#she left me a letter saying that she liked a girl in her class 🥺

[youngbloodbuzz]

Eddie pulled her closer, his hand rubbing a warm path over her shoulder and arm, audibly swallowed hard, and finally said, “I miss her, too.”

😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

“Sometimes I feel like I miss you more than I remember you, and I don’t know what to do with that, or where to put it all. So, I suppose I have to leave it here. At the cottage and in this letter.”

Omg stop this right now. END MY SUFFERING I BEG YOU. Also Dani going to visit Nan’s grave literally made my heart clench. They had such a beautifully nuanced relationship. And Dani telling her dad about Jamie 😭

“The girl who invited Dani and who only ever referred to Eddie as ‘the boyfriend.’”

As soon as I read this line I knew I would like her 😂

“A life sized cut out figure of Michael Myers.”

💀💀💀💀 y’all had me in the first half I won’t lie.

“She wanted to want it. She wanted to think of him and not the way Lila smiled at her in class.”

Comphet is a bitch 🥺

“Still haunted by a dream where a faceless figure explored her body with a soft mouth, a roving tongue and sharp teeth”

Mhmm. A “faceless” figure. Sure Dani, keep telling yourself that. Poor thing.

“How much more fun it would be with you. I miss you.”

Guys 😭

All my love,

- Dani.'

I feel like it’s meaningful that she signed off the letter like this.

“Words banged again within her chest, beating against her ribs. I don’t know how to love him, it said, I’m sorry. I’m so sorry. I’m - “

WHEW. I’m suffering holy fuck. For the millionth time I just want to give her a huge hug and let her know ITS OKAY.

“I like to imagine you going to all those places we talked about. I like to imagine your life is better now. I like to imagine you keep a piece of me with you.”

Running out of things to say because it just hurts so much 😭 this is masterful writing, really.

“What she failed to mention was the handful of bills and change from a certain travel fund jar that had helped her along the way.”

I just know Jamie was responsible for 99% of the contents of that jar.

“And Dani with her shoulders the lightest it’s been in years, an unknown spectre amongst a crowd of hundreds, with no expectations and constraints tangled around her neck.”

Foreshadowing to her feeling that same feeling with Jamie when they’re at Carson’s concert 😭😭😭😭

“left her feeling strained and bone weary with longing affection.”

I’m absolutely incoherent rn. IM BONE WEARY.

“Dear Jamie,

Come home.’”

Sorry won’t be able to continue because unfortunately I’ve just passed away xxx

(Final part of my re-read)

((Lol see ya’ll again when I get the strength to tackle another chapter))

lskjasdf you DID IT! only 2 more chapters to go in this reread yeehaw

thank you again for this hella fun and entertaining response lol we'll pour one out for you at the funeral lmao 😘

@romanimp

#asks #anonymous #cfau #cfau spoilers

[mdnigtmoon]

my sister just came out to me i'm going to cry she's so sweet

#i mean i kind of knew she wasn't straight but #she left me a letter saying that she liked a girl in her class 🥺 #im so happy she trusts me so much #i also came out to her :D #kitty talks