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shoegazegeneration · 2 months
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Rachel Goswell (Slowdive), 1991-1992
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iilovetohurtyou · 8 months
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Kat Bjelland and Miki Berenyi (1991)
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aislesofstrange · 11 months
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Lush/Gallon Drunk tour - backstage at Fox's nightclub Wolverhampton in 1991 via Miki's Twitter!
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askyofmilk · 8 months
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Miki Berenyi from Lush with Kat Bjelland and Lori Barbero from Babes in Toyland - 1992.
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madc0w · 1 year
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Coucou Babe - High Again (Official Video)
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uh-leck-see · 9 months
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pinknightsinmymind · 1 year
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if you feel like it, could you write more headcanons about ellie? not full fic or one shot, but thoughts about her. like, the types of kisses she gives you or the kind of girlfriend she is
【 ellie williams as a gf hc's 】
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a/n: yes yes yes yes 100% i think about ellie way too much for my own good and it rots my brain. since i wrote so much it'll be below the cut lol
she loves to see you in her clothes in fact she even encourages it its just something about it that drives her crazy
she's protective of you and always wants to take care of you and make sure you don't do any of the dangerous or stupid shit she does
i feel like ppl forget how much of a dork she is; she'd tell you all about space and the different facts she's learned, she'd explain the plots of her favorite comics, who the characters are, which ones are her favorites, why she thinks one arc was better than the other, and so on and so forth
i think she loves to chat your ear off about any and everything
she's probably afraid she's annoying, so sometimes you might need to reassure her a little bit
in a modern au she's the type to send you funny memes or videos she finds, probably browses tiktok and twitter a lot
definitely the type to send you a photo of two animals being cute or cuddling together and say "us" because she's just a sap like that
composes songs about you and acts all shy when she shows them to you
DRAWS YOU
you're one of her favorite subjects to draw, and she loves showing you every new piece of you she has
she'd send you song recs ALL the time
listens to lots of indie and shoegaze
pls pls pls for the love of god ask her to teach you how to play guitar bc she'd be so excited to show you and spend the time with you
i think her love languages are quality time, physical touch, and words of affirmation
forgets NOTHING
you know how dads do that thing where you tell them you liked something once and they never forget it? yeah she got that from joel it rubbed off on her
remembers what you wore on your first date, remembers your food orders, memorizes your favorite colors, bands, tv shows, movies, everything
so so caring and sweet
since one of her love languages are physical touch you can expect lots of affection from her
loves cuddling, holding your hand, having her arms around you, she just has to be touching you somehow
flirts a lot (but its not a bad thing) even after you two have started dating
loves kissing you all the time, and will make excuses for it
she needs her good morning kiss, her good night kiss, good luck kisses, goodbye kisses (even if she's only gonna be gone a few hours💀), one bc she missed you, a hello kiss, she will use ANY excuse just to kiss you
but sometimes she won't even bother creating one she'll ask to kiss you just bc
loves having sleep overs and nights in together where you can just cuddle and watch movies or play video games bc she's a huge introvert
the type who will do anything to make sure your comfort isn't disturbed
if you don't like the other side of the bed she switches with you, will let you sit in the last chair at an event (but not before asking if you'd just rather sit in her lap), helps guide you through anything making you scared or anxious
calls you pet names every five minutes. all of them.
love, babe, baby, babygirl, princess, darling, honey, whatever is your favorite she calls you the most
lives to spoil you; pays the bill, buys you gifts, drowns you in affection, you name it
celebrates your birthday like its a holiday
speaking of can you imagine her during the holiday season???
the two of you plan out a couple costume for halloween
the two of you are so cute together it's gross
you're always welcome to spend thanksgiving with her and joel
and christmas?? she gets even more sentimental than usual, and buys you an extremely meaningful gift
the most supporitve, soft, kind, humorous, and sweet gf imaginable just a dream come true
she feels like you really balance her out, and isn't afraid to tell you how much you mean to her or how much she loves you
she makes sure you feel loved and remember that you are loved
can't wait to move in with you and once you two do she feels like she's in heaven everyday
just loves you and cherishes you deeply
overall just THE gf you dream and pray for ugh this girl gets me in my feelings every time she's just so cute and sweet😭😭😭😭
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what do you think the wammy boys, misa, light, and matsuds's playlist would look like?
omg i love this request 💀
i decided to make playlists rather than just describing them, hope yr okay with that.
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definitely some 2000s electropop in there, and some jpop 👍🏻 and softer rock, i could definitely see misa as a veruca salt fan. if mars argo was on spotify, i would add her on this playlist for sure.
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tons of forms of rock. i also think that mello might enjoy some new wave, like blondie. he might even enjoy bands like the runaways! i feel like mello would know how to play bass.
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he served cunt and died 💔 idk how to describe it but specifically songs like hello by babes in toyland, with those haunting guitar riffs would be matt's thing. i'd also add drown soda by hole if it was on spotify.
