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i miss you jackbox streams i miss you mcc liveblogging i miss you lore mixed into an otherwise normal stream i miss you tales from the smp i miss you beeduo meet up i miss you karl jacobs total drama viewing party i miss you wilbur soot drunk christmas streams i miss you wilbur soot mcc monologues i miss you technoblade i miss you origins smp i miss you rust server i miss you ylyl i miss you tommy vlogs i miss you ranboo late night mining i miss you among us streams i miss you i miss you i miss you
#i think the crimeboys stream broke me#idk feel free to rb and add idc#dream smp#mcyt#mcytblr#shit self#2020-2022 was rough but i never had so much fun in a fandom#im watching vods rn and i feel insane#bangerz
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kisses for your heart..
isaacwhyxfem!reader
warnings: fluff, cringy names, full on just cringe probs, very short cuz idk
a/n: took this from my fellow friend @isaacswhy thank uu ilysm /p
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READER POV.
i sighed, getting up and heading downstairs. seeing everyone but isaac greeting me.
"wheres isaac?" i questioned, worried.
"hes in his room doing some random shit cuz hes upset." nick responded while on his phone.
"oh, alright" i sighed, walking to isaacs room and knocking softly, not wanting to annoy him.
"come in." i heard him groan
i opened the door slowly, closing it before walking over to him, sitting on the bed where he was sat.
"whats wrong." i sighed, staring at him while sad eyes while i sat next to him, hand placed on his thigh.
"i dont know." he groaned before placing his face into my neck, wrapping his arms around me
"oh, do you want me to get you anything? i can go run out and get it" i played with his hair while he was against me.
"mm.. could you go get me a water.." he said, obviously not wanting to talk.
"okay ill be back in a second" i said pushing him off of me softly, getting up to go get him what he wanted.
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3RD PERSON POV.
y/n walked out into the living room, greeting the others while walking past, grabbing a water out of the fridge.
"is isaac okay?" larry asked, obviously worried.
"yeah hes just grumpy and tired, big ass fucking baby if ive seen one.." jokingly saying the last part as a funny haha
she walked up the stairs to go changed into something different, shorts and a hoodie was fine for her.
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ISAACS POV.
i saw the door open slightly, seeing y/n in a new pair of clothes and the water i asked for, seeing her bright smile.
i moved over a bit so she could sit back down, laying back in the position i was before.
"isaac, you still awake?" i heard her say softly.
"mhm.." i looked up at her, groaning.
"the guys are ordering something from *blah blah blah some random food place* do u want anything? or we can order something else because i dont like their food there." she played with my hair
"mmm can we order from somewhere else.." i yawned before laying my head back into her neck.
"yeah ill just tell them we dont want anything from there." she smiled before texting them back.
i felt her hand guide up my back, fingers wrapped around my hair.
god how cpuld anyone not love this girl?, i yawned, fixing myself into a kore comfortable position, head on her stomach and the rest to the side.
maybe i wasnt as grumpy as before.
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There's something hollow inside of me. I can't change that. I've tried I really really have but it doesn't fix anything. It's like someone pushed their hands down my throat and I begged and cried for them to stop but they didn't and now that's what it's like, something hollow inside of me and I can't seem to fill it up no matter how much I try.
It's empty. Something inside me is horribly empty.
#girlblogger#shit post#shit self#depressing shit#tw depressing thoughts#tw selfhate#girlblogging#this is what makes us girls#just girly things#girlhood#love being a girl#hell is a teenage girl#aesthetic#soft girl#this is a girlblog#idk what to do anymore#i am just trying#i am sorry
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Random fact of the day or something:
Every lunch period in class my teacher plays music and so I asked my friend "Should I go ask if he can put megalovania on?" And he was like FUCK YEAH and so I did and my class and I listened to megalovania for the lunch period
NO SANS GET - GET AWAY AAAHHHHHHHHHHHAHAHAGGDBEJDIDISBDVHEHEBEBSBSBSNSJSJJSGSHSGS
#sans undertale#sans#undertale#deltarune#frisk#frisk dreemurr#frisk undertale#chara undertale#sans au#megalovania#toby fox#kris dreemurr#shit self#Spotify
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ASK THE DARKLEYS KIDS ANYTHING! :D
just please don't go to far... :,)
He is so me #relatable
#lego ninjago#ninjago#ninjago darkleys#darkleys kids#ask#the sillys#ninjago fandom#ninjago gene#ninjago brad#ninjago sally#ninjago lloyd#ask the characters#shit self
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Self help books are not my cup of tea. I don't need self help. I need God's help. Only divine intervention can save me now.
