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riordanness · 5 months
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wildest dreams - [p.jackson]
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“In your wildest dreams, Jackson,” I scoff, staring down the boy fiercely. My sword in hand, my battle armour on, I was easy to beat this stupid son of Poseidon once and for all.
He grins at me, his smile slightly lopsided. “Okay, Red,” he teases. “Bring it on.”
I roll my eyes at the nickname. He’s been calling me it ever since he came to camp, two years ago. Ever since he found out I was the daughter of Ares, and I lived in a big ugly red cabin with a terrible paint job. I mean, I hate the cabin’s decor as much as the Aphrodite kids, but that doesn’t mean Percy Jackson gets to insult me.
I yell, and charge at him, our swords meeting in midair with a clang. I whirl, aiming for his unprotected side, but he blocks me, sidesteps, jabs at my stomach.
I stumble back, slashing at him, as anger flashes through me. I want to beat him. I have to beat him. This has been going on long enough, and I need to get my revenge.
Two years ago, Percy Jackson came to Camp Half-Blood. On his first proper day here, he tried to drown Clarisse, my older sister, and two of our other siblings. He made a fool out of Ares cabin. Then, later that summer on his stupid lightning bolt quest, he fought our father, the god of war himself, and somehow, he won. He ruined Ares’ reputation completely.
Ever since, I’ve wanted to turn Percy into a Poseidon pancake.
“Come on, y/n!” Adam, my favourite brother, cheers from the side of the arena. “Beat Jackon’s ass!”
“I’m trying!” I shout back, as Percy manages to catch the hilt of my sword in his. He’s stronger than me, and taller. He pushes down, fighting against my strength. Then, as he’s pushing his sword down, he suddenly twists, and I’m forced to let go. My weapon clatters to the ground.
There’s silence from the bleachers. Every camper there, who came to watch us duel, has no idea what to say.
I have a lump in my throat, and I don’t know how it got there. A sudden, overwhelming feeling of defeat grips me, and I send a tearful glare in Percy’s direction.
“I hate you.”
I shove past him, hoping my final words sting him as much as my loss to him stings me.
“You should let this go, you know?”
I glance up in surprise. Leah and I are on stable cleaning duty today, which is an absolutely awful job, in case you were wondering.
“Let what go?” I ask.
She waves her hand aimlessly in the air. “This whole… Percy Jackson thing.”
I raise my eyebrows, disbelieving. “You want me too, what? Forgive him?” I make a sound in my throat that’s almost a gag, almost a growl. “Hell no.”
“Come on!” Leah pleads. She’s the daughter of Athena, with pretty dark skin, dark braids, and warm dark brown eyes. She’s shorter than me, but way smarter and prettier. We arrived at camp almost the same time, three years ago. I’m still not sure why she likes being my friend, but I love Leah.
“Look,” she sighs, leaning against her broom. “I hate Poseidon as much as the next girl, and Jackson isn’t exactly my favourite person.” She grimaces, probably remembering the time Percy messed up and made her team lose at Capture the Flag. I’d won that day, so maybe I should thank Percy for his service.
“But,” Leah continues, “he’s not really a bad person. Like, yeah he’s a total dumbass and annoying and way too cute for his own good–”
“What?” I half groan, half laugh. “No he’s not.” I try to believe it myself.
Leah ignores me. “He’s not worth making your enemy.”
I sigh. “I guess you have a point…” Even saying that feels wrong. I want to hate Percy; I want to get my revenge and prove for once and for all that Ares isn’t lame, that we can be great.
But, Leah is right. There are bigger things to worry about now. There are rumours; Kronos is rising. Luke Castellan is making an army. Camp Half-Blood will be going into war.
I realise my grip on my pitchfork is so tight that my knuckles have turned white. I let go of the pitchfork, watching it fall into the straw on the stable floor and almost disappear.
“Go.” Leah gives me a little shove. “I saw him doing paperwork sorting for Chiron on the porch a little while ago.”
I give her a quick nod, brace myself, break into a sprint, running towards the Big House.
I spot Percy long before I reach the Big House porch. As I near, my footsteps slow to a walk, and I have to force myself to take a deep breath, striving for calm. My temper isn’t easy to control.
“Hey,” I call, taking the front steps two at a time.
Percy half-glances up, looks back down at his pile of letters and documents, then double takes at me. “Y/n?”
I try for a smile, waving at him with my fingers. “What’s kicking?”
“Uh–paperwork,” he replies, looking at me in slight confusion, probably wondering what I’m doing here. “For Chiron?” he adds quickly, then scrunches his nose in a way that almost makes me want to agree with Leah about Percy being cute. Almost.
I nod. “Sounds like torture to me.”
Percy grins wide. “Tell me about it.” He waves the stack of papers in the air as he gets to his feet. He’s only standing half a metre away from me now, closer than we’ve ever been without trying to beat each other up. “I never remember how much I hate being dyslexic until I try doing this.”
I bite the inside of my cheek, suddenly having no idea what to say. Percy seems to notice the awkward pause, and frowns uncertainly at me. “Why are you here, y/n? I doubt it was for just a chat.”
I let out my breath slowly. “Uh—yeah. I came to make out—I mean up! Make up.”
Percy tries to hide his smirk, and fails. I feel my jaw ache from clenching it. All my old hatred for this boy bubbles almost out of control, but I fight it, like I fight everything, and this time I win.
“Okay…” Percy muses. “Y/n, the daughter of Ares, god of war, wants peace.” He stresses the last word. “Not to mention I humiliated both her older sister and her father, when I was twelve.”
I grit my teeth and glare at him. “Do you want me to pulverise you, Jackson? Because I will.”
“Oh really?” Percy has an eyebrow raised. “But I thought you came to make up? Or was it out?”
“Why did I let her convince me to do this,” I mutter, already ready to just make a run for it. But no. Leah was right, albeit pretty frustrating and exasperating and extremely embarrassing. I did need to end this somewhat ridiculous rivalry with Percy. And I guess it was now or never, right?
“I’m sorry,” I blurt out before I can change my mind. “I’ve been stupid and selfish and I’m sorry.” I hold my hand out to him. “Friends?”
Percy stares at me, then my outstretched hand for a count of three. At first, I was almost certain he was going to leave me hanging. That would be so like him! But then, he grins, that adorable, dumbass smile I’ve known for so long now.
“I don’t want to be friends, Red,” he says, his words solemn and his tone teasing. “I’m in love with you.”
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juyeonszn · 4 months
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PARTY O’CLOCK
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PAIRING choi chanhee x f!reader
WORD COUNT 5.39k
GENRES fluff ﹒smut
WARNINGS 18+ MINORS DO NOT INTERACT, mature language, tau beta zeta frat treasurer!chanhee, reader is a stereotypical party girl, she’s also an astronomy major, mentions of alcohol, i’m pretty sure everyone makes a cameo at some point, kevin moon playing matchmaker, we escalate a little fast so, intense making out, marking, vaginal fingering, brat tamer!chanhee, dom!chanhee, lowkey pussy job for like 1 second, nipple play? kinda?, unprotected sex, wall sex, missionary, multiple orgasms, creampie (yk… the usual), overstimulation
SUMMARY in spite of being a frat boy himself, chanhee could never actually see himself enjoying the luxuries of the title. besides, how could he with all the responsibilities of being treasurer? enter you and your carefree spirit and chanhee’s got a real big problem on his hands.
MORE … don’t yell at me PLEASE. i know this is 2 days overdue. I KNOW I KNOW. i’ve been so busy these past couple days and my time management is ass we already know this. BUT IM HERE AND SHES FINISHED AND ITS CHRISTMAS EVE SO??? 🙏🙏😍 anyways. i hope u guys enjoy i had a fun time writing this. i’m a firm believer in dom chanhee 😋 if u liked this pls don’t forget to reblog!
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“Who’s that?”
The question comes out before you can even stop it, eyes focused on a guy sitting on one of the couches in the living room, complete disinterest all over his face. He’s pretty. Prettier than any guy you’ve ever seen. But he also looks like he’d rather be anywhere else than at this party.
“Who?” Your friend Heejin asks, following your gaze.
She finds out pretty quickly, especially because of how intense your stare is. She racks her brain for his name, sure it’s somewhere in her catalog of the student body. Heejin was the kind of person who knew everyone even if she didn’t exactly know them personally. She was both sociable and obsessed with gossip, sticking her nose in the business of those around her.
“Ah! That’s Choi Chanhee,” she nods, index finger tapping her chin. “He’s the Tau Beta Zeta treasurer actually. That’s probably why he looks like he wants to kill himself. Dude doesn’t really want to be here, but fraternity brothers are required to attend every party.”
She’s right, it appears, when you see some of the members you do recognize make their way over to bother him. He definitely does not look like the fraternity type, but you guess it also makes sense in a way. Maybe he needed an extracurricular or something that would be nice on his resume.
It’s hard for you to enjoy yourself for the rest of the night, too concentrated on the treasurer who’s lips stay pressed into a frown the entire time. You try to take shots with Heejin, but your eyes gravitate back to the sofa. Ji Changmin and his girlfriend even convinced the two of you to play them in beer pong. (Worst mistake you’ve ever made. You sucked at beer pong.) You finally draw the line at a game of Rage Cage, when you strategically get placed between Lee Juyeon and Heejin, arguably the best drinkers at the function.
Everyone laughs at you when you take a step back and recall your decision to join. And just as you suspected, you end up back in the living room, right where you wanted. Chanhee hasn’t moved from his spot, occasionally taking sips of whatever he’s drinking and scrolling through his phone.
You remember when that was Jacob Bae’s thing to do, and then he went and got himself a girlfriend. Perhaps that’s what Chanhee needed to do. A girlfriend was a little bit of a stretch, but someone to help him loosen up at these things was plausible. Girls weren’t even trying to hit on him left and right like they usually did with the Tau Beta Zeta boys, which was even more surprising considering most of them had their own partners now. Desperation was an ugly look on the university female, you know.
Which is exactly why you don’t make any moves that night.
Initially, you think you’ll wait a week. You happen to see him on campus a few times. The first time is in the library studying with some headphones on, in his element. The second time is in the cafe on campus, again, doing coursework with the intention of being left alone. Then it’s when you’re leaving your Fundamentals of Astronomy lecture, walking to one of his own classes. In your head, you’re being tested, like a dog with a bone being dangled in front of its face. It’s tortuous, wanting to go up to him and introduce yourself, but you don’t do it.
Heejin “drags” you to another TBZ party the following Friday and you put extra effort into your outfit. You walk in with the hopes to sweep him off of his feet, strutting into the fraternity house with a confidence that throws you off. Just when you’re getting ready to walk up to him, Kim Sunwoo intercepts and you backtrack. That ruins any of the lingering self-assurance in your system. So you push things back another week.
The next time you plan on striking, you and Heejin had said you’d meet at the party since she had something to do prior. You arrive at around 11 PM, prepared to shoot your shot and score. The kitchen is the first place you go, concocting yourself a drink that doesn’t get you trashed, but provides enough liquid courage. Then Heejin texts that her project partners wanted to grab food and she wasn’t going to make it. The thought of being alone without moral support effectively kills your mood, so you only stay for another hour or so before leaving.
It’s annoying, really. Every single time you attempt to set your plan into motion, something has to interrupt and mess things up for you.
This is your dilemma for roughly every weekend for a whole month. By the time you know it, it’s midterm season and you’re too stressed out over exams to think about Choi Chanhee. Divine intervention was a crazy concept, so maybe it was a blessing in disguise. Maybe this was your sign to just call it quits and give up on your weird fantasy of being the girl who charmed him.
“Do you wanna go to the TBZ party Saturday? We can celebrate finishing these stupid fucking exams and just relax for another couple months before we have to worry about finals.” Heejin asks through a mouthful of instant ramyeon. You sigh.
“Sure, whatever.” Your lips purse, pushing around your own food. She raises an eyebrow, tilting her head to the side in confusion.
“What the hell happened to you? You were jumping for joy when it came to going to them all semester, but now that I want to get shitfaced, you don’t seem all that excited.” She puts her chopsticks down, narrowing her eyes at you from across the table. You shrug.
“I don’t know,” you rest your cheek on your palm, huffing. “I guess I’m not really in the party mood anymore.”
“Bullshit,” she scoffs. “You’re the girl everyone thinks of when they talk about the typical university party girl. There must be a reason you’re suddenly Miss Debbie Downer.”
You could just tell her the truth, tell her about your delusions and the need to be different. As your roommate and best friend, she wasn’t at liberty to judge you. But this was so unlike you, so you knew she would anyway. It was out of character for you to be this enthralled by a man, let alone a stranger you’ve never spoken a word to. In fact it’s even thrown you for a loop, this mental break giving you clarity about your recent actions.
“That time I asked you who Choi Chanhee was,” you start after some silence. “I thought about going up to him and finding out why he’s so uptight. I sorta wanted to be in a ‘not like other girls’ situation. But whenever I wanted to swoop in, something always interfered. And now I’m just over it.”
“Y/N. You cannot be serious,” Heejin gawks at you like you’ve grown a second head. “Chanhee’s very picky about the girls he talks to. I could probably name on a hand the ones who’ve successfully snuck their way into his pants. He has specific taste, too; pretty ones who know when to shut their mouths.”
Your jaw drops, because what the fuck? He’s not a raging virgin with that personality? No wonder there wasn’t a line of single ladies attempting to land in his bed. They all knew they didn’t stand a chance. It kind of encourages you to resume your mission. You were never one to back down from a challenge.
“In that case…” A mischievous glint sparkles in your eye.
“Good god,” she rolls her own. “I’m warning you now, I highly doubt this will end in your favor.”
“You know me, Heejin. I never take no for an answer.”
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It’s the day before the party and you’re walking out of your last midterm exam, a new light in your eyes now that you’re somewhat free. You step into the quad with your arms stretched above your head, a yawn pushing through your lips. You were long overdue for a good nap.
“Y/N!”
You whip around to find Kevin Moon from your Music Appreciation class stalking towards you. Part of you wants to pretend you’d never heard him and keep walking, drained of energy after that Intro to Astrophysics exam you’d just taken. Your brain felt like mush at this point. But you were kind, and you would’ve just felt bad about ignoring him anyways.
Kevin catches up to you rather quickly, hands hidden inside of his hoodie pockets. He lets out a sigh, both of you watching the puff of air that forms in front of him. “You’re going to the party tomorrow right?”
“I am…” You furrow your eyebrows, narrowing your eyes skeptically just a bit. “Why?”
“I have a huge favor to ask you.” He clasps his hands together, as if he wasn’t above begging on his hands and knees. You’re confused even further, because what could Kevin Moon possibly want from you?
“Okay… What is it?” The suspicion in your tone is so strong, that there’s no doubt he hasn’t noticed it by now. He holds the heel of his palm to his forehead.
“So, I was supposed to go with my friend Chanhee to try out that new outer space themed coffee place just outside of campus later today, but I got put on alcohol duty and I won’t be able to. I know you’re an Astronomy major so I figured that was something you’d like. Do you think you could go in my place?” He bats his eyelashes at you, like doing puppy dog eyes will convince you. You stare at him blankly. He wants you to do what?!
Meeting Choi Chanhee before the party tomorrow was not in your itinerary. Usually you were decent at adapting to changes in your plans, but this? This was more than just something minor that you could acclimate to. You had to psych yourself for hours in order to execute something of this caliber. Was Kevin Moon trying to send you into cardiac arrest?
“W-Wh— I mean— well—” You fumble over your words— something you never do— and Kevin breaks into a wide grin. You’re not sure if the blush across your face is from the cold weather nipping at it, or the thought of being put between a rock and a hard place.
“Perfect! I owe you one! Meet him in like an hour.” He pats your back like you’re one of the homies, not giving you any room for refutation. You actually feel like throwing up. How were you supposed to just show up without qualms?
Did he really expect you to just do this out of the goodness of your heart? No complaints stacked up to be hurled in his direction? You’d known Kevin Moon since freshman year orientation, but you didn’t think you were close enough for him to throw his dirty work at you. You can’t help but stand there dumbly as he walks away, a pep in his step that nearly has tick marks forming on your temple.
Okay, you know what? This is fine. This was totally fine. All you had to do was sip on some coffee, make some small talk, and then you could be on your way. It wasn’t that hard… was it?
You could throw on an act, pretend like you were one of those pretty girls who knew when to shut their mouths just like Heejin said he was into. You could give him a false glimpse into who you were and he wouldn’t know what you were really thinking of doing. The you of tomorrow would be a complete 180° turn around from the you of today, and Choi Chanhee would be the one groveling at your feet.
As soon as you walk into the cafe, your throat feels narrow, like it was closing in on you. You’re not sure why you’re so nervous. It’s not like Chanhee knew you. He couldn’t possibly be aware of your existence, much less of your little fascination with him.
You see him sitting at a table for two, the straw of his drink trapped between his lips. He sips leisurely as he scrolls through his phone, likely waiting on Kevin since you’re sure he left his friend in the dark. You pick at a thread on your sweater as you stop in front of him, raising your hand in an awkward wave. Chanhee glances up, confusion in his features at first and then it morphs into something else.
A laugh has to be held back when he chokes on his drink, slapping a hand over his mouth. He stands up quickly, wiping his palms on his pants.
“Hi,” your voice is small, so far off from your usual boldness. “I’m Y/N. Kevin sent me.”
“Fucking Kevin,” he curses underneath his breath, forcing a smile. “Um, please sit.”
You take the seat across from him, eyes flickering around the coffee shop to absorb your surroundings. It’s pretty, the stars and planets painted all over the walls and ceilings. Even the drinks had celestial themed names. Your friend was right, you would love it here. It was right up your alley.
“I— uh— Kevin had texted me and told me what to order for him, but I’m assuming he meant for you, because he never told me you were uh— that you were coming.” He scratches the back of his neck as a server leaves a drink in front of you.
“He stopped me in the quad after my midterm and asked if I could fill in for him. Something came up apparently.” You explain, humming in appreciation when you taste your coffee. “He remembered that I was an Astronomy major and figured I was his best bet I guess.”
Chanhee purses his lips, it’s almost like he knows something you don’t. He nods slowly. “Yeah… I’m sure that’s why…”
The impromptu formal introduction between you goes on without a hitch. It goes so well, that the time flies faster than you’d hoped it would. You get a tiny peek into Choi Chanhee and his life as the TBZ fraternity treasurer, but it’s not enough to satiate that unbearable curiosity that pricks at you.
