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filthforfriends · 6 months
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Måneskin cover Humble by Kendrick Lamar and it goes so fucking hard 🔥 This is my favorite thing they’ve done musically since La Fine and Il Donna Della Vita.
I love that the vocals and instruments are unadulterated hard rock. You can hear Ethan’s growth as a composer too. The drums are interesting, not just the same ole same old. Over all this is my favorite sound from Måneskin maybe with the exception of Coraline if I’m in the mood. They’re really good at this pissed off, kinda grungy Rage Against the Machine inspired rap-hard rock fusion. A lot of artists have tried to pull it off but few do so naturally and effortlessly.
It feels like the sound they’ve been working toward since Måneskin’s conception.
However it does leave a bit of a bad taste in my mouth since Måneskin have covered Black artists in the past and sang racial slurs. Humble and it’s masterpiece of a music video address complex aspects of religion, race, status, culture, and more. Based on their past oversights I kinda doubt Måneskin have taken the time to understand those aspects.
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lazy-plankton89 · 4 months
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bit late since i legit took a 6 hour nap and missed the comeback showcase but DAAAAMN
i love this!!! this has got to be everywhere. i want OOTD blasted from every single corner. The MV is so fun. those outfits with the caps are so good, yoohyeon bro😭 jiu going "i'm a goddess" and i can't do anything but agree. i think my favourite "OOTD this my fashion" is sua?
they gave handong more lines!!!! that pre-chorus in rising wow. the entirety of rising is so good actually. dami's part in the bridge and the music during that part. siyeon ending it with a bang of course.
the shatter choreo?? gahyeon coming in like that?? hello?? also another member of the silentnightcurseofspider universe lol. that choir bit.
they said 'we are young' is a festival song and i can already imagine the lights.
as with most things dreamcatcher releases, i love it!! can't wait for the promotions.
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candescentkpop · 1 year
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Dami
Dreamcatcher: Vision
Dreamcatcher Part 68 / ∞
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mintayrs · 1 year
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feeling like pavlov's dog (the stimulus: seeing dani and jamie on the screen) (the effect: bawling my eyes out)
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ftmbruce · 1 year
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the bruce-gets-damian-as-a-baby-universe that lives in my head is a rich tapestry of jason todd being the best big brother in the entire world
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exghul · 1 year
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Did you know I love you? ( IS THIS OOC?! IS THIS IC FROM TALIA?! I WON'T SAY.)
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rwbyofmyheart · 3 months
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“OOTD” Dreamcatcher English Lyrics
Enjoy the English lyrics I wrote for “OOTD!”
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OOTD This my fashion
Shut up, no more questions
Shining spotlight, unforgettable
I’m the future, so incredible
Give everything to make it more thrilling
Like a time lapse, bet you’ll remember me
Catch up, it’s a miracle
Complicated, it’s a miracle
Revolution, that’s just for me
Gonna catch your attention then wait till you know
Ri~se
Can’t ever burn the spark out
So hi~gh
I’m Venus, Nephthys, call me a goddess
Far beyond your reach
I’m only doing better
Shall we start this game?
1-2-3-4, 1-2-3
OOTD This my fashion
Shut up no more questions
OOTD This my fashion
Ready? Action
Don’t you want to feel it? Come and ride
Popping the champagne
Look at my necklace
Wearing my black dress
Cruising my Rollie
Cash in the backseat
We call it so sweet, so sweet
Outta my Outta my Outta my
Fxxx outta my way
My red carpet, I’m another level
Hiding and seeking I’m looking for my life
Driving on the highway, drunken everyday
Tell me, do you feel like a monster?
Ri~se
Can’t ever burn the spark out
So hi~gh
I am Venus, Nephthys, call me a goddess
Far beyond your reach
I’m only doing better
Shall we start this game?
1-2-3-4, 1-2-3
OOTD this my fashion
Shut up no more questions
OOTD this my fashion
Ready? Action
Don’t you want to feel it? Come and ride
Popping the champagne
Look at my necklace
Wearing my black dress
Cruising my Rollie
Cash in the backseat
We call it so sweet, so sweet
(Yeah!)
