#seriously let me out of here

[autisticandroids]

FAMINE: That's one deep, dark nothing you've got there, Dean.

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dean and his father. dean and his family. dean and how bad it is.

(via @closetoyou1970)

#spn #vid #mind the warnings on this one for real #woe! fruit of my rewatch be upon ye. #pallas calls this my 'deangirl coming out vid' which honestly. true. but those who paid attention know i've always been a deangirl. #also. after this no more deanwinchester rilo kiley amvs I Pwomise #anyway. i'm not gonna give a full commentary here but a big reason why i chose this song is that the narrator #is essentially dismissing her own problems and instead watching the problems of someone else #and i kind of wanted to play with that theme. this is the parallels show so let's do some parallels. lots of things happen to characters #that are Like Dean somehow. either in personality or circumstance. that we know or can infer happen to him. but we don't see it bc it's #not sayable. not speakable. so like for an easy one. we see meg being tortured in caged heat. she also talks about apprenticing under #alastair just like dean. so i show her being tortured [in a way that is sexualized and demon-specific] and reacting how she does #because i invite the audience to imagine or interpret that this has also happened to dean at some point. we just don't see it #so there are many dean parallels in this video. some obvious. some subtle but textual. some products of my twisted mind. but that's the way #i am using them to make my argument. #oh also: dean voice sam's eyes going black is JUST like when he used to fight with dad and wouldn't listen to me when i told him not to. #i guess also the point is that because it's unsayable. dean can't say it. dean can't even acknowledge it. and so it bleeds through #into everything in his life #that's why it's important that the song narrator doesn't take her own problems seriously. dean doesn't either.

[jamietwat]

Jamie would 100% make Roy a dating app profile sometime after the Keeley rejecting both of them thing to try to help him move on and meet people when clearly he’s refusing to get back out there organically and he’d think he’s being so helpful and generous and the best wingman ever. He’d handpick what he considers the sexiest pictures he can find and put a bunch of shit Roy would never say thinking he’s being accurate and helpful and not even taking the clear opportunity to make a joke account to embarrass him or anything when he easily could have just made fun of him and chosen the worst pictures possible instead

And then he would be SO offended when it doesn’t go well when Roy finds out about it and is not properly appreciative at all

Roy thinks it’s Jamie’s account when he starts showing Roy girls like what do you think of her and asking him way too many questions when Roy has no interest in participating and has no idea why the fuck Jamie seems incapable of swiping without trying to get Roy’s opinions first. Meanwhile, Roy’s giving one word answers at first and then increasingly trying to brush him off when he doesn’t stop and then he’s just flat out like “Choose your own dates and leave me the fuck out of it” and Jamie’s like “Nah, this is your account. You should have a say” and instead of being grateful and appreciative and thanking Jamie for being oh so generous with his time and energy, Roy just scowls at him and growls out “You did not make a fucking Tinder profile for me” and Jamie just smirks and decides now is not the right moment yet to mention that he actually made him accounts on like three different apps because he wasn’t sure which Roy would like best

Roy barks at him to delete it and Jamie’s all whiny like “Come on, I spent a lot of time on these and you haven’t even considered it. Plus, even if you’re not ready to date someone yet, you’d still be less miserable to be around if you at least found someone to shag in the meantime”

And Roy’s like “Delete it. I don’t want a fucking Tinder profile.” And Jamie looks at him confused for a moment and then seems to have an epiphany as he goes “Oh, do you want a Grindr one instead? Hold on a second” and he flips to a different app and Roy’s too busy being baffled by the fact that Grindr is already on Jamie’s phone and that he’s having to sign out of his own account to try to make one for Roy to even stop him before he’s already trying to sign up for a new account and Roy goes “That’s not what I meant. I don’t want any dating app”

And Jamie pauses his typing and turns and looks at him so skeptically and so judgily and suddenly somehow Roy is trying to fight for his life trying to defend why he’s not looking for some random stranger to date or fuck around with