#tumblrposts#tumblr#tumblrtextpost#darkacademia#bookstagram#writers on tumblr#artists on tumblr#library#books & libraries#crazy girl#shit self#self helf#self help#self care#girlblogging#tumblr girls#gaslight gatekeep girlboss#crazy:b#crazy things#this is crazy#crazy together#going crazy#silly shit#being silly#sillyness#bookaddict#books and novels#books#bookish
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She's not an idea anymore
She's Nyx, hardheaded Nyx, self-sabotaging Nyx, smart-mouthed Nyx, bruise-knuckled Nyx, soft-hearted agitator Nyx, kind eyed Nyx, baby face Nyx. The girl stuck in her head with my heart in the pocket of her baggy jeans.
#my girl#i miss her#nyx#romancecore#i love her#she owns my heart#she owns me#shitposting#so poetic#tumblr shit#shitpost#shit post#shit self#desi shit posting#gay shit#wlw love#wlw post#wlw#random thoughts#rambles#desi rant#ramblings#vent#vent post#personal vent#sapphic#wlw yearning#desi wlw#desi queer
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bitches can put people in their place with just their stares but then go and cry like a baby over a damn pimple!
#in my defense#pimples hurt#bitches be like#girls#tumblr shit posting#tumblr girls#shit posting#desi tumblr#desi culture#shit post#shit self#pimples#women#girls things
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Dissertation Night-1
aaj se padhai chalu aur ghar ake hi frustatration level 100 cuz itna sara research work diya hai aur laptop bilkul hi chal nahi rha.. kaam itna atak rha hai
aur mere baap ko mahino se request kar rhi hu, uske paas paise hokar bhi laptop nahi dila rha..roz ki itni marmaani karta hai
phir bhi uski yeh sab gandki ignore karte hue bhi, i try to focus on my studies, par usmein bhi toh voh mushkilein hi khadi kar rhe hai
mann karta hai uske hazaar tukde kardu,
TW BLOOD
chaku leke uska har ek boond rakt nikalna hai mujhe
CUZ he's been testing my patience since years
yeh laikhte bhi abhi ittne asun tapak rhe mere
phir bewajah depression ka shikar hoke i fail in academics and life
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You (Netflix)
#fuck you#mentally drained#depressing shit#shit self#mentally unwell#fuck yeah#me too#how the hell#wtf am i doing
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"if needed"
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apple cider - beabadoobee ☆
yumi x reader
warnings - fluff, rushed, spelling mistakes, pet names, she / fem reader
etc - hai im back..
"we both like apple cider, but your hair be smelling like fruit punch."
she woke up from the couch, beneath the other taller male, blushing a bit. she giggled from the movie night the night before, shaking her head at the though of it. she flipped over to face the male, admiring him gently. she shook him a bit, waking him up slowly as she smiled. the grasp of the man around her had loosened enough where she could get out.
"good morning sleepy head!!" she got up and jumped at him to wake him up, "fuck you." he huffed.
"and i dont even like you that much, wait.. i do. (fuck..)"
"LARRY THIS ISNT FUNNY!!" she yelled at the other on call, hitting her head on her desk in embarrasment. "OKAY ITS A LITTLE FUNNY, YOUR INLOVE WITH ONE OF MY BEST FRIENDS!!" he giggled. "YOUR NO HELP!!" she hung up, blushing. she didnt know how to process her emotions, she didnt know if she loved yumi or if it was a silly little crush.
