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lonestarflight · 6 months

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Rollout Ceremony for the third operational orbiter, Discovery (OV-103) at Palmdale, California. On the stage is the Don Beall of Rockwell (at lectern), Dr. Rocco A. Petrone, the president of the company and the crew of her first first flight STS-41-D.

She is named for several different ships:

"The name Discovery was chosen to carry on a tradition based on ships of exploration, primarily HMS Discovery, one of the ships commanded by Captain James Cook during his third and final major voyage from 1776 to 1779, and Henry Hudson's Discovery, which was used in 1610–1611 to explore Hudson Bay and search for a Northwest Passage. Other ships bearing the name have included HMS Discovery of the 1875–1876 British Arctic Expedition to the North Pole, and RRS Discovery, which carried the 1901–1904 Discovery Expedition to Antarctica, led by Captain Scott."

-information from Wikipedia: link

At the beginning of her career, Discovery weighed roughly 3,600 kg (7,900 lb) less than Columbia due to lessons learned during the construction and testing of Enterprise, Columbia and Challenger. She weighs 6 pounds (2.7 kg) heavier than Atlantis and 363 pounds (165 kg) heavier than Endeavour. Part of this was due to the greater use of quilted AFRSI blankets rather than the white LRSI tiles on the fuselage, and the use of graphite epoxy instead of aluminum for the payload bay doors and some of the wing spars and beams.

"During her construction, Discovery was fitted with several black tiles near the middle starboard window where there should have been white tiles. It is unknown if this was the result of a harmless manufacturing mishap or done intentionally to give a distinctive look to the shuttle. This feature has been called 'teardrop' and allowed Discovery to be easily identified.

Upon her delivery to the Kennedy Space Center in 1983, Discovery was modified alongside Challenger to accommodate the liquid-fueled Centaur-G booster, which had been planned for use beginning in 1986 but was cancelled in the wake of the Challenger disaster."

She was originally intended to be the dedicated US Air Force shuttle and launch DoD payloads from SLC-6 at Vandenberg AFB but these plans were cancelled in aftermath of the Challenger disaster.

Commemorative stamp from Rockwell International (source)

Construction milestones:

1979 January 29: contract award to Rockwell International's Space Transportation Systems Division in Downey, California

1979 August 1: start long lead fabrication of upper forward-fuselage, Downey

1979 August 27: start long lead fabrication of Crew Module, Downey

1980 March 3: start fabrication aft-fuselage, Downey

1980 June 20: start fabrication lower forward-fuselage, Downey

1980 September 29: start assembly of Crew Module, Downey

1980 October 1: start fabrication/assembly of mid-fuselage, San Diego

1980 November 10: start assembly of aft-fuselage

1980 December 8: start initial system installation aft fuselage

1981 March 2: start fabrication/assembly of payload bay doors, Tulsa

1981 June 1: start fabrication of vertical stabilizer, Fairchild-Republic

1981 October 19: start fabrication/assembly of body flap, Downey

1981 October 26: start initial system installation, crew module, Downey

1982 January 4: start initial system installation upper forward fuselage, Downey

1982 March 16: mid-fuselage on dock, Palmdale

1982 March 30: Elevons on dock, Palmdale

1982 April 30: Wings on dock, Palmdale

1982 April 30: lower forward-fuselage on dock, Palmdale

1982 July 16: upper forward-fuselage on dock, Palmdale

1982 August 5: vertical stabilizer on dock, Palmdale

1982 September 3: start of final assembly

1982 October 15: body flap on dock, Palmdale

1982 December 28: crew module on dock, Palmdale

1983 January 11: aft-fuselage on dock, Palmdale

1983 February 25: forward RCS module on dock, Palmdale

1983 February 25: complete final assembly and closeout installation, Palmdale

1983 February 28: start initial subsystems test, power-on, Palmdale

1983 May 13: complete initial subsystems testing

1983 July 26: complete subsystems testing

1983 August 12: completed final acceptance

1983 October 16: Rollout from Palmdale

1983 October 28: SSME on dock, KSC

1983 November 5: overland delivery to Edwards AFB

1983 November 6: ferry flight to Vandenberg AFB

1983 November 8: ferry flight to Carswell AFB

1983 November 9: ferry flight to KSC

1983 November 15: transport to OPF and start modifications, KSC

1983 December 9: transfer to VAB for storage, KSC

1983 December 22: SSME on dock, KSC

1984 January 3: transfer to OPF, KSC

1984 January 5: SSME on dock, KSC

1984 May 12: transfer to VAB, KSC

1984 June 2: flight readiness firing of SSME, LC-39A

1984 June 25: Conduct STS-41-D, first flight, launch KSC, launch scrubbed at T-9 minutes due to general-purpose computer No. 5 disparity with primary set of general-purpose computers.

1984 June 26: Conduct STS-41-D, first flight, launch KSC, launch postponed indefinitely due to shutdown of SSMEs 3 and 2 at T-4 seconds due to slow opening of SSME 3 main fuel valve, SSME I never received a start command.

1984 July 14: rollback from Launch Complex 39-A to VAB, KSC, for remanifest of payloads

1984 July 17: transfer to OPF for reconfiguration of payload bay and for remanifest of payloads

1984 August 2: transfer to VAB and remate with SRB and ET

1984 August 9: rollout to LC-39A

1984 August 28: remanifest 41 D mission launch for Aug. 29, postponed for 24 hours for software verification

1984 August 30: launch of STS-41-D

Date: October 16, 1983

NASA ID: S84-30898

source, source, source, source, source, source

#Space Shuttle #Space Shuttle Discovery #Discovery #OV-103 #Orbiter #NASA #Space Shuttle Program #rollout ceremony #Rockwell International #Palmdale #California #October #1983 #my post

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photozoi · 7 months

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Eleven weeks old and time again for the weigh in. Fava is not impressed by her mother's nosiness. (Fava weighs in at 14 lbs.)

Zuki would like to be next please! She volunteers and comes up a whopping 12 pounds. (She is smol but only in stature!)

"I can do it mine ownself!" Mr Mung does not need any assistance, thank you very much. All 18 pounds of him is very cooperative and easy going.

Looks like the Beans have been sprouting, and will soon need another scale!

Silken Windhounds, 11 weeks

#Three Bean Salad #Mung #Fava #Adzuki #silken windhound #sighthound #original photos #photozoi #9-12-23 #the weigh in #sprouting beans #Bijou Silkens

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gingerteaonthetardis · 6 months

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MSR prompts you say? This is a bit weird but, an autopsy record has more than the autopsy on it. Mainly Mulder and Scully being ... well themselves. (Basically Mulder interrupts Scully mid Autopsy and she forgets to turn off the recording.) -disappears into the ether-

thinky!!! i had so much fun writing this, i hope you like it even if you don't really go here and i don't really know what i'm doing. <3 thank you for prompting me and for always being an incredible friend.

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warning for: lame ass gag names, brief objectification of a corpse, mulder being a sentimental dweeb (but what else is new), msr being sickeningly in love

for posterity

He finds it in a dusty box, crammed in beside VHS tapes and manila folders and a million other memories, and he can't help himself.

He presses play.

A static hiss. A crunch. The rush of movement through still, cloistered air.

He hears the recorder clicking into place, suspended over the gurney. He's seen it there before, hanging like a pendulum, poised to hear every word she speaks from every possible angle.

"11:32 p.m., August 1st."

Like so.

"Begin autopsy on unidentified white male, weighing… 198 lbs. in extremis. No immediately visible cause of death."

There's a puff of breath near the recorder, and he can picture her blowing it out between her full lips. Balanced on her tip-toes, leaning out over the body to get her closest approximation of a top down look.

"Subject appears to be between the ages of thirty-five and forty, and healthy. That is, he's in good shape."

He pops a potato chip between his lips with a crunch. She sounds flustered. Interesting.

"Uh, really good shape, actually. Well-developed pectorals, abdominals, and whew, that inguinal ligament—wait," she says, voice slipping out of its even, prim cadence, "what the hell am I saying?"

He snorts.

She sighs, and it's tinny but familiar. "Okay. Get it together, Dana… A visual examination of the epidermis shows multiple tattoos, relatively fresh. The newest, on the upper left thigh, is—" and her words go the tiniest bit muffled as, he assumes, she leans in close to the appendage, "—still slightly scabbed. Certainly less than two weeks old. It's in the shape of a… a reindeer head? A moose? Huh. How… cute."

Charmingly, she says it like being cute is an infectious disease an otherwise appealing corpse has been tragically inflicted with.

