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Desire ↠│ Deprave ↠
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Summary: He was enamored with you, finally realizing how corrupt and dangerous the world around you was now that he could see how pure you were in comparison. He would stop at nothing to become the only one you loved. Only he deserved your attention and it was only a matter of time before you would agree.
A/N: This is my first fic that I've done in a very long time so apologies if it's not very good!!! Huge thank you to @gethatcake and @asdfgtaeee for beta reading!!
Word count: 7k
Yandere! Artist! Taehyung x Naïve! Fem! Reader
This story is 18+ and contains triggering themes including: romanticism of yandere behavior, obsessive ideation, rape/non-con elements, somnophilia, kidnapping, heavy manipulation.
Other tags: slow burn, hyyh au!, crime family ot7 au!, soft yandere
I do not condone the actions in this work of fiction!
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You took his breath away. Taehyung knew he needed to consume you, keep you as his forever. He imagined you as his songbird, wings clipped, not being able independently survive. He was the only person in the world that deserved to be around you, listen to your beautiful voice, touch your soft body.
The only thing he craved in his life was something pure to call his own. He grew up too quickly being around violence and hatred constantly from his father. His father was an alcoholic and would often take out his anger on Taehyung, if not his mother and sister. You quickly became the light in his world, thoughts of having you as his own taking over his daily routine.
 The first time he saw you he felt like Hades gazing upon innocent Kore while she picked flowers, blissfully unaware of the attention that she had attracted. He wanted to take you then and there as Hades did and drag you to the underworld to keep forever, to taint, to turn you into his Persephone.
He met you in the hallway of his art studio, the shared building being rented out to multiple tenants to use however they wanted. Some lived in the studio apartments while others made their own working space. You were one who had been living in the studio apartment, you wanted a budget friendly option for living in the large city of Seoul for your office job. He approached you carefully, like he was trying to catch a butterfly without it slipping through his fingers. You were too distracted to notice, attempting to balance your groceries in one hand and unlock your apartment door with the other. He didn't want to watch you struggle for too long so he quickly offered his help. You were so surprised and grateful as you handed him your grocery bags, not noticing as his touch lingered a second too long on your arm as he took your burden from you. He thought it was cute how you started oversharing about how you needed to start taking two trips when bringing in your groceries as you unlocked your door. He peeked into your living space as you opened your door and turned around to take the groceries off of his hands.
You had a fairly simple apartment setup, the same layout as his art studio only with a couch in the center of the room facing a television, a bed in the corner next to the large windows looking out at the city, you had plenty of knick knacks displayed on the windowsills and bookshelves. He noticed that you loved florals and vintage style items, the interior of your apartment looked like it belonged to a cottage in the forest rather than an apartment in a big city.
Once you were settled with your groceries on the floor safely inside your apartment you enthusiastically thanked him for his help, bowing a few times. The feeling of your hand in his would be difficult to forget as you offered it to him to shake. He took your hand in both of his and shook a bit too enthusiastically, being quickly overwhelmed with so much newfound affection that he didn't know where to put it. He chuckled and reassured you that it was no problem at all stepping back and starting to walk away as you closed the door.  He was thrilled, cursing that he had never passed you in the hallway before while walking up to his studio but hoping that he was able to make a good first impression.
Ever since that day he obsessed over your routine, what time you would leave or arrive home, making note of the days where you would go grocery shopping or do laundry. He bumped into you often enough to satiate his desire to see you but not so often that you would notice and grow suspicious. Kept up late at night he would go through the small interactions that he had with you during the day, reliving the moment, thinking of ways to improve your image of him. If the world weren't so corrupt he could've asked you out on a date and tried to become your boyfriend. That wouldn't be enough, the only way he'd ever be sure that your eyes were only on him would be if he took you. He couldn't bear to think about anyone else tainting you, the thought made his blood boil to the point where he'd obsessively pour over the video feed from the hidden camera he'd installed in the hallway across from your door. Thankfully you seemed to be too involved in your paralegal job to have time for friends or dating so he'd never felt the fear of seeing another person enter your apartment.
He was an artist, the hobby started as spraying graffiti all over buildings in his youth and had led him to developing a passion for creating. You became his muse, even when he would start an art project with the intent to depict someone or something else he was always led back to you. The art studio was now filled with harsh sketches, paintings, even sculptures of you.
      He had his powerful friends use their connections to look into you, trying to learn everything he could. Not to his surprise your record was squeaky clean, you had been a good student in school, earning scholarships to go to college and law school with the goal of becoming a civil litigator. You seemed focused on staying on the straight and narrow to reach your goals. You were too good for this world. Luckily Taehyung was friends with Jung Hoseok, the young lawyer who had a far reaching network of clients and connections that allowed him and those close with him to get away with most everything as long as they did so quietly. Hoseok climbed the ladder of success quickly and he was now a partner of the law firm that you were working at.
Taehyung and his friends had all met as middle schoolers but as they grew older they grew in status and power. The seven each had unique jobs, the ultimate goal was to help one another and themselves. Taehyung fit into the puzzle by creating works of fine art which would then be appraised at a high value. The appraiser would then send the painting to Kim Seokjin, the head of the most powerful housing company in South Korea, to be donated to a hospital in his name to avoid paying any taxes on his enormous annual income. The hospital recieving the donation was usually one of the mental facilities Dr. Park Jimin oversaw. The hospital care was legitimate but Jimin had found loopholes in the system to siphon money from insurance companies right into his pockets. Min Yoongi was the banker, in charge of investing in land and property to further Seokjin's empire and making sure that the money that the group made would be safe in untraceable accounts. Kim Namjoon was the leader of one of the most prominent organized crime syndicates in Seoul. He helped by taking care of any tenants who refused to pay rent when Seokjin would raise the price and acted as a loan shark for Yoongi. In turn they all conspired with Jeon Jungkook the Commissioner General of the Seoul Metropolitan Police Agency to make sure that even if there were tips called in about any of their group's dealings, no one would be put on the case.