Thankfully, you have tomorrow to do exactly that.
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Heejin and yourself arrive at the Tau Beta Zeta party that Saturday with a goal in mind; Getting Choi Chanhee into bed with you.
Okay. Maybe that wasn’t actually the main objective, but it was definitely a side quest. What you really wanted to do was get him to let his guard down. Like your friend said previously, you were the stereotypical party girl. Had there been a picture beside the term in a dictionary, your pretty little face would be there, a red solo cup in your hand and all. If he wound up being entranced by your womanly witchery, that was on him.
Just like your first go at wooing him, you decided to pull out all the stops. You’d worn your shortest, tightest fitting dress despite the weather not necessarily permitting it. It was a cute black strapless number that you paired with some long heeled boots and a warm fuzzy jacket. You looked hotter than the sun itself, and deep down you’d feel extremely disappointed if he wasn’t falling to his knees for you by the end of the night.
A sense of déjà vu washes over you the moment you step through the front door into the jam packed fraternity house. The bumping early 2000s music and the thrumming of the bass gave you an adrenaline rush like no other. Nothing could waver your confidence this roundabout. He wouldn’t even know what hit him.
Before you sink your claws into the treasurer, you need to grab yourself a drink. You and Heejin take a shot from one of the various liquor bottles on the counter, serving yourselves each a cup of whatever Jacob Bae threw together for the party. It was kind of funny that the resident bartender for these things wasn’t even a member of the frat. You and your friend cheers to the night ahead of you, manifesting that things go your way.
It’s rather easy to catch his eye even in the bustling crowd of drunk college students, glued in his usual spot on one of the living room sofas. His dark hair falls into his eyes when he glances down at his phone to check the time, almost as if he was counting down the hours, the minutes until this party was over. He brushes it out of his face with his index finger at the same time he raises his cup to his mouth, knocking back the contents with a slight wince.
He espies your presence immediately after that, raking your figure with an unrecognizable look in his gaze. Though you were shivering upon entering the house, your skin felt hot to the touch now, the burning intensity of his stare melting away any nerves that might’ve been lingering. You pull your jacket off of your shoulders, tossing it over your forearm as you snake through the bodies sardined between the two of you.
“Hi,” you greet once you’re in front of him. “I’m Y/N.”
His lips quirk upwards and he stands so you’re no longer peering down at him. In spite of meeting each other yesterday, he decides to play along. “I’m Chanhee.”
“Well, Chanhee,” you bite your acrylic nail, not bothering to hide the unabashed desire in your expression and drinking in his appearance like a glass of water. “I couldn’t help but notice you from across the room. You looked bored and I was wondering if I could change that. I know how to have a good time.”
Chanhee thinks it’s cute, the amount of effort you’re putting into this little charade. He doesn’t doubt that you knew of his reputation when it came to sleeping with girls. He knows he’s a bit conscientious when it comes to this sort of thing, but that’s only because he doesn’t want to deal with being seen as someone who’s ran-through. (For an example, please see (No) Strings Attached™.)
However, you were different. Chanhee thought you were cute from the very first time he saw you, which happened to be at a Tau Beta Zeta party last semester. He knew you were friends with Kevin, so maybe it was on him for the delay of your union, but he’d grown a little tired of always making the first move. He’s somewhat grateful that you were the type of girl who set her sights on something and never backed down from it. You were headstrong and that was exactly what had him hooked.
Nevertheless, it would be a bit of an issue. The only part of the rumors surrounding the treasurer that was true, was the part about him preferring his partners to be on the quieter side. There was something about them following his every demand, kneeling at his beck and call, that lit a fire underneath him. The mouthier they were, the less he enjoyed himself. But for some reason, he doesn’t think it’ll bother him as much with you. In fact, he thinks he’ll have fun putting you in your place.
“You know, Y/N,” he pushes your hair over your bare shoulder, letting his thumb graze your warm skin with a small but conniving grin. “I’m not too sure you’ll be able to cure this boredom that’s been plaguing me. It depends on what you have in mind.”
You might cry. A strained groan stays stuck in your throat, fighting to inch its way out of you. Fuck this stupid party. Fuck your stupid idea. You had a new mission. You needed him now and you needed him bad.
Your lips are on his in a matter of seconds, rushed and desperate. You don’t have the strength in you to act like you weren’t just about ready to combust. The curve of a smile can be felt through the kiss, his hands coming to rest on your waist and dig into the fabric of your dress. Had this been any other guy, any other day even, you would’ve freaked out over the PDA. Right now, though, you’re too lost in the moment, too absorbed in the high that kissing Choi Chanhee is providing.
His mouth travels along your jaw and neck, finally snapping you back to reality. With shaky breathing and a wavering voice, you step back from him. “Don’t you want— don’t we need some privacy?”
He laughs like he’s on the inside of a joke you’re unaware of. “Oh, so now you care about privacy? You didn’t when you were trying to seduce me ten minutes ago.”
Your cheeks flush impossibly more, cowering into the space where his shoulder meets his collarbone. All that confidence and for what? He really could not wait another second to see you crumble beneath him.
“Too shy for me to fuck you in front of all these people, sweetheart?” He asks in your ear, leaving a gentle kiss on the lobe as he does so.
You’re dizzy, so dizzy you might faint in the middle of this living room. Who would’ve known that such a pretty boy had such a filthy mouth on him? He knows he’s got you right where he wants you when you fist the material of his shirt, the vibrations of a whine on his neck. It’s kind of comical how little it took for you to crack.
He hauls you away to what you assume is his bedroom, fingers caressing the inside of your wrist. You think maybe he’s all talk, that he’s actually a big softie who couldn’t hurt a fly. The way he’s careful with his touch and making sure he doesn’t lose you as you weave through the other party attendees. At least, that’s what you thought.
But then he’s slamming his door shut and pinning you against it face first. His lips return to their prior position, sucking in the plush skin on your throat and your shoulders. You can feel him pressed into your lower back, hard and ready for you. He doesn’t seem to pay much attention to it, instead trailing his fingers down your front and sneaking under your dress.
He bunches it up around your hips, middle and ring digits circling your clit through the lace of your panties. Everything is escalating too quickly for you to comprehend. You whimper into the wood of the door, drool beginning to pool in your mouth. You’re so needy that you’re salivating over the prospects of what’s to come.
“Want more, Chanhee,” your words are muffled, but he understands you nonetheless.
“You want more?” He pouts, a false tone of sympathy in his voice. “Poor you, asking for something you can’t even handle.”
You squirm, raising your leg in an attempt to reach a different angle. The pads of his fingers apply an increased pressure on your clit, the friction caused by your underwear skyrocketing your heart rate. You know he can feel the pulse when his lips reconnect to that sensitive area just under your jaw. Your back arches, still craving and yearning for additional touch.
His fingers slip into the waistband of your thong, collecting your arousal and using it as a lubricant to glide through your folds. He thrusts two of them in and out of your entrance, the heel of his palm rubbing up against your clit. You moan, louder this time. His free hand shoves the top of your dress down, groping and kneading your bare breast. You wanted more, he’ll give you more.
You’re a whining, squirrely mess, humping his hand like a bitch in heat. It’s hilarious, really. The way you wanted him begging, but the tables seemed to have turned, flipping it the other way around. He ensures that he leaves his mark on you, biting your skin with the intent to bruise. He doesn’t care if you looked like you were attacked by a vicious animal. If Chanhee was anything, he was possessive, wanting everyone to know what was his and not to get near it lest they wanted to keep their lives. What better way to stake his claim than on your body, where anyone could see?
He senses that you’re close to your release, your walls clenching around his fingers and sucking them in further. Most people would’ve been generous, making your orgasm smooth sailing. But Choi Chanhee was not like most people. That much is obvious when he adds a third finger, restraining himself from groaning at the feeling of your cunt constricting and contracting. The stretch has your stomach tying in knots, each one growing tighter and tighter until they just about untangle altogether.
You cum with a guttural groan, nearly convulsing in his hold, but he keeps you pressed to the surface of the door. He doesn’t stop his motions, fingers curling and uncurling like he was reaching for something inside of you. You push your ass into his crotch, another whine escaping your lips when you feel his cock impressing into it. He bites his tongue to refrain from evoking a sound.
The poised nature of your regular personality makes a comeback, one of your hands cupping the side of his face. You pant as you speak, rasping slightly after all the moaning you just did. “Can you fuck me for real now?”
Chanhee forces your underwear down your legs roughly, kicking them out of the way once they hit the floor. “You’re such a goddamn brat. Nothing is ever enough for you is it?” You can hear rustling behind you, the unbuttoning of pants and the discarding of his shirt. And then you feel him. God, you might die. He’s flush between your lower lips, his teeth grazing your earlobe. “Gonna have to fuck you until you learn your place, don’t I?”
He squeezes your cheeks together with his thumb and forefinger, relishing in the adorable pout it forms. All you can do is nod, eyes fluttering shut when he finally slides inside of you. The weight of him sits heavy in your cunt, the singular drive of his hips causing your clit to bump into the door. It sends a rippled shockwave throughout your body, a voluminous moan breaching past your lips. Chanhee rests his forehead on your shoulder, staying still for a moment to gather himself.
It’s not long before he’s pistoning his cock into your pussy like a sword being sheathed and unsheathed. You claw at the wall as a means of grounding yourself, inconsistently paced cries and mewls of pleasure bouncing around the room. He hikes up your leg higher, palming at your tits so he can override your senses any way he can. You’re so lightheaded and tears have begun to spring at the corners of your eyes. It feels too good.
“O-Oh my god, you’re s-so— f-fuck Chanhee,” you babble, gasping for air as he continuously punches it out of you with every inch his cock buries into you.
He’s enjoying himself too much, loving how fucked out you look. He’s reduced you to an incoherent state of being. You curve your back a bit more for him, allowing the depth at which he slips in you to go further.
Unfortunately for you, it doesn’t take much to wind you back up to that summit from previously. You’re on the brink of your second orgasm, your chest heating up and your abdomen contracting. He doesn’t let up, pinching and thumbing at a peaked nipple to egg on your release. This one feels a lot stronger than the first, your knees nearly giving out on you.
“C’mon sweetheart, that’s it,” he coaxes, stroking your hair from your face.
Chanhee fucks you through it, allotting space for you to recover before he’s knocking you onto his bed. He removes your dress entirely and rubs up and down your thighs. The exhaustion is already beginning to settle in, but you realize that he hasn’t finished not once and you’d be hitting your third at this point. You’re overstimulated and your body aches all over, but you push through.
He finds your entrance again, pressing into your cunt with more ease. You whine, smushing your cheek into the mattress. Your toes curl and you fist at the sheets, eyes all but rolling to the back of your head where you see white spots and stars coating your vision. He grips your hips to hold you still, starting to rock back into your pussy with practiced aggression. He’s carnal with his movements, but it’s careful, almost like he doesn’t really want to hurt you.
“It’s too much—“ you interrupt yourself with a wail, the tears from earlier tracking along the sides of your face.
“I’ve fucked you stupid, haven’t I? Thought I was done with you?” He strains, folding over so he can kiss the skin of your collarbone and trail up to your mouth. His lips brush yours when he talks, teasing you as if he hadn’t already fucked you within an inch of your life. “Do you think I’m having fun yet?”
Your cunt sucks him in like a vacuum, your volume rising the closer you get to what you hope is your last orgasm of the night. What you needed was the best sleep ever after this. Your brain can barely form sentences, and you struggle to give him a proper response. “Y-Yes, Cha-Chanhee— oh god— s-so much fun,”
Your breath catches in your throat when that familiar sensation reappears. Chanhee is in his own world, focused on chasing his own release. His nails dig into the fat of your thighs, thrusts becoming deeper and slower. You reach between the two of you to swipe at your clit with your middle and ring fingers, the extra stimulation tipping you over that sweet edge.
Your orgasm crests upon you with so much intensity that you can’t even make a sound. If you do, it’s so far away from you that you don’t hear it. The uncontrollable fluttering of your walls sets Chanhee’s into action, his hips stuttering with a groan that doesn’t meet your ears. He fills you up with enough cum that it begins to spill out of you in spite of his cock still plugged inside your cunt. You both take a moment to recollect your bearings, chests clashing with each rise and fall from your breathing.
After what feels like forever, he pulls out and collapses on the bed beside you, the back of his hand thrown over his forehead.
“Holy shit— I mean— wow I really— I really didn’t think you were so…” You don’t finish your thought, head still stuck on the actions you’d committed prior.
“It’s always the quiet ones.” Chanhee shrugs, sighing dramatically.
“You are not quiet,” you turn your head to give him a pointed look. “But, I’m not complaining. I got my insides rearranged six ways to Sunday. Who’s the real winner here?”
“Me, actually,” he says, his thumb caressing your cheekbone. “I’ve had the longer crush.”
“Y-You— huh?!” Your eyes practically bulge out of your head, comically wide like a deer’s caught in headlights. He laughs at your expression.
“I’ve been wanting to make a move on you since last semester,” he admits. “But I was kinda… discouraged? I guess? I feel like I’m the one who puts in too much effort all the time, with everything that I do. I wanted to see if maybe someone would do the same for me. I’m just lucky that it worked out in my favor.”
Your bottom lip juts out and you flip over to peck the tip of his nose tenderly. “Choi Chanhee, you’re extremely lucky. I almost gave up on you, like, a couple days ago.”
Chanhee’s laughter grows and he kisses you softly. “Well, I’m glad that you didn’t. Now I can take you on a real date to that space cafe. Not one that Kevin forced on us.”
“I like the sound of that.” You smile, cuddling into his side.
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Your Valentine (Dean)
This is how Dean Winchester shows you that he loves you.
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To say that Dean Winchester is the love of your life is an understatement. You met him on a hunt a few years ago. At first, things didn’t hit off between you. It was an eventual romance that you never saw coming. Now, you’ve been together for more than a year. You are very happy in your relationship. Thus, the reason you aren’t answering his calls has nothing to do with the fact that you’re mad at him. Not at all. You want to talk to him, just not right now.
The last hunt was hard. You and the brothers were up against some demons. They were threatening the safety of a family, and you had to save them. During the hunt, that was all you could think about. One of your flaws, if you could call it that, it’s that you took very seriously your role as a hunter when it came to saving people. It always took you down when you couldn’t save someone. And sadly, that happened often. Today, it had been the youngest daughter of the family who you couldn’t save. Normally, you would need a hot shower and a warm meal to bring you back. It didn’t work this time. You had spent some time with the little girl before she was murdered. You liked her. 
After the hunt was done, and you got to the bunker, you took the Impala and ran off. You drove for a few miles until you stopped by a greenery cliff. You’ve never been here before, but the sight makes you wish you had. Your phone has been ringing with Dean and Sam’s calls ever since. Well, mostly Dean. You briefly wonder if he’s angrier that you left or that you left with his car. As if hearing your thoughts, your cellphone vibrates. On the caller’s ID reads Dean. Along with it, the picture that you chose for him stares back at you. Eyes light green and mischievous smile. Maybe you should answer, you’ve been MIA for a few hours. You don’t want them to get worried.
You’ve barely clicked on the green button when he starts talking. “Hey, where are you? Why don’t you pick up?” Under normal circumstances, you would’ve told Dean to back off. But it was you who left without a word after a dangerous hunt.
“Calm down, I’m ok,” you respond. “I just needed some air.”
“I’m sorry, you had me worried,” Dean murmurs.
You sigh, “I’m sorry.” For a moment, no one says anything. You can feel that Dean wants to add something, yet he knows better than to talk to you about the people you lose. For you, it works better to acknowledge it and move on. Alone. You don’t like talking about it, you know you can’t save everyone. “I’ll return the Impala, sorry I didn’t ask.”
“Don’t worry, honey. Take your time.” Take your time? With his car? He must’ve been really worried.
“What is it, then?”
You know him too well. “Well, it just that… we had that reservation tonight. I was just wondering, do you still want to go? It’s ok if you don’t.”
Fuck, you completely forgot. You were going out with Dean after the hunt. Of course, you were, it’s Valentine’s! “Shit, I’m sorry -again-, with the hunt, I-”
“I know. As I said, I understand if you don’t want to go anymore. Why don’t we eat here instead?”
You really want to go out with Dean. It’s not every day that you get to do that with the life you have. “No, I’ll be there in fifteen. Then just give me half an hour to get ready.” Before he can answer, you hang up.
On the way back to the bunker, you try to go back to being yourself. You try to forget about the little girl. For the most part, you can, though she still lingers in the back of your mind. Just like the rest of the people you couldn’t save. As soon as you park, you head to your bedroom to get ready. The restaurant where you made the reservation isn’t that fancy. Nevertheless, you cannot show in jeans and flannel. You hope Dean has the decency to change too. You put on a nice purple dress and high heels. Furthermore, you do a quick make-up and decide to just brush your hair. If you had more time, maybe you could’ve done something prettier, but you’re running late. It’s been 40 of the 30 minutes you asked Dean. He’s used to you being a little late, but that doesn’t mean you have to make him wait too long.
“Hey, sorry that took me a bit. I’m ready. Are you…?” The question gets stuck in your throat once you look up.
There, in a nice suit, Dean Winchester awaits you. His clothes are cleaned and ironed, this is definitely not one of the suits he wears when he pretends to be FBI. Did he buy it for this date? His hair is styled back charmingly. The beard that he has been growing for a few days is well-groomed. You remember telling him you liked seeing him with a beard. Truth is, it turns you on. If he noticed your awestruck expression, he doesn’t mention it. Maybe because he’s too busy looking you up and down. His smile becomes appreciative.
He walks towards you and embraces you in his arms. “Well, I wouldn’t mind skipping to dessert.” You roll your eyes but smile nonetheless. That’s one of the things you love about him. He makes you forget all of your worries. “Are you sure you’re up for it?”
You peck his lips briefly. “I've been dreaming about this date for months. We rarely go out,” you look at him firmly, “we're doing this”.
“Alright, let’s go then.”
The restaurant where you go is not so far away from the bunker, so you make it in time before they give someone else the spot. Once settle, you order and wait for your dishes. In the meanwhile, Dean puts all of his efforts into making you forget about the hunt. Mostly, he succeeds.
“I really think Sammy is having a thing with that bartender,” he’s saying, “you saw the look he gave her the other day.” He’s referring to a pretty girl that works at a nearby bar. You’re certain Sam is not having a thing with her because she’s told you she’s lesbian.
“I don’t know, Dean. Sam doesn’t really seem like her type.” He gives you a puzzled look, “if she were, she wouldn’t have flirted with me the other day and told me that she likes girls.”