"Artifacts left at the scene suggest that the subject had some sort of fixation on body modifications, or perhaps needles in general. However, the extensive tattooed area makes it difficult to determine if injection of some kind played a role in his death, as initial findings suggest. I'll have to look beneath the surface. Beginning with a Y-incision…"

His nose wrinkles, and he's quite certain the next bit will put him off his chips, so he hurriedly presses the fast-forward button, zipping through a few minutes of audio.

It resumes on a splat.

"...heart weighs 520 grams, no signs of aching or breaking," she cracks to herself before clearing her throat. "Appears healthy."

He's always suspected she's like this when he isn't around for autopsies, looking over her shoulder and going green as a Painted Parakeet with car sickness, pitching theories at her like he's playing for the Mets. When she goes in alone, she tends to leave the morgue with a kind of tranquility about her—a counterintuitive freshness that even the stale scent of latex and bitter iron can't hide. Her smiles are a little brighter.

Perhaps, he considers, it is simply the opportunity to reconnect with what makes sense to her: anatomy, the body and the story it tells. Everything connected, with clear delineations of where each piece belongs along the way.

There is so little ambiguity in the arrangement of a person's organs. Mysteries cannot help but stumble forth to reveal themselves.

But it's equally possible Scully just likes her own jokes. Her achy breaky jokes.

"This is interesting," she interrupts him, as she so often does when he's on a roll. She doesn't even have to be physically present to do it. Her undercurrent of genuine excitement pricks at his ear. "There's some cirrhosis of the liver, atypical for someone who bears no outward signs of extreme alcohol usage or any of the other usual physical risk factors. Perhaps the subject was participating in regular steroid use, or—"

On the tape, a door swings open and closes on an exuberant thunk.

"Whoa! I didn't know we were getting a celebrity in." His voice crackles out from the speaker. "Or that Steve Reeves had so much ink."

"Steve Reeves is about seventy, Mulder."

His own startled laugh sounds very, very young and—he winces—tinged with an arrogance that can't be tamed, even by his partner's dry replies.

But past-him is too intrigued for self-consciousness. "You know who Steve Reeves is, Scully?"

"I have two brothers." Her tone has gone cool and inscrutable, the loss of her previous lightness palpable in a way that only a voyeur could sense. But she was always so careful with him, back then. "Do we have an ID yet?"

"No, not yet. Prints are still being processed. But the name given at the motel check-in desk was clearly false."

"Let me guess, 'Steve Reeves'?" Listening hard, he can practically hear her eyebrow twitching upward, the faint lift at one corner of her mouth.

"Try 'Mike Hawk.' Jeez, what's that a tattoo of?" he adds distractedly. "A Rorschach test?"

There's silence for a second on the tape, and he suddenly remembers this exchange. Vividly. "Oh my God," he mumbles, abandoning his chips in favor of rolling over on the couch.

He sets the recorder down cautiously, like it's a holy relic, and stares at it, grinning with his chin propped on crossed forearms.

"I don't get it."

"Don't get what, Scully?"

"Why would that be an alias?"

"Why would the name 'Mike Hawk' be an alias? Mike Hawk?" His words are tinged with an obvious grin. Probably smug, as is his wont. Some things never change. "Mike Hawk."

There's a snapping sound as Scully removes her gloves. He recollects how they caught on her fingertips, causing a bit of a struggle as she spoke. The beginnings of a blush had seeped into her cheeks, the sting of embarrassment her fair skin couldn't help but betray.

"Why do you keep saying it at me? It's a perfectly ordinary-sounding name, Mulder."

"Didn't you just say you had two brothers? Mike Hawk, Scully, come on. Known associate of the dirty devil Mike Hunt?"

"I think Mike Hunt was in my sixth grade class."

On the recording, he can barely speak with the effort not to laugh. But there was another feeling, too, in that moment, one he remembers well: a pulse of intrigue, of fascination, which used to catch him off guard. He never knew how to cope with the reminder that Scully the woman—a shadowy mystery, perpetually out of his reach—existed in cohabitation with Scully his partner, the woman he saw every day.

This was the person who threw wadded up bits of paper at his face when he fell asleep with his mouth open; who wore men's deodorant on the road just so, in a pinch, they could share. Back then, Scully using any word—even unknowingly—to acknowledge her own sexuality felt like sudden, blazing exposure to the Lost Ark. It was a miracle his face hadn't melted clean off.

But it was a line they'd taken so much care not to blur, even then.

Now, he listens as it all begins to deteriorate over a puerile joke.

"Listen, Scully, listen to the sounds. Mike," his past self says, stretching the syllable, "Hawk."

"I am listening! You sound ridiculous! What am I supposed to be hearing?"

"You're supposed to be hearing 'Mike Hawk'!" He chuckles quietly to himself. "I can't believe this. The smartest woman I've ever met doesn't know about Mike Hawk."

"Well, I wouldn't say that," she casually replies. "I did see you in a bathrobe once."

The words are so perfectly clear, and suddenly all the noise—the shoe-shuffling, the rush of water as she washes her hands, even the background hum of the refrigeration units—seems to stop.

An interminable second passes in which he wonders if the recording got cut off. But, no.

That's just how long it took him to put the pieces together.

He closes his eyes, picturing it: the pert angle of her stubborn chin, the smirking tilt to her lips. Sparkling amusement, tinged with an adorable hint of triumph.

His grin grows. Scully really does like her own jokes.

"Scully!" his recorded voice bursts out, suffused with delight and bafflement. There's a thread of horror there, too. And desire, but that's more or less a given.

Her voice is thrillingly deadpan as she pronounces, "Gotcha."

"I don't believe it!"

"Mulder, has anyone ever told you that you're endearingly naïve?"

"You little—you just wanted to hear me say 'my cock' over and over, didn't you?"

She clears her throat, a demure little ahem.

"That would be very unprofessional of me."

In sync, both his past and present self laugh, one compressed and crunched by time, the other ever-so-slightly roughened by the same.

"That's not a denial."

"No," she replies. "It's not."

God, he can barely believe this conversation was recorded for posterity. This, of all moments. The moment when he realized maybe Scully enjoyed their flirting. That maybe, when he pushed, she could be counted on to push back.

Even now, belly down on the couch in the privacy of his own home, his stomach clenches at the memory.

She's always been the better actor, between the two of them. He's convinced she could get away with anything, and she more or less has. But the warm undercurrent of invitation on that recording is unmistakable.

"Scully." Closer to the recorder now, he goes low and flirtatious, even as he cautiously asks, "Are you coming on to me?"

He doesn't hear her answer this time around; instead, his ears catch on the rattle of keys, the click of the lock in the front door. When he glances up from the little black box, there she is in the open doorway, auburn hair catching the light.

She's holding the brown bag of takeout in one arm and her purse and keys in the other, and before he can think, he's pressing the pause button on the recorder, shoving it under a pillow, and going straight to her.

"Mulder, what are—?"

Wrestling the bag out of her hands, he stoops his shoulders and catches her lips in a long, hard kiss.

She doesn't expect the force of it, but she's got the legs of something seaborn, unbending against his tide. She accepts the assault with parted lips, mouth already curving like she's laughing at one of her own jokes.

"You must be really craving that Pad Thai," she whispers.

"Nope." He isn't even embarrassed by his own breathlessness, how hurriedly he dives back in to breathe her air. "Just you." He feels the muscles move as her eyebrow jumps toward her hairline, same as ever, and it's like all the blood drains from his brain.

It's hard to help her shed her coat with one hand holding noodles and the other in her hair and the bulk of her back pressed to the door—but he likes to think he makes it work.

"Hey," she murmurs, freeing herself enough to drop a kiss on his chin, "this have something to do with what you just crammed between our couch cushions? You weren't digging through my old cassettes again, were you?"

His eyes light up at the reminder of that particular discovery. "I didn't even know they made erotic audiobooks, seriously. A whole avenue, Scully, a whole dimension of pornography I was completely ignorant of until you opened my eyes! But," he stops, shaking off his momentary distraction, "no, that's not it."

He pauses for another kiss, lingering again because he can.

"It was an old audio log, an autopsy you did on one of our cases."

"An X-File?"

He and the takeout make it to the couch, Scully only a beat behind, pausing to kick off her little heeled boots. She's been breaking them in, claiming she'll need them if they're going to be chasing lights together again.

"No, it was a case we took on as a favor to someone. I can't remember now… What was his name?" He snaps his fingers. "Ben… something. Ben Dover? Or was it Mike Hunt?"

And Scully—well, she just wouldn't be Scully if she wasn't immediately hip to his bullshit, attuned to it like a sniffer dog to a suspicious scent. Her gaze narrows, and he grins at the way her eyelids flutter in an attempt not to immediately and violently roll her eyes. She's had a lot of practice, but he truly is a hazard to her ocular health.

