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kimtaesss · 2 years

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OUR BELOVED HOME | JIN. 1

Summary: your relationship wasn’t perfect, but it was good enough for both of you. Yet that all changes when you caught your sister and husband in bed.

Pairings: Jin x reader

Genre: lots of angst, barely any fluff, toxic Jin

Warnings: Y/n has some trauma!!; Potential friend?; Physical fight with blood!; Jin cussing out y/n! Hospital visit; verbal abuse; Jin spitting on y/n! Jin!!!! Mia ( y/n’s sister)!!! Not really smut but some touching.

Next chapter > Jin. 2

“So when did you notice your relationship drift”

The lady in front of you crosses her leg onto the other, and clicks on her pen. You notice her patiently waiting for you to respond back, so she can write on her piece of paper. So she can write about how you failed to keep your relationship intact.

“I’m not sure. I guess when I found him in bed with my friend”

The lady chocked on her salvia and you looked down. You knew it was going to shock her, it shocked you. But if you kept rambling on and on, instead of getting straight to the point you’d never get the aid you desperately want and need.

“I’m sorry” she excuses her self, and clears her throat several times to allow the left over saliva that got stuck be gone.

“It’s okay, it’s not like I expected you to react differently”

“No it’s was unprofessional of me so I apologize”

You crack a grin, to give her comfort seeing as she was distressed about her lack of professionalism. You were the one that needed comfort, yet somehow you ended up comforting her.

You check your phone, to make it seem as if you had to be somewhere.

“I’m so sorry, but I actually forgot I had to be somewhere. Maybe I could reschedule?” You question unsurely back.

“Oh. I mean yes, of course you can! Just call the office, and we can set up a new appointment”

She knew you were not coming back but still she tried to let you know, that if by any chance you change your mind, you could give a call back.

You wave her goodbye, and walk out of the door as quickly as possible. And once you stepped out of the door, the building, you felt this sense of relief. You weren’t sure if it was because you weren’t sitting down in front of a stranger, confessing all the sins your husband committed within your home or if you were just embarrassed for not being enough.

Maybe both.

You searched for any Ubers. You couldn’t take the car since your husband left an AirTag on it which meant he would see you were in another therapy session. And if he saw that you were in another therapy session, then he would leave you for being so weak.

“Stupid phone! Why are you so slow!”

You hit your phone plenty of times, thinking that it would fix the problem. Instead you see your phone, fall straight down to the ground. You wanted nothing more but to end this day, it’s been tough for you to say the least.

You look around before you actually try to pick up your phone. Phones fall on the ground regularly, but it was still embarrassing having to bend down and pick it up. What if your underwear stick out? It’s not like they were sexy, or even decent looking. But they were comfortable, so you shouldn’t be too insecure, yet you are.

You focused on how others see you. You were always cautious about that, however, once you entered the relationship you are in now it’s been getting worse. You weren’t sure why, you knew he loved you but you also knew that they are people out there who are better looking, smarter, funnier and overall stood out more.

Having no other choice, you lower yourself to reach your phone, and don’t flip it until you get back up.

Please don’t be cracked. Pretty pretty please.

Carefully you turn the phone around, while your eyes were squeezed, making it barely clear of how exactly your phone turned out.

“Fuck my life!” You angrily yell.

This should have not happened. Now, how the hell are you getting home?

“Want to use mine?“

Great! Now a stranger is offering help, which only means you look like you need help, and that means you’re a pity party.

But then again, you do need to communicate with your husband if you want to get the hell out of here and safely.

“Can I?” You questioned worriedly back.

“I mean I know you said I could technically, but is it really okay to use it?”

“Yeah, it is” you hear him belt in laughter.

What the hell was so funny? Maybe there was something on your face, or maybe he’s just enjoying your misery. Either way, you were feeling uncomfortable. Especially when your husband wouldn’t pick up, not even after the third ring.

“He’s probably busy” you make an excuse, before the stranger comments about it. He probably wasn’t going to, after all it’s not his business, yet you chose to explain or more like cover your embarrassment by blaming your husband. You’re a terrible, horrible wife.

