#she's gotten a bit older

[nefja]

She requested people watching (went on the wall where she's on, plopped down and just watched), after we went to the pet store getting her a new toy and snacks and her getting yelled at by a little black dog coming out of another shop.

After that we walked past the dog park with 2 adult & 1 puppy Lab and the adults spotted her from far away and sprint-barked towards the fence with one tackling it at arrival. They went nuts as we continued walking by and Nefja just looked at them quite bamboozled.

#extremely thankful for a very un-reative dog towards other dogs #only thing is looking uncomfortable and and thinking wth dude #yes you can tell she's gotten older but I'd rather call is maturing #she's turning 8 in May #and she's just gotten a bit more chill with life #obv training also played a big role but #she's also gotten wiser

[ancientrimer]

robin wright really gave everything as buttercup in hindsight. pity she didn’t have any lines to deliver

#rewatching the princess bride is a rollercoaster for me EVERYtime #when I was a kid I was always so frustrated that I didn’t like buttercup that much bc I only cared about female characters generally #then when I got older I realised that she was an uninteresting character #and that that was why #yet another bit older and I finally reconciled with the fact that she was poorly written #now? today? she’s not poorly written! and she’s excellently acted! the issue is that she’s BARELY written #she doesn’t have enough lines to establish her character the way westley or inigo is! or even fezzik or vizzini or humperdinck #even miracle max and his wife have more character! bc they’re written to have character! #buttercup is written to be the perfect romantic heroine and damsel! which means they can’t let her have any character! #but robin wright was giving it all despite that! #her face journey of expressions after westley explains the evolution of the dread pirate roberts YELLS the potential for characterising #buttercup #only she didn’t have a line to say! she just had to walk off and fall in a quagmire! #grrrrrr!!! #I love the princess bride but it would’ve been even better if she’d gotten some lines and son character direction bc she could’ve worked #she could’ve worked magic I’m sure of it #so we circle back around to ‘its because a man wrote her’. obviously. #I love the lines she does have btw. they all fuck. she pushes westley down a hill. let her speak more!!!!!!! #my dream scenario is a sequel with all the same cast of actors where buttercup gets to speak #all in the same style of genre and special effects as in the original ofc

[gazelessmenagerie]

So did he only burn down her village or

( it went more than that aalsfssjg )

( Broly got insanely jealous over a human woman he fancied quite a alot at that time showing Mirin more attention than him and This happened, followed by This happened after he lost his shit being jealous, and then This, )

( Extra bits that could give further context and all that Good Stuff bc this was a extensive little development thing spanning over months.

#|| Tag: Answered #Anonymous #|| Tag: OOC #( truth be told. a lot of it went on with discord and that's a whole ass novel I don't have the energy or time to really dig through ) #( but long story short. ) #( broly was even WORSE than he is today and you can imagine what Mirin had to go through dealing with this mean af asshole ) #( punting her/ bullying her/ calling her names and so on but she still viewed him like an older brother she never had. ) #( she taught him a lot of things with earth and for a time even Broly was beginning to calm down his shit a bit ) #( and learn things about the village he would've lived in had he not gotten so insanely jealous ) #( and nearly broke mirin's spine and burned her village to the ground in a fit. ) #( and it was something that had to happen over a coarse of months before he began to feel what we call Guilt ) #( and Remorse ) #( bc he genuinely did care to a certain point and he WAS actually happy but then his toxic personality ) #( of only ever knowing how to be a full blooded Saiyan / Monster / Devil ) #( came up and it came at the wrong time ) #( it's ... how do I say.. iTS REALLY A LOT TO DO WITH HIS INTERNAL SHIT TBH ) #( bc he's in a constant state of being at conflict due to my personal HC of Legendary Saiyans being far more gentler than their brethren ) #( but Z's case was beign traumatic with nearly being executed not even a day after his birth ) #( planet vegeta being destroyed and the course of his life being pretty much Hell to live with as he grew up ) #( forced him to become what he is right now. unstable. unable to control himself. violent. ) #( but Mirin came along and she had an impact on him to start slowly controlling himself a little but then shit happened. ) #( everything went to hell. ) #( and he pretends he isn't guilty for what he knows he did. knowing he ruined that village and the little runt he lowkey was beginning to ) #( care about more. ) #( given she was the last living remnant of his bygone race and when Goten came along ) #( broly didn't care Goten was Kakarot's spawn bc of Mirin's influence. he just accepted the little runt bc its the closest thing he can get #( to having Mirin back. ) #( its just layers upon layers of his personal shit and when he gets reminded of what he's done. It's like a goddamn shotgun to his heart. ) #( esp when he's buried it so far and for so long ) #( just jfc this man is not okay and no one taught him how to deal with his own emotional traumas and mental traumas )

