#she's so hot okay<3

[harbingersglory]

{☆} characters arlecchino {☆} notes drabble, fem reader, sub reader, transfem arlecchino {☆} warnings 18+ content, breeding kink, degradation, stomach bulge, dacryphilia, restraints

"Arle, hah..please. I can't– I can't wait any longer."

The pleading, almost pouty, words had her letting out a deep, husky chuckle as she fiddled with the buckle of her belt, admiring your body as she stepped up to the bed. Her knee sank into the mattress as she knelt down, pressing a placating kiss to your brow and gesturing for you to turn over.

"Come on, dove. Be a good girl, or I'll treat you like the whore you are." Arlecchino clicked her tongue, firmly grabbing your hands and tightening her belt around your wrists, giving the leather a firm tug to test its strength– and to make sure it wasn't too tight. "I'm in a good mood. Don't spoil it by being a brat, little dove."

The pout it drew from you made her grin, canines flashing beneath her lips as she settled in behind you, cupping your ass in her calloused hands with an appreciative grumble. Your panties were already sticking to your cunt, the fabric soaked. She couldn't help but drag one of her digits across the fabric, teasing your folds beneath it.

"Lucky I adore that pretty mouth of yours or I'd have cut out your tongue," She gruffly spoke, her tone neither in jest or too serious– perhaps she would, maybe she wouldn't. She liked to keep you on your toes. "Hm. Maybe I'll use your throat after– shut you up properly. You look so pretty gagging on my cock, you know?"

Arlecchino slid her fingers beneath the waistband of your panties, tugging them down just enough to see your slick cunt, her fingers pulling the folds apart. Fuck, she could feel her cock throbbing against her boxers at the sight– she'd never get tired of it, just like she'd never get tired of using you like a toy.

"But in the meantime.." She finally pulled down her own boxers, her aching cock slipping free and slapping against your thigh– she slid right between your thighs, forcing you to squeeze them together around her. "Fuck, that's it." She growled, pumping her hips a few times before she was satisfied, lining up her cock with your entrance.

She had the decency, at least, to sink in slowly at first..let you adjust to her size for a brief moment before she snapped her hips forward and sank fully into your cunt with a sharp hiss.

Arlecchino typically enjoyed teasing you first, making you practically beg just for her to give you her cock at all, but she had other plans tonight– she wasn't going to waste time playing around this time. Her hand slipped down to your stomach pressed against the mattress, a low chuckle building in her chest at the distinct bulge her cock left. It was a wonder she fit at all– but she'd make it fit even if she hadn't.

"Be a good girl now and don't complain." She grumbled, leaning down to press you down into the mattress with her body, nipping at your ear before she pulled her hips back, hissing at the way you clenched around her in response. She took a moment to sit there, letting you ruminate and squirm at the lack of movement– only to grab a fistful of hair and start pounding you into the mattress before you can even think to whine about her lack of movement.

How quickly, how easily, you turn into a blubbering mess as she uses you like a toy for her own enjoyment. Not that you won't enjoy what she has in plan for you– just maybe not as much as she does. The mental image of filling you with her cum..it drives her thrusts harder, faster. She wants to fuck you stupid with her cock, fill you to the breaking point until her cum pools on the sheets, unable to be fully plugged up. Just the idea of watching her cum dripping down your thighs makes her control slip just the slightest bit.

She's already big enough to bulge your stomach with every thrust, but she wonders if she can push it further.

She certainly wants to, and she intends to.

The fat tears rolling down your cheeks only got her more excited, her hands gripping your hips so tight she can already imagine the bruises in the shape of her fingers against your skin.

"That's it, dove, give in," Arlecchino hissed, a low growl rumbling in her chest as she continued to pound into them relentlessly, her thighs already stinging from the sheer force of it. "Fucking take it, you whore."

