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shit-talk-turner · 4 months
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“they don’t look happy” so in order to look in a relationship two people must smile and show all of their 32 teeths? LMAO y’all are so weak and have such childish takes
if you never look happy that’s where there’s a concern
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introverted-ghost · 9 months
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Hello, how are you doing? :))
Just realized how ~weird~ it is that we have been friends for this long and I do not know your name. I don't mean your real name necessarily, but just some way to call you? Lmao I literally cannot believe I am only now asking this, I feel like a terrible online friend :((
Funny how internet friendships work tho. Like I know you're a half-psychic pisces, and your favorite color is green, and you like The Owl House and The Ninja Turtles and Ninjago, and you have cats and several siblings.....
But I don't have a way to call you.
????
Honestly wtFUCK.
So imma ask you some questions to know you a lil better, if you don't mind.
1. HOW CAN I CALL YOU OMGGGG
2. Favorite candy
3. How was this past week? Anything fun?
4. What kind of books do you like? Not gonna ask favorite book, but just talk to me about books :) you like reading, right? I know you like comics, and reading comics is reading. You can talk to me about comics.
5. What is your favorite fun fact? Can be about anything. I'll tell you mine: a human teeth has 32 calories.
6. YOU HAVE CATS, RIGHT? I HAVE THIS MEMORY THAT YOU SHOWED ME SOME PICTURES OF THEM. RIGHT?? TWO OF THEM. I DIDN'T MADE THAT UP. RIGHT????
7. Do you still wanna be friends after this mess of an ask? Lmao.
Sorry. Currently 2:00 am. I shouldn't be allowed to use internet at this unholy hours.
I’m gonna fucking die I just finished answering this then tumblr crashed and it was gone. Anyways~
1. To be honest I don’t really care what people call me. Most folks call me dryad but I also go by edland, xero, kylan, and rian or anything else really since I don’t super care
2. I don’t think I have a favourite candy so I went to check what was in my stash which was virtually nothing (Imma have to stock up once I get paid) but there was a container of pink lemonade lemonheads (which are pretty good btw)
3. Id probably have to make a whole separate post to cover everything I did but basically we went camping a lot in different places across the province each night (depending on where you’re from that may not seem too impressive but I’ll tell you in messages the size of it compared to Colombia so you get the picture)
4. I like fiction stories, usually fantasy but chill if it’s not. I recently (yesterday) got a book from the library I asked for ages ago (it took extra time since the one they gave me originally was in Chinese so I returned that one and asked for one in english) it’s called journey to the west btw. I know a lot about it and have watched many adaptations of it but it’s nice to be able to read it. Yes I also like comics
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These are all the Tmnt comics I have so far
5. I don’t know if this is my favourite fun fact or if I’ve already told you or if you already know since you’re super smart. The Latin words for 7 8 9 10 are septem octo novem decem respectively. You may recognize them as the 9-12 months of the year, which you would be correct. It bothered me that it doesn’t match up but they were named during the Julian calendar which started in April (that’s also how April fools started) so with quick comparing I learnt that it STILL DOESNT MATCH UP :|
6. I do have cats. Three of them though
First there’s Meredith he’s the oldest by a month
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Then jingles
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Skip ahead 5 or 6 years and you got Maggie (this picture was taken after she was spayed and we had to put her cone on when I wasn’t there to watch, she tried to escape while I was at school but just ended up making things worse for herself)
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7. Yes of course I do!
Now you answer them! Well except 5 since you kinda already did. And 6 since it was kinda a me specific question. And 1 since I already know your name. And a modified 7 (do you still want to be my friend after this mess of an answer?)
Also go to sleep 🔫
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gayforthesun · 1 year
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i hate you. but fine:
1. Jupiter 4
2. Jupiter 4 (marika hackman ver)
3. Calm Me Down (2020 top song)
4. Can't Run Forever (hembree)
5. The Woods (cosmo sheldrake/erin robinsong)
6. It Tore Your Heart Out (dirt poor robins)
7. Free
8. Cranium (slothrust)
9. Burn Butcher, Burn (this is so embarrasing)
10. FUNGUS (narcissist cookbook)
11. Baby Don’t Dance (im getting tired of using capital letters)
12. time’s been reckless (marika hackman)
13. B. I. T. M. siames
14. conquest of spaces 🥺
15. no one to nothing
16. murky waters (autoheart)
17. Hell and You (amigo the devil)
18. 81 (marika hackman)
19. crane your neck (lady lamb). this song is five minutes long and still. 19th
20. Two
21. Marrow (thao)
22. Functional poetry (2021 top song, narcissist cookbook)
23. i’ve got a bulletproof heart, you’ve got a hollow point smile, me and your runaway scara got a photograph dream on the getaway mile, LETS BLOW A HOLE IN THIS TOWN!
24. like real people do
25. the garden (happy fits)
26. send my love (marika)
27. temple (thao)
28. skeleton key (margot and the nuclear so and sos)
29. the bargain store (<3)
30. bath is black (marika)
31. slash/burn
32. The Heart Is A Muscle (Gang of Youths)
33. pure love
34. twin human highway flares
35. eastbound train (marika)
36. in the room where you sleep (dead man’s bones, which i found out recently is 50% ryan fucking gosling. i hate it here)
37. karma - acoustic
38. knife fight (nitw soundtrack)
39. The Universe is Laughing (the guggenheim grotto)
40. Apple (The Narcissist Cookbook)
41. To Die Today (caroline rose)
42. The Great Unknown (Ezra Furman) ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
43. Cardiac Arrest (bad suns) (brainrot song of all time)
44. Seven
45. Oxford blood (autoheart. how did THIS song get up here)
46. You’ve got time
47. TALES OF DOMINICA
48. the stand (mother mother i feel the need to specify on this one given my past with the jojos)
49. LOVE BIIIIITES BUT SO DO I! SO DO IIIIIIII! (halestorm)
50. the Pattern (narcissist cookbook)
51. Joseph (autoheart)
52. Breathe (its funny that the only recent mm i have on here is the creepy and wet. the rest simply sucked)
53. Harbor Me
54. Weary Traveller (stick and poke) 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺
55. Cinnamon (marika)
56. Oleander
57. Human Heart (thao)
58. Love Me More
59. Movement <3
60. hang on to yourself (WE’VE GOT LOVE’S ELECTRIC MAGIC) palaye royale… self proclaimed glam rock genre…
61. The Absolute Best Feeling (joshua bond)
62. Go Dumb (happy fits)
63. Resitance (muse)
64. I split my ribs open (left at london, open mike eagle)
65. Rule #21 - Memento Mori (fish in a birdcage)
66. Godhunter (aviators)
67. Well Dressed (hop along)
68. providence (poor man’s poison)
69. HAHAHAHA YOURE GONNA GO FAR, KID LMAO
70. Wolf (first aid kit)
71. I feel so weird (cheekface)
72. Death with Dignity (sufjan stevens)
73. Till it kills me (montaigne)
74. it’s alright
75. Furthest Star (Dirt Poor Robins) 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺
76. Work Song (#2 last year)
77. Bolt (trocadero)
78. bloom (the paper kites)
79. Unperson (nothing but thieves)
80. skin and bones (CtE)
81. Sleepwalk (forrest day)
82. Marauders (thao)
83. I’ll Borrow Time (marika)
84. Grow Back (happy fits) (love you sappho charmer)
85. Into The Woods (autoheart)
86. Suck The Blood From My Wound (Ezra Furman) ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️👍🏼❤️❤️👍🏼
87. Stronger Than Dead
88. Deep Green (marika)
89. When They Show Their Teeth (Doll Skin)
90. Nuclear (shamir)
91. Drop For Every Hour (amigo the devil)
92. 99 (elliot moss) (man i wish this had gotten 99th place)
93. Pain (3 days grace LOL)
94. Getaway
95. MONTERO
96. Muck and Mire (brown bird)
97. For Your Love (montaigne)
98. Cherry Wine - Live
99. Heart of a Dancer (happy fits)
100. Ghost Stories. I was here first. I had this before the spn tumblrinas. i’ll die on this hill
101. My Hallelujah (autoheart)
i am goinf to chew on you like a dogbone for making me do this btw
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wenightmareyou · 2 years
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92 Truths
michaela @agentdanaascully isabelle @carefuldaughtercas and i found this old tag meme that michaela and i did in 2015 so we’re redoing it 7 years later! i cant believe we’ve been on here this long jfc
(copying all of my old answers and keeping the funny ones bc there are some gems in here)
Once you’ve been tagged, you’re supposed to write a note with 92 truths on it. At the end choose/tag 25 people. (not doing this lmao)
I was tagged by michaela and isabelle in real life lmao
OPTIONAL: NAME: Kodie AGE: 23 Now here are the 92 questions:
WHAT WAS YOUR: 1. last beverage = Tazo awake tea 😌 2. last phone call = my mom lol 3. last text message = isabelle carefuldaughtercas 4. last song you listened to = heaven help us live 5. last time you cried = today listening to heaven help us live lmao
HAVE YOU EVER: 6. dated someone twice = technically? 7. been cheated on = yup 🙃 8. kissed someone & regretted it = yes 9. lost someone special = like as in died? if so yes 10. been depressed = maybe 11. been drunk and threw up = no 😇 
LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS: 12. RED (keeping this answer the same as 2015 bc im endeared by the all caps 🥺) 13. black 14. yellow
LAST YEAR (2014) (lmao) HAVE YOU: 15. Made a new friend = yes 16. Fallen out of love = no 17. Laughed until you cried = yes 18. Met someone who changed you = yes 19. Found out who your true friends were = obsessed w the 2014 energy radiating off of this question. um yes i do know who my true friends are and i love them 20. Found out someone was talking about you = yes in a good way? 21. Kissed anyone on your [FB, Twitter, Tumblr Etc] List? = no GENERAL: 22. How many people on your [Fb, Twitter, Tumblr Etc] list do you know in real life = i know so many mutuals irl i have no idea,,,, like 20? 24. Do you have any pets = no :( im definitely definitely gonna get either a cat or a bird after i graduate though 25. Do you want to change your name= I really think I will someday actually <—-awww that was my answer in 2015 and i did 🥰 i love my name now, if anything i could see myself changing my last name someday but that depends 26. What did you do for your last birthday = lmao got boba and watched the lost boys with michaela 27. What time did you wake up today = i think 11?