[uncaught-coolfish]

Ooh fic asks r open yess! First one uuhh,,, Are you gonna make any changes to the relationship between illia and Blake/got any cool writing plan for them?

Also would love some general white fangmily (<-new way to say white fang [found] family, open to thoughts on it xp) hcs?

I’m always open for asks tbh :) ok!

i actually have a lot I’m changing for ilia and blake’s relationship, some of which I… probably don’t want to give away just yet due to ~spoilers~, but case in point: how I’m (slightly altering) bits of Ilia’s backstory very heavily affects her interactions with Blake when they first meet. Will go more into that once we get there,

but now… ~found family~ Ilia will inevitably be included in this once we get to her (NEXT CHAPTER!!!!!!!!!!), but looking at the stars of the show, Sienna and Adam’s relationship is as close as it is insanely distant.

Sienna outwardly is a very confident and charismatic person, but like, 70% of that is just a persona she puts on. She’s hidden her genuine emotions very well under so many layers of fake stuff that some of those emotions are just outright not there any more, after so many years of fearing her true emotions would be taken advantage of and she’d be betrayed or hurt again. But once she meets Adam and has ~that moment~ in Chapter 3, there’s always this lingering feeling in the back of her head. This familiarity, back to Arun, who, in one of her last moments with him, was vulnerable. Crying about wishing his father was there too. In complete contrast to Adam who is so deathly afraid of showing vulnerability he’s inadvertently making himself more so. She sees it as a second chance, to try and be the person she was before joining the White Fang, to almost “redeem” herself, in her own mind. Having never forgiven herself from the belief that she let her own son die that night (we get into that more later).

But Adam is on fifteen fucking higher levels than her, somehow. Dude reveals nothing. Jack shit about his past, about what he’s gone through, and alongside making shit up he too molds himself into a false persona to the point he doesn’t even know what is fake or real about himself. Fuck, Sienna, who is easily the person Adam is the closest with, who is the only person who he’ll voluntarily show his face to at this point, is unaware of a whole decade of shit that happened that served to be the worst period of his existence. (Cough cough, Chapter 8) And for a good while he’s fucking terrified of being around her. Worrying whether or not he’s displeasing her in any way and that she’ll leave him or even “send him back”. (Yeah. That one guy’s monologue from chapter 1 scarred this 5 year old boy so much it lasted. Seriously that monologue is still maddening to reread) Like? All I’ll say for the future, is that as Adam’s… mental and emotional state, I guess “changes”, so too does their bond. But I promise, after [a certain event] their bond becomes near unbreakable.

I made these tags a while back that I feel explain some bits of this a decent amount. Three little pigs analogy. I’m funny.

The stick house is weaker and when it falls it stabs and lashes and hurts

But the brick house’s walls never really fall down, but that’s alright because there’s warmth still inside.

But~ I’m so fucking sidetracked. Headcanons. Okay.

Uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh Sienna enjoys the sound of rain at night meanwhile Adam fucking hates them because they’re loud and cringe or something. They also shared a bedroom between chapters 3 and 4 (2 year timeskip baby! ANOTHER ONE) because Sienna was, in fact, consistently taking care of and rehabilitating him.