Now he’s just surprised. “You’ve never told me she hit on you.”
You shrug, “it wasn’t a big deal. She saw you kiss me after and back off.”
He thinks it over, “alright. But Sam definitely has someone, I bet you, when we get to the bunker tonight, he won’t be there.”
You laugh, “of course, he won’t. It’s Valentine’s, he wouldn’t want to be there with you being so loud.”
He pretends to be hurt. “Darlin’, if I remember correctly, it’s not me who’s the loud one.”
Shortly after, the waiter brings your food. A comfortable silence surrounds the table while you eat. Dean makes sure to tell you how beautiful you are every chance he gets. Moreover, he keeps the chat light and hunter-related free. Not only for the sake of whoever is listening, but also in favor of a peaceful, semi-normal date. Truth be told, you feel refreshed and a lot better. Maybe talking with Dean about losing people isn’t your thing, but being around him is.
You’re quite full when it’s time for dessert. Unsurprisingly, Dean orders pie. The pasty looks too good that you can’t help to steal some from his plate. He chastises you with an easy smile. Once it’s time for you to leave, he pays the bill and guides you to the Impala. He clearly is excited for what is to come, though he tries not to show it. It’s a no-brainer that Dean Winchester’s favorite part of Valentine’s is the sex.
Nevertheless, you have to hand it to him because he keeps his hands to himself during the car ride home. He kisses you briefly during a red light and that’s it. Dean Winchester is trying to be a patient good boy, maybe you’ll reward him for it.
“Sam?” Dean calls as soon as the bunker’s door closes behind you. When no one answers, he turns to you. “I told you he wouldn’t be here.”
You hum and take a step forward. If he’s not going to make the first move, then you will.
A/N: That is the PG13 part of the one-shot, if you wish to continue, click here.
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teyamloak · 9 months
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It’s You
↳ conrad x y/n!
warnings: Conrad is 18 y/n is 16, cursing, smut, handjob, no sex.
✩ synopsis: y/n is back at cousins looking better than ever. She's prettier than she was last summer, the boys around her take note of that, especially Conrad.
✩ note: hi everyone, I hope y'all don't mind that I'm writing about something that isn't avatar. btw Anger part 3 is in the works it will be out soon!!
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it was a drive going down to cousins. I've missed it, I've missed annoying my brother, Steven with my "beautiful" singing voice. I've missed just sitting in our car and listening to music but the thing I've missed the most about cousins was a boy. Conrad fisher. Literally a goddess, a guy that would make you do a double take when he's walking by, a guy that can make you cum just by looking at them, Conrad Fisher. I've had a crush on him since I was a little girl. he was so perfect you would have to be gay to not have a crush on him, even then you still would.
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pulling into their driveway felt crazy, being there felt life-changing. Steven was the first one to get out of the car, and Jeremiah was the first to be outside.
Jeremiah was Conrad's younger brother, they were complete opposites sometimes you would wonder how they were even related, Conrad was dark, very dark while Jeremiah was bright and light-hearted. Jeremiah and I were best friends, he was so fun to be around and he wasn't nonchalant like Conrad was you could always know what Jeremiah was thinking or feeling but you couldn't with Conrad and I hated that.
I stayed in the car for a couple of seconds because I was scared and because I wanted to enjoy everything, eventually I put my feet on the ground and got out. Jeremiah and Steven were talking and my mom was already inside after giving Jeremiah the biggest hug a mom could give. Once I got out everything stopped, their conversation, their laughter, everything.
Jeremiah was checking me out, it was so obvious, everything he felt was always written on his face.
Slowly walking towards me he says "I missed you little one"
"I hate when you call me that you guys are literally one year older than me" I shouted because he was still a little far away from me
"I don't care you'll always be little to us, come here beautiful" saying this while pulling out his arms and waiting for me to give him a big ass hug.
he hugged me like we'd never hugged before, it was nice and sweet. After a couple of seconds, I stood there waiting for Conrad to come out and say hi to me. I've missed him, I needed to see him.
It is like I had summoned him he appeared like he was reading my mind. He was quick with the way he was walking he looks like he needed to be somewhere. he was busy with the hood part of his hoodie but then he stopped and looked at me. He smiled. He smiled at me. He smiled while looking at me. OMG.
He walks towards me and for I moment I felt at home I felt safe. He was still smiling when he was walking towards me.
“I liked you better with glasses,” he says joking around with me “Well I like myself without them” joking back. “you look the same you know that” “Is that a bad thing?” I said, i was hurt in a way, was he calling me ugly? “no, not at all I just think you look the same, yk good looking and stuff” The last part he said so fast that if I moved an inch I would miss it.
“you think i’m good looking and stuff?” I said excitedly, frantic to know his answer “ofc you’ve always been a good-looking kid, you would think your sister is good-looking no matter what wouldn’t you” This wasn’t a question this was a fact to him.
he had just friend-zoned me but also immediately after he had sister zoned me. He was saying that he found me “good-looking and stuff” because a big brother would always think their sister was good-looking.
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waking into the house for the first time since last summer felt so unreal. nothing had changed everything was the same, Susannah  was standing beautifully with my mom in the kitchen they had already started preparing something for all of us to eat.
while they were preparing something I went into my room to unpack. I’ve missed my room, I’ve missed my beautiful light blue walls. I’ve missed my bear. Conrad gave me him when we were at the boardwalk when we were younger his name is Junior Mint.
I grabbed him and hugged him I put my nose to his head, I’ve missed the way he smelt. I loved him so much not only because Conrad won him for me, I loved him because he reminded me of that day. yeah, that day was bad I mean Conrad was eye fucking the girl at the game and yeah it maybe made me cry but at least he won Junior Mint for me.
Jeremiah came bouncing into my room and saw me smelling Junior Mint. “you still have that old thing?” “Obviously I still have it if I’m holding him, dummy” Jeremiah and I were best friends we joked around with each other like this our whole lives. “I know dummy what I meant was WHYYY do you still have him, he’s mad old” he stated while mocking me. “because I love him plus he helps me sleep” “lmao you’re so cute y/n” I laughed with him I don’t think much when Jeremiah calls me cute because he isn’t Conrad.
“KIDS COME DOWNSTAIRS DINNER IS READY” the one yelling was my mother.
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owe were all sat at the dinner table, Jeremiah and Steven were on their phones and Conrad was sitting o looking down at his plate and waiting to eat. “can y’all get off your phone and eat your food” “mom there’s a party we are going to after this” Jeremiah says talking to Susannah. “who’s going?” she says like a man would. “all of us” he says quickly “Even y/n” She says this with the most questionable tone ever, yeah maybe I don’t go to parties but damn. “no obviously not y/n, she’s too young for that cmon mom” I was offended but I was even more embarrassed he’s was not only calling me a kid but calling me a kid in front of Conrad. But I stayed quiet like normal. “I’m not going either.” everyone stayed quiet he wasn’t going to a party?? “what the hell do you mean you aren’t going bro,” Steven said confused as hell. “I’m not really feeling like going to a party today” “Well then it’s just going to be just you and y/n because me and your mother are going to a book signing.” “cmon Conrad come with us you don’t want to be bored, alone with y/n, do you?” “I don’t mind it,” he said well going back to eating.
did I hear the right…. Conrad and I will be alone in the summer house, ALONE.
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Conrad is downstairs watching a movie and I can’t move, he invited me to watch the movie with him but I can’t move.
“y/n the movie is already starting where are you?” while saying this he’s opening my door and looking for me. I was in the bathroom with the door wide open looking at myself in the mirror.
I look different then I did last summer that was obviously but the one thing that I didn’t remember or that I tried not to remember was how my body had changed. My body was completely different i had bigger boobs and a nice tight ass.
I felt good about my new body but at this moment while I looked at myself in the mirror I felt ugly and it was even worse that conrad was looking at me.
“what are you doing tiny?” he had a confused looked in his face but said this jokingly
“um, getting ready for yk the movie and stuff” “Why did you change your clothes, it’s just a movie downstairs, we aren’t going out. Unless you want to go out” he kept rambling clearly uncomfortable but i couldn’t figure out why.
maybe it was the fact that we were alone for the first time or maybe it was the fact that he was in my room
I turned around ready to leave my room and go downstairs
“I wanted to look nice I was looking crazy when I got here plus I just took a shower” pulling my wet hair in front of my face so he can see it “seeee it’s wet” he slaps my hand because of how close my hand was to his face.
“I can tell you showered, you don’t smell bad anymore,” he said this with a stone-cold face that made me think he was telling the truth
we stayed silent for a couple of seconds and then he started laughing like he said the funniest thing in the world. “your face is so funny tiny you look so cute, just like a baby”
why did he always have to compare me to a baby why couldn’t he just stop once he said I was cute?
“let’s go tiny” he reaches for my hand and i grab onto it, this felt nice.
as we reach the bottom of the stairs he let go of my hand, the loss made me feel sad almost alone.
he reaches down and grabs the remote, pressing play.
“Since I know you like scary movies I decided we could watch one”
smiling I sit down next to him, not saying a word
he presses play and the movie starts.
an hour has gone by and we have a blanket covering us now, it normally doesn’t get cold at night but it did today. It was only 8 which meant we were going to be alone for another hour.
Conrad hasn’t said a word to me since the movie started and neither did I, I was afraid of saying something.
but I decided to stop being a little girl I was tired of him looking at me like I was a baby I was tired of him calling me “tiny” like I was a child.
so I did something that I never thought I would do, I removed the blanket that we were under and got on his lap, he was intently confused.
“what the fuck are you doing y/n,” he said coldly
but I ignored it instead I looked him in his eyes and started to move my hips back and forth like I was riding him. I’ve never done something like this but it felt so good.
I kept looking at him and he kept looking at me
I felt him get hard underneath me so I know he liked this I knew that he wanted me.
“get off yn,” he said but it came off as a whimper it was low and soft
I looked at him hurt but I never stopped what I was doing “Why” “You don’t understand what you’re doing rn y/n, you’re just a little girl”
that got me mad rightfully so
so I got off but I wasn’t done, I looked at him the minute I got off and saw that he regretted what he said it looked like he missed what I was doing to him, and from his hard dick I knew he wanted more, so I gave him more
my tiny hands started to unbuckle his belt he didn’t stop me he just watched me; studying me.
I took off his belt and put it to the side then I quickly started to undo his button and then pulled down his zipper he was wearing black polo underwear.
“y/n?” he said suddenly, he noticed that I had stopped at the site on his underwear. the boldness that I had before was gone and I regretted what I had done.
but Conrad didn’t want me to stop as much as he told himself that he did he knew that he didn’t want that.
without thinking Conrad brought down his pants and pulled out his thick white dick. It was the first dick i’ve ever seen, i’ve never watched porn and i definitely didn’t know what i was doing.
“come here, tiny” his voice now bolder and stronger
he was stroking his dick while talking and looking me in the eyes.
“don’t call me that” I said putting my head down now ashamed
“do you have a problem with me calling you tiny”
“yes I do I’m not a baby and I’m not tiny, it’s stupid and I don’t like it”
“well, then that’s all you had to say, now come here before I realize how this is a big mistake.”
normally that would hurt my feeling but this time and this moment it made me happy
i obeyed him like I always did. he grabbed my hand and placed it on his dick, his hand was on top of my hand and he started to grip my hand so it could grip tighter around his thick dick.
he started to move my hand up and down, he moaned loud and hard. I started to move my hand faster as his moans got louder I knew that I was doing this right because of his moans and the way he threw his head back.
“god, y/n im about to cum, be a good girl and open your mouth.”
and I did of course I did I was here for him, I was made for him.
I leaned forward towards his dick and I opened my mouth, he started to stroke himself fast asf
he didn’t take his eyes off me
“omg fuck, fuckkkkk”
then he came all over my mouth and face.
he didn’t even have to tell me to swallow it because i did the second it was in my mouth, it tasted so fucking good, it tasted almost like nothing.
he moaned so loud, he grabbed my face and pulled me close to kiss me, this was the first real kiss I ever had and I just followed his lead.
he was sweet and slow with the kiss like he wanted to prove that this meant a lot to him.
he pulled away and continued to look at me
“I want to fuck you but that won’t happen today, you’re too perfect to be fucked on the floor like you don’t mean anything to me because y/n you mean everything to me”
I was happy with that, I was so fucking happy that he respected me enough to know that, that was exactly what I wanted and need to hear.
“Are you okay with that, my love?” “yeah Conrad I’m actually very happy you said that.”
“let’s go clean your face before the others come I don’t want them to know what happened so can I trust you to keep this a secret?”
a secret, wow a secret.
“why would this be a secret? Don’t you like me?” “Of course I like you y/n it’s just I’m older than you and the others wouldn’t understand especially your brother, he would kill me for having his sister’s face full of cum, and he would murder me knowing how much I enjoyed it.”
“Okay, Conrad anything you want” I was mad but I understand where he was coming from he was 18 about to go to college and I was 16 about to start my junior year in high school. Our parents would freak knowing what had happened.
Conrad stood up and grabbed my hand, pulling me up, “Let’s get you cleaned up”
Hi y'all I hope you enjoyed this part i’m pretty sure i will be making a part 2 which will contain more smut and stuff, also i wrote this before season 2 of tsitp came out so it takes place then!!!!
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gadriezmannsgirl · 9 months
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hi i hope your doing amazing !!! could i request one with pedri were the reader has a stutter and he helps her go through a day we’re she can barley talk without stuttering? i have a stutter and it’s pretty hard sometimes and it would mean a lot if u could do it but if not that’s totally okay !! stay hydrated and healthy physically and mentally!!!<3
Hi dear! Hope everything's going well with you too, hope you like this, pls let me know✨
Stutter Problems -P.G8
Summary: When your stutter gets too much, your boyfriend is there for you.
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You remember when you met Pedro and his brother when they came into your family's bakery, slowly they made themselves loyal customers and eventually you developed a friendship with both González brothers.
You couldn't believe it when the youngest of the two brothers asked you out in a date, you thought it was a friendly date but eventually got surprised when he confessed his liking towards you.
And it was shocking to you... He could have millions of girls, pretty girls; maybe prettier than what you could ever be, more confident, with money, with the greatest body ever and mostly girls who didn't have the same little problem as you did. Stutter.
But he didn't gave up, you liked him too and eventually you gave in into him pushing your fear aside.
In the first months of dating him you were expecting in any moment an outburst from him saying how he couldn't handle your stutter and leave you like you pasts boyfriends have done.
None of that happened, in fact, it was quite the opposite. He helped you with it.
It wasn't that bad, you could say 20 words and only stutter in 2 of them and mostly since you have been taking care of it since little with the help of your family and now your boyfriend and his family but when you got nervous, stressed out or angry, your stuttering intensified.
But today, wasn't at your side. Ever since you woke up and struggled with a little "Good morning" you knew today was going to be awful for you and your problem.
A lot of persons in your class made fun of you but you tried to ignore them, you were glad your three best friends mocked them too and went that ahead to judge their size and mock them for it as they grew embarrassed for it.
You had a presentation and almost made a fool of yourself, thank god, that class understood your problem and they had patience with you.
When you were walking at noon from the bakery to your home a woman asked you for a direction and when you stuttered five times in a row to give the name of the street she smiled at you and left you there with the words on your mouth.
On top of that, when you made it back home, you saw in your phone a professor decided to do a pop quiz and you lost fifteen minutes of it.
You were at the verge of tears when you heard the door being open and you heard your boyfriend's voice.
"Bonita, ya llegué" (I'm home)
"Li-li-li" You sighed "Living ro-room" You covered your face with your hands and soon felt a kiss being given to your temple and one of Pedro's hands on your shoulder rubbing lovingly
"Hola"
"Hola" You said back still covering your face.
You heard his breathing and then you felt his hands pulling yours from your face "What's up?"
"Stuttering is wha-wha-wha-what's up" You groaned at the end of your sentence throwing your head back
"Is today one of those days?" He asked carefully his thumb caressing the back of your hand softly
"I ju-just fe-feel like the wo-world's against me"
"If the world's against you then it's against me too" You smile softly
"Cheesy"
"How was class?"
"A-awful. I stuttered like I've ne-ne-never do-do-done it in my who-whole life"
"You feel stressed?"
"I just hate the-the fa-fact I have thi-this thin-thin- Fuck!" You groan once more letting this time a few tears go down your face, you pulled your hands out of Pedro's hold but he pushed yours down and cleaned your tears.
"Let's calm down, okay? How about I make you some tea? Your favorite, uh? Lemon with honey?" You nodded crying "We can cuddle after that and maybe order some chinese food... It's your favorite and I bet you haven't eaten anything"
"I brought some ca-ca-cachitos from the ba-bakery"
"Gracias bonita, we can also eat them later if you want" You nod "But how do some lumpias with sweet and sour sauce sound?"
"Go-good"
"We can watch some of Moana, I know you like to sing along to You're Welcome" You smile nodding
"It's a really go-good a-and catchy song"
"It is" Pedro smiled "Is this saved?" He pointed to the work on your laptop
"It's done actually" You smiled to yourself
You made the first sentence of the day without stuttering.
"Well, then I guess we can do this" He turned off your laptop and put it to charge "I'll be right back" He left towards the kitchen but you wanted to hold him, so after a few seconds he left, you stood up and went to him.
"¿Me extrañaste?" (missed me?) You hummed hugging yourself to his torso and burying your face into his chest
"Lo siento si estoy siendo muy necia" (Sorry if I'm being too clingy)
"Nunca lo eres, bonita" (You are never)
You waited a few more minutes in silence just enjoying his hold on you as he waited for the water to boil and texted in his phone.
"Hold me this?" He asked giving you his phone and grabbing your mug of tea
"Wha-what do you ne-need to-AH!" He picked you up making your legs go around his waist "¡PEDRO GONZÁLEZ!"
"That's me" He smirked when the doorbell rang, he set you on the couch and gave you the control "Set Moana up, I'll be right back"
"How much food did you asked for?" You asked watching him come back
"I asked three services of lumpia, two for you, one for me and some rice for us" He said shrugging his shoulders
"¡Amor!"
