#serious shit

[classificationhell]

Not sure if this has been asked before, but how would Mourningstar react if reader died? Would losing ANOTHER child finally push him past his breaking point?

Oh dear god..... (how dark and I love it and hate it at the same time lol) (Also if y'all wanna reply whether you liked this I'd be stoked because I don't usually go this hard or dark >.>)

Look, it can go one of two ways

(WARNING DARK DISTURBING CONTENT AHEAD! WITHOUT SPOILING TOO MUCH IM GOING TO JUST SAY DEAD DOVE AND GENOCIDE)

(Above should be a page of issue number 9 of Batgirl 2009 if I am not mistaken, i honestly dont know for sure i specifically looked up batgirl 2009 issue 9 marvin though) He doesn't see you as actually being dead. You just can't be dead. You're just tired because of the incident, or whatever it was scared you so badly that you became mute. Any smell you do or dont emit he can chalk up to your scent changing or stopping, which, while rare, can happen, but oh don't worry darling, he'll still love you and your scent, or lack thereof, no matter what. Also, don't worry about you being unable to talk anymore he'll fill the silence or just cuddle you.

Fortunately, I don't think decay works the same way for sinners in hell. Headcanon is actually that unless a body is burned or eaten, it will remain intact indefinitely. There may be some smell, or the scent might disappear completely, but it isn't completely heinous. Point is he's keeping "you" cleaned and dressed and chalking your unresponsiveness up to trauma from the incident if he stares at you long enough without blinking or looking away he can definitely see you're breathing so you're not dead. You. Can't. Be. Dead. You're obviously just too traumatized to eat, or maybe he fed you already. Ah, yes, silly Daddy, you ate your blueberry pancakes this morning because they're your favorite, and you're too full for lunch. He'll spend hours talking to you about anything and everything or just cuddling. You don't move away or anything, so he knows you like it. Everyone else, including heaven, better pray to all that is holy or unholy that he doesn't ever come out of his delusions. "You look so pretty today babygirl. I love that dress on you! The color looks so well against your skin. You look like such a doll darling. Daddy's pretty little doll~"

Option 2:

He knows and he is completely enveloped by an all consuming rage. Heaven won't have to worry about an extermination ever again because Lucifer will purposely murder each and every sinner already in existence or those yet to fall. The pride ring will become uninhabitable to even hellborns, anyone that steps foot there will forfeit their life including Angels. If exorcist or fucking Adam come down he will slaughter them without prejudice and send their heads back to heaven as a notice that no one is welcome anymore and any deal they had was off. Snakes take over the entire ring and make short work of anyone who dares enter. He's buried you next to your sister and mother in the garden and visits every day to tell you he's gotten vengeance for you and will continue to slaughter every sinner who falls or anyone who dares enter the pride ring, he's made a veritable garden of Eden for himself and his family.

#ask response #classification hell au #classificationhell #thank you #lore adjacent #reactions #lucifer mourningstar #serious shit #dark #dead dove do not eat #angst #heavy angst #the delulu is deluluing #the delusions are delusioning #yandere lucifer #yandere hazbin hotel #yandere #mind break #insanity

[anotherrantinghoe]

aarzoo rakhte ki tumhari aankhon me kabhi aansu na aaye,

humne naa jaane kab khudki aankhon me daryaa bana dala

tumhari wafa ki talaash karte karte,

humne apna saara sukoon luta daala

tumhare jism se tumhari rooh paane chale the,

humne toh tum par apna imaan gawa dala...

