#she was such an incredibly sweet girl

[silentgrim]

𝒟𝑒𝒶𝓇 𝒹𝒾𝒶𝓇𝓎, 𝐼 𝓂𝑒𝓉 𝓈𝑜𝓂𝑒𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝓃𝑒𝓌 𝓉𝑜𝒹𝒶𝓎. 𝒯𝒽𝑒𝓎 𝓌𝑒𝓇𝑒… 𝒸𝒽𝒶𝓇𝓂𝒾𝓃𝑔.

#helios my boy *sobs* #ts4 #ts4 gameplay #ts4 edit #sim: helios #hi in case ur new this is my sweet ginger boy helios who's also my pfp if u havent noticed #i did a whole gameplay post abt him on my old blog #deactivated b4 finishing his lil story #but anyway here's a quick synopsis #he fell in love with this girl named shahinaz who also happened to be his neighbor #he fell hard and she was unsure how she felt about him either way she gave him a shot and then they hooked up #they started dating then went on vacation together came home and she ghosted him #then she turned up at his doorstep preganante on her third trimester #to make the story short ultimately they got married moved to brindleton bay they had their baby who she named clementine bcs she had- #heli's orange hair which she loved #and then after that there was a storm which she got hit by lightning and passed away #ever since it was incredibly difficult for heli to move on and suffered immensely #he writes everyday in his diary to overcome his grief #thats all for now #will be posting more of him and clem soon ^-^

[sixofcrowshyperfixation]

Wylan:

Jan Van Eck: Alys is pregnant with a son, who will become my true heir

Wylan: Cain instinct is real, I wanna kick this unborn child into the next realm of existence, he can never truly be my brother, Kaz is more my brother than that thing

#the difference was that wylan was working under the assumption that van eck would treat his little brother the same way he treated wylan #without love and as a constant burden and disappointment- which is why wylan would have been so quick to hype him up because wylan knows #what it feels like to not get van ecks love and he would never want his younger brother to think he was unloved- but then wylan saw #van eck love this unborn child more than he loved wylan and so wylan has to fully face the fact that it wasnt something wrong with his #father (it was but wylan wouldnt come to that conclusion)because his father does know how to love his son- so it must be that wylan is #unlovable and wylan- who is known to be easily jealousy- would hate his fathers reminder of his inadequacy and what he failed to be #alys' kid is basically van eck's kuwei- there in an attempt to replace wylan- the only difference is Jesper doesnt want to replace wylan #but van eck does- and that is what makes van eck the bad guy because we have this idea of unconditional love of a parent and van eck is #here to say 'but sometimes it isnt unconditional- some times there are conditions' and i think that is what makes him so much scarier #he is there to feed at our own insecurities of 'what if i am only lovable to a point' van eck is both a monster and incredibly human #he is what we're afraid our parents will be- he's so incredibly possible and real that he is one of the best villains ive seen in a while #wylan van eck #jan van eck #six of crows #incorrect soc quotes #crooked kingdom #six of crows spoilers #honestly alys did nothing wrong and I love her #even if she doesnt have the best singing voice- she owns it- much to the dismay of the crows #but she also cares about wylan so much and she is such a sweet innocent girl and she is the best #so dont even try to bash her cause i will fight you in a Denny's parking lot istg #alys van eck

[dammitkat1e]

I've been reading a lot recently and it's been making me think deeply about how I perceive myself. Being trans I've kinda just thought of myself as a sort of in-between gender state not male anymore but also not quite female either, my (mostly) lack of day to day passing due to genetic markers (that I am dealing with but slowly (laser takes a while and voice trainings a bitch with no resources)) have never really let me feel like I could 'claim womanhood' or something to that effect like I don't deserve to be a girl until people around me can't perceive me as anything else and it's kinda stupid!

I didn't start to transition just so I could be something in between, I didn't retrain myself to talk and walk and grow tits just to hide them, I didn't shame my family and open myself up to hate crimes to NOT be a girl.