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enjoys mushy, shoegaze tunes. i could see L being dismissive in some sort of case and humming one of these songs.
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i don't really see near as someone who listens to music that much, but it might be something calm like this? similar to l's, but with more goth rock and new wave.
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i also don't see light as someone to listen to music that much, but i tried i guess 💀 all hail me also really reminds me of his chatacter
matsuda
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i tried once again. 80s kinda fits his goofy personality.
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drapopia · 9 months
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la squadra headcanons
authors note: hello everyone! i've been dead for a while, but my la squadra fixation has once again returned, perhaps even stronger than ever. honestly, i'm not phased. but my brain has stronger, more coherent thoughts about this bushel of babes. enjoy, and my inbox is always open to thoughts!!
risotto
joined la squadra at age 21 shortly after his cousin's accident/incident.
he is egyptian and sicilian.
he is the leader of la squadra, and appointed gelato as his second in command due to his intelligence in the area of arranged killing and his general ability to command a room/read his teammates (with the help of his stand, of course)
risotto may be slightly standoffish, but he truly does care for his team. he is also a natural worrier, and tends to check in with them often. whether it be strict business, or just in general keeping up.
his sclera are tattooed because of his stand's general changing of his appearance and his eyesight. after the gradual change of his whites, he decided to jump the hurdle and get it professionally blacked out.
considers himself to be on good terms with everyone on the team, but gets along best with formaggio. he appreciates that formaggio is spunky, and makes him chuckle to himself.
loves to draw, and has a notebook in his room of nonsensical drawings. one of ghiaccio's greatest treasures is a drawing risotto did for him after an especially bad morning (he accidentally left his car windows open during an entire night of rain without his knowledge) it's of a cat on a park bench! it is framed and on his dresser
his favorite ice cream flavor is either double chocolate, or raspberry.
he wants to learn how to ride a motorcycle so badly, but is scared of being too big and crashing. he knows how to ride a bicycle, it's just hard to find something that adequately fits his body.
his favorite genres of music are goth (duh), metal, and shoegaze. he wants to feel the bass in his feet. has gotten into several (mostly) lighthearted arguments over the punk rock scene with formaggio and gelato
he sleeps in a tanktop and extremely large sweatpants. he wears socks while he sleeps, an abysmal sight. he does have some trouble sleeping at night, but once he's out, he lays stiff as a plank. his thoughts before he goes to bed are of the general day, and random thoughts. often times he will remember something random, like he forgot to switch clothes from the washer to the dryer, and will bolt up and ruin his sleepy groove. (we're all guilty risotto, it's okay)
his favorite movies are the exorcist, carrie, and trainspotting. he likes most movies, but he HATES jaws. it makes him viscerally upset to think of the way sharks are treated because of these movies
prosciutto
he joined la squadra shortly after illuso, did, still one of the first to be initiated. he joined because he it was just the family business, it was why his father had moved his entire family to the country. while he doesn't consider it to be in his blood by any means, he finds it is remarkably easy for him to take on the role of a mafioso.
originally born in prague, his family immigrated to italy when he was around 4 years old. so while he grew up in florence, he had strong czech influence in his childhood
he feels like he should be the one in the team that people should feel inclined to go to for advice. he also thinks he's mysterious and seductive, and while he has an air of confidence and and elegant stride, the others have all seen him standing in his bathrobe screaming at the espresso machine for not working (it's not plugged in prosciutto.)
despite seeing him at his goofiest, the others on the team know that they can go to him for a lot of stuff that needs help. after all, he's the best marksman on the team and taught melone how to shoot. he's also the best to go to for advice on high end stuff.
his favorite genres of music are big band music, jazz, and psychedelic rock. he also loves blues and some occasional soul.
he used to have his bellybutton pierced for an entire year, but he almost had it ripped out on a job, so he had it retired.
he is a surprisingly good cook, and makes a mean roast pork, and knows exactly how long to bake a good sourdough bread to get a pleasantly crispy exterior. also, he somehow learned how to make an absolutely delectable hummus, and will not tell anyone how he knows. (prosciutto, spill your secrets, you devilish man!)
his favorite flavor of ice cream is either plain vanilla bean or coffee. would much rather have a pastry of some sort, but he gives in too quickly for anyone to believe that he hates sweets.
he sleeps in silk jammies, with no socks on. he is serious about his bedtime, and hates whenever people interrupt his sleep time. his thoughts before bed are similar to risottos, going through the day meticulously. he also thinks about his errands for the next day, often stopping to think of his grocery list for the coming day or so.
he does not exercise often, only opting to do some light walking, and uses the small personal gym that la squadra owns occasionally. has a freaky fast metabolism
his favorite movies include overboard, the man who fell to earth, and what ever happened to baby jane?
gets along best with sorbet. regularly lament over old man things, even though sorbet is substantially older than him. the stingy old bastards are fond of sitting on the veranda outside and mocking each other
pesci
pesci was the last to join la squadra, and joined because of pressure from his family, and low income from his family back in prague.