Her smile, though. She can't help herself. It spills out at the edges, softening the corners of her mouth, even as it carves her laugh lines deeper.

She smiles more now than she ever did back then, and he treasures each one. The twist of her lips always feels like he's pilfering extra helpings from some great cosmic store of joy. It's an untold pleasure to watch the wrinkles form, knowing how hard-earned her smiles used to be.

Now, she's happy. She gives them out for free.

"I remember that case," she sighs, flopping down beside him on the couch, kicking her socked feet up on the coffee table. "God, we were young."

"I was 'endearingly naïve,' if I'm to take your word for it."

"Did I say that?" Her lips quirk in wry amusement. "Doesn't sound like me. I must have been in love."

"Yeah," he agrees, stealing another kiss. "Must have been." She softens against him.

He's about to steal something else—second base, if he's lucky—when there's a muffled sound from under the pillow. The distinct sound of his own voice saying, "Mike Hawk" over and over again. Their disturbance of the couch cushions must have started the tape over.

Scully's snorted giggle parts their lips. Her eyes dance like sapphires under the sun. "Did we ever figure out the victim's name?"

"You don't remember?" He sits back, shaking his head. "Wow, Scully, you really love 'em and leave 'em. I thought you had a thing for the guy."

"The dead guy?"

"Yeah, who else? Don't try to deny it, it's all on the tape."

She just shrugs. "Well, if I did—which I can neither confirm nor deny—it's only because I had a lot of tension back then… for some reason."

The grin he's wearing is probably so goofy, and hell if he cares.

Someone once called him one sorry sonuvabitch, but all Fox Mulder knows is that he's lucky. So ridiculously, obscenely, deliriously lucky, sitting next to the girl of his dreams, his once and future partner—twenty years later, on a couch they bought together, in a house they call home.

Twenty years, and she still flirts back.

"The guy's name was Eric," he finally says, because he can't not. Especially when it's the truth. "Eric Shunn."

Scully's laugh is so loud and uninhibited it rings through the house. And he has the distinct pleasure of letting it go on a while before silencing it with his lips.

#*putting my clown makeup on and honking my nose* XFILES IS A SERIOUS SHOW #txf fanfic #msr fanfic #mulder x scully #msr #abbey writes #my fic #txf #idk how to tag and also i fear being perceived. particularly since this is my first published attempt at msr. so if anyone sees this. hi

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xxqng3l · 8 months

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Jedyny plus (jednoczesnie minus) autyzmu jak sie czyms zajme to o niczym innym nie pamietam w tym o jedzeniu, dwa dni spedzone na fiksacji.

01. You will be fat if you eat today, just out if off one more day.

02. You don't NEED food.

03. Fat people can't fit everywhere.

05. You'll be able to run faster without all that extra weight holding you back.

06. People will remember you as "the beautiful thin one".

07. If someone has to describe you they'll say "oh she weighs like 90. 100 lbs".

09. Starving is an example or excellent willpower.

10. You will be able to see your beautiful, beautiful bones.

11. Bones are clean and pure. Fat is dirty and hangs on your bones like a parachute.

17. Anyone can have "inner beauty" but few can earn beauty inside as well as out.

18. You'll be able to move as quietly as a spider.

19. Only thin people are graceful.

20. If you slap a fat person you can see a shockwave ripple over their skin. That's disgusting.

21. Do you want people to say "for gods sake get off me you're crushing me!!!" or "you're sooo light" ???

25. I want to walk in the snow and leave no footprints.

26. Starve off the parts you don't need. They're ugly and they drag you down.

27. Nothing can't be fixed with hunger and weight loss.

31. Have you ever seen a person NOT notice a walking skeleton.

32. Nothing tastes as good as thin feels.

33. Is food more important than happiness in life? I think not!

34. Eating is comforming to everyone else's expectations.

36. Hunger is your friend and it won't betray you like food.

!!Nie wymyslilem tej listy tylko ja przepisalem ze zdjecia ktore znalazlem, nie zgadzam sie z kazdym punktem w 100% ale I tak chcialem to tu napisac

#blogi motylkowe #ana trigger #bede motylkiem #ana male #ed male #i wanna be weightless #lekka jak motyl #tw ana shit #male ed #motylki any #meanspii #meanspir0 #meanspp #meanspø #edblrr #ana dairy #anablr #tw ana diary

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stancollin · 7 months

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The Labor

Debra sighed and groaned from the pain. Her pregnant belly was moving fast to get the baby out of her pussy. She sitting on a chair in dining room all alone to give birth. Her boyfriend Jimmy was working the graveyard shift at the fish factory. She had no one to turn to.

Her panties were still on, but they weren't gonna stay on for all night. The baby that probably weighed 11 lbs was trying to wedge its head through Debra's pussy. A sharp pain hit her and she cried, "Fuck this world!" The world was not the only thing Debra wanted to curse out, she wanted to chew out her boyfriend for forcing her to keep the baby.

She had wanted an abortion, but Jimmy had made threats to kill her family if she had one. "Why did I even agree?" she cried again. The pain was getting to her head and taking over her senses.

Debra's pussy was spreading wide and it she needed to take off her panties soon. "Fucking Jimmy was a mistake!" she cried and gripped the armrests of the chair. "Fucking incel bitch ass!" she cursed her boyfriend again and lowered her head in pain. "What a cracker! Stupid cockhead!" Debra shouted from the pain that she was feeling from her pussy spreading even wider.

Debra was surprised to feel a rush of warm liquid pouring out of her pussy. "Damn, @#%^&! My waters broke!" Debra made liberal use of the N-Word pass that she had to make her thoughts clear on her water breaking. She shouted, "It begins!" Then she began taking off her black panties of her body. The stage was set for the next act of Debra's pussy.

#submission #birth fic #labor kink #birth kink #pregblr #preggo kink #preggie #preggophilia #pregnant kink #pregnancy fantasy #giving birth #contractions #birth

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0ana-girl · 10 months

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57 Reasons why not!

01. You will be FAT if you eat today, just put it off one more day.

02. You don't NEED food.

03. Fat people can't fit everywhere.

04. Guys will be able to pick you up without struggling.

05. You'll be able to run faster without all that extra weight holding you back.

06. People will remember you as "the beautiful thin one".

07. If someone has to describe you, they'll say "oh she weighs like 90, 100 lbs".

08. Guys will want to get to know you, not laugh at you and walk away.

09. Starving is an example of excellent willpower.

10. You will be able to see your beautiful, beautiful bones.

11. Bones are clean and pure. Fat is dirty and hangs on your bones like a parasite.

12. If you eat then you'll look like those disgusting, fat, ghetto and trailer-trash hookers on Jerry Springer.

13. The models that everyone claims are beautiful, the spitting image of perfection, are any of them fat? NO!

14. Too many people in the world are obese.

15. People who eat are selfish and unrealistic.

16. Only fat people are attracted to fat people. Do you want pigs to like you because you are one of them.

17. Anyone can have "inner beauty" but few can earn real beauty, inside as well as out.

18. You'll be able to move as quietly and skillfully as a spider.

19. Only thin people are graceful.

20. If you slap a fat person you can see a shockwave ripple over their skin. That's disgusting.

21. Do you want people to say "for gods sake get off me you're crushing me!!!" or "you are sooo light" ???

22. Underweight aka perfect body.

23. Ballerina? or beanbag?

24. I want to be light enough so a helium balloon could lift me and carry me to the clouds.

25. I want to walk in the snow and leave no footprints.

26. Starve off the parts you don't need. They're ugly and they drag you down.

27. Nothing cant be fixed with hunger and weight loss.

28. Saying "no thanks" to food is saying "yes please" to THIN!!!

29. Fat people are so huge, yet people look away from them as if they don't exist.

30. The only time people do notice a fat person is when they get in the way of that beautiful thin girl walking by (ok that sounds really horrible i know.)

31. Have you ever seen a person NOT notice a walking skeleton.

32. Nothing tastes as good as thin feels.

33. Is food more important that happiness in life? I think not!

34. Eating is conforming to everyone else's expectations.

35. When you start to get dizzy and weak you're almost there.

36. Hunger is your friend and it won't betray you like food.

37. Food is mean and sneaky. It tricks you into eating it and it works on you from the inside out making you fat, bloated, ugly and unhappy.