I need to start being true to myself and start properly considering myself as a damn girl, I fought to claim this gender and I need to start acting like I actually deserve it because I do.

I am a girl and no one can take that from me.

#mine #personal development #trans #next on my list of improvements #getting friends who arent men #because i literally dont talk to a single woman outside of my family thanks to an incredibly insular work/home life #my work is full of men and our clients are all men #the last time i felt any solidarity with anyone was when the sweet girl from jersey was asking if they treated me well at work #like she was genuinely concerned about me and that felt nice

[lightspren]

Ok so I keep freaking out about if I can actually do this dog thing, if I’m actually enough. I love this dog dearly but i’m so exhausted all the time and that’s made worse this weekend by being sick. and I know that love is not enough to give a dog what she needs to be happy and healthy.

however. look. my big concerns are not being able to give her the exercise and stimulation she needs and wanting to be able to just Chill and cuddle my spouse and cats in calmness. and like. she’s almost certainly a great pyrenees mix. Relatively (as in, relative to other dogs I like, aka shepherds), she doesn’t need that much exercise. A good run in the yard a few times a day should do her, especially once she’s not so much of a puppy. And that’s the thing too— she’s a puppy. She’s excitable and chewy and a Lot because she’s 12mos old and still growing up. that takes time. and the cats are unhappy and won’t come cuddle— because she’s been here four days! they’re still adjusting!

i really need to take a step back and calm down. four days is not long enough to throw in the towel on this. she’s a puppy and we’re all adjusting but there is room in our lives for her. we can do this. i just need to fucking chill for maybe like five minutes and understand that this is an adjustment for the humans too, and that’s okay. I just need to chill.

#kit talks #she’s such a good dog y’all don’t even understand #she is SUCH a well behaved dog to both be a rescue from neglect and still a puppy (albeit an older puppy) #she’s a sweet and good girl and i just need to calm down and not be a perfectionist #this was a godawful time to get sick bc it’s shit my ability to cope with little things all to hell #i owe it to her and to myself to give it some time though. just have to give it some time #anyway i have like ten minutes til i have to get ready for work then i have GOT to try to not think about the dog today #so i don’t start crying at work lmfao #i’ll have enough to deal with due to still being sick and catching up from yesterday sigh #also i am increasingly sure she is def a pyr mix #she doesn’t have the long fur but the shape is there and the behaviors #quite territorial - not towards us or the cats but anyone who even looks at our property #very fucking stubborn. just Sits and Won’t Move if she doesn’t wanna do something #keep trying to train her and she looks at me like she completely understands what i mean by ‘down’ #and just thinks it’s stupid and not worth the measley little treat i’m offering #and yet quite smart and likes puzzles and incredibly affectionate #still undecided what she’s mixed WITH but pyr seems very accurate

[firebirby]

#shes just a girl but shes a flame ( visage ) #( just a reminder that whilst she's incredibly soft and sweet the birb is also fighty when needs be. ) #( this movie looks ace though and I can't wait to see it. ) #Youtube

[emile-hides]

WOW FAIRY TAIL. seeing them brought back sooooo many memories of middle school me hgehasf ANYWAY what do you think about the Strauss siblings??

The most siblings of all time my god!!!! I love them so much can do no wrong my three baby children!!

I try not to be too biased but my god. Elfman is everything one could ever want in a character. He sets the standard for Fairy Tail guys. He's big. He's Dumb. He's full of love. The perfect himbo of a guy.

Baby Elfman specifically is my everything he is just a Littol Guy I am pinching his cheeks and pulling them till he cries he's so cute in him little bow tie baby smile absolute perfect child hold him gently and brush his hair.

Elfman to me is Bi with a preference to men. There's a filler episode where Juvia is asking everyone what they want most as a gift no matter what and I know his whole bit is Manly but the fact that his answer with minimal hesitation is "A man" is so not Straight. But also his entire thing with Evergreen actually matters to me so much you do not understand.

