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#shush pls cassie
quillwritten · 3 years
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blackout 
One elephant, two elephant, three elephant—
Move.
Hold your breath and step silent, violent panting gives the game away,
you stay as small and shadowed as you can 
while hands turn your world around
with no sound whatsoever.
It’s clever how they work it,
but no time to lurk and watch;
your watch is set to fifteen seconds to transform
and it is normal, but you’re still half-dressed
in the wings and stressed because you sing 
in the next number.
The number of buttons on your blouse
is astounding, has there always been this many? 
Trapped under trembling fingers,
a display of nerves you can’t avoid—
The noise of clapping dulls to murmurs
and the song begins to play.
There’s a riot in your chest but you stay quiet,
and make a mad dash for your place
before lights up.
Pose and smile and all the while the audience will never know
how close you came to falling out of time.
- c. p. m. b.
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luvr-bunnyy · 2 years
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anything for my princess
LEXI HOWARD x FEM!READER
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word count: 1.9k - part 2
© luvr-bunnyy pls don’t use my headers or writing without permission
Warnings: mentions of alcohol, illicit drugs, uncomfortable situations, violence, etc. typical euphoria things. NO SPOILERS!!
[a/n; alright! here's my first ever fic on this blog. it is a Lexi fic because there aren't enough here on tumblr and it's appalling. pt. 2 will be up tomorrow. enjoy! - yours truly, bunnyy -`ღ´-]
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When Lexi had confessed her feelings for you, it was a huge surprise. Obviously, you were ecstatic. On cloud nine basically but it was a surprise nonetheless.
Especially when Rue had told you how Lexi reacted when they had kissed for the first time.
You weren’t sure how Cassie would react seeing as you were her age and one of her friends but she was more than glad that Lexi had finally confessed.
Unbeknownst to you, she had been on the receiving end of many rants about how attractive you were and how her heart beat faster every time you were near.
Anyways…
Lexi was a ridiculously sweet girlfriend. She baked cookies and banana bread for you, she memorized your coffee order, constantly doted on you, planned insanely cute dates, etc etc.
Not that you were pushing for anything to move quickly but whether she realized how heated and stir crazy she made you was still up for debate but if she knew then she was amazing at playing coy.
“So? What do you think?” Lexi asked sheepishly as she held her hands behind her back and anxiously swayed a bit.
You were stood at the open front door as she was showing off her outfit for the party you were going to.
It was different than what she normally wore. You couldn’t help but feel adoration and love course through you as you let your eyes trail her body.
Chunky platform boots that seemed to make her legs look longer.
A tight black mini skirt with a small slit on her right thigh that hugged her hips perfectly.
A maroon off-the shoulder crop top with puffy sleeves that was a shimmery silk and made her collar bones a little more prominent.
As you stuttered over what to say, you could see Cassie and Maddy, Kat, BB, and Mrs. Howard watching with amusement just a ways away.
But seeing as you hadn’t answered right away, Lexi grew a little self conscious and nervous.
“(Y/n)?” Hearing her dejected tone of voice quickly snapped you out of your trance.
“Sorry. I was just….you look-“ Your heart seemed to beat a million times faster as each second passed.
Taking a deep breath, you calmed your nerves and gathered your thoughts, making sure to keep it appropriate since her mother was like right there.
“Lex, you look gorgeous.” You silently held your hand out and she quickly slipped her hand into yours. “Like I’m speechless.” She blushed, cheeks turning into adorable little tomatoes.
“Come on…” You muttered as you brought your joint hands to your lips and pressing a kiss to the back of her hand. “Give us a little twirl.”
Holding her hand above your heads, you gently twirled her in a circle. Maddy and Cassie squealed in excitement, Kat and BB yelling something along the lines of ‘get it girl!’ and Suze whistled.
“Okay, okay!” Lexi laughed shushed them before turning to face you once more. “Let’s go.” She gently squeezed your hand.
You frowned before turning to the other three girls “You guys aren’t coming with us?”
“We’ll go together to give you guys some alone time.” Cassie teased, Maddy made a V with her fingers and stuck her tongue out in between it.
You shook your head in disbelief. “I- okay. See you guys later.”
“No funny business Miss (Y/N)!” Shouted sternly but her smiling eyes gave her away.