38. Think of anorexia as your secret weapon.

39. If you can name one reason to be fat, I'll name a million and one to be thin.

40. Thin people look good in ANY kind of clothes.

41. Food rots your teeth.

42. Puffy cheeks, double chins and thick ankles-- aren't attractive.

43. Fatty areas stretch and sag as you get older.

44. Ever seen the arms of a fat person wave hello or goodbye?

45. Eating little to nothing saves you money!

46. The average (middle class) American wastes OVER $8,000 a year on FOOD ALONE...it goes in one end and out the other. That sure is a lot of fat! No wonder so many Americans are obese and overweight!

47. Fat people make their country look bad.

48. Big people sweat more and they smell bad.

49. Fat people die earlier.

50. You'll be the envy of all the other girls.

51. All of the guys will want you.

52. You're less likely to get food poisoning.

53. You won't be exposed to all the chemicals and pesticides they put in food today.

54. You won't get sweaty on hot days.

55. The word fat will only apply to you in a sarcastic way.

56. No one wants to see a fat person dance.

57. Beauty Queen? or Dairy Queen?

#tw ana shit #tw ana fast #an0rec1a #an0r3c1a #ana rexx #pro rexy #tcw rex #meanspir0 #ed not sheeren #tw ed diet #ed bllog #ed disorder

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wannabe-skinny-kitten · 6 months

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01. You will be FAT if you eat today, just put it off one more day. 02. You don’t NEED food. 03. Fat people can’t fit everywhere. 05. You’ll be able to run faster without all that extra weight holding you back. 06. People will remember you as “the beautiful thin one”. 07. If someone has to describe you, they’ll say “oh she weighs like 90, 100 lbs”. 09. Starving is an example of excellent willpower. 10. You will be able to see your beautiful, beautiful bones. 11. Bones are clean and pure. Fat is dirty and hangs on your bones like a parasite. 17. Anyone can have “inner beauty” but few can earn real beauty, inside as well as out. 18. You’ll be able to move as quietly and skillfully as a spider. 19. Only thin people are graceful. 21. Do you want people to say “for gods sake get off me you’re crushing me!!!” or “you are sooo light” ??? 25. I want to walk in the snow and leave no footprints. 26. Starve off the parts you don’t need. They’re ugly and they drag you down. 27. Nothing cant be fixed with hunger and weight loss. 32. Nothing tastes as good as thin feels. 33. Is food more important that happiness in life? I think not! 34. Eating is conforming to everyone else’s expectations. 36. Hunger is your friend and it won’t betray you like food.

#ana trigger #ed not ed sheeran #anorex14 #thinspø #th1n$po #ed not sheeren #tw disordered eating

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crashtestjeffy · 3 months

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I really want to stop feeling so weak. I nearly pas out if I stand for longer than 15 minutes. My blood pressure is wacky. And my heart rate is way too high. Other than that I'm swell. My daughter went to grandma's for a few days over the weekend and came back and told me how grandma's angry, alcoholic wife doesn't like the way she speaks and asked if she could not talk when she was in the room. Also she doesn't like the way she sleeps and how she leaves the bed. Grandma is afraid of her wife and may even be getting abused behind closed doors. I wouldn't doubt that. So she basically asked my daughter to not speak and to sleep on top of the sheets and blankets using a throw as a cover.

I would put a kibosh on her going there but she is almost 17, I can't really demand she not see her grandma. At least not without her agreeing and she won't agree to stop going to see her. Oy vey!

I am really loving my PS5 and I am still working my way through Jedi Survivor. It's a long game man. I like long games. I get so bummed when I can get through a game in one or two days. Also the Jedi dude is customizable so I got him rocking a mullet and handlebar moustache.

Man, I really need to eat properly. I ate some fries I made in the air fryer and a piece of cheese and I am queasy and not going to be able to eat again till much later today. I really, really needed to lose weight, I topped and went over 300 lbs, I am 5' 11" and though I have always weighed heavier than I looked (as a slim teen I weighed 180 lbs and in my 20s weighed 200 lbs without ever getting chubby), I weighed way too much. At the hospital and then the doctor's I weighted 283 lbs and 282 lbs. At this rate I'll hit 200 again by March. Stupid Covid.

Joe says hello. He has taken to sitting beside me while I play PS5 and meowing loudly into my face and ear to get me to pay attention to him and pet him. He's a prick because when I do want to pet him he'll push my hand away and say "No, no pet". He's kind of like my ex-wife.

Anyway. This has been an update. If I continue to feel bad my doctor may want to admit me to the hospital and do like experiments on me and transplant my head. Or get me on an IV and do some tests. One or the other.

Can one of you come over and help me do housework? Because I ma exhausted. I entertained the idea of paying a maid service for a one time visit. But I would hate myself if I did that. It feels way too bourgeoisie.

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littlestardescendants · 5 months

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~ 100 Facts about my WHB MC!! ~

So I did this with Mara on my Obey Me Tumblr but let's do 100 facts of Mirjami as we get into the story to get a feel for her <3

1. Mirjami was born February 15th 1997, making her an Aquarius Sun, Cancer Moon, and Sagittarius Rising

2. Mirjami's Father is Arab and her mother is Israeli making her mixed but looking more Israeli. When they died she was adopted by a nice Greek Couple making her understand a bit of it

3. Mirjami is actually 5'8 and weighs 185 lbs making her a bit chubby but she tries to stay active

4. While Mirjami loves her adoptive parents they weren't exactly receptive to her leaving her to be a very awkward lonely child when she was younger

5. Mirjami was actually pretty slow as a child making her very immature despite her age (she actually was held back and had to go to a specialized course because of her slowness and to help with her communication skills)

6. Interestingly however despite being slow there are certain subjects she excelled in such as music/writing/art

7. Mirjami is actually a bit older than Minhyeok but because of her slower development she got along with him a bit more than others

8. Mirjami is someone who ALWAYS had someone or needed to be taken care of leaving some to see her as a burden or leech

9. Minhyeok and Mirjami were friends since they were young but Mirjami never saw him as anything more because she felt he deserved better

10. When Mirjami was a teenager she never could make friends because she felt too awkward and timid around other girls and boys (Minhyeok is the only person she feels comfortable with during this time)

11. When Mirjami graduated from high school her parents moved back to Greece and she chose to stay wanting to support herself through college

12. Mirjami always loved singing and often partook in plays or musicals because of her fondness for it

13. Mirjami met her baby daddy/ex-husband Freshman year of college. She was studying music and art and he studied biochemistry. The two dated through college until Junior year where she got pregnant

14. When Mirjami got pregnant the two decided to marry but the marriage eventually got annulled because her ex Ahmed felt as though they rushed things or were making a bad decision and didn't actually want to tie down Mirjami

15. When Mirjami gave birth to Munira she dropped out of college to raise the child majority time while Ahmed went to college and got his degree

16. When Ahmed graduated college he got more custody of Munira than before and the two coparent amicably having a deep fondness for each other that has grown platonic on Ahmed's side

17. Mirjami actually is pretty poor and she lives in a trailer park with her pet dog "Pom Pom". When she visits Minhyeok she does so to clean his home a bit or imagine herself having a home like his for her and her daughter

18. Mirjami is incredibly close to their daughter and sings songs for her constantly it being a source of comfort

19. Munira is a very bright girl leading to some to joke that for as dumb or ditzy as Mirjami is she was lucky to have such a smart child. She doesn't mind this but she feels bad she can't do more

20. Mirjami dreams of returning to college to finish getting her degree and wants to compose songs

21. Mirjami is an Assistant Manager at a gas station and works very hard to keep things together- Most of her coworkers like her becomes she's so maternal and sweet

22. Mirjami loves to bake and enjoys cooking always willing to make big meals for her family

23. Mirjami doesn't ever really talk about herself she always hypes up people close to her

24. Mirjami isn't actually very perverted as she doesn't have time and actually got used to watching things too sanitized

25. Mirjami once put a child lock on her computer but forgot the password hence why she's always at Minhyeok's searching things up

26. Mirjami still loves Ahmed and while she tried to move on for his sake it's clear to everyone she would go back to him in a heartbeat

27. Mirjami hates violence and yelling and gets scared and uncomfortable when people aside from Minhyeok Munira or Ahmed touch her

28. When Mirjami met Satan she was scared of him but seeing him save Minhyeok made her trust him

29. Mirjami consistently gets ignored or talked down to leading her to timidly just take whatever people call her

30. While Mirjami is awkward and weird it's implied she has a lot of bottled up anger and emotions implying she's more Wrath oriented than any other sin

31. Mirjami's goal is to help the Devils drive back angels but also so they could help protect her daughter

32. Mirjami loves her daughter immensely and often turns murderously serious at the thought of her getting hurt

33. Mirjami loves small fluffy animals and wants another pomeranian. She has a weakness for cute things

34. Mirjami loves to sew and knit and often makes clothes and things for her daughter

35. Mirjami often thinks of Ahmed and how she wishes they were together again even if it was the right decision

36. Mirjami is actually shocked when people are sexually attracted to her because she still feels like a weirdo when around others

