#seojun fanfic

[danihow]

Love hurts

Han Seojun x producer!Reader True Beauty

Summary: Falling in love with someone who doesn´'t loves you suck, but it sucks more watching them hurt.

Word count: 1.7k

Warnings: unrequited love, han seojun is in love with jukyung, bad written, not proofread, angst.

A/N: i needed to do this to get this man out of my mind, my god why is he so perfect and so unreal.

You never thought love could hurt, not when it was such a beautiful feeling.

Working as a producer has been your dream all high school, being scouted by a Move Entertainment agent as a freshly graduated person was probably the biggest blessing you've ever received in the last 5 years.

You still remember your first day at the company as an apprentice of the bigger producers, sitting at the back of their studio in the couch and watching them come up with ideas, lead the idols and modifying simple sound onto a whole ass song.

Your heart felt so full of emotions that day you swore you could've cried from happiness even thought you were mistreated by other staff, you remember vividly how your face hurt from smiling on the way home.

Your shoes clacking against the tiled floor echoed through the empty halls of the huge building, it still amuses you to this day the was the floor never seemed to get dirty, always reflecting as if it was a mirror.

However, even if you could spot everything on the floor you still missed the person you were walking into, your head colliding against his tall back, startling out of your mind.

"Yah!" A man's voice flooded your ears before your eyes looked up to who you have crashed into, locking with brown foxlike eyes. "How do you manage to bump into the only other person in the floor?" He says, looking into you intently.

He was the prettiest man you've ever met, and even that was an understatement. The way his eyes complemented the rest of his face, his dark hair in a mullet giving him a mysterious and cool vibe that was just highlighted by his all-black outfit. It was probably the most memorable thing about that day.

"I'm sorry." You mutter, bowing a bit and smiling apologetically.

"It's okay, just look where you're going." He tells you in something between a reprimand and some advice, between polite and cocky. "You're a producer?" He asks, more for him than for you as he spots your producer badge hanging from your neck.

"Oh, yeah, I started today. I'm L/N Y/N." You smile politely at him, who nodded and gave you a weird smile back.

"Nice to meet you L/N Y/N, name's Han Seojun." He said before he continued walking, a small greeting bow before looking away. "Have a good night."

As the weeks rolled by you learnt from your superior that Han Seojun has a new trainee and was already relatively famous as it was too. Your encounter with the boy becoming more and more frequent the more he started practicing and the more you advanced as a producer. The two of you becoming close work friends rather quickly.

As the months turned into years and the level of comfort grew between the two of you the more your feeling for him surpassed the limit of friends, his laugh enticing a newfound warmth in your chest anytime you heard it, his eyes appearing in your daydreaming more and more often. Everything about him changing in your eyes to something else. Nonetheless, as your feeling for him grew with your friendship so did the secrets you knew from each other.

Even though you like him a lot you knew very well how much he liked Lim Jukyung, and you couldn't get mad at it, she has been in his live for far longer than you and is just and angel to be around; if anything you would've fallen in love with her too if you were Seojun.

"Y/Nie, you have done more than enough with those tracks, go home." Your superior mentioned as he walked in the studio, passing you a bottle of water and sitting by your side.

"Something is missing..." you mutter, your back aching from sitting in the same chair for so many consecutive hours, mouse scrolling through the track in the monitor for the nth time in the past half hour.

"You can review it tomorrow, go and rest." He said once again, pulling you away from the computer, your hands stretching as far as they could to keep on working until you were out of reach. His hand grabbing the mouse and saving the track. "Go." His voice was stern but with a hint of fondness, a soft smile on his face as you oblige.

Grabbing you bag and saying your goodbyes you walked out of the studio, opting for using the stairs as your exercise for the day. Eight flight of stairs you were kind of regretting your choice, but you were no quitter, so you kept going. "God my back's killing me." You whisper for yourself as your rub your neck tiredly, putting your coat on until a sound picked up your attention.

Instantly your mind went back to that one-time Jukyung playfully told you she heard from her sister that there was a ghost around the building, seemingly having been haunted herself a few times. "Aigoo..." You mutter, freezing in place as your ears try to pick up the sound again; a few seconds pass and you hear it again, however it seemed to be a sob.

Concerned and a bit less scared you kept on walking down, careful to not disturb whoever it was that cried silently. A few floors down you were met with the figure of a man, sat down in the stairs as his body shook painfully as he cried, his soft sobs flooding your ears and you wished to all the heavens above you were mistaking the silhouette with someone else.

Please, don't be him.

You took a few steps down, the closer you got the clearer he became before your tired eyes. "Seojun?" You asked in a whisper, close enough to crouch down and place your hand on his shoulder.

It shouldn't hurt so much to see the way he flinched at both your voice and your touch, his hand flying to push yours off as his face refused to turn towards you.

With a sigh you sat down beside him, not a word leaving your mouth as you looked ahead of you, giving him the time to do whatever he wanted with his appearance before you looked at him, letting him know you are not forcing anything out of him but instead offering him your company.

A few seconds passed by, maybe a whole minute before he kept on crying, hand trying so hard to muffle his voice as his tears never stopped flowing down his cheeks. Slowly you turned to look at him, taking the time to take in his appearance before sighing again. It hurt a lot to see him so broken.

"It's okay to cry it out, don't silence yourself." You whispered softly, hand slowly reaching for his and taking it off his mouth, a sob immediately following after. "I can leave if you want me to." You said, giving him a few seconds to react, taking his silence and lack of eye contact as a sign and stood up.

"Wait.... don't go," he said in a choked voice, hand flying to grab your wrist, eyes finally looking up at you between his tears. "Please."

"You don't have to ask me twice." You say, a soft and sad smile on your face as your crouched down in front of him between his knees, hands resting now on top of his cheeks and brushing away his tears. "You wanna talk about it or just exist for a while?"

Your tone was so sweet and full of patience he just felt like crying again, sniffing he kept silent, eyes roaming through your face and not once finding your company insincere. "I let her go." He whispers back, his eyes appearing as an open book for you to read, his mouth pouting and his eyes tearing again. "It hurts."

"I know it hurts, and it hurt to love her too, didn't it?" You ask, brushing a few stray hairs off his face and behind his ears, a mannerism you took upon on as his hair grew between haircuts. "I'm so sorry."

"Why does it hurt so much?" He said while desperately looking into your eyes for an explanation, his own hand clutching his chest as if trying to take his heart out. "Why do I had to love her out of everyone?"

He sounded so broken, so exhausted of his feelings it made you teary too, a burning sensation starting at your throat threatening to choke your upcoming words.

"You don't choose who to love, just how she didn't choose not to love you." You mutter, blinking away the stinging in your eyes. "It's part of life as much as it sucks." You whisper, shuffling in your feet that hurt from crouching for so long. "Love hurts, it's dumb how much loving can hurt when it's such a beautiful feeling, huh?" You can't help but chuckle at your own words, how ironic.

"I'm sorry." He mumbles after a while, his hands brushing off the last of his tears as he has now calmed down a lot more, you still crouching in front of him, never once taking your attention away.

"Don't apologize for being human." With a smile your hands sneak up to grab his and stand up, pulling him with you. "Come on, let's go and get some air. away from this creepy stairway." With one of your hands you clean his face of, not wanting anyone to see he was crying as your other hand never loosens around his.

As you walked down the stairs with him trailing behind you Seojun couldn't help but notice how secure your hand held his and how your presence soothes him, a small grateful smile on his face.

"Thank you, Y/N." He mutters as you drag him along, not once yapping or complaining of this ruining his tough image as he would've done every other day.

"That's what friends are for." You smile at him over your shoulder, because even if Han Seojun doesn't love you back, love hurts and it's part of life.

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[slytherinshua]

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[hoseokslefteyebrow]

Cute || H. SJ

Pairing : Han Seojun X Blind! Reader

Genre : Fluff

Summary : Han Seojun didn't expect to fall in love so fast, neither did he expect the blind girl he ran into the other day to be so cute.

Wordcount: 3k :) 

[ Disclaimer; This is not an accurate description of being blind. ]

A shriek leaves your mouth as you're pulled backwards, falling right into the body of another person. 

" Yah! You should watch where you're going! Didn't you see that car? " A (very pleasant) voice scolds you. 

You hurriedly turn around, bowing deeply to whoever it is. 

" I'm so sorry! " You tell them. 

They sigh. 

" Honestly, don't apologize to me. Just watch where you're going. " The person scoffed. 

You 'look' back up again, hoping you're looking at their face. 

" I'm sorry I'm-"

" You're blind. " The person says. 

You nod. 

" Yes, sorry to bother, I will be on my way again. " You bow again. 

However, as you turn around, you're being held again by your wrist. 

" Don't blind people have a cane? " They ask. 

You can feel the colour rushing to your cheeks. 

" Uhm, yeah. Mine broke last week. My family can't effort one for now. " 

" So, they leave you to walk by yourself? "

" My mom's busy working. My older sister goes to college so she's generally just very busy- Don't worry though, I'll be okay. "

" Tell me your address. I'll lead you home. " They sigh. 

" No way. I don't know you. You could be kidnapping me for all I know. " You exclaim, ripping your wrist out of his hold. 

" My name's Han Seojun. I live on MadeUp street and I go to Seobom High. I'm currently 18 years old. " He introduces himself. 

" Y'know, for all I know you could be lying. " You point out. 

" Well, how would you get home otherwise? " He points out. 

" I know the directions by heart. " You smile. 

Han Seojun sighs as he's resting his head on the table. His mind keeps going back to that moment of yesterday night. 

The girl might've been blind, but her dark eyes seemed to twinkle under the light of the lamppost yesterday night. 

Truth to be told, he was scared something might happen to her. What family leaves a blind girl to fend for herself in the dark? 

" Yah, Seojun-ah, you're not even listening to a word I've said! " His best friend, Chorong, complains suddenly, bringing him back to present. 

" What? " Seojun huffs. 

" Ohhhh, what were you thinking about, a girl? " Chorong teases. 

" Maybe. " Seojun smirks. 

At his answer, Lim Jukyung turns around curiously, yet for the first time in months, Seojun doesn't feel the need to have her attention on him. 

-

" Hey! " 

Just as hoped, you show again, this time a few hours earlier than before. He's glad he decided to take this route straight out of school. 

" Oh, Seojun, is that you? " You ask him. 

He smiles. 

" Yeah, glad you remember me. I've come to walk you home again. " 

He watches as your cheeks heat up. 

" Oh, that's real sweet of you. You didn't have to though. " You smile, carefully walking over to him, running a hand over the building beside you. 

Seeing your movement, he walks over most of the way, so you wouldn't have to walk all the way to him. 

" I wanted to. I enjoyed our walk yesterday. " He tells you with a smile, one you can't see. 

" That's nice to hear. I did too. How was your day? " You ask. 

The two of you start walking, Seojun making sure to softly brush shoulders every now and then. 

" It was alright. I hoped I'd see you again. How was yours? " He asks in return. 

You smile sweetly at his words. 

" It was okay. I really didn't expect to see you again though. " 

And so the two of you walk, once again, all the way to your house. Seojun finds talking with you fun. You seem so soft spoken and delicate that he cannot help but feel a little smitten with you. 

" Hey, hand me your phone. " He says, stopping you from entering your house's gate. 

