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#seriously i didnt even remember
puppyeared · 3 months
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#maybe im being pessimistic abt this. im not saying u should wear a mask every waking moment of your life god knows i cant#but also. hell no i dont trust u if anything i distrust u ppl even more after how things played out for the past 3 years#like there are situations where it might be inevitable catching covid. most of my family members are nurses and in constant contact#but there are also a ton of ways to make that risk low as possible like masking and wearing a face shield and having sanitizer#for me its not enough to just say oh we're in a small group and we're all vaccinated#motherfucker your kid is sick from preschool EVERY TIME WE VISIT. of course ill be wearing a mask she gave me covid last year#also no the fuck it isnt seasonal the cases go up because lack of caution makes the virus spread and mutate especially around times when#ppl gather. add that with virus transmission in cold weather and its a matter of different factors increasing the risk of spread#im also tired of ppl not understanding that i wont be their responsibility if i do get sick. maybe they can help me recover#but at the end of the day the risk of death and long term health is all on me. i cant change that#the govt barely gives me accommodations what makes u think theyll do anything for every individual case of long covid or worse#im so tired. im so tired#i dont even know if its possible to want this to be over anymore i just wish we didnt have to deal with this in the first place#ALSO COUGH INTO YOUR SLEEVE SERIOUSLY HOW IS THIS SO HARD TO REMEMBER#oh its just a cold/dry throat its not like i have covid or anything. no!! its basic hygiene!!! how is this so hard to understand!!!!!!!!!!#and no this isnt abt whether people have the means to protect themselves this is me bitching abt my relatives not taking me seriously#vent#my art#myart#doodles#covid 19
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really really super enjoying how the dominion is slowly introduced over the course of season two
first wind we catch of the dominion is via quark when he hears of them through an attempted trade agreement with someone in the gamma quadrant - makes a ton of sense that the first thing we learn is that they are a powerful force in the economics of the gamma quadrant, and it also makes great use of both quark and zek as narrative forces
the second reference to them is when a group of three million refugees make their way through the wormhole - this was also interesting because the group had been essentially farmer serfs to a more powerful species (or maybe just political group? its unclear) on their home planet, and were freed as a side effect of that group being conquered by the dominion. this to me felt like a really interesting second thing we learn; it really underscores the way deep space nine is seeing the ripples of the dominion far far before anything concrete
and then! the third reference! is a man who survived his planet being conquered, and recreated his life via hologram on another world - this episode serving to really put a face to the harm that the dominion has been causing in the gamma quadrant
this all leads up to the season two finale where sisko, quark, nog, and jake encounter a jem'hadar soldier while on their camping trip. SUCH a multilayered approach to introducing the major antagonists of the series, a great slow burn and easily the best execution of this in any star trek in my opinion. deep space nine so perfectly transitioned from episodic to serialized and it blows my mind every time
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bagginshieldoferebor · 10 months
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I'm a firm everybody lives AU-er, but my brain has been wobbly recently and has fixated on pseudo-widower Bilbo.
Just. Him going back to Bag End, alone. Maybe growing some flowers with meanings like mourning in his garden. Picking them and putting them in a vase in front of some momento of thorin - maybe he asks Ori for a drawing before he leaves.
Him reuniting with his parents in Yavannas gardens, and answering "Did you ever find anyone?" With "yes. But I lost them" and having to explain that no, he wouldn't be reunited with them now - for they waited in their makers halls, where he could not go.
Or maybe before he left, quietly pulling Balin to one side and asking what the dwarven practises were for those with a bonding bead at the funeral of their chosen. And Balin gently and kindly explaining, and the company pausing around him when he delivers the blessing as best he can, because they'd all clocked there was something, but only a select few really knew. And those dwarves who were relatives of the line of Durin, afterward, pledging Bilbo as kin and promising to uphold their duty to take care of widowed members of their family. And maybe after that, Balin delicately places in his hands unfinished betrothal gifts that thorin had intended for him, and Bilbo carrying them with him until the end.
