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#seriously though i enjoyed that issue sm
gatorbites-imagines · 4 months
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hiiiii!
may i request a poly ghost face x male reader who has anger issues(but he's such a bottom its sickening) and like his anger issues make people think he's all tough and he's been to like psychiatric hospitals for seriously hurting people and its times to renew his medicine but the doctor is out or they don't have his medicine in stock, so for the next week he has to go without medication and he gets into multiple physical fights and by the end of the week he like breaks down and is like "i don't wanna be angry all the time" which leads to a sweet cuddle session nd praise from billy and stu as reader cries and soon falls asleep
thank you sm!
Billy Loomis x Male reader X Stu Macher
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Reader is on the more muscular side in this.
You had a reputation around Woodsboro, as a no fucks, dangerous and angry meathead. It mainly stemmed from the fact that you got into a lot of fights when you were younger, and was sent away to a psychiatric hospital for a while to find the right dose and medicine to give you.
It didn’t help that you lifted weights, worked out, and did different martial arts to help settle the anger that always simmered inside your body. As puberty hit, you shot up like a beanstalk, and you packed on muscle like no one’s business.
Your parents supported you, since having an outlet helped a lot with your anger issues, as long as you took your medicine, which they always made sure was available.
Because of your reputation, no one dares to say anything when you, Billy and Stu start openly dating. People are mostly confused by someone as popular and attractive as Billy and Stu would wanna go out with someone as rough and off-putting, in their eyes, as you.
Your boyfriends love you very much though, and they don’t mind your tendency to resort to anger quicker than most. Billy probably finds it hot to be honest, and Stu always likes to lay on your bed and watch as you lift weights in one of you tank tops.
I can honestly see Billy pushing your buttons just enough to make a vein pop and for you to pin him down, just for him to smirk and wrap his legs around your waist. Hes a little shit, and likes the thrill, what can I say.
Stu has definitely made comments about how if you need an outlet, he doesn’t mind help you out, if you know what I mean ;) ;)
You always just roll your eyes and go for a run to cool off, or do some other hobby your therapist and psychologist recommended, like gardening, journaling or coloring.
Your week starts of shitty, when you run out of your meds. Your parents take you to your doctor to get a new dose, but they’re all out and don’t know what they’ll get their next shipment.
They promise to get in contact with you as soon as they have it, and you get sent on your way, arriving at school later in the day than normal.
The first day or two is fine, since your last dose is still in your system, but when that runs out you start getting agitated. You grind your teeth and crack your fingers, feeling fidgety and so annoyed and angry by everything.
Literally everything pisses you off, from the way people chew gum, to how loudly people close their lockers, or how people cut in front of you in line in the cafeteria.
Billy is the first to notice how tense and agitated you are, as you prowl around like a caged tiger, glaring at everyone and everything. Stu notices not long after when you just grumble and mutter when he tries to play flirt with you or wrap his arm around you.
You get into multiple fights that week, from someone calling Stu and Billy a slur because you three are openly in a relationship, to a guy who bumper checked you on the way to school.
Normally Billy and Stu would enjoy the show of strength and how hot you look, but they can both see how miserable it makes you feel, especially when you are sent home and suspended for an entire week.
When you return home, you stomp upstairs into your room and throw off your jacket and shirt and just get to work lifting weights until everything hurts, and even then, you don’t stop.
Normally lifting weights help at least take the edge off, but nothing is working, only frustrating you more and making you even more angry. It reaches the point where you just wanna cry from how angry you are.
You don’t even notice how you’ve been at it for hours until Billy and Stu arrive and see you hunched over with a dumbbell, arms shaking from how far you’ve pushed yourself.
You are just scowling though, barring your teeth as you push yourself harder and harder, eyes shiny from unshed tears and very dehydrated from working yourself so hard.
Billy goes off to get you something to drink, some clean clothes and a wet washcloth, as Stu goes about getting the weight out of your hand and making sure you are at least okay. When he asks if you are okay, it just all spills over.
You start sobbing and shaking with anger and misery, crying into Stus shoulder as Billy returns. He puts the things he brought aside, and they just hold you as you cry, choking out how you just don’t wanna be so angry anymore, how everything hurts and nothing helps.
Your two lovers just hold you through it, letting you get out as much as you need, before they sit you up and Billy wipes you down with the wet cloth, and Stu gets you to drink the entire water bottle Billy brought to get you hydrated.
Stu holds you again as Billy gets the bed ready, and they pull you under the sheets as they cuddle up on either side of you, keeping you between them as they hold you close.
Because sure, they find your anger hot, but they hate how much pain it causes you. Cue lots of sweet cuddles and kisses from both, but the kisses are mostly from Stu as Billy mumbles all kinds of praise and compliments into your ear from behind.
I could imagine them also massaging your arms because of how hard you strained them, and their combined love and attention makes the anger lessen. It doesn’t go away, it never does, but it’s enough to knock you out.
The hours of working out, a week full of stress, and dehydration quickly knocks you out, putting you to sleep between Billy and Stu as they just hold you.
They know they cant make your problems go away, even though they wish they could, but they will stay by your side the entire way, and will never let you struggle alone.
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soursturniolo · 5 months
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sfw alphabet • matt sturniolo
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A = Affection (How affectionate are they? How do they show affection?)
shows you affection in a lot of ways. he holds your hand often, his thumb rubbing the back of your hand softly. He loves hugs and cuddles. He also tells you often, whispers of I love yous and various compliments throughout the days. he’s also the type to get you little gifts, sometimes he’ll see something when out shopping with his brothers that makes him think of you, or he’ll make a little gift basket of your favorite treats and a cute handwritten letter. He shows you love in many ways, to make sure you never doubt it.
B = Best friend (What would they be like as a best friend? How would the friendship start?)
Both of you would be kind of quiet and shy at first around each other, until you have more time around each other to feel each other out. As the friendship develops there’s lots of silent shared looks and inside jokes no one else understands, his brothers standing there lost as you and Matt are crying from laughing so hard at a little inside joke or memory.
C = Cuddles (Do they like to cuddle? How would they cuddle?)
Loves cuddling sm. He’s an octopus, as soon as you’re close to each other on a couch or in bed he’s latching onto you, wrapping you in his arms and pulling you close. He’s usually the big spoon but in bad days or when he’s not feeling the best he lets you be the one holding him, his head on your shoulder or chest as he relaxes into you.
D = Domestic (Do they want to settle down? How are they at cooking and cleaning?)
He dreams of living off in the cabin somewhere, and now that dream includes you. He’s not the best at cooking, but he’s good at cleaning especially laundry since he’s used to doing his and sometimes his brother’s chores.
E = Ending (If they had to break up with their partner, how would they do it?)
It wouldn’t be an easy choice, but if you’d both benefit from some time apart he’d start the conversation. It would definitely be a face to face conversation, you deserve that.
F = Fiance(e) (How do they feel about commitment? How quick would they want to get married?)
He’s fully committed to you, but isn’t in a rush really. It’s in the back of his head, sometimes he’ll find himself looking at rings when he’s shopping for a new chain or earrings and his mind will drift to the day he comes in with just that ring for you in mind. He knows that day is coming but he doesn’t want to rush anything. He wants to enjoy your relationship as it is but he does look forward to your future together.
G = Gentle (How gentle are they, both physically and emotionally?)
always so gentle with you, physically, verbally, emotionally, in every way possible. he was raised to respect and care for women and it’s something he takes very seriously. he never wants to be abrasive or careless with you.
H = Hugs (Do they like hugs? How often do they do it? What are their hugs like?)
Such warm and strong hugs every hour of the day. He just loves holding you fr. His hugs feel like home in the best way, you just feel so cherished and at peace.
I = I love you (How fast do they say the L-word?)
He fell and fell really fast for you, and knew he loved you a couple weeks before he made the jump to saying it. I feel like once he realized how deeply he felt for you, he’d think about it and write about it and maybe even write you something like a cute little handwritten letter telling you about the moment he realized and how much you mean to him
J = Jealousy (How jealous do they get? What do they do when they’re jealous?)
Jealousy isn’t an issue in your relationship, even though he has been hurt in the past. He trusts you wholeheartedly, because if he didn’t or felt like he couldn’t there would be no relationship.
K = Kisses (What are their kisses like? Where do they like to kiss you? Where do they like to be kissed?)
