#sickness speaks

[sickness-and-stealth]

something about noel seeing so much beauty and romance in the darkest parts of life. him finding excitement in things others would find disgusting or frightening. him loving, reaching for a life that would allow him to let go and live as much as possible, do as many things as he could, no matter how gross or undesirable or painful. him being at the exact age, in the exact place where that couldn’t happen. him dying right before he got the chance to live out even a part of that dream. he really is tragic.

#noel gruber #im noel gruber posting #sickness speaks #rtc #ride the cyclone #he’s just so TRAGIC #he literally just wanted to get wasted in an alleyway and wake up missing teeth #why is that so much to ask

[floralfemmes]

white ppl have no concept of the pain of finding a community that you belong to and then discovering the deeply entrenched racism in said community

#mine #gay speaks up #we get treated like shit EVERYWHERE #im so sick of it

[birdmenmanga]

I think there's no greater indication that disco elysium is sympathetic towards communism when it literally says "communism is failure" and then the literal gameplay itself rewards trying and failing. The most obvious one being the Shivers check at the FELD mural, which is an Impossible 20 check BUT opens itself up again and again the longer you spend in the world doing things, but even just looking at sheer probabilities, for any given white check, rolling first and THEN putting a point into that skill upon failure is more likely to grant you success than putting a point first and then rolling, but that would require failing first.

Other things too: Precarious world saying you'll 100% fail red checks no matter what (not necessarily a bad thing, btw!! throwing the boule into the sea is a success but like. in some other ways one would want a perfect petanque throw instead. but people wouldn't typically assume that failure is desirable sometimes from the start) persuading you to accept that you'll fail some things that is irrevocable, for a world where everything is just a tiny bit easier.

The faux game over screen when you faint after reading Dora's letter— emulating a sense of failure on the scale of the entire game. When it rolls up most people go "What?? Game over?? No way, what did I do wrong!!" and waking up after that, with no huge or lasting impact on Harry's health or morale really tells the player, "Sometimes things will seem so bad that it all seems like it's coming to an end, but it's not the end, it's really not the end, go drink so water, you can still go on despite this failure"

I'm sure there are other things as well that are eluding me but like. The literal gameplay rewards failing and succeeding far more so than simply succeeding every single time, and I think you get a fuller experience of Elysium that way too

#just thinking thoughts... #disco elysium #idk man when did we get so scared of failing!! #people never want to speak in class because 'what if I'm wrong :(((' #well then you are wrong... that is okay... it's normal to fail... sometimes saying the wrong thing is a great way to jumpstart a topic... #'getting a good grade in X is both normal to want and possible to achieve' #okay sure but have you made peace with the fact that getting a BAD grade in X isn't a bad thing? #a bad grade in being friends... okay... so you didn't check up on someone in 3 months... you failed... that's fine... #you can learn from it!! you can learn how to keep in touch with people. how to take care of them when they're sick. #how to resolve a dispute. how to communicate and compromise. these are all things you are not born with #and will fail first before succeeding at #Like yes I get that in the age of surveillance your failures may be recorded and preserved forever and that's not great #but if we don't normalize failure I really think we'll just suffocate and die

[sudaca-swag]

the western world when a country is just a regular place where people live their regular lives and isnt built specifically as a tourist paradise for them to have fun at:

#“they didnt speak english there arent many night activities there was a protest in the streets” #i hope they shoot you down in your weird favelas safari fucking sick weirdos #gringadas

[girlboyburger]

i was extremely sleep deprived yesterday when i discovered the dragon survival mod which was LIFE CHANGING when you're on three hours of sleep so of course i made a whole custom forest dragon texture in one day about it. and. just for fun, some concept art i made for it:

#aka i was too tired to trust myself to speak coherently with clients or make commission work up to my standards. but i need to be productive #or ill die #my art #minecraft #mineblr #dragon #dragonsona #of sorts #forest dragon #earth dragon #lush cave #mods in the video tht are noticable btw: complimentary reimagined shaders. alex's mobs. ambient sounds 5. mizuno 16 craft resource pack. #and a really cool seed i found online :] #video #NOT my model but im going to tag it as #my model #since it's 3D work!! actual model made by blackaures who made the mod and also some SICK ass dragon art #also. patreon gets to see the other 3 pages of concept art i made for this later today! :] wink wink nudge. coughs #sorry i need to shill #um. anyways #no name for this dragon yet. i do know it steals livestock from too-small village/illager pens #to give them enriched lives in its expansive cave farm #i'd like to come back to this eventually and touch up the wing design since the glowing spots didnt really shake out

[shima-draws]

Hey. Hey you know what would be cool and fun. First post of 2024. 1000 notes. We can do it. Yeah? Yeah??