37. Mirjami is heterosexual but is implied to be curious of exploring

38. Mirjami loves horses and always wanted to take her daughter to the stables

39. Ahmed loved Mirjami but it's implied another reason he left her is because he felt like she would always be a follower to his wants when he wants an equal partner

40. Mirjami hates when people argue and fight because she is like an emotional sponge who absorbs others' emotions

41. Mirjami was openly disgusted with the "needing essence to survive" and currently tries to pretend it's anything but what it is

42. Mirjami's favorite food is Mediterranean Food or Shawarma and Falafels

43. Mirjami is actually terrified of the ocean and doesn't know how to swim

44. While Mirjami is a bit slow at times she's very perceptive of others' intentions especially when it concerns her daughter and keeping her safe

45. Mirjami favorite type of person are those who are fatherly kind and strong

46. Mirjami doesn't actually have sexy underwear; she wears cotton undies that are pastel color and she gets surprised when she gets sexy underwear

47. Mirjami used to have an imaginary friend and she often reminisces about them missing them. Minhyeok doesn't like them

48. Mirjami loves working at the Gas Station but never notices when people perv on her because her mind is elsewhere

49. Mirjami doesn't like to drink any alcohol/in general. Her favorite drinks are Shirley Temples

50. Mirjami has always dreamt of having a family (husband house and her daughter) but gets embarrassed talking about it because she imagines it with Ahmed mostly

51. Mirjami is very worrying and doting to everyone making her seem as if she's a worry wart or does too much

52. Mirjami feels ashamed she dropped out of college and while she tries to say she did it for her daughter she sometimes misses the days before pregnancy in her lowest moments

53. While Mirjami is a decent parent Munira in turn is actually very protective of her and tries to take care of her mother

54. With Munira being incredibly smart and intelligent Mirjami will often go out of her way to take odd jobs so her daughter could have the best education

55. Mirjami falls asleep in movie theaters and during movies often

56. Mirjami often cries because she is very sensitive

57. Mirjami loves and adores her daughter so much that she always tells herself the sex with demons is for her sake

58. Mirjami loves cuddling or being held and will often try to push herself into the arms of those she's comfortable with

59. Mirjami loves Zodiac stuff and crystals and has a lot of amtheyst in her room

60. Mirjami is ambidextrous but was forced to use her right hand more

61. Mirjami's voice is very girlish and sweet leading people to sometimes remark she sounds like a fairytale princess

62. Mirjami is a bit embarrassed about her freckles

63. A bit tmi but Mirjami actually doesn't like using condoms and enjoys sex from behind. She will never tell anyone but it's... Easy to see her tune change after it when she needs Demon essence.

64. Mirjami's favorite color is pink and she loves receiving carnations and lilies

65. Mirjami is actually afraid of getting yelled at and thunder/lightning so when she hears it she often cuddles her daughter/dog/cute thing close for comfort

66. Mirjami is a certified dog parent and was worried to death angels would hurt her dog. The pom currently lives with Minhyeok now

67. Mirjami's Pomeranian is names Pom Pom. As you can see Mirjami is very original with names

68. Mirjami gets overwhlemed easily so she often likes to sit alone to recuperate and her singing and tunes sort of helps her mind focus

69. Sexually Mirjami is too sensitive: You could kiss her a bit too harsh and she'll be whiney or tell you to be gentle. Makes the sex with the Demons very intense with her

70. Mirjami had always wanted to cut her hair but doesn't because her daughter likes it long

71. Mirjami learnt to like reading by her daughter and reads a lot of kid books so she can talk about them with her baby girl

72. Mirjami loves volunteering at school events and is the more "present" parent than Ahmed making her disappearance very distressing for Munira

73. Mirjami and Minhyeok actually went through a period of time where they didn't talk when she was married briefly; It was mostly on him and Ahmed as Ahmed didn't feel comfortable with their friendship and its one of the few dark parts of their friendship

74. On that note while Mirjami cares deeply for Minhyeok and Ahmed she does sometimes wonder if her friendship with Minhyeok caused her marriage to Ahmed to end but she doesn't bring it up because she's scared Minhyeok will get mad or leave her

75. Aside from that Minhyeok is one of the few allowed to babysit Munira because Mirjami trusts him so much

76. Mirjami HAS clicked on weird porn links before. She keeps thinking it's a message from a potential friend or she's supporting a niche website but then she sees titties and gets shocked

77. Mirjami clicks on links so many times the child lock is sometimes more for her than Munira

78. Mirjami has a pretty buxom figure and while she never noticed it it's been a source to why she's popular at the Gas Station or outside. She genuinely believes people are just being nice.

79. Mirjami loves to get magazines that have perfumes and lotions and jewelry just because she likes to pretend she'll buy those someday

80. Mirjami has a license but is often too shaky to drive. She loves walking everywhere

81. While Mirjami lives in a trailer she's made it her mission to make it a cozy home on the inside so when her daughter visits she feels safe and comfortable

82. Mirjami spoils her daughter immensely to the point she gave her the bigger room in her house so her daughter had space. It's not out of any malicious intentions she just loves her daughter too damned much not to

83. Mirjami had always felt Solomon's connection but never gave it much thought as she always felt a bit weird

84. Mirjami is often overwhelmed by the lavish castles and furnishing the Devils have. She was so used to going without it surprises her

85. Some of the demons have made Mirjami cry before. She's sensitive and cries easily so she always clings to the more dominant protective energy in the room

86. Mirjami still carries a photo of her on her wedding day with her husband and a photo of her family because those were the happiest days of her life

87. While Mirjami regrets dropping out of college she never regrets having her daughter as she felt partly she was always meant to be a mother

88. While not exactly permissive Mirjami HATES disciplining Munira as it makes her want to cry if she sees her daughter upset in any way

89. Mirjami is very curious of Solomon and actually kind of sad since her daughter won't get to meet her magical grandpa

90. Mirjami is very shy about it but she kind of likes soft degrading IF it's mixed with loving words ( You can call her stupid but also tell her you love and cherish her or she will cry )

91. Though Mirjami doesn't say it- It deeply upsets her when Sitri or other demons only call her "Solomon" it makes her feel unloved or unseen and she kind of veers away if they won't acknowledge her

92. Mirjami loves to paint and wants to do it often even if she hates getting paint on herself (she's SUPER delicate and precise when painting honestly)

93. Mirjami HAS snapped before and it's kind of implied that when she snaps things get REALLT ugly because she puts 100% her whole emotions into it (it usually leaves her drained or sobbing afterwards so she tries not to get mad)

94. Mirjami's greatest fear is scaring her daughter or making Munira dislike her. She wants desperately for her daughter to love her and be with her

95. Because of Mirjami's fear of the ocean she's never been on boats and is actually not a fan of flying either

96. Mirjami can't handle too many positions changes unconsciously after sex with demons she limps slightly. Be it because it's in her head or because she's still reliving it those moments makes it very easy to see where her mind is still at afterwards

97. While Mirjami has plans for the future and wants to go back to college she's actually content to put her whole life on hold so her daughter can be happy (she's not a multitasker she'd rather invest herself 100% in one part of her life than bettering the other)

98. Mirjami still wants to be married and belong to someone but given doesn't actually think that's possible with the Demons

99. Mirjami has been described to come off Aloof from a distance. It's not something she intends but when she's not on the register or just in her day to day she seems lost in her head

100. Mirjami doesn't regret helping the demons. She wishes there could be peace but she would honestly destroy the 2 Realms just to make sure her daughter was safe and lived her life happy

#what in hell is bad #what in hell is bad mc #whb #what in hell is bad solomon's descendant #whb mc #whb mc 100 facts #This was a lot i'm sorry if its scatterbrained but i kind of imagine her less intense than my OM MC #My OM MC is a dommy mommy - This MC is just a mommy

