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straightboyfriend · 2 years
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self described empaths will point out your 10 year old self harm scars in front of a customer to “make sure you’re okay”
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lavendorii · 9 months
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suicide is not the natural progression of a poor mental state. self harm is not a necessary byproduct of depression. you dont need to have attempted suicide in order to be valid.
that line of thinking is what encourages self harm. people thinking that the peak of depression is acting on suicidal thoughts is encouraging people to do it so that they can be seen as valid.
your story isn't "less impactful" because you didn't attempt. you arent "less depressed" because you've never hurt yourself. don't let out-of-touch people make you think that your anguish is only acceptable if you destroy yourself, don't let them make you think that you have to hurt yourself to be taken seriously.
suicide is not beautiful. a failed attempt will not make your life better. ending up in the emergency room isn't the catalyst for recovery. you can start over today, you don't have to attempt suicide to say goodbye to the former self. people are still romanticizing suicide to this day and it's extremely detrimental to those susceptible.
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ennuidays · 1 month
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mmmm
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babyfairy · 9 months
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why does struggling with self sabotage or SH/SI make me feel so juvenile lol…like it’s literally embarrassing? does anyone else feel this way? i feel so ashamed of it. like i’m “too old” to be having these problems. it makes it so much harder to seek out any sort of help or support because i just feel like i should be able to do it on my own
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npdlangley · 2 months
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oh i reallly dont feel well and i dont kow why. thats cool
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frogenthusiastt · 4 months
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tw sh ment nsft / finished a 10k fic (it's cooking in the oven) and now i have no idea what to write bc uhh. i have Too Many Ideas so im giving power to the people – is there anything amongst these that you'd like to read? also open to new prompts! :3
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sunshines-bee-farm · 4 months
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Got these “tattoo” markers to help w sh urges.
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imjustexistingtbh · 6 months
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i forgot to check my app but as of 5 days ago it’s been an entire year since my last relapse :D
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obeymeswdwritings · 2 years
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could you do a trans male or gn/nb mc who almost cut their chest off with a chainsaw/knife in a mental breakdown with the dateables? i couldnt really see boundaries about this in ur rules section so feel free to just delete this if you feel like you cant write it. <3 love the mlm themed blog!
I'm fine with writing this, but I am going to skip to aftermath, hope that's alright! I'm glad you're enjoying it!
Characters- Diavolo, Barbatos, Solomon, Simeon
Trans male!Reader
Warnings- SH, DIY top surgery, gender dysphoria discussion/mention, worried characters, Swearing
Category- Headcanons, Req answers
Diavolo
he is panicking
He's not used to humans! He doesn't know how much blood means 'dying' and how much blood means 'get barbatos' and how much blood means 'you can't move them'!
Frantically tries to remember what he researched before the exchange program
Very surprised when you claim to be fine the next day, that's not the time it takes to heal for most things
He's very worried and overprotective for a few months, you'll have to explain dysphoria to him and he'll offer to get you HRT, or professional surgery, or find a cursed book to help or something just please don't do that again
Barbatos
He got a flashback/flashforward in the middle of dinner and went "oh shit" out loud'
Immediately rushes to the House of Lamentation to check on you, bringing a first-aid kit that's overflowing slightly. He wasn't sure what to bring, alright?
Fuck off Lucifer he doesn't have time for protocol
He's actually pretty competent! three cheers!
He's going to ask how he can help, explaining spells that could help you transition if you'd like, offering to get you professionals from the human realm if that'd help, and so on
Weekly letter talking about everything and nothing from there on out. They'll always be addressed to "the handsome moron", which caused some confusion at first.
Solomon
what the fuck dude
He's been alive long enough to know quite a few trans guys and also how to perform first aid. I mean hey, at least it's better than his cooking!
you should've said something :( he's got spells and shit, he could've helped
With your permission, he'd be happy to perform magic top surgery after you recover!
he sets up a mirror in your room that shows you messages from him at random times. You have to be looking at the mirror, but once you do, hoo boy
Messages include: "you look nice!" "hey pretty boy *fuckboy emoji*" "you have eyes!" "you look really handsome!" "How are you today" and whatever he wants to say at three in the morning. You can write back if you like!
Simeon
he was nOT PREPARED FOR THIS
Convinces Luke to call you his older brother (the bribery included knowledge of Michael's favorite cake recipe but that's not important)
Tells you stories of some of the trans people in the Celestial Realm, to make sure you know that you're not isolated in this
If you're in a relationship, you can bet on him proudly talking about his boyfriend, especially when he doesn't think you can hear.
He's not entirely sure how to help with dysphoria but he'll do his best!
If what you need is top surgery, he'll gladly help you research and pick out a surgeon, if what you need is hormone therapy he'll find a way to get it from the human realm!
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black-metal-veins · 1 year
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2D for the No Band AU. Other wacky facts:
Notable coworkers are Paula, Ace, Tony Chopper and his dad
Addicted to opioids/heroin so he started doing coke to offset the sleepiness and now he’s addicted to that also
bisexual but refuses to admit it to himself
really hates his jobs and isn’t very good at them. half cause he has bran damage and there’s no accessibility measures taken and half because he genuinely just likes giving girls free ride tickets if they take their shirts off
he has a teeny tiny band called Man Research with Ace and Tony but it’s basically just an excuse to bang out tunes in Ace’s garage
he actually has one eight-ball fracture from getting hit with a bumper car so he just hides it behind his fringe
literally just moved out of his parents’ house because he genuinely felt like a freeloader even though he was paying rent
got a DUI so he’s riding a bicycle everywhere rn
has some kind of EDNOS
chronic self-harm
Ace is literally the only stable human being in his life besides his mom and dad and he’s more or less resigned to dying before he turns 30
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noelashe · 9 months
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I pledge to never cut my arms again so that i will be able to wear tank tops in a butch way whenever i want in the future
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hanayanaa · 1 year
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Agent 4's greatest fear is being abandoned. They think it'll happen inevitably anyway. Afterall, there is nothing of worth inside Rosabel's mind, or that chubby husk they call a body. No one would want them after they run out of jokes and quips, no one would want to be with such a mess of a person.
No one should have to be with them.
A hurricane with no center, contained within a pretty painted jar. Decorated and beautiful on the outside, but fragile, shattering with the slightest fall, releasing the rain and garbage collected inside to the world around them.
It's dumb, knowing that they'd be doing people a favour by pushing them away, yet they do the complete opposite. They are selfish, and they are unkind. They want love they do not deserve. And they are aware of this.
Nonetheless, the jokes spill during the day like their tears and blood during the night.
They'd break all on their own.
Please don't go away.
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ennuidays · 18 days
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im so boooored i wanna cut . cant .
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spinecutter · 9 months
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Thinkinng about when i was working at mcds and i had a cut on my arm (from breaking a window or something i dont remember) but it was one cut (one single cut) (horizontal) and my coworker grabbed my arm and looked at me and said Stop it? for me ? and i almost didnt have the heart to correct them i was almost like Okay .. for you. instead i laughed at them and said fine. Wait i think the cut was a scratch from a dog or something. i dont remember
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gorgugplushie · 5 months
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punching tm gut isnt doing it anymore i need hot iron brand or knife
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blorbo-hellspace · 9 months
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j. jamil cutting herself just to watch the wounds bleed. do you understand? no? why not... pls hear me out
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