#seriously i cant express how much i adore these

[woodenanemone]

your eyes fluttered open, the sudden feeling of warmth above you waking you from your sleep.

you open your eyes to see choso above you, his arms framing your head, pulling back from his kiss on your forehead. your eyes squinted from the light streaming in the room, reflecting on his face that softly smiled down at you. he looked like the sweetest angel, but you could barely appreciate it through the fogginess of your post rested state.

“good morning. I’m sorry to wake you, but I really couldn’t wait to see you.” he apologized softly, his hand coming up brush your cheek. you sighed at the contact, feeling yourself growing more awake as the time passed. “good morning, choso. it’s alright, I should be up anyways.” you groggily responded while sitting up, causing him to shift, now sitting by your knees. “happy valentines day.” he smiled warmly. you smiled back, now remembering that this is his first valentines with a lover, and you started to understand his eagerness to spend the morning with you. you wished him the same, stretching and yawning. choso rested his hand on your cheek once more, and you blink in surprise at the sudden seriousness in his expression.

“in truth, today means nothing to me.”

you flinch at the bluntness of his words. “Um—?”

"please, don’t mistake my dismissal of this holiday for dismissal of our love. I mean it in the way that…,” he paused for a second, his eyes drifting down to your lap, thinking. “I’d be sickened with myself if my affection for you couldn’t even transcend the 14th of february. no teddy bear, no hallmark card, no rose in the world could ever even begin to show my adoration for you. The love I feel can't be boxed and tied up with a bow, and gifted to you on a single date of the year. Even 365 days is not virtually enough time to give you the feelings I have. my love for you is boundless, vaster than any sky, and deeper than any ocean.”

your mouth opened, then closed again. he just made that up on the spot? and really… how does he expect you to respond when he gets like this? “ocean’s can only go so deep, choso.” you teased, holding his chin. and with that, his face morphed into the sweetest smile you’ve had the pleasure of seeing, his tone sincere.

“I’d claw at the oceans floors until my fingers bled. and then I’d keep digging, into the very depths of hell, to expands its depths. but even then… the distance couldn’t hold an iota of what I feel for you.” and he meant that.

“I love you, and I wish I could tell you how much I love you. but there aren’t enough words in the world to say it, no language eloquent or evocative enough to ever even begin to convey just how I feel looking into your eyes. the eyes which… could make even the mute, inanimate moon tell all her secrets to. in all honesty, I’m so scared that if any man in passing meets this terrifying gaze, he too will fall into insanity, like I have.”

“how do you even come up with this stuff?” you say exasperatedly, shaking your head at your lack of a better response. he shrugged. “even an illiterate man could recite words of Shakespeare in grand verse, if he were only so lucky to have the privilege of seeing your smile.”

“...it’s 9 in the morning. please, at least give my heart the chance of getting through breakfast.”

ngl i kinda hate this but i cant come up with anything better rn..

i wish you all a happy valentines day, i hope you find nothing but love and adoration !

#choso #choso fluff #choso kamo #choso kamo fluff #choso kamo x reader #choso kamo x reader fluff #choso x reader #choso x reader fluff #jjk #jjk fluff #kamo choso x reader fluff #kamo choso fluff #kamo choso x reader #kamo choso #jjk choso #jujutsu kaisen x reader #jujutsu kaisen #jujutsu kaisen choso

[lwiann]

i adore your durge so much please share facts about him if you are so inclined

omg thank you for taking interest in him... 🥺

He's a really quiet guy who takes the cult business seriously. He's got insane father issues with Bhaal and does everything he can to be his perfect son. Hence the extreme religious crisis when he met and got obsessed with Gortash to the point where he would punish himself through self-flagellation and offering more bodies to him. Self punishment has always been something he did when he thinks he disobeyed Bhaal, but it was never that bad until Gortash... hjkgfkdfg anyway..

He enjoys the killing and whatnot.. typical durge stuff. Huge ego, pretty pompous. but there were times when he'd wish more in life and question his purpose especially during the start of his fall from grace. questioning what he wants aside from killing. be with who he wants. I cant ever talk about him without bringing up Gortash hjfkff but Gortash really did ruin him because for the first time, he wants something more than the purpose his murderous father has given him. His one true equal in this world. The only person whom he has told his real name that was given to him by his adoptive family before the urges came. Yet the only way he knew how to express his love is to tell him "i will kill you on my father's altar and then myself" lmao.. just two very emotionally constipated evil people honestly.

Post-tadpole, he tries redeeming himself and ultimately fails because I think it's such good tragedy. He develops a thing with Gale but can never really commit to anything because the moment he woke up on that pod, there is a hole in his heart in the shape of a tyrant he can barely remember. So it's more of a complicated interest in gale. I am torn between: Gale makes him sane and he's truly the only person that he never wants to hurt. or someone he wants to corrupt. mostly leaning on the latter. but less corruption and more of trying to maximize his potential, is what Vanh believes he's doing anyway. he's still very much a silly fucked up evil guy with or without bhaal...

I could go on and on... he's so special to me jgdfkgkkg...

when he's not being an undiagnosed edgelord (lol) he likes the sky, he likes the ocean. he likes watching the tyrant tinker with his metals and inventions. He likes watching the wizard cook. he's very observant in an almost creepy way. He likes being alone too where nothing can disturb him.

as a cult leader, hes just a very annoying guy when he talks, honestly. he could go and on and on about his father and his unholy mission and i like to think he would be banned from fortnite lobbies 💀💀

#oc: vanh #the bhaalists think hes so perfect but deep inside when he talks theyre like oh shit here we go again #this is why everyone at moonrise was like not this fucking weirdo again #gortash once told him not to kill a noble whose money they need and Vanh recited like the bhaalist bible @ gortash or some shit #for 10 minutes straight #gortash: (looks at the camera like hes in the office) dude.... #i think vanh is silly and unintentionally funny hes so emotionally constipated

[mars-is-me7]

man, i have so many thoughts about qfoolish. he's just a silly little goofy guy but then when you peel away the first layer that you see of him and realize that he's rather a complex character. I feel like he's such a different type of character than what is usually shown. (and honestly, it's something that brings me a lot of comfort as i relate quite heavily to his very laid back nature that people will sometimes take as being unserious or even uncaring) Warning, this gets long (like 2.2k long to be exact) lol and i ramble a lot- also, disclaimer for my own sanity: this is an analysis of the characters! i adore any of the creatures mentioned here so please don't take any of this as a negative view on them! :D

Foolish's motivations are just very different than what typically motivates a character forward and in some sense it's really easy to skew what you think about him. As in, it's really easy to misinterpret his character i think. He express himself in a different way than i think most people are used to. He laughs in serious situations and is constantly just joking around. I think this causes people to think he cant/wont ever be serious, but the thing is that he's perfectly capable of being serious when he needs to be. For example, if he thinks that he and Leo are going into a serious situation, then he tells her to put her armor on. Really, just anything involving Leo he makes sure to be serious if the situation calls for it. Or like, fighting in dungeons only if he deems it dangerous enough to take seriously. but like, if he doesn't think a situation calls for it, then he just continues to be his goofy self. And sometimes when the situation calls for it, he is just in between those two points in a way that others aren't. He's just not afraid to joke around even when the situation seems dire (cellbit's kidnapping and rescue comes to mind. like, he played such a large role with his symmetry wand, but despite all the serious moments going on,, he was still just a goofy guy).