Headcanon that Elfman is positively terrified of his own strength, he doesn't like being big and buff as much as he acts like he does. He likes feeling like he could protect people, sure, but in his mind he's just as likely to hurt them as well. When he gets older and his life calms down as the need to take jobs to pay rent lessens I think he'd eventually stop working out and fall comfortably into a pudgier shape, more like he was when he was little. Dad bod Elfman. Bear Elfman. Consider it.

Mirajane is probably, objectively, the best character in this show, Hands down. She's the only female character treated with any respect in a fight, she is smart, she is sweet, she is cute, she can kick your ass, she's very easily the second strongest wizard in the guild tailing Gildarts by only the littlest bit. She's held back by the trauma of loosing half her family not once but twice, she healed, and still chooses not to fight as she just lost the taste for it.

She's one of few characters who uses her head, she thinks, she holds the guild braincell and my god has she had to bear it for so long. The wiki says she's 19 and I fucking disagree. This is THE woman of all time. She uses her power as The Only One Who Thinks to mess with people and my god she's so fucking funny I'm sorry but this woman's gags are hysterical and when everyone else is getting into bullshit and she just plays into it and encourages them I genuinely laugh every time.

To me she has a lot of Aro vibes, happy with friends and family. If she were to get into a romantic relationship I think it'd be with another woman, I just can't see her with a guy?? She was born to live the Aunt life though, so when Elfman finally settles down and adopts the dad bod she is going to be all over his kids all the time.

Lisanna I have a bit of a harder time with. I wasn't really expecting to ever really know her, ya know? She was dead, it was a big deal, a big stain in the backstory of everyone in the Guild at the time. I thought she'd be someone who's death rung across the rest of the narrative, not a sort of love interest to get between Natsu and Lucy (which she doesn't really do either?)

She doesn't have a lot of plot relevance. Where I am right now she has yet to take a fight on her own, and as far as I can remember all the fights she has been in she's lost. Everyone counts her out really fast, keeps her out of harms way, kinda... treats her like a baby. And then outside of fights she doesn't do much either? I have a hard time finding her in character shots around the guild or placing her in any casual situations. So not only is she no longer the trauma the Guild bears, she's also still not really present despite being alive.

I like her, trust me! I think she's cute, the way Laxus reacted to her on Tenro island is positively adorable and makes me laugh every time, I like Elfman having another sister to bully him around in my stead, I'm glad Mira had the chance to heal she always needed and the sister she loved back.

I just think, personally, she was better as a point in history the characters grieved than as a character rarely used.

Also she's Straight and Transgender I make the rules this is my house.

#Fairy Tail #Long post #I'm so SORRY LISANNA I'M TRYING SO HARD TO LOVE YOU I PROMISE #SHE IS MY SWEET BABY GIRL #I wrote a lot of my self-insert's character growth around her death as well #I. I honestly was super upset when she came back from Edolas like genuinely #you go back on the one character death you have #AND THEN SHE DOES BASICALLY NOTHING!!!! #I'm sorry I'm sorry she's so incredibly cute she deserves better #Speaking of cute baby Elfman my god The Perfect Child #Pinching his cheeks and ruffling his hair and hugging him oh so very tight #He's so full of Autism #My son boy boy son #My favorite character's in Fairy Tail are the This Is The Dumbest Guy You've Ever Met characters #And Elfman set the bar he was the first Dumbest Man #Baby Elfman.... pinchie his cheeks. Make him cry. Get smacked by Mira. #Continue cycle #I didn't even include a picture of Grown Elfman you're just getting baby guy today he is my everything

[lesbianpegbar]

back so fucked up the woman giving free massages at college event stopped early apologized and said to not let this experience dissuade me from pursuing further massage therapy

#my back kept spasming and she couldn’t do anything #have been told my back spasms during massages bc my back is so fucked it’s hypersensitive to any potential threats #girl we are just getting a massage. please it’s not that serious #she was like do you have scoliosis. does your pain radiate from one side. does it come from your right side. #like she literally clocked everything within two minutes of lightly touching me peace and love #she was very sweet it was just incredibly funny #mine #personal

[theganymedes]

so @bellswlw is my wife.