Or what about even in a happy ending, when Thorin dies first, old and grey, and Bilbo has to outlive him - and says that he is glad of it, that Thorin knew enough loss in his lifetime and Bilbo was glad to spare him living through any more, all the while knowing that there was a chance he'd never see him again, if Mahals halls were closed.
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BUT. There is some light at the end of these angsty tunnels. Because I choose to interpret the little I know about Tolkien lore to mean that when the world is remade, everyone waiting with their respective maker will be reunited. So even if they do die separately, and go elsewhere after, beyond that - they will see each other again. And if you know more about the lore and know this is wrong no you don't
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blorbinho · 1 month
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#“god” and “jesus christ” are just intensifiers 2 me im not religious but they are integral parts of my vocabulary#also um. i know saying a terror happened to me is kidn of funny as the tv show i wanted to watch is. you know. the terror#but i use “horror” to mean like a systematic and constant/chronic awful thing#and this thing is a terror not a horror#like. the horrors caused this terror (“acute trauma” to use the clinical term)#well. it's not exactly just 1 Event In Time. something seriously and permanently bad Could still happen but it's part of this specific thin#all i know about the guy in the meme is hes collins? don't know what his character is like though. sure hope he didnt do anything bad#anyway this terror isn't the gothic horror representation of my own evils (because i dont do evils. because im cool and swag like that.)#but im not sure if that's better or worse tbh. i dont even deserve this by any measure 😔😔#october terror was scarier (this one has the potential to be worse but i am ok so far! haha)#i am going to get a mediocre-at-best grade on the assignment and i still have two more to go ugh. but thats a different conversation#anyway like. im the steadiest guy to ever rosebride so no matter what. i won't die. and i'll be okay for real someday. buuuut.#that is a bar i would like to raise someday at the end of this lol#jemposting#we'll see how it goes... if end of the world type shit does happen (unlikely... <- i hope...) you'll probably know#lol remember how i said i'll watch the terror god be willing. i rarely say things in absolutes to account for shit like this. and guess wha#god was NOT willing (see first tag of this post but you know what i mean)
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girl-bateman · 7 months
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listening to a true crime pod about my dad's coworker who murdered his other coworker and... you know, murder aside, they sound gay as hell. I'm fully starting to believe it was a crime of (gay) passion.
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jeyumi · 1 year
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So Naoto fans, how we feeling about the Tokyo Revengers ending?
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swagging-back-to · 9 days
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i had a nightmare i was in the zombie apocalypse with my sister and she decided to pull off to the side of the road and 'wait out' the hoard coming right to us to get high and completely dismissed me the whole time I was begging to just keep moving until we got eaten.
ive upgraded to literally having nightmares about the night she did that at the rave. bc she ACTUALLY did that btw. she fought me for a whole hour about leaving while a guy with a gun was tweaking out LOOKING FOR US and knew we were on that bridge.
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caffeinatedopossum · 1 year
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I just accidentally brought back a bunch of memories of stuff my mom used to say to me :')
#she said she wished id never been born. like girl that was on you not me#along with 'i could just get rid of you' as a threat multiple times#i thought she meant sending me to foster care but now... im not entirely sure she didnt mean unaliving me#she also used to threaten to cut off my thumb#i would say it was an empty threat but shed pull out the knives or scissors sooo maybe not#she would frequently ask what was wrong with me#call me ungrateful or a brat#remind me of all the things that she did for me and how much worse it could be#its hard to remember the stuff she said#idk it probably doesn't sound that bad but it seriously messed me up#she used to scream at me until i cried#shed call me a liar or satanic because i self harmed#god and im still not sure what rumors she spread about it but she definitely told people something#i would say she said something untrue but honestly idk. it could have been something i did actually do but phrased badly idk#i never got to find out#once the first person confronted me about it i had a mental breakdown because i didnt know what was going on and no one would explain#but clearly it was something bad because of how confrontational they were being#actually that wasnt even the first person kind to think of it#god im like shakinv just recalling it#she also called me selfish a lot#oh yeah she said she didnt care if i starved to death one time#which i mean. she clearly didnt care if i died but whatever#neither did I really#i want to remember everything but i can't :(
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guess who left their best blade lying out such that it was spotted by her dad, made up random excuses, got asked to throw it away as it is dangerous without the plastic cover and finally had it thrown in the dustbin after it was broken into pieces ????