#Also a possibility: Jamie not signing out of his and asking Roy what he thinks of #guys and when Roy is like stop that why did you make me a Grindr profile why are you swiping on guys and even if you were WHY that one #And Roy’s trying to get the phone out of Jamie’s hand and when he does Jamie’s like stop that’s my account let me swipe #on him I was just trying to find out what kind of guys you’d be into before making yours 😔 #+ Roy being so critical of Jamie’s taste in men like him??? seriously??? because the idea of Jamie messaging any of them bothers him #I may turn this into a RoyJamie fic at some point or possibly RoyJamie that has Keeley later too #Obviously Roy’s brain obsesses over Jamie’s Grindr profile and what he may or may not be doing with it just as much as he obsesses over #Jamie in general after this and he’s stuck trying to figure out how to casually bring it back up to him #(Spoiler alert: it’s Roy so it absolutely won’t be casual and yet Jamie won’t care that it isn’t at all #) #Jamie would GLADLY be the one fucking around with Roy but he’s also out here advocating for Roy to fuck in general #RoyJamie #Roy Kent #Jamie Tartt #Ted Lasso #Mine #Grindr fic #Putting that there for when I come back to this because I have a lot of thoughts #Once again I refuse to reread words and edit rn so I’ll just be bummed about the errors later

[batwynn]

A Snow Queen Sterek art commission for @nerdherderette !

#Sterek #snow queen #stiles x derek #art commission #fan art #I love any excuse to draw OG fairy tale stuff #seriously I was obsessed as a kid #I read any and every country’s fairy tales I could get my hands on #I still keep an eye out for ones I haven’t read yet #anyway #hi #I hope your day goes well and here’s a little good luck charm for you #⭐️ #sorry it finally let me tag you 😭

[darlingod]

Taryn is not a girls girl. That’s all I have to say

#to betray ur TWIN? to let her be HUMILIATED? ok #bye #even Cardan was out here tryna give Jude hints #even NICASIA was trying to hint to Jude #NICASIA #when Taryn said to Jude: nice braids #me: literally fuck off?? ok miss I’m not like other girls #goodnight #not hating on anyone who like Taryn/has a soft spot for her #we all have our controversial sides #seriously tho no hate #I’m so sensitive #I love you even if you don’t love me #jude duarte #the cruel prince #omg I didn’t think this would get the attention it got I’m dying this is the most hilarious thing #everyone pulled up I swear

[nonstandardrepertoire]

also like. "The Chase" (TNG S6E20) is set up as a race for some Super Special Advanced Technology that winds up actually being just. like. a very generic "hi kids we're so proud of you" greeting card and honestly i NEED DIS S5 to end with the same thing, just another absolutely sweet yet banal greeting from amorphous rubber aliens giving a Watsonian explanation for something that absolutely did not need to be explained — hi kids, we're so proud of you, here's why your uniforms keep changing every five years it's us we're doing it in the background, it definitely has nothing to do with TV production cycles shhhhhhhh

#Star Trek #Star Trek: Discovery #Star Trek: The Next Generation #@ Paramount call me u cowards #letting you all know now that i will be *completely* incapable of taking this plot seriously #filing this alongside the SNW Gorn as #silly ideas that the writers felt salty about the fan reception of and now they're armed with canon and out for revenge #let's take a walk thru these here stars #star walk: the walkening #trekking on shrooms

[iratusmus]

scourge unleashed aus mean nothing to me unless he is a catboy

#sonic #archie sonic #scourge the hedgehog #fiona fox #iratusmus.png #if you wanted to take this seriously #incredibly spitballing premise here but dr kintobor finds out moebius dark gaia is going to reawaken #so he fires an epic beam of something or another to try to put it back to sleep for another 500 years or whatever #but something goes wrong and somehow scourge gets hit and turns into a catboy #nobody is happy about this. well- okay. let me rephrase that. #when it happens fiona thinks its the funniest thing in the world. everybody else also thinks its the funniest thing in the world. #scourge . does not. and promptly makes his newfound abilities everybody else's problem #so now everybody's unhappy about this. except for fiona. who still thinks its the funniest thing in the world. #honestly though i just want to use the dark gaia from the offpanel. if you dont know the one i will be happy to share