" What? " You ask. 

" I'll put my contact info in. That way you can call me when you're done in school, I'll pick you up when I can and walk you home. " He explains. 

You narrow your eyes at him. (You really aren't though, you're looking right beside him, but it's okay.) 

" How would I know you won't be stealing it? " 

He laughs. 

" Don't worry, even if I did, you can find me at Seobom High. C'mon. " He says, holding his hand out, momentarily forgetting you can't see him. 

He softly nudges your arm with his fingers. 

" Hmm, hand me your phone, and I'll hand you mine. " You tell him. 

He snorts, but does as asked. He takes your hand before smoothly placing his device in your hand. Once he's sure it won't fall out of your grip, he lets go. You take your phone out after a second, handing him an obviously outdated BlackBerry phone. As he puts his number in, the device speaks out every number he puts in. 

Once done, he takes your empty hand, placing your phone in it. He softly takes his own back too. 

" There goes. See you, hopefully, tomorrow, Y/N." Seojun grins as he pats your head before leaving. 

A few months later

Seojun has grown a lot closer with you overtime. Eventually he learned that you come from a very poor family, which was why you didn't have a cane when you first met. A few days after, you thankfully did. 

Now the two of you have gone into an easy routine of hanging out nearly everyday. The two of you rarely ever spend time at your place cause' there isn't much to do, but more often than not spend time at his. His mum loves you as if you're one of your own, and his sister has more or less become one of your closest friends as well. 

Currently, the two of you are hanging out in his room. 

" Y'know, tomorrow I have the day off. " You say whilst spinning around on his desk chair. 

Seojun looks up from the 'homework' he's doing. (His phone is in his book.) 

" Really? Nice. What're you planning on doing? I've still got school, but we can skip if you're up for something. " He tells you nonchalantly. 

You give him an angry look, one he finds all too cute. 

" No, skipping classes is bad Junnie. But we can make it later than usual. " You suggest. 

He hums. 

" Wanna sleep over? " He asks suddenly. 

You blink. 

" What? I haven't got any of my stuff with me. " You point out. 

" That's fine. You can sleep in my clothes and I'm sure we have a spare toothbrush somewhere.  My classes don't start until late in the morning anyway. "  

" Hmm, let me ask my mom. " 

And so it's settled. Tonight, you'll stay at Seojun's place. 

" Alright, would you mind if we share my bed or would you like your own mattress? I'm sure we have an inflatable mattress somewhere. " He says, his own cheeks tinting pink at the idea of it. 

Truth to be told, the closer the two of you've become, the more he's started to like you. So of course he hopes you'll share his bed. 

" I mean, I don't mind sharing your bed if you don't either. " You tell him, your cheeks pink. 

" Cool, want me to read to you in bed? " He asks. 

" Yes please! "

And so you come back into Seojun's room a while later, a pair of his shorts and his shirts fitting your form. Truth to be told, you look adorable in it.

His cheeks flush as he looks at you. 

" You look even better than I do in my clothes. " He grins, getting up from his bed to take you by hand. 

A small 'eek' leaves your lips as he pulls you forward.

" Don't worry, I've got you. I'll be your eyes, Y/N." He says softly. 

Once more, you start to feel the fluttering of butterflies in your tummy. The boy in front of you really managed to capture your heart in the short time you knew him. 

" Okay. " You reply softly. 

Just as promised, he leads you to his bed (which is only a few steps away.) 

" You can sit down here. " He says, patting his bed as he touches your shoulder. 

You carefully sit down, being mindful not to sit on the edge. 

It takes a while, but eventually the two of you find a comfortable spot together, with Seojun laid on his front, holding a book in his hands, while you're curled up beside him. 

Both of your hearts beat in sync as he reads to you, and you listen to the low hum of his voice. 

You're grateful to have run into Seojun. He's sweet, comforting and considerate. He doesn't seem to judge you for weak even though you're blind. 

It doesn't take long before Seojun realizes the soft breathing pattern he hears is actually you simply being asleep. He grins as he looks down on you, where your head slightly touches his elbow. 

" Aish, this girl. I don't even like to read. " He quietly complains to himself, before glancing down at you again and smiling fondly. 

He'll admit, you're cute. 

Putting his book away, he turns off the small lamp besides his bed, before turning to lay on his side, facing you. He softly swipes a few stray hears from out of your face, before taking your hand in his. 

That night the both of you sleep slightly more comfortable than usual. 

-

You're currently stood in front of, what you guess to be, Seobom High. Seojun often goes out of his way to pick you up, so you figured you might as well do the same. 

You assume your guess is correct, as you soon hear a lot of footsteps, accompanied by people (of who you guess to be your age) chatting away. 

" Oh, are you lost? " Someone, a woman by the sound of it, approaches you. 

" Oh, uhm, I don't think so. This is Seobom High right? " You ask, just to make sure. 

" Yes, are you looking for someone here? Maybe I can help? " She asks. 

" Uhm, no thank you. I don't want to be a bother. " You tell her, giving her a polite smile. 

" Don't worry about it, it's quite alright. I'm Soojin by the way, who are you looking for? " She asks you kindly. 

" Nice to meet you. I'm Y/N. I'm looking for-"

" Yah, Y/N, is that you? " 

Just the man you're looking for. 

Soojin watches with wide eyes as Han Seojun approaches the two of you, an actual smile on his face, instead of the rude smirk he usually wears. 

" Seojunnie! Yes, it's me. I thought I might as well pick you up today. " You grin. 

He smiles. 

" That's sweet of you. C'mon, let's go. " Seojun says hurriedly suddenly, wrapping an arm around your shoulder and turning you around, walking off without sparing Soojin a glance. 

Meanwhile Seojun had spotted Suho from a distance. The male seemed nowhere near interested in what Seojun was doing, but Seojun didn't want to risk catching you between them. 

" Oh! Bye Soojin! Thanks for being nice. " You hurriedly call over your his shoulder. 

Soojin blinked as the two of you walked off. 

" Is that, Han Seojun? With a girl? Since when does he have a girlfriend? " Sooah asks as she approaches her friend, causing Soojin to shrug. 

" No idea. "

The next day, Seojun is approached by Jukyung. 

" I heard you've found a girlfriend. I'm happy for you. " She smiles. 

Seojun knows there's no ill intention behind her words. Her words are genuine, and he's glad she's happy for him. 

" Thanks. I'll never let her meet your boyfriend though. " He says, leaning his head back onto his table.

" Yahh, Suho is nice, no need to be worried. "

-

Seojun is sitting at his desk this time, eyes on yours (although you're probably not aware of it), whilst you're sitting on his bed. 

" I can feel your eyes on me y'know. Is something wrong? " You ask him, now turning to face him. 

He blinks, not having expected that. 

" For how long have you been blind? " He asks bluntly, suddenly. 

You blink. 

Seojun, seemingly realizing how rude that probably sounded, tries taking his words back.

" Sorry, if you don-"

" I'm born blind. "

" Oh. "

" Don't worry. It's okay. Besides, being blind also means I don't have to worry about my looks- I often hear my cousins stress over their appearance. " 

Seojun studies you for a good moment, before eventually leaning over, his fingers brushing through your hair gently as he clears your face of a few loose strands. You jump once you feel his fingers, your heart beating just a bit faster than usual. 

" You wouldn't need to worry about it anyway. You're beautiful Y/N." Seojun smiles. 

You blush at his words. 

" Uhm, thank you I think? - Can I see you? " You ask him suddenly. 

He furrows his brows. 

" What? "

" I'm good at drawing. If you're okay with me touching your face, I can show you what I see- with my hands at least. " You tell him. 

" I mean, sure. I don't mind as long as it's you. " He grins. 

You smile widely. 

" Great! Do you have a pen and paper? "

And so he finds himself sitting still as your hands gently run over his face. It's a very odd feeling, but he doesn't mind it as he watches a sketch of himself come to life.

As time passes, his mouth slowly falls open at how accurate the drawing is. It's nearly like he's staring at a picture of himself, most of his minor skin details are even shown on the paper. The only thing that's missing are his eyes, that spot remains blank. That doesn't ruin the sketch though, instead giving him a more angelic look, if he may think so himself. 

" Woah. That's amazing Y/N. " He smiles as he's done. 

" Thank you. You're quite handsome. " 

" Of course I am, what did you expect? That I'd be bad looking? " He teases you. 

You shrug. 

" I don't know many people their looks, nor what most would consider pretty, but I always though you'd be , less good looking? I don't know, I'm visually not very creative. " 

Seojun has not heard his heart beat quite that loud in a long time. 

-

Seojun knows he's got a crush on you, and the more the two of you hang out, the stronger his feelings grow. After a bit of thinking, he decides that today is the day. Now is the time to ask you out. 

He impatiently waits until the last bell rings, leaving the classroom before most have packed their bags. On his way to picking you up, he picks up some flowers. He's careful that they don't sting, and that they smell good. 

After a while, he finds himself standing in front of your school. After doing some small research, he realized that your school is actually pretty close by. It's a little further from his house, but he'll spare those ten minutes. 

It doesn't take long before you come out, and he's quick to approach you. 

" Y/N! " Seojun greets you with a big smile. 

" Hey Seojun, you sound happy. Did something good happen today? " You smile at him. 

" I'm about to find out actually. You see, I like you Y/N. A lot. " He tells you bluntly, straight out with his feels. 

He watches as your eyes widen, and the scared feeling of rejection is quick to creep up on him. But before he can doubt himself too much, a big smile breaks out. 

" Really?! I like you too! I though that my crush was just one sided! " You say, jumping up and down before engulfing him in a big hug. 

Seojun grins, receiving your hug with one arm, the other still holding the flowers. 

" Definitely not. You run through my mind all day, Y/N." He says softly into your hair. 

" Oh, also, I got you this. " He says as he pulls away. 

" Is that what I've been smelling? " You ask, as he guides your free hand to the flowers. 

" I hope so. " He blushes. 

" They smell great! " 

" Glad you like them. "

" Thank you Seojunnie. " You smile softly, leaning over to kiss his cheek. 

The moment your lips touch his cheek, his heart skips a beat. 

Yeah, he's got it bad for you. 

[ A/N: My first try on a Seojun fic :D. I feel like I haven't exactly nailed down his personality yet, but at least I've made a start :], let me know what you think! Also, I'm open to Han Seojun/Lee Suho requests. ]

#true beauty #true beauty fanfic #han seojun #han seojun x reader #fluff #idkeitherman #we need more seojun ffs

[icysab]

boyfie things with han seojun returns at popular demand for a part three~!

@youlookprettywithoutmakeup i’ve noticed you’ve been following me for awhile, and i just want to say i rlly appreciate it!! here’s the part three you were asking about ^-^

may contain kdrama/webtoon spoilers

gender neutral reader

without further ado, here it is!!

- he lets you do his makeup if you want to!

- you don’t need to add blush because he’s already blushing

- he does your makeup once too

- secretly makes a list of your favorite things in his notes app and things like your starbucks order, etc

- he tells you he “just remembered” though

- if you guys were apart, you’d watch terrible movies together on an app like discord or screenshare on facetime or something and make fun of them together

- will give you his jacket if you’re cold— even the expensive leather jacket he doesn’t let anyone else touch

- he won’t hesitate to kill you though if you do anything to it

- he finds it infatuating how well you get along with gowoon and his mom

- oh and those two absolutely adore you

- he really, really likes your hands

- if you have smaller hands, he finds it cute, and if you have larger hands, he finds it hot.