Celebrate: forever this day
(Whoa-oh)
Elevate: let’s break the cliches
(Visualize!)
Visualize: my own display
Hypnotize: my beauty’s dizzying!
Popping the champagne
Look at my necklace
Wearing my black dress
Cruising my Rollie
Cash in the back seat
Don’t you want to feel it? Come and ride
OOTD I’m flawless,
I’m flawless, I’m so gorgeous (gorgeous)
Can’t you see that I’m spotless?
I’m spotless, I’m so priceless
(priceless, priceless)
OOTD I’m flawless, I’m flawless
I’m so gorgeous (gorgeous)
Oh now you see, yeah I’m spotless
I’m spotless, I’m so priceless
I’m so gorgeous
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dongjunz · 1 year
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kimjun · 5 months
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𝐃𝐚𝐦𝐢𝐚𝐧 𝐝𝐨𝐞𝐬𝐧'𝐭 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐚𝐧𝐲 𝐨𝐟 𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐛𝐫𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐬… 𝐁𝐮𝐭…
You are the first person he looks for after a difficult mission, (worried) he wants to know if you need to be patched up, if so he will say "you are such a careless idiot" and drag you to Alfred.
Damian always has his favorite chocolates, so when you complain that you want something sweet, strangely your chocolate appears.
Damian doesn't leave your side when you're forced to go to charity events. He holds your hand to get out of the car, and if you feel cold, Damian takes off his jacket and hands it to you.
Damian managed to convince Bruce to have a cow and, to everyone's surprise, the cow was named after him.
—Yn… Is that the cow's name? - you fake a smile.
—Yes.- Damian shrugs while Jason bursts into laughter.
Damian doesn't like you mixing with the young Titans, you joke that it's jealousy, Damian doesn't admit it.
“You don’t need to be jealous Dami, I’ll still be your favorite sister”
"Shut your mouth"You laugh. Everyone knows you're his favorite sister, much to Dick's chagrin.
—I'm the oldest, I should be everyone's favorite brother here. - Dick complains while everyone goes to the cave.
—You're not my favorite. - Tim retorts, going to the computer.
—At least I'm Yn's favorite. - Dick grumbles like a child.
-I never said that. - you retort.
Dick feels he has been betrayed.
Meanwhile Damian watches the scene, wondering if he was his favorite brother, because whether he wants to admit it or not, you were his favorite sister.
—Yn is my favorite. - Damian says.When everyone looked at him strangely, the boy was confused.
—Was that a secret? Because you made that clear many years ago. - Jason scoffs as he leaves to put on his uniform.
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versev · 2 years
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ang hirap na ngang mag-adulting in general, tapos naging thousand fold pa ang dusa dahil sa ekonomiyang 'to!!! shutaaaa!!!!!!
magiging bitter na lang ako (mas bitter pa sa kape at kasing-tapang na rin ng barako) habambuhay dahil sa "social pressure" na yarn. but then again, hindi naman required magconform!!!!! minsan ay ayos nang nakaka-survive sa araw-araw!!!!! in this depressing economy!!!!!
but then again and again and again and again (x1000 reiteration), hindi deserve ng mga pilipino ang magdusa dahil lang sa palpak na sistemang araw-araw tayong binibigo't pinapahirapan!!!!!!
tapos 'yong presidente, nanonood lang ng laban ng gilas?????? ang kapal ng apog?????? i-try rin kaya niyang pondohan ang mga atleta natin, hindi 'yong masabi lang na forda support siya dahil umattend at nanood siya ng laban ng gilas, as if sapat na 'yon???? it exudes that disreputable let-them-eat-cake energy. lol. hello, presidente siya???? kumilos naman siya at sana ay ayusin naman niya ang trabaho niya, ano?!?!?! hindi 'yong para lang siyang display!!!!!
hay nakuuuu, yaw ko na!!!! pagod na me!!!! gusto ko na lang magliwaliw. as if i have that choice?????? *insert linya ni joy sa hello love goodbye tungkol sa choice* baka kapag nakaluwagluwag once in a blue moon!!!!!! siguro kapag pumuti na ang uwak!!!!! which only means, olats na talaga, tsong!!!! better luck next time. o sa next life. kung meron man. at kung makakaulit.
also, sana naman ay available na po ulit sa iwant 'yong "kung ayaw mo, huwag mo!" gusto ko na lang ulit matawa, maiyak, at kiligin sa marjo loveteam (at kay miss maricel na rin po opo)!!!!!!!!
o siya, tumblr, shut up na me! ang dami ko na namang ebas!!!!