Take a picture of my dog as an incentive

#Dogs #Chihuahua #Cute dog #Dog #If every person who follows me likes and reblogs this we could hit 1k EASY. No problemo. #Also look at her. Look at my baby girl. Give her the love and appreciation she deserves #You no like the post? Oh! Jail for followers! Jail for followers for one thousand years!! #Also if you look to the right you can see my other dog lying right by my leg lol #IDK I THOUGHT IT WOULD BE FUN. ANYWAY. #Happy New Year everyone <3333 I’m still sick but tbh it hasn’t been that bad #Compared to the stomach bug I had two weeks ago Covid is feeling like a cakewalk tbh. #Shima speaks

[cest-la-faute-a-voltaire]

to love another person is to see the face of god is the craziest line ever

#im so sick #screaming crying #truly you can take the girl out of the les mis phase but you cant take the les mis out of the girl #avril speaks

[jpg-of-dorian-slay]

#are you sick of me yet? #wesper #wylan van eck #jesper fahey #six of crows #soc #sab #basil speaks now #half of these are blurry shh look past it

[pocketgalaxies]

We want to destroy my mother. (insp by @dadrielle)

#critical role #criticalroleedit #imogen temult #liliana temult #laura bailey #matthew mercer #gifs #* #*cr #cr3 #cr spoilers #angst tag #cr meta #nova shh #scheduled #3h12m c3e88 #18m c3e12 #3h17m c3e42 #3h42m c3e51 #4h20m c3e51 #1h35m c3e49 #i think this gifset might be a little bit unfair to liliana from a third party perspective but #i think it's Very Real for imogen. to feel like she reached out so many times and the loyalty there was so fucking flimsy #barely there to begin with and then gone in an instant as everything turned to red mist #thinking about how laura on 4sd a while ago said imogen is so fucking sick of it she's sick of having that hope #her reality is that her mother no longer has any loyalty to her and the pain of thinking she does isn't worth it anymore #:(((( #'help me.' 'this is for the best.' breaks my H E A R T :((((((((( #and matt's fucking Smile afterward. speaks a thousand words #thanks rj for the discord message that kicked this off!!!

[luneariann]

#actions speak louder than words guys #also ft Ada Chuuya #which is inspired by original art blogs design of Ada Chuuya #because I’ve been feverishly consuming every bsd comic they’ve ever made because I love them w a passion because they’re hilarious #Yosano is sick of them #bsd #skk #bungou stray dogs #chuuya #bungou stray dogs fanart #dazai #chuuya nakahara #chuuya nakahara fanart #soukoku #dazai osamu fanart #soukoku fanart #Ada Chuuya #bsd fanart #bungou stray dogs chuuya #dazai osamu bsd #dazai osamu bungou stray dogs #ely art #ely-comics

[sickness-and-stealth]

hello qsmp community, i am trying to get into the lore with VERY LIMITED FREE TIME (i am in a musical theatre conservatory program)

does anyone have any playlists or advice for who i should watch/what streams to watch to get what i need to get? im so very interested but Overwhelmed by Choice

i am an english speaker but i am looking for new funny streamers to get into!! i’ll put the streamers i have watched regularly in the past in the tags!!! thank u!!!

#sickness speaks #qsmp #qsmp foolish #qsmp badboyhalo #qsmp slimecicle #qsmp philza #qsmp jaiden #qsmp quackity #qsmp wilbur

[coulson-is-an-avenger]

just remembered the King accused Arthur of loving John, and Arthur agreed with it 10 dead 34 injured

#'and yet you love him' 'i suppose so' #can you imagine if john heard thag. what the fuck #theyxmake me sick they make me SICK #mossy speaks #malevolent #ep 20 its been days can i stop folding like a wet napkin over you pls

[xyourxwifex]

Come here darling...let me mark up your neck before you go out. I want everyone to know who you belong to and who you come home to at the end of along day. ♡♡♡

#Wifey speaks ☆ #possessive love #love sick #obsessive #obsessive thoughts #irl yandere #irl yan #yandere gf #yandere girl #female yandere #yancore #actually yandere #actually obsessive #obsessive love disorder #obsessive love #obsessive yandere #posessive yandere

[sansangg]

Dan will straight up call Phil names and say "I hate you, what the hell is wrong with you" and then turn and look at him like this

#she speaks #d&p #dan #phil #dan and phil #dan howell #phil lester #phan #this is so sick and fucking TWISTeddddd #SICK AND TWISTED

[thottybrucewayne]

L+Ratio+You don't know how to use the habitual 'Be'+You think aave is "teen speak"+you get all your "slang" from tik tok+you think Black people talk funny

#thotty speaks #getting sick of you crackers #thotty rants

[leafie-draws]

not to sound dramatic or anything but if I had billions of dollars to spend on nothing i would just give it to people tbh if i were a billionaire I'd achieve feats like fixing the housing crisis, preventing earth's termination and feeding every person on earth forever and I would be so so silly about it

#leafie speaks #its unreal 2 me how the richest ppl on earth can literally fix all the world's problems but they just.. don't?? #rich people can basically be gods for free and instead of helping ppl they just have pissing contests over social media #its enough to make a girl sick i tell u