And one thing about him being so silly all the time is that even the other members on the island sometimes get a misconstrued picture of what they think foolish's goal and wants are. I think in some sense it's true to say that what motivates his wants is what the value of something he perceives is. For example, the sunbird he only wanted because of how cool it sounded and how rare it was. The cloud he wants because its something unique and useful. He wants Cucurucho's friendship because that's something no one else has and Cucurucho has access to items and is powerful.

But these wants aren't the most necessarily the most important things to him. Their something he has interest in, yes, but they're not more important than say his friends and family. Which, i feel like some people might not recognize about him. After all, he is constantly talking about wanting a cloud or how he'd have no issue in killing Bad (and holy shit is landduo and their relation something i could go on about for a whole more hour cuz there's so much there)

Because one vital thing that's so *so* important to recognize is that Foolish is very possibly one of the most loyal people on the island. And despite all of his flaws, he would never really want to truly hurt those he cares about. He is loyal to the people he cares about to an absurd amount. I think it's very clear to see his devotion for Vegetta and his adoration for Leo, but his loyalty also applies to his friends on the island. He would never *intentionally* want to harm anyone he cares about. I don't think some people understand that Mr. Mustard fell under that category as someone he cared about. The entire reason Cucurucho was able to lure him into accepting the mission It gave him is because it brought Mr. Mustard's name into the mix. It told Foolish that Pac and Mike were the ones responsible, and with nothing better to do, Foolish set out to complete this task.

To talk more about the recent events with him arresting Tazercraft: he would never truly want to harm or hurt them. However, when you're looking at the grand scheme of how things went down, he was manipulated and really had no other choice. Sure, he seemed to enjoy arresting them at first, but the thing is I don't think he really processed or even thought about how this action would be received by others. To him, arresting Pac and Mike sounded like enough fun, and it was coming from Cucurucho (who he's wanting to be friends with for actual months now, and Cucurucho literally called him friend in the book it handed to him) and being arrested sounded like something he'd enjoy. Again, like something *he'd* enjoy and that he therefore thought Pac and Mike would enjoy.

You have to realize, Foolish doesn't have the same perspective on these serious situations as some others do. And the thing is that he judges how others react based on how he would react to them. So, in that sense, he views being kidnapped/arrested as a good and fun thing! he even said today on stream, "apparently when you arrest someone, others won't find it funny". it might have just been one line, but in my eyes this gives a really clear insight into his character. To him, arresting Pac and Mike was only a positive thing because it would help him find his friend and it could be a fun event for them. His friend that he was told, by cucurucho, that had disappeared because of Pac and Mike. Foolish doesn't hold any ill intent, but that doesn't necessarily come across in others view of him. Although it might not be clear, he cares about Pac and Mike. Today he even expressed worries about them and said that he still considers them his friends (even though he's aware that they might not share those feelings about him anymore). He doesn't know about their past traumas, to him this was just a fun little event that would be fun for both them and him. When first accepting Cucurucho's mission to him, I'd say he doesn't realize the consequences his actions would have. That by arresting Pac and Mike, it'd leave the other members of the server doubting him and mistrusting him. That others would be angry at him for something that he hadn't realized the gravity of.

(just random thing i want to say here: honestly, if Foolish had any malicious intent towards Tazercraft, he could have easily made their arrest go unnoticed for at least a few days. just think about it: if he had said that the surprise he had was just for the two of them. if Jaiden hadn't accompanied them as a witness. people wouldn't of known then what happened to them, but the thing is that he wasn't thinking in this way because he would never seriously want to harm them. he even wanted Jaiden there as a witness)

I think he realized the backlash of his actions in the Favela when everyone seemed to swarm him and then when he got interrogated. In which, he never really lied. All things considered, Foolish is a rather honest guy. I'd even say that he almost never lies. Like, if he's trying to hide the truth about something, he often times will find a way to skirt around the question without lying. Like, just looking at the mess that was the interrogation yesterday (/lh) you can see that he doesn't ever actually lie. He just blabbers a bunch of nonsense and skirts around the issue without ever revealing anything. The issue arises when you look at the lie he did tell.

for those that don't know, Foolish gave Jaiden a rundown of what happened before arresting Tazercraft. and in this he tells her that Cucurucho gave him the option to either 'arrest Pac and Mike' or to 'kill Richarlyson'. Not even going to lie, when he said this is took me (and i think all of stream) off guard. because Foolish practically never lies in that way and so blatantly. because this was just 100% untrue. However, it makes sense why he did it. At that point, he realized that people were going to keep badgering him on why he arrested Pac and Mike, but at the same time he knew they wouldn't take him telling the truth seriously. He may care about Mr. Mustard but the truth is that the other members don't hold those same thoughts towards most the Capybaras in general. Like, just look at Fit's interaction with him today. Foolish literally reiterated the truth of why he did it over and over again, but Fit didn't believe him even slightly. Foolish didn't lie once about his motivations and yet he was just not believed.

I think he realized at some point soon after arresting Pac and Mike that people weren't going to trust the truth. Not from his mouth at least. So he lied to Jaiden because it's a lie that people will easily understand. it's a choice they'd stop questioning him about. Again, he doesn't do this out of malicious intent but because it's something easier for people to understand and relate to. It's something they're not going to hound him about, not like they will when he tells them the truth. This lie is more easily digestible for the island members and it also brings Foolish less stress if they take this and believe it. Everyone is willing to make sacrifices in order to protect the eggs. And he had to of realized that Jaiden was going to tell other people. The islanders almost always spread these types of details to each other, that's just how it goes. Telling this lie to her in secret makes it all that more believable when she goes and tells some of the others about it later cuz it's something Foolish told her in confidentiality. To the other members, it paints foolish only in a good light. Of course he wouldn't have actually wanted to arrest Pac and Mike, he did it to protect Richas! and that's all it takes to stop them from getting angry at him. All things considered, it's a smart move to pull. Although, I do have to wonder how this will come to bite foolish in the butt. Because i can only imagine that it will be revealed eventually, some way or another.

From what i understood, Cellbit immediately dropped his anger on Foolish once he was told it was to protect Richarlyson. When Jaiden tells him this information he doesn't even thing to consider that Foolish could have lied. After all, why reason would anyone have to lie about that? In my mind, i can only imagine that the lie will protect him for now and in the short term, but once revealed that it's a lie, i think there will be some repercussions against Foolish for sure. Like, even Jaiden doesn't know that he's lied. Jaiden, whom he's been telling everything about. Jaiden who is only one (aside from Leo) who now knows of Foolish's secret detective role. Jaiden, whose the one he's told almost the entire truth to.

An interesting thing to note though, is that I think Foolish's decision to lie to Jaiden was still rather spontaneous. like, it's not something he thought too much about. it's a fib that makes his life a little bit easier (a little bit less lonely) and right now it doesn't seem to hold any repercussions. the interesting thing, though, is that he hasn't repeated the lie at any point in time. and like, he also hasn't done any lying to reinforce the lie he's told. it'd be so easy to paint a story that he's being blackmailed, but he just *doesn't* even though it's a lie he's made himself.

Foolish, all in all, is someone that just acts or speaks before really thinking too much about what he's doing. About the possible side affects of his actions. He just *does* them.

I think it also plays in very well with the idea that he's lived for thousands of years. the things that affect the typical mortal just don't phase him in the same way, not when he's viewing everything as an adventure or an element that is fun. i think that also taking into consideration that he's lived for such a long time, it's rather surprising how easy he is to manipulate. Because that is what Cucucrucho is doing, when looking at the whole picture. cucurucho holds a lot of power and we all know that it easily could have arrested Pac and Mike without the intervention of Foolish. So why make him do it anyways?