Speaking of… you know the red shirt Adam is given by Sienna at the end of chapter 3? My brain decided to go “What if that was originally meant for Arun and is also what he eventually wears under the one uniform “once he grows into it”” and I will cry about that for the next month

#bhwf #black horns white fang #HOPE YOU LIKE ALL THE EXTRA SHIT LOL DJEJWJDJSBSJSJ MIGHTVE GOTTEN SIDETRACKED #also ilia is most definitely the 3rd of the fangmily…. that’s so cute but Yeah I just wanted to hold off a bit on her since— #1. girlpop ain’t here yet and 2. SHE ARRIVES NEXT CHAPTER and she’s silly and fun and girlfailure #but I will say….. adam and ilia got the older bro little sis dynamic and it will eventually become a sad thing

[wanghedi]

Its fascinating to see that when her mom said she shouldve never had children shiv had about 2 seconds of being the saddest person on earth before she converted that all to anger this is the difference between shiv and kendall i think kendall wouldve moped for another half season over that

#also so chinese coded for her mom to say she shouldve just gotten dogs except it would be even meaner if she was chinese #because older chinese people dgaf about dogs and maybe hate them a bit #succession #sidney talks shit

[aberooski]

Doing revisions to Sustained By Hate has been great because I get to add things like Chazz's mom talking about his brothers like they're good people in front of him when she arrives on the island because she legitimately doesn't know how awful they are.

Legit a line I added for her is "You and I both know your brothers have always been good, respectable people." Oh poor, horribly misguided Michelle 🥲

In my lore for her they gaslight her and lie to her face about anything bad they've done so she still thinks they're decent guys. And Chazz can't talk to her to tell her the truth because even though he's her favorite son, she'd either not believe him or if she confronted them about anything they would lie and gaslight her into believing them so he just doesn't talk to her about anything they do/have done. So she still thinks highly of them which Chazz doesn't like and she's unknowingly contributing to the problem with his familial situation because she doesn't know what the problem is and therefore can't really avoid it. Which only makes his relationship with his mom tense too which sucks for him because she's the one person in that house that gives a damn about him.

I also get to characterize her more properly to what I've developed her to be since I came up with her originally. And she can be, not exactly meaner, but exhibit her Princeton qualities more on the surface than in the original version. She's too nice in the og to be perfectly frank. Michelle needs to actually feel like she reminds Chazz of his brothers like "oh right, she's their mom too." And I don't feel like she does.

She and Chazz need to actually fight in chapter 4 too like I, as the writer, need to believe he's mad at her and that she feels bad that the last conversation they had before he loses his voice was a fight and that she was too hard on him. Like the og is so tame honestly aksksk.

I'm having too much fun with revising/quasi-rewriting this fic but also being so critical in a way I don't like help 😭

#But like the part in chapter 6 where she threatens to get Fontaine fired because she doesn't know what's wrong with Chazz #Michelle needs to be that more often. she's a nice lady but at the same time she's not and she needs to be more intimidating consistently #I'm mean she's and older rich lady she's got that air and presence about her and I always wanted her to be that way but still a nice lady #but in the process I made Michelle ~too~ nice when I originally wrote the fic #either way I've only barely gotten started with all thia stuff I've got a lot of the fic left to even think about. #and tbh the majority of my revisions are just gonna be breaking up big long paragraphs into smaller paragraphs #partially to clean things up a bit format wise and also to make it easier on my own eyes to go back and reread #I've gone and done that with pretty much every fic I've written in the past so now it's this one's turn #broke down big paragraphs in the entirety of OUAD yesterday it felt really good akakak #yugioh #yugioh gx #ygo gx #yugioh gx fanfiction #chazz princeton #jun manjoume #abby's just rambling don't mind her #abby fully admits she's an idiot #abby needs to be stopped

[journey-to-the-attic]

Imagine grown up IK coming back to the Devildom for a visit and going to see her old teachers ueh ueh (sound of crying)

Professor Kaz is just like "look at you! You used to be so small! Now you're still small but there's definitely improvement!"

He still calls her little miss

Her seeing Astaroth and the other newspaper club members again???

(I can see Mephisto visiting the human world to see her (if he can) but I don't imagine the others would, though they'd text a lot)

Alecto is like "Now that you're big we should fight."