Taehyung knew he could get away with it if he were to take you. All he had to do was make sure that he did it with surgical precision.  He hoped that eventually you'd understand why he had to keep you all to himself. The arrangements he made were countless, making sure that everything would be perfect for the day he took you. He built an entire guest house to keep you in until he knew that you'd be content in his actual home. You'd have the best gilded cage possible so he went all out with furnishing it with the best furniture, clothing, and décor for you. At the same time he was also preparing all of the restraints and equipment that he might need to keep you safe from yourself, worried that you could lash out during the beginning of your captivity. He knew he had to have a strong resolve if you learned of his true intentions, no matter how much he wanted to keep you oblivious.
Once the physical preparations had been made, he began growing restless. He had planned for all of the possibilities of collateral once he slipped you out of this world and into his own. All there was left to do was wait for the right opportunity, then he would take you and make sure that no one would raise alarm at your absence.
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The day had finally come. Taehyung was walking through the hallway to his art studio, passing by you, as he had many times before. You were wheeling a freshly-purchased suitcase next to you as you approach your apartment door.
"Hey y/n! How are you?" He tilts his head to the side like a puppy when he locks eyes with you, a boxy smile gracing his lips.
"Oh, hey Taehyung! I'm great! Just getting ready to take a vacation actually!" You gush to your neighbor, excited to brag a little to the man that you'd become friendly with the past year or so. "I'm going to Europe to get away and rest, can you believe I've never taken a proper vacation?"
"I'm so happy for you! It's hard to believe! I feel like any time I see you you're carrying a metric ton of paperwork, it's good that you're taking a break," Taehyung smiles, already putting together the final steps of his plan, giddy at the thought of finally making you his.
"I think so too," a thought pops into your head, remembering a wrench that you had impulsively thrown into your life, "Actually Taehyung would there be any way you could eye on my apartment for me while I'm gone? I took in a stray a few days ago. I know it's a lot to ask but would you mind checking up on her every day? I would've tried to get a cat sitter but it's so short notice and I wouldn't want some stranger coming into my apartment. I can pay you if you want, I just want Sardine taken care of,"
You knew it wasn't Taehyung's responsibility to help you but ever since he had helped you with your groceries the first time you had met he had been so kind. It always seemed like he was there to help any time you needed to carry your hamper full of laundry up the stairs to your apartment or to catch you if you lost your footing tripping over the dilapidating hallway carpet. He was a fairly successful artist, and had seen some of his work in your office building. The pieces ranged from photography to the most beautiful oil paintings that you had ever seen. From the grapevine you garnered that he was close with the one of the heads of your law firm and it surprised you how small the world was. He seemed like such a sweet down-to-earth person you knew in your heart that you could trust him to watch over your apartment and new kitty. You never would've suspected how excited he was that you were essentially offering yourself up to him on a silver platter.
"Wow! Of course y/n, could you tell that I love cats? When do you leave?" He asks, his smile growing wider.
"In a couple days, I still need to finish packing and clean out my fridge and all that. I have all the cat food and supplies that I think you'd need, this is actually my first time taking care of a cat so I'm not sure if I'm doing everything right," You rub the back of your neck sheepishly "She likes to run around my house at full speed early in the morning, and kicks her cat litter everywhere. Any guidance would really be appreciated. Would you like to come in and meet her?" you begin to unlock your door. Taehyung takes a deep breath, gathering all of his restraint, he had to wait just a little bit longer. Your defenses were almost completely down around him but he still wanted to charm you and show you his good, caring side. He nods at you while the cat -Sardine- you had called her greeted you both at the entrance to your apartment. You walk inside, flipping your lights on and leaning down to let the cat sniff your hand and lean into it, cooing sweetly at her. Taehyung follows, taking note of everything in the room. He takes in all pictures you had on the wall of you with your family and friends, you stood out like a diamond among them, he knew that they were the most mediocre people in the world in comparison to you. He looks around your apartment, grateful for the studio space letting him glimpse into your personal space. You quickly notice that your home was a bit more unkempt than you liked it to be when you had company so you pull away from Sardine and rush over to a mess of clothes on the floor and shove them all into your hamper, apologizing for the mess.
Taehyung studied your every movement with a wistful smile before focusing back on the cat who was affectionately rubbing on his legs and ankles.
"Hello sweetie," he says, squatting down to be on the same level as the orange and white cat, reaching out to be met with immediate nuzzles from the feline. The cat reminded him of you, so quick to trust him, all he had to do was reach out.
"I found her in the parking lot a few days ago, hiding from the rain under someone's car, she was crying out. I knew I had to take her in, she's so sweet and it's just too dangerous outside, too many cruel people who would run her over without a second thought." Your words made him smile, you had the same sentiment for this cat that he does for you.