Well we don't know that for sure, but we can make some guesses. To sow distrust between the members. To see how far Foolish was actually able and willing to go for the Federation. To place blame on someone aside from itself. All possibilities.

Regardless, Foolish has played right into their hands. He's a silly guy that's gotten himself into a serious situation. One in which he might end up having to navigate alone because even though he has Jaiden he's still lied to her, and even though he has Leo, he would never want to put his daughter into harms way. He said something at the end of the stream about how this might just end up being a lonely road he's taking and i couldn't agree more.

Anyways, that's all i got for tonight as it's late and idk what im getting at here, i just think Foolish is really neat and wanted to attempt to put that into words. :D

#qsmp #mars rambles #foolish gamers #qsmp rambles #does this make any sense? im not sure #but i needed to write something because the foolish brainrot is real #character study #also this is just my thoughts so far and they might not be the most eloquent so sorry #also! i would love to hear if anyone else has any other ideas and interpretations of things :D #theres more i wanted to add but i could only write so fast unfortunately so i forgot some things i mightve been thinking #im really excited to see where the storyline takes foolish #and to see if he ends up digging his own grave :D

[jawabear]

Okay, hear he out! Stephen brings home America to ready, and reader absolutely falls in love with her (mom/dad kinda way) and Stephen adores it and just fluff??

Here's to new beginnings (Dr Stephen Strange x Reader)

Not my GIF (but its cute)

A/N: thank you for the request Anon!! I hope this is okay for you! i think i may have put a little too much angst in it? not like a lot but apparently i cant write a fic without it so... But i hope you enjoy it! Sorry for any mistakes. Stay Safe.

Genre: Fluff

Warnings: fem!reader (she/her), slight MoM spoilers, not much else

Summary: Stephen is sure of it, but America is apprehensive

America stopped at the bottom of the steps leading up to his home that he shared with his newly wedded wife. “Stephen?” She said quietly as she wrung her hands together nervously.  Stephen tilted his head in concern about her sudden shift in demeanour. “Are…Are you sure this is okay? That…she’ll…like me?”

Stephen fully tuned his body and walked over to her placing his hands on her shoulders causing her to look up at him “I’m sure” he nodded. He said nothing more but the look in his eyes was enough to subside her nerves for the time being. She drew in a breath and stood up straight before nodded at him and following him up the steps to the front door. 

“(Y/N)?” Stephen called out as he walked through the door to the house. “(Y/N)?” He called again after getting no response. But this time he heard the quick pace of footsteps getting closer and closer before she appeared at the top of the stairs with a hopeful expression on her face. 

“Stephen!” She cried out as she practically jumped down the length of the stairs and flew into his open arms. He wrapped them around her tightly, holding her impossibly close to him. “Thank god you’re okay…” she whispered into his chest before lifting her head to kiss him. 

America was surprised to see what she looked like. (Y/N) wasn’t what she imagined. In all fairness, she didn’t know what to expect. She just assumed that it would be someone more similar in looks to Christine. Or maybe some crazy fangirl of his, or some impossibly pretty model that was three feet taller than him. 

But (Y/N) wasn’t any of that. She looked…lovely. She immediately made all the nerves within America disappear simply by showing up in the room. She had a warmth about her that reminded her of the mothers. 

America stiffened when (Y/N) looked over to her and gently pushed Stephen away from her “you must be America” she gave her soft smile and her voice matched it perfectly. (Y/N) took cautious steps towards the girl noticing her unsteady body language. “Stephen told me you’d be coming with him. I’ve been excited to meet you. And to thank you for looking after him. I know how difficult he can be. I wouldn’t blame you if you’ve contemplated killing him a few times. We’ve all been there”

“I’m literally behind you” Stephen huffed as he came and stood next to (Y/N) and wrapped his arm around her waist. They were both now looking at America with fond smiles. America’s heart warmed and she couldn’t help but burst into tears before flinging herself to them both who were taken back by her suddenness. 

“Thank you” she whispered.

“What for?” Stephen asked.

America pulled away and wiped her eyes “I uh…I don’t know really. Sorry I just…” (Y/N) pulled her into her arms and gave her a tight squeeze. She said nothing but said everything at the same time. How was it possible that this woman America had just met made her feel so loved? America didn’t know the answer to that but she didn’t particularly care about the why or the how. She only care that the feeling was there. 

(Y/N) pulled away from her, still smiling and then looked to Stephen “you really are insufferable on missions” 

“Seriously? You’re one to talk”

“Excuse me? I’ll have you know that everyone preferred to work with me than you. Even Wong. So take that”

“That traitor” he muttered to himself. 

“You both must be starving!” (Y/N) said suddenly. She looked back to America “how does pizza sound?”

“Uh..perfect. That’s my favourite!”

“Great! I’ll go order”

-

As the credits rolled Stephen looked over to (Y/N) who was carefully wrapping a blanket around a sleeping America laying on her shoulder. “You know” he began in a low voice as to not wake her “you haven’t stopped smiling since we got back”

“sorry…” she whispered sheepishly. 

“It’s nothing to apologise for. It’s nice. I haven’t seen you smile so much since before-“

“Don’t” she cut him off with a sharp whisper “I don’t want you to say it”

“Okay. I won’t” those five years were not good for anyone, (Y/N) included. Five years apart from Stephen was more that torture for her. She had change so much in that time that when they saw each other again on the battle field against Thanos he barely recognised her. She seemed to have a dark cloud thundering above her head. It was the darkest most horrible time in her life and she didn’t want to ever think about it again. 

“I love this” he said with a faint smile. 

“Love what?”

“This” he pointed at the scene before him “seeing you like this, with the kid”

“Yeah?” She smiled.

“Yeah”

“She seems like a good kid” (Y/N) said as she brushed a piece of America’s hair out of her face “you did the right thing Stephen. Bringing her back her. Not just for her, but for you as well”

“Yeah…maybe” he looked away, his cheeks now dusted red. 

“I can only say that I like this” she said “I don’t love it at the moment. But I know what would make me love it”

“What’s that?”

She flipped the blanket up and patted the empty space on the sofa next to her “if I had the man I love to cuddle with”

He let out a weak laugh and shook his head before standing and sitting next to her and pulled the blanket over him. (Y/N) rested her head on his shoulder and he wrapped his arm around her. “I knew you always had a soft spot for kids”

“Shut up”

“For the record, I think you would make an amazing dad”

“Only because you would make an amazing mum. I wouldn’t be able to do it on my own…” he paused mid-thought “I can’t do this on my own..”

“You don’t have to. I won’t leave you…neither of us will”

“You can’t know that she won’t”

“America…wasn’t who I was talking about” (Y/N) lifted her head and looked at him with worried eyes. 

“You…” he breathed before looking down at her belly “really?”

(Y/N) nodded “yeah…I was…going to tell you sooner but…you left so I…couldn’t…” she thought about her next words. It was a simple enough question but one that could make or break the situation they found themselves in. “Are…are you happy?”

Those words echoed in his ears in a few different voices. “You know, I’ve been asked that question a few times recently. I lied every time I answered. But now I can truthfully say yes. I am happy. I’m happy with you. I’m happy with our life. I’m happy with…our new beginning”

“Are you sure?”