Astaroth doesn't like having to look up at her lol

Also thinking of the demon bros seeing her grow up througout the years is just :') UEH UEH UEH

Diavolo is just "you wrre supposed to stay teeny weeny :((((("

p.s I loved the recent chapter,,,GOD my attachment to these silly little guys is all consuming * holds all of them in my hand *

baby all grown up :’))))

solomon’s probably made a point of visiting ik a lot so he’s also kind of watched the whole process, but it’s trickier for the angels, so when they come to visit it’s the first time in a while since they’ve met in person. and simeon just bursts into tears immediately because ahhh you’re all grown up now time goes by so fast

as for luke - idk how the aging process works in canon, but in my head the angels start physically aging pretty rapidly once they ‘graduate’ from their clusters - so he could either 1. also be more grown up at this point, or 2. still be the same way he was during the first exchange year. he’s in tears in either case because BEST FRIEND!!!

ik didn’t have the greatest start in life but now she has gotten to grow up surrounded by a big loving family who’re always there to fall back on if life gets tricky <33

#answering asks #whensam #the brothers are so so proud of their girl and even if she’s an adult now she is still their kid at the end of the day #she's only gotten like a centimetre taller but everyone still makes a huge deal about it #but she also holds herself differently and since she's more confident in general by now #she seems significantly taller than she actually is #i've been thinking about what she might end up doing when she's older and i can see her working with animals #maybe she becomes a herpetologist thanks to levi's influence #i think she'd grow her hair out a bit more to like just below the shoulder? #asmo's taught her like a billion ways to style it over time #oh also!! glad you liked the chapter ^^

[cinematicbookworm]

So I’ve been watching Tomo Chan is a girl and I swear Tomo is just me if I had kept doing karate through high school I have never seen myself more in a character

I was really just a dumb clueless tomboy

#I was taller than everyone else and had a penchant for violence even in how I showed affection I have mellowed out a bit as I got older #gotten less physically violent but oh man it’s like looks at a lightly exaggerated version of my self circa elementary through high school #she’s just a bit more of a jock than I was but I’m pretty sure if my mom hadn’t died and I had kept up sports we would have been the same #she even has a similar build to me if I was just more actively athletic

[roseband]

...

#i feel so mean but like... at the r*se concert (just don't want it in my tag lol) this girl kept like shoving me when s*mmy looked at me #cuz she had one of those lenses ur not supposed to bring in to venues and wanted to get pics #and she was like double my size and im a wimp.......and i wasn't the nicest person to her about it #i mean she stopped after like 20 mins cuz i would not budge cuz ur not going to shove me out the way that's not happening #(and i also i can squeeze myself into very tiny spots for a surprisingly long time LOL) #but SHE GOT HER FACE CROPPED OUT OF THE GROUP PHOTO A BIT SOMEHOW???? #like i feel like i shouldn't be happy about that but LOL #also i know why s*mmy stares me down now too... during q&a he mentioned that RED was originally about a red headed witch #(weird ass song lyrics that the band fought about lmao) but he's one of those #'ooooo red hair is so unique and special' weirdo guys #and i realized i had my natural color all 4 times i've seen them LOL #even tho i've been dying with non-developer based dyes on top a bit to make it brighter #cuz it's dulled a bit as i've gotten older LOL #but that's such a TYPE OF GUY TO AVOID lololol ewwww #proof that ur fave kpop boys r always... just some guy #personal #(ginger things bug me bc i've gotten more curtain/drapes comments with my natural color than when it was PINK???? #like from strangers so i hate when i hear the 'ooo red hair unique' from anyone LOL)

[rhetoricalrogue]

Snippet Sunday

Deciding to write this down before it fizzled out of my head.

“So, I have a werewolf question.”

Tane leaned back in his chair. “And you’ve come to the right place! Werewolf answer for your werewolf question: I am single and extremely ready to mingle. All you need to do is give me a date and time and I’ll do the rest.”