“Well… I do feel bad if I leave you here alone without a way to contact someone so… is there a way I could help you? Maybe a ride? Or if you don’t feel comfortable I could call you an Uber?” He rambled on.

With every question he made, he found a way to add more. He was unsure of how to help you out, without overstepping. He just wanted you to feel safe.

“I- uh”

“But then again if I order you an Uber, it would ask for your location” he interjected, worried that you’d think he was some creep just trying to find out where you live.

“Well if it’s okay with you, can I just send a message through your phone to my husband?”

“Yeah, of course! Whatever you feel comfortable with, I’m cool”

“Thanks” you shyly said.

He passed you his phone carefully, and stood there patiently waiting, as you typed your husbands number on his phone. You were overthinking of what to say, without giving too much information. Without, having him think the worst of you. Especially since this attractive man is helping you out. You don’t even process whatever you said, or more like what you thought.

My phone died and I’m using a strangers phone, if you could do me the favor of picking me up at the cafe I always go to, that would be cool! But only if you can! Love you :)

You wanted to reread the message you sent, but you didn’t want to look like a loser in front of a stranger. What kind of person does that? Especially to someone they are supposed to feel secure with.

“Thanks” you muttered, while passing the phone back to him.

“It’s really no problem. I’ve had this problem way too many times”

It’s like you wanted to believe him, but you couldn’t help but feel like he was just trying to make you feel embarrassed. After all your phone is not working, because of your clumsiness, and lack of control when it came to your feelings.

“Oh! I’m Jimin by the way, it’s nice to meet you”

He stretched his hand, and attempted to shake yours. You, however, being in your own little world, didn’t realize until it was too late. He quickly retracted his hand, and put in his pockets.

“Sorry, I’m a bit out of it today”

“Rough day?” He stupidly asked.

“Well yeah I guess it was” he quickly was reminded when you nodded your head with confusion.

“Yeah” you scoff. “It was a pretty shitty day” you continue to blab on.

“Want a coffee? There’s a near by cafe, and it’s amazing” he raised his eyebrows, as he buried his hands in his hair.

Now, you’re all for stranger danger. Your parents even gave you a whole presentation about it but it was free coffee, hopefully? And you also would be in public, so there’s not much he could do.

“Sure, why not?” You gleefully answered back.

You walked side by side, and without realizing it, the corners of your mouth quirked up. With his own mouth beginning to turn up as well.

This was supposed to feel wrong. So, why the hell did it feel so right?

“So where do you work?”

He took a sip of his drink, which he immediately regretted; seeing as the coffee had just come out which only meant it was boiling hot.

You couldn’t help but laugh. Maybe it was because he had a little mustache left over, from the sip he had just taken. Or maybe it was the way he had his tongue hanging out of his mouth, and his hands became a fan to ‘fan away’ the hotness, you guess.

“Glad to see you broke out of your shell to laugh at me” he tried to sound upset, but his face said something else. His eyes sparkled, while he bit on his lips, to prevent himself from laughing along with you.

“You’re laughing too!!” You accused back.

“Well it was funny, okay?!” He answered with a higher pitch tone, almost sounding like he was straining it.

“Yeah it was” you whispered. You glanced back at Jimin to see if he had heard it.

While you looked to see if he had heard, you noticed the way his eyes bored into yours. You felt this intense heat wave coming, your face was feeling it too.

“I was wondering if—“

Before he could finish his sentence, you heard your name being yelled.

“You wanted me to pick you up, to see you be a whore?! Really, Y/n?”

Fear crossed your face. Your eyes were practically shut, as you did not have the guts to face him, like at all. But then you heard another voice intervene, and that’s when it really hit you.

You were screwed.

“That’s not the way you treat your girl! Your wife!”

You had to do something! But you were afraid, you were afraid of making things worse. Maybe it would be better to just beg for forgiveness, even though you hadn’t done anything wrong, per se.

Sure, you were having coffee with a stranger, who happens to be male, but you had no ill intentions, you just wanted a friend. You just wanted someone to listen to you, even if it sounds ridiculous. You missed talking to someone, anyone and so you used this one chance. It was clearly a mistake.