Her muscles flexed in faint restraint, the shifting of your arms against her as you nearly screamed at the intense rush of pleasure making her sink her teeth into your shoulder in warning– a futile effort, really, as your body twitched when you came so hard she briefly considered if she had to stop..but you were still moaning even through the tears rolling down your cheeks, rocking back into her thrusts weakly, unable to keep up.

She wasn't too far behind, either. Her teeth dug deeper into your skin, muffling the growl as she plunged into your soaking wet cunt, bucking into you in much shorter thrusts until she finally felt her cum spilling into you. It was almost enough to send her over the edge again– fuck, you were practically sucking her in with how tight you were, squeezing around her cock.

Her head slumped against your shoulder as she pulled her teeth from your skin, taking a moment of respite to catch her breath and let the sting and ache settle in deep– she welcomed it, if anything. But she wasn't done.

She was going to fuck you till you were full– fill you up until she couldn't fit another drop.

For now..she pulled out, admiring the way her cum dribbled out of you. She didn't mind all that much..she was going to replace it tenfold, anyway.

She couldn't wait to plug you up and see you squirm during the meeting tomorrow, full of her cum and unable to find relief– maybe she'd make it a toy, see how long you last before someone realizes what's going on. She was going to enjoy it thoroughly.

#genshin impact smut #genshin impact x reader #genshin smut #genshin x reader #minors dni #writing tag #arlecchino smut #arlecchino x reader #so. um. yeah. we r not gonna talk abt this one I was feeling indulgant and shdhdgsjsjsjsj #arlecchino awakens smth in me idk dont ask me #i considered making this tmasc arle for a hot minute but ill save that for another day #anyway manspreading arle agenda thsnks 4 coming 2 my tedtalk #anyway² slamming hands on table arle breeding kink arle breeding kink arle breeding kink #technically no actual direct mention of breeding but shes still trying anyway #sorry im in an arle phade i need her to do unspeakable things to me yknow. you get me. #PHASE not phade its 3 am and i csbt sleep twirls hair #accidentally posted this draft premature im AHHHHHHHH #okay im fine now

[pretty-emo-dad]

I think Max signed and started her letters to each party member (+Steve) in a different way.

Lucas’s was “I would say ‘Dear stalker number 1’, but we both know you’re more than that to me,” and “Love, your totally tubular, MadMax”

Dustin’s was “Dear stalker number 2, and Hawkins’ certified boy genius” and “Yours, MadMax (PS. You’ll never beat my high score),”

Steve’s was “Hey Harrington,” and “Sorry for the trouble, Mayfeild,”

Wills was “To the least annoying boy I know, Will” and “I’m counting on you, and I see you. Love, Max”

El’s was “Dear Stalker number 3, and my best friend, El,” and “Love you from Hawkins to Paradise Island, Max”

Mikes was, “Dear Paladin,” and “Love, your Zoomer,”

#stranger things #max mayfield #IM SORRY OKAY I JUST CANT STOP THINKING ABT THE LETTERS #st fans when letters 🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬 #Insp by the infamous ‘love your shitty little sister’ #mike and Lucas and El’s are my favorite #hot girls have 3 stalkers #lumax #henfeild #Steve and max #bc they don’t have a name I’m p sure #madcleric #elmax #madwheeler #elmax Wonder Woman u mean everything to me #she loves them SO MUCH #bring back totally tubular!!!!! NEOW #give me max calling Dustin Lucas and El her stalker squad or give me death #madcleric bond so real so true #madwheelers intro is not as long but the first sentence is in my brain #‘dear paladin— I think I qualify for your party now- considering almost half of them have almost died and now I’m dying. Actually- I’m dead’

[undyinglantern]

the amount of surprised pika “wait people actually shave their arms?” comments on posts about body hair are so funny like I unironically am so happy for you that you weren’t laughed at by a classmate for having hairy arms “like a man” in like 4th grade this is why I wish body hair conversations would stop centering around armpit hair