Kisses vary. Some are innocent and quick and sweet while others are sultry and slow and lingering. The latter version are only ever in private though. He loves kissing your lips the most, your kisses make him weak in the knees fr but he knows it’s because he’s such a goner for you. But he wouldn’t have it any other way. He likes when you’re standing and he’s sitting and you lean in and kiss him on the forehead or nose. It’s innocent and cute but it makes him feel all warm and fuzzy inside.
L = Little ones (How are they around children?)
Mans got a SEVERE case of baby fever at all times. Loves seeing the cute little onesies and outfits (especially at Halloween, he once saw a little boy in a fluffy bear onesie and almost died from the cuteness overload)
He loves little kids and think they deserve all the best things in the world. Kids just gravitate to him and feel safe in his presence. He’ll be an amazing and very attentive dad.
M = Morning (How are mornings spent with them?)
Mornings are either sweet and slow or begin very early and are very productive. Sweet and slow mornings involve sleeping in and spending the morning together, sometimes door dashing food from you favorite diner and sometimes going out to breakfast while still in your pjs together. Early and productive mornings are spent getting ready for the day and working together to get chores and work done so you both have the rest of the day free for whatever you both want to do.
N = Night (How are nights spent with them?)
Nights are quiet and relaxing. Your favorite nights are spent in his room, the lights dim as he sits at his desk journaling and you sit on his bed reading or working on your own things. It’s peaceful and calm and everything you both need especially after some stressful or busy days.
O = Open (When would they start revealing things about themselves? Do they say everything all at once or wait a while to reveal things slowly?)
Open book from the beginning. He lays it all out there, no matter what the question is. He’s never liked hiding anything from people he cares about.
P = Patience (How easily angered are they?)
He usually had a lot of patience, but on days where he’s really having a hard time mentally or with anxiety he does tend to get snappy easily. On those days he takes a lot of deep breathes and reminds himself that nothing is worth treating you any less than you deserve. If he ever does snap at you, he’s quick to apologize and acknowledge that it’s not fair to you and talk to you about what’s bothering him instead of continuing to snap.
Q = Quizzes (How much would they remember about you? Do they remember every little detail you mention in passing, or do they kind of forget everything?)
Remembers so much, sometimes more than you do. I think he’d definitely be the type to have a little list on his phone all about you and your favorite things so he always knows.
R = Remember (What is their favorite moment in your relationship?)
The night he told you he loved you for the first time, he took you stargazing. His favorite memory was just looking at you and watching your awestruck expression at all the stars, marveling at something so simple and natural. He looks back on that night very fondly and it’s a memory he cherishes.
S = Security (How protective are they? How would they protect you? How would they like to be protected?)
Very protective of you, which is why I think the relationship would be kept under wraps for quite awhile. He knows how fans could be and never wants you to get hurt because of who he is. Once you both decide to make it public, he is very quick to shut down disrespectful fans and stupid rumors about you. He doesn’t play around when it comes to you and if someone tries something, the mattitude™️ is out in full force.
T = Try (How much effort would they put into dates, anniversaries, gifts, everyday tasks?)
It’s important to him that you feel loved and cherished always so he gives everything his all. He plans, recruits his brothers and your friends for help when needed, he really goes all out for big days. But even day to day, he’s always saying or doing a little something just to let you know how much he cares. Your relationship is something he puts a lot of value in and it’s worth all his effort.
U = Ugly (What would be some bad habits of theirs?)
Overthinking. He worries a lot about being too much or not enough for you, but some kind reassurances help him greatly.
V = Vanity (How concerned are they with their looks?)
He likes looking good, it helps him feel good, but he knows looks aren’t everything. He likes dressing up and looking nice for you and himself but he can also feel just as comfortable and good in some old flannel pj pants and a hoodie.
W = Whole (Would they feel incomplete without you?)
When a couple days have passed without seeing you, he really feels it. He finds himself constantly wanting to turn to tell you something or just hold you and is sad when you’re not there with him. Especially when on tours if you can’t come along, he is counting down the days until he sees you again.
X = Xtra (A random headcanon for them.)
He loves making you laugh, especially when he knows you’re having a rougher time. He gets really goofy, making dirty jokes that sometimes don’t make complete sense, or picks on his brothers. Anything to make you get that little grin on your face.
Y = Yuck (What are some things they wouldn’t like, either in general or in a partner?)
Anyone incredibly messy or unorganized, it would stress him out. And any hint or joke of cheating, because he’s been hurt that way before and it still is a bit of a sore spot.
Z = Zzz (What is a sleep habits of theirs?)
Wears fuzzy socks to bed in the winter time. He has a whole collection of different ones that you tease him about. He also is a blanket hog, but then complains when he wakes up in the night because he’s too hot and meanwhile you’re half on top of him because you’re freezing. It just means you get cuddles though.
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fairytoge · 2 months
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dating headcanons ; k.choso, z.naoya
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this only took me like,,, four months to complete this 😭 but i hope you enjoy!!
other parts ; n.kento, g.satoru, g.suguruㅤi.yuuji, f.megumiㅤi.toge, o.yuuta
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k.choso
the loml choso (not including all the other lomls)!!
but anyway!!! choso is an absolute sweetheart, as long as you're not fighting against him in a battle or anything
he 10000% would do pretty much anything and everything to make you happy or to just make you smile
he loves you sm it makes other people cringe... you two are definitelyyy the couple people see in public and slightly grimace at because they're so in love
he'd probably do subtle pda but if you don't like that sort of stuff, he wouldn't do it!! he loves you too much to make you uncomfortable and push your boundaries
he's basically like a typical gentleman?? like when people say that men aren't like how they used to be, choso is their ideal man!!!
summary: he's so in love and whipped for you
but it's vvvvv endearing!!!
i think, as soon as you two begin officially seeing each other, he'll want to introduce you to his brothers and get their opinion on you too
they mean the world to him and he would probably love nothing more than for the people he loves most to also be friends!!
someone help me the older brother issues are realll
but yeah, he's just a sweetheart and would worship you like a god if you asked him to <3 (he does that without you asking 🤭)
choso would also go along with whatever you say 99% of the time!! the 1% off is when it endangers you lmao
if you call him some dumb nickname or do the trend where you call a s/o the most random things, he will genuinely take it as a compliment so seriously that it makes your heart hurt
he's a bitttt naive, but you love him!! and he definitely loves you omg
z.naoya
i hate his personality but he's hot 😔 so!! this is gonna be kind of ooc for him icl
dating naoya issss.... interesting? he's got a unique character for sure
realistically, you probably wouldn't see him that often assuming that he's a full-time sorcerer and you are a housewife (or househusband!!)
but, the times that you do see him, you are both so sappy and touchy with each other, no matter who or what is around
naoya is spoiled, so it doesn't come as a surprise to know that he has always been able to get what he wants, and that nothing has changed since he was a child
with this in mind, he would definitely not be shy about pda, unless you're both in a proper environment like a clan meeting i guess...
he probably wouldn't even let you in there though 😭 his superiority complex is off the charts
pleaseee start training him to not act like a creep
leading on from this!! naoya would treat you like a princess if you're both truly in love, and would stop at nothing to get you what you want!
you mentioned that you would like the garden to be redesigned so that you can plant more flowers? done! the kitchen isn't to your standards? it's gone before you can look at it for another second!
suddenly you understand why he is the way he is, because if this is the life he's been living, it's 100% worth it lmao
i also feel like naoya has tunnel vision for you!!
like, let's say that he's come home from exorcising a curse, or from a particularly hard mission, and being more impolite to the servants than normal as he literally hunts you down in your own home
he lowkey scares you but not in a bad way?? he's just kind of intimidating sometimes, without meaning to be!
overall, naoya would probably be a good s/o to have!! as long as he loves you 😭
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Hc's for Bill or Tom with a reader who has a rough time with affection. She enjoys receiving it and tries her best to give it back but only with her boy, no one else. She can get very defensive if her vulnerability is mentioned too much. She's also super protective?