- he absentmindedly plays with your hands

- two words: sharing earbuds.

- you have playlists for eachother

- at one point you just decide to get a duo spotify account

- he sprays his cologne on hoodies, etc before he gives them to you

- will always make space in his pockets for your things if you don’t have any

- loves listening to you talk about things you’re passionate about

- if you’re close with your family, he’d want to impress them so so so bad and be so worried about what they’d think of him

- but he’s great at charming parents and has nothing to worry about

- loves showering at your place so he can use your shampoo and smell like you

- he loves watching you do skincare, if you’re into that sort of thing

- if not, he’d make you establish a skincare routine

- if he didnt like something but you loved it he’d lie and pretend like he loves it too

- he’d shovel spicy food that he can’t handle down his throat if it meant making you happy <3

- late night gas station runs, sitting under the stars together

- he’d save up to take you to a really really nice restaurant for a special occasion

- doesn’t ever forget a birthday or anniversary

- he wouldn’t do much for month anniversaries though, unless you wanted him to

- likes to buy you things and see you smile at him

- he’d hear you talk about how you wanted a love letter and end up writing you one

- and it’s the sweetest thing you’ve ever read

- but you do make fun of his handwriting haha

- likes to study with you

- but not to actually study. no he likes that face you make when you’re thinking or confused.

- promises to grow old together <33

#seojun x you #han seojun fic #seojunhan #true beauty seojun #seojun imagine #seojun #true beauty kdrama #suho true beauty #true beauty webtoon #true beauty #suho headcannons #suho x jugyeong #suho x reader #kdrama #webtoon #seojun x reader #seojun x jugyeong #suho imagine #suho fanfic #lee suho #kpop fic #kpop matchups #kpop #kpop boys #kpop icons #kpop layouts #kpop aesthetic #kpop imagines #kpop lockscreen

[lovesickheize]

i miss the time true beauty was ongoing.

i remember it so vividly. by the time i started watching it the 6th ep was out & i only started it because i needed an escape. i wasn't a regular kdrama watcher back then. i was at a really bad place mentally and i needed something to keep me busy from overthinking, since i couldn't bring myself up to study or go out. so i decided to start watching it and it became my comfort drama. ive watched it 3 times in total, one back in january of 2021, one during the 2021-2022 school year when i needed comfort and i'm rewatching it now, during my last year of high school for comfort.

i just remember everything so vividly. i remember the fandom going crazy abt being team seojun or team suho, i remember slandering jukyung for choosing suho over seojun, i remember being head over heels for seojun and crying so hard not just because of the drama, but also because it was ending. i haven't cried this bad over anything. true beauty coming to an end was the most painful thing i have experienced and it was the first ever time i cried over a show/movie/drama.

i miss those days, i miss han seojun, i miss the time when the fandom was alive and i miss true beauty.

#han seojun #true beauty #lee suho #lim jukyung #kdrama #korean drama #korean show #korean #kdrama fanfic #han seojun x reader #lee suho x reader #true beauty fanfic #kpop #astro #cha eunwoo #eunwoo #hwang inyeop #hwang inyoup #moon ka young #eunwoo x reader #lovesickheize thoughts

[seojunandsoju]

Han Seojun as your boyfriend

Dating Han Seojun would include:

Being mostly only caring towards you

A LOT of hugs and clingy stuff even though he doesn’t look like the type to

HE'S SO KIND AN CARING!!!!! Would care a lot about what your friends think of him. He would be silent most of the time if you'd be talking to your friends cause he feels like he'll interupt something

would make an effort though^^^^^^

Cute walks at midnight together

him stealing your food

also him being jealous 24/7

he'd hate it when guys (or girls) would get close to you but he'd prefer to talk to you about it instead of getting all overprotective

^that being said he would let you go to the mall with your male friend but you'll probably find him somewhere in the mall claiming he's getting something for his sister......

he's so whipped for you :((((((

he will be giving you forehead kisses every minute of the day

He isn't reaaaalllllyy into PDA but he also kind is ??? it depends on the day and his mood

when your alone thoughhhhhhhhhh

a lot of neck kisses and long make out sessions

if you'd sleep togheter (innocent way) you'd be spooning with him being big spoon because he feels the need to protect you 24/7

This man would drop EVERYTHING for you. If you'd call him while crying he would find you location in seconds en take you home on his bike

He would take a longer route just so that u could calm down a bit ^

He was so shy when he confessed his love to you

He was stalking your bestfriend for days and kept asking her if she knew your favorite chocolate and what your favorite type of flower was

Once he finally found out he made you a love letter and put it in your locker

He would tell you to meet him at han river at midnight

When he asked you to be his and you answered with yes he was over the moooooooon

He keeps following you like a lovesick puppy cause this is his first relationship where he actually really liked the girl

Your so special to him it's sick

He would let you sit on his lap while he was busy writing music

9/10 times he's making a love song for you that's how inlove he is

His mother and sister would love you so much

You would stay up hours and hours with Gowoon putting on each others make up and styling each other

You'd be making fun of Seojun togheter

Late night convience store dates

He is good with his Hands and tongue btw

He would take you everwhere on his bike

He would be so mad at you if you ever got into a fight

But he would kinda be proud that u won though

When he was in the hospital he would be mad at u for "wasting your time" by staying with him until he could get out

Also your the only reason he made up with Suho

Since your friends with Suho

BEFORE he made up with him however, He would get so angry whenever you were hanging out with Suho

Suho knew that Seojun liked you since it's been like that since before their friend passed away

And since Suho himself felt kinda petty, There would be a lot of times when he would just straight up flirt with you. Making Seojun mad and jealous while the rumors would spread about you and Suho possible dating.... making a certain long haired girl from the same class as you jealous

#han seojun #headcanon #true beauty #lee suho #lim jukyung #kim jennie #kdrama #kdrama fanfic #kpop fanfic #fanfic #enhypen #bts fanfic #jungkook #blackpink #for you #headcannons #han seojun x reader #lee suho x reader

[imsailorpluto]

True Beauty: Kang Sujin character reconstruction

They did out bestie so dirty in this drama, it's time to clean up writer's mess. I don't think Sujin ever deserved such overkill. Turning her into a villain way after the opportunity window closed was so pathetic. Massacring this heroine in such a cliché way calls for serious damage repair, so let's goooo.

Disclaimer: I'm not a writer and this is my first fic ever. English is not my first language, sorry for eventual mistakes. I hope you enjoy reading this as much as I enjoyed writing it.♡ the story sounds better in my head but what can we do Thanks @youlookprettywithoutmakeup for sending in a request for Seojun x Sujin content. Also a big thank you to the gifmakers who blessed us all with this inspirational seojun x sujin perfection!

TW: angst, losing friends, mentions of bullying, verbal violence and family abuse

Seojun x Sujin angst

After Sujin moved to the States, the real truth behind that bullying video came out. It was never Sujin's doing, but she left all her friends believe what they wanted. Her life was pretty much crumbling down from the abuse back home and her parents' divorce lawsuit. It felt like the whole world turned its back on her. The final blow was when Seojun accused her of posting that bullying video of Jukyung. Then Jukyung facing her about it, too. Being the only one who's always had her friends' backs, she was hurting more than ever.

- Fine, Seojun, let it be me. Does it even matter? I'm the bad guy. Nobody trusts me. Not even you. I could bend over backwards defending myself for something I never did and it won't change a single thing.

- Something you never did? Get over yourself, Sujin. I know how you feel about Suho.

- Wait, do you seriously think I'd do something as disgusting as that because of a guy?

Seojun smirked hearing those words, shaking his head in disbelief.

- And since when do you think I have feelings for Suho??? Don't you know me?

- Obviously I don't.

They stood there, staring at each other in silence. Sujin's heart was breaking into a million pieces, but she wasn't showing any emotion. Seojun was cruel, even if he didn't mean to be this way. His constant hot and cold behavior towards Sujin confused her, but after he started showing interest in Jukyung, she gave up on him.

-Sujin, I went to Yongpa High, none of those girls knew a thing about the video.

- Wow, congrats! You must be proud of yourself. Trusting Jukyung's bullies... Seriously?! Like you don't know their queen bully is into you.

- Just like you're into Suho. I saw you two hugging.

- You saw that?!

- Yes! I did!

- Then you saw me crying like an idiot too. Great.

- Wait... What?

- I quit the music academy, okay?

- Are you crazy? Why would you do that?

Seojun stood there, his eyes wide in confusion. He couldn't believe his ears. How could she not tell him any of this sooner? After all they've been through. After all those moments she helped him get over their friend's death. Weren't they close enough now, why wouldn't she confide in him?

- You don't know everything, so don't act so smart. Besides, Suho isn't even my type, you pabo. He just saw me crying at the staircase.

- Then explain one thing.

All she could think about was how did she end up in this mess. Now all of a sudden he wants to talk to her? And he's acting all innocent about it.

- I have nothing to say to you, Seojun. Even your lousy accusations can't touch me. If anyone ever did anything bad then it's you chasing a taken girl.

- I wasn-

- Let me know when you stop projecting your problems on others.

- No, you got it all wrong, I don't have feelings for Ju-

- Stop it. I'm tired of this. I don't even care anymore.

He looked at her in silence, heart hurting as well. He couldn't admit his feelings to her like this, not now. He knew he did so many stupid things to catch her attention, but he didn't think it would backfire like this. He also knew something wrong was going on, but her stare was hurting him. He couldn't read her face at all. She looked cold. Serious. He felt like her eyes were literally piercing him.

- I did it. Okay, Seojun? I did all of it. Go spread the word. Oh wait, you did that already.

Frustrated and disappointed, she confirmed the rumors. She didn't want to fight back anymore. It was the first time in her life she considered giving up for a change. Like it mattered, she'd be moving to the States soon. She has already lost everything and everybody she hold dear. This was the last time two of them talked before she left Seoul.

She never told Seojun about her father beating her, she was ashamed of that. She also never told him her father was against her attending the music academy, she was scared that if she ever started talking about it she'd end up telling him everything. Suho was the only one who knew about her family situation, but only because he saw her bruises one time and asked her about it. He promised to keep her secret and she never confined in him again after that. All three of them have been friends since early childhood and she didn't want to do something that might push either of them away.

Sujin was always an artistic soul. She was great at pretty much everything once she set her mind to it. Her singing skills were always advanced, even before she started classes at the music academy. She outperformed almost all of her seniors. No matter the talent, she had to quit singing. Father's orders.

"Singing won't get you to medical school, you're only worth as much as your grades, don't show up home until you come to your senses and quit that idiotic nonsense of yours."

So she quit at the time only to save herself from unnecessary pain. She was done with covering her face full of makeup for school and popping painkillers like candy. It was much easier to quit, at least until her mom got them both out of that mess finally.

Her mom managed to get a divorce eventually. She swore she'd take care of her daughter properly this time, so winning the lawsuit against Sujin's father played a crucial role this time. And she won, which left her with their huge family mansion worth billions of dollars. Sujin's father got a restraining order from court, and after the lawsuit they never heard from him again. Her mom sold everything and they both moved to the States, where Sujin enrolled in music academy once more. Their life was pretty much comfortable, but they've always stayed humble.