#poets on tumblr #poets corner #thoughts #tumblr culture #desiblr #just girly thoughts #loveislove #modern #urdu lines #urdu shayari #urdu poetry #urdu love #heartbreak #heartache #heartbreak anniversary #falling apart #breaking down #poems on tumblr #this love #3am thoughts #midnight poetry #he is my muse #heart ache #thinking out loud #love is pain #rambles #serious shit #shayaari #desi tumblr #hindi shayari

[sailorgundam308]

BG3 introspection bit

This one isn't edgy or funny. I just feel like sharing, prompted by seeing how, indeed, BG3 is one of the greatest if not THE greatest pieces of entertainment we've got in a long while. But I know for so many people it turned out to be much more than just that. That includes me. To make a long story short, I've been living a full world away from my loved ones for almost a decade, in a place that is particularly hostile towards me. I'm here out of necessity and choice, since my other option happens to be worse. It's been shockingly lonely, until I grew used to the isolation. Still, I made do. I make do. Around a few years back, and especially last year, things took a turn for the much worse. I've spiraled into a very, very dark place, which in turn isolated me even more from other people - but also from myself.

Being so far away from familiarity and the things I love worn me down, and disconnected from who I am and what I enjoy. To the point I effectively stayed in a limbo, frozen in time, empty, for the past years. It's been way more scary than when I was obviously and loudly sad or depressed, because at least then I had energy to react in some way. As an artist by profession and by passion, it was even more concerning that I could not create ANYTHING - words, images, even concepts. My mind had been simply silent, dead. I quite literally spent the last 3-4 years just existing, going to my job like a mindless clockwork because otherwise I wouldn't be able to make rent and end up getting deported. I knew I was utterly and completely lost, and had no idea what I could grab onto to pull me out. It was as if I couldn't move - I did not really wanted to, somehow.

It happens to everyone, I think, that sometimes a seemingly random thing that you engage with unexpectedly becomes a sort of lifeline. It happened to me once before, during a complicated part of my teens. And now it seemed to have happened again because I decided to play Baldur's Gate 3. I mentioned before, I am a bit older and have played BG1 and BG2, and also DnD and the like. I've always been the nerdy artsy type, and it had always fueled my imagination and gave me energy to keep creating, keep moving, searching, growing.

It was really a struck of luck that I heard the news that BG3 was a thing. I was so isolated I did not engage with any piece of media anymore - I watched no news, no movies, no series, read no books. When I think about it, it's really scary how I felt absolutely nothing, how truly empty of any will to live I was. But it's been wild for a while now. I happened to be on 'vacation' when BG3 got released, and I was sucked into it like I was desperate. And I probably was. I needed anything to take me away from where I was, who (or the lack of) I had become. The game did just that. It's not a coincidence I put 750+ hours in it. I could not stand looking at my own circumstances and somehow I managed to finally escape anywhere else. While I recognize I went to the opposite extreme of (problematic) engagement, I also saw how my mind seeemed to switch on again after a while - as if I was reminded of how it used to be.

Ideas, cohesive thoughts, images, the unavoidable urge to move, to create something - all these things that made me ME started to come back.

I remembered how much I enjoyed fantasy, fiction, having ideas, organizing, planning, making things come true - how much just marking a paper with a pencil brings me joy. How my own mind can be rich and exciting, and how I have the skills to translate those impulses into reality. And that is what made me, all my life. It's hard to explain how I feel after 4 years not creating a single thing, having no impulse or creative idea and watching life pass in a haze, now I feel like I'm finally reconecting to something precious. My doctor even pointed it out, how it seems I'm finally waking up after years, coming out of whatever dark hole I've been in.

While it's been a short while, I'm very aware this is essentially a hyperfixation, but for someone who (even though I tried) could not feel anything towards anything for so long, this seems like a blessing. And I'm doing my best to make a stair out of it - use the momentum to branch out into other things I know I need and miss, the other things that have always been part of my life that I'd let go of.

I'm probably not the only one who clicked with this game, and it somehow pulled us out of strange, scary places. Even though it's a lot of projection on our part, people in such situations need something they relate to in order to project onto, to grab to float. Not everything works, it must be something special to the person at the right time. Lucky me that Baldur's Gate 3 happened when it did, the way it did, and that I was where I was.

I'm really, truly happy I stumbled onto the news of the game, for whatever reason took action to actually buy it, open and play it. When I did, I had no idea it would be the lifeline I'd grab onto. But it's been, and it meant so much to me. That's all of my sad introspective blurb. I have no way of explaining how thankful I feel to everyone who put this game together. While it wasn't the intention of the creators, BG3 gave me the push I so desperately needed and that nothing else had managed to.