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ccaag · 1 month

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Little Kids, Big Dreams

GoFundMe for Mason Thomas Clemence

Mason Thomas Clemence was born on November 3, 2010, weighing only 3 lbs 13 oz. His older sister was diagnosed with a rare genetic condition right around that time, so Mason’s family and the medical team knew that Mason had the same condition. He was diagnosed with DNA Ligase IV Deficiency right away, which is a rare and serious immunodeficiency. Currently, there are only 30 documented cases of Ligase IV deficiency in the world, and Mason and Lizzy are two of them right here in our community. The only known treatment is a bone marrow transplant. Lizzy’s transplant was successful. She is 13 now and she celebrates her cell day on June 9th every year. Mason is 11 now and has had complications since his Bone Marrow Transplant 10 years ago. He has developed Graft versus Host Disease of the skin, gut, and eyes. This means that some of the donor cells from the bone marrow transplant attack and damage Mason’s healthy cells. This has affected Mason’s skin, scalp, eyes, GI tract, lungs, liver, muscles, and joints. He has a feeding tube so he can get enough nutrition to stay healthy, oxygen to help with breathing, a wheelchair for back and bone pain, glasses for his eye damage, and lots of medication, monitoring, and trips out of state to his Bone Marrow Team for treatment. It also means that Mason is very susceptible to viruses and illnesses. Mason is a Glenwood Titan, but he hasn’t been able to go to school for the past two years due to his compromised health and has continued to learn virtually. Mason needs a private duty nurse (RN or LPN) to help at home and attend school with him, but his family hasn’t been able to find anyone to fill this role. Mason should be joining the friends he made in elementary school as they transition to Glenwood Intermediate School in August, but he continues to face health challenges. Mason just wants to be healthy enough to go to school in person and interact with his friends again. Mason’s condition is so rare that the closest team to treat his condition is at Cincinnati Children’s Hospital, which means a lot of travel for him and his family. Mason is in the hospital right now with a collapsed trachea and bronchi, and blockages in 2 lobes of his lungs. He is having headaches from CO2 retention. He also has an enlarged liver and his liver lesions are larger, which may explain his abdominal pain. Mason usually stays at the Ronald McDonald house for his specialist appointments (they usually span 2 days) where there is a game room and snacks. Now, he’s admitted and trying to get better from a hospital bed. Mason's mom and sister are with him. His dad is at home in Springfield and visits on the weekends. Mason’s parents are trying to maintain work schedules, school schedules, and all the planned and unplanned challenges that come with this disease. Mason’s family has to commute to Ohio, and the impact of these high gas prices is becoming unmanageable. His family needs help with gas expenses and help with covering any expenses not paid by insurance. Please help Mason and his family!

#Mason Thomas Clemence #GoFundMe #fundrasier

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uncharismatic-fauna · 1 year

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Carve Out Some Time for the Cassowary

Famous for their bright colors and short tempers, cassowaries are a group of flightless birds in the genus Casuarius. There are three species: the Northern Cassowary (C. unappendiculatus) which is found in New Guinea; the Southern Cassowary (C. casuarius), native southern New Guinea and northern Australia; and the Dwarf Cassowary (C. bennetti), endemic to New Guinea and the surrounding islands. All three species prefer tropical forests, though they are known to venture into savannahs, wetlands, and suburban areas in search of food.

Cassowaries are mainly active at dawn and dusk, and spend the time in between in their nests-- large pads of vegetation built on the ground. They opportunistic omnivores; their primary source of food is fruit and fungi, but they will also eat insects, frogs, fish, birds, small mammals, and carrion when available. Much of the fruit they eat is swallowed whole, which makes cassowaries invaluable for spreading seeds throughout their range. Additionally, due to their large size, adult cassowaries have no natural predators, and will aggressively defend their young from predators like snakes, monitor lizards, birds of prey, and wild dogs. When startled this birds can run up to 50 kph (31 mph), or lash out with their powerful legs.

Members of the Casuarius genus are solitary, save for the reproductive season. This season runs from May to September, when fruit is most abundant. Males maintain and defend territories, and call to attract mates. These calls are extremely loud, and at one of the lowest frequencies of any known bird, at about 23 Hertz. When a female approaches, the male crouches and allows the female to inspect him. She may also chase him, typically into water where the two perform a ritualistic fight before she submits. After laying her eggs, the female will move on to another male’s territory.

The eggs are extremely large and bright green, and usually laid in clutches of four. The male alone tends these eggs, incubating them and maintaining the nest for 50-52 days. The chicks that emerge stay with him for an additional 8-9 months until they become independent. Individuals take up to three years to become fully mature, and the average lifespan of wild Casuarius is anywhere from 30 to 50 years.

Southern Cassowaries are the largest of the three species, at up to 1.8 m (5ft 11 in) tall and weighing 58 kg (130 lbs) on average. Females tend to be much larger than males, and the species is considered to be the largest in Asia and the 3rd largest in the world. The Dwarf Cassowary, as the name implies, is significantly smaller at only 1.5m (4ft 11in) tall and 26 kg (57 lbs) at maximum. Northern Cassowaries lie between the two extremes. While all three species have black bodies, the coloration of their heads and necks vary significantly. Both the Northern and Southern Cassowary species have wattles-- pouches of skin that dangle from the neck-- that can be red, gold, purple, or white, which contrasts sharply with their blue necks. The Dwarf Cassowary lacks a wattle, and has a darker blue neck. In addition, it has the smallest head crest, or casque,; the Southern Cassowary’s casque is blade-shaped, and larger than the Dwarf Cassowary’s. The Northern Cassowary’s casque is more flared, and the largest of the three species.

Conservation Status: The Dwarf and Northern Cassowary species are considered Near Threatened and Least Concern respectively by the IUCN, while the Southern Cassowary is classified as endangered. All three are threatened primarily by habitat loss.

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lovetransaction · 6 months

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@nameslikeguns tagged me!

1. Are you named after anyone? Not at all. I'm not even sure where my mother got my name (which is Marissa btw) because nobody else in the family is named like that and it's not even popular in the West Indies.

2. When was the last time you cried? One of the mutuals -- I cannot recall who right now -- referred to the second Brahms movie as "Brahms: The Boy 2: More Boy" and I told my sister that when she mentioned the movie earlier tonight and we both laughed so hard we got weepy

3. Do you have kids? I do not and I never will!!

4. What sports do you play/have played? Zero.

5. Do you use sarcasm? I used to be sarcastic nonstop. It was the nineties. Then I realized that my brand was particularly nasty because I was subconsciously imitating my mother, and now I'm not like that anymore.

6. What's the first thing you notice about people? Whether they meet my eyes. I engage in freakishly unsettling eye contact. In university the professors would either seek me out in the classroom because I was guaranteed to be staring attentively right at them, or they'd avoid me because idk I might steal their soul. When I worked as a purchaser for a film school I nearly made one supplier cry because I looked directly and unwaveringly at him after asking questions.

7. What's your eye color? Dark brown. (I was wearing grey fashion contacts when I made the supplier cry)

8. Scary movies or happy endings? Boo pretentious answer but whatever serves the narrative and the characters and the emotional arc.

9. Any talents? A few. I'm a decent singer and writer.

10. Where were you born? Eastern Canada.

11. What are your hobbies? Video games, writing, obsessing over foodways, watching tons of movies/tv, art blogging (I'm not an artist myself but I love it)

12. Do you have any pets? One black cat who's very grim and small (she weighs 8 lbs) named Meera.

13. How tall are you? Five foot two. If this fandom was Grey's Anatomy, I'd be Dr. Bailey.

14. Favorite subject in school? In high school, English Lit and Drama. In post-secondary it was Women's & Gender Studies and Poli Sci with a focus on critical race theory.

15. Dream job? I did (volunteer) copy editing/reviewing for an online women-run zine for comics & pop culture and that was pretty enjoyable. I'd like to do that as a paid job.

I went out for Japanese BBQ tonight and I'm sated and sleepy so I will tag everyone who sees this and hasn't done it yet! <3

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dagdasoneandonly · 1 year

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Prism Achroma, was born safely on:

April 15th 2023, 11:47 am

She weighs exactly 6.5 lbs, 19 inches tall.

She's just born and has her eyes closed so I'll tell the eye color later~ she has really fluffy brown hair.

Colress helped with the delivery. I want to thank the wonderful staff at Black City Pokémon Center and Hospital and the Nurse Joy and Audino that stood by and helped me

Welcome to the world Prism.. me and Colress love you very much.

💖 🤍 💛 💙💎

She was supposed to be born on the 18th? I was legitimately freaking out about it but Colress gently informed me that it's very common for babbers to be born even as early as a few weeks?

#otp:crystalprismshipping #astral child

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fiftytwotwentythree · 5 months

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Wellness Wednesday:

Looking to Finish Strong

I, for the most part, completed my main objectives and goals for the year - but by some strange test of fate I could slip up.

So...

For the next 4ish weeks (26 Days - 4 more posts) my plan is to be easy going, but mindful of diet and exercise routine. With widely surpassing my objectives I could tank/skip my workouts or diet and still come out on top of my goals, but I would like to end on the highest note possible - I would like my last weight to be the lowest I've ever weighed AND I would like to be able to say 100% confidence that I went a whole year without a chip, slice of pizza, or an ice cream cone - let alone a single order of take out.