“There never is!” You playfully saluted her with your unoccupied hand before pulling Lexi away to your car.
You opened the passenger door and in a posh accent said, “Milady.” which she giggled at. That giggle sent your heart into a frenzy.
You had to take a breath before entering the car.
As you drove, windows down, and RedBone by Childish Gambino played through the speakers, the sudden feeling of a hand on your thigh made you glance over at Lexi.
“What’s up babe?” The way that the pet name rolled off your tongue made her shiver.
“Nothing…” She muttered. Blushing and looking away.
Smiling fondly, you let her be as you continued to drive. Being in a relationship with her was very interesting. She had still been getting used to the intimacy, both emotional and physical and she appreciated that you were so patient but she knew of your past relationships.
Overhearing your retellings of one night stands or passed sexual experiences with your ex(es) while having sleepovers with the girls and it frustrated her.
Not because she was jealous or anything but because she wanted you to just have your way with her.
She would never admit it but recently, she had been fantasizing and daydreaming about you WAY more often. Mainly about your lips. How they would feel against her body, how they would feel between her thighs.
The thought alone had her thighs clenching together.
Your hands were also another part of you she found herself drooling over them. The thick rings that adorned your fingers. The way they looked flexing over the steering wheel-
“Are you okay?”
“Hmm?” Her eyes widened as she moved her gaze from your hands to your frowning face.
“You spaced out for a second, we’re here.” You spoke gently, nodding your head in the direction of the windshield.
She glanced over and you were right. There was an enormous amount of teens loitering outside the house. Plumes of smoke floating into the air, the sound of muffled music finally reading her ears.
“Oh…right.” She turned red once more. “Sorry.”
“No worries princess.”
Shivers.
As the both of you walked into the party, you were quite aware of the stares pointed towards Lexi. Normally, you wouldn’t have minded but these stares were hungry and wandering...lingering. Lingering too long at the edge of her skirt, at the swell of her breasts that were accentuated by her top.
Slipping your hand out of hers, you moved your arm around her waist and tugged her closer to you. She glanced at you and could see the way your jaw clenched and your eyes narrowed and she grinned.
You were jealous.
Once you guys had settled, Lexi had spotted Maddy, Cassie, and Kat.
“Hey, I’m gonna go look for Fez. I’ll be right back, okay?”
“Okay! Bring me another drink on your way back?”
“Of course princess.” You leaned down and she bit her lip as you placed an open mouth kiss at the place where her jaw connected to her neck.
Your relationship with drugs wasn’t as concerning as Rue’s and Lexi made it a point to have a conversation about it with you at the beginning of your relationship.
You smoked weed, occasionally partook in molly with Maddy and Cassie but that was about it. Never really doing anything harder than that. However there was one time you taken a hallucinogen with Rue and had a terrible trip. She was worried as fuck when she got a call from Elliot saying that he needed help getting you home.
She has spent a few hours helping you off of the high. Then she spent the night crying in your arms, explaining how worried she was.
Whatever…back to the main story.
“Hey Fez, Ash.” Ash nodded at you.
Fez sat up.
“Hey ma’, how’s it goin?”
“Not too bad Fez, business still booming?”
“Shiii…you know it is ma. You here with ya girl?”
Your girl…that made your heart swell.
“Yes I am.” He grinned at your blissed out smile just at the mention of her.
“Aye that’s what up man…I won’t keep you long then. What can we help you with?”
“You got any joints left?”
“I think I do…” He muttered as Ash looked into a black backpack and pulled it a little plastic box.
“We got three left.” Ash glanced up at you.
“Then I’ll take all three.”
“That’s twenty-five big ones (Y/n).”
Lexi was waiting for you by the patio entrance when some guy she didn’t recognize approached her.
“Hey baby, how’re you doing tonight?”
“Oh uhm I’m okay.” She responded uncomfortably. Self consciously wrapping her arms around her slightly exposed midriff.
“You know, I can’t believe that a pretty girl like you is here alone.” He licked his lips, backing her up against the wall.
“Oh I-I’m not…”She trailed off, beginning to feel her fingers fluttering against her sides with nerves.
“Sure looks like it. I don’t see your boyfriend around.” His hand then came up and he ran a knuckle down her cheek.
