.

#danny phantom #here i go writing again #wayne vs fenton #dpxdc #Yup #Tim is missing shit #plz allow it for now for both plot reasons and because this is #so far #just a seed for the full story #also he's tunnel focused on Danny. Some Ghost Powered Meta isn't in his radar at the moment #especially one that's probably actually just a ghost protecting a small midwestern town and of such small significance #it's not even a major file in the JL database #OBVIOUSLY the JL must know about him. Thinking otherwise is silly #He'll just ask bruce to fill him in #Shoutout to One Look because I was like “What's a word for 'Self Initializing'?”#AUTONOMOUS

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whatthefuckisasweep · 10 months

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RVB NATION HOW THE FUCK ARE WE FEELING RIGHT NOW??!?!?!?!?!??!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?>!!<!?!?!>!>?!?!!?!?!?!?

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poppy-purpura · 3 months

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"You're just pretending"

#oram local group #six poppy seeds #self injury #vent art

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booksandmore · 9 days

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moshang as persephone and hades writes itself

#hmmmm sqq as demeter methinks #moshang #svsss #scum villian self saving system #mxtx #shang qinghua #mobei jun #does sqh unknowingly fall into the underworld/demon relm or does he go there himself to ‘follow the plot’? you decide!#sqh unknowingly eating sunflower seeds forgetting it means he cant leave vs cang qiong on fire from losing the one person holding the place #together #lbh busting down mbj’s palace because rich boy sqq canNOT be doing paperwork mbj return the rodent AT ONCE #hm lbh = zeus????#somehow im thinking lqg as hermes idk #HEY 12 peaks 12 olymplians!!!!#ohhh athena = sqq??? but for the purposes of the story hes acting like demeter #sqq: i hate ur guys but so help me me i will cause the world famine and death if u dont come back #sqh: i love u too bro????

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rarepears · 6 months

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Random idea, O!SQQ had to do go something probably illegal or scandalous(in ancient china) and could not be implicated. So he fakes a coma and switches himself out with a Sun-and-Moon dew flower.

Lowkey I think Wu Yanzi taught him this trick to throw off bounty hunters to take the heat off when the price on his head got a little too high. Like it’s a flower, about as rare as anything else, but the usefulness of it should make it slightly more common.

It’s been awhile and now he’s back. To his surprise the empty shell has actually gained sentience and has pretty much taken his life over. Now he’s not sure to be angry or upset because nobody actually tried to help his stand-in regain ‘his’ memories.

Don’t think Wu Yanzi would do this trick since this seed is so rare and requires so much dedication to grow this seed into a viable body (tending to a seed for what? 5 years straight? Only very specific environments with the exact climate and elevation works? Is quite the gamble.)

Then there’s the gamble of knowing that the plant body will emerge as perfectly as planned… or something odd happened while growing it. Plus Wu Yanzi can’t handle being around in the same spot for too long - there has to be a bounty on his head at least.

But say that Wu Yanzi is a genius. He’s cracked the code. He’s growing this plant like he’s running a Hawaii pineapple farm. He’s using Shen Jiu as the farm hand to do all the grunt work.

I think Shen Jiu would had long skedaddled from Cang Qiong in some “accident” where the fault would be pinned on Liu Qingge and (insert name of head disciple(s) that he hates) while he was still a head disciple. Otherwise Shen Jiu is too responsible of a person to go fake his death in a way that would compromise Yue Qingyuan’s leadership, reputation, or political powers. Yue Qingyuan’s shizun on the other hand…

And this begins Shen Jiu’s career as a farmer.

#svsss #svsss ideas #svsss au #shen qingqiu #scumbag self saving system #shen jiu #mxtx #the scum villain's self saving system #Shen Jiu the sun and moon flower seed farmer AU

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magistralucis · 21 days

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What if literally the only reason Yenekh got sick was because Oltyx was sick and he didn't want him to suffer alone 😭 It's like he said in Reign, 'our kind seeks company, always'. Yenekh didn't even need the endgame revelations about the Flayer Virus to feel that way, no one did, pretty much everyone who'd laid oculars upon Oltyx read him for what he was. Imagine Yenekh realizing he's changed for the first time, the sheer terror and confusion he must've felt before Mentep's wisdom held him over. Slowly understanding, as time passed, that all that was happening here was that one heart had found another... and this knowledge doing literally nothing for Yenekh's anxieties, because he knew Oltyx didn't know and wasn't willing to understand. Adoring Oltyx to the point of metamorphosis, adjusting his very sense of self to Oltyx's presence, knowing that Oltyx would willingly sentence him to one million years dungeon catacombs ghostwind for being what he was. Love is a powerful, powerful feeling, such a strange and perilous yet radically transformative thing