🚨THERES NO 28 🚨 
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for = for Panic! to finally start releasing new music <—LMAOO RIP AT MY 2015 ANSWER 💀 uhhhh the mcr shows this fall/seeing rhys darby on monday!! 30. Last time you saw your mother = maybe a week ago? 31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life = I wish I could drive <—KEEPING MY 2015 ANSWER BC I STILL CANT FUCKING DRIVE but yeah god i wish 32. What are you listening to right now = the hum of the refrigerator/michaela and isabelle also filling this out rn 33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom? = tom my best friend tom who’s tom? wambsgans 🥺 but no irl i dont think ive ever met a tom, i just have the fictional one i rotate in my mind 34. What’s getting on your nerves right now= waiting for a text back 🙄 35. Most visited webpage = tumblr dot edu dot gov 37. Nickname = i dont have one :(  38. Relationship Status = single 39. Zodiac sign = scorpio 40. He or She = they 41. Elementary School = tbh i wonder w old ask memes like this what kind of response they wanted. like are they asking the name of your school? are they asking if you enjoyed it? if you remember elementary school? bc honestly i do not remember elementary school, love and light 42. High School = again what do they want w this?  43. College = i miss it! a little bit! 44. Hair color = dark brown/red 45. Long or short = short 46. Height = 5'4" 47. Do you have a crush on someone? = no <3 48. What do you like about yourself? = i like to think im funny 49. Piercings = none 50. Tattoos = none 51. Righty or Lefty: righty
FIRSTS: 52. First surgery= wisdom teeth 53. First piercing = ears but i let them close 54. First best friend = her name was haley 55. First sport you joined = I’ve never actually done a sport before <—love the way i flat out lied when i did this in 2015 lmao. i did cross country for a few months when i was 13 56. First vacation = mexico 58. First pair of trainers = i’m sorry this is such a funny question i don’t know why someone would remember this
RIGHT NOW: 59. Eating = nothing 60. Drinking = tazo awake tea lmao 61. I’m about to = make lunch 62. Listening to = isabelle and michaela still lmao 63. Waiting for = a text back still!
YOUR FUTURE: 64. Want kids? = hmmm maybe? that sounds like a question for future me 65. Get Married? = ^^^ 66. Career? = finishing my last year of law school rn so probably a lawyer unless something drastic happens lmao
WHICH IS BETTER: 67. Lips or eyes = still both! 68. Hugs or kisses = kisses 69. Shorter or taller = taller 70. Older or Younger = preferably same age <—jfc this is still so true 71. Romantic or spontaneous = both! 72. Nice stomach or nice arms = not to be like all stomachs and arms are nice but they are :(( 73. Sensitive or loud = both 74. Hook-up or relationship = no comment 75. Trouble maker or hesitant = sun in trouble maker, rising hesitant, moon in hesitant
HAVE YOU EVER: 76. Kissed a stranger = yes 77. Drank hard liquor = yes 78. Lost glasses/contacts = yes 79. Have dated = yes 80. Broke someone’s heart = i think so? 81. Had your own heart broken = yes 82. Been arrested = no 83. Turned someone down = yes 84. Cried when someone died = yes 85. Fallen for a friend = i’m gay of course
DO YOU BELIEVE IN: 86. Yourself = yes 87. Miracles = maybe? 88. Love at first sight = okay like yes but not in the way where you’re literally in love with them? but i definitely think you can have one interaction w someone and *know* if you had more time together you would fall in love 89. Heaven = yes maybe kind of but also no except when its yes but not actually yes no <3 90. Santa Claus = no 91. Kiss on the first date = lol yes 92. Angels = im copying isabelle and michaela and saying cas 
this was so fun, i cant believe we’ve been on here long enough to make these answers dated and cringy. i’m not tagging anyone but do if you want to! if im still on here in seven more years i’ll do this again lmao
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smoovetay · 4 years
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go together like spinal cords and car seats. 🤸🏽‍♀️🍫🤎
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random-tinies · 3 years
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For the prompts- maybe 32 with tiny!karl and giant!Sapnap or quackity??
This is the post they’re referring to. Prompts are still open ^^
Thank you so much for this lmao It’s been sitting in my head all day and I’ve been so hyped to write it. I could have made it a little angsty, but who knows, maybe I’ll write the same prompt again but with a different scenario :P I made it very fluffy with a mild dash of fearplay because big teeth, little body. 💙 (We love to see it) Some Karlnap for the soul uwu
32. “Hey! What did we say about the teeth?!”
It’s been exactly two months since Sapnap and Karl started living together on the Dream SMP. With Dream in prison and George AWOL half the time, the half-demon needs to distract himself from the shock of it all. And besides, with Karl being only four inches tall, it isn’t like much changed. The only difference is that now they both have someone to talk to and share experiences with.
And they definitely love to share experiences. Nowadays, Sapnap could be seen hanging out with Quackity while Karl rides on his shoulder or the new shirt pocket he sewed on specifically for his tiny boyfriend. Sometimes they make mischief together, other times they just relax together under a large tree that Sapnap’s been carefully cultivating.
The times that Karl especially enjoys, however, aren’t when they’re walking around the SMP. No, his favorite moments are the soft, stolen moments in the privacy of their home where the soft side of the infamous “Pet Killer” would show its full extent.
Not many know it, but Sapnap is a very tactile and affectionate person. He gets nervous about it in public, but he lets himself relax behind closed doors with Karl. The fiery human loves to pick Karl up and cradle him in his large hands as he thinks to himself, giving the little man plenty of gentle pets.
Occasionally things even go a bit further. On any day where Sapnap either had a fantastic day and needed to share the love or a truly dismal day where he just needed a little extra loving, he would come home, scoop Karl up and lay down in his bed and carefully nuzzle his nose into his partner’s chest.
Today, Sapnap’s on cloud nine. George showed up out of the blue and the two got to hang out together. They went out to a jungle temple George had found with some mysterious new friend and raided it together with ease. Sapnap came away from it with several gold ingots and emeralds. George took the diamonds to give to his friend.
Karl picks up on Sapnap’s chipper mood as soon as he walks into the home. It’s not hard to tell the difference in how light his steps are. Just knowing this puts a smile on the tiny’s face as he climbs onto the crafting bench next to the chest Sapnap is using. “Well someone’s in a good mood!”
“Karl!” Sapnap looks up from the chest and at his tiny partner. Karl’s heart swells seeing the excited energy in Sapnap’s eyes. “I had such a great time! Look at all this loot!”
He gestures to the chest and Karl peers over the edge to look at all the shiny goodies the half-demon came back with. He makes his voice sound impressed, not wanting to make Sapnap feel any less enthusiastic. “Wow! That’s quite the haul, Pandas.”
Sapnap nods, humming. He seems to be studying Karl’s expression, grinning. “You know, none of this treasure is as good as the treasure of coming home to you.”
Karl splutters, giggling as a light blush dusts his cheeks. “That was incredibly cheesy of you. I can’t believe you just said that.”
“You know you like it.”
“And I know you do it just to see me flustered.”
Sapnap chuckles and scoops his boyfriend up, cupping him in his hands. He lets the chest close and brings Karl up to his face so he can smooch the top of his head. Karl covers his face with a high laugh as he’s sure his giant boyfriend gives him a smug look. “If I wanted to see you flustered, all I’d have to do is that.”
The world shifts as Sapnap lowers him to chest-level and walks through their house to their shared bedroom. The quiet thumping of his heart and the ashy smell brings a sense of peace to the tiny man. These things mean Sapnap and Sapnap means safety.
Sapnap lays down on the bed and brings Karl back up to his face. He nuzzles his nose into Karl’s chest and a quiet purr rumbles through him. Karl hugs him back and plants a kiss in between his eyes. He doesn’t need to look behind him to know the thin demon tail Sapnap usually keeps hidden away is swishing around with content happiness.
All of a sudden, Sapnap cracks one eye open with obvious mischief and opens his mouth with the tiny still pressed against his face. Karl gasps as fangs as long as his arm gently bite down on his sweatshirt, heart pounding in sudden fear as adrenaline jolts his system. He quickly pats the demon’s nose and looks up sharply at him. “Hey! What did we say about the teeth?!”
Two soft brown eyes look down at him pleadingly but Karl fixes him with a loving glare and stands his ground as Sapnap purrs at him. “Pandas, come on.”
Sapnap sighs through his nose, the air ruffling Karl’s fluffy hair, and lets go of his sweatshirt, giving him a quick peck. “Yeah, yeah, I know. It’s just how demons show affection, but you know that. Maybe someday?”
The bean looks so hopeful that Karl can’t find it in his heart to crush that hope. “Yeah, sure, maybe one day you can nibble on my sweatshirt. Your fangs are terrifying though, dude. At least give me a warning beforehand.”
A quiet, breathy chuckle blows air around Karl again before Sapnap sets him on his chest and gets more comfortable in the bed. He covers his mouth as he lets out a wide yawn. He hums at Karl and nods. “Sorry about that, I’ll let you know next time. I can wait for when you let me, no rush.”
Karl sighs and gets settled on his boyfriend’s chest, listening to his heartbeat and the way his breath whooshes in and out of his lungs. One day for sure… He can’t imagine it would take him that long to trust Sapnap enough for that. Sleep tugs at the edge of his consciousness and he lets it drag him under. “Love you, you big oaf…”
The only answer he gets is quiet snores as they both fall asleep for the night.
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sunflowersteves · 4 years
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Bucky Barnes x short!civillian!fem!reader
author’s note || thank you for the request, babes! @kpopgirlbtssvt​ I love the idea of them surprising each other and the team just goes with it! I’m sorry I didn’t get it in sooner, the tags weren’t working. I really hope that the tags work for this but honestly, I’m still gonna post it anyways. I’m really annoyed with Tumblr rn lmao.
warnings || none, fluff
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Natasha flopped herself on the couch, wedging herself between Rhodey and Thor. She closed her eyes in exhaustion, her breathing was steady. She could almost fall asleep right there on the couch. You and Bucky had all of them beat, making them run around and get things for the other for a celebration.
“Those two are such idiots, I swear.” Thor opened an eye and looked over at Natasha, her eyes were still closed and a sigh escaped her lips. 
“They’re idiots in love.” Rhodey just groaned next to Natasha, his limbs and body completely exhausted. He had to use the war machine suit four times because you forgot to get a few things for the surprise. 
