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nonelysianthoughts · 1 month

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Maze

My mind is a maze

A never ending labyrinth I am constantly lost within

A place of pure imagination

One filled with characters made of paper and words

Of worlds filled with mischief and magic

A place where thoughts couldn’t be more true

Free from judgement in everyone’s eyes

My mind is a maze I love to lose myself within

#emptying my drafts #old poetry low key kinda bad sooo be nice #poetry #sia writes #books #I suck at tags

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uhbasicallyjustmilex · 6 months

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#alex in this interview was one of my earliest inspirations for four walls #so i just had to gif it #it counts as research right?? 😅#but no for real this is SO much how i picture him when i’m writing it #pretty and dreamy and tired and just a little sharp around the edges #not quite settled into his own skin but slightly adrift #still quietly figuring himself out and finding his place in the world #ffs i need to stop rambling into the tags and go and actually write 😭#chapter five is now posted btw for anyone who missed it!#alex turner #alex gifs #arctic monkeys #sias era #four walls #my gifs #lulu posts

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perfectquote · 4 months

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And I don’t care if I don’t look pretty. Big girls cry when their hearts are breaking.

Sia, Big Girls Cry

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thoughtkick · 5 months

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And I don’t care if I don’t look pretty. Big girls cry when their hearts are breaking.

Sia, Big Girls Cry

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cybertron-after-dark · 29 days

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I was gonna ask a question but i honestly forgot it 😅 so just tell me something you want to rant about

If you do happen to remember what you were gonna ask feel free to do so, do not worry about spamming my inbox bc I live for that shit.

As for the rant

Transformers Rescue Bots had some of the best, kindest, and most respectful representation of neurodivergence I have ever seen in media and I'm tired of pretending it didn't.

While there are obvious complaints to be made about neurodivergent traits (especially autistic traits) usually being portrayed in media by inhuman characters like aliens or robots, this being a case of both, I feel like thats a pretty negligible sin given just how human the show makes the robots feel. (Also it was like 2011 and we were STRUGGLING for any scraps of rep anyway)

But like. The behaviors all these robots exhibit are all shit that I do that was always deemed unacceptable when I was a kid and seeing it portrayed with the level of kindness and gentleness they do in that show has me fuckin crying a little man. I wish I had actually watched it when I was younger and it was first airing because maybe if I did I would've had an easier time explaining what the hell was going on with my brain a LOT sooner.

Blades being anxious, overly sensitive, and WHOLEHEARTEDLY queer (which they had the absolute unparalleled balls to just casually confirm by having him swoon over "hunky vampires" in one episode and NOBODY commented on it. Fucking iconic) and getting so so deeply invested in the shows and movies he loves that he acts out the roles with enough passion to steel his nerves and completely flourish.

Boulder getting really confused at concepts that are basic and intuitive for most people, but still being so fucking intelligent, and never being made to feel stupid for the mix-ups, as well as just being so wholely, unabashedly in love with the planet he's found himself on, even if he doesn't understand all of it (Also apologizing to inanimate objects when he knocks them over 😭)

Chase being obsessed with rules and law because he NEEDS the structure to not fall apart at the seams, even feeling the need to fabricate a minor crime to justify using the emergency line to get a hold of the firehouse when he can't find the other bots. As well as just fully not understanding comedy (BUT TRYING HIS DAMNEDEST), taking things super literally, and having a lot of trouble with tone and expressions (even though you know just how deeply he feels All The Time).

Heatwave being desperate for attention and recognition, but completely allergic to asking for it. And honestly allergic to showing any genuine emotional responses other than aggression. The constant sarcasm and sass and defensiveness that he POORLY maintains because everyone knows that underneath that tough guy front is the loneliest robot on earth that wants to be loved SO bad but would rather jump into unicron's mouth than voice it because if he lets his guard down who knows what will happen to him or the people he cares about.

Just. All of it man. Seeing them exhibiting all these behaviors and quirks that all too often get met with poor reactions from people who don't want to deal with what they don't really get, but here they're met with patience and understanding?? It's got me fucked up. They get to be functional adults that struggle with what they have going on but still push through. They get to have unconditionally loving relationships with people that treat them with respect. And that's the kind of shit that gives me a lot of hope for folks like me because maybe some neurotypical kids that watched it picked up on what's helpful when their friend who acts like one of the bots is going through it. And maybe some neurodivergent kids watched it too and for the first time they just felt SEEN.

Okay rant over, I'm gonna go cry over some plastic robots 👍

#post written while ugly sobbing a little #rescue bots was written with this complete and utter kindness baked into it #as much as i praise the show for the comedy and character aspects #which are still wonderful in their own right #it must not be understated how genuine and sweet and compassionate the writing is #the funny little flash animated robot show did more research than sia ever did with her shitshow hatecrime of a movie #maccadam #transformers #rescue bots

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subtle-as-an-earthquake · 9 months

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When the heat starts growing horns...❤️‍🔥

#actually THIS is the hottest alex as ever looked #literally and figuratively #I know this has been giffed to death but I just...... needed to do it #for reasons #🥵#jesus christ #HE'S LITERALLY DRIPPING WITH SWEAT #HOW AM I MEAN TO GO ON #I need to write a fic about this immediately #alex tuner #arctic monkeys #sias era

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resqectable · 3 months

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And I don’t care if I don’t look pretty. Big girls cry when their hearts are breaking.