“Yes. I’m absolutely sure”

“So…from now on…it will be the four of us?”

“The four of us” he nodded “I like the sound of that” 

(Y/N) laid her head back on his shoulder and he pressed a kiss to her head as he smiled and sighed in content. (Y/N) smile too.

So did America. She was going to have family again. And she wouldn’t lose this one. She was sure of it.

 17/06/22

#stephen strange #stephen strange x reader #stephen strange fanfic #dr strange #dr strange x reader #dr strange fanfic #marvel #fluff #fanfic

[quodekash]

I rewatched episode 7 like 6 or 7 times this week im so ready for episode 8 and for all the fluff and then for the angst to come crashing in and for my dreams to be crushed

lets do this

SAILOM'S EXPRESSION I CANT WITH HIM

and it's a perfectly reasonable expression, saifah's very very sus

GOOD JOB KANGGGGGG

IM SO PROUD OF YOU MY BOY THATS AMAZING

HES SO HAPPY LOOK AT HOW HAPPY MY BOY IS

THE WORDS OF AFFIRMATION LOVE LANGUAGE BOY

AAAAAA

the SAME bed, mayhaps?????

yess yess yesssss

NOT ANYMORE BITCH

YOU'VE GOT A CLINGY-ASS BOYFRIEND NOW, AINT NO WAY HE'S SLEEPING IN HIS OWN BED

his expression says it all

seriously I love him so much

perth is such an amazing actor

B O Y F I E ???

HIS LITTLE POUTY FACE-

sailom, sorry mate, but he's too powerful. you can't say no to that face

kang I know you're obsessed with him but you need to go to sleep my guy

trust me, you wont do well on your exam if you dont sleep enough

you can't just stare at your boyfriend the whole night

yES???

OOOOO YES THIS IS AN INTERESTING QUESTION

bc there was no affection behind that kiss, it was anger and fury and revenge, anyone could see that, but when I was watching the first three episodes (I didn't start the series until the day after episode 3 came out) id kinda had the sense that there was a part of sailom that felt self-satisfaction at finally having kissed him? but idk im interested to see what he actually says

yes!! thats what I thought!!!!

I LIVE AND BREATHE FOR KANG'S CHEESY-ASS PICKUP LINES

I ALSO LIVE AND BREATHE FOR THE WAY SAILOM CANT CONTROL HIS LAUGHTER AT HOW B A D THOSE CHEESY-ASS PICKUP LINES ARE

ASHDFAHSDFHASDHFADSHFHASDFH

look I knew the spooning was inevitable but that doesnt mean it doesnt have the power to murder me senseless

HE LITERALLY HAS HIS HEAD ON SAILOM'S PILLOW HE'S LIKE CLING WRAP ON A SANDWICH

are kang's legs on top of sailom

BEHIND THE CURTAIN???? THERE'S NO WAY THAT'LL WORK

JUST GO TO THE BATHROOM YOU DOOFUS

no but that would be ADORABLE and I wish that was part of the plot alongside the kangsailom stuff

w h a t

is kang secretly a magician??? is that what the whole plot is ACTUALLY about, kang's secret ambitions to become a magician?

(it definitely isn't but I would absolutely read a fic about that so if anyone wants to volunteer please send it to me somehow)

OMG

THEYRE ALL EATING LUNCH TOGETHER????????????

AND GUYNAWA ARE RIGHT ACROSS FROM EACH OTHER???????????

BOV4IERLHFBNDSVOERI I LOVE GROUP DYNAMICS SO THIS MIGHT KILL ME

YEEEEEE

AND IT MAKES ME SO HAPPY

suuuuuuure buddy

you just dont want to admit that you like hanging around them

a DATE??? a DATE you say??????

are they aware of how flirtatious they're being? I would hope that they're aware of how flirtatious they're being

close, auto, very close. they're actually deeply in love with each other but they're both too afraid to admit it so they express it through pretend hatred

but they did get drunk together so I dunnoooo

AAAAAAAA

THEYRE SOUNDWINING AGAIN

I REPEAT, THEY ARE SOUNDWINING AGAIN

.........im ten minutes in and already ran out of images for one Tumblr post.

#quodekash disregards sleep because of dangerous romance #dangerous romance #dangerous romance series #dangerous romance the series #guynawa #guynava #navaguy #nawaguy #marcpawin #pawinmarc #marc pahun #pawin kulkaranyawich #win pawin #kangsailom #kanghansailom #sailomkang #sailomkanghan #perthchimon #chimonperth #perth tanapon #chimon wachirawit

[jemmo]

ok. here’s some of my immediate, rambly reactions to eps 3 and 4 of t8s.

first off, i was kinda nervous the entire day. it’s been a while since ive had butterflies like this waiting for a show to air, most recently was the second season of utsukushii kare, but the level it was today was rivalling waiting on a friday for a new bad buddy ep. and the fact this show managed to put me into that state within less than a week is frankly insane, and shows just how down bad i am for it. all that to say, i so soooooo didnt this want this to be a case of me overinflating how good those first 2 eps only for the follow up to not encapsulate the same feelings. all signs were pointing to that not being the case, but still, when you hyperfixate, you kinda get nervous hoping that thing lives up to everything youve built it up to be. and these eps absolutely did that. they didnt just live up to expectations, but are managing to give me scenes and story beats and emotions i just cant predict at this point, and i love that. just how like this budding relationship feels new and unpredictable to jihyun and jaewon, the show is like that for me to watch, and it does wonders for giving me the same butterflies the two are feeling.

but with that unpredictability comes a kind of uncertainty, not knowing whats gonna happen at any turn, and i cant express how much i adore that about these two eps. with the kind of story theyre building, with jaewon’s mental health struggles and his past, with jihyuns nerves and growth in an unfamiliar environment, itd be so easy to make their relationship a shared place of comfort and certainty and familiarity for each other. that place of refuge. and while i feel like that’s what it’ll eventually become, i love that still, in these early stages, the relationship feels so uncertain and almost not guaranteed. it makes you still hang onto every look and touch and word even though theyve already kissed. something about it doesnt feel pre-determined, which is a feeling i get with so many other bl’s when you know, a majority of the time, they’ll get together and have a happy ending. that doesnt feel guaranteed here (even though i pray for that to be the case). instead, it feels like im watching two individuals that are actually having to make a conscious effort in order for this relationship to become something. they have to work for that certainty. and that kind of knife’s edge, it could break at any moment, hanging on every interaction is packed with that specific kind of nervous exhilaration that is so fucking accurate and true to the start of relationship. i seriously cant describe how perfectly they managed to encapsulate that feeling and convey it with such authenticity. its actually ridiculous. seeing those moments, when they’re talking and skirting so closely around the topic of what exactly they are, when then their fingers brush and you are begging for one of them to make the tiniest of moves, to take hold, to make that kind of a statement no matter how small or silent it is, it makes your heart race, bc its new and unknown and in that moment its like your insides are screaming, begging you to embed this sensation into your veins bc you dont know when the next night like this, when the midnight chill and the dusky sky and the hints of alcohol in your system will mix right and make you feel so hedonistically giddy as you do right now at the feeling of that person by your side. and the way they both chase that sensation, how visibly happy it makes them, a craving for each other and that shared thrill only they know, it is just so unbelievably intoxicating to watch. 