“I wonder if they know.” Thor’s hand went to rub his face, his thick fingers wrapping around his cheeks. Natasha opened her eyes, watching the fan spin around the room over and over.
“I seriously doubt it. They’re too wrapped up in their own surprises.” Rhodey nodded, agreeing with Natasha as he just sighed. Maybe, before you came back with more tasks for them to do, he could take a little nap. Just a small one, maybe thirty minutes maximum. 
“What time is it?” Thor shrugged, watching as Natasha stared at her phone screen. “5:32.” They were all silent for just a second, sweet relaxation taking over their burnt-out bodies. That is until Natasha’s eyes practically popped out of her skull. 
“Oh my god, 5:32!” The three of them launched themselves off the couch and ran towards the elevator, frantically pushing the button. They raced down the stairs since the elevator was taking too long, Thor’s mind was rushing with fear at what Bucky would do if they were late that he didn’t even think about using Mjolnir. 
A sigh of relief exits them as you and Bucky walk in hand in hand, bright grins on your face. The surprise had yet started. A smile reached onto Natasha’s face, the two of you had unknowingly planned two surprises on the same day. Sure, Bucky’s birthday wasn’t until next week but you were going to be on a mission. So, you wanted to celebrate with everyone a little earlier.
Bucky, on the other hand, had been planning a proposal. He’s had that little box in his pocket for about a year now, carrying it everywhere he went in case he got the urge to just propose right then and there. He almost did a couple of times, especially following up to the actual surprise. You had made him some homemade soup and cuddled him while he had a cold, his heart swooned and all he wanted to do was get on one knee.
Although, he figured he’s just wait considered that a coughing fit and snot running down his nose as he asks the big question wouldn’t be the prettiest sight to see. 
Bucky squeezes your hand, the two of you walk right into the main entryway. A gasp escapes your lips as your eyes trail around the room. There were a bunch of flower petals that made a pathway onto the floor, it consisted of many different types and colors from pink, red, orange, white, and purple. There were bright, golden lanterns hanging from the tall ceiling, tangling where each Avenger stood. 
They all had a rose in their hand and a little piece of paper. You walk up to Thor, taking the rose and the card. You laughed at his features, he had always been like a brother to you so there was no surprise that he was a sobbing mess at the moment.
You take the card, swiping a thumb over it as you read it aloud. “I realized I was in love with you when we were out on a picnic.” Your head whips towards Bucky and you were about to pounce onto him in a hug until he made you move in front of Sam. 
You take the card and rose out of his hand. “I love it when you braid flowers into my hair.” Your eyes lock towards his a loving smile caressing your face. You move to the next person, which was Natasha. 
You take the card again, a bubbly laugh leaving your lips. “I love it when you make fun of Sam with me.” Natasha squeezed your hand and she gives you a knowing look. The next person was Tony, handing you the flower and the card as well. 
“I love it when you place me into your lap, singing songs to me after a nightmare.” Bucky presses a quick kiss on your knuckles, relishing in the sweet smell if you. You eventually reach the end of the line, Steve at the very center of them all with two roses and a single card. He couldn’t help but grin at you, teeth pearly white and all.
“I realized a long time ago that I never wanted to spend my life with anyone but you. I realized that I want to marry you.” A gasp escapes your lips and you immediately whip yourself around. A sob escapes your throat as you see Bucky sitting down on one knee, that certain little box in his hands.
He opened the box, showing a beautiful diamond ring in full. A nervous laugh escapes him, his hands were visibly shaking the box so much that you could barely inspect it. You were about to open your mouth until he beat you to it.
“I-I had this whole speech planned out but see you here, breathtaking as ever it seems that it completely left me.” You giggle, the sound being drowned out a little bit with the happy sobs that were raking through your body. He grabs your hand and squeezes it tightly.
“I have never loved quite like this. I’ve never felt a fire ignite inside me when I’m around you. I’ve never wanted to settle down, not really. I always liked the freedom of parading around and going about how I wished but then, I saw you and I never wanted to leave again. You’ve helped me through my nightmares, you’ve never seen me as the monster I am. You’ve always seen the best in me, even when I didn’t deserve it. Y/n, you are the love of my life. You make me happy on the saddest days, you make me angry and irritated when we fight, you make me soar when you cuddle next to me. You are the best thing that has ever happened to me. So, will you marry me?”
Before he could react, you jumped on top of him. He chuckled as he felt your tight arms around him and kept shouting yes in his ear. He pressed a kiss right on your temple and detached the hug, placing the ring onto your finger.
Then you realized that nobody was around you, just you and Bucky. A smirk dances on your features as you realized where they all were. Bucky, however, was completely obvious and very confused.
“Where the fuck-” You didn’t even let him finish as you yanked his arm and dragged him down the hall. A string of confused protests escaped his mouth until the two of you stopped in front of the common room for all of the team to sit.
They all jump out of their hiding spaces and yell, “Happy Birthday!” There were banners everywhere and confetti that crowded around the room. Little string lights were placed on the ceiling, illuminating the area. Bucky gasps and turns towards you, a bright smile on his face. 
“Oh my god, we’re so stupid.” You laughed, “Stupidly in love.” Bucky wrapped an arm around your waist and leaning down to give you a peck on his lips. “Damn right, doll.”
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angstyaches · 2 years
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8 or 9 for Shayne, 14, 20, 25, 26, 32, 33, 34 pls <3
Thanks so much, anon! Sorry for the wait 🖤
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8. Is there a certain song or playlist of songs you have that make you think of an OC/your story for them?
Shayne is my main comfort character, and I associate a lot of songs with him, but here's a list of some that are specifically on my Swallow the World playlist because they specifically make me think of him:
"RIP", "Teeth", and "Eye for an Eye" by 8 Graves (honestly, all of their music is a Shayne Vibe for me)
"Little Poor Me" by Layto
"Spit it Out" and "Wish I Wasn't Me" by Solence
"Over It" by Memphis May Fire
There are some that I specifically associate with Shayne and his relationship with Charlie:
"Lovely" cover by Lauren Babic
"Looks Like Rain" by The New Shining
"Beautiful Way" by You Me At Six
"Heaven" by Solence
9. What is one of your character's theme songs?
If I had to pick just one, it'd be "Eye for an Eye" by 8 Graves.
14. Which OC/s do you relate to the most?
I relate most to Shayne and Felix. 
20. Do any of you OCs have pets? What kind? NAME?
Right now, Nancy is the only one from Swallow the World who has a pet. He’s a chameleon and his name is Turquoise (mushroom anon yelled at me about this before so now I’m scared lmao)
There may or may not be another pet who’ll be introduced... eventually. I’m way too excited about it not to give you guys something, though, so let’s just say that her name is going to be Three.
In Lucyverse, Donnacha has a dog back home! She’s a golden lab/mongrel named Millie and she’s a big, goofy sweetheart. 
25. Are there any two characters that are like a dynamic duo/group?
Shayne / Charlie - I mean, come on. 
Elliott / Felix - always a crowd pleaser. 
Shayne / Felix - Shayne gets so freaked out by how intense Felix can get, it’s adorable.
Shayne / Elliott - these two idiots can barely function as individuals, let alone take care of each other.
Ryan / Nancy - one’s an airhead, the other uses too much logic. Recipe for (heavenly) disaster.
Rin / Charlie - neither of them ever had a friend who was so unconditionally kind to them before. They have a really beautiful friendship based on careful listening and responding to the other’s needs.
Lucy / Henry - neither of them has their life together, yet they will always try to fix the other.
Donnacha / Henry - my dumb, queerplatonic boys, I love them, that is all.
Payton / Autumn - they’re both so perfectly sweet, I find they’re an extremely self-indulgent couple to think about.
Autumn / Claudette - best friends with no secrets and no sense of embarrassment around each other.
26. What’s your favourite relationship/dynamic between a set of OCs?
This might be the most obvious answer, but Shayne x Charlie. There’s so much angst going on there and if I was really mean, I’d let it go on forever (but I don’t, because they do, in fact, deserve to be happy. Eventually. Hehe.)
32. What’s been the most ambitious project you’ve made/are making surrounding your characters?
Hmmm. Off-blog, I have about three novel ideas that I want to finish working on, but I have also considered turning Swallow the World into a novel too, editing it a lot more, and maybe (maybe?!) self-publishing it someday. Whether it would be quite as indulgent in *ahem* certain aspects or not, remains to be seen. I’d hate to have a book out there and not to able to tell any of the people in my life about it. 
33. Have you ever had to kill off an OC? How hard was it?
One of my off-blog projects actually revolves around the death of an OC. It wasn’t difficult, particularly because of the devastation it causes the protagonist. Another angsty boi. Who would have guessed?
34. What scene that you’ve written/imagined is your favorite?
One I always come back to is the scene that takes place in Shoes on the Covers, one of the first chapters I ever posted on my blog. I definitely plan on rewriting it someday, and getting rid of the first-person POV. Shayne shows up at Charlie’s house after having a really horrible day, before they’ve even become friends, and acts like an asshole as Charlie continues to be kind to him, until he eventually winds down and admits he’s not feeling well, and lets Charlie try to take care of him... Guys, it’ll never not make me feel warm and cosy inside.
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My ‘Orange Side’ predictions, theories and a lot of Logan angst.
So I've had this theory for a hot second, and only recently decided to finally sit down and write it out. This goes on for quite a bit, and is a little bit on the heavier side, as it has my predictions for the last dark side, and a bunch of little patterns that are interesting to point out, that mostly lead to angst.
Okay, enjoy!
TL;DR is right before the little bonus thing at the end that's just more angst stuff for Logan that kind of applies.
So if you've been in the fandom for really any amount of time, you will know about The Rainbow Theory. Basically, all it is, is that the sides colors will make up the rainbow, and it seems to be nearly canon. We have all the colors except one. And that color is Orange.
Using the knowledge that this side will (most likely) be orange, we have a clue about him. That he's watching, and that he's aware of the audience.
From 26:34 to 26:44, in the upper left hand corner there is a score in orange text, the number is '07734'. Now, if you were to put that number into a calculator and turn it upside down, it would spell out, 'hello.'