[evvie-hamilton]

if i had a nickel for every time a trenchcoat-wearing queer character with a connection to demons debuted on season 4 of a show in their respective universe, i would have 2 nickels, which isn’t a lot but it’s weird that it happened twice

#supernatural #spn #castiel #cas #dc #cw arrow #arrowverse #legends of tomorrow #john constantine #constantine #misha collins #matt ryan #we’re ignoring the constantine show idk if that’s technically in the same universe #i tweeted this and no one liked it so i’m hoping i’ll find my audience here #don’t let me down tumblr #but seriously constantine stans follow me it’s rough out here #gay #bisexual #also cas is gay

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

strangling my past self How Did You Write Reasonably Sized Fics So Easily

#IVE FORGOTTEN HOW TO NOT GET CARRIED AWAY HELP #sitting here with scenes that should NOT BE 5 THOUSAND FUCKING WORDS LONG HELLOOOOOOOOO #my brain: You Have To Show Every Single Thing. Every Convo. Every Action. They Have To Know #NO! THEY DONT! ITS CLUTTERED AND BORING AND AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA #see this is what happens when you don't write seriously for FUCKIGN MONTHS- #its fine we're fine im Calm #trying to edit my own stuff is like wrangling some Wild Beast with my bare hands #she has horns! i am bleeding from Several large punctures! i will not let go! #absolutely unprompted #past me: bangin out 2k-5k fics that include multiple scenes and conversations each of perfect length #me now: and so this simple 'good morning' exchange will take ten pages- #WAILING WAILING #but god damn i need to create Something i have to i have to #i feel like im losing my mind.... #I WANT TO BE POSTING FIC AGAIN CMON CMON

[bluejay-in-flight]

HOW YALL OUT HERE SLEEPING ON POWER RANGERS (2017) THE FOUND FUCKING FAMILY DYNAMICS THEY WILLING TO KILL A BITCH THREATENING THE UNIVERSE NO QUESTIONS ASKED AND THE ABSOLUTE DEVOTION IN THIS SCENE RIGHT HERE NEED I SAY MORE?!?!??!?!!

#power rangers #power rangers 2017 #billy cranston #jason scott #kimberly hart #zack taylor #trini kwan #SERIOUSLY THOUGH AFTER BILLY DIED THEY WOULD NOT LET HIS BODY TOUCH THE FLOOR THE ADORATION THE LOVE EXACTLY WHAT BILLY DESERVED #THEY OUT HERE BEING THE BEST FUCKING OT5 I SWEAR TO GOD I LOVE THEM SO FUCKING MUCH 😭😭😭😭😭😭 #POWER RANGERS 2017 DIDN'T HAVE TO GO THIS FUCKING HARD BUT IT DID IT REALLY DID AND I AM HONORED TO SEE IT 😭😭😭 #THEY EVEN FOUND THE TIME TO GIVE THEM ALL INDIVIDUAL NUANCED BACK STORIES NOT ME OUT HERE BEING EMOTIONAL ABOUT THEIR LITTLE SLEEPOVER #my posts

[licorice-allsort]

It's so wild anytime people say that Alhaitham is a quiet person because while he may enjoy silence, he also spends 90% of the time he is on screen infodumping at us. This man will not shut up.

#genshin impact #alhaitham #he's got that dawg in him #the dawg is autism #seriously even in his demo they ask him a question and he goes on about how #he doesnt need to fight if he just thinks harder #here let me explain #the others are literally like 'ok thats nice please stop' #he gives us all the exposition in the AQ and i'm fine with it because he would just explain everything all the time #when you wanna avoid people coming to the wrong conclusion so you have to lay out a step by step guide #to your entire thought process

[tombware]

am i the only one that thinks this music change is bad. why even touch it

#i cant handle things i like being changed damn!!! #hope larian switches it back because it seriously changes the impact of the scene for me #this is very corny and takes me out of the scene and like. #it sounds too cheerful. dont get me wrong i like that it is hopeful i guess? #but it evokes some Huge Cognitive Dissonance here it doesnt let you just sit with the moment #it was very good before and its legit from perhaps one of the most acclaimed outstanding scenes in the game? #i wouldnt be surprised if it did a shit ton of legwork for neils awards so legitimately WHY touch it #bg3 spoilers