#okay that’s the tldr but the way I actually remember it is that the classmate (a boy) pointed out my arm hair and ask why so hairy #and I genuinely was so confused I was just like idk??? and then later at home that day I asked my mom about it and she was like #It’s bc your dads side of the family is hairy so then I later talked to that guy again like ‘I take after my dad’ or whatever #And /then/ is when he laughed and was like ‘but you’re a girl’ about it #Granted I’m non-binary but like I didn’t know that in elementary #Plus I didn’t stop shaving until around mid 2010s and was still self conscious about it for years #Like I remember feeling embarrassed during college (2018ish) if I had to use the rest room and someone else was in there when I would roll #My sleeves up to wash my hands #Anyways I eventually stopped caring about it sometime within the last year or 2 but see how long that took? It really shouldnt #Like some of us just genetically have more darker thicker visible body hair than others and we shouldn’t be shamed for it #One thing at a time though because even I’m still working through leg hair shame #I don’t shave them anymore but I also haven’t worn shorts outside of my bedroom in years #I’ll literally switch into shorts if it’s too hot right before bed and switch back into pants before stepping out of my room in the morning #I’ve been feeling cute the past few days and it’s starting to warm up again plus also had a convo w mom recently so #I might change that soon but only within the house still bc baby steps <3 #Anyways I’m just rambling now so I should stop. Good night !!

[temporarypenintraining]

Thank the FSM for Nelson because without him this show would have zero sense of time passing fr.

#he is such a helpful lad #in-universe and irl #very useful for hashing out a timeline of events #we have so few solid numbers in this damn show #it's like “okay Ray and Maya got kidnapped when Nya was 3” and that's about it #The Serpentine War was 40-ish years ago #Pixal says she's been working on the sea bounty for “years” #crystalized is one year after seabound #SoG is one year after HoT #what else.... #idk Lloyd hits puberty sometime between s7 and 8 ig #Harumi's been following the Ninja behind the scenes for “years” #it's all very vague #but Nelson is here with his voice drop and his growth spurts and I appreciate him for it #ninjago #nelson #lil nelson

[hauntedtotem]

ppl when they find out teenagers act like teenagers 😱

#I don't rly want to get into it but I've seen two separate callouts today and #1st was ''this person made a 'not like other girls' meme where the 2 chrcters kissed?? Thts so rude to the person tht made the characters😤 #And the othr was ''this 17 yr old is expressing emotions an acting like a teenager?? She even has fictional crushes even tho she's a minor? #Meanwhile the person mad that the teenager has crushes literally posts about being into shotacon and lolicon?? Like. #You can't be consuming sexualized content of minor characters while calling a real minor a horrible person for having a sexuality. #I am. going insane #This isn't like. An official statement about what side I'm on or anything because I don't know any of these ppl involved and idc #But i will say beefing with a child always looks a lil pathetic to me. 'she was mildly rude to me and called an actor hot once' okay???? #chill out <3 touch grass <3 #I know I made a post about this b4.. smthng smthing adults have to be the responsible party by choosing not to engage in drama w kids #If you really care so much about them being a minor online and whats appropriate for them why are you publicly fighting them #Like. That's not rly appropriate behavior on your part either #Don't take this rant as a sign to drag me in btw I am not affiliated with any party here and I don't care to be #I just cannot believe this fandom continues to produce the dumbest callouts every couple months #//shade

[pictureswithboxes]

One thing I love a lot about the aa anime is how they designed the prosecution’s offices. Like. They really sat down and said “these assholes work in a palace”

#that moment when Fran is like ‘Phoenix Wright…’ with that smirk as she climbs those stairs #and the intense music plays as her heels click clack on the marble floor #1 - hot #2 - HOT #3 - AMAZING #4 - I just love it so much okay???? #ace attorney #blah blah blah the difference between the prosecution and the defense is highlighted #bc the defense has small office and prosecutors have castle #resources #i know themes #i also know marble floors #Bailey post tm