Now this is mostly common knowledge at this point due to the fandom (me included) absolutely losing it over the hint of a new dark side. Especially since he shows up seemingly out of nowhere. I just needed to get those establishing bits out of the way before I continued on with the theory so it's a tiny bit easier to track my thinking (I tend to not explain my points correctly before moving onto the next one so I hope I did a better job of it this time through).
He is speaking to us. He's not saying hello to Patton or Roman or even Thomas! They don't even notice it! He is speaking to the viewer, which leads to the question of what exactly this side knows, and more importantly what this side is capable of.
There is also speculation that this dark side is going to be somehow attached to or the opposite of Logan. The opposite of Logic, that implication alone should be at least a little unsettling. Now, I love Logan, I love him a lot, him and Janus are my favorites. But he does seem to have kind of not the best relations with the others at times. However, I do not think we've reached him actually despising any side, not even Remus or Janus. I think that is going to change.
The color schemes Thomas and the team have been using are really clever. They convey a lot about the character just by having the color associated with them. They have also been working with the idea of opposites. And those opposites seem to conflict quite often.
What I mean is, violet on the color wheel is the opposite of yellow. Virgil and Janus' colors. Now, it is very, very plain to see that Virgil and Janus do not get along. Whatever history they have is still up in the air for specifics, but it's obvious that they have one. And at least Virgil hates Janus.
Red and green are also opposites on the color wheel. Even though they have barely interacted, it's clear by Roman's language towards Remus that they don't have the best relationship. Roman breaks down at the mention that him and Remus are similar. Also the funhouse simile, (DWIT: 35:56) "It's a little like, looking into a funhouse mirror,  but instead of a giant head, or, like, long legs and a tiny torso... It shows you... Everything you don't want to be."   That's more than enough evidence to prove they aren't on the best terms.
Now, onto blue. Blue, more specifically, Logan's shade of blue, is opposite to orange. And judging by the pattern we see developing with the opposite colors. Logan will not like the orange side one bit. Hold onto that piece of information for a moment while I make a few more predictions based on some more patterns.
Someone has already pointed this out, (if someone will be so kind as to remind me of who pointed this out that would be lovely <3), but back in Moving On Part 2, in the background, there is a picture hanging on the wall that will typically change  to fit whatever topic they're currently on, (ex: it changed to a picture of Thomas preforming in the show he won the golden apple for when it was brought up, or a zoomed in picture of the children's book he made.) At 1:30 the picture changes to show Thomas doing the 'speak no evil, hear no evil and see no evil' poses. (Covering his mouth, ears and eyes)
The dark sides and Virgil seem to each have a connection to one of these.
Virgil: See no evil. (Embarrassing Phases: 7:32. Virgil makes the room go completely black, blocking everyone's field of vision while he changed Logan's costume.)
Janus: Speak no evil. (Self-explanatory)
Remus: Hear no evil. (DWIT: 5:36-5:48. Remus muffles the other sides conversation, making Thomas hear him clearer than anyone else with the "Have you ever imagined killing your brother?" line.)  
The last one in that same vein, would be 'do no evil'.
So what does this pattern have to do with the other patterns I've pointed out?
Well, in order to get there, I need to point out, yet another pattern. (I'm so sorry)
Logan has always been a bit more physical than the rest of the sides I think. I don't really like using pre-Fitting In information in my theories, as I'm unsure of exactly how much they had planned at that point?, but I'm unsure of how to explain my point that well without this example. In Accepting Anxiety part 1, at 6:36 you can see Thomas rubbing the back of his head where he was hit with the laptop, immediately after, you can see Logan do the same thing.
To me this sort of establishes that what happens to Thomas can happen to Logan, making him a bit more of a physical presence than the others. The brain is what stimulates pain after all, it controls all the nerve endings and pain receptors.
Another much looser example, is his puppet choice in LNTAO, the whole 'not made of felt' thing was most likely just because of what Logan said that y'know, he didn't feel anything. It is also the fact of, all of the others puppets had felt somewhere on them, except his. Which makes the puppet, in contrast, feel more sturdy and physical.
I don't think this one applies all too much, but it is worth noting that out of all of the sides, Logan tends to always end up holding something/having something more physical in his possession more than the others. (Moving on being the exception)
The note cards.
The yerkes-dodson curve chart.
In Can Lying Be Good he was given a little headset.
Logic Vs. Passion he had a notebook (Which also made an appearance in Embarrassing Phases) as well as the drawings and graphs, while he wasn't physically holding them, they were real and not animation like Roman's examples.
(If you wanna count the crofters go ahead...?)
LNTAO also had the paper ball throwing physically hurting Roman.
In SvS when he was summoned (lmao summoned to appear in court I just got that as I was typing this out.) He is holding a law book.
In DWIT he gets physically hurt, twice. Having his teeth pulled out, and the throwing star. [Side note: the little interaction at 19:07 could also apply here, showing how he's more grounded as he stays almost completely still when Remus practically jump scares him.]
In the Healthy Distractions video he has what I'm assuming is coffee-
Then in the redux, he physically ends up hurting Patton by popping up too close. An odd little detail that really didn't apply, don't you think? And it's immediately followed up with Patton reiterating that they were just figments of Thomas' imagination.
Logan is much more grounded in reality and more physical than the other sides. Which is a very good thing for Logic to be, that's what it has to be.
Now what is the actual theory?
Virgil can blind the others
Remus can mute the others
Janus can silence the others
My theory is that the 'orange side' is going to have the ability to physically or mentally control the others.
And Logan is going to be his chosen victim, at least at first.
Logan is going to have an antagonistic relationship with this side because of the fact that he takes control away from him. Which order and control is what Logan seems to thrive on!
Keeping schedules, having everything in order, being taken seriously, attempting to make sure that Thomas is punctual, all of those things are Logan trying to maintain control. Now that isn't a bad thing in this circumstance at least, he's trying to make sure Thomas doesn't do anything that would cause his life to devolve into chaos.
But when it's taken away from him it's going to send him into some kind of spiral, and lead to his two-part video. Losing control of things is scary as hell. It was one of the points brought up as to why Remus was being a pest more than usual (DWIT: 29:37-29:56). And obviously being ignored and pushed to the side isn't helping either. It could just be the straw that breaks the camels back.
Long story short, Logan's arc is going to be directly tied to that other dark side, at least in my predictions.
And it's going to hurt.
Okay, this last little bit, is purely speculation, with very little connection to anything in canonicity. All of the dark traits seem to have a connection to some kind of animal, and they're typically ones that are seen as gross or creepy in some form, spider, snake, octopus.
What if the last dark side's animal was some kind of bug? A beetle or something. Like seriously the thought of a bright orange beetle or cockroach is, disgusting.
The only reason I'm saying this is because of a random thought I had. We all know Logan's 'robot' persona he puts up, he can't feel anything, he's mechanical, right? Well, a side coming in and completely flipping all of that on it's head, and ruining the control Logan had...
That would be a real bug in the system, now wouldn't it?
Well! Thank you for reading through all of this! I know it got a bit long-winded I just like having as much evidence as possible before stating a theory.
But those were just my thoughts and I'd love to hear yours! So please tell me what you think!!!
TL;DR: My prediction is that the orange side will be able to take control over the other sides, and he will take control of Logan which would cause Logan to spiral enough to warrant his two part video.
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BONUS: Some more angsty bits about Logan and control, that didn't apply to the theory too much! 
So first off, to me Logan seems like a very straight-forward (ha.) problem solver. If there is a problem there is no need to go through extensive loopholes or anything, no emotional mires or musical numbers unless necessary, the problem just needs to be fixed, period end of sentence.
I have a feeling that Logan applies that same logic to himself.
In the videos prior to Losing My Motivation, Logan was very very happy and bubbly. Easily excited and willing to participate in things he probably wouldn't have otherwise. He was much more expressive. (I know this is most likely because he was not a fully fleshed out character yet, but it can tie into some angst.)
Then in Losing My Motivation, Logan was brought the conclusion that he was the problem. (Note: this was also where the infinitesimal mistake was also made.)
From then on, we can slowly see minor changes to him in the videos, he starts becoming more reserved, serious, as well as trying new things to sort of fit in? (i.e the note cards) He saw the problem, and he tried to fix it. He became the definite voice of reason. Him smiling also went down a lot.
Looking back on this better explains why Logan was so upset at the beginning of Logic Vs. Passion, 2:28-2:41. To him he's already fixed his problem, he's fixed himself, he was the problem, how could Thomas run into this problem again!
Then we get to the crofters musical, where he just completely drops his walls down and sings and has fun with something he enjoys. Then of course, Virgil and Patton kinda come and unintentionally embarrass him. And he starts getting more feelings of inadequacy which build up to the whole problem of LNTAO.
Then in SvS almost his entire time on the witness stand was Janus subtly poking at him, and at 15:04, he talks about wanting to make sure Thomas is punctual and productive. He in fact calls it his passion project, something he is PASSIONATE ABOUT.
After two or three years, Logan is still trying to fix the problem. He's still trying to fix himself.
Now this link to control is mostly in what Logan is trying to get Thomas to do, be punctual, follow schedules, produce adequate content at a steady pace, and follow the same pattern every day, according to the chart in Logic Vs. Passion. This habit forming, tends to nearly eliminate variables from Thomas' life. Earning Logan more control. Which is clearly what he's wanting, as he feels that is the way to prevent problems from happening.
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liberty-barnes · 3 years
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Miah’s 1K Celebration
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so...
welcome to the mess that is my 1k celebration cause i’m unable to make simple choices and can’t stand the thought of letting people down
as you can see, i’m perfectly normal
the literal 1005 people following me would disagree on that but heyyy details
so anyway
one thousand
one bloody thousand people following me
my inicial reaction is whyyyy??? i’m just a bisexual disaster who sometimes writes a half decent fanfic but you deemed me worthy of your follow?
then i started crying cause yk
but bottomline is, i love you all, you’re the bestest people in the whole entire world, so i’m gonna make both a sleepover and a writing challenge
sleepover cause i like answering questions
writing challenge cause it gives me a chance to show you all other artists and discover other artists myself cause we all need them and they deserve more recognition
special shoutout to my mutuals who i’ll tag at the end for always being there for me and supporting me through every high and every low, y’all are the real heroes here
BUT ANYWAY, ONTO THE CELEBRATION PART, WHICH FINDS ITSELF UNDER THE CUT OTHERWISE IT’D BE TOO BIG TO PROPERLY REBLOG (i tend to ramble a bit, but you already knew that)
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Starts: December 11th 2020
Ends: December 20th 2020
Who can participate: everyone, anon or not! no need to be following me either
send me asks for:
✨ my opinion on...