[fisheito]

What is this weirdly feelyweely status exclusive to yakumo

#unless i missed something #it felt like everyone else had pretty rational text effects...like standard conditions in their status boxes.... #was this the only status that explicitly mentions being all squishy to GENTLY convince someone #because right now it feels like #eiden in a sequential interview situation. he is alone in a board room with someone he needs to win over. he's prepared his thesis(?) #with edmond first #eiden brings out his master plan and says OK HERE'S MY PITCH. PLEASE GIVE ME JUST A LITTLE BIT OF TRUST ONCE YOU HEAR IT #we're going to do THIS at THAT PLACE at THIS TIME with the goal of THESE RESULTS. My capabilities include: THIS. ThaT. AND PERHAPS THOSE. #PREVIOUS EXPERIENCES indicate that method A and B will do well but in case that fails i have prepared options C D and F #eiden pointing out his massive presentation board with the spreadsheets and red strings #edmond deliberates very seriously before cautiously approving of eiden's plan #when edmond exits and oli takes his place. eiden starts the presentation anew #oli nods thoughtfully and encouragingly throughout... like yes! this sounds like a good plan! i trust you with this :) let's do it :) #then oli leaves and yakumo comes in to take his place #eiden doesn't even need the presentation materials. #he just sits across from him. gently places yakumo's hand on his chest over his heart. then stares soulfully at mr protoserpent #and says (please trust me? 🥺) #yakumo crumbles IMMEDIATELY #and when they emerge from the room into the hall where edmond and oli are waiting #eiden's like GREAT! EVERYONE'S ON BOARD! let's get this started n_n #and edmond's just like.... yakumo why did you come out so fast. eiden's presentation lasted at least 7 minutes #oli just smiles knowingly and thinks lmao eiden heckin got im #journey to a nu world #yakumo

[sluttyten]

My afraid-of-romance ass has just been asked by another regular customer for my number and the stupid thing is that again I do think this guy is kinda cute and I really probably should say yes

#the fear tho lmao #what am I afraid of? I have no fucking clue #this is why I’m still questioning my sexuality lol like what am I? do I even actually like guys? do I like anyone? #in an existential spiral at the moment #but honestly why do they always ask for my number #like dude just give me yours and let me make the decision when you’re not right here in front of me #but I felt bad telling him no today just because the last time a customer asked and I said yes I almost immediately regretted it #and then that didn’t work out because I thought he was too young #young* and now he still sometimes comes by and I just feel awkward about it #maybe I should turn to Facebook and see if I can find him because I have set an age limit for myself and I really don’t want to entertain #anyone younger than that #but I’m……… I know I’m like never active in here anymore #but I just needed to talk about this somewhere #because any of my coworkers would probably tell me I’m being ridiculous or they’d just seriously keep questioning why I keep saying no to #customers that hit on me and my best friend would probably also not get it #idk y’all I just needed to rant about it/talk about it #anyway I’m definitely gonna stress over this until tomorrow #and I’m gonna feel really bad if he stops coming by

[hailsatanacab]

new chapter new chapter new chapter!!!!! (finally)

#dpxdc #batpham #dp x dc crossover #dc crossover #dcxdp #here we are babeeyyy!!!! birthday update wahey #i'm so tired #let me sleep the covid away i feel like that's all i've been doing and it's barely working #seriously though i've been so eepy this time #anyway!!! enjoy this chapter!!! man i wanna share a choice meme that craftybookworms made for this chap #perhaps i'll post it in the morning #there were so many different versions of this chapter guys #one of them had a very heartfelt apology between danny and damian and it cleared the air and it was lovely #i decided i did not want that to happen #asASKDLJSLGKJ i just typo'd that as happy - i did not want that to be happy - which like. fair. #that's the vibe so far #yikes #you'll be glad to know that i did cut out several more danny damian fights so that's good news! #there'll be more of a united front going forward maybe i promise maybe #we'll see haha #anyway - enjoy the chapter!!! i'm now going to bed #love you all and goodnight!!!!