"Tú, tranquila. Let's relax" (You, calm) "Everything for mi niña bonita" You blushed as he got comfortable behind you so you could rest your back on his chest
"Anything I can do to pay for your calm services back?" He smiled
"Love me, take care of me and sing You're welcome at the top of your lungs"
"My stutter-" He cut you off
"We'll sing it and done! Your stuttering only makes me love you more"
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pronouns: she/her warnings: angst summary: It has been years since Aemond has seen his childhood companion, once attached to the hip and now mere strangers harbouring the same memories but no matter how long it's been, he can't seem to let go wordcount: 1,343  A/N: i'm a fan of poetry so this was loosely inspired by the poem 'Two People' written from Robert M. Drake in the collection 'Empty Bottles Full of Stories', if you also like poetry then i greatly suggest it :) it also has work by one of my current favourites r.h. Sin whose poems you might have seen on my page before divider: firefly-graphics
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Professing that Aemond missed Y/n was the same as saying he missed his eye–both obvious and true. Sometimes he goes days without remembering and then one day he finds a throbbing pain buried where something is supposed to be and it feels like something is digging into him, carving out the space you or his lost eye belongs all over again. It snatches you away without as much as a caring thought. The one-eyed prince still feels the burning flame of your lingered touch always so gentle as it dips across his cheek. He might never see you again, he used to think bitterly as he curled in on himself. The day he lost more than he could bear, the day more than one part was stolen from him. Aemond knows he should let you go and so he has tried but the carefully written letters that always wind up hidden beneath a thick book in his desk never stop growing. He discovers that no matter how strong he tenses his hand against his quill, he cannot spoil the ever-flowing words that stream from him like spring rain. The inked words are never enough to reach your ears however–never sweet nor good enough. Nothing is the same since you were taken from him but he still hopes that you can sometimes hear his heart beat for you in the quiet of the night no matter how far you are. He doesn't need yours in return, he just needs you to wield his own.
His mind whirrs in the silent hall as he stands by his brother's side, hating how no one else seems as bitter as himself at the display before him. The small family that has built from far too much tradition to be considered fresh. He scowls, watching as his cousin and nephew smile at one another at the announcement of their betrothal. Aemond's jaw tightens. Not for the first time, his mind wanders to a much prettier image–a grown portrait of you with your hair loose and flowers he had picked specially for you embedded in-between the strands. The prince did not enjoy appearing weak in front of others but for you he would, he's certain, if you hadn't been sent away from him in a cruel punishment of the Gods. Once his brittle father defends his sister's wretched spawn and the hearing is dismissed, he lingers long enough to sweep his eyes across the sea of courtiers and estranged family all leave. He turns swiftly with his brother's encouragement in the gesture of a harsh slap to the back. With some shattered shard of hope left wedged in him, he had hoped you'd appear out of some mythical mist. That's what consumed his dreams some nights. Not because he had always been infatuated with you but rather because his romanticised childish vision had only managed to preserve you against all else. His father's false love had soured and his mother's gentle hand felt hard but you had stayed the sweet girl who attended to him even in his worst states. He knew that it was unlikely for you to still be his cousin's lady-in-waiting after so many years but he hoped you hadn't wed, that you hadn't been moulded to bear children yet. For now he could rest without the last shred of his childhood ruined.
Perhaps he should have fought more, he thinks as he trails the dark stony halls of the castle he is supposed to call home. A thread of silver wrapped tightly around his barely beating heart, squeezing it as he turns the doorknob and pushed through. After entering, he slams the door back closed behind him. His fingers tremble as he reaches for a quill and drops himself haphazardly onto his chair. They then snatch and splay out parchment with the entitlement that it was only waiting for his rough hands and gentle words to breathe with the life of his whispering memories. Aemond didn't like to think that she left him, it hurt too much to consider she would do that but part of him is grateful that an untainted image of her can still burn as bright as the stars strewn in her eyes. Still, he selfishly longs to feel your presence but refuses to accept the very real possibility that you have forgotten him. Aemond knows that he is no longer the young sweet prince without friends–though two of those facts still prevail–he is different to the boy you once knew and he is happy to accept that you too will no longer be the same squeamish girl who despite her own disgust with gore, wiped back the tears off his cheek as blood poured from his wounded face. Aemond thinks of you, misses you, dreams of you even if he knows the likelihood that you are thinking also of him is low because it is worth it to hold onto the remaining scrap of innocence. The innocence you both had to leave behind. He only manages to leave his desk to attend a horrific family dinner awaiting him–only then can he dismiss you briefly from his thoughts.
As the dusk turns to the streaming and golden dawn of his bedroom his mind paints a sweet artwork of his childhood, one of the rare moments he could capture effortlessly. A fluorescent drawing of pink and orange flowers weaved into your braids and his hand holding tight to your warm one. He wanted to show you the royal gardens and who were you to deny him? There, he had taught you to dance and the feel of his own heartbeat tapping your feet to the ground on bare feet as you had insisted. You wanted to feel the earth beneath your souls and who was he to deny you? He wonders sometimes if that was the day that everything changed. He does not regret it but instead secures it safely in a glass bottle cast not into the ocean but rather his mind for him to only succumb to when he cannot blame himself for your disappearance from his life.
He spars the next morn with a surprising spring to his step and he can tell that people are curious as he refrains from squaring his shoulders and tensing his taut stomach. Instead, his shoulders are loose and his face awfully tranquil. His feet carry him with soft steps rather than aggressive slaps against the harsh stone floor. Aemond still has his usual sense of purpose however as he echoes through the corridor. Finally he reaches his personal squire and thrusts a parchment into his hands. The younger boy's eyes widen in surprise and his lips part in uncertainty. "For Lady L/n. I want these to reach her as soon as your horse will take you and I want you to follow this map so that you can present her with these flowers alongside it. Do you understand? They must be fresh." Aemond's voice does not contort into domineering, instead he is focussed and gentle. His stare however remains fixed on the squire who nods furiously. Neither can remember the last time Aemond Targaryen sent anyone a letter. Once the boy is given a dismissive nod and hurries off, Aemond can be let go of a shuddering breath and so he does although it struggles to soar from his lungs. He is firm that the flowers be fresh because he cannot believe yet that the care between you both has wilted. In fact he refuses to but neither of you yet know what is to come from this letter nor the feelings that he has finally released. He hopes that you have not forgotten the foolish promises of children half-grown. He hopes you remember the sliver of thread you once used to wrap around your ring fingers with a feeble attempt at vows. He hopes you can find the inspiration to return to him, no matter how staggering the path you both shall face.
To find your way back home.
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rowretro · 4 months
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✧𝐆𝐔𝐀𝐑𝐃𝐈𝐀𝐍 𝐃𝐄𝐌𝐎𝐍✧
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WARNINGS: none I know of
✧CHAPTER 1✧
"Hee- ever heard of a Uni called Yah leh?" y/n asked tilting her head as Heeseung frowned "You mean Yale?" "Yeah whatever it's called- do you think I can get in?" y/n asked as Heeseung sighed "look here... sweetie I think you should look for a more uhhh reachable school, y-you know- maybe film school? maybe preschool?..." Heeseung, kindly suggested as Sunghoon snickered.
"No I wanna go to Yale! all the smart people said that its a good place-" y/n pointed out as Heeseung pat her head "Oh y/n... 18 years and you haven't changed one bit." he said before walking away from her "Hoon somehow convince her to apply for an easier uni or college-" Heeseung whispered to his friend who nodded.
Well it's everyday now, since the oh so sweet, darling Sunghoon started visiting their home, Heeseung trusts him completely, their mother does, and the sweet little gullible y/n does. "Sunghoon I think I can get in! I was studied at a University once-" y/n pointed out as Sunghoon frowned.
"Ah y/n..." Sunghoon started as he ran through her dark, silky hair, her innocent, curious eyes, meeting his. Oh how goddamn vulnerable she looked, how he wanted to keep her, protect her, break her... "Yale sucks. why don't I put in a good word for you and you go to the same Uni I go to?... it's a good place" Sunghoon said, smiling down at her. "Will there be pretty boys?... I saw pretty boys on the Yale advert-" Y/n pointed out as Sunghoon sighed.
Pretty boys? when he's standing in front of her dressed in all black, his hair swept to the side revealing his forehead, that black t-shirt was perfectly fitted on him. How could she possibly want prettier than him? "Pretty boys?..." Sunghoon asked, tilting his head as y/n nodded smilling "Hee gets lots of girls in college- I think I should start dating more people too- I only ever dated one person- A clueless idiot who bangs his head everytime he rides his bike out of th garage... everytime." she repeated, still upset about her break up with Jooyeon.
Sunghoon rolled his eyes, as he put up with his peaceful act, oh how bad he wanted to end that Jooyeon... "Hey... there are many pretty boys in my college... I mean I am there." Sunghoon pointed out as y/n shrugged "Ok it'll be nice to have a familiar face in college next year, and well I do have to start in the coming months-" y/n said as she smiled up at Sunghoon.
All the better to keep an eye on her 24/7... Make sure he could gradually get her closer to him and let her innocent self fall into his trap. God she was so gullible it made it so easy for him. Sunghoon Smiled as he pat her head, seemingly friendly. "So it's your last day of school today huh?" Sunghoon asked as the girl nodded "You coming to the party tonight?" He asked as she nodded again.
When the girl left to help her mom out in the kitchen, Sunghoon was in Heeseung's room, gaming with the male. "You know the drug dealer? his ex asked me out on a date tonight- so I can't come by for your award event bro hope you don't mind-" Heeseung said. Well that just makes things better for him...
"Isn't your sister meant to go to a party tonight?... Jooyeon will be performing with his little band" Sunghoon oh-so innocently pointed out as Heeseung's eyes widen in shock, he choked on his beer as he turned to Hoon "No fucking way she's going there, fuck-" Heeseung complained, downing his beer. "The event is next week- I'm completely free today-" Sunghoon pointed out as Heeseung handed him a beer bottle "Hey you know you're like the brother i never had right?" He asked as Sunghoon snickered "I'll accompany your sister at the party~" Sunghoon said as Heeseung smiled at him, the 2 going back to their game.
✧𝐆𝐔𝐀𝐑𝐃𝐈𝐀𝐍 𝐃𝐄𝐌𝐎𝐍✧
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dilf-whore · 2 years
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can you do a stranger things image with sweet f!reader with billy where reader's mikes older sister meets billy at the pool
know you more
pairing: billy hargrove x f!reader
genre: a lil’ suggestive if you squint, fluff (?)
A/N: if i get the braincells, inspiration, and motivation, then i’ll make a part 2 and write smut for it. lol let me know if you guys are interested, i’ve been thinking of writing some smut for quite a long time now and i feel like i should give it a try but i still don’t know lol 😵‍💫. anyways send in your thoughts on this fic, hope you guys like it!
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You go to the lounge chair by the pool and open the umbrella. You place your things together with Mike and his friends’ belongings, you were the designated babysitter for today as Steve and the other older ones were busy today - plus, you also wanted to go to the community pool anyways. “Holly don’t go any farther okay? stay close to Mike” you instruct your youngest sister as she puts on her floaty.
You put on some sunscreen and lay down under the umbrella, you open your book and start reading.
After a good thirty minutes, Holly calls for you, “Y/N, I want some juice!”. You put your book down and grab your wallet, “okay, what about you guys?” you ask Mike and his friends. They all shook their heads, “we’re good. Thanks”.
You head towards the vending machine, you curse at yourself for forgetting your sunglasses at home as you cover your eyes with your hand - the bright sun blinding you. You take your steps carefully and slowly, only seeing the floor and the feet of the people around you. 
You look away just for a second and you suddenly get hit by a figure and almost fall down, but luckily, the person immediately caught you as a strong arm wraps around your waist to prevent you from hitting the ground. You gasp and your heart drops in fear.
“You alright?” the man asks. You get a hold of yourself, “yeah, I-I’m good sorry for-” 
You suddenly stop when you finally take a look at him, it’s no other than Billy Hargrove. His handsome face and stare causes your cheeks to warm up, thank god it’s hot you thought - you’re able to hide how flustered you are right now. “Oh, it’s you Billy, sorry about that, I wasn't looking. My eyes were partially covered” you continue, trying your best not to look at his toned body while Billy wasn't even trying - he’s checking you out from your face down to your chest with a smirk plastered over his face. “You’re Mike Wheeler’s sister, Y/N. Never thought you’d be prettier up close”. 
You have no idea but you caught Billy’s eye ever since he first stepped in school, he saw you drop off your brother in the middle school campus and he swore he’s gonna go talk to you but for some reason, it seems like he can’t approach you. You’d walk past him in the hallways and his body just freezes, stomach starts to feel odd, he just goes feral inside.
It was a weird feeling for Billy but a good weird.
The school year has ended and he only got to talk to you now.
“So what are you doing here?” he asks. You gain the courage to look back at his dreamy features, “I’m watching over my baby sister and well, Mike and his friends too. Your sister is with us by the way” you point at Max swimming with your brother and the rest of their friends. “Yeah, she told me she’ll be hanging out with you guys this morning”
You squint your eyes causing Billy to chuckle, he takes his sunglasses off and put them on you. “As much as I love seeing you wearing my glasses, you shouldn't forget yours especially during days like this”. 
“So how long have you been working here?” you ask, attempting to play it cool despite his flirty remarks. “Since the start of summer” he reply.
He pauses for a while, thinking of what to say next - he didn’t want your conversation to end. Gotta think of something fast, Billy. He says to himself.
“Aren’t you gonna go for a swim?” he speaks again.
“I want to but I have to keep a close eye on Holly”
Billy approaches you more and closes the gap between you two, faces are now inches apart. He finally got to talk to you and he’s gonna make the most out of it. “I’m the one closing later, you can come by tonight at 7. We’ll have the pool all to ourselves, it’ll be a bummer if you don’t get to use that lovely bathing suit of yours. Plus, I wanna get to know Y/N Wheeler more”.
Oh my god
You bite your lip and look around, checking if anyone - especially Mike is looking at you, luckily he was too busy clinging on El. You look back at Billy and reciprocate his smile. 
“Sure I’ll see you tonight”
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Running Like Water
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Chapter 13
pairing: Javier Peña x OFC (written as xReader)
fic warnings: NSFW Explicit Smut (18+ MDNI) language, strained family relationships, mentions of drug abuse, discussions of insecurities and body image issues, daddy and mommy issues
fic tags: Best friends younger sister, Life-long crush, Friends to lovers, Unrequited love, slow burn, Push and Pull, Small Town Dynamics, Secret Relationships, latina MC, Fluff and Angst, OFC!Jessica Alba face claim, sorry Lorraine I'm bringing you into this, Time jumps, 2 year age gap, pre-canon
word count: 4.5k
A/N: Long time coming! I've been so busy getting ready for uni, I recently transferred colleges so my life is a MESS rn. I hope you guys like this one, new chapter hopefully next week. Enjoy my lovies
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You were going to be an aunt. That was very true, very insane, but very true. Your best friend, sister in law (to be), and childhood bully had a tiny little thing in her belly. A little friend in there, Tía Andrea.
You weren't having kids for a long time, you think, so this little blessing was going to be spoiled to a T.
 Juan, you named the baby, if he was a boy, Julia, if she was a girl. An affinity for J names you've noticed, god help you.
After sulking at the thought of Javier dropping you the second he sees Lorraine, you do see your brother and congratulate him. You cry, because he's going to be a dad, you want to tell him to be the dad you two never got to have, but that was far too heavy for a guy like Frankie. You leave him be, because you were quite the cry baby and that he hated about you.  
You groan in your bed, it had been 2 whole nights since Javi left you without a word. His face so full of nothing when he looked back at you for a chin raising nod as a goodbye.
You had the privilege of working at the summer school program from 9-2, the rest of your nights were alone. Spreading jam on toast, sitting criss-crossed dipping your finger in the purple goop and finger feeding your teething sister, who almost always gripped your finger and gnaw. It sort of hurt but tickled, the feeling of no teeth, hungry teething angry baby. Those were your moments of laughter. 
You ranted to poor Marisol often, “Do you think Lorraine and Javi will just rekindle that flame? I'm so stressed Sol,” she had a permanent grin on her face so you felt like she never took your problems seriously. She was 11 months old, still you felt judged. 
“I didn't want it to end”
Pause, a fucking pause. 
“I didn't want it to end that way either. “
Your chest expanded and tightened at the thought. And you did what you have always done best.
Overthink it.
What if it was Houston that tore them, too grown too soon. What if them both standing in a wedding in their hometown, a town where they fell in love in, what if that becomes just too much for them and they realize that they can try the damn thing again. You narrow your eyes at your sister as she slobbers on her fist. Lorraine has always been prettier than you. You couldn't see why Javi wouldn't just crumble at her feet when she comes home.
And she's a Christian, like a good one.
You recall in your sophomore year being teased by a junior named Terrance. He had heard about the rumor (the half true rumor), that Javier hooked up with his best friends sister atop a car. Close, you thought.
Hook up though? Depended on your definition, and it was against the car, not on top. Anyway, he crowded you at your lunch table while your friends stood to get their meals. He claimed you made it up for attention, why would anyone cheat on Lorraine with you? You held it together, brows pulling tight and leaving without a word. Finding the bathroom and breaking down, an experience unique to teenage girls. 
Biting back sobs in a bathroom stall. 
You stare at your baby sister longer, “Don't ever let a boy talk you down, okay mama?” She babbles and you take an aggressive bite of your toast. Face screwing up realizing you never really liked this snack. And don't let a boy shut you out after he's been intimate with you. You shake your head no, I’ll tell you that one when you're older. 
Like a light bulb hovering over your head, you grab your sister and walk out your room. Storming into the living room where your mother and her husband cuddled while watching some movie. The baby babbled at the sight of her daddy, “Going to bed.” You lie and plop your sister in their laps and hurry up the stairs before your mother could question you. 
You lock your bedroom door and shed your clothes with thoughts of Javier and his stupid sexy mustache and smile. How pleased he seemed to be getting you off, bastard. You stare at the mirror while you're bare, the hickeys on your soft skin mellowing in the slightest. And despite wanting to go over to Javier's just to talk, you slip on pretty panties. Just in case. 
You dig for something less appealing to stick on your body. If you don't tempt he wont have to see what's waiting for him under it all.
Jackpot.
Frankies track pants from high school, Laredo’s awful navy and black colors. Haven't they heard, navy and black is fashion suicide. You slip the loud material on, and then a gray tank top. You don't even bother with sneakers, slippers will do. 
You don't even call, you exit through your window and hop off the small shed Mr. Warden recently built for his storage. Passing your own car and walking to Javier's house at 11 pm. 
You're huffing 2 minutes in, despite Texas being famously flat, you still had the beastly hill to get to the two paths that led to Javier's home. The short cut that involved walking 3 minutes in the woods and ending at his house in less than ten, or the main road with long haul truckers and an additional 15 minutes to the walk. 