"I understand completely, the world is too hard for something so soft." You sit next to him, both of you petting Sardine, hands brushing against each other occasionally, sending shockwaves through Taehyung's fingertips straight to his heart. With you this close he gets the chance to breathe in your unique scent, it reminds him of honeysuckle and spring rain. He makes a note to check what shampoo and conditioner you use so he can provide it to you when he takes you in.
After a few more moments of affection Sardine grows restless and walks away, finding interest in a hair tie that you had abandoned on the floor. You show Taehyung to where you had put Sardine's food and water, he points out that it's too close to the litterbox and the water was starting to get bits of clay polluting it. He suggests getting a covered litterbox to help with the mess and a fountain to make sure the water stays fresh. You feel a bit embarrassed for not knowing this information before but grateful for Taehyung's gentle tone. He makes sure to tell you all of the essential oils and plants that are toxic to cats after seeing your oil diffuser next to your bed and house plants.
You're so grateful for his help, unaware that Taehyung had watched in the shadows as you lured the stray a few days earlier. He then put hours of research into proper care for cats just to be sure that he could provide for both of you when he finally brought you home. He walks past your open bathroom door, spotting your wide array of hair and body products, trying to commit them to memory as quickly as possible.
"I leave the day after tomorrow and I'll be gone for a week and a half. Is it okay if I drop off the key that morning before I leave for my flight?" You command his attention once more, the gears in his head turning as he graces you another blinding smile.
"Of course y/n, I could drive you to the airport so you don't have to pay a fortune for parking if you'd like?" His eyes crinkle at the sides. The offer only further cements your belief that he is truly a kind, selfless person.
"You would do that? The flight leaves at 6:45 so we'd have to leave really early but I'd appreciate that so much, you really are a lifesaver!" He nods enthusiastically.
"I know you'd do the same for me if I needed a hand, don't worry about how early it is, I'm usually awake early anyway" His words reassure you that you wouldn't be a burden and you smile contently.
"Thank you so much Taehyung, if there's anything I can do for you when I get back you just let me know" He took from your cues that you were ready for him to go so he started walking with you to the door
"Alrighty, sounds like a plan, I'll see you in a couple days then!" As he walks out of your house he tries his best to contain his giddy mood until he returns to his apartment. Once he enters his own domain, surrounded in various depictions of you and your angelic face he can't help but pump his fist in the air in victory.
Once his emotions come back under his control he sends a message to his group chat of six friends
Tae: [She's going to be mine the day after tomorrow, Joon could I borrow some of your men to put the plan into action?]
Joon: [Good for you, man! Of course just let me know when and where and we'll be there ]
Tae: [I will, thank you so much for your help.]
Kookie : [I'll keep things quiet if we get any call-ins when it's all going down, just let me know if she puts up a fight and it gets messy.]
Tae: [Will do.]
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You glare at your phone, eyes adjusting to the darkness in your room as you tried unsuccessfully to press snooze on your alarm. You sit up in bed, careful not to disturb the ball of fluff curled up at the end of your bed, purring softly to herself. Looking at the clock you immediately regret deciding on an early flight: 4:45.
It is too damn early for this.
You groggily turn on your bedside lamp, cursing your parents for instilling in you the need to get to the airport at least an hour before your flight 'just in case' while peeling yourself out from under your warm comforter.  You knew you had to be ready to go for Taehyung, if you had been driving yourself you wouldn't have cared as much about looking presentable but he was so handsome and kind you wanted to make sure that you looked decent. You couldn't help but develop a small crush on Taehyung. His demeanor was just so charming and you had grown very fond of your little meetings in the hallway. Even though you were taking a break from relationships if he had ever asked you out you would say yes in a heartbeat.
You put on a well-fitting blouse and a flowy, medium length skirt with some chunky heels and soft cotton socks. You did your makeup to look soft and pretty, nothing too much but enough to hide the sleep from your eyes. You had already packed your suitcase but you go back over everything and double check that you're fully prepared. You find your spare key in the drawer in your kitchen where you let your odds and ends collect before placing all of your things by the door ready to go.
Taehyung had hardly slept, he was obsessing over every detail of the plan to make sure everything would go perfectly. He made sure that the cctv would be shut off from your apartment parking lot, that his home was stocked for you, and that Hoseok would forge a resignation letter for you and explain your absence past your vacation time to your colleagues. Once you understood that you were destined to be together he was sure that you'd cut ties with your family on your own.
It was 5:10 when he knocks on your door, you answer quickly and thank him as he carries your bulky suitcase, leaving you your carry-on and purse to take care of. Once you're in the car a wave of exhaustion hits you, nerves had kept you up most of the night and you still had a half hour drive to the airport.
"Taehung would it be okay if I shut my eyes for a bit?"
"Of course, get some rest. You have a busy day ahead of you."
Things were moving along perfectly, as soon as your breathing calms down he starts driving out of the city, towards his secluded townhouse surrounded by farmland. The roads were smooth enough not to wake you and as soon as he was sure you are in a deep enough sleep he stops the car and texts Namjoon's men to get into position. The next thing you know you're startled awake by strange men in face masks bursting into the car, pushing an acrid smelling cloth over your nose and mouth. You turn to Taehyung to see him in the same position with a cloth being forced onto him and that's the last thing you see before everything fades away.
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Once Taehyung was sure you were unconscious he taps the man acting like he was putting him to sleep with chloroform and removes the dry rag away from his face. Everything seemed to be going according to plan. One of Namjoons men would be staying with him to help with his plan. He has trouble keeping his eyes on the road as he drives you the rest of the way to his home. This was the first time you two had spent so much time together and he was having a hard time focusing at the prospect of every day being this amazing. He brings the car to a stop around back where the entrance to the guest house he had built. He planned to stay in a transitional living space with you to grow closer. He wanted to make sure that you trusted him implicitly before moving you into the main house and giving you free reign.