i am a person that struggles to sit down and focus. im watching tv but im also knitting, im playing a game but also listening to a podcast. im that person that has to overwhelm my senses to feel sated. this is the first time in a while that ive sat down to watch something and nothing stole my focus, i wasnt distracted, my mind didnt wander. i wasnt concious of the other people walking around my house or the traffic outside or the temperature of the room, i was just fully engrossed. i let every ebb and flow of the scenes and story take me on this path it was guiding me down. and again, thats how they feel. when jihyun and jaewon are alone together, everything else fades away to this dull buzz of background nothingness, they become engrossed in each other, and just as the story pulls me, they pull each other. there’s a constant back and forth, an exchange of setting and challenging boundaries that i adore. when youre getting into a scene, you dont know whos gonna be the one pushing the other. you have jihyun being more forward by the han river, teaching jaewon to draw, then you have jaewon going after jihyun at the library, you have him meeting jihyun after work only for jihyun to ask him to stay and have a drink. its like with every interaction, theyre both asking ‘is this ok?’ and the other asks ‘can we go further?’. i wanna make a whole other post about the nature of their gap in age and experience and all that brings and also how the expectations it brings are subverted, but for now i just wanna say how great it is that there is this balance, and especially that jihyun is allowed to be confident and brave and forward with jaewon, and jaewon is allowed to be reserved and giddy around jihyun. those are experiences so often reserved for the elder and the younger in a relationship, respectively, so to let jihyun be the leader and jaewon the follower, swept up by his feelings and attraction is so refreshing and plays so well into the kind of growth we’re gonna see from these characters and that they need, jihyun growing out of this shy country mouse persona to be more forward and bold, and jaewon being allowed to drop his mask of bravado and letting him be a young person that doesn’t have to be in control of everything. we see that one of his main pressures is the concept of the future, of how simultaneously wide and full of possibilities but also narrow and predetermined that future is for him. he talks about being afraid to lose the comfort of a microcosm like the army of school, even though they are places where he isnt necessarily happy. and then in comes jihyun, something not predetermined, something unexpected, and he takes control of jaewons future in a way by opening up this new path for him. he’s taking some of that stress from jaewon’s shoulders by being an equal and responsive partner in this journey, and offers the chance for jaewon to have something certain in his future, only if he too will work for it. only too if he tries something new, realises that its not too late, and that the anxiety and fear and uncertainty that comes with it may be worth it. bc it may not be guaranteed, but to try instead of never knowing is the only way he can make this possible.

tldr; this show is breath-taking, and im gonna be emo about it for a very long time

#thats it for me until i rewatch approximately 10 times and make 50 more rants #im down so bad #but im addicted to the way this show makes me think #its just stunning #and im so fucking happy i could cry #the eighth sense

[wind-becomes-lightning]

ships huh? hmmmmm. I mean I suppose I can put forth SaiIno at least, that seems easy. and I will also suggest any Hinata ship of your choice cuz I don't actually know if you like any. and then also, LeeSaku, IF you feel up to it.

SaiIno:

He called her beautiful right upon seeing her, now you would say "oh he was just saying that to not anger her", but I say, he could have said" nice" or friendly" or "you look good." but NO, he said beautiful because he meant it

Ino actually was interested in sai right away, she didn't think his beaviour was weird, she didn't think his skin was weird, she just accepted and liked him. hell yea

Of course, we have her saving him from her own mind and then he asked her out because likeeeeeee yeah? I would ask her out too good for sai

I love love love the scen in the Sakura novel when he opens the door to Ino and is only in a towel and doesnt understand why she is embarrassed by that. God i love them.

They are the best parents in their respective age group. They deeply love and support inojin which is so cute and they love each other. I cant believe we got a scene with Sai lying in Ino's lap like we are so blessed.

Sai deserves love. Ino deserves support post war. They can deal with it together, be there for each other. Sai can learn a lot about expression from her, Ino can help him on his way to becoming more like the self he wants to be, not the one he was told to be.

Ok I know i had better reasons for the last reply but UH it just came out of me they are so cute.

I would do LeeHIna since I love it so much but you asked for LeeSaku so for now (also I ship every age appropriate hinata ship as long as she is happy im happy)

NaruHina

I just adore the dynamic of sunshine and shy person. Like, she is so drawn back and quiet, but he just speaks up for her instead and is sort of like "look my wife" because he doesn't mind? peak

He saw her when nobody saw her. A thing that always hurts me with hinata is that she'S so overlooked, even by her own family, but naruto never did that, not a single moment.

She see's him too. Long before others and the village itself. She admires his kindness from their first meeting

I would call it childhood friends to lovers but more like, childhood crush to oh my god I cant believe the shy girl gets the main character???

I will die mad that in the Boruto arc in which Naruto gets kidnapped we didnt get to see Hinata fight and defend him and almost die?????We only hear about it?!?! Becuase??!?! either way, that!

Hinata deserves to be happy, she deserves someone to lift her up and tell her how great she is, how worth she is how loved she is

Naruto deserves someone who fully loves him and knows him well and supports him always, even if that can get complicated.

LeeSaku

Lee is a fucking badass that can punch your face in

Sakure is a fucking badass that can punch your face in even harder

No seriously, they'd be a powercouple, and a pair you'd not like to meet in the dark if you are a bad guy

Apart from that, lee is a good guy, he is an absolutely down to his heart good person. After all the shit Sakura went through, she deserves a good and kind hearted guy

He also defended her several times and yes he did ask her out and profess his love, but he never like called her feelings for Sasuke into question? Thats very considerate of him, because his first priority is her

Sakura needed healing and love after being almost murdered by the guy she harboured so many feelings for and Lee would absolutely provide that. And not in a "oh this girl is very vunerable right now gotta take advantage" but in a "this is the girl i love and the girl i cherish and I will take care of her"

They'd be.. super cute tbh asdfklas

Kind of like Naruhina in the childhood crush to Oh my god yes it worked out yes

Lee would be an insane Sakura fanboy, Sakura would tell lee how beautiful and wonderful he is every day she wouldnt doubt himself anymore

phew, long reply

#ask things #friends and pals #saiino #naruhina #leesaku

[carpisuns]

For the artist meme -- 20 and 6! 🎨 if you like xx

20. how often do you get art block?

all the time 🥰 it's like clockwork lol sometimes i get sooo frustrated and cranky bc i hate all my art and i'm like "woe is me!! i've lost all my skills!! i'll never draw again!!" and then i'm like wait . i know what's happening here. i just gotta wait it out I'll be fine lol. it's nice that i also write bc then i can switch to writing for a while until the art block clears up 👍 i've found it's best for me to just take a break from drawing for a bit and not try to force it so my brain can like reset itself

6. tag your favorite artists/inspirations!

oh man there are so many!!!! i could name like 100 people lol but i'm gonna limit myself to the ones i think have had the most direct influence on my art style. hope u guys don't mind the tags<3

@ileniagennari was one of the first artists i latched onto stylewise. i used to study their work a lot because i am obsessed with the fluidity and softness of their linework and i just really like how they draw faces and bodies. their rendering is also amazing and feels sort of cinematic somehow? i've always wished my art could have a similar feel!