[helennorvilles]

said it once ill say it again brain empty all i am is the newsreader

#need to shout about this episode for awhile and then ill recover and be able to go to bed tonight #also i was very responsible and did all my liveblogging in a note so you guys didn't have to suffer through a contextless 'SIZZLERS' post #but god that sizzlers joke was everything #we were laughing at a lot at the premiere - this episode was actually so funny - but i think that was the biggest laugh #and also i have managed to save youse from the many times i said to myself 'god helen is so hot'. just nonstop tbh. #now to patiently wait for erin newsatsix1986 to recover hope she's survived okay <3 hi erin when you see this #nia watches the newsreader #the newsreader spoilers #my post tag

[bitegore]

randomly remembered a dick-out drag strip androidformer doodle i did ages ago because my sketchbook fell off my bed and. Bro why is there so much dried blood on this paper. i remember where i drew this and it was in a classroom after hours. i do not remember bleeding all over the paper????

#red rambles #what happened here... #drag strip's aura of killing people causing smears of blood to just manifest around her head for no good reason #its not a ''good'' doodle but it is hot. to me #im not posting it due to um there is no face on it. so its just a torso and legs and a ot of arrows pointing out how dogshit his outfit is #she's so bad at being cool <3 its okay because he's hotter as a loser failboy tryhard anyway. but she can still keep trying because it's #fun for me to watch her fail <3

[sunkingwrites]

wait i just realised how much colder it would actually feel in Canada and went NO FUCKING WONDER YOU’RE ALWAYS COLD oh my fuck. i’m so sorry you’re in a perpetual freezer. how are your toes doing, do you even know if they’re still there???

Counting my toes rn, they're all accounted for!! I wear big socks and my slippers most of the time I'm in my apartment, but I just succumb to the cold most of the time hfbsjdn- I live more inland on the island so at least there's that, but the wind on a maritime island is still cold as fuucckk soo- the only option is to bundle up.. which for some reason I'm always forgetting to do, I say it's for fashion purposes but I really just underestimate how cold it's going to be, rip me 😵

#sunkingchats #lukey <3 #dewdrop <3 #hello its me mr freeze my ass off #the amount of times i have gotten frostbite (fortunately not severe) is up there #my roommate got severe frostbite on her left ear last year cuz she was out without a hat FOR SOME REASON #it swelled up and got super cold and red- then it was very very hot but she felt freezing #and after you get frostbite its not like you can rub that shit- no friction nuh uh- you gotta soak it in warm water #so imagine soaking your ear is lukewarm- then evetually warm water #then that specific spot is way more susceptible to frostbite so you best be taking extra care cuz a DAMN you could just about die mhm 😌 #okay thats being dramatic- but like #you gotta take frostbite seriously! #sunkingrambles

[margindoodles2407]

hi Margin! idk if you're still doing those 3-sentence fics, but in case you are, here's a prompt suggestion: "dawn"

bonus points if it's HW zelink? <3

Ohohohohohohohoho YES >:)

(full disclosure this was sitting in my inbox for weeks because i couldn't figure out what to write but i did it today in math class so here you go)

He was stern, and cold, and dispassionate; a statue, they called him, beautiful and unfeeling and as pristinely white as marble, resistant to the colors of love and laughter- or at least, that's what they said.

She was beautiful too, but not in his opaque, colorless way- if he was a marble statue, she was a stained-glass window, full of light and warmth and color, and her soul was the dawn that shone through and cast her illuminating hues on the grey congregation of the soldiers around her.

And when he was with her- when the dawn of her smile graced the Captain, not grey and battered like his men but pristinely alabaster- he absorbed her color; the white and colorless turned brilliant shades of gold and green and blue, and the few blessed to witness this transfiguration swore that, for a moment, she could make their Captain look almost human.