🌻 cast my mutuals as...
🎵 i'll put my playlist on shuffle and give you a song
🍉 random fact about me
🦔 what's my favorite...
🍀 i'll give you advice (or just listen to you rant, if you want)
💬 last text [insert person] sent me
💌 handwritten letter
🎬 movie rec
📖 fic or blog rec
📘 inspiration behind [insert fic name], how i came up with it or if you have questions about it
🖋 line from one of my WIPs (tell me if you want fluff or angst, i won't tell you the pairing or anything, that's no fun)
💋 kiss, date, marry [insert people]
🎤 give me a song an i'll do a mini cover of it (it will be 1min long tops cause that's all tumblr can take lmao)
📷 random picture from my camera roll (you can request a theme if you want, like pictures from my childhood or awkward pics or something)
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Rules:
• Open to anyone (don't have to be following me)
• Send me a DM or ask with the prompt(s) you want (two people tops per work) and who you're writing about
• Smut is allowed but make sure to put it in the warnings
• I will accept works for any Marvel character or cast member, part of the Holland clan, 1D member or affiliated, Teen Wolf characters or cast member, Maze Runner character or cast member
• Can be reader inserts or not, but please specify it in your DM/ask too
• Tag me when you're done
• All works will be rebloged under #Miah's 1k writing challenge and put in a masterlist that will be specifically created for this writing challenge
Starts: December 11th 2020
Ends: January 11th 2020
Prompt list:
1. “Is that my shirt?” “You mean our shirt?”
2. “Home stopped being a place when you entered my life.”
3. “Stop moving and let me braid your hair.”
4. “Could you say that again?” “Were you not listening?” “No I was, I just like hearing your voice.”
5. “Can you just please hold me?”
6. “You come here often?” “Well considering I work here, yes.”
7. “Can I stay here tonight?”
8. “You’re really warm.”
9. “I’ve been in-love with you since we were kids.”
10. “Why are you wearing my sweater?” “Because it smells like you.”
11. “You are crushing me right now.”
12. “Darling I love you and all, but please get out of my kitchen.”
13. "I leave you alone for five minutes and this happens."
14. "I didn't fall. The floor looked lonely so I wanted to hug it." "Then why are you crying?" "It was an emotional reunion."
15. "There's no such thing as too many fairy lights."
16. “I’m leaving.” “Of course you are, that’s all you know how to do.”
17. “I love you.” “No you don’t”
18. “Any other lies left to tell me?”
19. “I miss the old you.”
20. “What happened to their happily ever after?” “Not all love stories get a happily ever after, sometimes it’s just once upon a time.”
21. “Lie to me. I don’t care what you say, just lie to me. Make me feel okay again.”
22. “Give me one reason why I shouldn’t leave.”
23. "It's okay. It's not your fault that I couldn't be enough."
24. "Please don't leave me."
25. "You have the emotional range of a teaspoon."
26. "Will you shut up for once in your life?"
27. "This isn't about us."
28. "I will shove a christmas tree so far up your ass that when you open your mouth we'll see the fairy lights."
29. "I'm not crying, my eyes are sweating"
30. "Is that blood?" "Yes, but it's not mine." "Is that supposed to make it better?"
31. "I’ll drink to that.” “You drink to everything.” “Cheers!”
32. “Why is arson always your first answer?”
33. "What are you doing?" "What does it look like I'm doing?"
34. "I can explain!" "Then explain." "Okay, I can't explain."
35. "Get out of here with your facts. Just because you're accurate does not mean you're interesting."
36. "How many hearts did you break while trying to keep yours intact?"
37. "I know everything. It's in the job description."
38. "One more word out of you and I'll rip your throat out with my teeth."
39. "Do you listen to girl in red?"
40. "Is that code for something or am I just paranoid?"
41. "With how things have been going, I might as well start working at a circus."
42. "I love (him/her/them)." "Then why did you give up?" "Cause (he/she/they) deserved better."
43. "I want to ask but something tells me the answer will be more disturbing than anything I can think of."
44. "Do you think he's... *flicks wrist*?"
45. "Do I look like an idiot to you?" "Do you want me to answer that honestly or politely?"
46. "Just how clumsy are you?"
47. "So... the weather?"
48. "Just leave."
49. "Don't you fucking dare!"
50. "You don't have to talk right now. But whenever you're ready, if you're ever ready, I'll be here to listen."
tagging and complimenting my amazing mutuals cause y’all deserve it
@parkersbliss​ thank you for marrying me, first of all, and for being the most amazing wife one could ask. i wouldn’t be here if it wasn’t for you and i will never stop ebing thankful for your existence
@peterspideyy​ thank you for listening to my rants along with grace and supporting me during all my simping, you’re the sweetest thing existing since powdered sugar
@theamazingtomholland​ thank you for always putting a smile on my face, reminding me that i’m loved everyday and just being you, cause it’s the best thing you could be
@lozzypoz321​ thank you for listening to me rant abt my fics and how much i hate writing and then motivating me to write again or do basic things like get out of bed lmao (we still have the best taste in music)
@everything-is-alrightt​ kenzie lovely, thank you for being the pure little ball of unfiltered joy that you are cause even thinking about you and the jump shit your brothers get up to makes me smile like crazy, you’re amazing and don’t you dare forget it
@spider-trash​ thank you for being my brother, going alon with my ridiculous schemes for corrupting posie and making me laugh out loud every time you come up with something even worse, you’re the coolest bro i could ask for
and finally, thank you @fallinfortom​ for inspiring me to write in the first place, being an amazing mum to us, an actual good role model for me to have and for your random appearances in my dreams and the fun english teacher who makes us read tom holland fics instead of english literature. you’re amazing and i’m incredibly thankful to know you
love you all to the ends of the universe and back again, Miah
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chimswae · 3 years
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BTS Caretaker CH32
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Summary: She may think she has Bangtan Sonyeondan wrapped around her fingers. She may think it is easy to love the members equally without hurting any soul. She may think the boys wont fall head over heels for her. She assumes it is okay to show a little love and affection towards the boys, what if she gets it all wrong? What if it only brings more complication to her already complicated life? Can she survive their charms? Will she be able to resist them? What if they just wont let her go?
- Pairing: BTS x Oc ( Yoongi x OC, Jungkook x OC)
- Genre: Fluff, Slight Angst, Romance, Idol!au
- Word Count: 4, 450
- Author Note: Sorry for super late update i was busy with my work and new semester begin today :< so it took most of my time! anyways, here is the update! :) so im sorry seul is dumb and confuse, and when i wrote this i also confuse lmao so hmm, she has no intention to toy yoongi or kook heart. 
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Chapter 32
Betrayal. Anger. Confusion.
Yoongi found himself gawking at the despicable scene in front of him, just when he thought Seul showed him a signal which he assumed only meant for him. There she was sleeping peacefully under the thick duvet, clinging onto Jungkook as though her life depended on it. Clothes scattered on the floor were enough to give him a short run up about their little deeds last night.
Rubbing the back of his head in frustration, he steadied his heavy breathing. Think rational, don’t jump into conclusion. You drag yourself in this, why are you upset? Yoongi clutched his fist letting jealousy engulfed his heart.
Should he wake these two up and make a scene? Or should he just walk away and talked to her about this after the tour?
None of the choices above could help him in resolving this unsettling feeling. He needed a closure. His thin lips were pressed into a thin line as he scrutinized the couple diligently, not breaking any eye contact. Much to his distaste, Jungkook shifted his position very slightly baffling the older guy. He certainly had no plan to face Jungkook, like hell if he planned to confront him, how he’s going to get started?
This was awkward.
Abort mission. Abort mission.
Yoongi turned around to leave the room however Jungkook hoarse voice put his steps to a halt “Yoongi hyung?” he called out softly. He swore in his head for creating this mess. Jungkook lifted Seul out of the way carefully, moving silently and pulled the duvet to cover her body.
The older guy made no move either as he waited Jungkook to speak, “Hyung..what are you doing here?” the latter let out a small grunt, while putting on his shirt and pants. Yoongi frowned hearing his indifferent voice as if he did nothing to irk him.
He glanced at Seul whom fast asleep and tore his gaze at the exhausted young man before him “You and I, in my room now. We need to talk” he sneered lowly and exited the room. Confused, the younger guy walked after Yoongi feeling the goosebumps all over his body. The topic of the conversation involved Seul and him, he could tell from Yoongi’s burning eyes.
                                                                         This thing enraged Yoongi.                          
Jungkook closed the door behind him and planned to clear the misunderstanding before his hyung jumped into conclusion, things would get complicated that way. As he was about to open his mouth to speak, the older guy beat his him in doing so “Did you guys do it?” Jungkook’s face hardened.
“What-?” he flinched.
“I said, did you guys do it?!” he repeated with slightly annoyed voice. The memories of last night reappeared causing the maknae to feel self-conscious about it. Why was this thing matter to Yoongi? He never questions his hyung intimacy with Seul, only god knew what they did behind his back.
His brow pinched together forming a deep frown, “Why are you so interested in my personal life?” Jungkook mumbled under his breath.
“Because I happened to witness both of you naked under the blanket. Don’t you think it gives me enough ideas what you both up to last night? How far did you go?” Yoongi crossed his arms, with his hard fixated on him.
“That is none of your business” he blurted out.
“It is my business! We promise that we are in this together, if you are sleeping with her then what it makes me then? A one-night stand?” frustrated, Yoongi snarled garnering Jungkook’s attention. The latter brained his friend words, making sense out from it and it finally dawned on him, Yoongi and Seul were having that kind of relationship too.
His heart was pounding as if he had just run a race, he stroked his tousle hair in anger “You…” expelling a long sigh, he continued “You and Seul did….it? ”Jungkook didn’t even dare to finish his sentence as they exchanged a look.
Even though, Yoongi felt rueful over the fact that Seul was being intimate with two guys at once, he realized Jungkook was not the one to be blamed. It was their fault for not having any self-control. If there’s one person that’s partially guilty, then it the person would be Seul.
Screw Ji Seul for leading them on.
Again, they forced the girl to agree with their crazy ideas. Could they have expected this at least? Like they had a control over Seul’s feelings and actions. They should have expected the unexpected because it bounds to happen, sooner or later.