Sujin knew she had to go back to visit her friends at Seoul at some point, especially since she was getting so many texts and calls from her two ex besties ever since she left. News on what actually happened and who was behind the video incident spread like fire and cleared all guilt off Sujin. Yet she couldn't get over the fact that all of her friends judged her so quickly. Sooah disappointed her a lot, she never backed her up, not even once. While Jukyung surprised her more than anyone. She was the only one who never believed Sujin did anything wrong, not even when Sujin directly told her it is her doing.

Even though she wanted to spend hours on the phone with Jukyung, and let her know about everything what happened, cutting everyone off seemed rational for the time being. Everything was still too painful for her and she needed more time to heal from the chaos. Falling into unhealthy patterns was no longer an option. Sujin's habits have changed drastically ever since she moved to the States. Volunteering as a math tutor and martial arts teacher was all she did when she wasn't studying. Her taekwondo classes took place in the early mornings, and math classes in the evenings. Slowly, it got her thoughts back in order.

It wasn't until Seojun texted her a whole month after moving that she felt that pit in her stomach again.

Seojun: I'm sorryx Sujong I shoudlvew known

- What's with this pabo? Ah, he's drunk again.

Sujin: Hey Seojun, I hope you're good. I know you've sent me that txt accidentally. Stay well and take care. Don't drink and ride that Ninja of yours, ok?

A few days passed until he finally responded back.

Seojun: Where r u, I need 2cu. Sujin: I'm out of the country, actually. Let's catch up over a video call one of these days, ok? Seojun: Naah, txt me whn u get back :P

She wanted nothing more than to talk to him, to hear his voice. She needed him to be there for her, just like she used to be there for him long ago. If going back there was ever an option, she needed to get better fist, on her own. Thoughts of being back in the city where it all went downhill made her extremely uncomfortable. Besides, her feelings for Seojun confused her, it was too much all at once. This time, she decided to let him go for good. Maybe next time their paths cross, things turn out different.

#true beauty #kdrama #seojun x sujin #true beauty seojun #han seojun #kang sujin #jujin #kdrama fanfic #true beauty x reader #true beauty fanfic #true beauty imagine #hanseojunxkangsujin #true beauty angst #omo i don't know tagging this thing like is this enough? xD #imsailorpluto

[nc-tzone]

T-ZONE MASTERLIST

(Actualizada 01/2024)

M: Contenido Maduro/Delicado ¦ E: Contenido Explícito ¦ C: Completada

FANFICTIONS EN WATTPAD

(TODAS SON TRADUCCIONES HECHAS CON EL DEBIDO PERMISO DE SUS AUOTRES ORIGINALES)

NCT

Fanfics de NCT como grupo completo, o sub unidades.

WAKE UP [NCT x WAYV] |M|C|

(“Si nos asesinan dentro del juego, ya no podremos despertar...”

Donde los chicos de despiertan dentro de un juego.)

MALL [NCT127] |M|C|

(“Siempre quise jugar al escondite en un centro comercial...” Dónde los chicos tienen que salir de un centro comercial, o morir en el intento)

THE FREAK SHOW [NCT '00LINE] |M|E|C|

(En donde cuatro chicos borran con éxito su estadía en un hospital psiquiátrico pero desarrollan una sed aun más grande de sangre)

CIRCUS [MarkHyuck] [C]

(“¿Nombre? Mi nombre es Mounstruo inútil...”)

SAVE NCT DREAM [C]

(“Nos dejo... Estamos jodidos, ¿cierto?”)

SAVE NCT |Secuela| [C]

(“El cielo esta igual que la última vez...”)

NCT127

[Mark & Haechan están en el apartado de NCTDREAM]

SWALLOW [JaeHyun] [E] [C]

(“Por una noche puedes hacerme lo que siempre has querido, solo por una noche...”)

CHÉRIE [TaeYong] [C]

(“Chèrie, sabes que yo siempre estaré para protegerte...”)

GUARDIAN [YuTa] [C]

(“Soy tu guardian, daría mi vida una y otra vez para asegurarme qué nadie te ponga una mano encima, ¿entiendes?”)

DADDY [TaeYong] [C]

(“Gracias por permitirme ser su padre...”)

TOY [JaeHyun] [C]

(“Estoy aquí para ser tu juguete...”)

NOTES TO THE HEART [TaeIl] [C]

(“La gente dice que el dinero mueve el mundo, pero para otros, lo hace otra cosa...”)

NCTDREAM

LOWKEY [Mark] [E] [C]

(“Todo estará bien si lo mantenemos en secreto...”)

THRONE [JeNo] [C]

(“¿Quien necesita amor cuando tiene poder?”)

FIREFLIES [HaeChan] [C]

(“Tienes novio... Entonces terminalo por mi...”)

OBSESSION [JeNo] [M] [E] [C]

(“¿Te estoy lastimando? Lo siento bebé, pero, ¿qué puedo hacer? Te amo demasiado...”)

STRAWBERRIES & CIGARETTES [ChenLe] [E] [C]

(“Recuerdo la primer vez que nos vimos, me dijiste que encendiera tu cigarrillo...”)

VACANCY [JiSung] [C]

(“Enamorarse es una tarea difícil, cariño, mucho más si te enamoras de mi...”)

EXAMINATE [RenJun] [C]

(“No se supone que debas enamorarte de mi, vivimos en mundos diferentes...”)

DÉJÁ VU [HaeChan] [C]

(“No me mires mucho, cariño, podrías enamorarte de mi...”)

BY THE ROAD [Mark] [C]

(“... Quedatela, cuando la veas Recuerda al chico que te salvo la vida...”)

SON IN LAW [HaeChan] [C]

(“¿Cuando vas a presentarme al yerno perfecto?”)

WAYV

SUCKY [Ten] [C]

(“Lucharia incluso contra mi podría sangre para salvarlos...”)

HONOR [WinWin] [C]

(“Servir es un honor, uno que tú nunca llegaras a tener...”)

SERIES

Libros de Series x Crossovers

THE PHOENIX SERIES

“Deja que el fuego se convierta en cenizas y haz que el fénix dentro de ti se eleve...”

Libros ordenados del primero al último.

DARK STREETS [HaeChan] [C]

ASHES [JeNo] [C]

THE RULES [JaeMin] [C]

SIDELINE [RenJun] [C]

PHOENIX [TaeYong] |Crossover| [C]

SUNGTARO X LUCAS

RESONANCE [SungChan] [C]

(“Tienes un deber y es ahí donde debería estar tu prioridad, no en una chica, no en un amor...”)

BLOOD MOON [LuCas] [C]

(“Solo era una regla: 'No te acerques a los hombres lobo'. Una regla que ella rompió...”)

KDRAMA ZONE

(Estas fanfics, todas, son de mi autoria.)

WEAK HERO [Yeon Sieun de Weak Hero Class 1] [C]

(“Hay muchas palabras para describirte, pero débil no es una de ellas...”)

SUN&MOON [Ahn Sooho de Weak Hero Class 1] [C]

(“El sol soltó dos lágrimas a escondidas, y yo las encontré en tus ojos, cariño...”)

REVENGE [Seok Jaebom de Revenge Of Others]

(“No me arrepiento, y si pudiera volver al tiempo, lo haría una y otra vez...”)

LOVE AGAIN [Han Seojun de True Beauty]

(“Me amaste una vez, y estoy agradecido de que me amas de nuevo...”)

WATERMELON [Ha YiChan de Twinkling Watermelon

MAFIA GAME [Go Gyunjoon de Night Has Come]

(“Yo siempre estoy en primer lugar, no me importa salvarlos a ustedes, me importa salvarme a mi misma...”)

(“Puedes cambiar los hechos y las maneras, pero el destino es algo que no puedes tocar...”)

Cuentas de Wattpad:

WOOKZN (Cuenta de Fanfics de Kdramas)

SIDEZN (Traducciones de otros idiomas al Español)

DREAMZN (Traducciones del Inglés al Español)

(Esta también es mi cuenta de fanfics de NCT, creadas por mi)

WOOKZN (Cuenta de Fanfics de Kdramas)

(En esta cuenta todas las fanfics son de mi autoria)

Última Actualización:20.01.2024

#nct #nct español #choi hyun wook #park jihoon #weak hero fanfic #twinkling watermelon #Twinkling watermelon fanfic #revenge of others #Seo jihoon #yeon sieun #ahn sooho #Seok Jaebom #cha woo min #night has come #Go Gyunjoon #Ko kyungjun #true beauty #han seojun #fanfic #Wattpad #nct 127 #nct dream #wayv #lucas nct #sungchan #shotaro #nct fanfic

[hxtwasabi]

You - Han Seojun - Parte 1/2

Essa twoshot foi baseada na música You do The Pretty Reckless. Eu tinha acabado de ver True Beauty na época e tava triste que não arranjaram uma namoradinha pro Seojun, dor e tristeza, então decidi consertar isso pro neném. Espero que gostem! Parte 2 aqui.

Baek Hee Jin simplesmente não entendia porque sua vida era tão complicada e tão ferrada? Porque ela simplesmente não podia ter uma vida simples, com uma família menos complicada e que o cara que ela gosta também gostasse dela? Porque ela tinha que ter essa vida tão complicada? Porque ela sempre era a última opção de todos? Porque era o que mais rondava em sua cabeça. Ela não entendia. Parece que ela era invisível e que sua vida foi feita para ferrar ela. Havia uma nova aluna na classe, Lim Ju Kyung, ela era definitivamente diferente. Não que não amasse Soojin ou Sua, suas melhores amigas na escola, mas definitivamente Ju Kyung era diferente. Além de descobrir que ela era sua vizinha. Ela era um bolinho de positividade, como sua avó sempre dizia. Lembrou-se de quando viu o rosto verdadeiro da garota. Viu quando ela estava conversando com Lee Suho no Prince Comics e ela estava sem maquiagem.

— Eu fiquei com medo de que vocês fossem me julgar pela minha aparência. Foi muito complicado pra mim devido a minha antiga escola — a garota de óculos contou e Heejin deu um pequeno sorriso

— Está tudo bem, eu não vou contar seu segredo. Você não é a única que usa maquiagem para esconder algo

— Huh? Mas você é bonita — a garota disse arrancando uma leve risada da Baek

— Eu agradeço, mas não é só a aparência que a maquiagem pode disfarçar — ela respondeu fazendo a Lim ficar mais curiosa

— Desculpa soar intrometida, mas já me intrometendo — ambas deram risadas, Heejin conhecia Ju Kyung muito bem para saber que ela iria perguntar do mesmo jeito — Mas posso perguntar o que você quis dizer com isso?

Era duro falar isso, mas honestamente se ela não constasse ela iria explodir. Soojin era a única que sabia disso, mas de uns tempos pra cá não sabia se devia confiar na garota. Mas Lim Ju Kyung era diferente, como havia dito antes. Ela não conseguia mentir para a garota, porque diabos ficaria com ciúmes com uma garota incrível quanto ela? Não iria odiar a garota só porque o garoto que ela é apaixonada se apaixonou por ela. Dóia, mas ela não podia controlar os sentimentos e nem mesmo a própria Ju Kyung sabia.