“She’s my wife! Why don’t you back the fuck away from me, before I ruin your pretty little face!” Your husband, Jin screamed like a maniac. His face was completely red, and even a vein popped out of his neck, and forehead.

Jimin scoffed, and gave the dirtiest look you’ve ever seen to your husband.

“Try me bitch”

He immediately pulled his sleeves up, and you just knew shit was about to go down.

You saw Jin walk towards Jimin with no hesitation. If there was one phrase or word that Jin hated the most was ‘bitch’.

You immediately ran in the middle, and push both of your arms out.

“Stop! Just please stop” you pleaded with every single bit of strength and courage you had in you.

You saw Jimin’s eyes soften, but Jin’s were only filled with more fury, with more passion to hurt him.

“You’re a whore, you can’t say shit” Jin spits on you, without caring how he looks, how you look.

“That’s it” Jimin runs to tackle him down on the ground, and easily succeeds. You guess his height was not a disadvantage. You were a bit surprised to say the least.

“Oh my god! Oh my god!” You repeatedly shriek.

You looked around, spinning in circles for someone, anyone to jump in and save Jin but no one ever did.

You had no other choice but to rely on yourself, but you just couldn’t. What if you got hit in the process? What if you make it worse? But then again, what if Jimin kills Jin?

That was your final straw! You immediately began running towards them, and as you got closer to Jimin’s back, you slapped him over and over again.

“Get off of him! Jimin! Please!” You shout while continuing to slap him repeatedly.

It wasn’t enough to actually get him off but his punches weren’t as rough, and that was a win; a small one, but still a win.

It wasn’t until Jin stopped responding to his comments that he stopped.

He began to slowly back away, and examined his bloody hands, his white t shirt being painted with all the red blood. He froze, but still felt this intense guilt and anger. Why did he do that? Why couldn’t he control himself?

He had to run away, and was planning to but his gaze landed on you. You looked so scared and fragile, and he was the cause of it all. He hated to make others feel that way, he didn’t want to be a monster.

“I’m so— I’m sorry” he stammered.

“Leave!” You cried out.

You wanted to hate him, be angry even. But the truth is, he saved you. You weren’t sure how things would have ended if he hadn’t intervened but then again, he had just hurt someone. Maybe he didn’t or couldn’t see the bright side of it when he had just physically beat someone up.

He frowned, and looked over to your husbands state. He understood. He understood that you saw him as a monster, like everyone else did. This is why he hated to socialize he always messed something up.

He began to walk away, his back was turned to you as you watched him leave. You had hoped he looked back just once so you could thank him, so you could reassure him that you understood.

You began walking towards Jin, and had this sudden urge to look back and so you did.

It was then you both locked eyes, and you whispered, “thank you.” You weren’t sure if he was able to read your lips, but you still felt more at peace knowing that you somewhat got to say it.

You smile to yourself before walking back to your husband. You look down at him, and see the bruises, the swollen face with blood painted all over him.

Your eyes were filled with tears, as you reached down to him. You moved his hair slightly, and gave him a tiny peck.

“Take me home” He hissed.

“Okay” You whispered back.

It only took you 20 times before you managed to lift him up. When you lifted him up, it took you even longer to get him in the car. You weren’t the strongest, and he wasn’t the lightest. It was simply not the best combination.

When you finally managed to get him in the car, with a couple bumps in the way. Such as, his head constantly hitting the top of the door, and him falling over on top of you when you couldn’t carry him anymore.

“We’re almost home” You muttered, hoping it made feel more at ease.

“Thanks Mia”

Mia? Why was he thinking about your sister right now? Poor thing, he must of hit his head pretty hard.

You had to make sure he was not out of it, which meant going straight to the doctors. Hopefully there was no permanent damage. Because despite everything, you loved him and you were sure enough he loved you back.

He’s just overworked a lot these days, that’s why the roses stopped coming, and all those planned anniversary dinners have been postponed.

He was going to come back to you, and you were going to patiently wait until that happens. After all he is your husband, and you’d be with him through sickness and everything else that followed along.