Sia, Big Girls Cry

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thehopefulquotes · 3 months

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And I don’t care if I don’t look pretty. Big girls cry when their hearts are breaking.

Sia, Big Girls Cry

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surqrised · 23 days

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And I don’t care if I don’t look pretty. Big girls cry when their hearts are breaking.

Sia, Big Girls Cry

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perfeqt · 4 months

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And I don’t care if I don’t look pretty. Big girls cry when their hearts are breaking.

Sia, Big Girls Cry

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mageofseven · 1 year

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Okay so this is random af but what if some of the Brothers have really embarrassing middle names that Lucifer only uses when he's super pissed at them.

Like, MC and Satan just chilling in library when they heard a small explosion from the other side of house (which was a harmless albeit genius prank of Satan's) and all they hear is Lucifer screaming at the top of his lungs

SATAN EUGENE!!!!!

MC:...Eugene?

Satan, face red: Don't ask...

#sia-speaks #sia's weird thoughts #idk but this was stuck in my head #and distracting me from my writing so #I just had to say something #also Mammon probably hears some like #Mammon Francis!!! frequently lol #obey me #obey me otome #obey me satan #obey me lucifer #obey me mc #obey me mammon

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quotefeeling · 7 months

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And I don’t care if I don’t look pretty. Big girls cry when their hearts are breaking.

Sia, Big Girls Cry

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thebirdarts · 1 month

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Georgie and @dujour13 's Sia finally get their [very belated] ockiss! I found myself smiling every time i work on this, Sia is so fun to draw!

Thank you again for the wonderful writing of the two you did, and here's a glimpse of what might of happened had Sia's self doubt not gotten the better of him!

#thebirdarts #friend oc: siavash #georgie #oc kiss week #pwotr pals #its been a while #but im glad i gave this time #its been so fun to work on every now and again!#drawing Sia was so fun!#and gahh your writing Dujour!!!!! so good!!#ty again<3

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perfectquote · 10 months

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And I don’t care if I don’t look pretty. Big girls cry when their hearts are breaking.

Sia, Big Girls Cry

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sialaterornever · 9 months

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okay but.... awful idea but....

the reason why gegg didn't show up for the 3rd debate (lorewise) is that he had much bigger plans to deal with

namely the other person he had to share his mortal form with

gegg seems to have accumulated more than enough power over charlie, so it's only a matter of time before gegg attempts a split. sure, charlie's his presidential manager and shit, but gegg doesn't need someone to do what he can do himself

so on the day of the 3rd debate, gegg gives charlie a note to say that he won't make it, which charlie spreads. people and sad, boohoo, but its all part of the plan

while the debate goes on, gegg, on the eggxile island, makes his move. he splits from charlie successfully, gaining a body all to himself and still capable of geggtosis

however, charlie recieves the painful end of this dulled knife, as gegg takes away most, if not all of charlies memories in order to become president and eventually bring the island into geggarchy. charlie is left, quite like gegg, as a child, mentally and maybe even physically since gegg also takes at least half of charlie's body mass to create his separate form

then comes cucurucho. sent by the federation when they noticed gegg split from charlie. the bear breaks down charlie's door, down the ladder to the basement, but doesn't find charlie or gegg. until it sees the small child rooting through a chest that looks suspiciously like charlie. it goes through the motions, momentarily scares the kid before he clings onto the bear like a company mascot and babbles something that is definitely not a human language

meanwhile gegg is being gegg without the shackles of charlie slimecicle holding him down

back in the house, cucurucho just stealing the idiot child and bringing him to the federation for reasons i haven't made up yet and just turning charlie into part of the federation or some shit idk how things work

also i don't know what's happening with the jaiden-cucurucho thing so cucurucho just appearing to jaiden with smol charlie and giving her a book like "this is your brother now." before patting her on the head and saying i hope you enjoy the island and jaiden is just like "is that charlie?????" while charlie just babbles and probably says fuck he seems like a child whose first (english) word was a swear

idk man this idea just came to me like a scripture from god but if god was satan and satan absolutely despised me because of literally everything about me

i am a 100% perfectly fine slimecicle viewer. yup. do not call for help. god cannot save what he didn't create himself.

#qsmp slimecicle #slimecicle #charlie slimecicle #qsmp cucurucho #jaiden #only mentioned #ramblings #sia rambler #au #maybe?#qsmp au #gegg #feel free to use this idea just @ me if you do something with this #might even write it myself #split yolk au

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perfectfeelings · 1 year

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And I don’t care if I don’t look pretty. Big girls cry when their hearts are breaking.

Sia, Big Girls Cry

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