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hinacu-arts · 9 months
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Finally found a moment to work on FFPS. Heres a little excerpt
“Fenton.”
Both Dannies turned around. “Which one?” Tucker asked.
“Daniel.”
The Dannies looked at each other. “Which one?” they said in unison.
Damian was clearly getting frustrated. His face scrunched up and his voice tone was clearly annoyed, “How do you usually differentiate yourselves?”
The Dannies started listing off names as they counted on their fingers.
“Danny-with-a-Y,”
“Dani-with-a-I,”
“Boy-Danny,”
“Girl-Danny,”
“Him,”
“Her,”
“The tall one,”
“The shorter one,”
“The older one,”
“The younger one.”
Damian remained frustrated, “I am not calling either of you either of those names.”
“Well, we both respond to ‘Dannie’ or ‘Fenton’.”
“But that does not resolve the issue.”
Dani tilted her head, “Why do you not want to call us ‘Dannie’?”
“‘Dannie’ is a nickname, which would imply we have a closer relationship than we have.”
“What if you called one of them ‘Fenton’ and the other ‘Daniel’?” Steph suggested.
“Fair warning,” Tucker spoke up, “neither of them like to be called ‘Daniel’. Like they really don’t like it.”
“But that is their name, why would I call them anything else?” Damian looked genuinely confused.
“Call me by a name I don’t like and I’ll call you by a name you don’t like.”
“Ditto.”
Damian crossed his arms, “I insist you allow me to call at least one of you ‘Daniel’.”
Danny crossed his arms to mirror Damian, “Alright, Ian.”
Steph tried to smother her laughter. Damian was outraged. Tim had never seen his face that red before. Damian opened and shut his mouth a few times in shock before he found his words, “That is not my name.”
“Sure thing, Dames.” Danny was grinning.
Damian stood up, “I demand you call me by my proper name!”
“Hmmm… maybe we should call him ‘Dami’ instead?” Dani suggests.
“No!”
“How about ‘Day’?”
“No. ‘Amy’?”
“‘Dameron’?”
“You’ve started a war you cannot win,” Tucker sighed and slumped in his seat.
“‘Day-Way’? Because ‘day’ in Damian and the ‘way’ in Wayne.”
“Day-Way, Daway, D-Way- no. Dwight.”
Steph was howling with laughter now.
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robintherobiner · 2 months
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Tim definitely accuses his siblings of homophobia for the stupidest things.
Dick: Oh Timmy, I'm sorry but Dami and I are going to the zoo in a couple minutes, so I cant hang out right now.
Tim: Oh okay, I see how it is. You dont want me to infect you with my gay cooties, huh?
Dick: What?! No, Tim, i swear-
Jason, beating the shit out of him: Stop breaking into my safe houses!
Tim: STOP BEING HOMOPHOBIC.
Jason: SHUT UP I'M NOT
Damian: Drake.
Tim: I've finally figured out why you refuse to accept i'm part of the family. It's because I have a boyfriend, isn't it?
Damian: You'e not special, Jon has one too. I am an ally of queer people, thats not why I hate you.
Tim: Ohhhhh, so you're using the 'i have gay friends' excuse, huh?
Bruce: Tim, lad, please go to bed. The batcomputer is not a comfortable place to nap.
Tim: This is biphobia at its finest.
Bruce: Ignoring the fact that i am also bisexual, me telling you to move has nothing to do with your sexual orientation.
Tim: The way i use a chair has EVERYTHING to do with my sexual orientation, Bruce!
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not-my-final-account · 2 months
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The room was tense.