It’s been 3 hours since you’ve arrived at the hospital and have not gotten a single update. You’ve gotten impatient and could not deal with this alone.

You called the only person you could trust and confide in.

“Mia please come” You desperately said.

Even though, she had just barely accepted the call. You couldn’t help it, hospitals made you nervous. They always bring bad news. They never provide you with any happiness.

“Come where? What’s wrong? Are you okay? Is Jin?”

She had so many questions and although you know her concern is reasonable, you don’t want to be asked questions. You just wanted someone next to you, holding your hand and telling you that everything will be okay.

“No! He’s in the hospital. Please come! I’ll send you the address” You spit everything all out at once. It’s a good thing your sister excelled in understanding you, when you get like that.

“I’m on my way!“ She responded immediately.

You heard her keys, and her door slam and instantly you felt a little bit more relieved.

‘She’ll be here soon, y/n don’t worry’ You said under your breathe, fidgeting with your fingers.

It’s been 15 minutes and she’s still not here, and there’s still no news from the doctors.

“Excuse me sir” You blurted once you saw a doctor walk by your area. This waiting game is not for you.

“Yes, how can I help you?” The doctor softly replied.

“I’m sorry to bother you, but my husband has been here for 3 hours now, and I haven’t gotten a single update or anything” you rambled on until you couldn’t breathe anymore.

“Well let me check on that for you. What’s his name?”

“Thank you so much! And Kim, Kim Seokjin” You nervously answered back. Your voice kept breaking, due to your worried state.

“Okay….. yup! Looks like he’s stable for now”

It felt like a weight was lifting off your shoulders. Your husband was really doing okay, and that’s all you could ever ask for.

“Oh. Well, thank you so much again sir!”

He bowed and walked away immediately. You could only assume, he was busy. You pray he gets a meal in and some rest, it must be so hard working nonstop to save lives.

“Y/n!!”

You follow the voice, and see your sister frantically running towards you. Her hair was frizzy, and she accidentally wore two different slippers.

It was a silly mistake, but it made you crack a smile. The thing you haven’t been able to do throughout the whole time here.

“Thank you for coming!” You hug her with all the force you have. You really needed her embrace, it’s always the one you felt most safe with. Well, hers and your husbands, of course.

“Of course! Your my sister, I’m always here for you”

“Don’t say that cause I’m going to cry” You clear your throat and continuously blink to prevent you from actually crying. You’ve had enough of that already.

“Sorry” she quietly apologized.

“So what happened with Jin? Is he okay?”

“Yes! Well, I just talked to the doctor and he said he’s stable, so that’s good.” You shared while looking away from her.

“That’s good!” She cheered.

You were just thankful she didn’t push for more information. But you also noticed she was hesitant to continue asking just about anything. You simply gave her the signal that it was okay for her to continue on.

“Have you seen him? Can you?”

“I’m not sure but I think so? Maybe I should ask?” You inquired back.

“Yeah! Go ahead and ask. And while you’re asking, make sure they let you know if he needs any medicine or if he’s badly hurt!” She emphasized, and although she is very cautious, sometimes that scares you. Why is she always so precise?

“You think I should ask all that? I mean wouldn’t they have told me if he was really bad?”

“You could never trust doctors. Plus it’s always better safe then sorry! Right?”

“I guess you’re right” you sighed.

“Yeah! Go ahead while I go to the bathroom”

“Alright well text me if anything, okay? You know I worry about you”

“I will! Now go on” she shooed you away.

She must really have to pee, or maybe she already has by the way she was rushing you.

You guess it’s time to bother the doctors, but it’s all for Jin so it’s going to be worth the bother.

“Where’s y/n?“

“She’s talking to the doctors right now” you answered with sass.

Why was he so focused on her? Especially when he had you in front of him.

“Oh” he hummed. “So why are you here?” He rolled his eyes, while running his hand through his hair.

He was annoyed, and seeing you wasn’t making him feel better. He badly wanted to press the button next to him and have you kicked out but then Y/n would have so many questions.

“To support my sister? Why else?!” She tilted her head, while folding her arms.

She was acting like some innocent bystander, when really she was the real criminal.