You were limp, but it was still fairly easy for him to pick you up bridal style and bring you into your new home together. He was careful not to bump you into anything and hurt you while bringing you inside.
While you were unconscious Taehyung changes you into comfortable t-shirt material pajamas. He takes his time, fingers lingering over your soft skin and breathing in the scent of your hair. He was desperately hoping that you wouldn't be too frightened. He had a plan to explain the situation in a way that you benefit him, he just hoped that you'd cooperate. He had been so careful and gentle, it was difficult holding back the side of him that only wanted to taint you, hurt you, violate your body. He steeled his composure, because wanted you to beg for his mouth, his cock, his everything. He lays you down gently in a small twin size bed. The room he had staged had two identical beds with restraints bolted into the walls, a sink and separate room with a shower and toilet. He gives Namjoons man-Ji-seok- his orders before he changes into similar pajamas so he would be in the same position you were in when you awoke. Then all there was left to do was wait, watching your chest rise and fall. He anticipates the chloroform wearing off as the rhythm of your breathing changed and your eyes squint awake. You startle awake once again for the second time today, remembering your attack earlier and quickly trying to asses the situation. Your clothes had been changed but you weren't sore in any way, You see your bed and Taehyung across from you. Your head was the main thing bothering you, the bright fluorescent lights making it worse. You take in your surroundings. The room you're in is small with a sink on the wall, with a small shelf with towels and what looks like extra sets of pajamas. There was also a small room attached with a frosted glass door with a toilet and a shower head from the wall and drain on the floor.
"Whats going on Taehyung, what happened?" You exclaim, trying to remain calm but the panic in your voice plain to hear. He looks at you with all the sorrow in the world, guilt filling him as tears start to escape the corners of his eyes.
"I'm so sorry y/n, this has nothing to do with you, you shouldn't have been caught up in this. Let me explain. I was once best friends with Kim Namjoon, we met in middle school and we were basically brothers and troublemakers in high school. Getting older I tried to channel my bad habits into my art. Namjoon, however, sunk it into a life of crime. At first I tried to talk some sense into him but he got himself into debt with loan sharks so far that his only option was illegal channels. He'd the smartest person I know and he got good at getting what he wants. He found a powerful mentor to teach him how to pull all the strings of organized crime before that mentor eventually left him in charge when he retired. This clumsy kid who taught me how to tie my shoes turned into a monster right before my eyes. I tried to cut ties with him, go no contact but any time I did he would do something to threaten my mom or little sister so I had to entertain him. If I try to go to the police about it he always has a way of finding out through his connections. He uses my art to auction off on the black market and he won't let that go for some reason. I think he just wants me around because in some twisted way I'm one of the only true friends that he's had in his life. I've never used him for anything and I don't hope to gain anything from being around him. Despite everything I still know the real Namjoon is in there somewhere, I see glimpses of it sometimes so I keep hope that someday he'll snap out of it and come to his senses. I was finally able to get my mom and sister out of the country safely about a week ago and since then I've had a bad feeling. Like he was moving everything into place because I had the audacity to go against him and take away his collateral. I think that's why we were taken, its not your fault and I shouldn't have let it happen I should've been more careful. They probably assumed you were someone important to me and wanted to strike quickly since he has nothing left to hold over me. This is all my fault," He explains, giving you plenty of time once he's finished to process everything he's said. He looks like a wreck, face splotchy, eyes puffy, and nose red from crying during his story. "I'm sorry for crying I'm just so frustrated, I wanted to make something for myself as an artist and instead I'm just used as a pawn in a network of crime, I hate it."
You feel a pang in your heart when you hear him spill his guts to you, someone he's not even close to, because all the others close to him had been sent away.
"I know that this wasn't your intention Tae, you were just trying to help and its not your fault that this happened to us," you move over to sit on his bed and place a comforting hand on his back, rubbing back and fourth, shushing his cries as he crumples into your chest, sobs wracking his body. You feel horrible and scared but you can't imagine how terrible he's felt feeling dealing with all of this by himself. You let yourself break down a bit with him as well, letting how scared you were feeling out a bit as he held you tightly by your middle, feeling your chest get wet with his tears as you lean down and rest your head on top of his, making his hair a bit damp with your tears.
"I know it's scary and we don't know each other well but I'm happy that we have each other Tae. I couldn't go through this by myself and it sounds like you've been going through way too much by yourself," you say quietly after you calm down, playing with his hair a little bit to help him settle enough to talk. You feel his chuckle gently against your skin, "You know you really know how to find the bright side don't you," he says, being interrupted a bit by sob aftershocks and hiccups, "do we have anything that I can blow my nose on? I feel gross."
You look around, finding the closest thing to a handkerchief you can, peeling the pillowcase off of his pillow and handing it to him. He grunts appreciably before pulling away from you and wipes the tears from his eyes before blowing his nose, turning away so you can't see how rough he was looking until cleans up a little. You pull away from him a bit, becoming painfully aware of how inconsiderate of his space you just had been and scooting back to give him room, face and ears flushing red. He notices your withdrawal and throws the pillowcase to the floor, touching your knee.