(yo! Sure! Sorry if these suck but I tried man! Here ya go! Enjoy)
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He wholeheartedly gets it
He's not a fan of being touched all the time except by people he knows
With the exception of fans, but he's not to hyped about them just touching him whenever they want
People gotta have boundaries
But he did love giving you his affection
Like hand holding, kissing you, hugging you, holding his arm around you
The whole nine yards
He thought you liked it because you smiled and never rejected it but he noticed how you didn't give it back like he did
Just little bits here and there
He thought you just didn't like affection or were maybe uncomfortable
He didn't want to assume though and just drop affection all together so he asked you about it
It started off as a joke but when you actually opened up about it he took it seriously
He listened and asked questions but other than that, he understood
So he took any affection you were willing to give
Any was open to him and he loved receiving it either way
He's still Bill, he's still gonna flirt, he's gonna tease and he's still gonna show you off like the proud boyfriend he is
He noticed how you only gave him your little affections though
Only him
And boy was he so proud of himself
He was the special one who got the only affection from you!
He doesn't bring up your habit though because he saw how you get defensive about it
Mainly because a woman in an interview asked about it
She brought up on how the only pictures anyone had confirming you two were a couple was when Bill was the one holding you or kissing you
You never seemed to give it back or embrace it, as she put it
And you got pissed off and defensive
Bill defended you because he knew why you have a rough time with it
If it's a past issue, or you just don't like it, don't matter why but Bill understands
He wouldn't want to make you uncomfortable with it
That's why if you ask him not to, or to stop touching you, he will
Within a heartbeat
He would never purposely make you uncomfortable
And another thing was that he noticed how you got more protective of him??
You were pretty protective over him before you started dating due to feelings and people sometimes made him uncomfortable to the point you stepped in almost ready to fight
But he noticed how much it increased when you got together
And he is not complaining bitch
Secretly likes it, finds it a bit hot
Just watching you go off and is like
"...Oh my god…I pulled that?"
His internal monologue all the time with a hand over his mouth
You may hold his hand in public, you may just kiss him for the hell of it just to show off and say back off bitch
He loves it either way
Gets flustered a bit but recovers with a smitten smile
Boy is down bad and we're living for it
He don't care if you have a rough time with affection, you try and that's all he can ask for because he loves you genuinely sm
You put up with his ass and I think that's enough for a lifetime
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diagonal-queen · 1 year
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HI I LOVE YOUR WRITING SM HAKSHWKDHKSH 😭😭
SINCE YOURE DOING REQUESTS CAN YOU PLS PLS WRITE SMTH ABT FIRST KISS WITH CHUUYA AAA IT CAN BE A DRABBLE OR HEADCANONS OR ANYTHING, ID ACCEPT ANYTHING PLS IM ON MY KNEES I WILL GIVE YOU COOKIES
THANK YOU SO MUCH ANON!! ALSO YOU DO NOT HAVE TO GIVE ME ANYTHING FOR ME TO WRITE FOR YOU. YOU COULD SAY 'DIA WRITE ME THIS OR I WILL LITERALLY KILL YOU' AND I'D BE LIKE 'YES MASTER :D'. THAT BEING SAID I'M SURE YOUR COOKIES ARE DELICIOUS <3
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♡ pairing: Chuuya Nakahara x gn!Reader
♡ synopsis: After not seeing each other for a while, you and Chuuya spend the day together. It gets a little more romantic than you expected.
♡ wc: 1.4k
♡ cw: Swearing, mentions of death.
note: I'm so, SO sorry that this took so long to complete anon. This was one of the first reqs I got and I feel like I've let you down T-T I had a bunch of different ideas for this but not a clue which one to use- hopefully you like the end result though <3 Apologies for errors, hope you enjoy x
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Most people would see you and Chuuya as you were out and about and make the assumption that you were on a date. After all, you were dragging him from place to place, a couple clothes bags dangling from your free arm while he followed you with a fond smile on his face. You didn't have any issues with this, but it certainly wasn't the case. However, if it were, you're sure you would have been all over Chuuya and vice versa.
Yokohama was well known to be a city teeming with crime, specifically at the hands of the notorious Port Mafia of which Chuuya was an executive. You weren't a member yourself but you didn't feel as if you had anything to fear being close with Chuuya. You assumed that since you'd known each other for so long that you had some form of immunity. That being said, it had been a while since you were able to spend any personal time with him.
That's the reason that, on a rare day off, Chuuya called you to meet him at a nearby cafe for breakfast to spend the day with you. Feeling a little lonely without him, you were more than happy to participate. Thus, you spent the day running around Yokohama with Chuuya doing a multitude of things- shopping, trying different foods, and the like. Doing couple-y things, you thought. The question of whether or not Chuuya was at all like-minded lingered in the back of your head most of the day.
Around mid-evening before dinner, you and Chuuya found yourselves a bench near the port and took your seats, letting your arms rest from the bags they'd been carrying, and your feet rest from taking you so many places. The sunset setting on the horizon was a bright orange, the sky a calming ombre of shades of pink and blue.
"Today was brilliant, Chuuya," you breathed, a serene smile gracing your face as you absorbed the view. "Thank you for all this."
"It's nothin', really," he sighed, brushing a stray ginger lock from his face. "I'm just glad you were happy."
"You're way too nice to me. You know I won't be able to repay you- at least not like this?" You cocked an eyebrow at him, with a chuckle.
"I don't care about that. You spending time with me is payment enough." Chuuya glanced over at you with a smile. "I'm glad I got to hang out with you today."
"It really has been a while, huh?" You mused. "Things are busy in the mafia right now, I guess?"
"Things are technically always busy there, but because I'm an executive I have a lot more shit to do than most other members." He explained.
"That's also why you're so fuckin' loaded, I guess." You joked. The man beside you let out a snicker. "Seriously, though, just because you make a lot doesn't mean you always need to spend it on me."
"It's honestly fine, hon. I mean it. Besides, I kinda like buying you stuff." When you tilted your head at him as if to ask for further explanation, he elaborated. "You always get so excited whenever I get you a gift. It's nice knowing that I'm able to make you happy."
"You make me happy whenever I see you, regardless of whether you buy me things!" You insisted, shifting towards him and earnestly taking his gloved hand in your own. "I like spending time with you! I wouldn't be your friend if I didn't, you know."
"...yeah." He squeezed your hand. "...hey, can I ask you something?"
"Of course, Chuuya."
"Have you been feeling lonely recently?" The question surprised you, because it seemed rather random and uncharacteristic coming from Chuuya. You turned to face him.
"I mean...I guess, a little. It's been kinda lonely not having you around. Sometimes I got worried that you'd died or something," you admitted, your voice quiet.
"Died? Me?" Chuuya asked, making you giggle.
"I know, I know. Even God wouldn't be able to kill you. But I really couldn't help but worry. I'm glad to have been able to spend today with you. I like knowing that you're alright," you cast him a genuine smile, "and I had a great time. Did you?"
"'Course I did. I was with you." Chuuya responded returning your beam. You tapped your lips and weakly swatted at him.
"Shush, you."
"Now that I think of it, I did kinda miss messing with you." Chuuya leaned forward as his eyes narrowed.
"You're so damn sadistic, Chuuya. No wonder you're a mafia exec- that title suits you to a tee," you scoffed, pushing your finger into his forehead. "I can't even catch a break when I'm on your good side."
"Don't complain, you have it pretty easy with me."
"Whatever helps you sleep at night." You rolled your eyes. "Cheeky..."
"Who's cheeky?" Chuuya raised an eyebrow. You leaned forward to reach his eye level, both of you staring one another down. You smirked at him.
"The one spending all his money on me so that he can mess with me, maybe?" You suggested, with a small head tilt. The pair of you shared a quick chuckle, before it suddenly dawned on you how close you were to Chuuya.
You took note of how soft his glove felt on your hand, and how his breath danced across your face. The air around you suddenly seemed hot and sticky. You could hear your heartbeat in your temples.
"...you know what?" Chuuya spoke softly. "If you wanna repay me, maybe there's one thing you can do..."
Your eyes flickered towards his lips. "Yeah?"
"Mhm. You don't have to do it if you don't want to...but I'd appreciate it a lot."
"Anything for you, Chuuya," you breathed.
"Is that right?"
"Of course..." You had mentally prepared for this moment for years, and you felt a surprising amount of confidence. Though, that was mostly because Chuuya seemed to be returning your...very fervid attitude. You were both quiet, the only sounds being your slightly wavering breaths. Your faces were barely centimetres apart now.
"In that case..." you inhaled and closed your eyes in anticipation, quickly melting into his touch when your lips connected.