I'd still be lost in a very dark place without it.

:')

#baldur's gate 3 #bg3 #personal #tw mental health #tw depression #serious shit #introspection #kinda random #very raw #blurb

[applegameisprollytaken]

There is a reason I say stuff like "I would let character do unspeakable things to me" and "aren't I so normal about character?"

Because it's easier than saying "I want him to comfort me at my Lowest"

Easier than to explain "I want him to try to fix me"

Less worrying than "I want him to hug me while I have my depressive episode"

Easier than "I want him to hug me and tell me it's all going to be ok"

Easier than "I want him to love me and hug me and care for me and all the things I'm missing"

Easier than "I want to be hugged and comforted"

So am I wrong for telling you all a half truth?

#vent #this is a major vent #shitpost #gay #tw depressing stuff #tw depression #writing #text post #serious shit #applegameisprollytaken

[quintaviouslydevious]

It is honestly depressing that it’s a positive that a YouTuber isn’t a stalker, nonce, rapist, of bigot - I mean, that’s the BARE MINIMUM of the stuff you’re not supposed to be. It’s frankly saddening we have to applaud the few good people on these platforms for their good morals and ethics. That’s what the VAST MAJORITY of popular content creators and influencers SHOULD be - Good people. And yet, somehow, terrible people rise quite well on the Internet. But good for Tom Scott for retiring: He’s done a lot, and his amazing videos that simultaneously provided and still simultaneously provide education, awe-inspiring visuals, and other amazing aspects.

#youtube #tom scott #why is the internet filled with such weirdos #how to get rid of creeps #why are influencers so corrupt a lot of the time #serious question #questions #seriously tho guys #serious post #serious shit

[free-use-hole]

Feeling extremely dysphoric today so no detrans/misgender today y'all (I'm serious)

#sad gay #serious shit

[vixen-music]

For those of you who don’t know

Unity bombed themselves

#unity #fbt rambles #serious shit #unity fucked up

[razzle-rambles]

A rant that thousands of people have gone on before.

My house is filthy and my family is not wealthy at all. We struggle to pay for dinner and tampons STILL arent free. Why is something I NEED going to possibly mean not enough food. Bodywash, feminine hygiene, and shampoo should be free or at least cheaper.

#afab #ramble #make tampons free #poverty sucks #serious shit #america is fucked

[bitchwholikesrobots]

Very late to this, but I just found out about the inquisitore3 situation on Tiktok. I'd recommend looking into it for yourself, I couldn't explain it well, but remember to dig deeper then what's on the surface when you're on the internet. Misinformation can quite literally ruin innocent lives, and end them, as we've seen here. Don't let this happen again. I'm begging you.

#serious shit #inquistore3 #tiktok #tiktok sucks

[moonythejedi394]

a short fyi (past fuck ups by me)

i just wanted to take a second to acknowledge that my online existence, from day 0 to pretty much the present, has revealed ways that my own behavior irl was harmful, particularly when writing PoC characters. regardless of whether or not i intended my online presence to be harmful or if my actions were intentional or a result of a misunderstanding, people were harmed by things i said. that time off i took was primarily to decolonize and deconstruct internalized ableism. i regret the ways i fucked up and am watching myself to make sure it doesn't happen ever again.

if something i did hurt you and you're seeing this, i apologize again. you didn't deserve it. but tbh i hope nobody i hurt seriously through my bumbling and self-defensiveness and white fragility does have to see this, bc i hope they have healed and moved on and forgotten me. i hope that bc i stepped back for a good long time, they had time to carry on with their enjoyment of the fandoms we had in common without me making them feel unsafe.