“Hey man, I don’t mean to alarm you but-“ Fez pointed over your shoulder as you slipped the joints into your jacket pocket. You turned to see where he was pointing, and it made your heart stop.
Lexi was backed up against a wall, some guy had his hand pressed firmly to the wall beside her head and the other was touching her cheek. What made you see red was the way Lexi’s eyes were glossed over with tears and her bottom lip was trembling.
Dropping the money in Ash’s lap, you made your way over to this idiot making your girlfriend uncomfortable.
Cassie had noticed and frowned, alerting the girls around her. Maddy, Kat, Jules, and Rue.
��What the fuck? Where’s (Y/n)?” Rue asked.
“I don’t know but we should fucking do something.” Maddy had basically growled.
“Uhh I don’t think we need to.”
Their heads snapped over to Jules and looked at her like she was insane and before Maddy could go off, Jules pointed over at the patio doors.
“Look.”
In you walked, a scary look on your face as you shrugged your jacket off and tossed it haphazardly on a table.
You gripped the back of the guys shirt and pulled him off of Lexi. The guy was angry and turned to you, opened his mouth to say something but he never got the chance. You had swung your fist and nailed him on the cheek.
They all gasped and the music stopped as someone screamed. The crowd separated and they watched as the guy hit the ground and you followed. Straddling his body and sending punch after punch.
As much as they agreed with your actions, they had to stop you or else you’d probably beat the poor guy to death.
However, someone had beat them to it. Nate had taken it upon himself to break it up. He leaned down and wrapped both arms around your waist and pulled you off.
“Get off of me asshole!” You thrashed in his hold and he let you go, putting his hands up.
Huffing a deep breath, you smoothed your clothes down. “Fucking keep your hands to yourself, bitch.” You growled, spitting at the battered boy on the ground.
Realization hit you as you looked around, everyone shocked. Some even looking at you like you were a monster. Then you looked at Lexi.
She was horrified, tears were flowing down her cheek as she looked at you in what you thought was fear.
“Fuck..” You sighed. “Fuck I- Lexi…” You reached out to her and she took a step back. The action completely obliterating your heart.
Taking this as your cue, you made your way out. Accidentally shoulder clipping Rue as you did.
“(Y/n) wait!” She called but you ignored her. Reaching for a full bottle of whiskey and grasping it, the way your knuckles flexed around the neck making you wince.
Then you were gone.
Lexi turned around and her eyes landed on your jacket. She grabbed it and placed it over her shoulders. Your smell permeating her nose and calming her nerves.
“What the fuck just happened?”
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frenchiestan · 6 years
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I couldn’t get any livestreams to work last night but I really REALLY wanted to liveblog it so I’m just gonna make a post about it instead. If i like this i’ll probably do it whenever i miss an episode airing! Anyhoo, enjoy watching me die slowly in text form
First shot Sam driving Baby??!? Are you kidding me?? r u d e
also bearded Sam *drooling*
i never knew what Muslim prayers said before and they’re super close to Catholic ones. i love that. it makes sense i just never knew 
Jensen speaking other languages was not a kink i knew i had...
JENSEN IS SUCH A GOOD ACTOR I’M YELLING
I’m literally terrified of him this is amazing
and that vOICE
peace and love *cries*
anyways new favorite antagonist alert 
THE TITLE CARD
so reminiscent of season 9 i love it
hippy hunter guy is a snack i ain’t gonne lie...don’t judge me 
girl same 
god i am never gonna get over bearded Sam
FAMILY HUG FAMILY HUG FAMILY HUG
Sammy it’s okay everything always works out...sort of??!?
do you think Sam is jealous of hippy hunter’s hair and beard and that’s the real reason he’s not shaving??
teach her to do it!
also i love Maggie, i hope she sticks around
you are not good Samuel, go sleep!