Astrid rolled her eyes, grateful that Adam wasn’t around or else something in the Facility’s break room would have more than likely been dented. “I’ll keep that in mind, but not quite what I was asking. It’s more of an etiquette question.”

“Aw, damn. Okay, hit me. I might not have the right answer, but let me see what I’m working with.”

“On a scale of one to ten, how rude would it be if I went to my best friend’s new wife - apparently there’s a thing with accidental marriages with packs that my pal got himself tangled up in one, which is that really a thing? - and told her that human or not, you hurt my guy and I rip your head off your body and kick it like a field goal into the nearest dumpster?”

The chair Tane had been leaning back on teetered back on four legs with an audible thump. “Babe, that is a loaded question. One, I thought I was your werewolf best friend.”

She held up a hand. “To be fair, Markus has been my best friend longer than I knew werewolves actually existed. He gets seniority best friend status.”

“And two, could you really do that to this lady? Because if so,” he winked at her. “That’s kinda hot.”

“Are you gonna answer this or not? I don’t want to do it because I don’t think she knows about it yet, but I will call his sister instead.”

“Give me a minute, I’m still trying to wrap my head around all of this.” Astrid watched while it looked as if the gears were turning in her friend’s head. “Markus. Sounds German. His last name happen to be Fisher by any chance? Tons of siblings, all of them giants, sister in question this gorgeous looking woman who could crush watermelons with her thighs?”

“Yeah, you know them?”

Tane grinned. “When you do tell Agent Fisher about the absolute mess her big brother got himself in, because yeah, these kinds of things rarely happen and when they do, it’s a gigantic cluster of epic proportions, tell me before you do.”

“You want to see her reaction.” Astrid deadpanned.

“I will make popcorn.”

#astrid sinclair #Astrid already hates this lady from the tiny bit of story she’s gotten out of Markus #she’s ready to bite and will most likely need to be held back from throwing hands #Tony is no help he would be right there with his own bowl of popcorn #Adam’s going to have to bodily pick her up and keep her from potentially getting herself killed #Astrid and Tane sort of clicked after a few conversations and they get together for coffee when they can #will I write anything more to this? nope. I just wanted to get it out of my system #I DO miss the Trio though #might reblog some of the older WWNB headcanons if I can find them

[selkiecoded]

raz was just funnier in pn1. he was ready to kill for his camp. does anyone have a pn2 mod to allow me to kill animals again.

#i like when hes a sweet kid. and im sure it was nerves from being outnumbered by ppl so much older than him. #but he shouldve gotten to swear more. i think lili took a slight dive though i will not fault her for being upset. she had some good bits. #she didnt really have anyone to bounce being Mean off of since she and raz are friends now. #and i liked her bit of being like raz will you 🥺 let me punch you really hard in the shoulder. that was funny. #it takes a couple of days for my opinions to settle in. wheres that 2000s dark humor swag !!

[thebuttsmcgee]

so. um. 👉👈

hi guysies.

Ig I should just say like. Hi

I haven't been posting here as much cause. Idk. Might be depression? I keep thinking its cause I've been so busy, which also wouldn't be not untrue, but these past, like, 3 weeks I think so far? I've had some free time but I haven't cause. I dunno, then again, I haven't been doing too much in general? I gues, besides very mandatory things, hell I've even been lacking in my regular skyrim hours of playing.

That, and as said, I get super melancholic when I remember just how sad and bittersweet it is that t0h is. Actually legit over. The show and experience, that is.

Oh all that and also becuz my headphones broke! Fuck! That's like number 2 in my bare necessities for when I post, do almost anything really! It's seriously been painful this past month going without headphones holy shit. Dude I've been scratching at the bit for some relief for headphones, I NEED music legitimately. Even right now, as I'm typing this on my phone, my music is on low levels.

But yerp. Its been. Rough. Really rough. I really do appreciate yall, everyone of yall. Have a sweet week everyone, ✌️!