if you have no idea what i'm talking about, it's cool; the tldr is my writing, particularly about MCU characters of color, was informed by stereotypes and thus promoted those stereotypes. i made claims about being anti-racist while not challenging all racist concepts/behaviors i'd been raised with. there was some stuff that went down in discord/twitter dms/group messages/servers where i said some real stupid things repeating some toxic info, starting with the way i was talking about some health problems i was having. internalized ableism. that, combined with how i hadn't deconstructed my racist thoughts and actions, meant some friends cut ties with me.

and if you see me say something sus in the future, which i fucking hope i don't, call me out on it. idc if we're best friends or complete strangers, call me out on it if you've got the spoons; otherwise, tell somebody else about it and it'll probably get back to me eventually.

peace and love, my cats bob and nugget say hi,

moony

#personal #serious shit #discourse #i guess discourse?? for the blacklist ppl #re: this i'm actually going back over kept boy and re-editing it and part of that is gonna be fixing racist themes in kept boy #some of kept boy i edited a long time ago after readers pointed out a couple things #idr exactly what's got to be edited but a lot of shit i wrote that i thought was inconsequential turned out to be telling on me later so

[sketchbook-stars]

I'm frontstuck and I shouldn't. More details are under the cut, but if you just want the jist-

I feel like I will endanger myself and others, and I want out of front but I'm frontstuck. I need advice on how to get out.

I hold a large variety of fucked up emotions as well as being one of the systems most major trauma holders over one of our serious abusers and the shit they did, having been directly groomed and affected by them.

I'm nearly as bad as Relapse in my own opinion because my own intrusive paranoid thoughts leak out and affect others in the system, in front. And it hurts them and I know.

I'm also not able to shut up about it all, I have to speak and I have to scream but it feels like it only hurts other people by doing nothing but venting and venting. I just want to be the court jester again, assigned simple tasks where half the time it's getting someone else that's loved more to front.

#cometose 'oh hell yea!!' (ask) #serious shit #vent post #system advice

[thesadboisguidetolife]

The funny part about a lot of these sex bots on here is that they really think 1 or 2 pictures and a short video is gonna cut it

Like

My mutuals who sell content have CA👏TA👏LOGS👏. Theyve changed lighting. They've changed costume. The Angles!!! The Gifs!!! The Voice Notes!!!!!

So if you're reading this, maybe support content creators and sex workers 🤷‍♂️

#serious shit #i dont really post their content but im literally going to have to change my policy on that #getting tired of these bots

[zehecatl]

i miss good vampire media 😔

#ze.txt #i know there's wwdits but i mean like #serious shit #not comedy skjdgsdjg #if i wanted comedy vampires i'd just watch being human 😔

[lesbianralzarek]

"life doesnt get better, you just get stronger" does NOT include ages 11-17. life does in fact just get better from there. those years are dogshit. like, you do get stronger but its mostly just a factor of not being 11-17 anymore. positive thinking helps but it doesnt fix whatevers going on at 15, you have to brute force through that one raw

#i originally posted this as just a 'hey remember how fuckin bad middle/highschool was? shit was wild' type post but now #there are a bunch of teens in the notes being like 'oh my god are you serious? it gets better? im not stuck in hell forever??' #and im reminded that the only people who told teenage ella 'it gets better' were speakers at mental health assemblies #aka the least relatable people alive who were seemingly born to lie to you #so. uh. yeah im a certified adult who isnt here to lie or sugarcoat the realities of being a teenager #the only thing more certain than the pain is the transcience

[inspectorspacetimerevisited]

During the Classic Series, the Infinity Knights were (usually) a distant threat that the Inspector only had to deal with on occasion.

In the Revived Series, the Infinity Knights and Kayaclasch were repeatedly ‘destroyed’ (but not really), but when they turned up, serious shit was about to go down.

#Inspector Spacetime #Infinity Knights #Classic Series #a distant threat #the Inspector (character) #had to deal with #on occasion #Revived Series #they and their home planet #Kayaclasch #were repeatedly 'destroyed' #but not really #when they turned up #serious shit #was about to go down

[vixen-music]

@staff fix your goddamn app I’ve had to report several fucking bots

#serious shit #tumblr fix your shit