“God, please don't let me get mauled by a wolf.” You mutter to yourself before making a left into the barely lit trail, one warm light at the beginning and one off in the distance at the end. 
Well you don't die. You do get bit by some sort of bug on your elbow and startled by a squirrel. You just repeat to yourself that this is a good idea, the two of you need to communicate.
You end up at the Peña ranch, completely dark. You start to realize how silly it was for you to show up unannounced in the dead of night but the light from Javier's room has your stomach doing a strange flip. His window closed but the view of him sat at his desk was clear. 
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Javier heard your call and didn't even startle. He was confused for a moment, looking at his door to his room but ultimately he threw that idea away, you strolling in his house near midnight, no way.
Hearing a crunching of leaves and a shriek, Javier is at his feet and opening his window, his eyes meeting your flushed cheeks and a leaf in your hair. 
Javier desperately tries to bite back a laugh at the sight, shirt strap off your shoulders, in track pants and slippers. Eyes wide in embarrassment, he’s just glad you aren’t hurt from whatever caused a piece of greenery to be stuck in your hair, a hand swiping to whack the thing away. Your hair disheveled from the midnight breeze, you were so damn beautiful. Always. 
“Will you stop staring and let me in before your dad comes out here with a shotgun?” 
Javier blinks, realizing he had just been ogling you for a bit too long, “Right, sorry.” 
He grips your hands and lifts you in. You huff with the sketchy landing, effectively kicking your slippers off and dusting off those loud pants, your cheeks are still red, maybe it’s from the fall or the weather or something else. You sit on his bed, wiping your brow free of sweat. “This thing makes me sound like a fucking wind tunnel.” You tug at the oversized pants. 
A strange primal heat spread across Javier’s chest seeing you wear pants that obviously weren’t yours but instead some boys.
The heat died when he realized they’re just your brothers. He remembers Frankie wearing them back in high school. 
“Wait-how did you get here?” A worry flashing him, you bring your knees to your chest on his bed. He stood against his desk, his arms crossed, leaned forward a bit to be face level with your own. He was just a huge broad man, you had to pounce on him.
About that, you think. 
“Walked, what were you reading?” You deflect, Javier shakes his head knowing what you're trying to do, he’s known you for a decade. He knows your often poor decision making skills and inability to lie, so he presses again, ignoring your question.
“I would have picked you up if you called.”
He would have, in a heartbeat. He’d drop anything and you knew that. Through all your insecurity and self depreciation you always understood that. That pissed you off, no wonder you had fallen so hard. He was always there, fixing up whatever mess you made.
He never did really mind, but you going M.I.A on him and then putting yourself in harm's way just to see him. That pissed him off pretty bad. Then again he could also never really be angry with you, not when you're finally here with him after so many years of no contact wondering if you were okay, happy, fed, healthy or whatever he killed himself over worrying about you. 
You, and your fucking tiny tank top and big eyes like you've never done wrong in your life. To him you hadn't and if you did, those eyes tell him otherwise. You just shrug with a pretty pout and a pulled brow. That stupid thought of pressing his thumbs to your forehead smoothing out any worry you’ve ever had. “I wanted to go on a walk and ended up here.” Lie.
“It just isn’t safe.” Javi’s crossed arms flex when you narrow your eyes in annoyance.
“Believe it or not Agente, I used to take walks by myself back when you lived with Lorraine 5 months ago.” You bite and ah, thats why you’re here.
He saw the look on your face change when he spewed that awkward phrasing to Genie’s news.
Truthfully Javier didn’t mean for it to come out like that. He gripped the wheel to his truck when he dropped Genie off at her house. His pounding head leaning against the wheel, feeling so dumb. Ashamed. 
He didn’t call you because he didn’t know how.  Didn’t know if your mom would pick up or if you were actually upset with him. Maybe you felt different after he ate you out, after he bent you over and came on your back. Maybe he was a fucking idiot and moving too fast. 
But the name drop gave him confirmation. Javier dropped his eyes to the floor and let out a sigh. “Yeah, about Monday…” His eyes stay trained to the ground, bracing himself for your attitude that he strangely adored. For you to rip him a new one for making you feel bad, for making you feel unsure in whatever this was. Waiting for a justified fuck off, or a firm talk like you gave him when he saw you again for the first time last week. 
But instead he hears you sniffle. 
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Well fuck, you were crying and Javier looked like you had just stabbed him. Striding to you to get on his knees and hold your knees as you sat perched up on his bed crying over something so stupid. But the whole situation gave you deja vu.
A flash of trying to look pretty for him after the two of you kissed and fading at the hollow pit in your belly when you saw him arm in arm with Lorraine just two days after. 
Communicate, it’s what you told yourself to do on your way to his house. You lost too many years by being too damn shy to tell him how you felt. 
But now that the moment was here you couldn’t help but sob. But to feel like the insecure girl trying to compete with someone in a different ball park. But this time around Javi is repeating your name and attempting to soothe you, his hands moving from your knees to your wrists. Andrea, he presses so tenderly and so concerned. 
Andrea, querida, what’s wrong, hey. 
And all other soft calls to you. “I-I’m sorry- I don’t know why i’m crying, sometimes when I’m around you—i still feel like i’m sixteen and—" He drops his head, his hands loosening at the thought of all the mistakes he made with you. Your own hands flex and move from the hold completely as he’s at your mercy, head bowed. “I understand if Lorraine coming home changes things—you two were together for a long time and I know she’s probably less complicated or-or emotional—and not someone you need to hide— I know she’s easier to have and keep. I won’t be upset, I know in comparison i’m i don’t know, homely? And never really made for a good-“
“Andrea.” His voice strained but demanding you to stop your tearful rambling. It wasn’t like you to act that way, not anymore. You’ve grown too much to let all your insecurities wash you out, but it seems that maybe you never got over 1980, maybe you couldn’t just have casual sex with Javier Peña. 
“What?” Your voice breaks, god. And there’s Javier with that same look of disappointment, in you, in himself or in your doomed situation, you weren’t sure but he looks absolutely torn in half. 
His wet lips part like he was prepared to say something but they shut as his eyes search yours.
There’s silence again and his eyes drop and you begin to fear that maybe he agreed with all that you said. Maybe he knew that when his ex came home he’d be ready to fix that, maybe he knew Lorraine was a simpler, prettier girl. So your heart breaks further every second that passes. Every second he doesn’t look at you. 
 “Be with me.” 
Your mouth parts at the softness in his voice, and what was left of your heart swelling in your chest. Tears fell harder in confusion and praying this wasn’t just another spec of false hope, hoping it wasn’t another kiss by his car or another if you tell me to stay. 
You whisper, “What?”
His own eyes, glossy. “I don’t want anyone else, I don’t want you with anyone else. Nothing will change that. I don’t care if this is difficult, I don’t care if you think you’re hard to be with. I’m just asking you to be with me Andrea.”
You frown and shut your eyes tightly. You want him to repeat it again, over and over until you two wither away together.
Maybe he also knew that you two could never just be casual. 
Javier and Andrea casually hooking up, who were you kidding?
“Okay-"
He doesn’t let you finish whatever came next, you don’t even know what else you were going to say because his lips were crushing your own. His hand holding the back of your head as he presses you close. Tying your souls in his own way, kissing and holding you. 
Finally. Oh my god…
You arch your back into him, he groans against you when he realizes his uncomfortable position. His body hunched over in order to make out with you while you sat on the edge of his bed. 
“Fuck it.” He mumbles before grabbing your ass and lifting you up. Your legs wrap against him, holding to him like a koala. His hands generously squeezing at your behind in the track pants. Your nails raking in his pretty brown hair, his mustache scraping your lips raw and you love it. 
Laying you on his bed and kissing you there would be easy, but Javier obviously could care less about easy, I mean he just asked his best friends sister to be his for good. So he held you up, licking into your mouth with your legs wrapped around his stomach. Moaning when your core rubbed against his stomach. 
“Am I too heavy?”
Javi scoffed against your lips, “shut the fuck up.”
He takes a few steps back and bumps into his desk. The image of you bent over it, taking him makes his pants tighten. He turns to sit you on it, shoving the mail from work on the floor, the thing you had been so interested in just 10 minutes ago. 
He steps back slightly, your hands still attached to him with your swollen lips and desperation for more. You looking so pretty perched up on his desk. He had to have you every day, what was he going to do when he leaves, what was he going to do?
No time for that, he grabs your face again and continues kissing you, making up for all those years you spent wanting him. All the years he spent hiding how bad he wanted you. 
Without warning Javier hooks his left hand in the front of your thin top and pulls it down. Your breasts spilling out, and he looks like he’s ready to devour you. His mouth immediately attaching to your left breast eliciting a high pitched moan from you. His wet lips suctioning on such a sensitive and untouched part of your body. His right hand moving to your unattended one. Kneading and gripping while his tongue flicked and swirled. 
Your hair falls in your face as your heavy head falls at the pleasure. Still so wet, you move your hips to hopefully get some release, “Javi, please-“
His lips part from your breast, his mouth wet and open as he looks up to you, waiting for your request. But you’re so turned on by the circumstance, by him asking you to be his, by the way his hair is falling above his brow and by your breasts spilling out of your tank top “What do you need baby?”
“I want to come.” 
His lips quirk at your bluntness. He wastes no time and begins pulling off your pants—or your brother pants. Your chest heaves when he stands straight to remove you from the desk and you get a glimpse of his hardness. Heavy in the oh so causal sleep pants that made your head spin
“I want you to come.” You add, he pauses his brows raising a bit. “We don’t have to take off our clothes, i’m not ready yet but we can-“ You cut yourself off feeling awfully shy and juvenile for the suggestion but his eyes darken at your bashfulness. You were ready to fuck him on Monday when you were clouded by horniness and the uncertainty of if it was your last time but now he wants to you to be his. You never need to rush. 
He tilts his head slightly and grabs the bottom of your tank, freeing you from it. Leaving you bare breast and in your small little underwear, placed on his desk. His pretty girl, his, finally his. 
“What baby? You wanna dry hump me? Like a couple of fucking teenagers?”
Your cheeks heat quickly, embarrassed about your stupid horny ask, feeling frozen in shame until Javi smiles again. Picking you up for what feels like a millionth time and sitting you in his lap at his desk chair. Straddling him, you feel the weight of him, so close to him.
You love kissing him, you never want to stop and you don’t, your lips working on his. Dragging to his cheek leaving wet kisses from jaw to neck. The perfect position to hear his own pretty breaths. 
In between pants he gets a hold on your waist lifting you slightly. He gives himself space to move his erection, move it to help you feel him better. Lowering you, your lips suck and nip at his neck leaving a careless mark. A whine leaves your parted lips at the contact and his lips quirk in a sweet smile. 
But the smile fades into an eyebrow screwing groan when you move on him. He repeats your name in worship. His forehead dropping to your shoulder while you use his body. So little clothing for you and so much for him. Yet he’s mumbling in your ear like he’s already on the verge of finishing.
Feeling the underside of him rub against the thin cotton throws you for a loop and you can’t seem to care how feral you have to look getting yourself off on Javi like this. His head turns to place his lips on the space below your ear.
“Don’t leave, let me keep you here forever.” He urges and your core is pulsing just from his words. “When you let me fuck you—fuck—i’ll make sure you’ll never need anyone else querida.” 
“Oh god-“ You moan, your head dropping feeling closer, his own hips bucking up to meet you. The spaced out thrusts causing you to release a high pitched squeak. 
Javier’s hand moving to the back of your head, forcing it to his neck to keep you muffled. 
“Hijo?”
Your eyes widen and you squeeze Javi tighter. You stay frozen at the sound of Don Chucho calling outside of Javier’s room. 
Javi doesn't let up, you hold a muffled whine in his neck as he continues to buck his hips into you. “Si papi-uh dad yeah?”
“Todo bien?”
Javier, still moving below you, slips his hand between you, his fingers dragging along your clothed cunt, helping speed up your process. You're so close but if you come now, there's no doubt his father will hear. 
“I’m good, uh-working on some DEA stuff.” 
You would laugh if the pad of his thumb wasn't circling your most sensitive part of your body. 
“Alright hijo, try to sleep we have to be at Mrs. Glorias home tomorrow at 12. You're coming right?”
“Uh-yeah-I’m coming” His eyes grow large and he finally stills from under you, “I mean–yes I am coming…tomorrow.”
You stifle a laugh in his shoulder and he pinches your ass.
“Um, alright, goodnight.” His dad calls, the sound of footsteps and a door slamming ends that.
And you laugh into him forreal, but his fingers returning to your panties shut you up. “You're coming Javi?” you tease.
“Shut up-” He bucks harder and you’re close, your eyes going blank. 
You move your lips to his neck again, “Papi huh?”
And then he breaks, “Fuck-Andrea”. Coming in his pants in deep grunts and grips at your ass. Coming down from his own high he gets frustrated, his fingers dipping into your panties without warning. His deft fingers collect all the moisture he created and drag to your clit.
You come in a white flash, falling off the edge. You repeat his name in whiny cries. His hands hurrying to hold you up against his while you collapse into him. Heart racing, the orgasm comes in rippling. Javier holds you, sweat and all. Kissing the top of your head, whispering sweet words of You’re so good, feel so good baby. He keeps you like this for what feels like an eternity, feeling boneless and light when he stands.
He lays you on his bed like a doll. You lay still coming down, chest rising and falling. Still pulsing at the thought of how dirty and depraved the whole thing was. So wrapped in the high and replaying all the shit you’ve always wanted to hear, you flinch when he climbs in bed with a new pair of pants. 
“You’re bad.” He groans when he settles into the bed with a creak. 
You screw your brows together and turn to him, “Yea says the guy still trying to jump my bones while his dad was outside the room you psycho!” You whisper yell and he laughs that same deep sweet laugh you love. 
Javi brings you in closer to him, kissing you a quick chaste one. Blushing at the simpleness of it all. Cuddling in bed with Javier Peña and kissing him for fun, what is my life? “Mmm, take off your panties.”
You scoff.
“Not like that–I’m tapped out, unless you want to.”
“As much as I would love to have you between my legs, I am also tired.” You reach down and slip the soaked thing off, leaning over placing them on his nightstand. He pulls up the comforter over you. 
Javier slips his arm over your stomach, thumbing your hip in light circles. “You can put them in my drawer, they're mine now.” 
“You're a pervert.” You laugh, pinching his wrist.
“Mmm, when it comes to you? Yeah a bit.”
Red as a cherry you bury your face in his chest, hiding yourself. 
Silence passes for a few minutes, just the two of you together. The reality sets in, the hiding begins. But so does being with him, so does working this out so does communicating. “I should probably leave, don't want your dad to catch me.” You whisper and he grumbles an annoyed sound from his chest.
“Dont care, stay here. I’ll sneak you out early in the morning.” He grips you tighter and you smile feeling satisfied. “Tell me about Miami.”
You frown, “What do you want to know?”
“Anything. Tell me about your roommates, classes. I never got to go to college, tell me.”
Kissing his chest again, “You say it like you’re some dropout, you’re like a secret fucking agent.” He groans again, hatong when you talk him up, he gets shy like you. You spare him. “My roommate is cool, party girl. Her name is Delilah, from Arkansas. She was like a real southern-belle, big curly hair and blue eyes. She’s been begging for me to visit since I graduated early. We got along really well but she was annoyed with me often. I never partied.”
Javier’s chest rises, “Why? You used to party a lot in high school, remember when I had to get you from Juniors house at like 2-”
“Oh god don’t remind me I was a mess, case and point. Didn’t have a hot strong brother's best friend to pick up said pieces.”
“Oh shut the fuck up.”
The two of you laugh into each other, it's simple and perfect. 
“Besides that, it was an unfulfilling experience but I teach in the fall so it worked out I guess.”
“Ms. Diaz, sexiest teacher to ever step foot in Laredo for sure. If you were my teacher, whew.”
“You need to relax.” You mumble, feeling sleepier in his arms. “What were you reading by the way?”
Javier stirs and lets out another annoyed groan, gripping you tighter. “Some stupid fucking retreat for my office. In New Orleans in June, it's for all the people who are going to Columbia in fall. Stupid shit but its all expenses paid at the Roosevelt.”
Your brows raise, “Fancy, you gonna be flirting up the staff. Chest hair out with Getting your game back on before Columbia.” He scoffs and brings his hand down hard on your behind, eliciting a screech from you. “You’re gonna leave a mark pendejo.”
“Well you have a smart mouth, would rather see you half naked by the pool. I’ll sock anyone who looks at you though,” You shove him, the out of reach thought, fantasy, of maybe going away with him flashes in your eyes. Before you could dwell, he reached down to kiss you again. He mumbles against your lips. “You gave me a hickey so we’re even.”
Your eyes flutter shut, dosing off in the warmth of Javi. In the warmth of someone who’s yours. 
Half asleep you mumble, “Why’d you come the second I said the word papi?”
He scoffs tiredly and kisses your head again.
 “Shut up.”
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raptorfae53 · 7 months
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Monster High Reimagined
Clawdeen Wolf character bio/redesign
Clawdeen wolf (she/her)
(Lesbian)
3rd werewolf child of the Wolf family 
(African-American)
(Transforms on the full moon into a timber wolf)
A New York City-born werewolf with a deep love for the world of fashion,clawdeen is an ambitious,independent and serious girl whose often contradictory desires to both carve out her own legend whilst also living up to the reputation of her big sister clawdia way too often feed back into her self doubt,in itself not helped by the shakeup of her family's recent move to a homestead outside New Salem. Regardless, clawdeen hopes that this change of pace and the new friends she's made at monster high can be the start of something great in itself.
Likes: her siblings,fashion design,animal print ,thrifting for clothing and fabric and long jogs.
Dislikes: her siblings,artists block,silver jewellery (allergic) ,synthetic cotton and people being antagonistic towards her friends.
Killer style: being an aspiring fashionista,clawdeen's designs and by extent personal style take inspiration from many sources across time and the planet, leaning mostly into the looks of the 70s, 90s and contemporary african and afro-american fashion, often made out of upcycled materials in her favoured shades of purple,gold and green. 
Familiar: Crescent is Clawdeen's family's Bingus Sphinx cat and often the involuntary model for small outfits clawdeen likes to make out of fabric scraps,which he often voices his displeasure for by knocking items off of clawdeen's desk or loafing himself in inconvenient spots around her room.