#the sweetest most precious human ever #she is the light of my life #just causally mailed me the most heartwarming meaningful poetic soul-lurching thing ever in the most causal way possible okay #and we haven’t even had our third date yet. #i love them to my death and beyond that #we are actually simultaneously also twins. #bellswlw may I please have your hand in marriage? #i’m bellswlw’s biggest fan! #i swoon over bellswlw’s writing #and also just their existence entirely as a whole #the fangirl gets their idol!!! #amazing-rockstar-bestselling author-sweetest of sweet hearts-super einstein smart-incredibly hot and famous!bellswlw x tumblr fangirl reader #i am over the moon so happy i met this amazing person on this amazing little app like what #i am the luckiest girl.

[n-aveed]

Heres my goober face

#smile brought to you by the fact that i get to talk to the most beautiful incredible interesting and sweet girl ive ever seen every day #she makes me smile so fuckin much and shes literally my dream girl come true

[lzrdprsn]

It's really weird when you know someone in a context different from how everybody else knows them so you look at them and you still kind of see that person they used to be

#this post is about the boy i dated my senior year who was so incredibly sweet tbh wouldnt be the person i am today if i hadnt met him #but he was so fucked up he had so many issues it was really hard so it didnt work out but i loved him and i think he loved me too #but hes in a moderately successful band now which i just found out about do i looked them up and theyre good #but its so weird because its like i know that when you were 17 you wanted to be an underwater welder #i helped you clean your room at your grandmas house because you were so sad you couldnt do it yourself #i ditched 5th period AP English to sit on the steps behind the auditorium and listen to you talk about whatever #you pushed me on the swings and we took the bus to the movie theater and you liked cherry wraps and you played me my favorite songs #i havent REALLY thought about that guy in years and we were only together MAYBE 6 months but its so weird what you remember about people #and especially how you remember how they made you feel because he made me feel so good like i was in control #all my previous relationships was me trying to desperately please someone who wouldnt do the same for me #and honestly a lot of my relationships since have been the same especially in college and with the one girl who honestly if she called me #today i would drop everything and go be with her again no questions because i cant get her out of my head #but stuff witj him was never ever like that it was so easy it was like breathing even though it ended messy i have 0 regrets #and its nice to know that things are going well for him because honestly he changed my life a little bit #the way i dont give a fuck now is something i learned from him #ill probably delete this later but you know

[fortes-fortuna-iogurtum]

I'm not judging her involvement in the crime based on this, but I do have to say that Arabella is exactly the kind of girl who has always made me most uncomfortable. so I can certainly relate with Eliza in that. :')

#she's so... bubbly and sweet and feminine and smiling and perfectly-presented and she gives the perfect PR Rep responses to everything #girls like this make me feel so incredibly awkward and uncomfortable. they're so perfectly... presented. #and that's what it is that gets me about them--everything about them feels like a /presentation/. there's no authenticity. #I'm a strikingly un-presentable girl in a lot of ways though. I tend to say whatever comes into my mind (not always a good thing lol :')) #and I don't put a lot of care into how I look or the impression I give people at first glance #which I'm sure confuses and bothers a lot of people #but I would rather be real and authentic and without frills or complications or perfect poise and posture #and be a bit off-putting and Too Much sometimes #than for everyone to feel like I'm holding them at arm's length and they never know how I truly feel about them #gurt says stuff #miss scarlet and the duke #(once again I am saying that I think Eliza should be neurodivergent... like. on purpose-ly so. not just come off that way sometimes.) #(coming back to this to add that these are the kinds of girls a lot of colleges and faith organizations I've looked at have held up #as their star members #and every time I see that I can't help but want to draw back from those organizations #because I can never ever /be/ that and what's more--I don't WANT to be that #and so I get the distinct impression that if these are the types of girls these organizations want everyone to see #they certainly won't want me to join)

[upsidedowngrass]

amelia suffers from "fandom designated Nice Girl"