he is prosciutto's cousin, and immigated to italy with prosciutto's family when he was around 2. his family was in dire straits, and could not afford to provide for themselves, let alone pesci. he is still in contact with them, and regularly sends most his income to them. he hopes that they're doing better.
he is very unsure of his abilities as an assassin, and of his abilities in general. he has so many good traits though! illuso would never admit it, but he finds himself spending a good chunk of his socializing talking to pesci because he's so personable. he has good advice outside of work, and prosciutto is proud of him for being a good source of wisdom. (even if it's just for pesci knowing where the best place to fish is.)
pesci has tattoos! (and he also gets bitches!) he has the third most tattoos out of anyone on the team. his most special one is an intricate vine piece on his thigh representing his journey from prague to italy. only prosciutto and ghiaccio know that though. his second most fond piece is a petite tattoo of a turtle on a skateboard that he got on a night out with formaggio and melone. does not regret it whatsoever.
pesci's favorite genres of music are surf rock, pop, and a bit of hip- hop! he loves a good surf guitar.
his favorite ice cream flavor is mint chocolate chip, proud defender until he passes
pesci is BUFF, let's get that out of the way. he, formaggio, ghiaccio, and risotto often work out together. he thinks it's genuinely so fun, and loves that good content feeling after a rewarding session. he spots for ghiaccio, and risotto spots for him. (formaggio HATES lifting weights)
gets along best with everyone, but he does have a soft spot for gelato. gelato was worried about pesci's adjustment to mafia life, and checks in with him personally. whether this is lunch at a local thai restaurant, or just a chat while brushing their teeth at the sink in the base. pesci often feels incompetent next to prosciutto, so he appreciates gelato's encouragement.
makes a mean baklava, like is such a good baker
he sleeps in comfy jammies, and no socks. such a deep sleeper, will not wake up even for the apocalypse at his door. does not remember falling asleep at all, so no coherent thoughts are really going through his head while he drifts off for the night.
his favorite movies are steel magnolias and uncle buck, loves john candy almost reverently
illuso
was the next to join after sorbet and gelato were assigned to risotto's team. is a former mercenary for hire from argentina. he emigrated from argentina to multiple different countries, but stuck in italy because he got into some trouble with passione. nothing too serious, he paid his debt, but he vibes with mafia life.
south american and italian!
illuso wouldn't admit that he gets along with anyone in la squadra, he enjoys teasing them a little too much to ever admit that out loud. he is an avid gossiper, and tends to bond with everyone in the group because of this. he's an information fiend, and this reflects in his work.
illuso's room is a calculated mess, and it is BEAUTIFUL. a comfy bed draped in luxurious blankets and throw pillows, extravagant rugs and lush carpeting, and ambient lighting that makes you instantly relax. he loves shoplifting, and uses his stand to his advantage. he used to steal jewelry from his grandmother when he was a child, and you can find it draped over a lamp or two.
for workouts, he loves pilates. (pilates princess all the way). he will occasionally join melone to work out, but that's just code for jogging on the treadmill and talking shit lol. melone tries to cajole him into yoga, but illuso ate shit stretching once and his ego was bruised
his favorite genres of music include psychedelic rock, pop, disco, and hip-hop. he occasionally enjoys metal, but he has to be in a very specific mood or else it just gives him a migraine. he just loves some sensual music that makes you wanna lounge on a love seat dramatically
has a smattering of ear piercings, his favorite is his conch piercing. formaggio is trying to convince him to get his nipples pierced, but illuso hates needles. he especially doesn't want needles near his sensitive bits.
his favorite ice cream flavor is either blueberry cheesecake, or bubblegum. not bubblegum with huge chunks, but just the flavoring.
of all the people on the team, he is closest to either melone or formaggio. being partners with formaggio is comfortable, and puts him at ease whenever they're on the job. formaggio can reciprocate his crude and teasing humour, so they mesh well. they watch trashy soap operas together. he can't explain why he and melone get along so well together, only that they're both smarmy bitches.
wears silk jammies to bed, and sleeps with a silk eye mask as well. has his hair in a bonnet, and has a complicated bed setup. he is a light sleeper, and sleeps in the mirror world to reduce the risk of being woken up super easy. his thoughts before going to bed are of things he wants to buy, and an uneven flow of things that happened that day.
has skin care nights with ghiaccio and melone, or anyone else that wants to join. risotto and formaggio join occasionally
his favorite movies are black christmas and girl, interrupted.
formaggio
formaggio joined after ghiaccio, so right in the middle! he fell into the mafia, and was originally a part of polpo's squad after gelato was reassigned to risotto's squad. after polpo discovering how useful and destructive formaggio's stand ability was, he was reassigned to risotto's squad.
if you want fun and some healthy emotional balancing out, formaggio is your guy! he is the one on the team who the others go to for some fun and laughs. while he is a calculated and malicious killer, he is also very lazy and loves a good nap.