Chuuya did feel warm, and you felt a tingle in your chest. Your first kiss with Chuuya was better than you'd expected; not only did Chuuya meet all of your expectations but he also seemed equally interested in kissing you. You could only assume, anyway, when Chuuya's fingers found their way beneath your chin and gently lifted your face up so he could better access your lips.
The moment felt fleeting. When Chuuya pulled away you wanted to take his face and keep kissing him, but you didn't. That would probably shock him. You opened your eyes to see Chuuya's blue ones boring into yours. His face was relaxed, if a little flushed.
"Oh...oh, you're good at kissing..." You practically mouthed, you were so quiet. Chuuya couldn't hold back his laugh at your expression.
"How kind of you."
"No, like-!" You huffed, pushing him away from you. "You are a sadist."
"Nah, not to you," he shook his head. You didn't know what to say to him. Chuuya let out a relenting exhale. "I can be if you want me to be."
"...yeah. To be honest, you'd kinda lose half your charisma if you weren't." After saying that, he gave you a frown. You stifled a giggle.
"I'm the cheeky one?"
"Yes, you are. But I think I prefer it that way," you smiled. Chuuya truly couldn't get enough of it.
"I think...and you be quiet," he began, pointing a stern finger towards you. "...I think you and I are a good match. Dating-wise."
"You don't say?" You teased.
"Y/N, I'm being serious here," he insisted, taking your hand once more. "Can I be your boyfriend?"
"...yes?!" You raised an eyebrow. "I wouldn't have kissed you if the answer was no? You dense idiot, Chuuya."
"My apologies for making sure I wasn't dragging you into something you didn't want," he rolled his eyes. You laced your fingers together, before lifting your joined hands and pressing a kiss to the back of his hand. His gaze softened. "...thanks, hon."
"Seriously, though, I actually won't be able to spoil you or anything like that, so are you really sure you wanna date me?" You asked.
Chuuya sighed in exasperation. "I'm cuttin' you off if you keep this shit up, Y/N."
"Okay, okay!"
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i'm kinda tempted to write something now based on my first kiss because imo it was CRAZY romantic, but i don't wanna disrespect the person with whom i shared said kiss. if you're reading this; hey man do i have permission to write a loose recount of what we did except instead of us it's like some fictional people? i will give you a creative credit for worldbuilding
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tonberry-yoda · 2 years
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Hi hi~♡ would it be alright if i requested the SDC x princesslike reader? Reader just wears cute princess dresses, can talk to animals and sings like a Disney princess? In stand fights though she is still powerful(crushing steely dan with her heel because he deserves it),, thank you and please rest and stay hydrated and go to bed early and never starve yourself and treat yourself when you're feeling sad and
omg i love this idea so so much, thank you for the request anon!!! i really hope i did well and you enjoy it because the heel thing is so funny! have a great day, anon!! <333
Stardust Crusaders with a Princesslike S/O
Pairing - Jotaro x f!reader, Kakyoin x f!reader, Avdol x f!reader, Polnareff x f!reader
Warnings - none!!!
Notes - i didnt feel like adding joseph in this one, despite how much i love him, so i do apologize, but sometimes, we dont need joseph lol. also, thank you for the lovely note at the end anon, you are super sweet! have a lovely day and stay hydrated!!! <333 and omg the polnareff one has to be my favorite (because he's my favorite lol)
Jotaro Kujo
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okay, imma be real
this man cant stand it
the whole heels and dress thing
hates it
HOWEVER
when he ends up accidentally falling asleep on those poofy layers, he cant help but kinda like it
but the part he hates the most would have to be your singing
not because you're bad
but because it attracts animals
he's like... wtf... how?
you just giggle and chase him with a bunny in your hands
but i think the point where he knows that he's actually in love with you fond of you has to be the steely dan fight
when you see that son of a biscuit turn jotaro into a bridge, you knew that when this was over, you were going to get payback
you run up to steely dan when the battle is over and you start shoving your finger in his face, yelling at him. no one can take you seriously. you feel like everyone, even the stardust crusaders are laughing
that is, until you kick the man down and start stomping him with your heel asking how it feels to be a bridge
lets just say you were shown a lot of respect after that
and jotaro held your hand all the way back to the hotel
Kakyoin
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this man loves it
omg that gif is so flippin fine
he thinks all of your dresses are gorgeous and he would constantly ask to do your hair for you
he loves braiding it
i think his goal would be to see you out of the princess state
but when he sees you in your nightgown with your hair perfectly around your face as you were asleep, he gave up
you were always pretty, he just had to face it
he would love doing little activities with you like painting each other's nails and playing with animals that you just summon
his favorite thing to do with you though is dance
he holds your waist, your dress and corset perfectly cinching you and he would just saw with you back and forth at night
he prefers that you're in the nightgown though, it seems more elegant and more romantic to him
also he loves the fabric of it
its just so... soft
his fingers would glide over your hips and his hand would be grasping yours as you sway in the living room of his hotel room just talking about life
Avdol
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he thinks it's adorable, but at first, he was a little confused
why on earth would you always insist on wearing heels and a dress on missions?
he just cares about your safety
he doesnt want you tripping
because of this though, he takes the whole girly act and princess look as a sign to constantly protect you, thinking you're weak or something
he would put you out of harms way and throw himself in front of it
you tell him to stop, but he's just doing what he thinks is best
he really thinks that the heels block you from being awesome
smh
but boy does he change his mind when he sees you stomping steely dan with your heel
his mouth is gaping open
and let's just say he let you deal with your issues from then on without butting in
Polnareff
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HE LOVES YOU SM
he is obsessed with the dresses
and his whole goal is to just make you fall in love with him
he knows your strong
but you're also a lovely person and so so sweet
he just wants to hold your hand
omg bubba
he would help you curl your hair and pick a bow to match your dress
but little do you know, he just wants to be the prince to your princess
he would even bring you flowers
what a sweetpea
he would dance with you in the middle of the night barefoot in a field or something when he confesses
your dress is flying behind you and your hair is shimmering in the moonlight when you hear the words "i love you" fall from his lips
you turn to him with wide eyes and then a smile
before he dips you down and kisses you in the moonlight pulling you next to him in the field to watch the stars before you fall asleep
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Omg I’m so happy you replied!! I definitely have more questions.
1. What Cillian character do you like writing about the most and why?
2. What story from your master list are you most proud of?
3. Do you personally have any fic recommendations/ must reads? Other sites included.
4. What gets you inspired to write? Following that question have you ever abandoned a fic?
5. What do you think made you a better writer? If you have any doubts about your work, how do you get past it enough to continue?
6. Is there a Cillian character that you just don’t like, or aren’t interested in watching/ writing about? (Sorry if that’s a loaded question)
omg thank u so much for this!!! i srsly love interacting w u guys, tysm for the thought provoking questions😄🙌
i think i like writing most about robert fischer:) ik it probably doesnt translate considering ive written most for jonathan crane but robert fischer is just such a little sweetheart to me,,, and can go both ways in being a sassy dom douchebag or being a sobbing daddy issues sub darling LOLLL i just think he has a lot of duality to delve into and develop (which ive definitely not done so far☠️) and it helps that his characterization in inception was also very surface level— i have a lot of wiggle room y’know??
i think im most proud of “dine & dash” which im aware probably no-one has read, but getting chris o’doyle’s sassy little dialogue down was like taming a wild beast,,, otherwise, considering my more well-known work, i rly liked writing “honey, i’m home”. i go crazy for the unhinged readers (if u couldnt alrdy tell lmaooo) and seeing jackson get messed with like that was a real treat.
i seriously just recommend anything by @mypoisonedvine,,, they’re literally genius & are the reason i started writing for cillian:)!! other mentions include kitten fics by @pictureinme and, a personal fave, @floralcyanidee’s jackson rippner mile-high club fic!!! these writers are all incredibly talented and im just blown away at their work every single time🫶
my thirst is such a big motivator for writing LMAO😭i wrote “guinea pig” ‘cus i wanted to absolute wreckkk jonathan crane and have him be a sub, and i got a 6.8k words long fic out of said thirst! music & book quotes motivate me a lot too— i spend sm time digging thru my pinterest for a good quote for the beginning of my fic its actually insane☠️and yes,,, im ashamed to say ive abandoned fics numerous times,,, but thats because they were series’, not oneshots. i get bored of series’ pretty quickly, ‘cause i feel kind of trapped by the initial dynamic or mood set in the first chapter. with oneshots, its like writing one long chapter of this trope and this kink or whatever and then its done, and i dont have to exhaust myself going back to tropes or kinks or storylines ive already done.