— Eu moro com os meus avós e meu irmão mais velho de vez em quando nos visita, mas ele está nos dormitórios da faculdade dele, então não é sempre. Minha mãe faleceu quando eu ainda tinha 7 anos de idade e então meu pai, que costumava ser caloroso e o “melhor pai do mundo” começou a descontar seu luto na bebida. E em nós

— O que? Por acaso ele — ela começou e a garota de cabelos peek-a-boo balançou a cabeça negando

— Não, mas palavras também doem como uma faca. E, bem, hoje eu sei o que é gaslighting e que assédio verbal também existe, mas na época eu não entendia direito e eu também acabei descontando em mim mesma. Psicológico e fisicamente

Ela não precisava deixar nada explícito para que a outra entendesse. Ju Kyung entendia o que ela quis dizer, claro que não no mesmo cenário, mas sabia como era se odiar e como pensar que era tudo culpa dela. Seu coração apertou com o relato de sua amiga e ela mesma estava quase chorando com a história. Era por isso que ela não pensava em contar para Seojun o que sentia, pois ela tinha a sensação de que tudo que ela tocasse estaria fadado ao “fracasso” e Ju Kyung honestamente não sabia como fazer isso, mas tinha que juntar os dois. Ou botar uma sementinha na cabeça de Seojun. Mas, algo ainda pairava no ar.

— Jinny, como você começou a gostar do Seojun? — não aguentou e teve que perguntar então viu um sorriso no rosto da outra coreana

— Ele me salvou. Literalmente

1 ano atrás

Baek Heejin voltava da escola. Quase foi atropelada pelo babaca do Han Seojun, porque ele simplesmente não podia ir andando pra escola ou sei lá? Viviam se bicando, mas claro que nunca chegava suas picuinhas ao nível que chegou ao ponto da amizade dele com Suho acabar após algum motivo específico que Heejin não sabia. Talvez eles eram dois cabeças duras para se darem bem. E nessa parte incluiria ela mesma e o Lee. Resolveu passar para o centro, já que tinha ouvido falar algo sobre um concurso de fotografia, mas o horário era ruim demais e ela teve que deixar de lado. Sempre gostou muito de fotos e fotografia era sua paixão. Desde sua pré-adolescência sabia o que queria fazer. Estava cabisbaixa porque não poderia participar do curso, escutando alguma banda de rock, quando começou a escutar passos atrás dela, passos rápidos. Que ótimo dia para ser assaltada. Seus passos ficaram mais rápidos e a pessoa atrás dela também. Quando tentava escapar de ter sua bolsa ou celular roubados acabou tropeçando e ela fechou os olhos quase implorando para não fazer nada com ela. Até que uma moto apareceu. Ela sabia exatamente de quem era aquela moto e aquele capacete. Ele desceu da moto.

— Ei, querida, desculpa pela demora. Vamos? — ela suspirou aliviada — Você está bem? — ele perguntou oferecendo uma mão a ela e ela aceitou. Por algum motivo sentiu faíscas voarem de suas mãos, um choque elétrico. Bem, pelo menos de sua parte. Se levantou e não viu o ladrão.

— Obrigada por isso — ela agradeceu e ia fazer seu caminho quando uma mão pegou em seu braço e de novo esse formigamento

— Onde você pensa que vai? Vem, eu te dou uma carona — ele disse e entregou o segundo capacete para ela

Ela não esperava que por trás de um badboy com uma gangue fracassada na escola havia um belo coração no fundo. Esconder seus sentimentos com paredes, mas sentir demais no fundo. Sabia como era isso. Apenas colocou o capacete e subiu na garupa.

— Bem, soa mesmo como ele — Ju Kyung comentou depois da história da garota e ambas riram

— Eu sei, é por isso que eu me apaixonei. Nós éramos como cão e gato na classe, mas tudo mudou depois daquilo e cessamos nossas brigas e ficamos mais próximos. E eu devia ter visto isso acontecer. Não é como se ele fosse me escolher de qualquer jeito — podia sentir seus olhos marejar e seu delineador querer estragar

Você não me quer, não Você não precisa de mim Como eu te quero Como eu preciso de você

— Não diga isso, Jinny. Além do que se a garota gosta de outro então porque ele não segue em frente? Talvez ainda há esperança. Ele não pode ser tão tapado assim — a Lim disse tentando ajudar a amiga

— Eu adoraria ter essa esperança. Mas está tudo bem, Ju, é assim que eu sou: invisível e o último lugar

Lee Ju Kyung queria ver a amiga feliz e Han Seojun também era seu amigo. E odiava ver ela tão triste e tão desesperançosa. Precisava juntar os dois.

Han Seojun tinha a chamado para comer algo, disse que precisa dizer algo para a Lim, que ela não fazia ideia do que era, mas era seu momento de tentar fazer o amigo acordar. Tinham parado pra jantar em algum lugar, era apenas um encontro entre amigos e Suho tinha liberado o que era estranho da parte dele, mas ficou feliz que dessa vez ele não fez birra.

— Eu gosto de uma garota, mas ela está namorando outra pessoa — Seojun revelou para ela — O que você acha que eu deva fazer?

— Espera, eu não sabia que ela era comprometida. Não é a Sua não né? — ela perguntou e ele riu

— Não, não é a Sua — ele disse parecendo… aliviado? Lee Jukyung resolveu ignorar isso. Ou apenas não percebeu. Porque ela iria perceber?

— Eu diria para tentar roubá-la, mas quer a verdade? Primeiro, se for a Sua eu vou te dar um tapão. Mas porque não segue em frente? Será que você é tão besta de não ver algo que tá na sua frente? Han Seojun acorda! — ela disse quase que nervosa com ele

— Do que você tá falando? — ele parecia realmente confuso e Jukyung respirou fundo para não sair batendo na cara dele pra ver se ele realmente acordava. Ele sabia que ela não estava falando dela mesma, Jukyung é apaixonada por Suho e estão juntos  

— Seojun-ah você realmente não sabe mesmo? Seu besta. Sinceramente eu desisto  — ela disse a última parte mais para si mesma do que para ele, mas ele conseguiu escutar. Estava ainda mais confuso. Alguém gostava dele como se apaixonar? Não era nenhuma garota que estava atrás dele só pela beleza?

— Bem, eu realmente sou muito bonito, claro, então acaba acontecendo — ele disse fingindo se gabar e ela fez uma careta e ficou séria

— Isso é sério. Ela chorou por você por conta desse seu crush platônico aí. Eu não quero ver mais minha amiga chorar assim. Eu sei que não é fácil tentar esquecer alguém, mas tente. Ela passou por tanta coisa e eu torço pra que algo aconteça. Vocês dois merecem essa chance — ela disse fazendo o que disse que iria fazer: botar a sementinha em Han Seojun e parece ter funcionado, pois ele ficou pensativo com isso. Quero que ela me rejeite assim eu consiga seguir em frente. Bem, não tinha confessado seus sentimentos e nem iria. Mas Ju Young estava certo. E, se essa pessoa gosta tanto dele, talvez assim ele siga em frente.

Depois voltaram para suas casas. Han Seojun continuava pensando sobre o que Jukyung tinha dito. Ela disse que queria a felicidade dos dois. Então pegou a lista de amigas da Lim: Sua definitivamente não, ela e Taehoon se amavam demais, Soojin não, jamais. Ainda mais que ela parece estar obcecada por Suho. E por último sobrou Baek Hee Jin. E então seus olhos se arregalaram. Droga. Porque nunca havia percebido antes? Se sentia estúpido e se culpou por ter quebrado o coração da garota mesmo que isso não fosse culpa dele por querer. Porque ela não o contou? Porque ela guardou isso por todo esse tempo? Bem, amanhã veria ela e iria perguntar.

No outro dia Heejin fez seu caminho até a escola enquanto os solos de guitarra ecoavam em seus ouvidos. Seojun nunca tinha percebido antes, mas ela parecia muito bonita naquela luz solar e ela brilhava de longe. Ela parecia distraída então decidiu conversar com ela depois. Fez seu caminho para dentro da escola, mas cutucou com seu ombro a garota de cabelos pretos em cima e vermelhos embaixo, que o olhou parecendo assustada.

— Han Seojun! — ela disse tirando um fone de sua orelha, assustada pela aparição abrupta

— Você vai estourar seus tímpanos assim — ele disse a provocando e ela revirou os olhos

— Fala o que você quer — ela parecia fria dizendo isso, mas seu coração parecia bater freneticamente por dentro. E dessa vez ele sabia disso.

— Podemos conversar na hora do intervalo? — ele perguntou e ela estranhou. O que ele queria falar com ela?

— Tudo bem. É importante? — ela perguntou e ele assentiu

— Pode-se dizer que sim — ele respondeu fazendo ela estranhar mais ainda, mas se era importante então iria ver o que ele queria

— Você não andou aprontando não, não é? — ela perguntou e ele riu

— Você me conhece, não é? — ele a olhava diferente e Heejin voltou a sentir seu coração bater. Ou talvez seja só sua mente.

É, ela te conhece sim, Han Seojun.

Bem, era aula do professor Han e a Baek parecia ansiosa pra saber o que ele iria falar para ela de tão importante, esperava que não era nenhum plano "mirabolante" que Seojun tinha tido. Ela fazia anotações no seu caderno sem perceber que os olhos de um certo badboy pairavam nas suas costas. Um leve sorriso imperceptível saiu dos lábios do garoto. Talvez ele se permita se apaixonar por uma pessoa diferente dessa vez.

O sinal finalmente tocou e Heejin se levantou para ir para o refeitório junto com Jukyung, Sua e Soojin, mas Han Seojun apareceu na sua frente e ela engoliu em seco e tentou ignorar seu coração em frenesi e as borboletas no estômago. Jukyung e Sua faziam joinhas para a garota e trocaram sorrisinhos com ela, que simplesmente ignorou.

— Vem, vamos conversar — ele disse a chamando com a cabeça

— Mas eu tô com fome — ela reclamou e não era mentira

— A conversa importante, lembra? Depois eu pago algo pra você — tudo bem, isso era estranho. Ele vai pagar uma comida pra ela? Era tão importante assim mesmo essa conversa?

Heejin perguntou sobre a mãe de Seojun e descobriu que ela estava bem. Descobriu que a garota bonita que foi a cantora principal do coral no festival foi maquiada pela Ju Kyung era irmã dele e ela era mais nova. Não trocaram muitas palavras, ele parecia nervoso e até mesmo sem jeito. Esse era mesmo Han Seojun? Foram para o lado de fora da escola. Heejin recostou-se na parede atrás dela.