spanish and italian, his mother is from spain and his father is from genoa, italy.
he has the second most tattoos of anyone on the squad. while some are emotionally rooted, like the heart tattoo of his mom's name, some are for goofs, like an american traditional pinup of a woman with a cat tail. (formaggio what are you telling us)
his cat is named amoreena, and he is exceedingly fond of her. he used to have two cats, amoreena and cecilia, but cecilia passed away from a urinary tract infection. at the time of his death, he was actively looking for a kitten for amoreena to bond with. that is why she seems so agitated, she's just a sad girl at the moment (and formaggio shoved her into a damn bottle LMAO)
his favorite genres of music are soft rock, blues rock, and punk! he loves himself some music that reminds him that he's a tough guy and that he is rough and tumble! is a sucker for some celine dion and cher though
formaggio makes his own clothes from punk diys, and is very proud of his fashion. sticks very true to punk ideals and tries not to consume what fashion he could just make himself. definitely owns crust pants lol
as stated before, he regularly works out with pesci, ghiaccio, and risotto. he's mainly a cardio guy, and some light agility based stuff. i don't believe he likes weight lifting mainly because he hates how his arms ache a little the next day. he finds it irritating, and just generally agitating. my mans also loves jump roping
his favorite ice cream flavor is chocolate and cookies and cream! will genuinely eat any flavor though, he is not picky by any means, he loves food
is such a good cook, i am being so serious right now. his food has that home cooked and feel good taste, one bite will have you pleasantly smiling. he will casually say "let me make something super quick" and make the most mouthwatering, delectable meal known to man. he used to get put on timeout often when he was a kid, and spent that time watching his momma make food from his seat at the table.
formaggio considers himself a fan of everyone on the team! sure, ghiaccio may be prickly, and illuso can be a little too catty sometimes, but he vibes well with everyone. if you forced him to choose, it would be either gelato or pesci. he thinks they're both fun and down to earth, and he admires that they know who they are pretty well!
he sleeps shirtless with some boxers or lounge pants. his bed, to put politely, is kind of a mess. he snores, and he is also a deep sleeper. his thoughts before he goes to bed are goofy, like "i wonder if prosciutto has ever pissed himself" or "is ghiaccio's hair naturally that color?" also thinks about things he said that day, or he could have done differently.
his favorite movies are jurassic park and interview with the vampire (don't ask him why, he'll just talk about how sexy antonio banderas is)
melone
melone joined after formaggio, and before pesci. he joined the mafia as a means to pay for his university tuition, but got in way too deep and lost much more than he ever imagined he could,
melone knows the nature of his stand is offputting, a reflection of his mind that he tends not to reflect upon. however, he does find that despite that, his relationship with the others is well off. they come to him with strange questions that they know melone would have the best answer for. he is the only one on the team with a higher education. (highest being melone, lowest being sorbet).
korean and italian! his mother is korean, while his father was born in florence. he was raised in florence, but he visited korea with his mother every year or so for the summer. he feels very in touch with his roots on both sides.
melone has his nipples pierced! he has one tattoo, a small gene sequence of his grandmother on the inside of elbow. besides this, i don't believe he has any more body mods. he likes to make his fashion more flashy instead.
he is most fond of ghiaccio on the team, they mesh well. ghiaccio and he spend so much time talking about such strange topics, and he doesn't get offended by ghiaccio's frustrated and impassioned outbursts. he finds them endearing, actually. melone is a naturally levelheaded person, so ghiaccio appreciates him for that. they can be caught playing games on their nintendo 64 at 3 am
i don't believe that melone is a sexually oriented person, if that makes sense. i think he's someone who believes very strongly in sexuality being an inherent part of the human experience, whether you feel it or not. he thinks nudity is natural, and being a person is naked! we are all born naked, and we leave the world just as naked when we decay. (in the manga, he isn't as much of a pervert as the anime portrays him). he is a very logical person, but his spiritual beliefs are wide and varied. he shares them with ghiaccio and have conversations frequently with him about culture and their views on things similar to sexuality, natural expression, etc.
don't get me started on how his stand is a small reflection on trans parenthood
he does workout, and he does mainly yoga and pilates. he likes to stay toned and fit, not overly muscly. he workouts mainly with illuso and ghiaccio. ghiaccio tries to make him lift weights and he gets fussy.
his favorite genres of music are r&b, bedroom pop, and anything sensual! he loves him some britney spears. he also dabbles in techno and perv digital. (he likes the sound)
his favorite flavors of ice cream are strawberry and lemon! he prefers a nice melty sherbet.
he has only purple lights in his room, and he wants to own a ferret.