i think reading made me a better writer. expanding my vocabulary through the words of others was a biggie; seeing something be described in a certain way in someones story had me thinking of out-of-the-box ways to describe another thing (that doesn’t make much sense but lets pretend it does😭). i have many, many doubts about my work, like constantly, but i usually just suck it up. i sound like an attention whore but seeing the reposts & comments & tags on my other work reminds me people like what i’ve written before and certain people will enjoy what ive written now, so i should just finish my work for them. i also take like 100 years rereading my stuff until i think its good enough lmao,,,
ive kinda watched his whole roster of films (atleast ones i could actually find on the internet and not gone missing as a lost piece of media lmao) and i could probably write for any cillian character given i had a good idea and proper motivation. writing for certain characters is definitely harder for me to do though, so its likely i wont write for them/will take a long time to do so. an example is lenny miller— anna was such an insufferable movie to me, and lenny’s screentime wasn’t long at all, atleast not long enough for me to properly grasp his character. he just felt like a horny hardass fbi goof the whole time i could not take his 5’7 ass seriously😭cillian is smexy as hell in anna tho, so we’ll see😈another would probably be robert capa from sunshine,,, hes beautiful and deliciously musty in that but the whole spaceship setting kinda freaks me out (considering i know 0 zilch nada about space, spaceships, or anything of the sort, so it’d definitely be inaccurate). an au with him id definitely do, though! (with that hair of his my mind is already forming a 90s band au, guitarist!capa x singer!reader story…)
again thank u so much for these questions!! i feel like i rarely get to chat to u guys so this was well appreciated😄🫶thank you so much for reading, for sending these questions in, and for being an overall sweetheart, anon!
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dangopango00 · 3 months
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When You’re Upset HCS
Legato x gn reader
A/N: Yes i am so upset shhhh but it gave me sm inspo ok enjoy can u tell im obsessed with him idk i think its pretty subtle.
CW: I put a lil comedic remarks bc i stopped being upset halfway through (distractions make me feel better)
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(Breaking it down into three parts: Does he know [sorry it was funny], what does he do, when ur back to normal)
Does he know?
- IMMEDIATELY. I mean if its just a minor annoyance and nothing serious then it would be hard for him to catch on bc hes not very attuned to others feelings nor is he used to noticing subtle changes
- He does try his best to be attuned to ur feelings though and if ur seriously upset then hed definitely notice
- What tips him off most is ur attitude
- Whether ur an introvert extrovert ambivert whateverrrrs you always have this kind of positivity about you (which is necessary to be around him healthily)
- However, ofc, this quality is lost when ur upset
- Youre around him and or talking to him much less and keeping to yourself more even if u arent upset with him specifically which hed immediately notice (hes a little clingy when it comes to spending time with you. That shit gets serious for him 🤞🤞)
What does he do?
- I think it depends on what you do tbh Id say hes pretty reactive
- If you were to rant to him abt whatever is upsetting you (even if its him) he’d just sit and listen
- He doesnt really know what to do so the best he can do is lend an ear and will only really chime in if he thought of a solution for the issue or to apologize if u told him he did sth wrong and he has no dispute abt it
- Might add in a few “Mmm”s or “Ah”s just so u know hes listening but dont be surprised when most of the time he just sits silently and stares right at u, ofc hes listening
- If you seem to get really upset during ur rant (like panic attack or super angry) hed do something simple to make you feel better like awkwardly patting ur head/back and tell you to stop. Talking (hes doing his best ok he just means to say take a break from ur rant and calm down a bit)
- Will also get u water or generally a drink during the above situation
- If you were to hide that you’re upset and try to be normal I think it would puzzle him as to why you’re acting like this when he can clearly tell you’re upset
- He’d first observe u for a while and wonder if maybe its a small matter so/or you didn’t want to get him involved
- Even if it IS small hed still be worried during the time you’re upset so hed just do subtle things for you to make your days smoother and avoid stressing you out further like getting food for you or running errands for you (does this anytime you’re upset no matter the circumstance but it increases like 10x in this specific scenario)
- If your condition doesn’t improve or if it suddenly improves without warning he’ll do his best to convey to you that u can rant if u need to
- “What is troubling you” or “What is your problem” something short like that is the best he can do for now but you can hear how worried he is in his slightly wavering voice as his curious gaze scans over you
- If you were to just shut down; go catatonic he would be worried most in this scenario because of the stark contrast in your usual personality
- Like the last scenario, hed observe u first but hed act quicker with this
- Hed almost immediately ask whats troubling you like millions thoughts are running through his mind:
What if someone had threatened you?
What if he did something and didn’t even notice it?
What if someone was already hurting you?
What if you hate him?
What if—
- Considering you were already catatonic you likely don’t tell him what’s upset you so much which he takes as a sign to stick by your side even closer so he can observe the situation himself
- Hed sit next to you while you lie motionless, rest his hand on your head and if you aren’t opposed he’d mess with your hair and massage your scalp a bit
- If he knows you’re touch averse like him he wouldn’t even get the idea to do this and would instead just sit beside you, hoping you answer his previous question
- If you aren’t, he gets this idea BECAUSE you seem to like touch and this is what he can offer without being overwhelmed or anything (idk how to explain it but like he often thinks about how you deserve someone who can fulfill your needs and in his mind touch is one of those but its just something he cant do currently and its a bit of a sore spot)
- General
- No matter what the scenario he is asking WHO upset you; he just wants to talk to them 😊 #loveandpee
- Will alwayssss engage in acts of service hoping it makes you feel even a little better. Hes peeling the orange just gws, please.
- Spends as much time as he can by your side; hes very worried and really wants to know whats up but he doesnt want to prod so much that it makes u clam up even more
- Overthinks wnv ur upset even if outwardly he hardly says or expresses anything at all
- Acts like ur personal spokesman guard dog butler bf when ur upset even if hes none of those (will speak for you and defend you if ur upset and someones trying to pick at u)
When you’re back to normal?
- Hes so normal (lie) Hed be so happy 😭😭
- All this time hes been worried sick about why you were upset and if it was so bad that youd been upset more than a day? Whewww he was sooo worried you might never go back to how you were because what if it was something that completely changed your worldview?
- If you didnt ever go back to normal then itd be like seeing the last of a campfire burn out on a cold unforgiving night. It would be such a shame bc ur positivity has been keeping him a bit more positive and just. You get him through the day although he never really noticed it himself— that is until you were the one who was upset and pessimistic
- Hes so sweetie pie he follows u around like a lost dog; its as if hes clinging to sunshine after dealing with the harsh winds of winter. He just needs to make sure that you’re completely okay and wants to soak up some of ur usual energy for himself in the meantime
- All this is going on in his head but lol outwardly hes just smirking and being weird again (affectionate)
A/N: it was extremely hard not to name the sections
Does he know?
What the Legato Doin?
WE ARE SO BACK
whew i have an atmosphere to keep
Edit: proofread and edited 😙✌️
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lasi-nariyoyoreads · 6 months
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Kyungsoo, Kai and Sehun's soulmate reading
Last trio for the exo soulmate reading! I had fun doing these readings, I hope you enjoyed them too!
Disclaimer:
My readings are made for fun and you should read them for fun too. So don't take them seriously.
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Kyungsoo
Cards: the moon, rev page of swords, queen of swords, gift, success, creativity
In this case, I think this person is someone you might call a friend, someone ready to listen to you and ready to give you good advice.
Seeing all these cards, I think Kyungsoo really rely on this friend.
For example, if he gets a new job offer he might ask them if it’s a good idea to do it.
This person, even though they might not belong to the industry, is very supportive, so they might really give him a lot confidence and reassurance.
“Yes, you can do it”, “What are you worrying about, your fans love you”, I feel this type of energy here.
Because of this encouragement, Kyungsoo is able to try out new experiences, learn new things, reach new audiences and by consequence, get more successful. We know that he’s going through a great change now that he’s leaving SM and we saw him trying new things these past months, so I think that it’s also the positive influence of this person that gave him the confidence to go out of his comfort zone.
I’m unsure if this person works with him, so if he truly gives him practical advice or if they don’t belong to the industry and just really support him like a good friend.