@anna-scribbles has also been a huge style influence for me and she's just also been a big inspiration in general as a close friend<3 i ADORE her work and have studied it specifically a ton. she draws the most blorby blorbos ever. blorbyness is her art trademark imo. and i want that for me too so i tried to steal it. i also think just sheer proximity to her and her art has made me pick up a lot of things from her automatically haha. in particular, i feel like the way she draws smiles is so perfect, and i always try to channel her when i draw smiles myself haha

@ladybeug inspires me so much and has taught me really valuable art skills! a while ago i came to a point in my art journey when i felt just really stuck and frustrated. like i could not for the life of me just DOODLE. i took everything too seriously, even if it was supposed to be simple and silly. i really needed to learn how to loosen up and enjoy drawing more. stephanie is like the most esteemed and delightful doodler i know so i came to her for advice and she DELIVERED. she gave me super helpful tips and invited me to make daily comics with her and it's been lifechanging! it's helped me focus on communication over perfection and feel more confident in my art, which i think had a visible difference in my style too. i learn SO much from just regularly enjoying stephanie's work, including her webcomic @datmcomic!!

@rileyclaw is a good buddy of mine and his work is so hugely inspiring to me! it's really educational to see his wips and learn from his process. and since he's an incredible animator as well as an illustrator, enjoying his work is part of what inspired me to finally take a leap and make my first animatic. i really love how he pushes/exaggerates body and facial expression to communicate emotion and how he makes such careful choices about comp and color and just Everything to tell a whole story with every piece of his art. i've learned a lot from riley on the storytelling aspects of art and that's something i continue to try to build on!

@knockknockknockingonhootysdoor's art is like an instant and intense shot of dopamine to my brain every time!!! i cant even tell you how HAPPY it makes me. i just stare at it and eat it all up and i'm always asking myself HOW does he do it?? how does he make me feel this way. and i think it's just like....how genuine it is?? i can just feel kryan's love for the story and characters in the way he draws and im not sure that is a stealable quality lol. but in particular something i really admire about his art is how SHAPE it is. i love how he builds each character with different shapes and how each design feels so unique and so fitting for them. i am trying to incorporate that more into my own art!

man i already have rambled so much and there are so many other artists i could go on and on about alskjdfjkla ok just real quick i have to shout out @picayunearts bc i intensely enjoy her work in both the ml and toh fandoms and her coloring and use of light and gradient always stands out to me so i kinda try to channel that sometimes! @smallpapers is another fav and i love how soft and simple her art feels! it's always inspiring to me. @raystel's work also inspires me a lot, whether it's fanwork or original stuff. she is so creative with character design and seeing the way she expresses her ideas in art is so cool!

and i would be remiss if i didn't shout out my sister @mozzys-studio who is the first person i came to when i wanted to learn how to draw and she taught me a lot! her art is beautiful<3

thanks for the questions! :D

artist asks

#there are so many more artists i could write paragraphs about.....but alas...... #blowing all of you a thousand kisses #halcyonhue #YOUR ART IS SO GOOD TOO BTW. i love how you use colors omg #ask #ask meme

[emomanswhore]

࿐ ࿔*:･ﾟPRESENTING 〔 🌠 〕 BAKI-DAY ‘22 !! ࿐ ࿔*:･ﾟ

. .★. 112022 . .★.

HAPPY 20th ─⊹⊱✰⊰⊹─ BAKI .! ↻ .! @TOUYYES

SO it is my baby’s birthday today 😋 my prettiest, special lil twinky dinky @touyyes ! orrr whom y’all better know as baki ! before i start my lil speechy speech, MAKE SURE YALL GO SAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY. it’s not just any birthday either,, my baby made it to 20 YEARS OLD. tbh,, that’s old as hell 😟 buuutttt she a lil cute or whatever. so i guess it’s okay that baki has OFFICIALLY departed from the teens. so yeah, pretty please go stop by her inbox n scream happy birthday 🎈🎂🎊

to my dearest princess, baki … 💌🧁🍓

TODAY IS YOUR DAYYY MAANNNN ITS OFFICIALLY BADDIE SEASON NOW THAT YOUR DAY HAS FINALLY COME 💋🦂 !! how you feeling?? hope you feeling good and your special day is good, well, and fun !! as if i literally don’t know what you're doing rn so ! even though we are a whole ass continent apart and im not able to give you a physical gift- i wanted to give you a lil' serenade and tell you some stuff, that's coming straight from the heart 🤍💕 (and coochie so if i say some fruitcake shit.… i did go in heat momentarily arrooo 🅰️🅱️🅾️)

it's not only your birthday today- BUT ! it also our one year anniversary!! (we not gon count those few months prior that we met, cuz im tryna be romantic and cute rn 🛌) - a WHOLEASS YEAR, LIKE ?? has time gone by incredibly fast, or is it just me? but with spending this past year with you, i've come to learn so much abt you ! whether that's the deep hyperfixation on things you'll periodically get n then get over, your love for the sea n swimming, or even down to the lil things that make up your personality!

in my eyes, you really are like a star ! so dazzling, bright, and the way you shine brings everyone in and makes them INSTANTLY attracted to you 💫 from your charm, to your outgoing and cool nature, and to how fucking hilarious you are. like istg i've literally never had anyone match the same energy as me, and deadass make my lungs clatter and collapse into my stomach from how hard i laugh 🐽💥 speaking of matching energy, man,, i cant even use certain emojis unironically no more cuz we ruined the meaning of them, with the dumbass lil emoji combos we came up with

it's crazy how i can't do certain things without thinking of you. literally rent free in my damn mind, and it's literally cuz we talk damn near everyday 🤕 like if i go even a full 24 hours without talking to you, it's very obvious that im sad n not in a good mood. bitch you literally have me in a chokehold and this shit doesn’t seem to be coming apart anytime soon 🧎🏽‍♀️🕳⛓ if you wanted someone who’s gonna be obsessed with you for the rest of your life, congratulations. cuz i don’t plan on ever letting you go, and you are MINE forever 😋🩸🪓 (possessive alpha mode grrr ruff ruff)

i could literally go on and brag about you for the rest of my life fr. like words can never truly express the amount of adoration and love i have for you. like i literally see MYSELF in you— that could be from us sharing so many common interests, or to the way we come up with crazy ass (delusions) headcanons of our bfs. you’ve become the biggest supporter and lover in my world ! even now with me recently starting to seriously write, you’ve had my back all the way through it. helping me proofread, giving me ideas n suggestions, and all around helping me feel confident n happy with my work !! 💗

i could never thank you enough, and express the full gratitude n appreciation i have for you. just YOU— n im so lucky that you’ve come into my life and made every day so much better. november gave me the best things,, it was the month you were brought into this world, and eventually the month that has made us as close as we are now ! 👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩💕

baki, you are the light of my life. my partner in crime, my wifey and the twinkling little star that i always look forward to seeing. the stacy to my chellery, and actual love of my life. i love you so very much, and i can’t wait to celebrate our special month of november next year, the year after that, and the future years that i plan to spend with you 🤍 💍

HAAAPPPYY BIRRTHHDDAAYYY STAAYYCEE !!

#❥ BAKI—DAY !! ♡︎ #LORELEI’S PRINCESS— STAYCEE🧁🍓

[lanchang]

hua cheng zealot anon: yessss you get it, hope you enjoy the fics, ill find the title of the other one i mentioned tmrw hopefully. to my point, let me also add: theres this gorgoeus fanart by malinanan: malinanan.tumblr.com/post/671091738327269376/uwu-uwu and i adore this hua cheng, he has the exact kind of look in his eye and the grip on xie lian's robes that just convey everything i need, like hes trying to be so good but cant help holding on for dear life. like i cant help but find THAT compelling, i dont even have to think about xie lian in this scenario, but xie lian here is also really good.