Constantine sat in a chair and argued with the Justice League, the newest magical threat had popped up. The door slid open and no one really payed that must attention until Constantine froze mid yell, he snapped himself out of it and pushed himself out of the chair so fast he stumbled and nearly fell. He got on one knee and bowed so low it was a surprise it hadn’t broken.
“Constrained what the hell?” Batman (whom it appeared Constantine was bowing to) said but Constantine didn’t react, there was a small sigh from the child on Batman’s right.
“You may stand up, and speak, and do normal things.” Robin said with an annoyed tone, Constantine quickly stood up straighter than perhaps he had ever been him before.
“Y-yes your highness.” Constrained stuttered, he was sweating bullets when Robin sighed again.
“It’s Robin.” Robin said
“Yes Prince Robin.” Constantine said
“No- no prince, or highness, or titles or anything about ghosts. Just Robin.” Robin said
“Yes, your- uhm, Robin.” Constantine said with a forced grin, Robin massaged his head like he had a headache.
“Constantine what was that?” Batman asked, Constantine opened his mouth to reply but Robin looked up at him and he shut his mouth quickly. Batman gave both of them a look then sat down in his seat.
Despite Constantine being brought here for his magic insight he didn’t say a word for the meeting.
Then Robin stepped out to get a drink,
“Batman is that your son?!” Constantine yelled immediately
“Yes? Ready to explain why you’re acting like this.” Batman asked
“You’re actual son? Biological? Not just a kid you picked up on the side of the road? Are you treating him right?!” Constantine asked hurriedly. Batman seemed taken aback
“Yes, he’s my child biologically, why is this important?” Batman asked, Constantine stared at him for a few seconds before blurting out
“You’re royalty.”
“I’m sorry, what?” Green Lantern asked
“What GL said.” Flash agreed
“I don’t have a clue what Constantine is talking about.” Batman said and the whole room turned to Constantine
“Batman- your son- did you know- Batman that kid is the Ghost Prince.” Constantine said bewildered
“What?” about five seperate people asked.
I laughed as Sam grabbed a handful of popcorn from my bowl,
“I cannot believe this, he’s so scared!” Tucker laughed
“When you brought in that kid did you know he was Batmans kid?” Sam asked
“He had been thrown into the unstable entrance to the Ghost Zone that they know as the ‘Lazarus pit’ when he was an infant, I figured he had to have some weird parents, but I didn’t figure this.” I said
“I still can’t believe someone would do that to a baby!” Tucker yelled “Poor Dami.”
“I know.” I agreed “Remind me to make a deal or at least talk with Constantine for him having to put up with this.” I asked
“Got it.” Tucker said
“Talk with? You owe him an apology Danny.” Sam said, I shrugged.
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bruhseidon · 3 months
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Y/N: We’re not just sure, we’re HIV positive.
Damian: Will you stop it with that? What part of this is funny to you?
Y/N: Dami, we need to try to find—
Damian: What part of being infected with a deadly disease do you find funny?
Y/N: I don’t think it’s funny, Dami.
Damian: Then stop saying you’re “not just sure, you’re HIV positive”! This isn’t funny! AIDS isn’t funny! Dying isn’t funny, so shut the fuck up!
Y/N:
Damian:
Y/N: Well, excuse me, Dami, for trying to keep some optimism, you know? I mean, sometimes when things seem their darkest, you just need to try and stay… HIV positive. But if you wanna be so HIV negative all the time—
Damian: Knock it off right now! This isn’t funny… At all!
Y/N: Are you sure?
Damian: Yes!
Y/N: Are you HIV positi— [gets hit with a book] Ow!
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kaiyaamin · 3 months
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Can I request any headcanon or Oneshot of Batmom calling the Batfamily by their names? Batmom always calls them nicknames (sweetie, babybird or somenthing), so the Battys think she's upset.
Sorry if it's written wrong or it is not understood!! My main language is not English 😓😓
sure I would love to.
NICKNAMES
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Early in the morning, Batmom lies there in her bed staring at the wall. At 6 in the morning, no one was awake except for the infamous Batman sitting next to her.
Honey, what's wrong why are you up? To Bruce, it was very unusual to see her up early for she had a habit of sleeping till 10 in the morning.