"call me at midnight, lets give this thing a try"
"yumi.." she sighed, "y/n.." he mocked her. "yumi this isnt a funny call time, im serious right now, im inlove with you and i dont knoe how to control this, youve been teasing me and giving me mixed emotions, please just tell me if your joking or not." she teared up, feeling scared after she admitted it. "ofcourse i love you y/n, ive loved you ever since we were in highschool. ive been waiting for your to say somethkng because ive been scared to say something" he giggled. "lets give this thing a try then?" she smiled.
"you said you liked my hair, so go ahead and touch it."
she jumped in yumis arms at the airport, she hasnt seen him since she had to fly back home a year ago. "hi baby." he giggled, hugging her tightly, kissing her cheek. "i like what you did with your hair, its cute." he smiled, grabbing her hand to hold and walked to his car. once they got home they started up their movie night again, he gently started playing with her hair while she laid her head on his chest.
"you said you liked the jumper i wore, so i always wore it"
"what do you think?" she spun around to show her outfit for their coffee shop date, giving off an autumn vibe. "your jumper looks like autumn i love it." he hugged her, kissing her softly. "its my favorite so expect me to wear it alot!!" she giggled and grabbed her backpack as she ran out the door to get in his car.
"its really nice to talk to you, its really nice to hold your hand."
she smiled as they talked in the car, gently rubbing her thumb against his hand as they held hands. "i love talking to you, my love." yumi smiled at her gently, his eyes beaming in the sunset. she smiled, turning a shade of red. "shut up with the names" she scoffed.
"ask if its alright, to have a sleep over, to drink some apple cider.. or some fruit punch!"
"can i sleepover tonight?" she asked yumi over the phone. "why not, also can you buy some fruit punch please i ran out" he covered his screen in emojis on ft, giggling softly. "ok fuck you and yes ill get your fruit punch" she smiled, grabbing her stuff to leave and drive to the store. staying on call with him on the way, showing him his options of flavors and giggled about people that gave her weird looks.
"and we can talk about how we don't like each other that much.."
"your so rude i hate you." she scoffed, "you love me dont lie" he giggled, kissing her gently. "maybe." she rolled her eyes.
#marswhyyy#the group chat#the group chat podcast#isaacwhy#bigt#larrycroft#softwilly#yumi#shit self#yumi x reader#yumimain#Spotify
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I’m never drawing Baldi without drawing a base WTF IS THIS?!?!
I’m gonna crode.
#bbieal baldi#why does he look like this I’m gonna cry#he looks like he’s from those stupid online political comics on Facebook does anyone know what I’m talking about???#shit self#baldis basics in education and learning#top ten sketches gone wrong
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Contar hasta diez ya no me sirve
Actualmente los monstruos aparecen en el 3
Pierdo el control y se apoderan de mi
Estoy perdiendo otra vez
Ya no me relaciono con la misma gente
Me cuesta socializar
Me cuesta respirar
Me cuesta dormir
Me cuesta vivir
Contar hasta diez me servía para no perder los estribos
Ahora solo me sirve para mantenerlos adentro
Me estoy perdiendo día con día
Y nadie parece notarlo
Solo estoy existiendo
Mi luz se está extinguiendo, quisiera decir que extendiendo pero es mentira
1. Tengo personas que me aman
Eso no es cierto
2.Soy importante para mi
Tampoco es cierto
3. Solo me hace falta tiempo para mejorar
Ya no tienes tiempo
4. Voy a morir
Lo único bien que tienes en este conteo
Quisiera controlar esas voces en mi cabeza
Pero no puedo
Solo escucho gritar a todas y me canso
Me canso de no poder hacer que se queden adentro
Necesito ayuda
Solía estar bien
Solía dormir bien
Solía comer bien
Solia vivir ¿bien?
#fuck you#self damage#shit self#shit had me crying#shit happens#morire dentro#fuck it#escritos#a veces escribo
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