“We didn’t go far. Seul and I were having that moment, however we snapped out from it before we lost ourselves” Yoongi pursed his lips in annoyance and staring at Jungkook with a strained, and expectant glance.
Jungkook looked down while shaking his head “We went halfway, she stopped me before I could make another move. I should have controlled myself!” he said as he sunk on Yoongi’s bed, heaving a deep sigh. Leaning against the wall, a small smile played across his face “This is so fucked up Kkuk. What if..we ended up sleeping with her for real? Neither you nor I would like that to happen, do you? I don’t like sharing” he professed.
“What make you think I like sharing her with you?” he snapped.
Yoongi hissed “I vow to myself that I won’t let girl issues come between us, now look where it brings us? We need to put a stop to this” he groaned.
“How? It is not like we can force her to give us answers?! She…is having a rough time. This is not a good idea. I cant hurt her…I promise to protect her” he muttered.
“Rough time? Is there something that I must know?” the anger inside him had subsided. All he cared was Seul’s well-being. He couldn’t remember when the last time was they had a heart to heart talk which involved her life. It had always been about him and him. Not that he remembered, if there was time Seul bring up a topic about her.
“Someone from her past make an appearance again. There’s a lot of things that we don’t know about her, hyung. It made me realize how it is not easy for her to make up her mind. She had a traumatic past” Yoongi’s ears perked up in curiosity. Hesitant, Jungkook took a long pause as the older guy urged him to continue with his story.
Yoongi had the right to know the truth.
Will Seul kill him if he spilled her secret? But it is Yoongi though, she cares for him. If she wished to bring this relationship to whole new level, she got to trust Yoongi.
Seul, please don’t kill me. Im afraid of hyung’s wrath more than yours. Jungkook prayed in his head, and finally unravelled the mystery of Ji Seul life. Called it dramatic, Min Yoongi really exaggerate his reactions and in the middle of the conversation, Yoongi would punch the mattress under him jolting the younger guy in pure horror.
This was the exact reason why he feared Yoongi’s wrath more than others. Unexpected reaction and action came from him was the worse thing on planet. “Fuck. Why didn’t you tell me earlier?!” he snarled angrily, though he had no reason to be mad at Jungkook. The emotion took over his sanity, he was at the verge of killing someone at this rate.
“I discovered the truth last night, what do you expect me to do? Come running to your room and let you swear at me for waking you up from your deep slumber!” he rolled his eyes, judging his hyung mentally.
“If that is what you need, then you should have come sooner! She fucking cried and you-ugh what an asshole, I swear if I have an image of him in my head..I will not spare his life“ scowling, Yoongi grinded his teeth suppressing his anger.
To be reminded of Seul’s past was repugnant to him. Now, that he shared half of the burden with Yoongi at least they could protect her from the evil man. If that’s what Yoongi planned to do since he insisted on getting the answers from Seul.
“Alright, this is out of topic. Do you think Jimin hyung and Seul are as close as us to her?” Jungkook said out of the blue alarming Yoongi in his seat. “Do you think they ever-Impossible right? We are talking about Jimin here. He is not that type of guy who will do such thing” he assured himself to not let negativity consumed his brain.
“Duh, it is Jimin hyung! The guy who ripped his shirt on stage, and the same guy who used his sexiness to kill girls’ heart. Do you think he is not capable of such thing? Do not belittle him” said Jungkook in an irritating manner.
“Yah! Why are you bringing him up? I am sure there is not much progress in their relationship, just because.. I rarely see them together. She has been sticking like a glue with Jin and you, I should be worried of Jin than Jimin”
Jungkook massaged his forehead “Jin hyung.. Jin hyung..” he hummed incoherently.
A loud grunt behind the partition brought their attention to the sleepy figure “Whose unpleasant voice is that calling my name so early in the morning?” Jin yawned loudly, kicking his blanket off him before sitting up in annoyance. Yoongi and Jungkook froze as they totally forgot about Jin’s existence in the same room, he wondered if the guy overheard their conversation earlier.
“I will go check on Seul. We will talk about this again later” he murmured lowly enough for Yoongi to hear, as he left the room.
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The boys had finally left for their Japan tour and would not be home for two weeks or more. Despite their hectic schedule, they would come back in between to settle some stuffs in Korea but there could barely breath Korea’s air. They would need to leave immediately the day after for their tour.
Seul returned to her daily routine, tending her job at the tea shop and as the caretaker except she’d come less to clean since they’re not home. Most of the time, she would spend her time at work with her friends and Hoon made a frequent visit to her workplace just to get his free brownies. Impudent boy.
“We are short of fresh milk, I will be out to buy it. Watch the counter” Wongeun set his brown apron on the table. “Will you be alright alone? Hwasa is out for delivery but she will be back soon though” Seul chuckled.
“Hey this is not my first time alone, stop being dramatic.  Just go, we need those fresh milk” she dried her hands and returned to the cashier counter. Ruffling her hair, Wongeun gave her a final wink as he exited the store with a playful smile.
The business at this hour was not busy in comparison to lunch hour break giving Seul time to breathe and clean the place thoroughly. Three hours till the closing, Seul decided to kill time and polished her skills in baking a red velvet cake. Recently, Wongeun taught her how to bake one since he wanted to make it as their signature cake.
Humming to random songs, she dropped the ingredient carefully inside the glass bowl with a wide grin. Nothing could beat this excitement to see the result of it. Occasionally, she would glance at the counter if there’s any presence of customer. She was immersed in her creations to notice someone presence behind her.
Seul felt a hand slid down her arms, brushing her skin from behind cause her to turn around in fear facing the individual. Her face felt upon seeing the uninvited guest there, and it made her super conscious of her surroundings. She pressed her back deeper against the marble counter as if it could take more of her weigh, to create a huge distance between him and the older man.
“It is nice seeing you again Seul” his dirty voice haunted her once again. A voice that she tried so hard to forget now came to torture her again without mercy. There was a tiny voice in her head telling her to scream and sought help, she just wanted to escape from here. Breathing in the same room as his disgusted her.
“Seeing how hard you try to push me away, I bet you still remember me” placing his arms on both side, he trapped her in between while smirking playfully.
One of her hands clutched onto the counter, gulping the heavy lumps on her throat “Wh-at…do you wan-t..Stay..away from me” her lips quivered as she failed to hold back her fears. He smelled just like seven years ago, a mixture of tobacco and alcohol.
“Aw, I wish I can. But you are working for me, like old times don’t you think?”
Seul eyes sprung open, and she stared at him disbelief “Yes my dear, I am the owner of this place. Fate really brings us together, I like that” he moves his hand along the length of her hair and leaned in to sniff the sweet peach smell from it.
“You smell just as good as before” she palmed his chest to push him away, but his grip tightened around her wrist as fast as lightning earning a soft whimper from the girl. Tears started to cascade down her cheeks like heavy rain, fearing what he’s about to do to her.
“Lea-ve me alone” Seul pleaded.
“Aw, I wish I can my dear, but I am in charged here. It is rude to treat your employer this way don’t you think?” squishing her wrist tighter, he whispered dangerously close to her earlobe.  His hot breath fanned against her skin, weakening her knees instantly.
Tears in her eyes blurred the image around her, she desperately looked for source of help at least anyone inside the store to pull her out of this misery. “There is no one here, just us. We can have a little fun too” the man used his free hand, to encircle it around her waist crashing their body together.
Seul gasped in horror and struggled in his strong grasp. It seemed like his age didn’t deplete his energy at all. Showing no sign of giving up, she reached out to random things on the counter as a defence mechanism. Things happened way too fast, as she sensed his body being lifted off from her and not long after she saw the older man ended up against the wall groaning in pain.
“YOU RAT! YOU ARE NOT ALLOWED TO TOUCH HER!” the owner of the voice yelled angrily, glaring at his way getting ready to take another charge and punched the older man into a pulp. The familiarity of the voice shocked the hell out of her. She could tell who’s her saviour under the mask just by his voice.
Hurriedly, Seul went to his side, embracing him from behind “Jin..please. stop it… please” she sobbed between her words.
His heart softened, as he quickly faced the girl taking her in his arms, “Seul-ah are you okay? Did he hurt you anywhere?” she let out a long sigh of relief, grateful that Jin appeared just on time before Mr Kwon could do anything inappropriate.
Mr Kwon got back on his feet, fixing his grey suit with a smug played across his face. “We are not done Seul. I will see you around” Jin gritted his teeth, watching his figure disappeared into the darkness.
He returned his attention to the crying girl, “Calm down, Seul. I am here, he is gone” he stroked her hair and sighed deeply. “Thank you..” she had begun to tremble with a sort of frightened and frustrated fury.
Seul had never been so scared in her life ever since she escaped that gruesome phase years ago. How was it possible to fix her old wound again? Jin took his time to calm down the scared girl. Squeezing her eyes open, she looked up meeting his worried gaze “What are you doing here?” she murmured, pulling away from his embrace.
“We have to get back to studio to record new songs, but we’ll fly back to Japan this Saturday. Where are your colleagues? Why are you alone?” stroking her cheeks, Jin dried her tears and emitted a long sigh.
“Wongeun oppa and Hwasa are out to do errands. They will be back soon” as if on cue, Hwasa and Wongeun made their appearance inside the store cheerfully however only to turn serious as soon as they saw the mess and distressed looking Seul.
Hwasa lurched forward, grabbing Seul shoulder “Oh my god, are you alright? Did someone try to hurt you? Where is the thief?” her eyes scanned the area wildly and as soon as notice Jin’s presence there, Hwasa let out a high pitch holler. “You are the thief? What did you do to her?!”
Both Wongeun and Jin squirmed slightly at the squeaky voice, and before Seul could explain further, her crazy best friend had already grabbed nearby broom to hit the innocent young man with it.
“Aren’t you ashamed?! Do you think it is okay to steal something which isn’t yours?” she swung the broom towards his direction. Jin dodged the hit before it could kiss his face.
“Hwasa! Stop it! He is not the thief!” the shorter girl grabbed her arms, holding the furious girl in her stance before she could cause any harm to this idol handsome face.
She growled under her breath while shooting a nasty glare at Jin “Oh really? I am not convinced by the way how he dressed. He looked even suspicious with that mask on” Seul shook her head tiredly.