#hfjone #said this in a server but i actually think i finally worded it well #this isnt me getting mad at anyone in particular!!! but. i have a lot of thiughts on this #look. shes really nice and kind. she is VERY sweet a lot. but that is not all she is :( #and the only times ppl even WRITE that is when they want to make her. 'Snap?' i guess? or be 'worried about the boys' or smth? #it makes me a little sad :( #because she can and would kick your ass if you deserved it without hesitation #but shes always framed with the others and i. man #idk. wears shirt that says ask me about amelia euler #cus liam is my favorite character. but amelia is VERY important to me and high up there #shes an incredibly written person but people often . mute her character so bad and im like :( #(if they DO make her nice but capable of kicking ass they often . exaggerate that too anyway #like early 2000s cartoon girl whos 'nice but doesnt take bullshit!!! and looks out for her boys >:(' if that makes any sense #idk idk if this is coherent! i just have so many thoughts on her #(also yes this was prompted cus my amelia bloodshed post is getting more notes qnd that makes me VERY happy!!!) #ADDITIONAL note: this wasnt prompted by any recent posts in the tag i promise. just a general thing!!!

[mrs-kelly]

MAN I knew when I saw Charlie for the first time it was gonna be important and yet I didn’t write about it at all!!! Man I rly regret that!! I’d like to know what I was thinking back then!!

#the only specific memory I have is when he’s singing the proposal song #I remember thinking ‘this man is so incredibly sweet. making a whole musical. for this girl’ #and of course I didn’t know the context there ahdjfl so I was shocked that she turned him down #now obviously I am not shocked bc of the nature of their relationship #but I remember being like. devastated for him ahdjfl #AND THATS IT #but I had that feeling and I was like ‘wow I like this guy c:’ #‘sure think soemthing will happen someday. …oh well!’ #and I MOVED ON WITH MY DAY #how cool would it be!!! to have a little journal entry or soemthing! #I used to do that back in the day in case any of my crushes turned out like this #but I stopped bc none of them turned out like this and I got embarrassed #nooooooo ahdjffl #ren speaks #im gushing out here folks #renlie

[my-chemical-rot]

Guys look at these babies

#They’re actually both full grown; and one is a bit older than the other #they’re both girls; the older one no longer lays eggs but the younger one is currently laying #and like. y’all. It’s non stop. She’s laying so many eggs right now #The most we’ve ever had in the tank at one time was ELEVEN eggs #I’m so proud of her :3 #Both of them are incredibly sweet and incredibly gentle; theyre both rehomed pets #the younger one bit me one time!! I don’t hold it against her at all; it was my fault #(Put my hand too close to her face to grab an egg without thinking lmao)

[museenkuss]

one thing I truly hate is watching male dominated shows and disliking the two or so female characters that ARE gracefully permitted to make minor appearances. I swear it's not you babe, it's the writing

#I will NEVER understand why people like Meg2.0 or Jo #like those bitches were so incredibly bland. #Meg1 was FUN and Ruby is the bestest girl immaginable but those two Strong Female Characters(tm)?! #Jo was that Little Sister Best Buddy but Fuckable trope and Meg2.0 was like. TOUGH! but............she's sad #like girls I'm begging they are so incredibly boring please please let's all just watch different shows #that policewoman should've fucked Sam but otherwise she was fine. #I'd say something about claire but I cannot be bothered to wait until she comes around #but frankly I'm assuming it's the same concept they did for Jo (tough but SWEET! but tough!!) except Dean was too old to fuck her #also re:rowena - 1) should fuck Sam as well 2) didn't they end up making her sad too? like no thank you. pass #my weekly spn post I guess

[uniquedolphin]

Manga Title: Wolf Girl and Black Prince.

#wolf girl and black prince #shoujo manga #shoujo #romance manga #comedy manga #school life manga #drama manga #honestly? this is one of my all time favorites #just finished reading the manga the whole way through #and I have no regrets #it’s perfect #I love them so damn much #he’s so yandere but sweet it kills you #and she’s such a hair head + crackhead #you’ll love her even if you get incredibly annoyed with her too #it’s just great #…<3