Pet Peeve: One thing that unquestionably irks clawdeen is people (most often humans) telling her that she'd look prettier if she started shaving her fur. An insensitive question even if she weren't a werewolf,and one that makes her glad her parents instilled in her a strong sense of personal pride at a young age, a similar sentiment also existing for those who tell her to straighten her naturally curly hair.
Freaky Flaw: her self-doubt,ever present in the back of clawdeen's head and often gnawing on her conscience,it makes clawdeen worry about things otherwise set in stone and makes her feel more obnoxious and abrasive than she really is,especially when it comes to her friends and love life.
Spooky Secret: ever since they met the summer before high school started clawdeen has had a frankly colossal crush on draculaura,but since draculaura got together with her brother Clawd she's decided to keep it under wraps to avoid things getting… awkward between the three of them,and besides the two of them are the closest of friends and 'Lala and Clawd make for an adorable couple.
Dream job: To work in fashion of course! Clawdeen has grand ambitions to run a full fashion empire that represents and caters to both humans and monsters, to get a headstart on said plans,clawdeen is taking economics,art and textiles classes as well as honing her skills in her own time taking commissions.
Five Fearsome Facts:
Clawdeen wore glasses during elementary and middle school but switched them out for contacts after middle school graduation, worried they'd make her look too "childish" in high school and wanting to emulate her older sister Clawdia at the time.
Outside of fashion design,one of Clawdeen's favourite pastimes is athletics and particularly running, With one of the most satisfying things for her being taking a jog/run after spending a long day in class or in her room drawing and sewing. 
With their being so many members of her family to feed as well as too many deer in New England clawdeen's family hunt and fish in the woods around their farm alongside Keeping livestock like pigs and poultry. Clawdeen often joining her dad and siblings to fish and socialise in the woods when she needs to de-stress from her busy school schedule.
Among the many hobbies clawdeen has taken up since she moved to new Salem is attempting to spin yarn for use in her designs,unfortunately this endeavour has hit a roadblock thanks to the presence of rámon the alpaca,the only wool-bearing animal on the wolf homestead and the bad-tempered bane of clawdeen's sisters howleen and weredith's existence. Nonetheless clawdeen keeps on attempting to shear him, despite his objections…
Before meeting her future besties over the summer at MHs induction weekend, clawdeen was quite lonely in middle school and spent a lot of time online fashion forums. Here however she met Skelita and Jinafire,two other aspiring fashion designers,and the three became fast friends over many conversations on Instagrave and Pinterrorest, clawdeen hoping the three can meet up someday in person at one of the big fashion weeks in Paris,London or New York.
I'm back,and considerably faster than with the last few entries in this series.
With the debut of the first werewolf of this reimaginings cast,I feel as if it's as good a time as any to explain how werewolves work in this universe.
In short, werewolves are sort of similar to vampires in the sense that they turn from a humanoid form with canid features (I feel the closest approximation in this case would be how the wolf siblings are drawn by artists like mossy_moth and nati_chuan on Instagram) into a species of wolf or fox on the full moon,clawdeen and her family in particular turn into Eastern or timber wolves,a species/subspecies native to the northeastern US and Canada:
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Also yes,Werewolves also have tails in their humanoid forms too.
Anyhow, hope you like this profile and I hope to be back soon with another one.
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"Kiss me angrily" - AL ep. 1 Armin's POV
First of all, I want to thank @lycorispoison for giving me this idea and making me write something after a long time🥺🤧 And I have to thank beemoov too for giving me the drama I needed to feel alive again.
Miu gave me this idea when they mentioned how similar Armin's and Candy's story was to this song here: Jão - Me Beija Com Raiva. So I HIGHLY recommend you to read this piece while listening to it on repeat, it's a good song :)
I have to note that I made some small changes to the order of the lyrics so it could fit the plot well. And there are some changes on the dialogues too, but again, nothing much.
It's been a long time, guys!! I hope you like it 😭❤️
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De sonhadores a inimigos
from dreamers to haters
Você tá indo, vai me deixar aqui perdido 
you’re leaving, you'll leave me here lost
"You can be happy, then. That problem is solved." She had a frown on her face and the fire in her eyes would have surprised even Scott Summers, the Cyclops. She had her lips pressed together in a thin line and swallowed before continuing, "You're not a part of my life anymore."
The words came out of her mouth like a whip, breaking any kind of pride he'd been holding on to since he'd seen her, prettier than ever, some hours prior and after three long years apart. She might as well have slapped him right across his face, the effect would've been the same.
And the memories of that day, that damn day, came rushing to him. But he wouldn't show her any more of his vulnerability. 
"Whatever, I get it." He said looking at her one last time before looking away and landing his gaze on one of the products showcased in the store they had just been kicked out. And there was he thinking they were starting to make progress again. Just a few minutes ago, they were playing and bickering as they did in the old times. His left hand still felt the shock of when their hands touched for a second before everything came crumbling.
"Have you seen my brother? I don’t want to leave without saying goodbye."
"I-I am here…" he heard the voice he knew so well coming from somewhere behind him and turned around to see his brother with that face he has when he's blaming himself for something. Watery eyes looked between him and his ex-girlfriend and the muscles in his law moved as if he wanted to say something. 
“We were looking for you and…” The twin interrupted himself. “So… You’re leaving, that’s it?”
“Yeah, I gotta go home now, brother.” Armin walked toward the blue-haired man and gave him a pat on the shoulder before saying,  “I have some work to do. I got a text.” he hadn’t gotten any text. “I’m sorry, I have to go. I’ll see you tomorrow or the day after…”
“Okay,” Alexy said lowly nodding and hugging his twin.
Armin gave his quick goodbyes to Rosa and Candy, barely looking in the direction of the latter, and turned around heading to the escalators with his head down. He just wanted to get back home as soon as possible and play until his eyes begged for some rest. 
Armin walked at a fast pace along the corridors and was just halfway to where he wanted to get when he stopped in front of the game store. It wasn’t like him accepting a defeat so easily; leaving then would just make him a loser, he thought. So just like that, after taking a deep breath, he entered the store and went straight to the cheap side of the establishment where they displayed second-hand items.
Cê já contou pros seus amigos de nós? 
Have you told your friend about us?
No chão do quarto, com nossos vícios 
On the room's floor, with our vices 
Going through the titles of some comics absently, the memories came to him again. He would never understand how things between them changed so fastly when everything was going just perfectly in his eyes. Seeing some of the characters on the cover of the comics reminded him of all the times they would be together on the floor of his “cave” discussing their stories, playing games, watching superhero movies, talking, laughing, kissing... 
He loved seeing her face when she tried holding a laugh like she’d done a few moments ago, her lips curving barely curving upwards, and then giving up to his jokes. He loved to play with her hair, and loved when she played with his. He always complained about the way she played LoL, but he couldn’t be happier seeing her going crazy with the game. They were just so happy when they were together, so how did it end so fast?
É coisa pura, de tanto amar virou loucura  
it's something pure, going mad from loving so bad
De tantas brigas, amargura entre nós 
from all the fights, bitterness between us
He hated even the smallest hint of a fight and avoided it at all costs. So even if he would get jealous when seeing her with other guys, he trusted her, and he was happy for her because she seemed happy. And if he had had enough time, he would have been there for her to see her smile opening right in front of him in person, and not through a screen.
They did have some arguments once in a while because of that, but they weren’t so serious for him. He remembered Candy complaining about his absence, not much about his friend Agnes, but it was all going to be worth it after he managed to make the surprise. She would understand his side and they’d have their happily ever after ending. 
Errei, larguei, não nego, não
I made a mistake, gave up, no, I won't deny
Mas lembra do que eu disse, então
But remember what I said, then
Amar é muito melhor que ter razão
loving is much better than being right
Luta por mim, desiste, não
fight for me, don't give up
The problem is, all his plans never came true. All his dreams faded away as if they had been blipped by that damned phone call. How could she give up so easily on that bond they’ve created between them? How could she give up on their love? Together they were like Peter Parker and Mary Jane, Star-Lord and Gamora, Han Solo and Princess Leia, and now Bonnie and Clyde; they were meant to be together. 
Even after almost four years of being apart, he still strongly believed that. He’d had some casual things here and there, but he knew that none of them would ever be near to what he and Candy once had. Before her, he didn’t believe what people say about their first love, but now it was crystal clear to him; she was his first love, and let’s say that she really sat the bar up high to anyone else.
It started with them against the world until it became them against one another. But Armin wouldn’t give up, there was still a part of him that had faith, that told him to keep fighting for their love, that everything he’d done wasn’t for nothing. 
Call him stupid, but that hope that everything would be alright again was what made him decide to keep the money and add a small number of his payments to it every month; now he had enough to upgrade the surprise, he only had to unlock the next phase. But this one was proving to be the hardest so far, and his willpower was starting to go down. 
“Maybe it really would be better to go back home,” he told himself while turning around in the direction of the exit. 
He was about to leave the store when he came face to face with the one person whom he had been thinking about all this time. Her cheeks were red, and he knew that she was about to yell at him, but right now he was hurt and the last thing he wanted was to spend the rest of his stamina on the fight that surely would come if they decided to talk. Strangely enough, he was the one to open his mouth first.
Joga tua verdade toda na minha cara
spit out all your truth on my face
“Candy? What… What do you want now?” He furrowed. “So you do everything in your power to make me leave and now you're following me?" 
“What? This is a public space, right?” She raised he brows, her voice full of sarcasm.
"Creative, aren't you?" Armin said and started walking out of the store, he didn’t want an argument to start with and much less for everyone else to see it. Candy was fast to match his steps.
"You can't leave just like that! I deserve an explanation!"
"I already got it: I was lame, you were great and I don't deserve you," Armin said. He stopped in front of the elevators and pushed the button angrily before turning back to Candy.
"Can we move on or do you prefer to keep repeating this all day long?" 
"I think I could repeat that all week long without you being able to understand it."
Armin looked at the ceiling and let out a long sigh.
"Look, I'm sorry. Alex didn't tell me you would be here. If I'd known I wouldn't have come." Because I didn't want to make you feel uncomfortable, he finished mentally. 
She scoffed with an ironic laugh right when the lift doors opened. They gave space for the people who were inside to leave before entering and letting the doors close behind the two of them.
"You know, talking about your brother…” Armin gave a doubtful look at her, what was she going to say about him?
“We just had a little discussion. Actually, that’s why I followed you.” The man felt the air getting stuffier and tugged at the sleeve of his jacket. 
He cleaned his throat, fiddling with his hat. “Oh, really. And what did he say exactly?”
“He told me everything, how you lied to me this whole time. You weren’t honest with me." She accused.
"Lied to you?" Armin repeated incredulously. He'd never done such a thing. "What are you talking about? And what did Alexy tell you? That’s not how things went." He shook his head and saw the anger growing in her.
"I'm talking about how you ruined our relationship over a stupid surprise. How you preferred hiding everything just to save a trip to fucking Disneyland!" She had her fists tight as if she was holding herself not to point a finger or push him, and her voice got higher and higher after every word.
Okay, Armin thought, so now I also have a traitor of a brother. He decided to push this thought to the darkest place of his brain, where he could easily forget about it at least for the moment.
They got out of the elevator on the floor level and just a minute after they passed through the front doors of the mall and found themselves crossing the parking lot in the direction of the bus stop.
"I'm trying to talk to you! Will you stop walking for a second?" Candy exclaimed.
Armin then stopped and grabbed her by the arm lightly, pulling her toward a spot where they wouldn't be hit by a car.
“Alexy said everything you did, that you did it for me… Right now I’m just asking you for an honest explanation. Do you still know how to do it? ” He was starting to feel his blood boiling inside him too. “Why did you think it wasn’t necessary to tell me? Frankly, I would really like to hear your side of things.”
He looked at her straight in the eye, frowning.
“Yeah, I get it. So what do you want? A confession?”
“I want to know everything.”
So he told her everything. How he had done hours of house cleaning, how he had accepted rotten works ar fast food and even done gardening to save money. He told her how he would spend hours finding collectibles and looking for opportunities to resell them at a higher price so he could put the money he won aside. And how bad he had felt for charging his friend for his help on her cosplay costumes.
“There, I confessed everything, are you happy? Yes, I wanted to surprise you.” He licked his dried lips for talking too much. “Is that a crime?! Should I have told you everything from the start?! Don’t you think that would’ve ruined the surprise? All I wanted was to do something special for you…We were away from each other for only a few months. I didn't think you were going to dump me so soon.” 
There was a pause before he said, his head down, “And I don’t know. I thought it woulf be romantic…”
She opened her eyes wide, outraged, and seemed to hold back a chuckle but not like the way he missed seeing. “Romantic?! So?! Was it worth screwing everything up? We had something beautiful! We had a love story! Didn’t that matter at all to you? Wasn’t it a little more important than bringing me to Disneyland?”
“Hold on!” He felt the urge to interrupt. Hearing her talking like that about his plans was extremely frustrating for him. “Don’t act like it sucked either! Wouldn’t you have liked it? A week around Los Angeles, together?”
“I wish we had just two days together, anywhere.” She said shaking her head. “But that never happened! Excuse me if I got tired of waiting.”
“Again, we had only been apart for a few months. And you were able to come on your end! It allowed me to keep up the pace for Disney.” Armin didn't see where the problem was in all this. All this time, he had been thinking about them.
"Yes, that's the point! I traveled to see you only a few times and I had the impression I was the only one trying!" 
The only one? She must be kidding 
"I was exhausted! I worked my ass off trying to give us something special! But you didn't have the patience to wait! You didn't want to have it, so you just left me."
“But you didn’t even tell me what you were doing! Or why you did it! You left me in the dark and never told me anything!”
"I thought you trusted me! And that our relationship was solid enough! I'm sorry for thinking we had something serious…"
"But in a serious relationship, you talk to one another!"
"But they don't tell the surprises, that's literally the point! We don't talk about them!" 
He noticed the girl getting closer to him, but he didn't move. Proximity was never a problem to him when it came to her.
“I didn’t give a shit about this. I just wanted to see you and spend some time together!” Her voice had a small shift to it as if the walls around her heart were cracking, and the hurt was showing its way out. “And I wanted you to come to see me often too. I wanted us to spend some time together laughing, playing games, making love… And you were worried about making a long-term plan to take us to Los Angeles?! Sacrificing everything else for this?”
His jaw clenched and he leaned forward in her direction.They were so close now, their faces only a few centimeters apart. 
“This was important for me!” He argued. “I wanted to impress you, show that I was good enough!”
“But you were good enough!”
Como fodemos o maior amor do mundo? 
How did we fuck up the greatest love in the world?
 “But I knew nothing about all this, the only thing I knew is that you were never there for me. ”
For a moment, Armin broke their eye contact and looked down, maybe he was starting to understand. But he wasn’t going to drop it, he had a point and he wanted her to understand too.
“It’s only natural that I lost my trust in you, what else did you expect? How do you want a relationship to work if we don’t talk to each other?! Especially in a long-distance relationship? You didn’t give us any chance! When did you think that keeping secrets would bring us any good?” Candy stopped and for a second she just looked at him intensely with her brows furrowed. He didn’t say anything then but returned the look.
“I…” She took a long breath before continuing, “don’t even know what else to say. What you did doesn’t make sense!”
He wasn’t going to drop it.
“No, you have no right to say that!” he said, offended. “Yes, maybe I was awkward. It was my first relationship, we were both eighteen! I thought that a relationship, even if it was long-distance, must be something simple. It should be naturally pleasant for both people. And if it doesn’t work anymore, it doesn’t work anymore, that’s how it is.”
“But a real relationship is meant to be built together! With effort, and communication, above all! That doesn’t happen magically only because we were made for each other! And a romantic surprise doesn’t make up for months of absence!”
It was getting difficult for him to hold her gaze, without thinking he looked away and passed his hand through his hair.
“I am really sorry. I thought… I thought it would’ve been easier.” His voice sounded so low, that just then he realized how loudly they had been talking. It was crazy how no one had come to kick them out again, but this time not from a single store, but from the whole mall.
“That’s the first time I hear you wanting to play on easy mode.” Candy noted sarcastically. Her tone also had lowered.
“Hey! Dating you was no game for me!” How could she even think of that?
“So why did you make less of an effort, then?”
“You are being unfair! I made a lot of effort! A tremendous effort even!” Armin defended himself. “Do you think it was fun for me to accept all those difficult jobs? Buying stuff hoping I could resell it for twice the price. And asking a friend to pay me to help her?! Well, none of that was fun. I promise you!”
“In any case, you didn’t make the efforts I’d have liked you to make! The ones I needed!” She gave one more step closer to him, gasping a little bit. “You should’ve called more often. You should’ve taken more time to see me! And, most of all, you should have talked to me! Honestly, I didn’t think that would’ve been a problem in our relationship… For someone who’s so connected, you have to admit that communicating is not your forte.”
He opened his mouth to speak, but she didn’t let him. “ I just wanted you to be by my side!”
 He took her arm before talking. 
“You didn’t communicate very much yourself, I’ll have you know! That story you mentioned about the outings. I couldn’t have known that you absolutely wanted me to be there if you didn’t tell me.” He complained.
“I would’ve liked you to come on your own, to please me. And without me having to ask you!”
“But how could I have known!? Candy, I love Professor Xavier,” he smiled weakly, “but I don’t have his skills…” The girl shook her head, seeing disappointed about the comment
“You make beautiful speeches about communication, but in the end, you did the exact same.”
“But surely not on the same scale.” She pointed at him, “You were the one to ruin everything with your crummy plans and your ego. And I want you to recognize it.”
He looked around, caught off guard. “What would that change? There’s no one here to witness.”
“But I will know. I want you to say it.” She got even closer. “I want to hear you say clearly that you ruined everything between us.”
Her words were so harsh. He had never imagined having her talking to him in that tone. 
“I would never say such a thing…” Armin shook his head. “ We did have a beautiful story. But I wasn’t the only one to ruin it all. I wanted to make a surprise for you and I chose not to tell you. Maybe it was stupid, okay. But when you called to break up… I didn’t understand.” His voice was so low, and they were so close, close enough to feel each other’s heat and breath.
“But even then, you should’ve said something. You could’ve defended yourself and not let me break up!”