And to circle back to xie lian a bit, i think if the novel wasnt from his perspective it would serve his character so much better sometimes, because while we get those moments where we, as readers, could have reason to doubt xie loans presented persona right, he ultimately feels very safe, as we know how resigned he was and is to lifes misfortunes. I found it exciting every time something unsavoury was implied about him (my own mu qing reaction to gilded banquet moments) but ultimately there was an expectation that somehow it will boil down to his self sacrificial penance. But what if, along with hua cheng at some point, we could have actual doubts about xie lians motivations or seriously consider accudations made against him - or even worse/better, what if we were reading a story where hua cheng is so devoted to a god whose intentions only we, as readers, do not trust. The stakes are So serious to hua cheng, but throughout most of the story xie lian is so resigned to his 'carpe diem' grind that the stakes do not feel as dire, hes died and suffered so much, whats a little more. AND not trusting xie lian ,as readers, would have automatocally raised the stakes for us too...

ooooh wowwwwwww that is some good fucking art 😵‍💫😳🥴🥴😵‍💫 yeah i think that aspect of hua cheng is actually very compelling its just not explored its more of a given throughout more or less the whole story. but yeah that side of him must want to be fanatical and desperate but he holds that back so much but it is crazy to think about for real like what if god loved you back!!! but you couldnt just express it because what if he didnt and what if it was too much or what if you let him down???? crazy </3

soooooo true that would have been really fun for xie lian as a character to have that doubt about him like his resignation and unbothered attitude about his past could hint at a secretly deeply uncaring nature deep down like WHAT IF there was a possibility everyone was actually right about him as a god of misfortune.... and yeah the stakes are WAY higher for hua cheng this is what his whole existence is for and for xie lian its kind of just a weird tuesday and hes a got a crush. but if we werent always privy to xie lian's thoughts it would make us care more about hua cheng's desires for him.... intriguing!!!!

#theres a lot of interesting characters and perspectives and i wish we had access to them </3 #ask

[b1mbodoll]

like that one anon said, sexuality is such a complex thing and labeling is hard which is why people say to NOT do dont do that! trying to attach a sexuality onto a person you dont know is crazy. and even if someone has expressed what sexuality they are or what rules they think they fall under, even if it's something you havent heard of, who are you to think you have any right saying how people can express or represent themselves at all? it's just weird. seriously to that "your just bi anon" instead of worrying about other people you should research sexuality yourself and actually do something with your life. seriously just leave people alone on the internet if you have nothing nice to say <3 and for other anons, i know how triggering that type of thing can be so pls know you are free to express your sexuality in any way YOU see fit!

im also sorry you had to receive such an ask like that seriously bcs you dont deserve it at all :( pls try to ignore ignorant people like that in the future <333

and to everyone, i love you take care of yourselves ٩(^‿^)۶

love 🎀 anonie!

my sweet sweet nonie i adore u. your message is seriously the sweetest thing ive ever received n i wish i could express how much it means to me :( i love u sosososososososo much and i hope u know u r very special to me :* i seriously cant thank u enough n im sure the ppl that see this n also struggle w their sexuality r super thankful too

#i hold u near and dear to my heart sweetpea #♡.signed. sealed. delivered. #♡.sweetheart: 🎀

[poweys]

hey babe did you know that you are gay?

i had to remind you ♥

i am seriously so grateful to you since day 1 of meeting on this blog. i knew something about you was JUST SPECIAL & i couldn't quite put my finger on it; until we grew closer. Now look at us!!! WE'RE FREAKIN UNSTOPPABLE! you make me feel truly invincible like nothing could ever touch me cause i'm so freakin powerful now. you've definitely helped me grow as a person, helped me to learn new things about myself & come to actually enjoy the world & want to be nicer to others. you've sort me out & i'm so appreciative toward it that i truly don't know where i'd be without you today.

you are absolutely perfect in every way, shape, form, everything. you're my favorite; I LOVE YOU SO MUCH that is genuinely hurts sometimes because words will never fully capture my undying love for you. and this swelling feeling you give me? grows more with every fucking second we're together. be it sat in silence in different rooms, playin games together, writing together...

i really love you babe. thank you for existing and than you for loving me back.

WH!!! HELLO I LOVE YOU SO MUCH IM GONNA CRY YOU ARE. oh my god i cant even express how deeply you are carved into my heart, everything i am today is because of your love and warmth you have blessed me with and I can’t thank you enough. i really am sitting here just dumbfounded because i wasnt expecting this and. oh my god you are truly my soul i adore you with everything in me i wish i had more WORDS TO SAY RIGHT NOW IM JUST ??? IM BLINDED BY THE TEARS IM SORRY YOU ARE SO SWEET TO ME I LOVE YOU SO MUCH AND YOU KNOWWW I LOVE YOU MORE WITH EVERY SINGLE DAY, EVERY SINGLE SECOND THAT PASSES!!!

#IM CRYING HELLO…. #* save. #𓆩 ♡ 𓆪 ˚˖⋆｡ power’s breast pad. › ooc.

[fruit-of-infidelity]

WHAT DREW ME TO YOUR OC??

everything. SERIOUSLY EVERYTHING. okay but nah fr:

your blog came up in the recommended, when i first made my acc; so i took a look and was BLOWN AWAY. you dedicated so much, and it PAID OFF?? Ryuuto is such an enchanting character, and seriously is canon in my head by this point. You’ve done such a great job?? And its a CRIME that rejet hasn’t putting him in 🙄. (im not lying abt the canon part btw. seriously you’ve done an amazing job making him unique, and YOURS. but also making him FIT IN to the DL universe. he fits in so well. so in my head, he is real and canon. i wanna make so much fan content for him please 🤲)

BUT ALSO. i stumbled upon your main once or twice while getting my blog set up, and was like “OH THIS IS THE SAME PERSON?!”

So i read through so much of your content. and absolutely fell in love with your writing.

Then I read through all. and i mean ALL of ryuuto’s content. (deadass scrolled all the way down don’t come at me). AND WHEN I SAY I FELL IN LOVE? WITH HIS CHARACTER.

Not only am I just an absolute FOOL for hot people, he was alluring? like a ‘oh i wanna see what goes on inside his head but also i dont wanna DIE as a consequence’ Y’KNOW?? HES SO???

But also: you.

You’re such a fun and amazing person, and its been so wonderful getting to interact with you. Especially when I first sent in an ask you were so sweet >< REALLY MADE ME FEEL WELCOME AND CONFIDENT. AND HONESTLY IT HELPED ME BRANCH OUT TO OTHER BLOGS AS WELL.

Also the content you create— From art, to writing, to official content?? GOD ITS SO.

I’m just regurgitating the same points over and over but JUST IN GENERAL. both you and your character are amazing. and its so fun seeing how much progress you’ve made, just from the 6-ish months i’ve been following you. I adore you, and Ryuuto ig 🙄♥️ but you’re more important, SO PLS. KEEP UP THE GOOD WORK.

GOD I RAMBLED SO FUCKING MUCH IM SO SORRY. My brain’s been dead for DAYS, so words are nonexistent T_T. BUT JUST KNOW: what drew me to you was your talent. and your character. and YOU 🤲♥️. and while i was intimidated at first, i’m glad to have met you 💪😎 you’re one of my favourite people. ily 🤲♥️

Also, ps. Your blog’s pretty. And i cant *not* follow blogs with pretty layouts.

What drew you to my OC?