— Então, o que foi? — ela perguntou e cruzou os braços como se seus sentimentos não estivessem nenhum pouco animado com essa proximidade deles

— Porque você nunca me contou? — ele perguntou e ela fez uma careta

— Que? — ela disse sem entender

— Porquê você nunca me contou seus sentimentos por mim? — ele perguntou e ela abriu e fechou a boca assustada

— O que? Lee Ju Kyung, ela — ela perguntou sentindo perdida e meio traída pela amiga, mas Han Seojun tentou tranquilizá-la colocando uma mão em se ombro e pode sentir sua pele queimar, mas de um jeito bom

— Não a culpe, ela só estava tentando me ajudar. Eu contei para ela que eu gosto de uma garota comprometida e então eu perguntei pra ela o que eu deveria fazer e ela disse sobre uma amiga dela que tinha sentimentos por mim e que sofria muito porque eu tenho sentimentos por outra pessoa e que não queria vê-la mais triste e que tanto eu quanto ela devíamos ser felizes. Eu não te prometo que irei acabar meu sentimento por ela de um dia para o outro, nós dois temos esses amores secretos e não mútuos, mas eu quero tentar. E se for você então está tudo bem — ele a revelou e ela ficou surpresa com essas palavras não sabendo o que dizer com isso. Não se acabava com sentimentos tão rápidos, mas ele quer tentar esquecer um amor não correspondido com ela. Ela!

— Seojun-ah — ela disse não sabendo como formular as palavras

— Vamos a cinco encontros. Acho que três é pouco, mas cinco está ótimo — ele combinou para ela que parecia que sentia que ia desmaiar a qualquer momento

— Você não está fazendo nenhuma aposta, né? — ela perguntou e ele riu batendo na cabeça dela de leve como se fosse uma criança

— Que aposta eu iria fazer? É tão difícil assim acreditar que eu quero sair com você? Você está intimidada com minha beleza já? — se não houvesse uma piadinha não seria Han Seojun. Ela deu um tapa no braço dele

— Ei, não é porque eu gosto de você que eu tenho que ficar te bajulando — ela disse revirando os olhos, mas ela sentia como se o zoológico estivesse em festa com essa proposta dele — Tudo bem. Cinco encontros

— Eu deixo você me bater caso eu falar ou fazer algo que não deve — ele disse e ela riu enquanto voltavam para dentro da escola

— Então tenho que te bater toda hora? — ela perguntou zombando e viu ele com um leve sorriso e balançou a cabeça. Seojun foi atrás da sua irmã e com isso Heejin foi até Ju Kyung e Sua para contar a novidade.

— Vocês conversaram? O que ele te falou de novidade? — Sua a bombardeou assim que viu ela perto das escadas

— Ele me chamou para alguns encontros — ela revelou com um grande sorriso nos lábios e recebeu gritinhos animados em resposta

— Eu te disse! Caso ele não te trate bem liga para gente e a gente bate nele, mas aí você merece — Ju Kyung disse abraçando a amiga

— Obrigada. Por tudo — ela sussurrou para a garota

— Agora temos que fazer compras — Sua disse puxando a garota de cabelos peek-a-boo pelo braço

— Ei nada de vestido colorido ou extremamente curto — todo mundo sabia que a garota só usava preto e no máximo vermelho escuro

— Sim, sei disso. Hoje vamos ter uma noite de garotas já que a Heejin tem encontros — a outra falou e Heejin riu. Ela finalmente estava feliz. Ah, e Seojun pagou um corn dog pra ela. Ela sorriu involuntariamente e Ju Kyung e Sua sorrindo por ver a amiga tão feliz assim.

No primeiro encontro Heejin decidiu pelo vestido preto florido que Sua e Ju Kyung tinham aprovado, uma bota de cano alto preto e seu cabelo preso e um colar acompanhando. Sentia como se estivesse em um filme da Disney onde iria encontrar seu príncipe encantado. Bem, um badboy disfarçado de príncipe, mas ainda assim fazia seu coração palpitar. Ele não era qualquer badboy. Ele era Han Seojun.

— E esse sorrisão aí? — assustou-se com Lee Ju Kyung entrando em seu quarto

— O que você tá fazendo aqui? — ela perguntou pra amiga

— Vim te maquiar, claro. Você achou mesmo que eu não viria te maquiar no seu primeiro encontro? — ela respondeu e a Baek riu

— Você acha que ele pode sentir o mesmo que eu sinto por ele? Eu tenho medo dele ainda continuar com ela na cabeça e eu estar forçando ele e… — os pensamentos ansiosos de Heejin foram parados depois que Jukyung colocou um dos pincéis nos lábios para calar ela e tentar acalmá-la. Voltou a maquiá-la

— Ele topou, não topou? Pare de duvidar de si mesma. Você é incrível e ele seria um tonto por perder alguém tão incrível quanto você — a outra garota disse para ela e Heejin sorriu de leve com isso

— Queria ter essa confiança que você tem em mim — ela se lamentou com um semblante triste

— Você é mais brilhante do que você pensa, Heejin — voltou a dizer enquanto passava a maquiagem

Conversaram mais um pouco, perguntou para ela sobre seu relacionamento com o Suho e as coisas na sua casa. Ela falou que estava tudo bem, que Suho estava se saindo bem como namorado. Ela parecia feliz e Heejin ficava feliz por isso. Podia perceber que Suho era durão por fora, mas um marshmallow por dentro. Então lembrou-se de algo.

— Quando eles estavam no hospital eu acabei indo lá, mas eles estavam dormindo, então eu deixei um pequeno gatinho de pelúcia do lado da cama dele. Eu não sei se ele descobriu que foi eu ou se ele pegou

— Eu acho que a Gowon pegou, mas não tenho certeza. Você realmente ama ele, né? — a maquiadora disse e Baek Hee Jin sorriu de leve

— Eu amo. Eu realmente amo ele — ela respondeu.

Logo depois Lee Ju Kyung tinha ido embora não demorou muito para Han Seojun aparecer.

— Querida, há um moço bonito te esperando na porta. É seu namorado? — sua avó perguntou e ela corou

— Não, mas eu espero que um dia ele seja. Eu vou sair com ele hoje pela primeira vez — ela respondeu sorrindo

— E vocês vão ser. Você merece ser feliz — sua avó disse sorrindo e ela sorriu de volta agradecida — Bom encontro — a mais velha desejou

Foi até a porta e abriu vendo Han Seojun digitando alguma coisa no celular e então ouviu o barulho e virou-se para ver Heejin. Ela estava deslumbrante. Sempre foi muito bonita, mas parecia que era a primeira vez que o Han via a Baek na vida.

— Você está linda — ele a elogiou e ela corou com essas palavras

— Obrigada. Você não está nada mal também — ela o elogiou enquanto ajustava sua bolsa

— Eu espero que você esteja animada hoje, pois vai ser um encontro meio que cheio de aventuras — ele disse e ela o olhou curiosa

— O que quer dizer com isso? — ela perguntou e ele sorriu de lado

— Você verá quando chegar lá — ele respondeu fazendo a garota ficar mais curiosa

Heejin ficou surpresa assim que chegaram ao Lotte World, não esperava que ele trouxesse ela pra lá, mas isso não é nada ruim, pelo contrário, ela tinha gostado da escolha. Era definitivamente um encontro aventureiro e diferente, mas que eles podiam ficar por um bom tempo lá. Virou-se para Seojun.

— Então, em qual vamos primeiro? — ele perguntou e os olhos da garota parecia olhar para todos os lugares

— Eu nunca vim aqui então eu não sei qual escolher — ela disse e então ele pegou a mão dela e ela virou-se para ele surpresa e seu coração batendo rápido

— Que tal irmos em todos os brinquedos e depois decidirmos qual é o melhor? — ele perguntou e ela arregalou os olhos

— Você viu o tamanho desse lugar? Iremos ficar aqui o dia todo! — Heejin disse para ele que apenas sorriu com aquela cara de que iria aprontar. Conhecia muito bem o Han.

— Esse é o plano — ele disse como se tivesse ganho uma aposta com ela e então ele a puxou pela mão enquanto entravam no lugar — Vamos!

Acabaram indo em tantos brinquedos, alguns até mesmo infantis, recebendo olhares esquisitos dos funcionários, que ela não sabia nem contar nos dedos, foram em quase todos. Acabaram pegando algumas guloseimas na loja de presentes Weeny Beeny, onde vendia alcaçuz e outros doces. Foram comer num restaurante japonês lá dentro do parque temático.

— Eu tenho certeza que você ficou assustada na Casa Mal Assombrada — ele disse provocando a garota

— Aish, Han Seojun! Não é medo, tudo bem? Eu só fui pega desprevenida — ela tentou argumentar e ele riu

— Você quer falar de mim, mas na montanha-russa do faraó você também ficou com medo — ela rebateu

— Eu só estava querendo que você não passasse medo sozinha — ele replicou e ela soltou um “aham” sarcástico e então lembrou-se de algo  — Eu tenho algo pra você — ela franziu o cenho

— Para mim? — ela perguntou e ele assentiu pegando a sacola vermelha e então entregou para ela

Ela logo pegou a sacola e então viu uma raposinha de pelúcia e então ele devia saber sobre o presente que ela deixou para ele no hospital. Ela o olhou com curiosidade e ele sorriu de leve.

— Eu perguntei para minha irmã se o gatinho de pelúcia que ela estava segurando tinha sido o irmão da Lim Ju Kyung que ainda continuava perseguindo ela de novo e ela disse que não, que uma garota tinha deixado pra mim enquanto eu dormia e tinha ido falar com o Suho também — ele explicou e ela estava sem palavras

— Você não precisava ter comprado um pra mim também — ela disse ainda surpresa com aquilo

— Se não quer eu devolvo — ele brincou fingindo que ia pegar a sacola, mas ela bateu na mão dele

— Nem pense nisso — ela disse e ele soltou uma risada

Baek Heejin não esperava por esse encontro ser tão divertido e tão aventureiro, pensava que ia ser esquisito, mas Seojun estava se esforçando. E seu esforço estava fazendo ela ficar mais apaixonada por ele ainda. Como diria Lana del Rey, Han Seojun era o badboy que ela sempre sonhou. Depois que chegou em casa recebeu uma mensagem do garoto dizendo que no próximo final de semana eles iriam para um restaurante. Seu sorriso se alargou e seu coração estava a mil por hora.

Claro que chegando na escola foi bombardeada por Sua e Ju Kyung perguntando como tinha sido e ela contou que ele a levou para o Lotte World, pegou na mão dela e ainda recebeu um bichinho de pelúcia. Elas ficaram animadas com isso e disseram que talvez não demore tanto para que Seojun se apaixone por ela e sinta o mesmo que a garota. E esperava que elas estavam certas. E Seojun também a acompanhava para a casa durante a escola, eles conversavam sobre vários assuntos, ele comentou da época em que era trainee e que até pensa no assunto, o que Heejin o encorajou a ele tentar de novo, já que ele contou que sempre foi apaixonado na música e falou até mesmo do cantor Se Yeon, que sofreu um trágico acidente que todos sabiam. Bem, falou por cima, pois viu que era algo que ainda mexia com ele e resolveu não tocar no assunto. Não queria magoá-lo.

O segundo encontro foi em um restaurante que Seojun conhecia. A comida era boa e a companhia melhor ainda. Parecia que com o segundo encontro eles começaram a ficar mais acostumados com isso e Heejin não queria que isso acabasse. E estava se controlando para não o beijá-lo. Ele era fofo demais e muito doce, era uma missão difícil, mas se controlava. Depois começaram a andar pelos corredores da escola e a irem embora juntos. O terceiro encontro foi em um cinema, clichê, mas sempre funcionava. E está tudo bem, ela adora clichês. O quarto ele a levou para um karaokê, ela o tinha avisado que não sabia cantar, mas ele insistiu. Quando ouviu a voz dela, ele disse que ela tinha sorte de ser bonita e que gostava de fotografias. Aquilo ecoou na sua cabeça a noite toda e ela riu de felicidade. E o último encontro tinha que ser na cafeteria onde Seojun trabalhava, pois agora trabalhava integralmente desde que o antigo funcionário tinha saído e ele também disse que tinha algo para contar.