#warhammer 40k #wh40k #the twice dead king #oltyx #yenekh #necrons #necron #essay #nate really -gets- queer love like quite nobody else imo. i think a lot of us have felt or experienced something like this #not the flayer thing like. the other thing. the dedication-of-self-to-one-unrequited-or-denied thing. the seed of pain and/or glory.#it makes me want to lie down and weep a lot

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clownehonk · 5 days

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idk ive been replaying far cry again

#far cry 5 #far cry fanart #far cry 5 faith #far cry 5 rachel jessop #faith seed #my art #these are very self indulgent and lazy #i just like her vibes

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bobosbillionsknives · 1 month

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Vash and Knives grew up on a sterile ship there is NO WAY they knew how to survive on a desert planet and I KNOWW Knives had to be a mess after Vash left

(not shipping content)

#I love drawing knives with bigass bugeyes it just feels appropriate #something less than human #also following the plot from stampede where Vash finds the other seeds ship after the big fall #but like . a little different obvi #self destructive knives refusing to go on another seeds ship that probably has like food and water and showers and shit #and instead choosing to almost die in the desert out of fear and spite #love herrr !!!#trigun #millions knives #my art #trigun fanart #vash the stampede #not posting anything crazy idk im still scared to post stuff 🤦‍♂️#flopping on tumblr is utterly humiliating

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eclipsemeteor · 1 month

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Nobody asked for this but my dumb ass in the middle of the night, waking up suddenly thinking "yo what if you combined Gundam SEED with Megaman ZX?" So here's Kira Yamato, with a Model XH variant to give him a Freedom-like Megamerge.

Stepping stones, photoshop edits and a sprite recolor were the start of this:

#gundam #mega man #mega man zx #megaman zx #biometal #megamerge #kira yamato #my art #gundam seed #gundam seed destiny #this is incredibly self indulgent and i rarely even get this far with a digital drawing so good job me

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thestudentfarmer · 7 months

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Seed saving succes!

I posted awhile ago about carrots I let go to seed this last season. I finally got round to doing the full seed cleaning, a small germination test and wanted to share on that.

Below, the heads when I finally pulled them, I did clip the heads from the stems and placed them in an open storage bin.

To be quite honest I set it aside and forgot about it for awhile. Day to day and all that. Thankfully the corner I set them in was well undisturbed save for a few spiders when I got back to them.

Still a lil bit 'stick'y but it's as filtered as I can get currently. I'll be looking into some sort of seives to make harvesting seed easier in the future.

Interestingly enough, when separating some of the junk, the seeds got a sort of perfume-yness to them? It was very pleasant.

I took the corn out to handle later, but the cleaned out carrot flowerheads I tossed them in the chicken compost area so any missed seeds would get enjoyed by either the girls or the wild birds and the remaining stems and sticks'll get composted before long.

Did a germination test on the counter to see if the effort was worth it.

Way more germination than I expected! 🥳 very much worth it!

Here's the seed bag, I expect there is still a chunk of chuff/junk that didn't seperate well but it weighed 9 oz. (gallon size ziplock) I'd feel okay saying mayby 5-7 oz seed from seed saving this year. Even at low end of 5 oz that's still pretty good :)

I think I'll keep half and sort the other half among some friends and family as gifts, and donate to the local seed library nearest to me.

And if opportunity arises I'll do the same with the next carrot grow :) they were pretty easy (aside from toppling so much), the pollinators loved them, they were beautiful plants and we can use every part of them as well which is a win win all around 🏆

They were from hybrids of rainbow x nantes carrots. Some got long (but not many, I have shallow soil) they did get nice and fat though and we enjoyed quite a bit of salad, pesto and pretty flowers thanks to them this last grow season.

🥕🌱 Happy Homesteading 🌱🥕

9.21.2023

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