#selfdestruct

[chitsangenthusiast]

previous job i was forced to become the adobe expert trained solely through google. today i am having to attend a meeting on how to add text to a pdf. two different sides of hell

#selfdestruct #<- my temp post tag but also mood sksjdhdld

[chronivore]

I'm watching Johnny Cash's "Hurt" video on repeat... is that a bad sign?

#selfdestruct

[chocobosdungeon2]

might OD on a little crush

#spotify #music #selfdestruct #torr #good songs

[weeblmaodotcom]

DONT HIT THE SELF-DESTRUCT BUTTON , Meme by Weeblmao.com

#button #dont #hit #MemePiece #Memepiece #OnePiece #OnePieceMeme #OnePieceMemes #OP #OPMeme #OPMemes #SELFDESTRUCT

[skaucher]

#week #photodump the first 2 ref a wallpaper that caused android phones to self destruct #wallpaper #prophotorgb #android #crash #selfdestruct https://www.instagram.com/p/CjKj8gSKs-CfubEFJEDt4vTuz5tbastUyBRjDA0/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

#week #photodump #wallpaper #prophotorgb #android #crash #selfdestruct

[1-hanyi]

Something I can't stop thinking about is how Roier said Pepito reminded him of himself. And that's the problem right?

Pepito IS Roier, when he was weak and vulnerable and deprived of affection. Roier has found family and love many times, and he always ends up alone. He won't make the same mistake again. He won't open his heart to love again. And in doing so, he won't let Pepito feel love either.

Because there's nothing to gain from love. He loved Spreen and his friends. And they betrayed him. He let himself love Bobby. And he was taken from his hands. He got adopted by Vegetta and Foolish. And now his parents are gone and who knows if his sibling will wake up. He decided to marry Cellbit. And now Cellbit is missing. And he let himself love Richas as his own kid. And now he is in a coma.

When Bobby died, Roier tried to kill himself. He was depressed, reckless and a mess. He did not care for his health or his safety. And so, why would he now? After he has lost more people, why would he be kind? When he sees a version of himself that seeks love, the same mistakes he has make too many times, why would he love Pepito?

Pepito is himself, Pepito is a reminder of what he has lost, Pepito is a responsability that he did not want. And if Roier can barely take care of himself, if he can barely hope that Cellbit will come back, if he can barely admit that Pepito is real and not a product of his mind, how can we expect Roier to take good care of this new egg?

#qsmp #qsmp roier #roier #qsmp pepito #i think theres a lot of reasons why roier is acting this way #but i think we need to explore the “roier has suicidal and selfdestructing behavior” more #ffs he really threw himself of his tower after looking at bobby's painting #tw suicide #tw self destructive behavior #hope he heals and also heals his relationship with pepito #because yesterdays hug.... really pained me

[rearranging-deck-chairs]

14, feverish and half-awake: yea i made us run 40-hour days because i liked seeing how far you'd go for me i thought it was hot yaz, speechless not because she hadnt figured out it was on purpose, but because the doctor is saying it out loud:

#i love my girlies selfdestructive and insane #as does the doctor! tbh! #doctor voice: your extreme loyalty and bad life choices have captivated me

[sideblogdotjpeg]

wishful thinking but i hope the stepmother and the princesses team up to destroy the fabric of reality together in a plot that so quickly backfires/ends with backstabbing because their goals for self-destruction are inherently doomed in nature. the girlboss entropy principle.

#sorry i have these dreams. these girlboss dreams #neverafter #anyway i wont lie. kinda relived by this twist #i did feel like the way it was running the princesses were like. TOO heroic good bland strong female women #YEAH i LOVE women who make bad and selfdestructive decisions. i LOVE women terrorist cells #thanks brennan again for women characters who are soooooooo women fr #YES women who can be complicated AND wrong about it

[highfunctioningfleshrule63]

#shawn michaels #hbk #fleshclipstag #in which he talks abt early career stuff and lets in on some early selfdestructive behavior. hits a personal low

[i-will-slowly-heal]

Am I bad again or making it up? Is my brain fabricating illness because it can or am I actually depressed again? The constant urge to cvt is overwhelming. How long do I persist before I fall back into the same patterns of self destruction again? This invisible illness will become visible again.

#im fine #selfdestructing #thigh cvts #im so tired #im sorry #invisible illness #baby cvts #coping mechanism

[chitsangenthusiast]

nothing is more humbling than working at a place for almost a year and still having to ask at minimum three people how to get to another building on campus

#actually this applies to both the buildings and all of the corridors inside the hospital itself #bc in my defense none of the sidewalks connect nor do any of the corridors #i work in a labyrinth i literally just block out a full two hours and left my office and hope for the best lmfao smh #selfdestruct

[chamm0y]

ate a sandwich so good i started crying

..

it was the sandwich or the fact that i finished and aced this semester

either way im crying of happiness

#FINALLY #now i can selfdestruct 💥💥

[flowersofnaivete]

#trentreznor #trent reznor #nine inch nails #nineinchnails #selfdestructtour #closure #mr. selfdestruct #tds era

[elquiu]

did youkno

did you know they smile the most when in company of eachother (´°̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥ω°̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥｀)

#fire emblem #ikesoren #tellius #soren fire emblem #fire emblem path of radiance #ike fire emblem #this is for their por first reunion :3 #but it can be for any other reunion tbh x'd #they just so happy to be together again #my bbys #they love eachother very much ಥ‿ಥ #my art #and im gonna hjkgkaagfjlkfhk #selfdestruct lmao #adios #lupeeee

[kronkk]

is the lighthouse in general worth watching

Yes.

#madame-selfdestruct #ask

[rudjedet]

clawing at the inside of my skull, yelling at my flailing brain that a lot of mental rest and dicking around doing whatever does not constitute an "unproductive morning" just because I didn't "meaningfully" "occupy" every second of it

#things i did: made breakfast for everyone; cleaned the kitchen; tidied the house; put away some laundry; vacuumed the house #even wrote 300 words on the novel AND took some necessary rest #things my brain thinks i did: nothing #can we be a BIT less selfdestructive and unhealthy about this brain ty #i know you're bored but please work with me here