Either way it's really a cute friendship that brings Kyungsoo a lot of clarity and harmony.
Kai
Cards: ace of swords, rev 7 of swords, queen of swords, volition, success, fear
This person is like a counselor for him. 
Similarly to Suho, I feel they’re not *that* close, not relatives or actual friends, but it’s a person that nonetheless has a good influence on him.
I tend to think it’s an older person, maybe a woman. 
They might be a coworker that gives him suggestions or guide him.
This person seems halfway between Suho’s teacher and Kyungsoo’s friend.
I truly think this person is a coworker, something like a manager, so they aren’t too close on a personal level, but this person encourages Kai a lot.
There’s a lot of ambition here.
Contrary to what I felt with Kyungsoo, it’s not really Kai saying “I received this opportunity what do you think?” but it’s this person that proposes jobs to him.
Success was definitely achieved as we can all see, but the last card shows the other side of the coin of his journey.
To achieve success and grow, you have to go out of your comfort zone. I assume that Kai might feel overwhelmed sometimes, maybe during those ten minutes before stepping on the stage or before the camera turns on he might ask himself "can I really do it?"
He might feel he isn't good enough or worth of his success.
The role of this figure is also to encourage him to avoid these negative feelings.
Sehun
Cards: 10 of cups, rev emperor, rev page of pentacles, choice, trial, bridge
10 of cups might imply a love relationship.
This person might be older than him or someone that somehow has some sort of authority. This person has a strong presence and probably takes care of a lot of aspects in Sehun’s life.
Pretty much like Chanyeol, he will probably have to make a choice regarding this relationship, in this case he chooses to stay with his partner.
If this person is truly an authority figure for him, then several issues may arise (hence Sehun having to make a choice and decide if it's worth staying with them or if it's better to break up).
Which is where the Trial card appears. The card represents a knight fighting a big dragon.
For example, let’s say Sehun happens to work on a drama and his partner is a senior actor or the director. People around them might feel that he got the job just because he’s the lover of a powerful person.
I’m getting a lot of relaxed energy from Sehun’s part, so this means he either doesn’t give a single f*ck to what people might say or his partner is actively shielding him from malicious comments, so he isn’t fully aware of it. Or it might be both.
It might also mean that some paparazzi caught them already, but his partner is so powerful/rich they're able to stop them from leaking the news.
The last card truly points me to a situation of stability, on the outside there might be a big dragon that causes problems, but between them there’s the calm waters that flow below a bridge on a sunny day.
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ladyseidr · 2 months
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happy sinday here's the flirtation headcanon post which def has some suggestive themes lmao. some aren't exclusively abt flirting but who cares lmao
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very good at flirting, but maybe a little blunt for some people's taste
knows what she wants and isn't afraid to say it
absolutely will speak French if she thinks sb will find it attractive
big physical flirter—both in a body language sense and in a touch sense ( def has this in common with my william )
technically uses flirtation to keep her distance at times. she doesn't have trust issues per say ( er. well. unless it's post-divorce lmao ) but she has a habit of hesitating to commit at the start of a relationship. she will blow off questions of dating / etc with noncommittal flirting at first
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cannot start a flirtation with a stranger to save his life
however: if sb else starts flirting with him, he can usually match the energy and actually isn't a bad flirt
gets significantly better at flirting with sb he has an established relationship with. he loves good flirty banter with someone
loves a good flirtation mind game. he won't initiate one, but he will play into it HARD. yes, it is unhealthy. yes, he does know that. no, he had no plans on changing
will use jealousy and / or challenging his partner as a flirtation tactic "against" them ( if relevant ). not in an immoral way ( as in, he's not going to actually flirt with someone else or something shitty like that ), but he will like. bring up that someone hit on him for literally no reason other than to make his partner jealous and hopefully get fucked out of his mind
( which is to say, yes, jealousy turns him on. and also he himself is extremely jealous, though he tries to hide it if it's uh. not a welcome trait lmao )
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FLIRTING. THROUGH. HUMOR.
seriously. loves joke flirting and just very playful flirting in general
not afraid to get blunt with it, lbr. if it's cool, she is going to joke abt ur muse sitting on her face and then, ideally, will follow through with the idea dsfkdshfkal
very charming smile ( literally this is genetic because i have said this about hers, william's, and michael's. singular positive af.ton family trait lmaoooo ) and she uses it
abso-fucking-lutely uses the fact that she's an artist and "you're the perfect muse, can i draw you?" as a flirtation. but also like she genuinely means it every time fdkhfakshdja
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literally loves nothing more than hitting sb with a hugely obvious flirtation out of nowhere
if he's flirting and sb doesn't realize?? he is not afraid to literally point it out.
also loves humor as flirting
enjoy giving compliments sm like appearance, skills, personality—it's all fair game
will interrupt ( mild ) bickering with some dumb shit like "god just kiss me already" and not only does it diffuse the situation, it sometimes actually works lmao
despite his own style of flirting, can and will get very sweetly flustered over sb he likes flirting with him unexpectedly
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another case of humor for flirting lmao
literally has no qualms abt calling someone hot to their face with absolutely no warning, but in such a weirdly casual way that it won't always be clear whether they're flirting or not ( they are )
despite that, he's very attracted to personality and if he likes someone's personality he becomes much more obviously flirtatious
will back off flirting if he doesn't get a positive response after the first attempt, which can technically backfire if the person doesn't recognize it and / or is just shy. likes clear reciprocity.
their love language is quality time so like. if they're hanging around a lot, they've probably got a crush <3
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Flirting With Anxiety ( tm ) dskhsfdkshsaj
no but like literally Won't flirt with sb unless she's 100000% sure they're interested in her. or, like. . . flirts so mildly that it's not recognizable as flirting ( meeeeee )
will blush when flirted with or when flirting herself. literally so easy to read that it hurts and i love that for her
early on / with new ppl will not have quick responses to flirting and will be way more prone to just like. laughing and blushing.
in an established relationship, definitely gets better at flirting and can develop quite a playful flirting style because she feels more confident
honestly if she's acting visibly shy, she likely has a crush / is in the presence of a pretty woman
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georgieluz · 4 months
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OC ask: Rhys (can never say no a corpsman 🤭) + 💭🖤🌈📚🤓!
hello!! so true!! long live the corpsman and medic biases we all seem to suffer from lmaoo
💭 THOUGHT BALLOON — what is your oc’s MBTI, enneagram, and/or other personality aspects (if known/interested in)?
okay, so i haven't thought about his mbti type too deeply, but if i had to choose, i would say he's somewhere between an infp and an isfj. he's definitely more introverted but also feels a really deep urge to protect those around him and be almost a shield for them. he's a lot more creative and free spirited than his outward appearance and actions display, but he's very reluctant to show that side of him. he isn't afraid to be gentle or self-deprecating though. he's also pretty empathetic and tends to see the best in people, but he also tends to bury his own feelings and needs in favour of keeping others happy, or helping them with their issues. so i would probably say he's more isfj on the surface and infp underneath.. but there's a lot more about his personality in general in this long ass response i just wrote to another ask, so if you don't mind skimming through to find the bits about him, then have a gander over there.
🖤 BLACK HEART — has your oc killed or seriously wounded anyone before? have they broken someone’s heart and/or broken someone’s trust?
i won't answer about his actions during the war, but he definitely hadn't killed or injured anyone pre-war.
he has broken someone's heart and trust though. a decision he makes basically fucks over one of his closest friends and he feels pretty much distraught by it for a long time. it's one of the reasons he starts to doubt himself and his actions before the war breaks out.
🌈 RAINBOW — what is your oc’s sexual orientation/gender identity? what pronouns do they use?
he uses he/him pronouns, and regarding his sexuality, he's queer, but not specifically labelled because he's trying to figure himself out and then a whole war happens and it obviously changes everything about him and his life, so he hasn't really had the time to sit down and really think about his sexuality in that way, especially given the time period, but it is something he's aware of and considering underneath everything. deep down, he knows what he wants and who he is, but it's not something he's necessarily going to label or fully understand in some kind of conclusive way in the future.
📚 BOOKS — what level of education has your oc most recently completed/is currently in (GED, undergraduate, grad school, phd, etc)?
he's a medical student when the war breaks out.