owns extremely expensive hygiene products, just like illuso
sleeps naked lol, likes to let his body breathe. (again, firm believer in casual, non-sexual nudity) he likes to meditate before he goes to bed, and has a nice linen bedspread and fluffy pillows. has similar thoughts to formaggio before he goes to bed, like "hmm, should i buy a fish tank?... probably not." drools SO MUCH
favorite movies are suspiria and phantom of the paradise
ghiaccio
joined la squadra after illuso, was officially inducted into the squad after a disastrous turn of events after dropping polpo's lighter and killing multiple people. with the destructive ability of his stand, it made sense to assign him to risotto
ghiaccio finds it hard to control his temper and be a welcoming person. he resents that he can be so anal-retentive about stuff. thankfully, most of the team just accepts it as part of ghiaccio. they know that he's just.... very passionate about stuff. however, ghiaccio is very knowledgeable about most topics along with melone, so anyone can go to him about the most random thing and he will probably know. he also has good workout tips!
he is italian and he is very, very proud, don't get that mixed up.
has no tattoos, but he has his ears pierced. he just doesn't think he would look that appealing with tattoos. and no, he doesn't mean appealing to others, he could care less about what others think about his appearance. he just doesn't believe he could be truly comfortable with something on his body for the rest of his life.
ghiaccio gets along the easiest with risotto and sorbet! risotto took him under his wing whenever he entered the criminal underworld, and he internally thanks him every day. sorbet is also very caring towards him, doing for him what gelato is doing for pesci. sorbet is levelheaded and solemn, and can keep ghiaccio's temper where it needs to be, and assessing where that feeling is coming from. risotto and ghiaccio also love metal, so it's a funny pairing (tiniest on the team and the tallest on the team)
ghiaccio's favorite ice cream flavors are green tea and lemon. he prefers sorbet, but those two flavors together are heaven to him. he once tried a limoncello cake ice cream and he went bonkers. (this actually exists in america guys, it's in most chain stores, PLEASE TRY IT, it's limited edition)
workouts so much, with literally everyone! loves cardio, and is extremely in shape. he uses it as an outlet for pent up energy. he's like a cup of water with energy, it keeps filling up so he has to drain it using excess means.
collects books about his favorite topics, and regularly watches lectures online about culture and linguistics.
LOVES LINGUISTICS, he knows three languages fluently !
his favorite genres of music are glam rock, some bedroom pop, and METAL. he loves metal because risotto introduced it to him when he was formative, and now we have this amalgam of music.
ghiaccio sleeps with a band shirt too big for him and some lounge pants. his thoughts before sleep range from "oh my god that is the most embarrassing thing I have ever done, please stop brain" or "wow ghiaccio you are so smart and funny and everybody on earth wants to give you a smooch to show that you are the coolest boy ever!!" and sorbet and risotto give him an award. he sleeps the earliest and wakes up the latest out of the team.
his favorite movies are the dark crystal, what's eating gilbert grape, and poltergeist.
sorbet and gelato
first guys to join the team! they were both first on polpo's team as reconnaissance and information, but gelato switched over to risotto's team. at polpo's reluctance, he allowed sorbet to go with as well. both joined the mafia to find something. sorbet joined because he thought it was the last thing he would do, gelato joined after the military. they found one another, and the rest is history. both were late teenagers.
gelato is belarusian, and sorbet has no clue of his ancestry because of lost adoption records. he suspects he is italian and some asian descent.
as second in command, gelato is sought after for advice and direction commonly. his job is to keep the risotto's schedule and jobs for everyone bundled together, and to keep everyone else's shit together. as a bubbly guy, leadership comes naturally to him, although he doubts that often. sorbet may not have a leadership position, but he does have seniority over all in the squad, seeing as how he has been in passione longer than a lot of them have been alive even.
as of being fond of anyone in the team, they are biased towards one another. they are a package deal, and everyone is aware. if you see sorbet, gelato is lurking close by, and vice versa for sorbet. otherwise, gelato is closest to formaggio because they're both lighthearted guys with superstitious hearts! as for sorbet, he is closest to prosciutto or risotto. gelato and sorbet both have a fondness for ghiaccio, he's so pumped up!
sorbet will only eat plain vanilla ice cream, and gelato loves strawberry!
gelato loves cooking! sorbet is so bad at it <3
sorbet collects knives, and gelato collects old vintage vinyls, especially the ones with vintage sexy music lol.
sorbet and gelato take dual self defense lessons in lieu of working out. they also do martial arts lessons, and regularly teach everyone as best they can, or if the other members ask. sorbet also sticks to weight lifting, and gelato does cardio mostly.
for music, these two like different things. gelato is a pop fan! he's fond of 80's pop mainly, but he also rolls with psychedelic rock if he's feeling nostalgic for his younger days. sorbet prefers jazz and blues. the best way to describe it is lower class songs that remind you that everyone is just a normal common person. (examples: tom waits, johnny cash, warren zevon, the talking heads, dolly parton)
sorbet sleepwalks, and gelato splays out on the bed like a ragdoll. neither of them are the type to remember what they thought about before they slept.
their favorite movies include the rocky horror picture show, the labyrinth, possession (1981) and 9 to 5.