“You didn’t give me time for that! You blocked me everywhere right after you hanging up on me!” Armin reminded her. “I was already in shock, but that broke me. The message was very clear. Plus, it’s much easier to say what I should have done or not.” He felt his heart struggling in the tight space inside of his chest, he wondered if it was just him; that feeling wasn’t usual to him. “Maybe you should have…”
Mas antes de ir embora, eu te impeço, para
but before you go, I stop you, stop
Sei lá se esse é o nosso último segundo 
Who knows if this is our last second 
In a split second, he saw the rage in Candy’s eyes come back. She gave a step further and raised her arms, he braced himself for the push that was coming for him, but it never came. Instead of pushing him, her hands grabbed the collar of his shirt and pulled.
Então me beija com raiva, me beija com raiva 
So kiss me angrily, kiss me angrily 
Me beija com raiva, me beija com raiva 
Kiss me angrily, kiss me angrily 
And in a split second, just like a dream, their lips touched. After so long, he felt her warm soft lips pressed against his, her eyes were tightly closed. 
He came to himself, finally reacting. That moment was real, definitely not a dream or an illusion, his heart was still racing in his chest, her heat against him, scorching. So, he too closed his eyes and kissed her back with the same force. His arms wrapped around her waist and pulled her even closer like he’d done so many times years before.
Their tongues met and the kiss deepened. It was fast, messy, and… angry. He didn’t understand his feelings at the moment, and he definitely didn’t want to.
They kissed angrily. Letting out all the hard feelings that had been trapped inside their chests for so long. 
They kissed angrily to make up for the years lost. 
It was like filling your lungs with air after drowning. He grabbed this moment and made the most out of it. So he kissed her back, angrily and deeply. 
They kissed angrily until they were out of breath, and dizzy. But it only took another look into each other’s eyes to make their lips connect one more time. And once again, they kissed angrily, as if the world was theirs and it was about to end. 
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SOOOOOO, what do we think about Armin's ego deflating gradually as the story goes? It's def something for me
AND MY HEADCANON! Yes, I made Armin a sucker and had him save that money after all those years.... Call me romantic, okay? Although after writing it I thought it wouldn't be very nice to go on the vacation that made the relationship come to an end..... or maybe not, who knows.
Don't forget to leave comments!!! They always inspire me to keep writing 🥺💕
That's it for now. Love you guys, and I hope you have a great day!
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zenasilvera6812 · 1 year
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Goopy Le Grande x Hilda Berg
Requested by the lovely @littlefaeriebottles
Thank you so much for your request! I really enjoyed writing for these two!
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The moon laid lazily over Inkwell Isles, stars twinkling overhead, illuminating the ebony sky. 
Goopy pointed out towards the sky at another constellation, Hilda sighing in faux annoyance, hiding her smile. 
“What is that one in the shape of a ‘W’?” 
“That’s Cassiopeia. “
“Who’s that?” 
“Remember when I told you about Perseus and Andromeda?” 
“Yea! Perseus saved her from an island after slaying a sea monster! RIght?!” 
“Yes, well… Cassiopeia was Andromeda’s mother. “ 
“Oh… “ 
“She claimed to be prettier than all the sea nymphs, which angered Posiedon. He sent Cetus, the sea monster, to destroy Cassiopeia’s kingdom. In hopes of saving the kingdom, Cassiopeia had her daughter tied to a rock to satiate Cetus. That was when Perseus saw her and saved her. “ 
“That wasn’t very nice… “ 
“Don’t worry, Perseus used Medusa’s head to turn her to stone. “ 
Goopy snickered, bouncing up and down, “He couldn’t have just punched her and been done with it?” 
“I don’t think punching people was considered a viable way to kill people in Greece. They were very barbaric. “  
“Oh- “ 
Hilda turned her gaze back upwards towards the stars. Goopy looked up at her, bouncing a bit.
“Whatcha’ thinking about?” 
“I may go on a flight soon, I enjoy being up in the clouds. “ 
“Take me with you?” 
Hilda glances back towards Goopy, who was currently staring her dead in the eyes like a begging puppy.  “Why would you want to?” 
“Parce que je t'aime bien et que je veux passer du temps avec toi… I mean… I’m curious! I’ve never flown! I can only bounce so high y’know!” He chuckled, giving her a nervous, unconvincing smile. 
Hilda shrugged, “I… guess? No one has ever really asked before. “ 
“You could tell me more stories! They’re very, very interesting! Or, I could tell you about the time I beat Ribby and Croaks in a two-to-one match! That was fun! I don’t have any legs, but I still beat them! They can box, but they cannot bounce, not like I! H-Hey-! I have an idea! Let’s go flying now, while the moon is still high!” 
Hilda shook her head, ready to say ‘no’ until she again saw the way he bounced up and down excitedly at the idea. 
“Alright, we can go. C’mon. “ 
“YES!” He hopped into her arms, arms phasing around her sides. She gives a half-smile and hugs him in return. 
“Don’t get used to it, I still like being alone most of the time. “ 
“But you haven’t been shooing me away recently!” 
“No… I haven’t…” Hilda sighed, putting him on the ground. “I’ll need a second, alright?” 
“I’ll wait right here, amie!” 
Hilda summoned a cloud, reaching up to pull herself onto it. “Alright, get up here. “ 
Goopy bounced a few times, gaining momentum before launching himself onto the cloud. 
“You may want to hang onto my shoulders. “ Hilda warned him, before taking a deep breath. 
“Oh, why- AAH!” Goopy grasped onto her shoulders as the cloud disappeared from under them, shutting his eyes quickly. “Hilda, wait! I don’t wanna die! I don’t wanna- wait… “ 
He opened his eyes, glancing towards the ground in wonder. “Hilda! You never told me YOU could fly!” 
“I thought that was obvious?”
“Heh, well…” Goopy’s face went violet as he chuckled nervously. “I always assumed you just flew on your clouds… “ 
“Nope. Although they are a necessary part of my transformation. “ Hilda grinned, although Goopy wasn’t able to see it. “You said earlier you had a story to share. Something about battling those annoying toad brothers?” Hilda asked him before taking off at a moderate pace, a breeze chilling their faces, only slightly. 
“Oh, they aren’t all that bad! They just get a little rowdy, hehe. I was feeling particularly victorious that day, after all! These cup-headed brothers came through, thought they could rough me up. I mean… they did. But not without much trial and error! Anyways… I decided to pay the toad brothers a visit, we’re long-time rivals y’know? ‘Course, they were more on my level! “ 
“Cup-headed brothers, you say? I was rudely awoken by a pair of the same description, something about collecting contracts for the Devil and his henchmen Dice. “ 
“KING Dice, Hilda, he’s Mr. KING Dice! He’s quite snazzy y’know, in that purple suit of his! Il n'est toujours pas aussi beau que moi… “ 
“He’s sleazy and annoying. “ 
“Oh come on, he’s still talented!” 
“How so? By tricking poor citizens into gambling their souls away through rigged games and false promises of fortune and fame?” 
“Well… okay you’re not wrong… “ Goopy frowned. “Did he try to trick you, Hilda?” 
She sighed, slowing down to a cruising speed. “I was foolish, naive. I have always loved the stars. I only ever wanted to be like them. I’ve never gotten along well with people, I liked being alone. All I ever wanted, was to be one with the sky, the stars, the moon… “ 
“And?” 
“And so, I sold my soul to be able to. That’s why those Devil’s minions disturbed me. I… I wasn’t ready to part with myself. “ 
“That makes sense… I have a contract too… “ 
A silence fell between the two, distant but not unpleasant. Goopy looked ahead, watching the sun peak just slightly over the horizon. “Are we going to land soon?” He asked, breaking the quiet. 
“We’ll need to, I am not accustomed to being active in the day. “ 
“That’s alright. But may I stay with you? I don’t think you should be left alone right now. “ 
“Why not?” She scoffed. 
“Je me soucie de vous!”
Hilda bit her lip, irritated, “What is that supposed to mean?”
“You just admitted something to me that I doubt anyone else has, and I want to make sure you’re actually gonna be alright before I leave you. Friends should always be together, especially when one of them is sad! What I was trying to say is that I care about you!” 
The zeppelin halted, jerking Goopy forward quickly enough to fling him off her back. Without a second thought, Hilda caught him, staring deathly into his eyes. “Do you really mean that?” 
“Of course, why would I lie?” 
Her expression softened, “No one cares about what happens to me. “ 
“I do. “ He grinned up at her, an unheard hope that she’d believe him. 
“... “ 
Hilda moved to land on the nearby isle, not entirely sure where it was, but it didn’t matter. Goopy hopped out of her arms bouncing a bit on the ground as she transformed back into her normal form. 
“So… about staying with ya- “ 
“Fine. But don’t lea- “
“I won’t!” 
“ - don’t leave without warning me, first. “ 
“Oh- I thought you didn’t want me to leave at all. “
She groaned, sitting against a tree. “It’s up to you. “ 
“Okie!” He bounced over to her side, tucking himself under one of her arms. “Besides, ya need a pillow don’t ya?” 
Hilda chuckled softly, patting his head. “What am I gonna do with you?”  
Goopy’s eyes glowed up, starting to bounce again excitedly. “You’re smiling!” 
“I’m too tired to care anymore. I need sleep. “ Hilda slouched further against the bark. Not the most comfortable place in the world for a nap, but she didn’t care if he didn’t. 
They watched again as the sun creeped further, lavishing the sky in shades of orange and red as the light pushed away the darkness. To Hilda’s surprise, the energetic slimeball had already passed out next to her. Welp, even the energizer bunny needs rest. 
Hilda allowed a sigh of relief, a true smile gracing her features as she lifted Goopy into her arms. So he won’t get cold. She pondered for a while, far longer than intended as sleep was now escaping her. 
She’d never had a true friend. Not like the sleeping blueberry in her arms at least. But something else was stirring, a feeling she was afraid of understanding. 
All of his smiles, they made her smile, but if anyone else were to, it would mean nothing at all. He pestered her and pestered her, until she finally broke and let him in. Not another soul even cared enough to try from the first frown she give them. All of the times he begged to hear more about stars, when anybody else would roll their eyes. 
Hilda always thought of her zeppelins friends, but even they couldn’t speak, let alone care to listen to what she had to say. 
She pulled Goopy closer, careful not to wake him in the process. She didn’t want to let go. But friends let go all the time. She saw it from the skies. People came and went into each other's lives. Many promised forever, only to leave after a few short years. She saw ‘friends’ hurt each other behind their backs. And for forever, Hilda was glad to have no friends. So, what was this feeling? Love? 
Love was another laughing matter. But no better word could match the confliction she felt. 
Drowsiness soon made its way into her contended mind, and she let out a yawn. She blinked a few times, relaxing entirely before sighing. “I think I… “ 
“You what?!” Goopy jumped up suddenly, startling Hilda. “Why’re you still awake? Am I making you uncomfy?” 
“Um.. no. I-” 
“What’s wrong then?” 
“Well I, um. Why are you awake? That's the question.” 
“I can’t sleep for very long periods of time. I wake up every few hours on a normal day. A fun day? Good luck getting me to sleep at all! But what’s wrong? Stop thinking and start sleeping!” 
Hilda glared at him, an unheard memo to shut up. “I think I love you, ya idiot. “ 
“Oh- I love ya too, amie!” 
“You do?” 
“Yeah! Friends love each other!”  
“Oh… No, I meant- nevermind. “ 
“No, tell me! Please?” 
Hilda stared blankly at the oblivious slime, crossing her arms before turning away from him. 
“I want to be more than friends. “ 
Goopy turned almost entirely purple. “O-Oh! I’m sorry, hehe, I just, I never thought - “ He rolled back and forth a little. “I didn’t think you would ever want anything more than just a meaningful friend. But I admit, you’re quite pretty! Hehe, as handsome as I am, I didn’t think even I deserved Aphrodite herself - “ 
It was Hilda’s turn to turn red. “I- I wouldn’t say that, but… so… you and I then?” 
Goopy grinned. “Yeah, you and I. I bet we’d turn heads all over the Inkwell Isles, too! Ce sera juste toi et moi contre le monde. Nous serons inarrêtables! Your knowledge, my fists, we’d be undefeated!” 
She laughed, beckoning him back into her arms. “Tomorrow maybe, but I still need sleep. ANd how else without my new favorite blue pillow?” 
“YAY!” He snuggled into her chest. “Don’t worry! Since I’ll still be awake, I can guard you AND provide comfort, oui?” 
“Oui. “ Hilda relaxed again, closing her eyes. The world drifted away into nothing as she fell unconscious, for maybe the first time, truly content with her favorite boxing blue slime in her arms. 
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French Translations for ya!
Parce que je t'aime bien et que je veux passer du temps avec toi - Because I like you and I want to spend time with you
Amie- friend
Il n'est toujours pas aussi beau que moi - He’s still not as handsome as me!
Je me soucie de vous - I care about you 
Ce sera juste toi et moi contre le monde. Nous serons inarrêtables! - It’ll be just you and me against the world. We will be unstoppable!
Oui - Yes
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hybeboyenthusisast · 2 years
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Background Character Vibes: 30. I love you (Written, NSFW)
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A Choi Yeonjun x Reader smau
Rating: 18+ for swearing, mentions of alcohol and drugs, and eventual smut
Disclaimer: Ages of real people have been adjusted to suit the story better. MINORS DNI!
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SYNOPSIS: Y/N is always the sidekick and never the hero. It’s always about her friends and their drama, but she doesn’t mind. It’s better to just be quiet and blend in when your brother is THE Jungkook, the most popular singer of last year. With spring semester of her junior year of university approaching, yn is not ready for classes or for her crush Choi Yeonjun to notice her.
Or, Yeonjun finds himself captivated by the quiet psychology student that keeps rejecting Soobin’s request to become a tutor.
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WARNINGS: protected sex, slight possessiveness?, jealousy??, dick sucking, pussy eating, dirty talk, praise, degradation in the slightest, really fluffy smut, teasing, probably more that im forgetting
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 The evening had been going great until you returned from the bathroom to see the waitress flirting with Yeonjun. She was skinnier than you, had a prettier face, but you didn't feel the least bit self conscious. Not when Yeonjun stood from the table to meet you across the room and bring you into a passionate kiss. There was no room for jealousy over the pretty waitress flirting with a man who was obviously on a date, not when you had that gorgeous man kissing you like it was the last time he ever would.
"You're the only one I want," Yeonjun murmured against your lips, and you knew that he was determined to always make sure you knew that to be true. He pulled away to look into your eyes, "This isn't how I wanted to say it, it was supposed to be more romantic and not because the waitress was flirting with me, but-"
"I love you," you cut him off with a smile, bringing him in for another kiss, not caring who was watching this dramatic and romantic scene unfold in the cheesy diner.
"Hey, that was my line!" Yeonjun teased you as he pulled away from the kiss and lead you back towards your table. "I love you, yn."
The rest of your dinner was full of small giggles over the confessions of love, feeling the relief of having said the words and hearing them said back. You were sure the other diners were getting annoyed, but neither of you really cared. The giggles and utter joy carried you through the rest of the dinner, all to the way back to Yeonjun's apartment. Sweet, giggly kisses began to become more heated and needy, and you found yourself pressed against the wall of his bedroom, legs wrapped around his waist and his arms under your ass to hold you up, as you sloppily kissed in a clash of lips and tongues.
"No interruptions this time," you promised him when he laid you down on his bed, taking his shirt off before helping you with yours. You were so, so beyond ready for this. "I wanna be stuffed with your cock."
"Such a dirty mouth, princess. We can be filthy another day. Today, I want to have sex with the woman I love for the very first time," your heart and your pussy melted at his words. It was almost embarrassing how his sweetness made you far wetter than the rough making out had. Despite his gentle intentions, you rushed to take the rest of his and your clothes off. And when his boxers dropped to the floor, your jaw did a bit as well.
You had imagined what his length would look like, but your imagination was nothing in comparison to the real thing. The perfect combination of length and girth for you, though part of you wondered how on earth that would fit inside of you. The veins on his cock looks so inviting, you just wanted to lick them and tease the hell out of Yeonjun. He was throbbing so hard, desperate to be touched by you. The pink head was swollen, begging to be taken into your mouth. You couldn’t help but drool a little at the sight in front of you, something you hoped Yeonjun wouldn’t notice, but of course, he noticed everything. “Enjoying the view, baby?” He chuckled darkly. Your eyes slid up towards his hips, his chest, his eyes, which were clouded and darkening with his need for you. He looked ready to pounce on you. And you really hoped he would.
“You’re gorgeous, Jjunie,” You replied honestly, blushing as you continued to admire the naked man standing in front of you. The ache between your legs reminded you that you were laying on the bed, naked, in front of him. He was certainly enjoying the view as well, as his eyes raked up and down your body, admiring your each and every curve, scar, and stretch mark. You had always been shy in the past whenever you were intimate with someone, not that it had happened often anyway, but with Yeonjun, you weren't shy at all. You trusted him completely, with your family secret, with your heart, and with your body. You were ready for this next step with the man that you love so very much.
Yeonjun gave you a sweet smile, gazing into your eyes adoringly. "No, sweetheart, you're gorgeous," though his words came out so gentle, his hand under your chin to bring your lips to his was not. He kissed you like he was starved of your touch and needed as much of it as fast as he could. You kissed him back eagerly, although a bit surprised at the sudden change in pace. You weren't complaining, though. The man you love, kissing you so fiercely, needing you so bad? A wet dream come true, literally. Too often had you dreamed about what this would feel like, the extreme heat between the two of you, your lips aching to be on each others, knowing it was leading somewhere uncharted, undiscovered.
“I love you,” you whispered against his lips, as you pulled away ever so slightly, still giddy from the high of your earlier confessions. He smiled against your lips and kissed you once more, slower, deeper. His hands cupped your cheeks softly, yet his thumbs running along your jaw prompted you to open your mouth, his tongue slipping in and massaging your own. He wanted to make you feel as loved as you were, and you wanted to do the same for him. Where you wanted his tender touches, he wanted your eager ones. As your tongues fought for dominance, your hands on his chest as he leaned down on top of you, pressing your back into the bed. 
He pulled away from your heavy kiss, gasping for air, stroking your cheek as he kept one hand on the bed beside your head, keeping him from putting his full weight on you. He wanted you, so bad, he felt like he was going to explode if he didn’t have you cumming on his cock soon. But, he also wanted to take this slow and truly treasure the first time the two of you were this intimate. Clearly, you wanted that as well, as you weren’t begging him to fuck you or eat you out like other girls would have been doing at this point. He leant his face down a bit to nuzzle his nose against yours, whispering to you, “I love you too, angel.”