— Eu conversei com a irmã da Lim Ju Kyung, ela trabalha na Move Entertainment, a empresa reformou depois que o pai do Suho saiu, e ela me ofereceu pra voltar a ser trainee da gravadora. Eu acho que vou aceitar — ele contou e ela o olhou surpresa, porém sorrindo grande enquanto tomava seu suco de laranja

— Isso é ótimo! Eu estou muito feliz por você, Han Seojun! Só não esqueça dos seus amigos de escola — ela disse para ele

— E como eu poderia esquecer vocês? E você? Vai fazer o curso de fotografia? — ele perguntou e ela assentiu

— Eu estou pensando em ver vagas ano que vem. Vovó precisa de cuidados e o horário não é muito bom pra mim porque eu também tenho que trabalhar na lojinha — ela respondeu

Tinha contado para Han Seojun sobre sua família e ele achava incrível como ela cuidava dos avós, ainda mais que seu irmão já estava na faculdade e era só ela. Contou da situação com os pais e ele se compadeceu mais ainda com ela. De alguma forma ele queria protegê-la da maldade do mundo. Ela não merecia passar por tudo isso e prometeu que caso sua banda fizesse sucesso ele iria comprar uma casa para morarem. Espera. Morar juntos? Pois é, Han Seojun estava começando a responder os sentimentos mútuos para a Baek.

— Han Seojun? Ainda está aí? — perguntou assim que percebeu que ele parecia aéreo

— Desculpa por isso. O que aconteceu? — ele perguntou e ela voltou a falar sobre alguns lugares que gostaria de trabalhar como fotógrafa e que gostaria de ser freelancer. Ficava encantado como ela falava com o brilho nos olhos sobre fotografia. Fofa.

Depois voltaram para casa, ela agradeceu a companhia. Era o último encontro e Heejin sentia seu coração apertar. Ela não fazia ideia se ele gostaria de estar com ela depois dos cinco encontros ou voltariam à estaca zero. Ela iria se despedir dele quando uma mão em seu braço a parou, a fazendo ter um déjà vu do dia do assalto. Ela virou-se para encará-lo.

— Han Seojun? — ela perguntou surpresa

— Não vá ainda — ele quase a implora e quando ela ia dizer que se veriam na segunda Seojun acabou o espaço entre eles e selou seus lábios nos lábios dela. Heejin podia sentir os fogos de artifício que parecia estar se formando, claro que não havia nenhum, mas foi um bom tempo esperando por isso e nada poderia se comparar com o beijo dele. Ela esperou tanto por isso, nem acreditava que realmente tinha acontecido. Han Seojun tinha se apaixonado por ela? Seu coração parecia querer explodir de tanta felicidade. Colocou sua mão ao redor do pescoço dele enquanto o beijava de volta. E então Han Seojun a amava, finalmente.

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JunJin (True Beauty) Fanfic Recommendations

White Tulips by [Salem_The_Centenarian_Cat]

Sure, Han Seojun let Lim Jukyung go at the end of True Beauty. And sure, Kang Sujin apologized for what had happened. But what happened after that?

Did Kang Sujin ever truly face the consequenses of her actions? Seojun doesn't think so. He thinks she is still the "piece of trash" who exposed Jukyung's true face to the entire school. He doesn't trust her and he will do anything to protect Jukyung from her.

Did Han Seojun really move on? Sujin doesn't think so. Not with the way he keeps hounding her about what she did all those years ago. But she has enough on her plate, and won't let Seojun get to her.   The two enemies are forced together because of their mutual friends, but soon discover, that they might have more to offer each other than just witty comebacks and glaring looks.

Loves Me Not by [Salem_The_Centenarian_Cat]

True Beauty AU where Han Seojun owns a flower shop and falls in love with a very special customer.

True Acceptance by [KitKatKatherine]

Taking place just at the end of episode 10. Seojun chases after Suho, who runs across a busy road. The two are then struck by a car and rendered unconscious. Suho has minor injuries, but Seojun is on death's door. After a stay in the ICU and a coma, he wakes up to discover he is now blind. The chance of getting any sight back? Slim.

Still pining for Jugyeong, and alone more than ever, he finds an annoying yet faithful friend in Sujin, the girl he's always despised. The two can't stand each other, and yet, they're the only ones who accept each other as they truly are. No mask, no persona.

I can see the whole world (from the edge of this roof) by [thefrenchmistake]

15 meters.

It’s not overwhelmingly high. But it’s high enough.

A fall of 1.75 seconds. Enough to regret it.

As she toes the edge of the roof, Sujin doesn’t think she would, though.

Wrong place, wrong life (tell me where I can hide) by [thefrenchmistake]

“God, aren’t you tired of lying ? How can Jugyeong even think you’re her friend ?”

That sends a sharp pain through her; how many times has she wondered the same, and how many times has she come up short on the answer ?

“I have no idea what you’re talking about,” she interjects coldly, arms crossed on her chest to keep from smacking him. “Seems to me like you’re the one Jugyeong should keep her distance from.”

Or; Sujin never betrayed Jugyeong, and tries to make do with her rapidly unraveling home-life.

Stuck on the roof (free falling high) by [thefrenchmistake]

“Well. Guess we’re stranded here.”

Here, the rooftop. Where there’s construction stuff piled up in a corner, some potted plants, but nothing much else.

We, as in Kang Sujin and him.

Stranded, as in until tomorrow morning.

#true beauty #true beauty fanfic #true beauty fanfiction #kang soojin #soojin #seojun #han seojun #kang soo jin and han seojun #kang soojin x han seojun #soojin and seojun #seoojin x seojun #soojin and seojun fanfic #fanfic #fanfiction #fanfic recommendation #fanfiction reccomendations #junjin #soojin x seojun fanfic

[ladyelainehilfur]

Literally insane to me how small the general webtoon fandom is outside of the webtoon app itself (and maybe reddit??)

I've talked to multiple people irl who LOVE reading webtoon, but the online community is borderline threadbare ! Most people on Tumblr have no IDEA who our blorbos are! I've checked tags for some fairly popular webtoon and it was like visiting that Tatooine town in the Mandalorian where there are 5 citizens total, but only if you also count the Mayor, the sheriff, and the deputy.

Lore Olympus is the most popular webtoon and has under 2,000 fics on AO3. Lookism has roughly 1,000. Unordinary, THEE legacy webtoon, only has 600, and it's been running for almost 7 years now. It has nearly 6M subscribers and still gets 50K+ likes each week. It's not dead by any means.

I guess it doesn't help that each webtoon is its own micro ecosystem and once a webtoon ends, that ecosystem typically fades with it. But webtoons can go on runs longer than most shows on streaming services, and those fandoms burn hot and bright even if only for the first month of a new season drop.

By comparison, webtoon fans are largely casual about their enthusiasm, even if they're highly invested in the story or characters. From my experience, only the most passionate try to connect with other fans online. But when you're passionate about one webtoon, I suppose it's hard to show constant excitement about the 20+ other stories one might keep up with. Still, between the 85 million monthly readers, you'd think each major webtoon would at least have a dedicated fan base (meaning people who regularly post theories, thoughts, fics, and fanart) of mere thousands outside of the app.

One exception for this is that Batman webtoon? It actually trends on Tumblr every now and again. But it doesn't count, because Batman has a built in fandom who'll eat up and yell in the streets about any content where he's a decent dad.

People who read romance webtoon all tend to read the same comics, and actively understand the references to other popular romance comics (Trashta, Team Seojun, SLS), so you'd think there'd be a greater sense of unity. More people actively searching out others to discuss with and posting their thoughts online and not just in that webtoon's comment section.

I mean, C'MON girls!!! Millions of people log into that app like everyday!!! WHERE is the community?? WHERE is the fanart?? WHERE is the fanfic?? WHY does Odd Girl Out only have 7 fanfics?? WHY are there like 2 people on Twitter posting about Weak Hero?? Head in hands fr

#weak hero #odd girl out #true beauty #Lookism #mercenary enrollment #unordinary #surviving romance #marry my husband #cursed princess club #the remarried empress #jackson's diary #your throne #Lumine #after school lessons for unripe apples #Morgana and Oz #lore Olympus #down to earth #Eleceed #webtoon

[prbni]

Its really common when you read any romance novel or fanfic, to find a line that says,"His heart skipped a beat." But I have seen actors portraying the emotion only twice in the dramaland.

1)True Beauty: Seojun and Jukyung

The bus stop scene in epi 9 where Seojun sees Jukyung dozing off at the bus stop, he laughs and sits beside her. Soon after, Jukyung's head falls on his shoulder. And with Hwang Inyeop's impeccable acting- the slight movement of his eyebrows and eyeball getting larger, that this was the moment Seojun's heart skipped a beat.

2) Tere Bin: Murtasim and Meerab

Unfortunately, I didn't get the exact GIF for this scene

In episode 20 of this drama, while having a conversation about their situation, Murtasim suddenly felt a twitch in his injured arm and gasped slightly. Upon noticing, Meerab put her hand over his hand and asked if that hurt- initiating a physical contact voluntarily for the very first time. Surprised and astonished Murtasim looked at her in awe. Wahaj Ali's expression for the particular scene was stellar. With him lifting his eyes,gazing at her softly while taking a gulp down his throat it was so clear that his heart skipped a beat.