#guys i swear paladin's not actually cold and unfeeling okay #it's just how most people perceive him #on top of his army conditioning he has the self-hatred that comes from knowing a time witch started an interdimensional war because #she got the hots for him #so my guy's retreated WAY into his shell like. 10 times more than the average link because of said time witch and her hots #he's gaslit himself into thinking that he needs to be emotionally stable (read: repressed) to be an effective captain #because otherwise he'll get too attached to his men and won't be able to move on from mourning them when they inevitably die #or worse- he'd get caught up in his emotions and unwittingly give cia an upper hand #in actuality his heart is too big for his body #but because of his self control (read: emotional repression) the only person who can coax him out of the prison of his own design is zelda #and lana and impa (and baby orpheus) to some extent #but mostly zelda #because they love each other <3 #i don't know why i felt the need to explain all this in the tags but i didn't want y'all to think i actually write him as cold and distant #that was EXTREMELY important for me to be clear about #margin writes #you ask margin babbles #my beloved hyrule warriors

[notebookpapers]

as a lesbian I just need to tell you fully honestly that I saw shadowheart and was like “awh she’s so cute” and I saw Lae’zel and I was like “ooh mean. hot” and I saw Karlach and was like “WHAT A WOMAN” and then I laid eyes on Astarion and just fucking AWOOGA

#we must stay focused brothers we must stay focused #listen. listen realistically. karlach would be my girl I know it okay #she’s so sweet and cute and HOT and STRONG and I love her so much #but they . why did they BUILD HIM LIKE THAT #OH MY GOD #clutching my pearls over this fictional man over here #bg3 #bg3 karlach #bg3 shadowheart #bg3 lae'zel #bg3 astarion #baldurs gate iii #baldur’s gate 3

[gayofthefae]

Remindee that Mike's arc has to do with both Will AND El.

It is not going to be "revealed who it's been about this whole time". No. It is about both of them. Both together and individually.

Romantic love and the inherent payoff that comes with it does not function as a reveal for the overall meaning of the show for him. His love for El is still VERY pertinent.

To separate them in case you don't understand:

A) It's about his struggle with his queerness and feelings for his best friend while in a relationship and a homophobic town, torn and repressing until he learns that that IS something he can have.

B) His first love who grants him deep understanding and teaches him how to love and communicate and that love can survive anything, including a change in nature, and that a true lover always was also a friend and can also be your friend after they are your lover and continue to grant you that understanding because romance does not dictate closeness and you can keep that understanding and love. Things can change and YOU can change and still be worthy and emotionally safe and supported.

He is safe in his identity and he is safe in his personality. And these arcs with these people are not only coexistent but complementary and MUST both exist.

ALSO, it is a wonderful testament to lack of codependency in a relationship and showing via these arcs fulfilled in different places that YOU can be fulfilled in different places and be validated in different ways by different people rather than pressuring one person to be everything for you. His relationship with Will does not erase everyone else in his life from pertinence and so it certainly does not erase El.

Put this in the tags but loved it too much so:

Will validating that Mike is incredibly loved and doesn't HAVE to change and El validating that Mike is incredibly loved and thus is ALLOWED to change >>>>>>

Both are equal and good and not easily done by the same person at the same time! So this is PERFECT. I'm obsessed.

#hot take: el is still the first person to truly grant him that understanding because he never had to take that risk before of talking to #someone who had not gone through the same thing at the same time #and it wasn't until season 2 that his relationship with will really deepened in that way #when he sought out that understanding he now knew that he wanted because he got it from el in a relationship that had previously been more #(appropriately) fun and childish even with common hard experiences #elmike analysis #byler analysis #narrative arcs #elmike <3 #platonic elmike #elmike breakup #but in like an I treat like I'll treat the Byler kiss way because it gives THEM the happiness WITH each other they deserve #EL STAYING THROUGH THIS IS GONNA SHOW HIM THAT IT IS OKAY TO CHANGE FROM WHO SHE LOVED WHEN THEY FIRST MET AND SHE WILL STILL LOVE HIM AND #PEOPLE WILL STILL LOVE HIM EVEN IF HE IS EXTREMELY VULNERABLE OR SHOWS SOMETHING NEW ABOUT HIMSELF OR CHANGES 😭 #willel really said mike love yourself or we'll do it for you #willel bonding rather than competing over their love of mike truther #character arcs #i might cry this is such a beautiful arc for him and so relatable #stranger things #mike wheeler analysis #elmike #byler