Offended by the accusations, Jin pulled down his mask a little revealing his face “If I were a thief, the only thing that I steal will be Seul’s heart” Seul cringed at his cheesiness. The tall guy who stood silently behind Jin looked disturbed by a joke that he pulled a moment ago.
Hwasa gaped “You are the Kim Seokjin! Oh my god!” the latter politely bow and smiled sweetly. “I am sorry to cause the misunderstanding. I was here when Seul was ha-“ Seul blurted out quickly, leaving Jin confused.
“I had a major headache and was about to pass out. Jin came right on time to help” their eyes met , exchanging a hard gaze.
“You sick? You should have told me Seul. I would send you back early. Now, go get your stuff and leave. You need rest” Wongeun suggested.
“I am okay, I can still work”
Jin crossed his arm “No you are not. You look pale to me, lets go back. I will walk you home” Hwasa bit her lower lips, careful not to fangirl over the attention that Seokjin showed on her best friend. She was happy for Seul just because she could see this young man before her is madly in love.
“You guys please” “Seul please listen to me for once, leave before I make you” Wongeun’s voice was stern and firm enough to intimidate her. Giving into the order, Seul made her way sulkily to her locker grabbing her things.
Hwasa turned to Jin putting her serious façade “Kim Seokjin-ssi, take care of my friend. If..i find out she gets hurt under your supervision, I will smack your handsome face with this broom” his eyes wide opened in bafflement.
Seul walloped her back head softly earning a loud protest from the latter “We are heading back home not for a war, stop being dramatic, you rude girl” Hwasa rolled her eyes in annoyance. “Get back home safely” Wongeun crescent moon eyes appeared when he smiled brightly.
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Her place was only 10 minutes-walk from the store, but they purposely took another route which took another 15 minutes. She did not mind the long walk especially with Jin by her side. That quiet walk home was her chance to relax and gathered her thought.
Jin on the other hand racking his intelligent brain to find that one perfect word to inquire her about the incident happened inside the store. The harassment was intentional to him, he had a strong feeling that the perverted old man knew Seul.
“We are not done Seul. I will see you around” his voice rung in his head non-stop and for some reason it couldn’t be erased from his memory. A displeased grunt could be heard clearly shifting her attention to her. Seul stopped walking, interlacing their hand together surprising the latter.
Jin eyes landed on their intertwined hand, and a smile crept on his face. “Do you have questions for me?” she muttered softly.
“What questions?”
“You can’t bluff me, it is written all over your face. What’s on your mind?” Jin bit his tongue, sighing one more time. She giggled and stroked the visible line on his forehead “Look you are sighing again and stop frowning. You don’t want to have wrinkle at this age” Jin studied her face.
Her long eyelashes batting at him, and her brown eyes stared out, wide and lovely. Her beauty never fails to render him speechless. Jin shrugged the thought off and wrapped her wrist, holding it down “Lets find a place to talk” she nodded in agreement, letting Jin led the way.
As they walked to nearby park, hand in hand, Jin spotted empty bench. They sat in silent for few minutes until he finally had the courage to ask the question. “The man earlier, do you know him?” Seul knew he finally asked her about Mr Kwon, it’s matter of time.
“He is someone from my past. The memories that I had with him was horrible and pathetic” her fingers fiddled with the hem of her blouse, inhaling a deep breath. Jin didn’t expect her to tell him everything. Seul’s expression darkened as she was remembered by the past again, nothing seemed to be working every time she wanted to get rid of the horrible memory.
“Seul, if you are not-“ “My father sold me to him. Mr Kwon, that man…my father made a deal with him. In exchanged of the freedom from his debt, I have to serve Mr Kwon. He used me to satisfy his needs and..” she had a stoic expression that pained Jin. Although close to tears, she tried to make her voice sounded casual.
He stared at her in a different, and in curiosity. Jin least expected to hear such things came from her mouth. He thought it only existed in dramas or movies, so it really happened in real life. A clawing sensation tugged at his chest, her emotional pain nearly suffocated him.  
“And..I was locked in a room ever since he brought me in. I thought of ending my life right away, I couldn’t handle the pain. It was too much..I..I just..” she was not able to finish her sentence and her voice cracked. She inhaled deeply, as pain engulfed her heart breaking it like a crumbling wall.
Jin threw his arms around her protectively, caressing her long hair “I am sorry..” he whispered.
“You did nothing, don’t be sorry” she felt tears brimming in her eyes. With a single blink, the tears spilled down like a broken pipe. After regaining her composure, she settled herself comfortably in his embrace and continued with her stories. Seul thought if she told him about her dark past, it would help her to heal the wound.
Although he listened attentively to her story of life, her humiliation at the awful past got to her. She was ashamed and disgusted of it. What is Jin felt the same way? When she first opened up to Jungkook, she didn’t expect his reaction contradicted to what she imagined.
It went well despite her struggled between the sobs.
Jin took one deep breath in as soon as the story ended. “So you and Hoon are step siblings? Different father but same mother?” Seul smiled meekly. “Have you found your real father?” he looked at her with a concern look.
“I don’t know who my father is. I asked my mother about it but, she refused to tell me the truth. I stopped asking after that one time because she looked hurt and furious”
“Arent you curious?”
“I am..i really want to see him, my biological father. I wish I can find way to reach him” she murmured in defeat.
He sighed “Your father, you will find him. I..damn how should I put this, is it possible for you to quit your job considering Mr Kwon is the owner of that shop. It is risky to stay Seul-ah. Now, that he knows you’re working there, he will find way to get to you again” his hand stopped around her waist and continue to make a small circle around it.
“I need that job to cover up our daily expenses”
“But you have the caretaker job with us, isn’t it enough to pay for everything?” his brows quirked up.
“The money that I earned from that job I used it to pay mom’s medical expenses. This permanent job that I have, to pay for the bills and Hoon’s college” he gave her a disapproval look.
“If this is about money, I can help you. Your safety is my utmost priority, I want to quit that job. The things that happened today might occur again, you never know when that bastard decided to strike again. Please Seul, think about it” taking her hand in his, he brought it close to his lips, kissing it softly.
Seul shuddered at the contact of his lips against her cold skin, a gush of memory invaded her mind. The kisses that Jin gave to her when she had her panic attack made her face pink. “I will think about it” she coughed away the awkwardness.
“It is late, you need your rest too. Lets go back now” she pulled her hand form his grasp and arose from her feet. She couldn’t stop the thudding of her heart as she waited for him to come up. He smiled to himself and grabbed her hand once again making the latter to squeal softly.
“Lets go” he interlocked her fingers with his, and started walking side by side.
Underneath a sky blanketed with stars, there were two confused souls walking through the darkness. They pretended the sound of their loud heart beatings were not caused by their close proximity.
Was she swooned by Jin’s little gesture?
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levis-pajamas · 3 years
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Name Your Favorite
1. Place - my bed
2. Person - my best friend
3. Color - green
4. Food - sushi
5. Smell - mint, cologne, fresh clean
6. Book - hunger games (oops)
7. Movie - nightmare before xmas & coraline
8. Music artist - of all time: kikuo. currently: gully boys & motionless in white
9. Genre of music - alternative
10. Genre of literature - horror/mystery & romance
11. Magazine - anything with cool products to look at
12. Texture - smooth paper, soft fluff, jello
13. Time of day - night
14. Day of the week - friday. just feels nice
15. Tumblr - obvious plant
16. Thing to do when bored - dress up games/avatar creators bcs i’m 9
17. Celebrity - oscar isaac & catherine o’hara
18. Class in school - science
19. Website other than Tumblr - youtube
20. Drink - coffee
21. Precious stone - bismuth
22. Animal - frog. but i love all animals fr
23. Flower - hydrangea
24. Time in history - i’m not a history person so i’m not sure i have one?
25. Font - code type fonts yk the ones
26. Video game - subnautica
27. TV show - supernatural probs
28. Play - none
29. Sound - sounds of nature (forest noises, streams, owls, crickets etc)
30. Fruit - olives
31. Vegetable - cauliflower
32. Store/shop - hot topic (lmao not a joke) & hobby shops
33. Article of clothing you own - my coraline sweater & doc martens
34. Fashion/style - alt/goth/punk
35. Pattern - thin stripes or stars
36. Workout - LMFAO
37. Quote - OH MY FLAVORS -link neal
38. Historical figure - can’t say i have one
39. Boy’s name - levi
40. Girl’s name - valerie or mabel
41. Potato chip flavor - cool ranch
42. Meal of the day - dinner
43. Ice cream flavor - mint choco
44. Soda - root beer
45. Popcorn flavor - movie theater butter
46. Season - autumn
47. Month of the year - october
48. Word - marshmallow
49. Disney princess - tiana or jasmine
50. Insult - saying smthg abt someone is “unfortunate”
51. Joke - Ben Dover
52. Cussword - all of em
53. Letter - B. could be balls, tiddies, ass, sunglasses, buck teeth, the list goes on
54. YouTube channel - good mythical morning
55. Eye color - brown
56. Memory - when i felt truly comfortable and loved for the first time
57. Dessert - cake
58. Candy - good ol chocolate bar
59. Restaurant - my local asian place where i’m a regular qvq
60. Lifehack - none
61. Language - japanese (oops again)
62. Thing to learn about - ANIMALS!!!
63. Thing about yourself - i’m strong & capable of adapting to things and keeping a clear head when things go wrong
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Ok yall I'm listening to tma for the first time and im gonna record my thoughts here.