#kdramas #pakistani dramas #true beauty #tere bin #han seojun #lim jukyung #hwang in yeop #murtasim x meerab #murtasim khan #wahaj ali #pakistani drama

[heesulovebot]

8 shows to get to know me

my bae sufa @heart-ming didn’t tag me but let’s just say they did teehee. i literally mostly watched kdramas before i started bls so this list will admittedly be kdrama centric 🫣 in chronological order (i think):

that 70s show: has this show aged well? no. but there are still so many iconic moments that it holds a special place in my heart. twelve year old me would race home after school to watch re-runs. twelve year old me also thought peak romance was eric and donna dancing to abba’s fernando in the drive way in front of the vista cruiser 😭😭 

reply 1988: i never thought reply ‘97 could be topped (esp after the disappointment of ‘94) but reply ‘88 knocked it out of the ball park completely. i loved every single character sm, it rlly felt like home :’) and rip to those who had sls but i’m different 💅🏼 (jk i usually have a chronic case of sls dsjkfnksjd but everything in this drama made sense, esp deok seon and taek). who else was there for soompi forum user @ packmule using colour-theory, dialogue, and frame analysis to guess who the husband was before the show finished airing???? packmule on soompi forums u will always be famous xoxo

my mister: the grip this show had on me should be studied like. i made my first fandom sideblog for this show?????? i wrote my first fanfic for this show??????? dskjfnkdjnsk the scene in which park dong hoon sits in his living room after everything is finished and then bursts out in tears and then the background music cuts off and we just hear him sOBBING in silence...... i will never recover, i fear

2gether: speaking of shows that had a grip on me ksdjfnkdsjnf i gotta be real and add this to the list since y’all who have been following me since this era bore witness to my absolute obsession. i def can objectively say that 2gether is not a good show but tine and watine remain a special place in my heart forever ♡

ofcc & cherry magic: LOL I’M CHEATING AND PUTTING THESE TWO TOGETHER but they’re both about gay salarymen so ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ idk there’s just an underlying sadness to both these fluffy jbls that i fuck with heavy      

i told sunset about you: no matter how much beef i have with p’meen, p’boss has done nothing wrong in his life ever and itsay tehohaew remain my babies. y’all alrdy know itsay had me in tears weekly (i still remember watching ep 4 during class time ((covid college core)) and then my prof started saying something after i finished the ep and i BURST into tears and haven’t recovered since tbh)   

to my star 1&2: god daseul invented cinema and romance, actually. this show (s2 particularly) had me on twitter spaces talking about jiwoo and seojun’s depth and complexity for 8+ hours 💀 i literally could write an entire thesis on it—have probably, if u combine my tumblr tags and tweets 😭😭😭 tms surpassed my 2gether rewatches (which @phukaoapologist & @pranpat can attest that is A LOT), and will always remain that bitch

the glory: every girliepop has a lil’ bit of blood lust in them. sometimes u need a cute lil’ revenge drama on ur list and a man that would tell you that he’d kill for you xo

tagging!: @nonkul @itoldsunset @phukaoapologist @pranpat @earthpirapat @dirhwangdaseul @ohmybitna @jaehwany @junghaesin @fordallan @deshimango @kinnkittisawasd @freensrcha @jiustian i’ll only tag a few since i bet a lot of ppl have alrdy done this but if u want to and i didn’t tag you consider urself tagged ♡

#tag game #tbh i haven't rewatched my mister in a minute and i'm sure there are shows i enjoyed more but it's solely on the list because of t #the GRIP it had on me like i was insane sdkjfnksjdnf

[retvenkos]

🚀 + our favorite boy, the dearly beloved: han seojun

!!!!!!!!! han seojun my beloved, the absolute king who belongs in all au's possible,,,, i want something better for him, pLEASE.

🚀 send me this emoji and a character, and i will tell you what fanfic trope/AU they best fit into

HAN SEOJUN in a NEXT DOOR NEIGHBOR! AU. when you were a baby, then a child, then a teenager almost grown, you lived next to none other than han seojun. because of you respective ages (seojun was two years older than you, a fact of which he always enjoyed reminding you), and the time you spent seeing the other, it was only inevitable that at some point, you grew an awkward, bumbling crush on your very own next door neighbor, and good friend's older brother. gowoon never really noticed it (thank god), and neither did seojun, but all throughout your high school years, you nursed this little crush you had on the slightly older boy, ignoring the way your heart would race when he'd bring over food for your family, or hide out in your apartment when he angered gowoon, or even walked you to the corner store in the middle of the night, when you needed to get something really quickly, but your mother didn't want you to go out alone (he'd grumble the whole way there, but you'd buy him food and sneak something sweet into his pockets for later, and whenever you asked, he was always ready in a dash). you were right at his side through it all (and he beside you), and you saw him at his worst - those months after seyeon's death, those weeks after jugyeong chose suho over him, and all other heartaches, besides. you knew han seojun better than you knew anyone else, and when you left home to go to a university abroad - majoring in communications, of course, something seemingly practical yet entirely evasive - you felt acutely as though you left parts of yourself there. but time passed, and you grew around your losses. you still kept up with your old friend from a distance, but now he was an idol, and you were something grander than you'd once been. you were different, now. you didn't have the same vices that a teenager can't extricate from their being. but then the company you work for sends you home - not all the way home, but back to seoul, which is close enough for you, anyway. and you're successful enough to be someone important - with nice real estate in a nice part of town, and who do you notice always leaving your building in secret but han seojun! your old friend and somehow, once more neighbor! you should certainly keep this to yourself - the last thing an overworked idol needs is an old friend who knows about his not-so-secret apartment and is somehow still love-drunk enough to miss his stupid gorgeous face. and it's not like he's going to stumble upon you one night when you were idiot enough to lock your key inside your apartment when you went to the corner store at midnight. and it's not like that's going to lead to reconnecting with a person you'd rather not miss, who has a life so complicated it makes your head hurt just thinking about it. and it's not like he's going to kiss you on the forehead that night when he thinks you're finally sleeping (you'll have to wait for the lock to be changed in the morning, and really, you've nowhere else to go in the meantime), whispering under his breath how he loved you all along despite himself. after all, it's not like these things happen - and certainly not to you. it's the last thing you need, being neighbors with han seojun. but maybe it's something you secretly want.

here's also a special second au because i'm simply brain dead for this man, your honor.

HAN SEOJUN in a SECOND CHANCE! AU. (idk the official name for this one so allow me to explain in greater detail than necessary) as it currently happens, you're living a miserable life. by all accounts you shouldn't be - you were born into a wealthy family who had every resource to set you on the right path. you tried to do all the right things - went to the right schools, took your place at the family company, moved out to live on your own, dated the people who your family would approve of, got married after a reasonable engagement, started on that path of a successful, if not bland life. you were doing things right. but your world is turned upside down when you find out your spouse is cheating on you with your best friend, the head of your household dying, and all the rich families in your world preying on your weakness. your sister takes you and your spouse on a weekend getaway, to the country where you always used to relax as a child. your spouse is cold to you the entire time, your sister worried out of her mind, and you wonder how you could have possibly been so blind. your spouse leaves early. your sister and you wait another day. on your way back into the city, you're hit by another driver on a rural road. you watch as you and your sister both die, all alone. this is the end of the line, and so you close your eyes... only for them to open once more. you wake up in your parent's house. did you... survive? did they somehow find you and nurse you back to health? if so, why does your body feel so... recovered? you check your phone - perhaps to text your spouse, though would they even care enough to listen? - and see the date is Clearly Wrong. what do you mean, you're two years in the past??? for a few days, you fumble around. your family is all in good health, your brother isn't married yet, and your sister... she's alive. you were given a second chance in life, though why, you'll never know. you do, have some plans, though, and catching your husband cheating on you with your best friend is only the start. divorce looks rather good on you, and so do the clever ways in which you are seemingly able to predict future events and major conglomerate changes. there are some things, you start to realize, that are unavoidable, but there's so much that is malleable in your hands. and as for the companies who once conspired to take your family down when they were vulnerable, well, you're nothing if not good at chess. and the game is so easy when you know they're playbook before they've ever written it. you'll take them down - just as they once planned for you - and yet when one of the families brings back from overseas their eldest son - a mr. han seojun who seems to like freedom more than the confines of stiff, upper class society - a wrench is thrown into your plans. he doesn't make sense - this son who'd rather not be. in more than one way, he just Doesn't Fit into the story, as it once played out. is his presence here a direct consequence of you cheating fate? and is his attempts to woo you genuine, or his family's con? and what is this strange tattoo on your wrist that you recieved after the crash, counting down the days to two years in the future, where, once, you died? what happens when the timer runs out? what happens when han seojun learns of such a curiosity, and spends his evenings at unusual libraries, searching for information on second chances at life? maybe you fall in love with this han seojun - the son who resents his place in his family, the boy who only ever wanted to be free. maybe you kiss him one night, when you're feeling lonely, and maybe it leads to something more. and maybe you tell him your secret one night, when you're drunk enough to not worry and in love enough to believe it will change nothing at all. but what happens when han seojun steals into your heart and nests there, then, after months of bliss and happiness, reveals a secret of his own - that in another life, it was his family who conspired to have you killed; it was his family who poisoned your past relationship; and it was his family who had worked their entire life to topple yours? and what happens when his family is still attempting to do the same, now?

#ask game #han seojun #okay about that second au i just think han seojun would be perfect for the ~type~ of character he'd play - a cocktail mix of discrepancies #that shouldn't mesh the way they do. #he doesn't belong in this family!! he is part of their inner fold as he knows their secrets. he is guiltless in their crimes! he currently #has a hand in their shadow-y deeds. he is allied with his crooked family!!! he is actively working against them in secret. #you think you have him figured out!! he has multitudes you've barely scratched. #han seojun carries that duality and depth don't @ me #and yes han seojun is not a trust fund baby and would actually gladly eat the rich but you know what??? #give him a dramatic; tragic; bloody WEBTOON backstory and it could still work. don't boo me you know i'm right #but also han seojun fits every au ever #bodyguard au with him as an idol!!!! #grocery store au where the both of you work part time through high school and have to deal with the Monotony and the other's shenanigans™ #FAIRY TALE AU WHERE SEOJUN IS A KNIGHT WHO HAS A FRAUGHT PAST WITH THE PRINCE (SUHO) AND THE DESPERATE URGE TO DISTINGUISH HIMSELF

[seojunandsoju]

Lee Suho as your boyfriend

Dating lee Suho would include;

- First of all. This man has money and he will spend it all on you.

- You saw a pretty necklace in a store? It’s yours. You see something that u like? IT’S YOURS.

- People start to think he’s just your sugar daddy at this point.

- He likes to just walk along the Han river with u it calms him sm.

- You tend to steal his hoodies and it looks so cute on you

- He can never stay mad at you for too long.

- Sometimes he acts like he’s embarrassed when u do something silly but he honestly envies how confident u can be.

- is not super big on PDA but u bet he is when he’s jealous.

- like he pretends to just tolerate your dumbness but he secretly loves it

- His dad has a love hate relationship with you

- He likes how u make Suho happy but he thinks you’re a brat sometimes

- Which u probably are but we don’t care

- Suho avoids meeting his dad especially when he’s with u

- So if u guys see him while talking a walk this man is ready to run on the count of 3.

- will help u with all the classes you’re failing

- Most of the time he’s the one making your homework.

- You feel bad so u always try to do something in return. ;)

- literally has your Starbucks order memorised so he gets it for u every morning even when he’s running late.

- he has a list of things you like on his phone and he tries to get u everything on it

- He is such a big simp

- if u call him while he’s in a fight (probably caused by seojun ) he will Deadass tell everyone to shut up, go to a corner and talk to you.

- He loves giving and receiving back hugs

- he SPOILS you

- SO MUCH.

- He gets u everything

- He never tells you the price because he doesn’t want u to feel bad

- he feels so safe with you.

- Every night he’ll lay with you in his bed and just tell you everything that is going on in his mind

- And you tell him what goes on in your mind

- Whenever u guys argue he always says sorry first and tries to make up for it

- Even if it wasn’t his fault.

- He gets jealous fairly easily but he never really acts on it in public.

- When you’re in private he will talk to you about it and try to get u to understand where it comes from.

#lee suho #true beauty #han seojun #kpop fanfic #kdrama fanfic #bts #astro posts #boyfriend #established relationship #kim jennie #enhypen #fanfic #kdrama #blackpink

[veannwrites]

I love you hater|han seojun x kang soojin| true beauty

Part 1

Hi guys this is my first time writing a han seojun x soojin fanfic.. well stay tunedd<3

Starring cast:

Han seojun

Kang soojin

Lim jukyung

Lee suho

And other true beauty cast.

#seojun x sujin #han seojun #kang soojin #lee suho #lim jukyung #true beauty #han seojun x reader #fanfiction #enemies to lovers #hwang in yeop #park yoona