And when his lips met yours again, you were ready to get the ball rolling, ready for something more. An unexpected burst of confidence took over you, and you lightly pushed Yeonjun off of you so he rolled to the other side of the bed. Of course, you weren’t able to really push him, he was just nice enough to move like you wanted him to. You moved so you were straddling him, your core placed on top of his hard length, and no doubt he could feel how wet you were already. You kissed him once, twice, before moving so you could kiss your way down his chest, to his hips, to his tip. He sat up on the bed, propped up on his elbows so he could watch you settle between his legs that were hanging off the bed. Your tender kisses on his thighs caused him to groan, and you found the noise to be one of the hottest things you had ever heard. 
“You’re such a tease,” he groaned out as you kissed his tip gently, looking up at him through your lashes with your eyes wide and innocent. You smirked at him before licking up a stripe against his cock, happy when more groans left his lips. Enough teasing, you were ready to show him how much you loved him with your mouth. Taking his tip into your mouth, you allowed your saliva to trickle down his cock, so you could pump him while you eased him into your mouth. His hands found purchase in your hair, but he wasn’t pushing you down nor was he thrusting up. He didn’t want to hurt you, and he was loving that you were taking control in that moment. 
Your tongue swirled around him like a lollipop and your mouth was sucking on him just so, so perfectly as you kept taking more and more of him in your mouth. When he reached the back of your throat and you couldn’t take anymore of him, you began bobbing your head up and down around his length, using your hand to pump what couldn’t fit. Your other hand sneaked up and groped at his balls, resulting in a rather loud moan from Yeonjun who whispered words of encouragement. 
His fingers gripped at your hair, and the sting was unexpectedly arousing, and you could feel yourself getter wetter from just sucking him off and him pulling at your hair. You were desperate for some friction, rubbing your thighs together to try to ease the throbbing, the desperation, between your legs. As you played with his balls and sucked him as much as you possibly could, you noticed his thighs tensing on and on, each time tensing for a longer time than the last. His moans and groans were music to your ears, and as you did your best to quicken your pace, wanting to make him cum, he was pulling you off of him far too soon for your liking. 
A string of saliva connected your mouth to his tip as you leaned back on your knees so you could properly look at him. “What’s wrong? Was it not good?” You couldn’t help but be worried, as it sounded like he was enjoying it, only to stop you so suddenly. 
He shook his head, “No, baby, that’s not it. You were doing so, so good for me. I just don’t wanna cum for you, for the first time, anywhere other than inside you. Though, in a condom, of course.” He chuckled as you blushed at his equally sweet and dirty words. “It’s my turn to take care of you, and I’m not stopping until I’ve got you cumming on my tongue.”
And cum on his tongue you did. Not just once, but twice. He knew just how to tease you, to get you right to the edge only to stop and rip your orgasm away. But when he continued sucking on your clit and fucking you with his fingers, the orgasms that you finally had were earth shattering. It all felt like a blur, so euphoric that you only came back to your senses when Yeonjun was slurping up your juices from your cunt. The dirty sounds coming from between your legs, his gorgeous eyes connecting with yours, it was all too much and not enough at the same time.
You pulled Yeonjun up gently so you could kiss him, humming as you tasted yourself on his tongue. You were so in love with him but you also were just so damn horny. And you needed to be fucked already.
"Get the condom," you whispered against his lips as you pulled away ever so slightly. He wasted no time running to his discarded pants on the ground, grabbing and ripping open the foil packet. You couldn't help but drool a little as you watched him roll the condom down his length.
"Do you want me to make love to you and show you how much you mean to me, or do you want me to fuck you until you can't walk?" His lustful gaze met yours, his sexy voice making you rub your thighs against each other, desperate for some friction.
"Who says you can't do both?" And so he did. He fucked you in different positions at different paces, all while telling you the same things. He peppered your face with kisses as he fucked into you slowly and gently in missionary, whispering how much he loved you. He bruised your hips as he pounded into you in doggy, grunting out words of his love. He sucked on your hard perky nipples as you rode him, his hips rutting up to help you while he praised you and told you he loved you.
And when you came for the final time that night, impaled on his cock, his hand around your throat and his lips leaving hickeys on your breasts, he continued to proclaim his love for you.
"I love you so much," his hips were starting to stutter as he was close to his release. "You're mine, princess. My baby girl. My love. Fuck, baby." Your lips silenced his words as you squeezed your pussy around his dick, eager to help him reach his high. This little squeeze from you was exactly what he needed to release and cum. The moans that left his lips as he did so almost made you want to go for round two, but you knew neither of you were going to be able to do that after such a blissful first time together.
The two of you got cleaned up, whispering more "I love you"s to each other and giggling with joy as you repeated the phrase back to one another. Yeonjun knew who you were, and his love for you didn't change or waver when you had revealed Jungkook as your brother during the car ride back to Yeonjun's apartment. He was unconditionally accepting of you and every part of you that you revealed to him.
And as the two of you snuggled in his bed, exhausted from the intensive fucking, you realized that you accepted yourself now too. You were proud to be Zoa's best friend, Yeonjun's girlfriend, and Jungkook's sister. But more importantly, you were proud that all of these different identities made up your whole; yn. Maybe it was time to step out of the shadows and into the sunshine, become the main character in your own life.
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ladyimaginarium · 1 year
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when ethel cain said "i always knew that in the end, no one was coming to save me, so i just prayed and i keep praying and praying" & "god loves you but not enough to save you" & "so, baby girl, good luck taking care of yourself" & "god doesn't love you, not like i do" & "you and me against the world [...] we had nothing but each other, you were my whole world" & "your mama calls me sometimes to see if i'm doing well and i'd lie to her and say that i'm doing fine when, really, i'd kill myself to hold you one more time, and it hurts to miss you but it's worse to know that i'm the reason you won't come home" & "you know, i still wait at the edge of town, praying straight to god that maybe you'll come back around, i cry everyday and the bottles make it worse 'cause you were the only one i was never scared to tell i hurt [...] and you might never come back home, and i may never sleep at night, but god, i hope you're doing fine out there, i just pray that you're alright, and i feel so alone, and i feel so alone out here [...] and i feel so alone without you, i'm so alone" & "i'd hold the gun if you asked me to, but if you love me like you say you do, would you ask me to?" & "i tried to be good, am i no good, am i no good, am i no good?" & "i just wanted to be yours, can i be yours, can i be yours, can i be yours?" & "but in these motel rooms, i started to see you differently, 'cause for the first time since i was a child, i could see a man who wasn't angry" & "i thought good guys get to be happy, i'm not happy, i am poison in the water and unhappy" & then "preacher's saying god will save me, if god is real, he's a fucking bitch" & "i didn't ask to be this crazy but since we're here, i'll give them a show" & "if you try to hurt me, i won't stop you, but there's something you should know, it's that my daddy's fucking crazy and always ready to blow" & "the first boy i ever loved was a brother i never had, i thought, with him, maybe i'd make it, maybe it'd be half as bad, spent my night under the covers just wishing he was there, draw his portrait in my diary just to hold when i got scared, now i'm fucked up and i'm nasty, but they say i make it look good" & "what's gonna scare me when i've seen it all? [...] if i can't live, can i just fucking die?" & "am i not good enough for you? is there something wrong with me? baby, don't you lie to me, am i just not what you want? am i just not what you need? is there someone in your heart that keeps you gone away from me? is she prettier than me? is her skin softer than mine? can she give you what i can't? the thing i cry for every night?" & "i think about you everyday, 'cause i love you more than i thought i could [...] 'cause i don't hate you like i know i should, was i not good enough for you? was there something wrong with me? i just cry by myself at night but you'll never know and you'll never see" & "sometimes you make me wanna put my fucking head through the wall, sometimes i wonder if i ever even knew you at all" & "and we've been cursed since the start, jesus didn't want us [...] and fuck the cops and fuck god and fuck this town for ruining us" & "in the corner, on my birthday, you watched me dancing right there in the grass, i was too young to know that some types of love could be bad" & "you poor thing, sweet mourning lamb, there's nothing you can do, it's already been done" & "bless the children, each and every one come to know their god through some senseless act of violence" & "stop, stop, stop, make it stop, stop, make it stop, make it stop, i've had enough" & "i am the face of love's rage" & "and i spend my life watching it go by from the sidelines, and, god, i've tried, but i think it's about time i put up a fight" & "i forgive it all as it comes back to me" & "dancing with the windows open, i can't let go when something's broken, it's all i know, and it's all i want now" i& just. okayokayokayokay okay yeah alright hahahaha lmaoooo im& totally fine i& just
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fizzigigsimmer · 2 years
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To B, With Love
in 1858 Steve, a society omega, puts out an add in the paper looking for an alpha among the lonely hearts expanding the west. Unbeknown to him, one of his answered is from 10 year old Max and her friends who live with her brother Billy in Promised Land California, a growing settlement rich in just about everything but available omegas.
The original prompt
I honestly just fell in love with this idea and knew I had to do something with it. Still a ways off from being ready to post but I am celebrating my progress with this story by sharing a few of their early letters.
ROSE HIP & APPLE –  Gentleman Omega of good family, aged 20, brown hair and eyes, long legs, good height and breath of shoulder, slender build, preference for masculine attire with a sunny disposition and even temperament, would like to correspond with alpha, male or female, age 20-40, either dark or fair, any height; drunkards, ruffians, and authors objected to. Photo required.  Address – S.H. to Madam Beauforts Matrimonial Agency.
Dear S.H. 
Madam Beaufort’s Matrimonial Agency
Male, 21, blond, blue eyes, landed alpha. 160 acres in California. I live in an area called Promised Land, like that story in the bible, only there aint much in the way of milk and honey. It’s awful green though in the valley, prettier than anything two eyes will ever see. You’re pretty too and apples make my favorite pie. I hope that’s proper to say, and if it ain’t then I’m sorry. I am wanting an omega who can make me smile, on account of I don’t do that enough and my face is gonna start resembling a dried potato. Do you like to tell jokes?
Dear Alpha,
Promised Land California
I was very pleased to receive your response to my advertisement along with your photo from the agency. Thank you. You’re very pretty yourself, and I think you’re a long ways from resembling a potato. I am afraid it is not the polite thing to comment so directly on an omega’s scent however, and doing so nearly ensured that I was not made aware of your interest. But I won’t hold you at fault even if Madam Beaufort will. She insists that the success or failure of any marital union hinges on scent compatibility – though she is notably less worried about whether the omega will find the alphas scent pleasing. Why first require us to flaunt our sent and then feign offense when it is commented upon? As for jokes, have you heard the one about the “widowed” matchmaker? Perhaps that joke is just on me.
Sincerely,
S.H.
Dear S.H.
Sorry. I did not know anyone would read the letter before you did. I hope I did not cause you trouble. Thank you for replying to me even though I was rude. I try not to be rude but I’m not very good at minding my temper sometimes, or apologies, but I promise to practice for you if you find yourself wanting to meet me. Folks tell me I smell like chocolate and cherry blossom but I don’t got much experience with either to know. Your Madam sounds like the teacher at the schoolhouse here. Nose in the air and head full of nonsense. My mother was a school teacher so I got a little schooling coming up; but nothing that would compare to the fancy education you probably got. How lucky you are. Have you been taught the arts & sciences? Which sciences? I want to hear bout them all and you can’t spare any detail. But only if you won’t be bored and have the time. We can also talk about corsets or babies if you like them better.
Sincerely  
B
P.S.
On second read, reason to fear your Madam killed own husband. Are you in danger?
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lya-dustin · 7 months
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Shock and Delight
Chapter 5
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Following her disastrous first night here, Aemma expected to find a miles long queue of young men sending flowers and coming to call.
There are flowers accompanied by apologies of not being able to give them personally, from their allies mostly. They are polite, but some are of an age with Luke and others assume she’s to wed her brother, making it clear they aren’t here to actually court her.
Well, everyone except Lyonel.
He comes with rare indigo roses brought from the North to show off his house’s wealth, an apology he doesn’t mean and a gift of blue damask silk she could have made into a new dress.
“My kinsman, the Prince Aemond, bid me to apologize for my behavior last night.” Lyonel lies through his teeth and despite Aemma’s friendship with Aemond having ended disastrously, she knows the seven hells would freeze over before he ever did something like that.
“My thanks, my lord.” Aemma will never get that fucking dress, perhaps she can cut a deal with the royal seamstresses and have the fabric given to them as a gift.
“Call me Lyonel.” He said expecting her to drop formalities with his smarmy smile.
“Oh, no, it wouldn’t be proper.” Aemma gave a tight smile and prayed someone would come and take him away.
But no one does.
Its clear why only Lyonel has come, but to call out the queen on this without tangible proof would make them look paranoid. She’s like to lie and say it was mere coincidence and it wasn’t her fault the men of Westeros prefer women with fair skin and silky hair.
Aemma would bet her pink diamond ring Tyshara and Cassandra’s doors have miles long queues.
But no matter, the more superficial and bigoted of the men will be rooted out with ease and even if no dashing knight is brave enough to remove Lyonel from their sitting room, Aemma can.
“I have heard the Citadel expects a long winter, has Oldtown begun preparing for it now that summer comes to an end, my lord?” Next to having what the world deems unconventional looks, having an informed mind worked wonders to repel men.
Nothing like talking about storages and warehouses and how to ration for long winters to make a man leave.
“I heard from the chambermaid the queen wore pink today.” Rhaena comments as she played with her dragon on the windowsill.
After accidentally nicking her finger with her needle last year and rubbing the blood on her egg ---that by then was used as a paperweight on her desk---, Rhaena managed to make her dragon hatch.
Pink and gold and blue like the dawn it was well deserving of the name Morning. Much prettier than Sunfyre, if you ask Aemma.
“Who knows you may have killed their plans to usurp Auntie by complaining about their décor, Aem.” Baela stretched out on the couch knowing no more visitors would come.
Mother had toned down the black after Aemma made a jape about the anointing two moons ago by saying it looked like a funeral. Now the Queen of Green is wearing pink.
“It might make me feel better to see I prevented a war even if I have no real man courting me.” Aemma looked at the roses with the urge to toss them out the window.
Baela had gotten violets to match her eyes from Benjicot Blackwood and Rhaena had gotten hyacinths from Ser Corwyn Corbray. Both girls were as interested in their suitors as Aemma was in her.
Actually no, Rhaena had to be pried away from twenty-eight year old Corwyn when Daemon came in and asked him his age. A shame he was too old for her and their parents were staunch defenders of the ‘do as I say not as I did’ practice.
It rather stung that her five and ten year old sisters had been the ones to be courted by their callers instead of her.
“You could always marry Luke when he gets bored of the Citadel.” Her sisters joke in hopes of making her feel better.
Rhaena had been released from her betrothal by Luke’s desire to study in Oldtown after shadowing the dragon keepers and the acolytes who study dragons. There had been things Septon Barth had gotten wrong in his tomes and penned a letter after Great-Grandmother Jocelyn told him to stop being a coward about it.
Lucerys had never developed a taste for knighthood after he accidentally took Aemond’s eye. Always feared hurting his opponent or worse and after exchanging letters with Archmaester Vaegon’s former protégé, he approached mother on the topic of forging a chain.
Mother had cried, but gave him her blessing and sent him with a entourage to the enemy’s camp under a peace banner ---Arrax in all his smoky gray and blood red glory--- so he could enter the order as a novice.
Aemma is not a pessimist, but Luke may be a full-fledged maester by the time Aemma finds a husband. And she’d rather become a virgin queen than marry a man like Lyonel.
“Perhaps, perhaps you could marry Jace and be done with it.” Mother speaks up and completely missed the look Baela gives to express her dislike if the idea.
“No, I’d rather marry Lyonel than Jace. Besides, I know he has his eye on someone else and I wouldn’t want to ruin that for them.” Aemma admits carelessly.
Baela and Jace have been secretly courting for while now, Baela feeling lonely after Rhaena came to court as Aunt Alarra’s cupbearer and companion earlier this year found something more than friendship in Jace. Jace who has all the luck in the world because he didn’t even have to go looking for his true love while Aemma is wondering how the hell she is to find it in an empty pond.
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While he loathes his sister’s and Daemon’s children, he loathes Luke most of all.
But seeing Luke has been put away in Oldtown and will likely get assigned some place awful like the Wall or some ruin fuck knows where, makes him feel confident enough to mop the floor with Jacaerys.
He was lean as all Targaryen men were, not as tall as him nor Laenor, but he had inherited some of that famed Velaryon skill.
And after taking him up on an offer to spar together, Aemond finds his mood much improved. Especially as their audience claps politely after a rather easy defeat.
“Give me a spear and ,I promise you, I will give you a better fight.” Jace laughed amidst his defeat as if there had never been any bad blood between them.
These Velaryons were so odd.
“Sword or spear, I will put you on your ass before you can get a lick in.” Aemond finds himself offering a hand in a show of good sportsmanship wondering what the fuck was wrong with these people.
They were nice?
Not the bloodthirsty monsters mother said they were, not the bullies from his childhood ---though Aemma never bullied him come to think of it--- nor the entitled assholes he was expecting.
Aemma was sweet, clever and kind and her twin was just about the same.
No wonder Vaemond had given up calling him a bastard, no one save Laenor’s seed could be this amiable.
“I’d like to thank you for sending Hightower away and keeping my sister company last night.” Jace dusted himself off and thanked the servants who brought them water and wine. “After the bad blood between us and our families, I appreciate that you looking out for her.”
So he does remember the shit they did to him was bad? What’s next, a heartfelt apology?
“Think none of it, Velaryon. Any honorable man wouldn’t be so cruel as to leave your betrothed at the mercy of Hightower.” Aemond brushed off the gratitude before the future King of Westeros had either of them thinking they were not still enemies.
“We’re not betrothed, in fact, we have no plan at all to wed each other.” the prince supplied, suddenly nervous. A Targaryen who does not wish to keep the bloodline pure by marrying their sister was a rare thing, most saw Jaehaerys and Alysanne in the twins. “Aemma is loveliness itself and any man will be lucky to have her as a wife, but I could never see her as anything but my sister.”
“Noted. I suppose you must have a miles-long queue to deal with this morning.” Aemond should stop talking to him, his rage will return any moment and a spar in the tiltyard won’t be enough to sate it.
The prince snorts, a normal thing in a pleb, but unheard of in a royal prince.
“Oh, no, it was quite empty. It seems the courtiers are more afraid of looking disloyal to your mother’s cause than to woo a princess.” Jace speaks of the warring factions as if they were not treason or calling him a bastard just like his brothers. “If you wish to court my sister, you have my blessing.”
As if he would ever do that.
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