He scoffed. “Yeah, cause you’re a great older sister”

She scoffed right back. “And you’re a great husband?” She threw her head back.

“Yeah I am, actually” he argued. He gave a half shrug, as if he was really sure of his response.

“I didn’t think you’d still considered yourself as a great husband after you know, sleeping with me, her sister” She gave a bitter laugh, while stepping closer to him.

“Yeah well I guess we’re both fucked up” he let out a harsh breath.

“Yeah…. I guess” she whispered.

She ran her fingers up his thighs. The robe he had on was very revealing, and it was definitely making her feel some way.

“What are you doing?!” He shrieked, by the random outburst of Mia.

Y/n was probably on her way back, and here she was trying to seduce you. She’s fucking crazy.

“What does it look like I’m doing?”

She pressed her fingers to his lips. Jin immediately followed her finger movements with his eyes. He bit his lips, clearly falling for whatever show she was putting on.

“You’re going to get us caught” He gulps, once Mia moved her hand further up his robe.

“Please… my sister is soooo worried about you, I’m sure she’ll bother the doctors with millions of questions” she snickers at the Jin’s lack of adventure. And why the hell was he so worried about getting caught?

“Yeah….” He scoffs. “She’s great like that” he gently smiles.

“Ugh! Stop thinking about her”

She stepped on the stool, to lift herself up to match his height. She reached over, until she was placed right on top of him. She could feel his boner directly on her. He groaned, as she kept swaying her hips.

“Fuck” he moaned.

“I just knew you missed me” she giggled, as she got closer to his lips.

“I sure did” He placed his hands behind her head and pushed her even closer to him. He closed the gap between them both. His tongue makes it’s way into Mia’s mouth.

They didn’t care who heard them or who saw. They weren’t aware of the consequences they were about to face.

“So, he’s okay right? I mean there’s no permanent damage? Or maybe there is?! I mean I could help him out if you just tell me what to do. I could—“

“Breathe” he lifted his hand up and down, as he inhaled and exhaled.

You followed along with him and his tempo. You were making yourself crazy, you kept breathing hard and you simply couldn’t do anything about it.

“Sorry! I just feel like it’s all my fault, I didn’t protect him and— and he’s all hurt” you cried.

He placed his hands on your shoulder, and looked you directly in the eyes, “I can assure you, it’s not your fault”

“But I-“

“But nothing! You brought him here, to aid him! Which means you care about him and that’s all one could ask for”

You clean your boogers with your shirt. You knew you looked gross, you were even grossed out with yourself.

“Yeah I guess that’s true”

He nodded his head.

“So, can I see him?”

“Of course! But visitations are over in 30 minutes, so I’d rush on over there if I were you”

“Okay!” You ran towards the room your husband was currently resting in. But then you remembered how you rudely brushed off the doctor, even after answering your ridiculous amount of questions.

You stopped, and ran back to the doctor.

“Yes?” The doctor looked at you, patiently waiting for you to say anything, instead of just staring.

“Thank you so much!” You shout.

He begins to laugh, “you welcome!” And waves you goodbye.

You wave back, and go back to your running. You couldn’t wait to see your husband. It was only 3 hours but you missed him so much.

This time things were going to change. You wanted things to go back to the way they were, so you held a grudge and pushed him apart.

You both clearly needed to work on things, but you loved him so much. You didn’t care if it took weeks, months, or years.

You wanted him. You loved him with your all.

You finally get to the room and plan on knocking, because you always respected privacy. But you wanted to start off fresh with a surprise. You wanted to show him that you were willing to put the effort.

“Jin! I love you so much and I wanted to—“

Sounds of skin slapping together, the hotness from the closeness of the two bodies.

Your world was shattered into the tiniest pieces. Pieces so tiny, they were barely visible to the naked eye. You wanted nothing more then to scream, cry, maybe a little bit of both mixed together. But you stand there and can’t even begin to form the right words, expressions, anything to explain how you were feeling.

“Y/n! It’s not what it looks like”

Why lie? Why lie, when you can clearly see your sister on top of your husband. When you can clearly see that this was not the first time they’ve done this. When you can clearly see, that your marriage was over a long time ago.