🤓 SMILING FACE WITH GLASSES — is your oc chatty or quiet? are they at ease in social situations, or are they more shy?
so he's definitely more shy but not in an awkward way. he's actually quite charismatic in a very lowkey kind of way, and has a really likeable demeanour about him. i would probably describe him as more gentle and warm than just shy. he's pretty at ease when socialising, but does tend to be more quiet than others. if people converse with him, though, it's not unwelcome and he actually enjoys getting to know others and becomes friends with many of the men.
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thank you sm for asking about rhys and letting me talk about my fave little med guy, it's much appreciated!!
for this oc ask game!
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talkingharrystyles · 2 years
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“Your thoughts on the „clubbing“?! Please share I‘m so curious!!!”
🌌Looks like damage control, on steroids, that is driven by fear, and fueled by desperation, to reinforce the idea of being youthful, and exact vengeance, depending on the source, that one of Harry’s flings have been exposed.
Don’t know why she’s upset. He did say that he only considered her as his director. Everybody knows that Harry is having flings to temper the sting of loneliness… oopsies, did I just confirm the rumors?
It’s not like it’s a dozen of bodies. That would be way too much work for him to fit into his schedule, as of late.
It is naive to believe that Harry has adapted celibacy into his life. He IS a man after all. HE DOES struggle with expressing his emotions and resolving issues. He retreats into familiar outlets to handle stress.
As always, OW overplayed her hand.
It’s a bit odd timing that there’s content of them “clubbing” after that specific theme was the hot topic of recently and publicly aired out conversation.
I might be stretching, but also it’s coming on the heels of Harry, being reported, accepting a fan’s prom proposal.
Undoubtedly, this fan will enjoy the freedom that his “girlfriend” is vehemently denied which is posting of him and her enjoying themselves at a dance.
Really there is nothing more to say. I’ve only seen a recirculated video and an unreliable, conflicting detailing of it.
Who knows. If OW is smart, (we know you’re lurking here for tips), then she can break the wheels here, and use this excursion to her benefit.
She can claim that she did “try to keep up with Harry’s riotous living” (visible proof of this now exists), but she “could not espace the constant mommy guilt of abandoning her children”.
For real, OW. Get out, with what shred of dignity you might still have, while you still can.
It is kind of perplexing, as to why OW felt like a “huge f&$!@“? failure as a parent”, though.
She’s earned mother of the year with her constant need to be present around Harry to supervise him.
She’s stalks protects him to make sure that the big bad boogeyman and candyman leaves him alone. She neglects sacrifices her time and responsibilities to have time to chaperone him to places.
She has, now, taken on the role of his designated bodyguard to a night club.
How sweet that she forsakes precious sleep, as she’s one who “goes to bed earlier”, to make sure that no mean person could take advantage Harry him in a vulnerable state.
We can assume that she drove him home, bathed him, changed him into warm pajamas, warmed his tea, and read Love is A Speical Way of Feeling to him, until she was sure that he was sound asleep.
Enjoying special dreams where he can be who he wants to be. And be with whom he truly wants to be with.
I mean, yall, she did go to great lengths to purchase him a new elephant head just to settle his temper tantrums.
She IS taking this unofficial guardianship very SERIOUSLY.
If that’s not a mothers love, I don’t what is.
By all standard, I’d say OW has not only earned the title of mom of the year, she’s earned the satchel. The scepter. The throne, AND the crown.
Oh wait- she’s suppose to be the gf, right? Yeah, then, this isn’t passing the sniff test.
In fact, it smells worse than her overly greased hair and foul intellect.
This is why I have an issue with individuals who are obsessed with linking their identities to political movements, but fail to actually participate in those movements.
I’ve said it before. Olivia’s titles are nothing more than armor against criticism that is disguised as false virtue.
I mean, she is one of the few whom Amber Heard has followed on SM. You are the company you keep.
If the sexes were reversed, people wouldn’t be romanticizing this unusual behavior and would, I hope, call it for what it is: possessive, toxic, psychotic, controlling, and, borderline, abusive.
Just because it’s fake, it still is disturbing that Harry, one who claims to be against toxic relationships, is promoting a relationship to the naive that has the hallmarks of toxicity.
Not all fans are smart, and can distinguish reality from fantasy. Which is why the charade was agreed to, and still is gaining traction.
They know that impressionable minds will consume this.
People will romanticize it because, rather than showing them a HEALTHY relationship, they (Harry Co. Olivia Insane. and Jason and the gang) prey upon and weaponize onlookers insecurities and desires to garner attention.
Holivia validates psychotic fan girls, as Olivia is the very embodiment of WHO THEY ARE. Mentally unhinged, obsessive, compulsive, addictive to fame, and will suffocate a man, until he’s not breathing anymore (interpret that as you will).
This is why shippers cling to Holivia.
They see themselves in Olivia’s insanity, and are thrilled that their behavior is being rewarded with the very person whom they have formed their lives around.
Harry’s not responsible for peoples own free choices. He is, however, accountable for influencing naive minds by engaging in behavior, with the knowledge that there are gullible onlookers of his who are watching and believing everything he does is TPWK.
Putting aside the reality and mockery; exactly how drunk was Harry? I know people like to laugh at his affectionate, cuddly behavior, but they do need to remember that this is someone whom uses alcohol as a depressant. Alcohol IS his veil lifter.
While he typically becomes affectionate, when consumed in excessive, and depending on the stress he is dealing with, HE IS A CRIER. A blubbering one at that.
He does suffer with CONTROL ISSUES.
He does implode when the pressure is insurmountable.
He tries to medicate it, though, by using work, exercise, and alcohol. Drugs, eh. He’s not this pothead people keep thinking that he is.
But people has witnessed him, under the influence of alcohol, crash severely.
He has admitted his consumption of alcohol tethering the line between recreational drinking and acting as a coping mechanism.
If you reflect on old pics, you’d see that him drinking is a common activity in Holivia content.
I keep finding it unsettling that, realistically, a person is increasing needing to be constantly inebriated to withstand being in the presence of a specific person.
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lindszeppelin · 1 year
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what the fuck i’m not a friend of mollie lmao i just think you guys are exaggerating lmao. if people hate sm her content just block her like you did or ignore it and scroll down😭 just bc you guys don’t like gossip doesn’t mean everyone else do. i enjoy reading what she posts about she always informs of things and tell small details which a lot of us find entertaining. it’s not like she is imagining harmful things of something like that it’s just fun and daydreaming about austin/olivia or austin/kaia. it’s not like any of them is going to see it, we actually enjoy it and if you don’t like it again, you can just ignore or scroll. you don’t have to interact with her or anything, and you don’t have to be mollie’s friend to see that she doesn’t do real damage, but of course if you take everything in the internet seriously, it’ll be your problem, but in that case i recommend going out and touch some grass. she doesn’t even take it so seriously and you guys shouldn’t either
okay i feel like i need to take all of you guys to school on how gossip is inherently toxic.
you caught me on a good moment anon because i got back from my therapy session, so im feeling more inclined to sit with this one.
gossip, while entertaining, is at the expense of real people. celebrities seem very far removed from us normal people because they're famous and we think maybe they're unattainable. that surely we are regular people can freely talk about the little intricate details of their lives as if its completely fine.
when i said that gossip can be triggering to some, it most certainly can be. lets just say that Austin Butler wasn't some famous celebrity, that he was truly a "regular" person. imagine if literally everybody around him was gossiping about his personal life, his relationships, his every move, scrutinizing him, calculating his every move and where he's going today or tomorrow. one would crumble under that pressure. spreading gossip can be harmful to those with compromised mental health issues. and CLEARLY in austin's case the poor guy is already going through the ringer.
the fact that some of the fans in the community perpetuate the gossip about his relationships, who he may or may not have slept with, and looking at his every waking move, is in fact pretty toxic imo.
let me reiterate YET AGAIN that i had no issues with mollie prior to her posting the largest wall of gossip i've ever seen in the austin tag. there are a lot of people in the fandom that don't wanna see it. we asked her to move her gossip to a separate tag, which is a nice compromise. we weren't telling her to shut up and not post her gossip. but hey, if you want to throw it back on us and say "fuck it, it's your problem" then we have the right to say "no, actually it's not"
i appreciate you telling me to touch grass though, i do it every day. perhaps you should as well
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taegularities · 8 months
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Hello lovely Rid 💕💕
I just wanted to help provide a voice to drown out the negativity a little, since I know how hard that can hit especially when you're already down.