Jack and Bobby boxing is officially the most pure thing
his hair is so fluffy. i love my soft son
Bobby always speaking words of wisdom :’))))
i already hate this guy...even if his shoes are nice
CAS ORDERED WATER!!! JENSEN WAS RIGHT ASDFGSFBBZABK
Cas looks soooooo good
wow a fashionable demon...wild
this demon knows what’s up lmao
cas and dean are definitely joined at the everything ;)))))
“your life” 
“i’ll speak slower”
sassy cassy coming out but not to play
oh damn oh damn
kick all their asses baby i’ll hold your trenchcoat
STOP HURTING CAS 2K18
I. SAID. STOP.
DANNEEL *a million heart eyes emojis*
dude we got a view of true form.....niiiiiiiiiiice
“oh god” “people keep calling me that” yas i love him
I love the lighting in this scene
the way he said pretty...
if Anael wants love I volunteer
i’m still curious how this whole “not many angels left” thing is going to play
they are worth saving shut your face
hey can i uh....get some jack and cas interactions please
sammy and jackie :’))
yup still not over the beard
get Jack a tv in his room or something
or just decorate it in general it’s so drab
uuuummmmmm who the fuc kis that
what the hell??!?
Nick!?!? wtf
why???????????????
oh wow i’m so torn bc on the one hand this is intriguing but on the other....
how is he alive tho. seriously how is that possible
Nick asking the questions we all have
that explanation seems...thin
idk i’m sure it’ll be useful for the show
even when beat up and bleeding Cas just oozes with “I’m done with your shit”
i like the new gang
Maggie wearing overalls oh boy oh boy be still my gay heart
JACK!?!?! He wants to save his Dad 
he just wants to help and prove he’s still useful even without his powers both to others and to himself and i can’t wait to see him learn he’s not just useful as a weapon but as a part of the family to thanks for coming to my ted talk
I feel like Sam is going into warrior/leader mode to not lose anyone else
i don’t give a shit about your backstory demon dude...just get stabby stabbed already
Sam shush she needs to believe it’s going to be okay too
can we please just have our little family back together again please??
Mary is so worried about him...me too girl
the demon that gets to pat down Sam got the best gig. do you think they drew straws to see who got to do it?
“the shoulders. the hair” same guy same
sex hair cas alert hey-oh
Sam TOWERS over Kip goddamn
DON’T HURT JACK
“what do you want” should’ve been the title 
“i don’t care” so much sass in this episode i love it
“i want the crowley deal” bro you are NOT WORTHY
“you’re not crowley” THANK YOU SAM
also i love that the boys are just the unspoken leaders of hunters 
like they get all the deals with the expectation that all other hunters will follow suit or something
pls demon you’re weak get outta town
you should be afraid of him homie
i want sammy to just straight up punch this dude in the face
wait is maggie in overalls AND camo?? she’s gay. sorry guys i don’t make the rules
i love my parents storming in to save the day
i knew it was coming and i still yelled when they burst in
all the slow mos are so aesthetic
like yes please give me Mary slowly smashing a glass into that demons head. it is very important. for science.
Jack don’t bring on confrontation you’re not ready!!!!
Maggie is gonna be a badass hunter by the end it’s gonna be awesome
Mary and Bobby have such different teaching styles. 
Bobby: learning takes time, don’t rush into things, *insert words of wisdom here*
Mary: here take this, you totally know how to use it right? now go kill something and have fun!
yay the demon got stabby stabbed!!!
anyone else super turned on by sam telling all those demons what’s up?
boyking!sam back in action
a beer is no an icepack sam
casually talking to Ketch on the phone...how things change
Sastiel moment :’)
they’re both so hot...it’s distracting
he’s do anything!! 
Bobby called her sunshine!!! 
one: awww so cute
two: where have we heard that before?? hmmmmmm??
CAS AND JACK INTERACTING THANK YOU
“to be fair we all got punched in the face” !!!! i’m crying he’s the funniest angel in the garrison dsdfvbnmsf 
Cas has matured emotionally so much it makes me cry
Jack, being a weapon is not you’re only use!!!
“i have nothing” “you have me” these aren’t tears i’m just sweating from my eyes
i was denied a hug in that scene and i’m bitter
lol sam had a silver money clip....john mulaney would be proud
dude he recognized her voice so quickly
Michael’s eyes are just devoid of all emotion...it’s crazy how does jensen even do that??
this episode be like “angels and demons and vampires oh my”
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quillwritten · 3 years
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linger/ie 
Strip me
of my secrets
until I am bare
and lay me in the 
bed,
buried
in sheets and pillows.
Use your tongue to loosen mine,
until I say confession,
singing
Strip me 
of my secrets
until I am bare
and lay me in the
ground,
buried 
in soil and ashes.
Use your soul to pray for mine,
until I say last rites,
crying
- c. p. m. b.
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