As well - I would be excited to see my final stats on my exercises. To my current knowledge I think I have only missed 3 or 4 workouts - that's 3 or 4 days out of the last 340 days. I'd like to keep that stat below 5 for the remainder of the year if I could... again... for gloating purposes (don't worry... I have no friends so this sentiment probably won't leave the sanctuary of this post - gloating averted).

49th CHECK-IN:

Current Goals:

Lose 52 lbs Completed

Loss 52 lbs as of 4/12/2023

Milestone: Loss 100 lbs as of 11/01/2023

New Goal: Maintain or Continue on The Weight Loss Path

Avoid "Junk Food"

Minimize Take-Out / Fast Food Consumption

Short Term:

Vegetarian-ish Diet: Completed

End Date: 4/09/2023 - 46 Days Total

Groundhog's Day Diet: Completed*

10/01/2023 - 10/31/2023

Stats from November:

Food:

Bags of Popcorn: 38

Cans of Soup: 12

Leftover Meals: 8

Salads: 4

Oranges: 0

Take Out: 0

Candy/Sweets: 0

Workout:

Jumping Jacks: 18,400

Push-Ups: 4,600

Glute Bridges: 4,600

Reverse Leg Lifts: 4,600

Leg Kickbacks: 4,600

Sit-Ups: 4,600

Leg Lifts: 280

Plank (mins): 370

6 Inches (mins): 140

Squats: 0

Assisted Push-Ups: 0

Weight Loss:

Weightloss This Month: -1.4 lbs

Average Weightloss per Week: -0.35 lbs

Total Weightloss: -101.4 lbs

Entertainment:

Movies Watched: 11

Favorite from the Month:

Please Don't Destroy: The Treasure of Foggy Mountain

Hours of Television Watched: ~ 12.5 hours ( Selena + Chef, Modern Family, The Leftovers, Ink Master, Last Week Tonight with John Oliver)

Books:

Books Completed This Month: 2

Book Title(s) Completed This Month:

Daisy Jones and The Six by Taylor Jenkins Reid

Consider This: Moments in My Writing Life After Which Everything Changed by Chuck Palahniuk

Book Total for the Year: 4

Comics:

Comics Completed: 3

Trades Completed: 18

Comic/Trade Titles Completed:

Venom by Donnie Cates Vol. 1: Rex (Venom (2018-2021))

Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles Adventures Vol. 1

The Unbeatable Squirrel Girl Vol. 6: Who Runs The World? Squirrels (The Unbeatable Squirrel Girl (2015-2019))

House of M

Lumberjanes Vol. 3

King Deadpool Vol. 2 (Deadpool (2019-2021))

Chew Vol. 5: Major League Chew

Giant Days Vol. 1

Spider-Man/Deadpool Vol. 2 Side Pieces (Spider-Man/Deadpool (2016-2019))

Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles: The IDW Collection Vol. 5

Batman (2016-) Vol. 2: I Am Suicide

She-Hulk by Rainbow Rowell Vol. 1: Jen, Again (She-Hulk (2022-2023))

Scott Pilgrim Vol. 1 (of 6): Scott Pilgrim's Precious Little Life - Color Edition

Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles: The Last Ronin - The Lost Years #2 (of 5)

Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles: The Last Ronin - The Lost Years #3 (of 5)

James Bond (2015-2016) Vol. 1: VARGR

Funny Creek (comiXology Originals)

Darkwing Duck #1

X-Men '92 Vol. 1: The World Is A Vampire (X-Men '92 (2016))

Richard Stark's Parker Vol. 1: The Hunter

Bone Vol. 1 Out Frime Bonneville

Favorite Comic/Trade Read:

Richard Stark's Parker Vol. 1: The Hunter

Magazine(s):

Magazine(s) Completed: 0

Meal Tracker:

THURSDAY

Lunch:

Turkey & Pepperjack on Wheat Toast

Starkist Smart Bowls Barley & Beans with Tuna: Tomato Basil

Snack:

Serving of Good & Gather's Tex Mex Trail Mix

Serving of Kirkland's Signature Roasted Garlic and Herb Seasoned Almonds

(4oz) Bag of Sahale Snacks Pomegranate Vanilla Flavored Cashews Glazed Mix

(4oz) Bag of Sahale Snacks Pomegranate Flavored Pistachios Glazed Mix

Supper:

Small Plate of Rana's Gnocchi

- Dusting of Parmesan Cheese

- Classico Roasted Red Pepper Alfredo Sauce

FRIDAY

Lunch:

Turkey & Pepperjack on Wheat Toast

Starkist Smart Bowls Quinoa & Beans with Tuna: Latin Citrus

Wild Planet's Wild Tuna, Bean, & Corn Salad

Snack:

Serving of Good & Gather's Tex Mex Trail Mix

Serving of Kirkland's Signature Roasted Garlic and Herb Seasoned Almonds

(4oz) Bag of Sahale Snacks Pomegranate Vanilla Flavored Cashews Glazed Mix

(4oz) Bag of Sahale Snacks Pomegranate Flavored Pistachios Glazed Mix

Bag of Orville Redenbacher Ultimate Butter Popcorn

(2) Bowls of Wonderful's Shelled Salt & Pepper Pistachios

(3) Small Oranges

Supper:

Can of Progresso Italian Sausage and Potato Soup

- 10 Crackers

(1) Glass of Chocolate Milk

SATURDAY

Lunch:

Meat, Cheese, and Crackers

- (12) Slices of Summer Sausage

- (12) Ritz Crackers

- (3) Pieces of Pepperjack Cheese

- (3) Pieces of Monterey Jack Cheese

- (3) Pieces of Mild Cheddar Cheese

- (3) Pieces of Marble Jack Cheese

- Hot Mustard

Snack:

(2) Small Oranges

Supper:

Large Plate of Fettuccine Alfredo

- Classico Roasted Red Pepper Alfredo Sauce

- (6) Diced Sausage Links

- Dusting of Parmesan Cheese

SUNDAY

Lunch:

Birds Eye Garlic Sesame Veggie Stir Fry

- Bag of Yakitori Chicken with Japanese Style Fried Rice

- Planters Peanuts

Snack:

Meat, Cheese, and Crackers

- (12) Slices of Summer Sausage

- (12) Ritz Crackers

- (3) Slices of Pepperjack Cheese

- (3) Slices of Monterey Jack Cheese

- (3) Slices of Marble Jack Cheese

- (3) Slices of Mild Cheddar Cheese

Supper:

Can of Progresso Broccoli Cheese Soup

- 10 Crackers

MONDAY

Lunch:

Turkey & Pepperjack on Wheat Toast

Cup of Del Monte Diced Pears

Snack:

Serving of Good & Gather's Tex Mex Trail Mix

(4) Slices of Cheese

(5) Slices of Summer Sausage

(1) Glass of Chocolate Milk

Supper:

Can of Progresso Rigati Pasta and Meatballs Soup

- 10 Crackers

(1) Slice of Buttered Bread

TUESDAY

Lunch:

Turkey & Pepperjack on Wheat Toast

Cup of Del Monte Diced Pears

Snack:

Serving of Good &Gather's Tex Mex Trail Mix

(1) Glass of Chocolate Milk

Supper:

Can of Progresso Creamy Chicken Noodle Soup

- 10 Crackers

WEDNESDAY

Lunch:

Turkey & Pepperjack on Wheat Toast

(4) Slices of Assorted Charcuterie Cheese

(1) Bowl of Wonderful's Shelled Salt & Pepper Pistachios

(1) Small Orange

Snack:

Serving of Kirkland's Signature Roasted Garlic and Herb Seasoned Almonds

(1) Glass of Chocolate Milk

(1) Small Orange

Supper:

Birds Eye Teriyaki Veggie Stir Fry

- Annie Chun's Sticky White Rice

- Individual Bag of Planters Peanuts

Workouts:

THURSDAY

(400) Jumping Jacks [8 sets of 50]

(100) Glute Bridges [4 sets of 25]

(100) Push-Ups [10 sets of 10]

(100) Reverse Leg Lifts [10 sets of 10]

(100) Leg Kickbacks [10 sets of 10]

(100) Sit-Ups [5 Sets of 20]

(5 min) Planks [5 Sets of 1 min]

FRIDAY

(400) Jumping Jacks [8 sets of 50]

(100) Glute Bridges [4 sets of 25]

(100) Push-Ups [10 sets of 10]

(10) Reverse Leg Lifts [10 sets of 10]

(10) Leg Kickbacks [10 sets of 10]

(100) Sit-Ups [5 Sets of 20]

(5 min) Planks [5 Sets of 1 min]