[maladaptvs]

hi tumblr it’s been a while but i come bearing Gift

#tim key #who is that woman #his lore is dependent on him not having girlfriends #/lh /hj #Stomach 👁️👁️ #i am looking respectfully #neck ??!! #shirt #shirt neck shirt #short beard <33 #scruff #<3 #why is she poking him #that should be me #this is the hottest thing since the Kneeling photo #i’m going mental #i’ve been spamming on multiple platforms now #okay i’m done #i love him #he’s so undeniably hot #bye

[dirt-str1der]

I miss y5 so much kiryu is trying his best to just be some guy and everybody in the world keeps trying to seek him out and tell him no ur not

#Yakuza loveblog #like NO YOURE NOT it was your endorsement that made daigo chairman it was your street cred and influence that made so many things happen and #people still listen to you and you still have a job to do .... i do wish i could get driven around by that hot taxi driver though #like literally i do like aizawa because he made a fair point about daigo being chairman #sohei dojima was a pos but the dojima family was extremely influential in the tojo clan and yayoi YAYOI <333 🔥🔥🔥 was acting chairwoman for a #time that was crazy ... like howd she get up there !!! and then she just bailed #anyway daigos her son and she wanted him to be chairman so he was chairman and it was during a crisis period too and daigo just had to step #in to clear some things up and he ended up literally being chairman forever and he outlasted charman 3 to 5 i do lole him hes awesome #like i really like the fact that kashiwagi and yayoi were running the clan in yk2. power couple. also i like to think they were using the #hq as a hotel and just living there because it would be funny and theyre ALWAYS there #anyway daigo didnt even want to be chairman thats the difference between them he wishes he could be a punk again but now hes a politician #and keeps getting so shot and comatose every day like he has lasted so long but hes the chairman that has taken the most damage #he literally is just a little baby too like all his associates or almost all are older than him its so funny #i am completely dumbfounded over the fact that daigo literally sought kiryu out and asked him directly for advice and kiryu was like figure #it out ho and daigo is saying are you saying i should be more independent? and then he killed himself #daigo-chan lets go kill ourselves. okay majima-san.

[slippery-minghus]

hmm. had an actual conversation with nightmare coworker today that seemed mutually productive. she apologized for saying some bullshit that hurt my feelings and i clarified that my intentions are to help not to undermine her, and we both agreed that there's no competition against each other and that it's the lack of growth in our role that's the problem. it was...productive.

and further cementing for me that it is time to begin making my Exit. i will be sending out my resume to a few places this weekend.

i'm still processing the conversation, and am struggling to place myself in where i am responsible to better my behavior. because i genuinely don't want to be an ass, even though i really don't like this lady and will jump for joy the day i never have to see her again. she stated that she knows my intentions aren't to hurt her, and that she thinks i'm very kind. i apologized for if my behavior came off as undermining her, and said that my intentions are only to better my own growth—and that i know she's trying to succeed too. i validated her feelings, and complemented the effort she is putting in.

where i'm struggling with is: am i in the wrong/causing harm and needing to change if the issue is that her feelings are incongruent with what she knows of my intentions? her feelings are her responsibility (WOW i almost typed "her feelings are my responsibility". i feel like that's a freudian slip) and she states that she knows i don't mean to hurt her. i'm going to try to be more clear in wording my intentions with her (she feels like me trying to take work off her plate is to undermine her. when really, i'm caught up and see her getting overwhelmed, and i want to help and also have something to do since i'm bored).

