#send positive vibes

[bihansthot]

I’ve had an awful cough on and off since over a year now and my doctor has tried multiple things to treat it and nothing is helping. The next step is to see a lung specialist, yay more doctor’s appointments, I also have to call the liver specialist back tomorrow since they never got back to me about setting up an appointment. I have so much going on medically right now and ironically none of it is my heart for a change. I do have to see my cardiologist in a month but as far as I can tell my PET scan went fine so hopefully it will be an easy appointment. I need to get bloodwork next week, I’m hoping my levels will be better this time. I’m also supposed to drive down to fucking South Carolina to visit my partner’s family and then down to Florida to see mine because my older brother is so worried about my nephews not spending enough time with me and in his defense I haven’t seen them since they were in diapers and they’re 8 and 10 now but it’s like someone in my family finally realized I have a limited time to life and is wigging out now. I’m also really bitter about it because literally a week after we get back is my 40th birthday, yeah that’s right I’m that old. I really wanted to have a wild and fun birthday maybe go to Las Vegas finally or go see my besties in Atlanta but no, financially we can’t afford two trips so I have to give up my celebration for family time just like I had to give up celebrating my 25th heart transplant anniversary for the same reason. I’m so tired of feeling like I don’t deserve to celebrate anything, I’m so sick for feeling like my milestones aren’t worth anything. 40 is huge for someone who’s doctors have told their Mother to hug their little girl one last time because she isn’t going to survive the night, the week, the operation, to 1, to 5, to 10 to 15 to 20 etc. but I fucking did. I am six weeks from 40, something no one thought I would do and I can’t celebrate how I want. I’m trying not to sound entitled or self centered but I deserve to celebrate my milestones too. I’m so stressed, I’m stressed about my health, about Ani’s health, about my weight, the trip, my birthday ugh I just need a break. I won’t get one though the trip will be stress filled and miserable as I’m the most awkward person around kids ever, I hate the beach, I hate Florida, I hate the way my mother acts. Fat me is never good enough for her and she never lets me forget it and no one ever defends me or sticks up for me. I just get to let her whittle down my self worth while I try not to upset her further. *sigh* I just want a good night’s sleep but that hasn’t happened in a while. Sorry if I seem quiet or distant lately especially on discord, I have a lot on my plate right now and I’m not quite sure how to handle it all.

#life update #health stuff #health problems #send good vibes #send positive vibes

[mortimerlatrice]

I just wrote over 4k of KinnPorsche high school AU in a discord chat. Help.

#send positive vibes #i am once again attempting to turn a not!fic into a fic #it's 95% soft #i don't even like school aus (meaning i will read them and enjoy them but usually only when i am out of other things to read) #i'm blaming all of this on harmless #ilu and your art is magical #thank you for sharing always

[gh0stlycryptic]

i have a job interview today and i really need it

#send positive vibes #or pray to whatever you believe in #personally i am praying to hades rn #ill probably get it cause i know one of the managers there #but im still so nervous im shaking #gh0stlycryptic

[kingsofeverything]

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#if y’all don’t mind #send positive vibes #positive thoughts #etc etc etc #my spawn has an mri tomorrow #🧠 #because of his headaches

[sonounadea]

https://gofund.me/1a1a72e9

PLEASE take your time to read! This is Beethoven. He is a 3 year old Saint Bernard who was recently rescued and he’s looking for help! Beethoven had tested positive for heart worms and it’s heartbreaking. Please share/re post this anywhere and everywhere. Help him get some followers and some friends that will reach out and help! Anything will make a difference for this gentle giant! 💛

My cash app is Nephtthys as well!

#please share #share this #repost #go fund him #gofundme #go fund me donations #please consider donating #donations #donate if you can #please donate #cashapp #rescue dog #saint bernard #gentle giant #dogsofinstaworld #dogs life #dogsarefamily #family #writing help #send positive vibes

[whatislovevavy]

Hello love, I'm hope your day is going well, so here is some Glen Powell, aka Jake "Hangman" Seresin of photos of him. 👨🏼😍😍😍🥰☺️🫡

Hey girlie pop 💗 I had a bit of a rough start today, kinda a straw that broke the camel's back situation.

I got to paint after I had a good cry so that was nice and I just finished chapter 6 of Learning from the Best :) so that should be up in a few hours after I get up :)

Thanks for the pics/gifs 😍 it's so unfair how attractive he is, like goddamn 😭

How has your day been ?

#send asks #send positive vibes #jake seresin

[drmothmaam]

Sitting here alone until they show up to tear my world apart.

#personal #breakup #not okay #send positive vibes

[gayshyandreadytocry]

Someone please which me luck for my exam tomorrow 😩 I already feel like I messed up the other two, I can't mess this one up as well. I don't want to retake them next year + all of the others that we will have to take then 😭 Well technically we don't have to take them just yet, but I don't wanna push them to another semester and end up falling even more behind on my studies. It's only the first semester, this can't all go to shit already...