"Thank you so much y/n, I know I'm the reason you're here but I don't think that I can keep dealing with this alone and I really appreciate you." He gazes earnestly into you, both of you are splotchy eyed now and you feel such a fondness for this gentle artist caught up in such a mess. Your head suddenly starts to feel like its splitting open, most likely as an aftereffects of the chloroform and crying. Your eyes squint shut and you pull into yourself in pain, sheltering yourself from the bright fluorescents.
"You're very welcome Taehyung and I would love to brainstorm ideas to get us out of here but I just got the mother of all migraines so I don't think ill be very useful. I'll probably have to take a nap or something to feel better before I can help in any way," you say, trying not to move your head around too much, finding a light switch on the wall and dimming the lights to a soft glow.
"I have a migrane too, lets just get rest, then brainstorm later," Taehyung smiles, gently pulling off his shirt and moves to try to get comfortable on his bed, clearly getting disappointed when you start to get up to move over onto your own. You hesitate seeing his reaction, holding back and looking at him.
"Would you want me to stay over here for you?" You ask as gently as possible, trying to sound cool, calm, and collected, as much as the situation you were in was shitty you still had a crush on Taehyung and would not hesitate to stay in bed with him.
"Oh uh, I'm sorry I don't want to make you uncomfortable but I usually can only fall asleep if I'm holding my body pillow, I just have nightmares without it and I wouldn't want to wake you up with them." He explains sheepishly, looking down as his face turns pink with blush. You match his blush but you're hoping the dim lights hide it as you grab the pillow from the other bed and move to lay down next to him.
"No worries, I actually have a similar problem, I sleep like a mountain climber so it helps to have something to cuddle as well. You are welcome to hold me as much as you like," you hope you don't sound like and creep as you cuddle into him, moving so your head is under his chin and effectively tangling the two of you together. He welcomes you with open arms and pulls you into him, squeezing you gently and adjusting his own positioning a bit before settling down and nuzzling into your hair a little.
"Thank you for being so understanding y/n," he whispers to you, his voice sending shivers through you as his breath hits your ear, his chest rumbling against your own at the close proximity. You push down all of your giddy feelings as another splitting shoot of pain goes through the back of your head, forcing you to squeeze your eyes shut.
"You're welcome again Tae, I hope you feel better tomorrow," you whisper back, wondering mindlessly if you sent the same shivers through him as you let sleep start to take you.
Your consciousness slips away and Taehyung has never been so happy in his life. His heart is bursting, overjoyed that his plan is working and you believed everything he said. Of course you would've, you are the kindest most perfect person in the world. He mentally curses himself for doubting you for even a second. Holding you tight was something he could definitely get used to, he almost wished he could hold you tight enough that you'd merge into one and then never be able to be apart. It was almost too good how things are going, you are behaving so well, responding perfectly to him and it was only a matter of time before he made his way into your heart. He knew that he definitely had his foot in the door but he was worried that he'd mess it up and you'd figure out everything. You would still be his but he couldn't stand the thought of being a source of pain to you. The feeling of your hands on him would never get old, he just wanted to touch you and be touched by you at all times and your current position was perfect for that. You were essentially tangled together and he had all the access he needed to test out your reaction to his touch. You had shivered when he spoke in your ear so he knew that those were sensitive, he wanted more. He wanted everything you could give him so he couldn't stop himself when he gave you a light squeeze on the arm to see if you'd wake up, it had been many hours since you had fallen asleep. When you don't react he decides to go a bit further, whispering filthy nothings into your ear, feeling the goosebumps run down the back of your arm. Such a sensitive little thing, so desperate for my touch and you don't even know it yet. You're body knows who you belong to though. He moves his free hand so slowly to one of your nipples, feeling how hard it is through your buttons down pajama shirt. What a slut you are, nipples already hard and all I'm doing is telling you who you belong to. You're mine and I'm going to make sure that you're begging for my cock soon with your words and not your body. But I'll listen to both just fine my love. He undoes one button of your shirt letting his hands touch your hard nipple rubbing the erect nub in a gentle circle, imagining doing the same thing to your clit. He'd tease you so slowly, letting your virgin pussy get wetter and wetter before letting you come and finally fill up your aching cunt with his cum. He'll make sure to drive you crazy so you become addicted to him just as badly as he was with you.
You're gonna want my cock inside you so badly baby, once I breed your little pussy I'll make sure to keep you stuffed full of cum as you get round and your tits get fat with milk. Then I'll just keep pumping you full of my babies. You won't have to do anything but be a good mommy so I can keep you nice and plugged up. He pulls his hand away, watching to make sure that your light snoring hadn't changed before slipping his hands into your waistband, dipping his slender middle finger into your soaked pussy pumping a couple times just to see your reaction. You moan softly and grind your clit against his palm, still keeping your eyes shut and the same shallow breaths while gently bucking against his hand. He couldn't believe his luck, you were so sensitive just from a little teasing and dirty talk in your sleep, he couldn't imagine what you'd be like fully conscious but he was excited to find out soon. Mmm baby this pussy has just been waiting for me hasn't it? You little whore, taking me so easily, so eager to be violated, I bet you went to bed wet thinking about how bad you want to grind against my thigh baby. Don't you worry pretty thing, I'm gonna take care of you. He continues steadily pumping his middle finger, using his thumb to gently circle your clit, not getting faster but hitting that sweet spot over and over until you're gushing against his fingers. He quickly withdraws his fingers, pops them in his mouth and wipes them off on his side, closing his eyes and steadying his breathing before you can wake up fully from the sensation.