Nothing Bruce, and Batmom stood up from her bed and left to the bathroom.
SHIT, SHIT! what did I do?
that's all he could think because she NEVER called him Bruce unless she was upset at him. He thinks of all the things he had done the latest skipping a gala and lying to her about an emergency when he was really hanging out with Superman and Wonderwomen.
Batmom came out of the bathroom and left towards the kitchen. There Tim sat at the table with a huge cup of coffee in his hand. He expected a hi or hello but nothing just an awkward silence.
Hey Mom, but she grunted and said hi Tim.
OH MY GOSH, Tim was in complete panic, forgetting about his coffee. She always calls me Timmy, Fuck what did he do?
Finally, Dick comes and sees Tim in complete panic. What's wrong with you?
All Tim does is point. To Dick's shock, he points at his mother. Dick thought nothing of it and greeted his mom and gave her a hug like every morning. But to his surprise, His mom didn't greet him back nor return the hug.
Mama, are you okay? I am fine Dick
What where's my nickname. Dick looks at Tim and Tim just looks completely horrified. He sees his mom leave and goes back upstairs.
Alright, Tim fess up what did you do? said dick. Me this could have been easily you, Maybe Mom found out about you breaking her very expensive vase, Tim said defending himself. well, it's not like you are innocent, Mom probably found out that you're the one who's been finishing all her expensive French coffee, Dick said as a comeback.
Alright Dickhead, why is mom so angry? Jason comes walking behind him, I have no clue she's been acting strange all morning AND SHE DIDN'T CALL ME BY MY NICKNAME, Dick says wiping his tears.
jason says, huh same, she usually calls me Baby Bird but she just stood there staring at me. Maybe, Jason, she found out how you snook out to patrol even though you are grounded, Tim says. Jason says in response, probably... WAIT how did you know about that Tim. I Know everything... you have cameras around the house don't you Tim, Dick said. Maybe, Idk Tim said with an evil grin.
Okay, guys come on let's go upstairs and apologize to whatever we did, Dick said. Fine Dickh, Jason said but was interrupted... AHHHHHHHHH
what the hell! I think my eardrum exploded, said Tim
come on guys, someone could be in trouble, Dick said. Okay, dickhead calm down, Jason says.
Damian what's wrong, Ummi said Damian instead of Dami. What did you idiots do this time?
Hold on demon spawn we didn't do anything let's ask Dad, Tim suggested.
Dad, what's happening with mom? Dick says
I don't know Dick your mother has been acting weird since this morning and she even woke up early like 6 in the morning early. [GASP], Bruce answers.
Damn, what the hell did we do? Damian says.
shut up demon spawn, I am trying to think, Jason continues.
Hi kids... MOM/UMMI!!, Batmom says out of nowhere.
Kids, I am very disappointed in you, Batmom continues
But mom we don't even know what we did wrong, dick said, and collectively everyone said yeah.
Sweethearts, why is there a FUCKING COW on my lawn, Batmom yelled out.
OHHHHHHHH, yeah Mom we all decided to get a cow, Dick answered truthfully. Shhhhh dickhead don't get me involved, Jason says slapping Dick behind his head
well, I am so glad you told me what happened, so here you go, Batmom says while handing everyone a paper.
What's this Honey? bruce said while taking the paper in his hand
well, that's the list of chores and you all are grounded for a month!!! Batmom said yelling.
WAIT, DOES THAT MEAN I AM GROUNDED FOR TWO MONTHS STRAIGHT, Jason shouted in fear.
No, Babybird, you all are grounded for two more months since you all exposed yourself when trying to figure out why I was upset with you guys, Batmom said with her hands on her hips.
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!, Jason shouted.
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Love Thorns All Over This Rose
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Warnings: angst, talks of a miscarriage, body image, talks of difficulty staying pregnant, mention of what is technically a still-birth, depression, suicidal thoughts, self-medicating, accidental suicide attempt (this is will make sense if you read it), probably poor writing and OOC characters but whatever
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IF THERE IS A WANT FOR A PART 2, I WILL DO ONE, IF NOT, THEN THIS STAYS AS A ONE-SHOT!