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ornerycrab · 1 month
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Not now babe I have to listen to my indie music for white girls and shoegaze Playlist while lying face down on my bed
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stxr-bxy · 4 months
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hii my name is eden and i’ve had this account for about a year so i thought i should share some stuff about me!
hi everyone, i go by pretty much any pronouns, i’m genderfluid, and bisexual
i love alternative music, some of my favorite genres are punk (specifically riot grrrl and punk rock) , shoegaze, grunge, nu metal, and hyperpop/scenecore!
some of my favorite artists are mitski, nirvana, hole, deftones, and lana del rey. i also love the runaways, siouxsie and the banshees, any band with kathleen hanna (bikini kill, le tigre, the julie ruin) or kat bjelland (babes in toyland, katastrophy wife, crunt), and i also love fiona apple.
i play electric bass (i’m a beginner though) and i plan to learn guitar soon (i’m a lefty so i need to get the strings on my moms guitar reversed)
my main fandoms are marauders/hp, stranger things, young royals, thirteen, and the osemanverse/heartstopper. but you may know me from wattpad where i was in the bsc fandom for a while (i’m @1-800-ER1KSSON). you may also know me from tiktok (my parents took my account away) where i made edits of the movie Rebelle.
i’m a huge activist, i’m pro-choice, anti-racist, pro-LGBTQ (obviously), and anti-conservative. i’m still researching political ideology but i consider myself a leftist or liberal.
anyways that’s all i’m gonna talk about! feel free to dm me if you want music recs or my opinions on some fandom things or current social justice issues!
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aislesofstrange · 2 years
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Miki Berenyi & Mark Gardener, Aug 2022 💫 (x)
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z0weh · 10 months
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Hi, I'm Zophia, Zoey for short and I'm coming from musictwt! My @ on twitter is @z0weh and I'm part of grungetwt, metaltwt, punktwt, and gothtwt specifically.
I'm 14, a Capricorn, and I adore goth and punk style. I sing and play guitar and bass. I'm a solo music artist - I'm working on some shoegaze and grunge/punk.
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spidertgirl · 11 months
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Spider-Gwen and the Case of the Monday Blues
Part One- Monday Morning, So Forlorning
TW: This is just a little pre-Spider-Verse, ITSV Spider-Gwen transromance fic with Peter Parker (AFAB, before coming out). As the story takes through Gwen’s perspective, Patricia is dealt in prose as a woman. This is a plot point. Let me WRITE!!
This is also supposed to be cushy as shit so don’t take this too seriously. I literally finished writing it and immediately copy and pasted it here without any edits so its a bit rough. I just like posting.
Gwen hated Mondays.
Well, more than most. Sundays she tended to stay up all night, either catching up on schoolwork she missed catching criminals, or criminals she missed catching up on schoolwork.
Either way, loud blaring music kept her up far into the night. Last Night’s flavor was a local Hardcore band, mixed with some Beastie Boys, and a bit of Shoegaze.
Her ears were screaming bloody valentines like the worst hangover imaginable, and the wind rushing past them as she swung between skyscrapers did nothing to help. She had to stop and fall onto a nearby taxi just to get some relief.
Which was odd, she would have noticed if she had time to think. Her Sunday routine had long included ear-breaking decibels before and she thought nothing of it. A part wondered if she had just left her earphones in overnight, or taken a few too many hits, but the whole of her was somewhere else.
Something about this morning just drove her Spidey Sense wild. She barely felt it unless danger was right before her. Gwen looked everywhere- no danger. Well, a few dangers. She cautiously stopped a falling passerby, slowed a speeding car, tied a stranger's shoes, and a great deal more simple but thoughtful gestures. It did nothing to heal head, ear, or sense.
But her fears came and past, her school almost came and past before she realized it, and she was quickly distracted by another fear.
“Guess what day it is today?” Patricia asked. Gwen shook her head.
“No, I give up.”
“You didn’t even try! C’mon, one guess.”
“Mmm… the day Mr. Peterson is finally gonna commit to his alopecia and just go bald?” Her friend laughed, and gave her a light push on the shoulder.
“I’m serious!”
“So am I, there are only so many hats in the world that can cover up that sunk cost fallacy.”
“So you have no clue?”
“As clueless as Scooby Doo. Or Cher. Can I change my answer to Cher?”
“Honey, if you’re Cher I’ll get to be Tai.”
“Why Tai? Oh that rhymes!”
“Why Tai, why I always related to her untamable mass of curly hair, my Cheri.”
Gwen realized it was halfway through English and she still didn’t know what Patricia was talking about.
“I’m lost.”
“It’s not that hard Gwen, Mr. Morton is the subject of the sentence because-”
“No, what’s today?”
“One month.”
“Seriously?”
“Yeah.”
“Still nothing.”
“Babe, I love you but you really are clueless.”
“What’re you gonna do with me?”