#wish me luck #send positive vibes #please #i am so tired

[bihansthot]

I’m still depressed and sad over a shitty man who treated me like shit and used me. Being a woman is dumb, emotions are dumb. I wish I was over this already.

#break up #break ups #tw depression #emotional #i’m sad #send happy things #send positive vibes #sad girl hours

[crochetclaire]

Interview day, only positive vibes today, manifesting getting the role, I will give it my absolute best - please send all your positive energy 🍀

#manifesting #positive vibe #positive energy #good luck #interview #ginger #ginger woman #red hair #ginger hair #send positive vibes

[razputin-vodello-au-archive]

I've been feeling down the last couple of days. I need some positive vibes sent my way.

#personal reasons #don't ask #send positive vibes #psychonauts #psychonauts 2 #razputin vodello au #the author speaks

[writingfanficsfan]

No Buy November 2022.

I am doing a No Buy again for the month of November. The reason behind it is simple; I want to safe more at the end of the month and use that extra savings to built up my emergency fund further. 

I did some math (with the help of a calculator) and if I suddenly lost my job I would need around 18.000 to 20.000 euros to live comfortably for a year. (This gives me around 1500 euro a month, which is slightly more than I make now.) 

Of course we do have help here so I wouldn’t be without money all of a sudden but I do know that that amount is smallerthann what I’m used to and goes down over time, so the longer you take to find a new job, the less you get. (Only normal really.) 

My Emergency fund has money in it but I’m far from around the 18.000-20.000 euro I want. I will be over the moon when I can get it to 10.000 next year so I want to help myself in that regard by doing a No Spend and using the extra savings for only that goal. 

November feels like a logical time for me because I don’t have that many extra bills or events in that month. Christmas for this year is already saved for using the Sinking Funds the Budget Mom taught me so Mom, Dad and my dog will get a nice gift. 

I also went and looked at my ‘wish lists’ for Bol.com( sort of an amazon) and Zalando.com. 

Bol.com has 11 items on it for a total of 716.38euro. Zalando has 5 items for a total of 178.87 euros. I saved screenshots of it all and now I want to wait until the Winter Sales and see if they actually are sales or just a load of crap. Not that I would then buy all the items on my list but if it does turn out that something is a real sale then I would probably buy it (I see it as a Christmas present for myself). Some of these items have been on my list for a year or longer and the list does change over time. I deleted 2 items on the Bol.com one and so many clothes on Zalando. 

So yes, November will be a little challenge for me again to just pay my bills and groceries and not go to second-hand stores or those very ‘cheap’ stores that I then buy a whole bunch at and the total ends up being almost 100 euros. 

The exceptions are Christmas gifts for my parents and dog (using the cash I already saved) and emergencies that come up like getting sick and needing medicine or something like that. 

I want to be mindful of my food too, groceries are of course allowed because I need to eat but I want to focus first on what I already have in the pantry, the fridge and the freezer and start from there. I think it will mostly be fresh fruit/milk/eggs/bread... I buy that month instead of fancy stuff for trying out fancy recipes. 

I don’t think I can do a No Buy Year like @thejoyofnotbuying is doing. I love the idea of being that disciplined and simple and focused and content with what you have but I just know I’m not that kind of person. A month doesn’t seem long but for me it really is a challenge and sometimes you just have to start small. 

@chained-to-the-mirror So you know what’s going on in my mind and you can maybe send me positive vibes 😊

#no buy #no buy november #no buy challenge #send positive vibes

[rainparadefromhell]

my dog is having surgery in about an hour and i'm so nervous i feel like i'm gonna throw up

#it isn't like a dangerous risky surgery but still #she never had any surgery before #i feel like i'd be more calm if i was having surgery #send positive vibes #so i don't pass out lol

[carladuquette]

“Why are all the cute boys on shows either evil or dying?”

“I don’t like when there are cute boys in [old, like from 2005] movies. Because they grow up and get ugly. Like Leonardo DiCaprio.“

- Emily, 13. Being stuck at home with a massive leg injury has made her wise.

#wise words #teen struggles #leonardo dicaprio #send positive vibes #poor girl‘s leg is in a cast from top to bottom

[queenjosielaufeyson]

PSA

Normalize sending positive anonymous messages rather than sending hate because when you send hate to these bloggers it ruins motivation and causes people to leave tumblr all together. These talented bloggers are creating free content so why send hate if you don’t like it scroll away

#writing #send positive vibes

[tattooedbarbie69]

Please send thoughts, prayers, positive vibes, my way I’ve been incredibly sick the past few days and not getting better 🤧🙏🏻

I even had to cancel my flight to Chicago today because I’m too sick to go 😢

#sick af #send love #send positive vibes #send prayers #bored and sick #i hate being sick #stuck at home #pray for me #sick at home