MEEEEEEEEEEEEE
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daylightfultay · 3 months
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#i feel so stupid at school#i feel like i dont belong there#even tho i know im smart#like i understand things easily and i ask questions and im like good at remembering and stuff#but i am so sad i dont have the energy to just get up and study#and everyone around me is just focused on beimg the best and have goals and dreams#and so do i#but im just too tired and sad all the time to do anything abt it#and all my teachers just call me shy and quiet and they dont even care#they act like im just like this#im not usually like this i miss being happy and talkatibe#i miss being the best#i want to be everyones favorite#the boy i liked hes really smart and i just felt so stupid everytime i talked to him not bc im dumb i just idk how to explain#like i wasnt smart enough or good enough for him#which is crazy bc im never like that im always like oh hes not good enough for ME#anyway he randomly stopped talking to me and i acted like it didnt affect me but it did it actually broke my heart#because for some reason i genuinely liked him#the smartest girls in my class or whatever wanna like force a friend group w the smartest boys#and the way they act is actually mean and i seriously every single time im there i wanna die#they make me feel STUPID#and im not stupid#they act like im there as decoration or smth#like i dont even matter like im just a waste of space#like they have bright futures ahead of them and im just gonna like die at 18 or something#i just dont understand why they act like this#even the teachers talk to me like im dumb#the reason why i dont talk in class is bc everytime i do i get made fun of or like at least i feel like it#i seriously dont understand what made them like this
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gibbearish · 3 months
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i know it was a joke that is sort of understandable in context so im not gonna say anything on the post itself. but boy seeing someone say "i'm also down with murdering a few actors if it leads to better movies" REALLY rubs me the wrong way
#like the context was op said 'if the gore is cgi whats the point' and someone replied 'do you expect them to just maim the actors'#then 'ohh i forgot about practical effects'#and its like. i get the joke. i get how you got to that joke. i get you didnt mean anything by it.#but 'so what if actors die as long as the movie's good' isnt uh. exactly a hypothetical is it?#like. isnt workplafe safety for actors like a huge fucking issue#both with set stuff and just. How They Treat Their Workers#like. even on safe sets dont actors srill get worked to the bone to the point theyre way more likely to like. get deathly sick or#be distracted while driving or turn to addiction#or even more outright things like. i cant remember who it was but that girl who that one director Deeply traumatized over and over again#because he wanted her reaction to truly be real?#and thats not even touching the entire world of stunt doubles#like. the movie industry seeing actors as disposable fodder as long as the movie is good is. real life.#so even knowing they probably werent trying to make light of that because like. the wording of its the same but with theirs the context#does have a /slightly/ different meaning#where the punchline is saying 'nah lets actually do (wild thing)' because taking a misunderstanding seriously can be funny#but in this case (wild thing) is actually (extremely common and fucked up thing) so its just. really not good imo#idk it just made me really uncomfortable and i needed to get it out of my system
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awek-s-archived · 1 year
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it sure is hard having a 50 year old child when ur 25 lol
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roaringheat · 5 months
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Logged on to Apex and felt an immediate joy just from seeing the lobby
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angryborzois · 5 months
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trying to work on the character sheet of myself and suddenly I cant remember what I hate
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todayisafridaynight · 8 months
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just wanted to make a cute short comic but then i told myself i have to redraw the first half of the sceneim basing the comic off of so now it's THREE pages instead of two
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claitea · 2 years
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pokemon bw release date and i have to wake up at 5am to go to uni. personally i think i should have a day off on this very important occasion
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