“Maybe throw you out in a box like a cat. Or, I guess a Jar would be more fitting.”
“Wha- oh. Haha, very funny.” She thought for a moment.
“Do the cat’s really get thrown out with a box? I thought they found it. Like a hermit crab.”
“Of course, otherwise it’s just a cruel thing to do, throwing out a cat.”
“Yeah, but they have a bad habit of getting back in. We used to have-”
“This cat named Mary who used to sneak into your house and-”
“We could never quite throw out- what don’t you know about me?”
“Nothing, now think.”
Gwen could only think of Patty throwing her out the window in a glass cup.
Maybe the shock would get her feeling right. She didn’t know if it was sleep deprivation, embarrassment, or some secret third thing that was keeping her from focusing, but it was driving her insane.
She loved Patricia, and she really wanted to do right by her and their relationship. But she knew they had been dating for almost a year at this point, so ‘one month’ didn’t quite make sense. If only this damn fog would leave her head!
And that creepy feeling down her spine, if she could help it. It’s terribly unhelpful to have a spider sense that’s always turned on. Like radar at a metal concert- useless. Absolutely and positively useless.
She took a hit of the dog that bit her between classes, a smooth, poppier song. It almost did the thing, but a tug on her shoulder stopped her and took her headphones before she had the chance.
“What, you avoiding me now?”
“W- No, never! I’m just… kinda out of it.”
“I’m busting your literal and proverbial balls babe. Go to the nurse, see if she can help. And keep thinking!”
Gwen was gonna refuse- super healing and all- but remembered an especially bad hit to the side of her head that knocked her vision out for a few seconds. And apparently some memory too- not good. That’s concussion territory, she thought.
Or not, she didn’t have a super good grasp on medical sciences, but she watched enough scary news stories with her dad about sports medicine to know concussions are common and quick killers.
Still nothing on the date front though. She thought about everything she did a month ago, everything she said. Only the foggiest came through, the rest a mystery.
“What seems to be the problem?”
“I, uh… fell pretty hard and I think I might have a concussion. So… could you check it out?”
The nurse laughed.
“Sure, Bren- is that right?” the nurse eyed her up and down, with a wary eye.
“Gwen, ma’am.”
“Well, Gwen, why do you think you have a concussion?” she said, pulling out a small flashlight.
“Follow my finger.”
“I just feel sorta odd,” she said, eye clinging to finger for dear life.
“Headache?”
“Yeah.”
“Nausea?”
“A little.”
“Confusion?”
“A lot- I mean, huh?”
“Funny girl- loss of consciousness?”
“Uh, when I first… fell?”
“For how long?”
“Oh, a few seconds.” Barely two, by her guess. Not enough for her to lose her footing in the fight, but just enough to distract her, let them get the slightest upper hand.
It was a big job, with some fancy weapons. Not street level crime, this was something bigger. She kept one for questioning, but…
Wait, what happened to him? Gwen was half convinced she let him sit there forever while she went home in a fugue state, but that didn’t seem to likely.
“Ringing in the ears?”
“No, but they’re sensitive.”
“Blurry vision?”
“No? I mean, I wear contacts.”
“Blurrier vision?” Gwen squinted.
“No.”
“Ok, anything else? You can quit following my finger now.” Gwen didn’t realize she followed it right into her coat pocket.
“Oh, sorry. I feel… on edge, I guess.”
“On edge?”
“Yeah. Tingly, frightful.”
“Anxious?”
“Yeah, that’s the word! Anxious- more anxious.”
The nurse walked back to her computer.
“Ok, you probably have a concussion.”
“Shit- I mean-”
“It’s fine. Did you drive here?”
“No, I’m a freshman.”
“Good. Call your dad and have him take you to the hospital.”
“Cool- can I go outside to make the call?”
“No, I don’t think you should honestly be doing any extraneous physical activity.”
Gwen made her phone call in complete view of the nurse, much to her chagrin. The Nurse didn’t even make an effort to turn away- in fact, it seemed like she was watching the detail with great detail!
Gwen did not like this Nurse.
Gwen almost toppled over Patricia.
“Oh, watch where- oh hey. Did you just swing into me? Do you have a concussion?”
“No time to explain- I need makeup wipes.”
Patricia did not look happy.
“I’d actually kind of like to know my if my girlfriend’s got a concussion, actually.” Gwen was taken aback.
“I- shit, I’m sorry, I’m just really in a rush and I’m in a hurry-”
“Spider-Woman shit?”
“Life shit! I finally have life shit again- P, I just need you to start rummaging for your makeup wipes and I’ll explain.”
“Fine,” Patricia said, swinging her bag around and digging through it.
“I totally do have a concussion and I’m super sorry that I don’t remember what day it is but I just snuck out of the nurse’s bathroom to find you because my dad’s about to pick me up and she made me take the phonecall in front of her, and-”
“Here-”
“I thought that would take longer-” Gwen said, grabbing them, before Patricia holds them back.
“And?”