You feel warm and tingly at the same time, you're dreaming of Taehyung, your mind deciding to make a highlight reel of every time he did something cute or was looking especially hot as you passed him in the hallways. You conjure up his voice speaking sweet nothings to you while taking you gently, kissing your neck and making sure you feel good. Of course you had never had sex but your mind was doing a good job attributing the feeling you've had making yourself orgasm to Taehyung. Your mind starts to slowly find itself and come into focus as you notice that your panties were noticeably wet in real life and you had had a wet dream and were semi grinding against an asleep Taehyung. Your lower half was drenched and his pajama pants weren't too much better. You blink the sleep out of your eyes and take a second to realize that this is in fact real and when that happens your blood runs cold with how mortified and embarrassed you are. You just had a wet dream on your cute artsy neighbor while literally in a kidnapping situation. You curse yourself for your bad timing and try to think of a plan or an excuse to tell Taehyung but you aren't afforded the opportunity to when he himself starts stirring- probably due to how uncomfortable being damp was. You look into his sleepy eyes and feel tears prick at the corners of yours as you flush red with embarrassment, starting to babble about what happened and how sorry you were, sobbing into his neck. You're sure that you've ruined any chance that you had with him but he sees how guilty you feel and he doesn't even push you away. He takes the news surprisingly well, explaining that he's had to deal with wet dreams himself before and they're perfectly natural.
"You're seriously okay, I don't think you did anything wrong. At least you didn't get your cute neighbor kidnapped like I did, when you do something as terrible as that we can call it even, okay?" he says making you blush even harder when he calls you cute.
"Okay," you hiccup out, leaning back to give him a small smile before a wave of embarrassment hits again and you can't look at him. He continues shushing your sobbing for a few minutes while holding you tight and smoothing you hair in a rhythmic pattern, helping you get yourself together to actually take care of the problem. He helps as much as he can, letting you shower and change first and moving the pillows over to the other bed so you can get comfy while he goes and showers and changes. It takes him about ten minutes but soon he's back in bed with you. Double checking that you're okay with sleeping together, being surprisingly gentle for a guy when he gets situated with you again, letting you take one of the pillows to cuddle in between your legs and just having you be his little spoon, squeezing you into him with one arm and letting you use his other arm and bicep as a pillow. You don't know if he's just being nice because he's half asleep but you're very grateful that even if you're trapped you're trapped with someone so compassionate.
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A/N: If you enjoyed please reblog and leave me feedback!! Part 2 Desire is up now!
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tried using carrd today. died a little on the inside
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nervousmonolith · 3 months
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fruit on 5.7k viewers rn
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oh wow yesterday actually happened
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NETFLIX NOOOO IMA NEED AN EXPLANATION???
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Poe the sheeeeeeesh King
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I spammed Hidan edits on my insta story for like an hour straight uhm.
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mostazita58 · 1 year
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Mapeando a internet?
14 de noviembre, 2022
Watefok :0
Weno ps aki ba la trabezia:
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Haciendo un mapa de internet porque me odio
Comenzando, formamos grupos aleatorios (otra bes) y la idea era tratar de entre todos construir o crear un mapa de internet, las ideas eran variadas. Podía ser como un mapa convencional, o un mapa de la ficción, o incluso estructurarlo en un universo, las posibilidades eran bastantes.
Proceso:
Ideación:
Aquí tratamos de mencionar y recolectar toda la información posible que hubiera, en relación a plataformas, sistemas, empresas, aplicaciones y demás que estuvieran conectadas con internet. Después de haber reunido lo que nosotros considerábamos suficiente información, fue que empezamos a categorizarla, para de este modo poder estructurar y jerarquizar lo que sería nuestro mapa.
Planeación:
Para poder avanzar más rápido y de un modo más efectivo, es que el grupo se dividió en dos, por un lado, estaban los que se iban a encargar del lore o dicho, en otros términos, la historia de lo que está sucediendo en el mapa, es decir, su contexto. Por otra parte, lo que a mí y otros compañeros nos tocó fue, la ideación de como íbamos a estructurar el mapa.
Hubo propuestas de hacerlo con mares, como un mundo gigante, con islas, pero nuestra opción final fue la de representarlo con un universo, ahora procederé a detallar y explicar las diferentes partes de las cuales se compone nuestro universo y a su vez apeado de internet.
Construcción:
Deep Web: Para empezar, se tiene entendido que más del 90% de internet es perteneciente a lo que se conoce como Deep web, es decir sitios no públicos a los que no se puede acceder usando una url o simplemente un motor de búsqueda. Sitios de acceso restringido, en los cuales se requieren datos de acceso para poder ingresar, esto el grupo lo represento como la materia oscura, que es algo que está en todo el universo, sin embargo, es algo invisible, al igual que se llama a la Deep web o internet invisible.
Motores de búsqueda: El Big Bang fue el comienzo del universo, y lo que dio origen a este, teniendo en cuenta que nuestro mapa de internet es representado en un universo, los motores de búsqueda que son mediante los cuales se puede navegar en la red, serían el Big Bang, pues gracias a estos es que podemos acceder a internet, teniendo como punto de inicio world wide web, que fue el primer motor de búsqueda, de ahí podemos expandirnos por otros navegadores como ser Edge, Opera, entre otros.