#the butts chronicles #ogh but yea. been rough. #as said I have no idea if we'll keep this house cause man shits been fucked #uhhhh. lets see. recently my sister got into a fairly nasty argument with her husband since they were both drunk and hes a bit of a. hm #quick to being mad guy? I spose? but yea they made up and he actually apologized to me and my family for that so. its okay? #OH YEA FUCK LOL a few weeks ago fuckin tecksas got hit nasty with a hurricane and GUYS. I FREAKED OUT SO BAD LOL #cuz there was hail with the rain but since. I dont think we even ever experienced hail here I was scared that my ceiling roof broke again #and that it was the rain leaking to my room ceiling and was about to burst my ceiling so I legit started hyperventilating and panicking #with like. short and heavy breathing and almost crying badly until I went to look outside and saw hail and only slightly calmed down #oh but yea it was nasty lol. then the next day almost the entire block lost power and apparently sparks were happening cause fallen trees #uhhh. lets see. hmmm. OH OH RIGHT DAMN I FORGOT WE GOT A PUPPY LOL #we've gotten a lil pup all the way back from dec? iirc and she is now older and a shit lol shes in her teething phase and whatnot #still p cute tho and very puppyish. oh yea also during dec our power went out and ogh man dec was so freezing literally. #almost as bad as the one from. uhhh I cant remember the exact year but I remember it being within these past 4 years at least cause I read #a t0h fic during it lol. oh yea speaking of. we also changed our light company and damn. its been not bad so far! we had to pay up to 300 #in our old company and now we dont even get to 200 so far! hope Im not jinxing it! hmm oh did I already say before that I had to get a new #phone? cause I did and I did not enjoy it lol. had it for a while and now and its arguably worse cause no damn headphone plug-in #I think I did mention this but in case. I did finish counseling. well more accurately they required payments again since things and whatnot. #I think? I mentioned the stuff I got for my bday and chmisas. I got mostly neat stuff. I guess. one of them has still yet to arrive lol #uhhhh. hrm. I did get Mr. Martinet's autograph as a present! hrmmm #my other sister got another surgery a while back and its been relatively the same since. hmm. my only other living grandparent passed away #me and my ex got into a. not great argument cause mistakes and whatnot. raccoons in the attic thats hopefully taken care of for now #aaaaand the plushes I ordered a damn near year ago have been technically canceled cause of unfortunate circumstances for the creator #who just kinda. posts things now lol ig. #but yea. lots. holy shit guys. lots has happened. fuck man. I think Ive been way more tired than I thought. #not to mention the past weeks of just. reflecting. man #uhhh #long post #LOL i gues #but yerp.

[momentsofamber]

Started playing Honkai: Star Rail a few days ago and I love Herta so fucking much, my robot and clone loving self just ADORES her.

#ambers.txt #I'm still trying to understand the story. #I haven't gotten very far into it yet. #but I love Herta with her child puppets SO MUCH. #the part of myself that identifies as it/its / something Not Entirely Human relates to her SO HARD. #her lil tsun-tsun personality is also amazing. #I switched the audio to Japanese at one point just to gauge her speech mannerisms and English definitely made her sound ruder than she is. #She's just politely neutral and straightforward in her Japanese tone. #She also speaks as someone older than she looks. #I wish English translators were better at matching tone across translations. Because in English she DOES sound childish and rude. #(I've been learning little bits of Japanese in my spare time as a hobby.)

[debtsunpaid]

somehow this blog has become populated with a dozen characters whose relationships to their siblings roughly boils down to "that's not just my family, that is my limb, and to remove them from me would be unthinkable."

and then there's manny and the demon constantine, with a hacksaw and a dream.