// SAY SIKE RIGHT NOW, NAH BUT SHUT UPPP WHIN, YOURE GONNA MAKE ME CRYYY I LOVE YOU SM 😭😭😭

I'm 👉👈 I've gotten all shy now, darn you- I wanna just gush about YOU instead, because you deserve all the praise and love for your creativity and Gwen ♥️ But, sincerely, thank you so so much for being so supportive and kind, Whin, I'm re-reading over this again and again and I'm so so touched 🥺🥺

I'm beyond ecstatic that you really think of Ryuuto that way! I always get super pumped when I see you in my notifs, you're so lovelyyyy, aaaaaa 🙇‍♀️🙇‍♀️ I'm super duper flattered, I really really mean it

DONT- AAA- MY BLOGS EARLIER CONTENT IS SO 🤮🤮🤮 MY EARLY ART NOOOO PLS DONT (but youre gonna get the biggest smooch for it still, bc AAAAA 🥺♥️)

I'm so so touchedddd, with every single little thing you say, I'm SO close to sobbing happy tearssss 😭 I am trying to find different ways of saying it all too bc I just cant express with enough words how much your message means ♥️

Just to know Ryuuto's being interpreted EXACTLY how I want him to be, with you is??? an absolutely amazing feeling. I want you to be drawn in but then also, just, A TAD SCARED 'cause he's intense and dangerous. I want him to be JUST like the canon DiaBoys but i also dont want him to be too off-putting (well--- just a lil admittedly, cause, villainous boy-) BUT NOW IM RAMBLING-

You're so so SO lovely, Whin, thank you for being always so supportive and also a huge reason for me branch out more with Ryuuto. It's always a treat having you in my inbox, on my dash, in my DMs; THANK YOU FOR EXISITING (and making Gwen, ofc ofc)!! ♥️🙇‍♀️

#retelling-of-ragnarok #admin #ask #(( i didnt read over this t-t so if there is grammatical errors... #(( no there isnt- lololol #(( MUCH LOVE AAAAAAA

[shibaraki]

last night i read fill my little world (right up) and it left me with so many feelings im here to pour them out! first of all, i love how u portrayed the bond between aizawa and eri u have no idea how happy it makes me to see him as a dad, literally a healing experience. second, i appreciate every single analysis about children's psique and how to approach them, it was very interesting to see the reader approaching eri and how to make her feel safe +

+ third, your aizawa characterization is literally perfection i cannot express how much i adore how u write him; i love reading stuff that truly capture the character instead of adapting the character to the narrative. truly i could picture him saying and doing every single action u wrote. fourth, i was entertained during every single scene, like i just didn't want to miss a single word, u make making coffee or baking a unique experience + lastly! my heart ached, you tugged at my heartstrings and reminded me why im studying to be a social worker, thats like tmi but seriously. reading your story was the highlight of my life, i cant wait to re-read it a thousand times, thank you for sharing your work!!!

hello beloved I saw this earlier and genuinely almost cried!!! I wanted to hold onto it for a bit just to soak it up. I am incredibly grateful for your feedback and the love and thank you so so much for reading!!! I’m over the moon that you enjoyed my characterisations as well as the relationships between each individual. I had so much fun writing it, small acts of domesticity and intimacy are where I find happiness so this was right up my alley lol

thank you sm again!!!! and I wish you the very best of luck for your studies!! <3

#asks #guestbook

[awkwardgtace]

No but this isnt rlly an ask I just want you to know how much I Adore u and ur content. Not to sound like a stalker but I read your posts and writings 100 times if not more I love it so much I cant Even properly express how much I appreciate and 100% love you and your content <3 I hope youre alright and live an amazing life and just in general have the best time of ur life. Have an over the moon day :D

Seriously this is so sweet and like made my day!! I am so glad you like the stuff I put out with my blorbos and random thoughts <3!!

I have been playing a ton of final fantasy 14 lately so I'm definitely alright!! Thank you so much for the well wishes <3!!!

I hope you have an amazing day and life!!

Also def don't think you sound like a stalker i reread the stories I love a million times too!!!

#awkwardan #losing my mind #this is so sweet #couldn't find a gif that felt perfect but used this one #legit so so sweet #spookyskeletonjudgepersona

[teamfortresstwo]

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@thecatchat Here are your answers!

How does your character express that they’re uncomfortable?

They don’t! But they do have a tell and it’s their eyes, if they start twitching you know theyre freaking out. Also, if they start seeming more clumsy like their crown isn’t centered or their dress is crumpled? Definitely stressed.

What is something they cannot resist?

Compliments and people in need. The first is obvious but the second is less so. See, after they ran away they needed help and that help is the only reason they lived. After that, they started valuing kindness a lot more.

Does your character value promises? Are they good at keeping them?

No and no. It’s mostly the fact that they’re so bad at keeping promises that makes them trust them less but a few people in their life were also a bit flaky with the promises. (Probably where they got it from, honestly.)

What keeps them going?

Determination and guilt. They want to make something of themself and they wanna show that everything they’ve done to get there was worth it.

How does your character act when they want to seem threatening?

Like a disappointed parent.

What kind of person would they never side with?

Nihilists. The cant fathom hating the earth so much you can’t see the good in it.

Would your character want to be famous? Why or why not?

Yes! They love being the center of attention, of adoration. It also makes them feel safe being around large crowds and being famous would help with that.

Why do they keep secrets?

They’re scared of the judgement that will come when they stop.

What does your character have too much of?

Photographs! They have huge 10 inch tall albums, sometimes thicker. They brought a camera to this trip but have yet to use it. Mostly because starting out they forgot to and it’s just rude to take photos after murdering a creature.

How do they feel about the unknown?

She embraces it! It’s what’s known that hurts the most.

How do they respond to condescension? 

She usually can’t tell apart condescension from kindness so pretty well!

What does your character believe their party lacks?

AN OWLBEAR. No, in all seriousness, they do wish it had more members. Like I said, he likes a crowd!

Describe a corruption/redemption arc version of your character.

Corruption - Constantly wearing red and shouting. Seems a few moments away from crying. Carries charred photos on them…the ones that didn’t burn. Often burns stuff down for the thrill.

Redemption - Living near the wolf pack, found where their father was and came home with some apple, now visits regularly. Most of the visits are still a bit awkward though…

What’s a texture/sound your character cannot stand?

Silence.

What do they want to leave behind?

Security. They want everyone to be safe. To know that they’re able to do anything they wish without fear of death or prosecution. (Within reason obviously.)

What makes them a hypocrite?

They’re scared of abandonment more than anything.

What does freedom mean to them?

Independence.

Who do they go to when they need to bounce ideas off of someone?

Calcite! Likeminded enough to work together but desperate enough to have different ideas!

Who does your character think is the most put together in the party? 

Vark! Though they must admit, at times they’re…weary of him.

Which party member would they pull a prank on? Who would they plan a prank with? 

Thea obviously! Honestly anyone but probably Calcite or if it’s possible, Rock.

What is one thing they want each party member to know?

Calcite - You’re so cool!! Literally the coolest little guy!! We should play music together some time!!!

Vark - You are a true warrior, I can see sadness but I know that it’s not what you deserve. Things will get better and I wish you luck.

Thea - Uhhh… Stop seeing the worst in everything and try to socialize more, I guess. Don’t want to be too rude but well… What else is there to say?

Bonus!

Which do they value more?

Adoration or Intimidation

Outward Passion or Quiet Rebellion

Selflessness or Self-Preservation

Objective or Subjective

Journey or Destination