I've been reading cmi all afternoon and even though I haven't finished it yet, I've been having such a good time. I genuinely mean it when I say that I could read about them doing anything forever. It's also cute to take a breather and have the arguments make me smile and pout instead of rip my heart out.
But OC's visit to the optometrist made me think of your eye problems and I wanted to ask how that's been. Have the eye drops and stuff been helping or do you still get headaches because of it? I hope they provide you with at least a little bit of relief.
Please take whatever measures you need to ensure that tumblr isn't making you feel even worse, especially when you already have so much to deal with irl. And I hope you know that you can always come to me if you need anything too, I'm always ready to listen.
I appreciate your presence here, I appreciate how much work you put into your stories, I appreciate your stories themselves, I appreciate you as a person and I appreciate every single conversation we've shared. I just hope everything will get better for you, in fact, I know it will. Because I know you'll stay strong and won't lose hope and fate won't be able to resist sending good things to a lovely person like you. Sending you the biggest tightest warmest virtual hug and all of my love Rid 💞💞💞
(Also I always have a folder full of comfort Koo videos just for you if you ever happen to need that kind of comfort too 🥺)
ivi :( you're always sunshine and rainbow after the rain, and i appreciate that you're always around. like to have someone actually care so much? ily :(
EEE YES, im so glad you've been enjoying it!! we've waded through so much heartbreak, so we definitely needed that lil light vacay. but even the upcoming chapters are gonna be similarly comforting with a tinge of good old cmi angst, i think lol!! and you said it a while ago, but yeah, the whole "us against the world" approach shall hopefully light up a couple hearts for sure 💕
ahhh you remember that? 😭 my eyes are better now, but that's bc they rely on eye drops a lot!! im fcked without them lol. i do get very bad headaches sometimes — either when i didn't sleep well or enough or when i've been out in bright sun or in front of my laptop for too long. but the migraines aren't as bad anymore as they used to be!! oc's issue was definitely based on this lmao :') tysm for asking <3
yes, i shall. im definitely limiting my time here bc i've noticed that im able to enjoy tumblr a lot more when i drop in every now and then and not constantly. will come in when i feel like it (like, today i didn't :')), so yeah. doing my best!! thank you ivi, seriously, i adore and appreciate you, too. i can't wrap my head around the fact that so many lovely people like you encourage me around here, but i'm so thankful. sending you so many hugs and really hoping you're doing well. if not, i'm always here, too. love you sm 🤍
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So I don't want there to be a division between older armies and younger armies and your blog is kind of like a safe space for me 🙂 and I don't know if you know about the drama on twt going on right now with younger armies calling 30+ older armies predators or exhibiting "predatory" behavior by finding the guys attractive/hot or sexualizing them as it was put but I want to state my age I am 35 and my bias is 8 years younger than me and yes I find him incredibly attractive and love all things about him as well as the rest of the guys but... does that make me a predator? I mean maybe I'm just confused or something got lost in context but it is very most concerning if some younger armies think that way about older armies or maybe I just need better clarification and understanding because I thought being part of army was not to be divided like this we're supposed to be united in our shared love for the guys I dealt with a similar issue when I was a baby army but it was in reference to liking bts music in general that I was "too old" (still here though lol) ahh I don't know what I'm saying I just don't like feeling this way I don't think there's anything wrong in finding them all attractive but I didn't expect my age group to get attacked like this idk idk...😔😔
There is absolutely nothing wrong with you anon.
This is another day I am super happy that I am not on Twitter. My god, what is wrong with people? Do they have this incessant need to cause drama, conflict, arguments, make others unhappy or uneasy???
Why can't everyone just mind their own business?
And this is before I even go into the age issue.
You would think that any fan would be happy the fandom is getting bigger. I can tell you that my girls wanted me to listen to their music, like their music, follow them, become army.
Do people older than them lose their eyesight in the process? Are they not allowed to say they are attractive? Which they totally are.
Does saying someone is attractive, if they are younger, turn you into a predator? Seriously?
And these young army, how old are they?
I was shocked to see 9, 10, 11 yo kids talking about things they wanted a certain member to do to them or them to the member. Is that ok? Because they are younger? (I kind of wonder where their parents are and if they are aware their little kids are talking the way they are on sm, but that’s a whole other issue).
As a whole, I think that there shouldn't be discussions of that sort on sm (the creepy sexualisation that goes on), totally regardless of the age group.
Do the fans have to be younger than the members to be allowed to be fans? On the one hand there are screams their music is meaningful and touches us all, but then we are told that if we are older than the members it's not relevant to us, or we are not allowed to enjoy it or enjoy the band?
And what I find funny is that these same Army that are calling out 30+ armys as predators were fuming at James Corden for saying that BTS armys consisted of 15 yo teenagers. So, which is it?  Are only fans younger than the members allowed to be Army?  What’s the threshold? JK’s age? Jin’s age?  Maybe we split it in the middle at 26/27?  Wait, but that would mean that 26 yo fans are predators, as JK is younger...
Of the top of my head: Is it possible that the 'older' army, usually being a sane voice is kind of pissing them off?  That maybe it’s the older, more mature fans, those that do have some life experience, that are trying to reign in the younger fans for offensive comments or behaviour and they aren’t liking it?  Just a thought.
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bottle-of-newts · 2 years
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Honestly, feel like I should make this known.
I do believe I have angry ranted over my dislike of Karen and Elektra in the tags of some post or something; but I do wanna make something clear.
I dislike for Elektra for her actions. I do not dislike her as character. I pretty much dislike Karen as whole.
Lemme explain.
I think (for the most part) that yes, both Karen and Elektra were both important to the narrative in certain parts of the show (one less than the other tbh....). I do not like Elektra because of her toxicity and manipulation towards Matt and as a person in general, but I think she is an amazingly written character. I enjoy the drama and issues she brings to the table and - while I don't enjoy it entirely - her and Matt's interactions, especially towards the end of Season 2. How Matt loved her and wanted to help her and be with her and how she was willing to change herself for the better so she could be with the person she loved. I did enjoy that aspect, and how she slowly broke away and took control of the Hand in the Defenders.
Is she a very good person? Pfft, fuck no. Is she an amazingly interesting and complex character? Yes. While I don't always enjoy her when she's on screen, as a whole, I can't say I despise her.
Karen, on the other hand, she was only really enjoyable in Season 1 for me, and pretty much went downhill from there. Season 2 seriously killed it for me. In Season 1, it was extremely interesting to see her work her own investigation into Fisk and how determined she was. I did enjoy her and Ben Urich's relationship (though I do NOT appreciate the stunt she pulled with the whole finding Mr. Filson Whisk's (yes I was serious in that last post) mother in the nursing home, masquerading that it would be a good place for his wife) and I enjoyed her relationship with Foggy (we don't talk about the last thing they did with the date before everything went kablooey).
Season 2, she drove me feral. The relationship with Matt was so forced and literally felt like it was only there for drama later on. It was - so pointless honestly, just like they wanted to give her a reason to be pissed off at Matt other than his ditching the Punisher case after pushing for it to be done (Foggy deserves better dude smfh, he does not deserve all this bullshit). That and her whole not giving Matt the TIME OF DAY to explain himself just - hhhh - yes, she did have the right to be mad, but refusing to listen makes you seem childish. AT LEAST hear them out unless you KNOW they are a toxic piece of shit that will try and manipulate you if you let them. (Yes Matt can be manipulative, but I really don't think that was his goal the multiple times he's tried to talk to Karen over the matter with Elektra). And the whole Frank thing - I'm just - mostly indifferent on it honestly, it's just really....ehhhh. I don't hate it but I'm not a huge supporter of it either.
Season 3 just - I don't even really know, it was sweet she tried to keep Matt's apartment going and neither her nor Foggy deserved Matt's ghosting, and she did have the right to be mad at him for that. It was interesting to see how she grew as a person in her backstory episode but - after Season 2 I just could not find myself enjoying her again.
Well, I don't know how to end things, especially rants like this so - yeah, that's my opinions on two of the main female characters on Daredevil <<< yayayay.
I DO ADORE CLAIRE WITH ALL MY HEART THOUGH SHE IS AMAZING AND I LOVE HER CHARACTER SM IN THE FEW TIMES I SAW HER IN DAREDEVIL!!
Just wanted to say that before I cut this off :)
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