SATURDAY

(400) Jumping Jacks [8 sets of 50]

(100) Glute Bridges [4 sets of 25]

(100) Push-Ups [10 sets of 10]

(100) Reverse Leg Lifts [10 sets of 10]

(100) Leg Kickbacks [10 sets of 10]

(100) Sit-Ups [5 Sets of 20]

(5 min) Planks [5 Sets of 1 min]

SUNDAY

(400) Jumping Jacks [8 sets of 50]

(100) Glute Bridges [4 sets of 25]

(100) Push-Ups [10 sets of 10]

(100) Reverse Leg Lifts [10 sets of 10]

(100) Leg Kickbacks [10 sets of 10]

(100) Sit-Ups [5 Sets of 20]

(5 min) Planks [5 Sets of 1 min]

MONDAY

* Morning Workout *

(400) Jumping Jacks [8 sets of 50]

(100) Glute Bridges [4 sets of 25]

(100) Push-Ups [10 sets of 10]

(100) Reverse Leg Lifts [10 sets of 10]

(100) Leg Kickbacks [10 sets of 10]

(100) Sit-Ups [5 Sets of 20]

(5 min) Planks [5 Sets of 1 min]

* Evening Workout *

(400) Jumping Jacks [8 sets of 50]

(100) Glute Bridges [4 sets of 25]

(100) Push-Ups [10 sets of 10]

(100) Reverse Leg Lifts [10 sets of 10]

(100) Leg Kickbacks [10 sets of 10]

(100) Sit-Ups [5 Sets of 20]

(5 min) Planks [5 Sets of 1 min]

TUESDAY

(400) Jumping Jacks [8 sets of 50]

(100) Glute Bridges [4 sets of 25]

(100) Push-Ups [10 sets of 10]

(100) Reverse Leg Lifts [10 sets of 10]

(100) Leg Kickbacks [10 sets of 10]

(100) Sit-Ups [5 Sets of 20]

(5 min) Planks [5 Sets of 1 min]

WEDNESDAY

(400) Jumping Jacks [8 sets of 50]

(100) Glute Bridges[4 sets of 25]

(100) Push-Ups [10 sets of 10]

(100) Reverse Leg Lifts [10 sets of 10]

(100) Leg Kickbacks [10 sets of 10]

(100) Sit-Ups [5 Sets of 20]

(5 min) Planks [5 Sets of 1 min]

WEIGHT TRACKER:

Starting Weight (Noon, 1/01/2023): XXX.X lbs

Weight at Last Check-In, 11/29/2023: -0.4lbs

Weight As of Noon, 12/06/2023: -1.4 lbs

Total Weight Loss: -102.8 lbs

Closing Thoughts:

The Good:

I decided to simply my workout - and I am still seeing the same/positive results with the simpler workout. That extra stuff I did in November was unnecessary.

The Bad:

It's that time of year where the air is dry and my sinuses and unobstructed breathing is collateral damage.

The Ugly:

My sleep schedule has been trash since my Thanksgiving Break/Vacation. Feel like a walking zombie. There times where I have passed out in the middle of the day.

#52 in 23

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erikftglitter · 2 years

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Worth more than Julez [e.k] - 1

*ed, sēlf hārm, violence, vulgarity, & sēxual content.* *dom!erik, sub!oc*

*first chapter has slow build so that the rest of the series make sense*

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Please don’t say 127.

In order to travel to Barcelona, models needed to be less than 127 pounds. The only exception to this rule were expecting models, men, or women taller than 5”11.

Julez had been so busy with covershoots that she forgot to weigh herself most of the week. 127 is a scare tactic. It’s used to intimidate young models so that they would stay in shape. In the agency’s history, they have never dropped a model due to weight, allegedly.

This wasn’t stated in a contract nor did the CEOs ever address the legend, but hearsay has kept this legend fueling for decades and Julez wasn’t going to be the one to be made an example.

Not when she gave up artificial sweeteners.

Now when she gave up high fructose corn syrup.

Not when she gave up takeout.

Not when she gave up gluten.

Saturated fat.

Carbohydrates.

Processed foods.

Not when she gave up everything to finally be represented by a major agency.

Beep…. beep.

Taking a deep breath, Julez closed her eyes before looking at her feet. The soft beeps indicated that it was time to step off of the scale. This number held all the power for her career for the next year. Barcelona fashion week was a rite of passage.

The models that made an impression in Barcelona were usually the ones that would enter their era of supermodel stardom by the following year. Julez wanted that.

She had already been in a couple music videos, commercials, store advertisements, but the runway is where she felt alive. That’s where she could walk away from Devin, stand up to Hades, and let go of every grain of stress that pulled her down.

That’s where she was free.

124.0 LBS

She hadn’t known that she was crying until she felt a cool breeze on her bare feet from the fresh flow of tears pooling into the corners of her eyes. She felt relief.

In actuality, it was silly. No one ever told her that she was required to be of a certain weight and her agent was the most painfully honest person that she’d ever met. It was silly to give into unnecessary pressure, but she couldn’t let it go. It was almost as if she found herself obsessed with trying not to get to the number. She had gone so far as to lie on her drivers license out of fear, it was outrageous.

She took a seat next to the scale to attempt to control the tears pooling in her eyes and took out her cellphone. When she opened instagram she was immediately greeted with those circular chartereuse colored icons. She could only think of one reason why so many of her mutuals posted today.

“Barcelona weight check! 🫠”

“I’m 6’2 but am somehow supposed to be 127??”

“Guess who isn’t gonna be in Spain 💀”

It all became too much. She closed the app and went to shower, she somehow felt guilty knowing that she would only have the spotlight because the other models were “overweight.”

Upon exiting the shower Julez dressed for her nighttime yoga and the sounds of the yoga instructor rang through the hollow apartment.

The next few days were very routine. Julez had posed for another department store advertisement, met with magazine editors, and stuck to her workout routine.

Julez always had a particular way of doing things, even as a child. Every once and a while she could hear grandmother say, “Lord, that one is going to be the one Lord. That one is going to be the one.” She used to ponder on what that meant for years but she hadn’t really gotten far.

She was private. It worked very well for her modeling image, it left the idea of mystery. That was something that her agent was grateful for.

“@JulezPHenderson is he talking about you??”

Julez fed her curiosity and opened the youtube link attached to the tweet.

“Hey guys, happy sunday. I’ll keep it short and hope you guys like the cover…”

Her ex boyfriend, Devin, is an aspiring musician and producer and had a nice following. Some of his following pointed out the coincidental times that he and Julez were spotted in the same locations, but it rarely got any press, thankfully.

She knew that she shouldn’t but she couldn’t help but read the ongoing comments on the livestream as she waited for the cover to start.

“I guess he did date Julez after all, he’s been mad inactive since she unfollowed him 🫢”

“Y’all see the cut on his hand??? I wonder if she went Tyra Banks crazy”

Julez was baffled. Their relationship was very lowkey from the start; two and a half years ago. She had been starting to take her modeling career seriously and he was working with growing artists. They never confirmed their relationship, which worked in Julez’ favored when they finally broke up.

However, here was Devin three months later covering Ice Box by Omarion to imply that Julez was indeed the problem. He even went far enough to title the livestream, “#TheSwitchUp”

Right before Barcelona.

Later that evening Julez found herself in the private gym of her luxury apartment running on the treadmill. She was running away from the calories, the comments, the pressure, and most of all Devin.

She was running away from the hairstylist that couldn’t work with natural hair. She was running from her uncles that called her too skinny. She was running from her aunts that told her to watch her food intake. She was running from from societal pressures. She was so distracted running from everything that overwhelmed her that she didn’t feel her foot twist and elevate from the machine. She didn’t know that she was on the ground until she felt the hard waxed floor on her back.

“Yo ma, you good?”

Julez heard the voice but she couldn’t see a face to match it. Everything was blurry and that’s when she realized that she forgot to eat for the third time this week. She barely had the energy to move.

She felt her shoulders being lifted from the ground, but she really couldn’t fight the temporary state of paralysis that her body was in.

Security didn’t hesitate to make their way over to Julez. They communicated over walkies to double check the cameras since she was found all alone, but didn’t find nothing unusual. She just tripped.

With much light being shined into her eyes, she was finally able to open her eyes. She was being surrounded by two security guards and a gentleman in gold rimmed frames.

“You took quite a fall Ms. Henderson. Would you like for us to help you upstairs?”

As the shorter security guard spoke, Julez was only fixated on the fine gentleman in the clear glasses. She thought back to the voice she had heard earlier, it had to belong to him. The fitted white t-shirt had her interested from the minute that she opened her eyes.

“I could help you if you want.”

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