Redes Sociales: En cuanto a las galaxias, usamos una para representar lo que son las redes sociales, dentro de está galaxia está el sistema solar Meta, el cuál posee planetas como ser Instagram, Facebook y demás. Los otros planetas que habitan esta galaxia son Reddit, Telegram, entre otros. Se le dio una forma parecida a un átomo pues, este tiene líneas curvas que están conectadas entre sí, a su vez como las redes sociales nos mantiene conectados entre nosotros.
Aplicaciones de Música: Se usaron las nebulosas para representar aplicaciones de música, pues como bien se sabe, el sonido viaja por ondas, y la forma de las nebulosas, nos recordaba a esto, podemos observar Spotify, Deezer, etc.
Plataformas de Streaming: Las estrellas fugaces, como bien dice su nombre, son algo fugaz, efímero. En ese sentido, decidimos usarlas para representar a las plataformas de streaming, pues están se usan para ver algo que sucede en el momento, es decir en vivo, y además porque estos son servicios de renta, tu ya no posees las películas o programas que se encuentran ahí, sino que los rentas, no los tienes en físico, esto se puede asemejar a lo efímero de las estrellas fugaces, porque ya no es físico, el contenido ya no está materializado, si dejas de pagar, desaparece.
Métodos de pago: La estación espacial internacional se usó para representar a los diferentes métodos de pago que existen ahora vía internet, como ser Pay pal, entre otros, esto puede parecer una decisión un tanto aleatoria. Sin embargo, más adelante se detalla el porqué.
Plataformas de compra y venta: Los satélites, son las diferentes plataformas que existen para hacer compras y ventas por internet, en estos podemos encontrar Alibaba, Ebay, Amazon, etc. Esto debido a que para todos se debe usar plataformas de pago, generando una jerarquía entre los satélites y la estación espacial internacional. Además, los satélites además de brindar conexión, tienen la tarea de registrar o incluso de tratar de sistematizar o mapear aquello captan. Esta relación de satélites y transacciones vía internet cobra sentido, cuando vemos que para poder hacer o enviar pedidos se necesitan direcciones, es decir un mapeado, al igual que los satélites hacen. Aparte de eso se necesita de comunicación entre cliente y vendedor, al igual que la comunicación que ofrecen los satélites.
Appl y Microsoft: Para esto nos inspiramos en mapas antiguos los cuales, para indicar que un lugar era peligroso, lo hacían mediante la representación de monstruos. En nuestro mapa de internet funciona de un modo diferente, pues los monstruos se usan para simbolizar a dos empresas “monstruosas” por así decirlo como ser Apple y Microsoft, ambos monstruos pelean, así como lo hacen estas empresas en la vida real. Se les ha llamado empresas monstruosas, pues ambas son muy vliosas, además de poseer un imperio quizás dentro de lo que es el ámbito empresarial.
Anuncios: Los asteroides son rocas que abundan por el universo, incluso en ocasiones se los ha llegado a confundir con “basura espacial”. Es por esto que se los usó para reproducir lo que vendrían siendo las ads, pues se encuentran en todo lado, la igual que los anuncios, además en ocasiones pueden ocasionas confusiones o ciertos problemas, la igual que los anuncios o publicidad falsa.
Dark Web: El agujero negro fue usado para significar a la dark web, pues los nombres tienen bastantes similitudes, además es de muy difícil acceso, al igual que la dark web, es la única parte en 3d, porque en la realidad, los agujeros negros, son algo que desafía las leyes de la física. Así como la dark web desafía a las leyes jurídicas)? O bueno en sí, claramente sale de lo legal, es como el vertedero de internet, en el que puedes llegar a encontrar de todo, así como un agujero negro, el cuál traga todo lo que encuentre a su paso.
Tor: El cohete se lo usó para simbolizar los buscadores que se usan para poder ingresar a la dark web, se lo nombró Tor, pues este es el más popular de todos, al dirigirse al agujero negro, se podría decir que es un cohete suicida. Relacionándolo con la dark web, esto sería un cohete suicida, puesto que, un paso en falso o mal dado en este lugar podría significar peligro. El peligro no necesariamente puede ser físico, sino tal vez hackeos, contraseñas y demás.
Usuario: El usuario, es decir nosotros, fue representado por un mini astronauta, que está observando cómo se desarrollan todos estos eventos en el universo.
Easter Egg: Among us, un among us como bien es conocido es como se ha nombrado a los personajes jugables del juego del mismo nombre en el universo existe uno camuflado por ahí, pues el juego de Among Us, también se desarrolla en el espacio, trata de estar camuflado pues es un easter egg. No necesita una justificación muy detallada de porque pertenece al mapa, pues al ser un Among Us, desafía las leyes de la existencia misma (y esta´bien pinshes basad00 alv)
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Lore:
Del lore no se mucho pues no era la parte que me tocó hacer en el grupo, intenté conseguir información, pero no conseguí algo muy significativo. Lo que logró recordar era que todas las aplicaciones, plataformas y así, luchaban o estaban en guerra por tratar de ser las primeras en el buscador, esto cobra un poco más de sentido al tener en cuenta que creo que tenían más energía cuándo estaban cerca del centro del universo, es decir el Big Bang, o lo que serían los buscador (si nostoi mal, k provavlemnte aya acvado de soltar puritita falasia alch pero nimodos)
Foticos del mapa :D
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esoe tooo
estoda wee es tooda
K tengan bendecida tarde tiliners🥵🤙
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voidingintotheshout · 2 years
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Now I love Bjork. Her album Drawing Restraint 9 is one of my favorites she’s ever done. This new single of hers, Atopos? Man, maybe it’s just my American-ness showing here, but in a time when Christians/Conservatives are outlawing Abortion, oppressing and threatening Trans and LGBTQIA+ people, cops and white people killing black people, the rise in antisemitic violence, and trying to ban any books from public library spaces that they don’t agree with; her single urging people to forget about ‘our differences and the things that divide us and try to connect’ feels totally tone deaf. Like, I don’t want to forget about the nasty shit conservatives are doing to vulnerable populations right now. I’ll connect with people who respect the civil rights of me and my friends thanks. Sheesh.