“And? Oh, I love you?”
“Sure, hon. Love you too.”
They both ran to the bathroom and started taking the make up off, four sinks running to hide their chat.
“So what actually is it?”
“It’s your one month transiversary, hun! Or, one month of being out at school.”
“Wait, really? Shit, I had no idea. Do you keep like a… handbook on me at home or something?”
“Wouldn’t you like to know?”
“No, I actually kinda would. That’s sorta weird.”
“More of a scrapbook?”
“That’s sorta cute- how do I look?”
“Ready for a Proud Boys rally. Well, drop the wig. And the skirt. And the thigh highs. And the-”
“I get it, I need to change. I’ll be back.”
“Can I watch?” Patty joked from outside the stall.
“I’ll have to charge you!” Gwen said, rummaging through her purse, past her Spiderwoman costume from her morning swing, and pulling out her slacks and sneakers.
“How long do you have?”
“I don’t know, probably a good ten, fifteen minutes. I used a youtube compilation called Ten Hours of People Shititng Farting And Groaning.”
“Weird and gross.”
“Even weirder thing is I had it saved.”
“Ew, gross.”
“Yeah, but pretty clever. Bet you're proud of your ol gir-” when Gwen opened the door, Patty was holding a small colorful parcel, wrapped with ribbon.
“I- is this a gift?”
“Yeah. I was gonna do blue and pink but I figured that’s a lil sus, so it’s red and blue. Basically the same thing. I had to cut up an american flag wrapping paper to make it, so the lace has a few holes that were once stars.”
“Aww, I love a little rebellious flag code violation! This is so sweet Pats, you didn’t have to. Can I open it in the hospital.”
“Oh, not… here?”
“Well it’s been ten minutes so far, and I need time to swing back and find the right window. And honestly I think I probably shouldn’t even swing. Besides, it'll cheer me up, I hate hotel rooms. Sorry, is that not fine?”
“Uh, no. No, it’s totally cool, babe, I get it. I don’t want you to be depressed if you’re there for a while. Call me if you’re there past six and I’ll visit you.”
“Ok- thank you, for everything. I really mean it. I… I don’t know. I owe you something. A lot, really babe. I’m sorry this Spider-Woman thing is such a problem.”
“I get it. Great Power means Great Responsibility.”
“That’s beautiful. Is that from one of your poems?”
“A comic book I read.”
“Figures. See you. Love you,” she added at the end and ran away.
She wondered if she shouldn’t have said anything at all. She always had a bad habit of never knowing when to keep her damn mouth shut, and Spider-Woman only galvanized her wit and ego to dramatic parts. She rarely felt like herself, save for when she was Gwen. When she was with Patty. When she was happy.
She wanted to say all these things, run back into her and find her… but it was probably too late. She’d call her, at least. That’s the least that she could do.
Finding the window was quicker and easier than the run- Gwen’s head just did not let up. She wondered why her supposedly super healing wasn’t helping any. But the door was locked. She stumbled through the window, and sat for a moment composing herself upon the toilet, letting her head settle in the dark room.
But when Gwen stood and walked to the door, where the phone was so perfectly placed…
“Shit, I could’ve sworn I put it there.”
The door creaked open. The Nurse and Gwen’s dad were standing there. Gwen’s dad was holding her phone.
“And you just did, young lady. What’s that- fifteen dollars now?”
“I hate your swear jar.”
“And your hate is expressed in gentle and thought out ways. Why did you leave the room? Actually, how did you even get down?”
“Why did you guys even open the door? I was on the toilet!”
“Usually I make it a habit to respond when my students with brain trauma stop responding and start groaning. Also I didn’t understand why you were so obsessed with selling me Raid Shadow Legends.”
Curse that Autoplay.
To be continued
Chapter Two coming soon!
A Stunning Preview of this Story’s Action Packed Finale!
“What’s that?” Gwen had almost gone to sleep before Patricia’s voice woke her up.
“What?”
“That… blinking red thing?”
“Pat, it’s a hospital, there are a lot of blinking red things.”
“Not really. It’s like, a laser. I mean not really, but it’s super bright. See look, there’s a dot there on the wall.”
Sure enough, Gwen stared on the darkness past her girlfriend… and there was the red light. Blinking. Unmoving.
Gwen was just as paralyzed. She looked to Patricia and Patricia looked back, more frightened.
“What is that
“I don’t know, but whatever it is Gwen… it’s coming from you.”
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madc0w · 1 year
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yeyinde · 1 year
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hello love!!
26 (a scenario that you’ve replayed multiple times?) andddd 31 (what kind of music keeps you grounded?)
Hiya, babes!!!
26. I had to think about this one a little bit since I'll breathe too loud in public and think about it for the next 2-3 years, but the one that sticks out the most is when me and my mum swam with whale sharks! It was an amazing experience and they're one of my favourite animals.
31. Shoegaze always seems to centre me. Or soft, folksy indie/pop music!
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