I mention Y/N goes to a church to pray, it is described more as a Christian or Catholic one (I really don't know the difference and I apologize) as she lights a candle before she prays. If you wish to skip that part, it starts with "Y/N hurried up the steps of the Cathedral." and ends with "Y/N nodded silently before turning and walking out.". I do also mention that the reader themselves aren't very religious (but grew up with it so reverted back to old practices to see if it helped)
Alfred is also dead in this (don't ask why he just is) so that's why he isn't here!
The POV here isn't really consistent. It jumps between being with the Batkids, Bruce, and Y/N's. I tried to make it flow though so hopefully that works!
 I feel like I should mention:
Bruce and Y/N's ages don't matter (I'm not in the mood to deal with that) but; Dick is 31 (and married to Kori but that's not too important), Jason is 25, Tim is 22, Damian is 15, Cass is 24, and Steph is 23
I also am not too familiar with Duke, so that is why he isn't there much. Mostly just mentioned
Anywho, enjoy
Love Z <3
7:25 AM
The kids watched as Y/N was silent as she put the plate down in front of Bruce's empty seat. They all noted how fake her smile looked as she looked up at them. "Alright, I will see you kids later!"
They all watched as she walked out of the dining room and once they knew she was out of earshot, they started talking.
"Did she eat anything?"
It was Jason, he had been the last down (well...outside of Tim) so he only saw her putting the plates down and ushering them to eat.
Dick shook his head, he had seen her the entire time she made breakfast. Fully clothed, which was unusual as she usually just made breakfast in her pajamas with her hair occasionally brushed. But not today. Today her hair was done, makeup was on, she was dressed as if she was working.
But everyone in that house knew she was still off after what happened, even though it had been 3 months since the incident.
Damian flicked at his food, "Ummi was supposed to take me to school today."
Dick smiled at Damian, "I can, Dami. Mom is just...preoccupied."
Damian hmphed and continued to play with his food. Dick was concerned for his younger brother. He knew that while he himself was close with the woman he had allowed to become his mother, Damian was so much more as she was really the only person who never got mad at him or made fun of him when he didn't understand something.
Jason abruptly stood, "Since mom isn't here, I'm just gonna go."
Dick raised a brow, "Really Jason? You're just gonna leave after--"
"Hey, we've been over this before Dick. I come because mom asks me to." He shrugged as he put his jacket on, "Plus, I'm going to follow her."
Stephanie snorted, "She'll kill you when she catches you."
"If she catches me. If."
Steph hummed, "My bets are on she will. Y/N is always on the lookout, especially after..." She faded and looked down, regret piling up inside her as she thought of what she was about to say.
"Either way, tell us what you find Jason."
He nodded to Dick's request before heading out the side door in the kitchen. Dick tapped his hand on the table for a minute before speaking; "I'm gonna go check on dad, Damian go get everything ready and I'll meet you at the entryway, alright?"
The eldest stood, placing a gentle hand on the youngest shoulder before heading to the stairs. Dick was concerned. He had never seen his mother so...shut off. Pretending like everything was alright even though everyone who saw her could tell that she was so close to jumping off of a bridge.
The closest that he had seen her to this was back when Jason died and she broke up with Bruce. But even then, she didn't avoid things that she had already planned. Even then, she stayed committed to things.
Plus, Dick knew she had no plans today. Well...no plans except for the fact that beforehand this would have been her due date. And he knew that that was most likely what had off-set her so badly.
Dick didn't even knock before opening the door to Bruce's study. He was even speaking before his father even looked up from his computer. "Have you talked to mom?"
Bruce raised a brow, "What?"
"Mom." Dick crossed his arms, "When was the last time you and her had a real conversation?"
Bruce shrugged, "I'm not sure." He looked at Dick oddly, "What are you going on about?"
Dick let out a hard sigh, "You two are married, it is your job to take care of her. Goddammit Bruce!" He threw his hands up in anger, "You know what? Nevermind, I'm not...I'm not even going to try."
He angrily turned and walked out of the room. He didn't even understand why he even thought that talking to Bruce would help. He just walked down the stairs and remembered his promise to get Damian to school. Trying to hide the anxiety he had that he didn't know what exactly his mom was doing.
