It’s been 2 years and a day my safe haven was taken away from me. June 5 is always going to hurt. I will never forget how difficult 2018 was and till November or October how difficult it was to not cry immediately after waking up. … I have somehow been able to make peace with cancellation during 2019 for the sake of my mental health and yet there are days when I am enraged all over again and feel hurt. I am so thankful for all the artists who create Shadowhunters and specifically Malec fanfic, fanarts, videos, gifs and keep the universe alive. Hope all of y'all are somehow doing alright fam despite everything that is going on. Sending everyone love and hugs 💖💜💙🌈💫✨
My one singular wish this pride month is to somehow get the money to pay for top surgery
I’ve already found a good surgeon (near where I live, too!) and I have an idea of what timeline would work best, but I don’t know if my insurance would cover it.
I just seriously can’t go another year wearing a binder. I’ve got permanent scarring in the center of my chest from essentially sweat rash, and my ribs are constantly in pain. I can’t stretch in certain ways or my chest/back spasms and I can’t move or breathe until it relaxes.
I can’t deal with this for the rest of my life
Me: *tells multiple people I’m going to bed*
Me: *makes brownies at midnight instead*
I just got made fun of for my big thighs?? I know I shouldn’t let it affect me but idk I like my thighs 😔
i was gonna off on a tangent about how laws apply to the age of consent and minors in france but it’s 6am and i’m really tired so the only thing i have to say is you know they’re playing pretend right. it’s not real sex.
please just give it up christ yall are talking in flavie’s name as if you know how she feels about this scene. stop projecting your insecurities into the poor girl. just go to bed.
No because Baby Yoda is only meant to be a perfect 2 dimensional icon you are required to adore in order to sell toys, get easy praise and disguise the lack of writing that goes into the character.
Whereas Rey is meant to be - oh no💀
boooooo sm we hate your pussy
Half an hour into bonding with mom going terribly, tried watching bo burnham and she busted out her fabrics and she’s been making face covers and didn’t notice when I changed it to john mulaney at this point neither of us r paying attention
when my friends hop off a game for another frien when they lonely, but not for me, it kinda drives RSD even further in me haha
Today’s lesson is life is shit
The fact yukine’s aura changed that even yato didnt recognize him
Just remember (while practicing self-care), if this week has been exhausting for us it’s a thousand times worse for the families of Breona Taylor, George Floyd, and Ahmaud Arbery. Losing someone you love is always devastating. Losing someone you love to racist violence and then needing people to rise up in 50 states for just the possibility of justice has to be emotionally devastating.
Mods are asleep, post migraine aura sealion.
Your phone is quiet and your room is empty because no one visits and no one ever messages and you never get responded to fast and people leave you on read and no one ever asks you to hang out and you’re never a first choice and you’re never good enough and you’re never anyone’s world and nobody ever falls in love with you and everyone leaves eventually
shoutout to the rest of you who spend more time daydreaming about plots and character development rather than actually rping or writing. i see you
Services were fine. I miss in person synagogue so so so much. On the upside instead of having either rabbi give a speech they played videos from Jews of Color. And both rabbis are going to be at the local protest tomorrow leading a group. So that’s all good.