It was only until now that you were able to finally realize that.

You were betrayed by the two people you love the most and the worst part was they didn’t seem to care enough to hide it.

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soobhyun · 2 years

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BTS AS ROMANCE TROPES : the series

FEATURING : kim seokjin, min yoongi, kim namjoon, jung hoseok, park jimin, kim taehyung, jeon jungkook

AUTHOR'S NOTE : i want to give my love and thanks to @koostarcandy for greatly helping me with this series , and to @thvblossom , and @too-many-fandom for their input <3

status : ongoing , no set schedule for updates

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> introducing KIM SEOKJIN as FORBIDDEN LOVE.....

with you and seokjin being each other's sole companion in the ruthless world of the elite, it was no less than certain that you two were inseparable. seokjin was the heir to the largest empire in south korea, and the son to figures who valued their wealth over their child. when it was announced that seokjin was to be married off to another, you would be lying if you said it was unexpected. you and jin both knew that it was only a matter of time before your love would have to end.

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> introducing MIN YOONGI as RIGHT PERSON WRONG TIME.....

with a talent for rapping that others envied and the second nature for producing, min yoongi, also known by his alias, agust d, is finally recruited under big hit entertainment. countless restless nights in his room turned makeshift studio seemed to had finally paid off when his skills had finally been recognized. being offered a one way ticket out of daegu and to his dreams should be a decision easily made - if it wasn't for the girl he would be leaving behind if he did so.

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> introducing KIM NAMJOON as FORCED PARTNERS.....

you hated photography class and you hated how you knew not a single person in there- not a single person except for kim namjoon. while you had no personal involvement with him, you would often unwillingly hear about him since your classmates routinely gushed about their adoration for him. while he was not oblivious to half the school constantly fawning over him, he never acknowledged it and kept to himself - you thought it was odd for someone so popular to be so reclusive. when an upcoming group project worth half of your grade leaves you partnered up with him, you two of you are forced to spend the majority of your time together.

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> introducing JUNG HOSEOK as SUMMER LOVE.....

jung hoseok and you met on your summer trip to seoul. the plan was for you to get out of the states and stay with your gradnma for the entirety of your summer break. with hoseok living right next door to your grandma's house, the two of you were bound to meet. hesitant waves and awkward greetings quickly became full blown laughter and spending every day glued to each other's side. with the sun beaming on your back and hoseok's hand wrapped around yours, the summer felt eternal. but as much as you wanted the summer to last forever, august was quickly approaching. soon your time in korea would be over and so would the momentary love you shared with hoseok.

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> introducing PARK JIMIN as SOULMATES.....

park jimin was a firm believer of fate. he believed that every single event that played or would play out had been pre-determined and invariably woven in the fabric of time. when you had moved into jimin's neighborhood at the ripe age of 16, he believes that it is the one time the universe had been in his favor. when a black line in the shape of your name drew at the expanse of his wrist when he was 18, he believes that the universew truly does love him. when you leave him at the age of 20, he finds he candidly hates what he believes in.

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> introducing KIM TAEHYUNG as UNREQUITED LOVE....

from kim taehyung chasing you with the insects he found in your backyard, to the two of you going together to prom since you had no date, the both of you would always be found side by side. it wasn't until you had reached adulthood had you reluctantly realized that the feelings you harbored for him were no longer of friendship, but love. however, you would not risk all the years of friendship on a selfish whim - especially since taehyung was perfectly happy with another.

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> introducing JEON JUNGKOOK as THE ONE THAT GOT AWAY.....

spending the entirety of your life in seoul, you had grown to hate it. with the same monotonous people and repetitive days, you craved for something different - a change. the only hesitation you had was in the form of your best friend, jeon jungkook. jungkook was the only consistent part of your life you had no objections with. you had lived in seoul for your entire life, but you had never considered it to be home - that titled belonged to him. when you had finally landed an opportunity to get out of seoul and pursue your dreams, you take it. you thrive in california without the suffocation that seoul brought, but a piece of you still longed for the boy you left behind. after years of no communication, your phone rings, displaying a familiar caller id.

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