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9:09 AM
Jason watched Y/N walk out of the convenience store all the way in Blüdhaven. From where he was, he couldn't see what she had bought, but the moment he saw her go into the store, he had messaged Tim to watch her bank account. To watch what she was purchasing. Something felt...off as he watched her.
Jason knew that after the...accident, Y/N had been hard to reach. To talk to. He knew that she and Bruce hadn't been sleeping in the same bed since that argument he had accidently heard them having around 3 weeks after everything happened. So 4 weeks ago.
Granted...from what he had heard, it wasn't even a fight that they had had. Mostly just words being thrown at the other. Words that Jason never thought that he would hear either one say to the other. Words that he never told any of his siblings that he heard. All out of fear that one of them would panic. And while sure, he had a disdain for Tim and Damian, that didn't mean he would ever let either of them know what he had heard.
Jason wasn't sure how long he had been watching her just sit in the car before Tim finally texted him a list of what Y/N had bought in the past week. And considering Jason had seen her previous bank records for a week, it was a sure red mark with how short it was.
Tim
In the past week she's gotten a lot of sleeping pills. That's basically all that she has gotten. That plus energy and pain pills. Duke is thinking she's self-medicating again
Jason sighed as he pocketed his phone when he saw his mom driving out of the parking lot. He kept a safe distance behind her as he followed her on her drive back to Gotham.
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12:15 PM
Y/N hurried up the steps of the Cathedral. Trying not to make a misstep and fall as well as trying not to draw attention to herself. She closed the umbrella over her head as she walked in. Placing it in the small holder, she brushed the front of her outfit as her heels clicked on the ground when she walked down the long hall.
Last time she was there was for her mothers funeral last year. Last time she had walked up and grabbed the larger candle to dip down and light the smaller one. Her heart pounded in her chest as she kneeled, words swimming through her head and mumbling off her lips.
She herself was never very religious, but having grown up that way, she wondered if praying like she did as a child would work. Praying that things would get better and that she would get better.
She shakily did the cross on her before standing and wiping the tears that had silently fallen away from her cheeks. She turned and started to make her way out of the church when she heard a voice call out her name:
"Mrs. Wayne! We were not expecting you here today, is everything alright?"
Y/N slowly turned to face one of the Nuns, a small, fake, smile on her face. "Oh yes, everything is alright Sister. Just came here to pray for a moment. I haven't in such a long time."
The nun nodded, "Very well, I hope the Good Lord hears your prayer and makes it happen."
Y/N nodded silently before turning and walking out. She grabbed her umbrella before opening the door and walking out. She practically ran back to her car, wanting to get in before anyone saw her out.
But Cass and Steph did. They watched her speed back to her car as they sat in the cafe across the way. Stephanie shook her head, "She never goes there. Especially not since her mothers deaths."
Cass nodded as Steph continued; "Something is seriously going on with Y/N. Maybe something else has happened that we don't know."
"She's been deteriorating for the past 4 weeks."
Steph raised a bow and inquired, "4 weeks?" Cass nodded, "Huh...weird, that's around a week after she came home from the hospital." She grabbed her phone and started typing in the groupchat that only held the kids (Damian not included):
Steph
when did Bruce disappear for a few days after Y/N came home?"
It didn't take long for Tim to respond
logs say he left 35 hours after she got home and came back 83 hours later why?
Cass
She's been slowly getting worse sense then
Jason
I overheard them arguing around 3 weeks after everything happened and I know they haven't been sleeping in the same room since then. And I'm not sure how important this is; but Tim checked her bank account and she bought different pills so me, him, and Duke think she's medicating again. Or that she's going to start again.
Cass and Steph looked at each other, concern and worry was on their faces as they read Jason's last message. Something started unnerving them as they thought of the things she could possibly do if she was going to start medicating again.
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3:25 PM
Y/N looked at her body in the mirror. Her hands came to lay on her stomach. Just like she did before. Tears brimmed in her eyes as she stared at her flatter stomach. She breathed shakily as her hands fell down to her sides.