but i'm really struggling to look at my role in this and pass judgement on myself. i can and want to do better, and i don't think i did anything wrong, but i'm always so hesitant to say it's not my fault or i didn't do something bad. like i can't trust my judgement on that. my intentions were good, her bad feelings are ones caused by her insecurities, which she more or less has expressed to be aware that they are not true—the hurtful thing she said to me, she acknowledged was said out of hurt and not what she actually thinks. so, is it fair to say i'm not the bad guy? i'm not in the wrong? i know good intentions that still result in harm don't absolve anyone, but when the things that are clashing are insufficient communication and reactive insecurities... i'm not a monster, am i?

#well. i AM probably a monster for how much i dislike this lady #but i don't ACT on it #and i genuinely couldn't care less about her. i participate in decent human pleasantries because i am a decent human. #and at work we're stuck together #the thing that's irked me so much about this conversation is just.. her self centeredness #that she thinks everyone is out to get her. to undermine her. whatever. #bitch nobody cares about you enough one way or the other to put in that kind of effort. i sure don't #i empathize but i do not sympathize. to feel that pit that makes you feel like the worst kind of center of attention #i get it. but genuinely you are not the main character and no one is going to spend their limited time and energy to slowly attack you #you are not the cat with all the knives pointed at it #it's a terrible feeling to feel like you are! but when it influences your behavior to the point that you are making snide comments #to people who have no option not to interact with you then uh. then you're in the wrong buddy #and the people around you (who cannot easily leave! bc work!) should not have to bend over backwards to assure you #that they're not pointing knives at you. to protect themselves from your feelings making you say mean shit #like yes. i can be more clear with my intentions. i'm generally not the greatest at that. but my baseline that i want to #modify my behavior from is NOT one that a regular well adjusted person would take as anything but kind #and if a regular well adjusted person got a little offput by me volunteering to take work off their hands we would've had a very chill #3 sentence conversation about it MONTHS AGO. #i understand and respect (even if i find it annoying and overbearing) the need for me to announce my intentions like im working in a kitchen #and saying 'hot water' or 'knife' as i move around other people but we shouldn't have reached this conclusion this way #and frankly who's to fucking say me being more clear with my intentions will only feed the flames of her thinking i'm out to get her! #'i caught up on my stuff and your plate looks full. i'm bored. anything i can do to help?' could be a pointed knife for all i know!! #and if it is- and my actions still hurt her in that scenario- am i still responsible for the hurt caused?? #like WHERE DOES IT FUCKING E N D ? #personal #*exhales* okay i feel better now #i just hate talking about my interactions with her bc i just want NOTHING to do with it. i want her out of my head!! #but until i process it i can't let go #and i'm still going to have to go over all of this with my shrink tomorrow #it just makes me mad how much of my time this bitch takes up. i'm not getting paid to think about work right now!!!!

[thespacesay]

fun fact, a customer at work today told me he was sure my smile would be "even prettier without the mask covering your face". I looked at him and said, "I'm immunocompromised and I'd rather not get sick because I'm serving customers", watched his face pale as he realized he'd f-ed up, and he awkwardly fled with a "oh, good for you!"

literally cannot describe how often people comment this kind of shit in a weirdly microagression sort of way. like cool that my customer service face fools you, i'll take the tips gladly, but for the love of fucking god stop telling me how "pretty" my smile is even with my mask. I just want to live.

I don't care if i'm pretty. I want to live.

#chronic illness #covid19 #genuinely also. old men stop commenting on my 'cuteness' challenge #we're having some problems recently with customers getting a little bold in that kind of shit #in return one of our newer managers is using her resting bitch face to full effect and taking the customers who say out of line shit #a regular - admittedly visibly high and known for having a low verbal filter - called one of our youngest baristas hot yesterday #and she's like. store little sister. so we pretty much were like okay <3 he's dead to us til he proves he's not being a creep