i've kinda alluded to this one before but the line between non-humanity and gender/gender expression is really fuckin blurry. like it's less "oh yeah i've never really felt human" (though that is true to some extent) and more "yeah idfk but i would be happier if i looked like a werewolf or a dragon or something you know?"
but then i also never really felt like a girl either i just felt like Not Boy, but i'm much surer about that one. like i'm definitely some manner of girl-adjacent thing
and the thing i think is species dysphoria feels kinda the same as how gender dysphoria does? so who knows what's happening there
and this isn't even getting into my feelings about how loosely my gender is coded anyway
Was tagged by @oceancamp to post my current five favorite songs! (They should invent a stages-of-grief-esque model that encompasses and accurately describes both types of anguish I had to go through making this list - the one of limiting myself to only five songs, and the one of trying to put as little videogame music on here as possible so that I don't end up looking like an absolute goddamn geek, which... I am... Oh well!)
Thank you so much for tagging me - here are the songs!
Heaven Pierce Her - War Without Reason
Tatsuro Yamashita - Love Space
This specific arrangement of Death And Republic + Meet Again
Winger - Junkyard Dog (Tears On Stone)
The Protomen - Light Up The Night
Is it courtesy to tag other people after you've been tagged in a post like this? If that's the case, I'll tag @spiralled-fury, @solradguy, @swamppossum, @five-by-five, @northstarring, @ineedmoredragons and @tbonechessor!
One of the themes of rewrite the stars was the parallel journey between Nico and Jason, where Jason helped Nico come to terms with his sexuality and find comfort in his heritage and for Nico to help Jason do the same. A boy who was rejected for his lineage as a son of Hades and a boy who knew nothing past his father’s title, both making journeys to a place they’re both comfortable and happy with themselves and bring out the happiness in the other.
It makes me sad when I’m told or hear by proxy complaints/disinterest about Jason’s journey when it was just as important as Nico’s in the story, especially when I poured the same amount of love in both parts, and poured even more to get to their happy ending
there was an 8 minute standing ovation after champagne problems last night and the energy in the stadium was unbelievable
70 thousand plus people pouring out their hearts and losing their minds and at the center of it was was taylor who deserved to relish every second of it
it’s because of her art and her dedication that we all got to share that moment in that stadium and i don’t think i’ve ever experienced anything like it or will experience anything like it again
i tried that trick where you search 'unsubscribe' in your email and delete everything that pops up to clear out spam and random promotions and my emails went from 18,000+ to just under 1500. i think we need to blow up the earth