Why?
Was all she ever asked.
Why me? Why did this happen to me?
She was so confused. She had always been good. Done everything to be a good person. But yet she still had that happen to her. Was she just not meant to be a mother?
Of course...she was one. She was a mother to 4 amazing boys and 1 beautiful girl. But still...it was different. Yes, those 5 children were hers, but that one. That singular one that she had carried for nearly 7 months had meant so much to her. Especially after being told time and time again it wouldn't happen.
It wasn't even the first time it had happened. She had had miscarriages before...but that wasn't what it was this time. The kidnapping. Bruce and the kids had found her after 2 days. The emergency c-section to save the baby.
But she knew. Of course she knew. She knew it had died.
Her baby girl. She had died before she even got the chance to live.
Y/N shakily breathed as she grabbed one of the bottles from the counter. She had thought it was the pain medication. But it hadn't been.
Sleeping meds.
Ever since it happened she had hardly been able to sleep. Nightmares of what happened still plagued her mind. Bruce yelling at her still echoed in her brain. Those...twisted words he said echoed inside of her.
She had popped a few in her mouth before dry-swallowing them and getting into the bath she had started earlier. The hot water felt like it was searing her skin, but she didn't care. She wondered if maybe she did this enough, whoever was above would forgive her of her sins and let her keep a pregnancy.
She wasn't sure how long she had stayed in the water before it became difficult to keep her head above water. Her body just felt so heavy. She wondered what pain meds she had grabbed at the store. She couldn’t remember them making her feel this way before. After a few moments of struggling to keep her head up, she felt her body sink down and under the water. But even as she felt water rush into her nose and fill her lungs, she couldn't bring herself to move and get out.
She just accepted her fate.
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3:30 PM
Bruce sat in his office, a bad feeling settling in his stomach. Something was telling him to check on Y/N. See if she was alright. He knew she had returned around 20 minutes ago, the security cameras had caught her walking in.
He carefully stood from his desk and walked out of his office. He walked down the oddly quiet halls of the manor. A small feeling of pain and guilt started to eat at him as he got closer to the guest room she had been staying in. He knew she was struggling. He knew that she needed him today. But he just...couldn't.
He was selfish. He knew this.
He knew he was so goddamn selfish. Caring about his own feelings rather than helping his wife. She had been the one to physically go through everything. She had been the one to bear that trauma.
He had been so incredibly selfish since she had come home from the hospital. He had even begun to wonder why she even stayed in the manor.
But as he opened the door to the guest room, unrest settled inside him as he saw she wasn't there but the bathroom door was open. It was silent. He had known his wife long enough to know she never was silent in the bathroom. She almost always had music playing.
He pushed the bedroom door further open as he walked further in. Anxiety started to reach a breaking point as he walked into the bathroom.
And time felt like it moved in slow-motion as he saw her state. Her knees bent out of the water, her head under. He saw the three bottles of pills on the counter. He saw the open one read sleep on them. He ran over to the tub, grabbing under her arms and pulling her out.
He bent down, trying to listen for a heartbeat. He felt like his own heart stopped as he heard nothing. Not even a faint thump of one. He quickly moved to her side and started CPR.
Everything still felt like it was moving slower than it was as he pushed down on her sternum. Tears gathered in his eyes as he repeatedly slammed down onto her. As he breathed into her mouth. He didn't stop. He couldn't stop.
It felt like an eternity had passed by the time he finally had gotten the CPR to work. She began to cough profusely, water spluttering everywhere. He sobbed as he heard her shallow breaths break through the air.
He heard the noise of Dick's voice breaking. "Mom?"
He looked at him, seeing both him and Damian staring at the scene in front of them. Staring as their father held their mother in his arms. As tears fell from his eyes, he pleaded for them to call 911.
It was with shaky hands that Dick did it. His words sounded choked back, he kept stuttering. Trying to say what he was supposed to but his mind was running at a million miles and and half a mile a second at the same time. Everything felt fuzzy and he had no idea what he was supposed to do. All that he knew was that he walked in on his dad doing CPR on his mom.
That was all he knew.
That was all Dick knew.
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