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trashyvanillabean · 28 days
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Regular jingheng/renheng/jingheng shippers: *exists doing their own thing*
Some people: “This ship is toxic and therefore no one is allowed to enjoy it! / Vidyadhara cannot reproduce and therefore should be canonically ace!!! No one should be allowed to ship them with other people!!!”
Me on the acespec: “Dan Feng’s first love was [insert most toxic and lethal flower native to the Xianzhou] and Yingxing once had a puppy crush on Screwllum.”
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pararennial-archived · 5 months
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*‵ ・ cold mirror ・ ′
Seldom do people heed the fineprint found across the bottom of side-view mirrors warning drivers that "objects may be closer than they appear." Though, it cannot be blamed, most perils are not clear nor evident at first. For instance, an alligator's reflective eyes beneath the surface of a lake at night could be mistaken for a pair of stars placidly burning in the darkened sky ⏤ a mere reflection; ghost-light in comparison to the real marvel above, but you are still drawn in. In the end, you don't know you're within striking distance until it's too late.
For Roxanne, change came with surgical precision and without anaesthesia. There are days where she feels like she's been flayed and skewered before onlookers in an operating theatre, and then re-stitched again with unsaid wishes, expectations, and desires from said onlookers. Voiceless appraisals from the unseen make her muscles convulse and seize involuntarily, paralyzing her under their wide, watchful gaze, waiting on bated breath to see what she'll do next. Or worse, salivating over the fruit borne from malpractice in her ( re ) creation and ( un ) making. It makes her sick, it all makes her sick.
There's not a day where she wants to claw out ichor clogging her veins, burning her from the inside like a lethal injection. She wished ever so terribly to not feel like some part of her is drowning, smothered by something else ⏤ something so meticulously grafted within, disjointed and mismatched with all that should be there. The worst part is, she isn't the only one aware of it. Others are finding her too disharmonious, her being beyond comprehension like static channeling through a broken staccato. This is where she finds herself tightroping along the periphery, unpermitted to enter and yet forcefully pulled into places she will haunt. She can feel herself enclosed within temple walls, holed up and bounded by architecture that she has no desire to call home.
So she lashes out, a carnage that cannot be merely described or seen. Beneath wary gaze and clenched fists, it appears far too modest like the red blossoming beneath her palms from her nails biting into her skin. Especially in comparison to the volcanism erupting within fissures on her brain, vision swimming in hot and blinding light. She swears she can feel divinity foaming storm-like in her mouth; everything tasting like hot iron. It's a surprise that she hasn't gone on a rampage with slivers and dust lodged in her skin from trying to break out of her self-imposed prison of imaginary embossed shrines constructed out of ceramic and plastic. She doesn't believe it's where she can blossom and grow ( forever entombed in a gold-veined, vacuous mausoleum ), above all, not within myopic vision blurred by tears shed over a life long forfeited.
She is a broken constellation. A million pieces, crushed, tamped, shattered over and over again. The only thing keeping her centred is pure ire and disdain that no syllables can truly pronounce, that no proper words can form when teeth are firmly locked in combat with grief ⏤ a soft-tissued, wriggling, demure little thing resigned to its resentful keeper. Her. The forming apparition within its confines, seething like acid unable to chew through impassive walls. Her. A fractured conglomerate of stars dancing across the surface of the water where, in reality, she is the heated, reflective glare staring back from below.
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midnight-rot · 9 months
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Once again thinking about Will/iam in tight clothes. Buttons and seams straining and softly creaking, his belt completely disappearing under his belly when he sits, his vest sliding up when he raises his arms and leaving his belly exposed until he pulls it down. And it all drives Van/ny insane. Like she's shaking by the end of the day that's how badly she needs him.
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kindheartedgummybears · 9 months
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I just had like a 5 hour just dance session(with breaks) and WOW I am SO feeling that when I wake up...
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Ok so I think I know what Mama and Papa Igarashi were doing. They knew Ikki was focused inwards and beating himself up and wouldn't come to them for advice, so they staged the fight to not only show him that adults fight too but to also get him to be his busybody self and pry into what's happening in order to give them an opening to give him advice. I also think that Mama's not wrong in that this is kind of typical sibling rivalry taken to an extreme. I think that under normal circumstances fighting it out and getting your feelings put can be helpful and might work. However I think Mama may be not considering (due to ignorance on her part) all the factors, like Davey Jones whispering in Daiji's ear.
I know I always say this on your ask-responses but:
Couldn't say it better myself.
What she did was smart and cute but I DO think her attitude of "no you're not" aka dismissing things that are not good or big problems as "something small and unimportant" can often invalidate someone's feeling of a bad or hurtful experience. This is one of the reasons why Ikki doesn't ask for advice.
Because he learned that his worries were "nothing."
It's just that picture of the hospital satire
(can't find the picture lmao)
but basically, fix the problem at the source, instead of throwing a bandaid over the wound and calling it "tis' but a flesh wound."
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