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i-hate-yuo · 2 months

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Why the absolute FUCK am I still here

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corecoremagazine · 2 years

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Self-hatred

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missdich · 1 year

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There were oceans between the way we loved each other.

I have always been a stormy sea and your waves just tickled the shore.

And to you, my love seemed like a tsunami.

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quirky-caramel · 2 years

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Thought 7

Today I had this idea while I was on the bus, that what if I clicked the stop button and everything would stop, everything around me just paused, everyone stopped moving and I could just breathe and take a break from reality.

Caramel

#selflove #selfcare #selfesteem #mentalhealth #selfworth #mentalillness #selfhatred #online diary #dear diary #anxiety and stress #socialanxiety #my diary #mental health #positive mental attitude #positivity

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between-quotation-marks · 1 year

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Se quedó un momento abstraída, tomó un poco de vodka y luego agregó: — Sí, claro, claro que tenés razón. En el mundo hay cosas hermosas... claro que hay... Y entonces, dándose vuelta hacia él, con acento amargo agregó: — Pero yo, Martín, yo soy una basura. ¿Me entendés? No te engañes sobre mí.

Ernesto Sábato (1969), Sobre héroes y tumbas, Editorial Sudamericana, colección Piragua.

Self-hatred again

#ernesto sabato #sabato #alejandra #cosas hermosas #vodka #el vodka es una cosa hermosa también #selfhatred #martín #confesiones

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mrsbsmooth · 2 years

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#sigh #writing #fanfic #selfhatred #why #how very dare #stupid characters why are they so stupid #LITG #meme

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low-key-bitch · 1 year

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why is it so hard for people to understand that you can‘t „just love yourself“ ??

#selfhatred #self love #i don‘t know who i am #notgoodenough

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feelingvalone · 2 years

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I feel so alone, I wish I could talk with someone that knows what it's like to suffer so much every day.. anyone wants to talk to me? please

#bpd #bpd mood #bpd life #borderline #actually bpd #bpd feels #sh #selfharrrm #shblr #made of styrofoam #styrotwt #selfhatred #selfharm #cvtt1ng #fresh cvts #tw cvtting

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phanfictioncatalogue · 2 years

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Previous anon here, it’s not one of them fics. This one was from Phils’ pov and I remember he had an eating disorder. Thank you for the help anyway.

what about this one?

The Perfectionist (ao3) - apoetacriminal

Summary: Dan and Phil were on top of the world. With the succesful release of their book and their upcoming tour, things couldn’t be going better for the pair. But with so much attention on him, the preassure to be perfect was starting to get to Dan. And The Amazing Tour Is Not On Fire, which should’ve been the best time of their lives, almost tore them apart

- Tori

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lackysack · 12 days

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even god thinks i deserve eternal torture

#tw selfhate #please help me im going insane #selfhatred

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failure-in-life · 16 days

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For the very first time in years, the voices in my head have dimmed down. Not as violent nor brutal. Not as insane, paranoid, or loathful. It's a miracle, one so rare I can't believe it. Which in turn makes it a self fulfilling prophecy: "i can't and shan't be happy".

I wanna be happy..

"I'll be the first to admit that I'm a lonely soul, and the last to admit that I need a hand to hold" - NF, Happy.

#Depressions #Sadness #Selfhatred

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rotten-masterpiece · 7 months

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I became wary of my nemesis standing with caution, her skin her armour, in this perennial war. When I move my right leg, she moves her left, when I attack, she attacks. both of us appears to be one, yet my hatred is uncommon despite being knowledgeable about the lass.

I perceived her outside my animated dome, she is the mythology of the ocean, the folklore of nature. in this war of mirror, I war with oneself, facing the fragile etiolation of a woman, with a spear in hand, guarding the only cause of her existence.

she is in my soul, and I suffer from such fact.

Our, my war is not mundane, in some occasion I take her out however we wind up rouged with bruises in nyx’s labor.

I shall forgive her so the father will forgive me, but it will take a long time to forgive every aspect that bore her her, as I was taught winning a war is complicated like loving oneself.

precious, ‘23

#prose #poetry #selfhatred #creative writing #writing #poets on tumblr #writers on tumblr

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xtallin · 8 months

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#selfhatred #trust #love #bullying #memoir #complaining #pain #emotional

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salora707 · 9 months

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Did you love him? Your dad I mean

yeah. More than anything

He hated me though no maybe he hated himself

you fall in love with anyone that shows you an ounce of attention. You cut and harm yourself so others feel pity for you.

That’s not true.

It is true. You think you’ve had a rough life at 17 but trust me you have no fucking idea what you’re talking about.

You’re a fucking asshole but most importantly you are out of your goddamn mind.

I know.

I hate you Sal.

I hate your shitty fucked up family. You’re obedient mother. Your bastard father. It’s pathetic. The only thing that could open your eyes was the death of everything you ever believed in and trusted. Your whole world.

A world that would be better off without you in it.

#selfhatred #daddy issues

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burntthoughts18 · 10 months

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Sometimes the only thoughts I can see are the memories that make my brain think I can predict the future. The memories that make my brain assume how the future will pan out in things like decisions and arguments because all they show me is bad patterns. Maybe I assume the worst. Maybe my anxiety will always reign supreme. Perhaps I am truly at the mercy of my broken self. At the end of the day I am my own worst enemy.

#self #thoughts #selfhatred #despair

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randomwordbrain · 1 year

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UGH I can feel my self hatred multiple times a day, creeping over me. I hate my body, like really hate it. I have a crooked back that makes me look hunched, this is exacerbated by the fact I’m 6ft tall. Not a small woman. It’s horribly noticeable and I can feel my shoulders curved in at the front and horrible rounded back. I know it’s dramatic but I feel deformed. I’ve put on a lot on weight, not even my size 14 “fat jeans” fit me. I look in the mirror and despise what I see. Just like so many people out there, especially woman and girls.

I think what really gets me is the disappointment in myself, that I’ve let myself get this way and haven’t had the ability to stop eating so much crap and get back to the gym. I so badly want to be that person, healthy, energetic, light in movement. I’m lumbering and even the slightest hill has me out of breath.

Yet I sit and stuff my face with cake and sugar. Searching for that instant dopamine hit?

#selfhatred #body image #hunchback #randomwordbrain #neurodivergent #mental health #lonely #feelincompetent

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