[seilon]

please don’t by k.will did more for the gays back in 2012 than any boy group can possibly do with fan service and crop tops in 2024

#do young kpoppies know about please don’t by k.will. im serious do they know #I think about it a lot #it’s impossible to replicate the feeling of being gay and watching that mv in the 2010s and just getting bodyslammed by the ending. #like he really just dropped that shit in TWENTY TWELVE #kibumblabs #to this day I think that’s the most explicitly gay mv ive seen in kpop by an established artist #(ie not holland. no shade to him but he kinda built his platform on being an openly gay artist and he’s not a big industry name or anything #which makes the impact significantly different. if that makes sense. anyway.) #like think about any other example. almost all of them can be brushed off as fan service or are at least vague enough to be #up for interpretation #please don’t’s ending is nearly fucking impossible to write off as anything but explicitly gay #no fanservice involved. no vague staring in each other’s eyes. just straight up Oh He’s Not Jealous Of His Friend He’s Jealous Of His #Friend’s Fiancé. oh #like that’s the whole point. interpreting it any other way doesn’t make sense with the impact it’s purposefully supposed to make #like seriously try to say ‘he’s just sad he’s losing his friend to marriage :(‘ or something. you have to be REAL fucking stupid or #deeply in denial to make that argument let alone believe it #anyway. I appreciate this mv a lot #k.will the OG of doomed yaoi in kpop #kill me #closest contender off the top of my head is one more day by sistar #also note I am talking about mvs here not songs in general #cause if I were talking about songs in general. key’s out there pretty much writing about gay sex at this point so I mean #k.will #kpop #only adding actual tags because I want you to watch this mv if you haven’t already

[solradguy]

Whenever I see someone being transphobic on twt in a bridget thread i reply with three pictures of my mains: ky kiske from ac+r, ky kiske from rev 2, and ky kiske from strive.

it self selects for people who actually play the game. it’s canon that he’ll fight off transphobes with the blade. and if they actually played guilty gear they’d get the underlining messages

While it can be really funny to bully these guys back, please keep in mind that nothing you can say or do to these people will hurt them or waste as much of their time as what they say will stick with you or waste your time. It might be funny to send them a bunch of Ky pictures, but what they're doing is laughing that the only response the people they hate can give them is sending a bunch of pictures of anime boys.

The only thing that works is blocking them. They've turned being an asshole into a recreational sport and getting any sort of response in return is a victory for them.

#asks #Unfortunately I was an asshole on the internet once (not a vicious transphobe just a basic internet asshole) #I know exactly how these people function because I was there once... #When you don't take the person you're arguing with seriously it's very easy to laugh at every single thing they do #Which is what these guys are doing. It doesn't matter how well thought out the counter argument is. They don't care and they won't care #All you can hope for is that they're young and they grow out of it (I did) #I feel bad for them because I think about what led to me being like that decades ago. Are they going through the same thing? #I was like that because I was in a hopeless situation and hated myself and hated everyone else #People arguing back just proved my point that everything sucked and my hate was justified #It's an awful feedback loop. People being kind to me felt disingenuous. Why should they be kind? I hated them. They had no reason to be nic #I had to get to a point where I was willing to help myself crawl out of that pit before I let anyone else even get near me emotionally #I still remember the day when I realized I was being a fucked up little shit to everyone lol #Early June 2011. It was sunny with no clouds and there was a cool breeze. I was listening to In This Moment and I realized #'What the hell am I doing? Do I want to be like this forever? Get your shit together man' #It was a slow process from there but I did get out of it. Slowly. Very slowly. #There's a lot I did that I regret and can't ever apologize for because it was so long ago and the names and faces are gone now #Apologizing at this point would be selfish and only for my benefit anyway. I can only hope that what I did didn't hurt people permanently #Anyway. I've never talked about this on here before because it's the kinda shit that gets put on callout posts out of context #So. I am laying my naked soul bare and raw for the sake of underlining my original point: Internet trolls don't care