#OOC. #it's hilarious i didn't think i'd put so many characters on here with such INTENSE familial hang-ups #cheryl & john constantine speak for themselves: she's literally haunting him bc he can't let her go #beatrice & hero are cousins technically but bea has gotten benedick to try & kill his bestie on hero's behalf before & she Would do it agai #nat would rip someone's spine out with her teeth if her little sister asked her to. jack vincennes probably Has already. #hell the kuntilliokans are Literally designed to be two halves of a whole being. they're so lost on their own #jalla is reacting by going batshit and deciding to rip the world open to reach anima again #and anima has gone the Slightly saner route and hopped down to earth to hunt jalla down and kill them both #thus removing them from this stunted reality and back to their own plane of existence. whole and together again. but also Stabbed #and when jalla argues with her about leaving the world when they can just bring the world to them it hurts both their feelings REAL bad #so that's. ya know. a bit more literal on the limb side of things #and then on the complete other side of the coin there's fuckin demon constantine. they're not Technically siblings but again: halves #except john's gone and made himself whole again and constantwo is absolutely STEAMED about it he wants to murder #and then there's manny who thinks that severing the limb that is emmanuel is the purest show of devotion possible #but he Keeps. Hesitating. and hates that about himself. cain and abel type beat but cain actually thinks about it for a minute #ANYWAY as an older sibling myself i am giggling. save me tragic fictional families #they're all fine and normal and well-adjusted people i assure you. come closer they won't bite. no soap operas raging here nooo #sched.

[zanathan-aisling]

my consciousness tells me i should apologize towards that person i got pissy at due to dungeon meshi shipping stuff.

#no i haven’t seen the anime yet i’ve just gotten older wiser and no longer feel a disgusting dreadful lump in my gut about people implying #laios and marcille are cute together lmfao #they’ve got a ton of great bits in all honesty. plus the advantage of actually interacting a lot #the point stands re: sillyboy pushing the boundaries of Uptight Girl being a dogshit trope but it also stands as i was aware then that #that dynamic nigh-on completely stops being a thing and in all honesty does not inform the characters that much #(those last two tags being things i’ve Always felt. no new arguments made there no fresh revelations etc) #i’m literally so much like jesus now #ANYWAYS SHES THE LIGHT OF MY LIFE AND frankly deserves better than marcille wink wonk BUT I WISH FALIN HAD MORE WRITING GOING INTO HERRRRRRR #AAAAAAAAAAA #FALIN BE MORE THAT BETTER LAIOS AND A PLOT DEVICE SLASH OBJECT OF MOTIVATION CHALLENGE AAAAA #also for the record shipping both la/cille and fa/cille at the same time or like. in same continuity sucks ass #like the second kind -the nonpolycular and usually ‘one dies’ kind is INTERESTING from a narrative perspective but fuckin hell i’m not sure #if i’m wierd for reacting to it so bad or if its just genuinely that fucking wierd as a form of like #inlawcest? oh my god i hate that word kill it die bad bad #don’t be coinin’ wierd niche forms of overcomplicated transgressions near me myself!!!!

[neverendingford]

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#yooooooo. I haven't gotten to use the #storytime sexcapades #tag in a hot while. but we finally back in it. #tag talk #I've said it before and I'll say it again. claiming old men are creepy for liking younger partners infringes on my right to like older guys #you can't penalize the old men without also depriving younger folk of their gilfs. #anyway. I finally got to sink my teeth into someone last night. was very good. I left a full teeth pattern on his shoulder. #also got to hear him talk about living in Washington DC back in the 1970s which was really neat. #talked about religion and coming out and his past relationships. was really fun. #felt a bit love-bomb-y at times but hard to distinguish between genuine verbose enthusiasm and emotional pressure. #but I'm a big girl I know how to set my boundaries. #he was definitely into men not women and kept calling me a man but weirdly enough it didn't bother me. #doesn't matter how he viewed me. I felt like myself. and that means more than what he sees me as #wait wait I forgot the beginning of the story. got stood up by a guy at the park and I was chilling out of my car in the darkness #and this couple shows up and she immediately bends over and he pulls down her pants and starts fucking her. #which means that unless I want to disturb and spook them.. I am stuck because my car is close to theirs and it'll make noise #honestly funniest situation I've been in. and then the old guy hit me up and I accepted that I would have to interrupt them #so I coughed very loudly first and then went to my car and left #I stayed the night and the next morning (today) he shows me his apartment and I think he's republican??? #he has a framed picture of Ronald Reagan. A FRAMED PICTURE OF RONALD REAGAN. #also the novelty Biden toilet paper. #am I a bad person now? #have I accidentally betrayed my people and my cause?