I dont even know if this is worth posting but im going to do it anyways. I listened to episodes 1-40 in 3 days, I believe that's the first season.
ep 1: this is v good so far idk not much to say
ep 2: are all of these gonna have somebody named jon? thats the name of the dude speaking right?
ep 3: design with lines and a square in the middle? gotta be real that just sounds like a spider web. (isnt there an entity or wtvr called The Web? i think?) also are we just gonna brush over whatever thing shoved her into the street bruh
ep 4: the eye! That's a thing I remember seeing posts about
ep 6: worms? Worms!! "This story is concerning" arent they all?? who the heck is Jane prentiss uh oh
ep 7: so I'm guessing this is one of the entities we hear about?
ep 8: fractals feel like a Web thing idk its just vibes. this box sounds like a Web thing too- oop yeah spiders
ep 9: ik the hand with the eye on it is significant cuz i see it in fanart but im not sure what it means.
ep 11: web go brrr
ep 12: eyes!! In ep 4 the poem mentions smth about hearing right? AYO look at me makin connections Jared Keay (keye?) baybeeee. Beholding is a thing!
ep 15: I think theres an entity called The Dark but I'm not sure if im just making that up
ep 17: is it jorgen shitener or wtvr his name is again. IT IS!
ep 16: web time
ep 18: sus smells. Is it Eye time?
ep 19: oh!! this is connected to the other one! woah!
ep 21: this feels a lot like the cave diving one so far. was that a squish noise i heard at the end? worms? doesnt he have worm scars from whatever thing?
ep 22: martin voice reveal!! pogchamp! oh wow ok i knew the worms were gonna be somewhat important but not this important oh boy.
ep 23: oh god please no not the books. is this related to the graveyard thing from mist? jw 1279 (doesnt jw mean jehovah's witness) ffFUC KING KEAY
ep 29: i wonder if gerard keay (as ive learned his name is spelled) is one of those immortal death thingies. he does seem to show up a bunch but somehow i doubt it
ep 30: The Slaughter time? Meat! like the upstairs neighbor one!
ep 31: he mispronounced Appalachia >:( aw hell naw this is some Most Dangerous Game shit. this has The Slaughter vibes
ep 32: Prentiss oh boy. worms go brr. beholding is such a specific word i feel like i have to write it down ever time i hear it. spiders again. I still havent figured out which entity prentiss is related with. "you rob it of it's fear" "i dont know why the hive chose me" Is there an entity called the hive? i wouldnt be surprised but i cant remember hearing about it. Nicholas says worms are related to The Corruption
ep 33: "trying not to think about eachother" sean kelly o no re u gonna die. yeah im with jon on this one theres not rlly any supernatural stuff happening. probably they sacrificed him to keep something ? at bay (heh)
ep 34: i dont have to talk about how weird John Doe is right? v sus. The cracking noise is them giving themselves bones right. Apple? spiders? awww teeth i tried to call it. Teeth like the trash bag episode!
ep 35: passages: as in from a book? please no god not litener tell me it isnt so- GODDAMMIT OH WAIT JARED ITS HIM THAT LITTLE SHIT 13 passages + the one they came from. Weirdly wet, probably covered in blood. Bone! from the book that jared has! that's where he got his fuckner book. pages with web, figure in the darkness (anglerfish) stranger who means him harm, smth abt heat idk lightless flame go brr. eww the wormsss.
ep 36: buzzing? like in Hive? this sounds like a worms thing, perhaps the person who gave the statement got infected, thats why she was washing/ itching her hand? lighter?? hold on jared had one and the guy who got killed by the crime dude had one. spiderweb design go brr web go brr
interesting note cuz i cant remember which episode this came up in. In one of the past episodes tim was talking about some mistakes in the recordings. jon doesnt seem like the type of person to just not care about mistakes. he's gotten obsessed with these recordings like others get obsessed with the web etc
ep 37: They have the table? hmm... is this gonna be some fairy ring stuff. oh boy more burning. iron oh boy fae shit. milk bottle? this all sounds like witch shit i gotta be honest. rain water? yeah this feels like witchy things lol. dont tell me he opened one of the bottles. istg. he messed with some witch's spell jar and now he's cursed. is it a photo of his "predecessor" AYO IT ISS I CALLED IT
ep 38: books at lease we know they wont be involved but they couldve been. how come no one but jon ever calls the design a spiderweb? he has a migrane from the design? (idk if it is a guy but i always use he/him in my head cuz jon does) hopefully that means he wont be influenced? idk. oh dear a person is gonna disappear arent they. is david gonna go missing. is the speaker gonna go missing? spider oh no jon. oh no worms oh fuck
ep 39: oh dear this is quite unfortunate. LMAO he just asked if martin was a ghost im losing my shit. AYY TIM. fucking sasha is gonna get brainwashed by the web istg. I think that's a new voice but i cant tell im not v good at determining different voices. is it prentiss?
ep 40: "my eyes are up here but yknow, theyre not." LMAO how come those worms were slow (tim's statement) sasha sounds off. it's not her for sure. Is it like NotGraham? NotSasha? its funny she (gertrude) has such an ordinary death but that almost just causes more questions. If she didnt die due to a supernatural thing then it's something scarier, a person. (ayy me n jon said like the exact same thing) "they'll have to kill me first" oh god oh fuck foreshadowing
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hello! i hope you're having a good day/evening wherever you are! may I request tokitou yuichiro, heavy angst, with prompts 15. "who do you think you are?" and 32. "i'm here for you! can't you see?" thank you so much! you write beautifully :33
prompt 15. “Who do you think you are?”
prompt 32. “I’m here for you! Can’t you see?”
you had known yuichiro for years, probably better than he does.
so when you suddenly saw yuichiro in someone else’s arms, you were happy for him, because he finally had someone else who understands him too, not just you and his brother.
but what was that throbbing feeling inside your chest? one that you always felt whenever you see yuichiro with his partner, as if it was aching to tear itself from inside of you and walk far away into the ends of the earth.
ah, you realized, you like him.
scratch that, you love him. you love yuichiro and now it’s your fault that you let this happen.
“i can’t believe she’s making me dress up and attend to that stupid party of her friend.” there was irritation in his voice but you could sense that those words were only words and he isn’t really that affected by his situation. 
but you were silent. before, you really liked it whenever he comes to you, but now it only adds salt in your wounds, burning it further and further until you’d become numb of the pain. 
although that doesn’t mean you would deny that you only stay because it was him--you like him, of course you’re also selfish about wanting to spend time with the person that your heart is also longing for, even if he already belongs to someone else. and besides, it will be very obvious for yuichiro if you’ll ignore or purposely stay away from him.
no matter how much you disliked it, he knows you better than yourself too.
“should i go?” you snap back to reality and gripped onto the strap of your bag when you made eye contact with the boy, his orbs gleaming, rivaling the light that the sun brings from behind him as he peers at you over his shoulder, it was a normal day today, where you, muichiro and yuichiro should be walking to school early in the morning. unfortunately, the younger sibling was at home sick thus, leaving you alone with the older on.
“what do you think?” he pursues, clearly wanting for your opinion on this matter.
you bit your lip as it ached to say “don’t go.” instead, you forced a “you should go.” to go out, sounding a bit strained but at least you managed.
“she’s your girl friend. support her as much as you want her to support you.”
he purses his lips, pondering over your answer as you internally sighed, relieved from your ability to control yourself.
now it was true that yuichiro knows you just as much as you know him. and it shows especially today, the day you had been at your lowest. usually, you’d call him to vent out your feelings and have him return a snarky remark so that your emotions will subside and you’ll somehow cope up. but that won’t happen for today, because he’s out partying with his girlfriend, like he had mentioned before. 
it was deemed to be true until you suddenly found him knocking on your window that night.
your brows were furrowed and your eyes were puffy. you dragged yourself to move to the window and open it, the cold night breeze entering the four corners of your bedroom and passing by your shivering body.
“hey” he greets, wearing his usual facade and a suit that fits well to his frame. you wanted to compliment him but a question comes out of your mouth.
“what are you doing here?”
actually, two questions. “are you not attending with your girlfriend in a party?”
he scoffs as he backs away and sits on the roof, beckoning you to join him. and once you did, you sat yourself a bit far away from him--to which he noticed.
he settles himself near you without another word and removes his tuxedo, placing it on your shoulders, making you covered in warmth and his scent--the boyish but fresh natural scent that you liked about him.
you did not say anything, but you hid yourself under your arms that were tucked on top of your knees, hiding the blush that was probably on your face from his gentlemanly actions.
“it’s boring so i snuck out.” he says before turning his face to you. “and besides, i heard you didn’t got accepted to the lead role today.” 
it was just a measly class play. and he was not supposed to know that. so of course, your initial reaction was shocked, but you masked it with irritation and harshness, the topic being sensitive enough due to the current situation that you stuck yourself with in regards to your feelings for him. 
“shut up, i don’t want to talk about it.”
“you do”
“no, i don’t. stop it yui.”
“i know you do, (y/n). stop being an idiot.” 
appalled, you glared at him, “i said i don’t didn’t i? you should stop being an idiot.”
he grits his teeth and his jaw clenches, but his eyes told another story. “(y/n), i know you’re hurt. i’m here for you! can’t you see?” 
and there was something in his voice, a wavelength you had never heard before, a pitch that created tinglings in your arm along with the coldness that the air had brought.
but still, you resisted.
“who do you think you are?”
he purses his lips again, contemplation written all over his face like a script of a play, one that you could see and read but never fully understand because you were only a reader, and a reader’s interpretation were not exactly what the writer was trying to tell. it can be close, but it will never have the exact same feeling and perspective. “stop acting like you’re my boyfriend, yuichiro.” the words slipped out of your mouth, smooth and sleek, like it was what had been on your mind since the very beginning.
then, for the very first time, you suddenly couldn’t read him, as if your words had power and it caused him to suddenly lock himself and refused to give you entrance to his feelings. 
he turns his gaze away and stands up abruptly, his long hair flowing behind him like it was performing a dance. 
“you’re right.” he speaks, monotoned and blank, as if the person speaking was soulless. “i’m not your boyfriend. i’m the idiot one who thought I was. sorry about that.”
and you didn’t stop him as he climbs down from your usual spot, walking towards his own house without turning back and glance at you nor his tuxedo that he unlikely forgot and just let you keep it so you wouldn’t get cold--even if the confines of your warm room was just behind you and his was still a few blocks away.
you gripped your hands onto it and tears formed on the corner of your eyes, forcing yourself to stay put. 
you know him. yui knows you.
he would be expecting you to follow him and sit on their own roof just to apologize to him and for you to return his tuxedo.
but you didn’t you wouldn’t.
because you can’t pretend that loving your best friend in a romantic way is okay, especially now that he has someone who should be enough to do that. and if it takes you to resist now to move on later, then you’d do it. even if it hurts.
i wanna cry. this became too personal for me (ノ_<。) muiyui had been hitting me with angst lately and it’s raining often here too. maybe that’s why i’m getting emotional lmao
anyways, tomorrow is the last day for hurt week! if i don’t finish writing for requests, i’ll still do it but i won’t be accepting more after tomorrow~ if you want to request more, best do it now  (ノ´ з `)ノ
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