#sigh anyways I'm gonna just post it

[doodleodds]

royalty & fairy tale au’s are meant to be mixed and u can’t change my mind

Late shuake week 2022 day 3 - Royalty AU

#shuakeweek2022 #akechi goro #kurusu akira #I JUST REALLY LOVE SLEEPING BEAUTY OK #or well. i love the idea of 'sleeping curses.' idk why! they've always fascinated me #i used to be obsessed with aurora and snow white for that reason #and so here i am! as always! projecting this interest of mine onto my favorite characters :) #also for reference because i just realized how weird it reads: goro's gonna be in the tallest tower when he's cursed #that's why akira's got a reason to climb it. so. yeah #also in case you were wondering why i said 'see you tomorrow with more art' and then proceeded not to post for.....four days: #1) work decided that i'm going to be doing more hours so i now have very little free time; #2) i decided to actually try my hand at coloring again like an IDIOT and now here we are. sigh. coloring is hard #i was trying to hard not to just overdose on comic dots again lol & it resulted in this nonsense. me and my one very textured stone wall #ANYWAY lmao even though i missed like. every single day of akeshu week so far i'm still gonna be doing the prompts #just at my own pace! so. hopefully expect more art. soon. ish. hopefully not with another uhhh 2 month gap like last year lol #also quick fun fact since you made it this far in my tags! that second page originally wasn't supposed to be there! #i drew sleeping goro just cause i could and i was just gonna stick him under a read more but then i got attached lmao #and now he's in the main post! :D yayyyyyy goro #ANYWAY that was super long. thanks for reading & i hope u have a lovely day!!!!

[streatfeild]

these days, playing squash with fergus is more torture than fun for adam :)

#can't be arsed rn to clean it up. i should be asleep but i couldn't stop :((( #fuck it's late #anyway i needed to get this out of my system. enjoy #the thick of it #adam kenyon #fergus williams #ben willbond #geoffrey streatfeild #adam/fergus #mine #my art #shut up kit #ttoi #i'mm probably gonna look at this tomorrow and ask myself how i could post this. so. re-upload tomorrow? #anyway i'm going to bed now NIGHTY NIGHT! #ah. edit: thank you tumblr for screwing up the quality 😔 #why use a nice brush with a nice texture. when tumblr just. blurs it #big sigh. i‘ll see if i can save it tomorrow. 😔😔😔😔😔

[warmsol]

i miss makoa and elia so much but my motivation to story tell is at zeroooooo

#what if i just. skipped to wedding and baby aha. HAHA. what if #what if i just… you know.. did that.. nvm #the temptation to drop the story and move to gen two is so high at the moment?? wow #i just get sad because i don’t have the time to make story posts as often anymore :( #which sucks because i write sooo much for them again but finding the time these days to translate to the sims is so hard lol #and so it takes me a year to move forward.. sigh #anyway. i'm missing 2019 isa when i posted twice a day sometimes #well. i guess the good thing is that at this rate my blog will die before i let them die heh #okay i’m gonna update my mods and such 😒maybe do something in game. or open bg3. we'll see. ily have a happy friday <3 bye

[dandyshucks]

blinks tiredly. i decide "hm maybe i should try to expand my circle and step outside of it a little, lets go look at the main community tags" and im just greeted with a bunch of edgelords who think saying "fiction doesn't affect reality, don't like don't read" is peak activism and "fighting censorship". head in my hands. this is partially why i do not ever go into the community tags, my nervous system cannot handle blocking fifty weirdos every single day just so i can have a normal experience in the community tags hfdsjkl

#I HAVE SO MANY PEOPLE BLOCKED ALREADY. i am TRYING to curate my experience 😭😭😭 #and i have so many tags blacklisted fjdsjkl like. so many. every single variation of tag to do with those chuckleheads #which helps avoid them a lot of the time tbh bc it'll flag posts that ppl rb if the original post was tagged w any of those #so i can avoid rbing posts that have chuckleheads as the op most of the time #i also usually double check OP's blog before i rb stuff now bc man this place is rife with these weirdos #ANYWAYS. yes i want to try to engage w the community but i do not think i can handle it if theres gonna be so many edgelords jkdslfl #the only way i follow new ppl now is when yall do promo hour and i sometimes see a new face pop up fdsjkl #every now and then i have energy to try to engage with new ppl but its so difficult when so many ppl are such insufferable edgelords !!!! #''im the nasty pr-sh-pper your parents warned you about 😎'' cool man you sound like the most insufferably obnoxious person ever. :/ #''if you like CENSORSHIP-'' i am hitting block immediately bc u have a fundamental misunderstanding of what censorship actually is 👍 #I'M TIREDDDD WHY ARE PEOPLE SO DUMB ABOUT THIS STUFF. ''fiction doesn't affect reality'' I GUESS PROPAGANDA DOESNT EXIST THEN ???? #what a strange world they live in honestly. they dont understand how stories have served humans since the dawn of time. sighing loudly. #vent // #SORRY FOR THIS ONE IM JUST. ARGH. ppl talk abt encouraging community but i think maybe im not cut out for community #i want desperately to partake but i cannot handle it if it means dealing w all these bozos #it frustrates me to no end fdhsjkl and it upsets me so much and i wish i could deal w it better but. my nervous system is broken fdsjkl #i will try to expand my circle every now and then but i cannot do it often bc of this 😭 im not going to give up entirely though fdsjkl #(also this is partially why i dont tag my posts w community tags anymore bc i am just. so scared of these freaks getting their hands on it) #(the most i'll do is s.afeship or variations every now n then bc supposedly they're not in those tags fdsjkl) #delete later #dandyshucks

[bbq-potato-chip]

i can't think about drawing right now I HAVE THINGS TO DO!!!

#sigh...im so busy these days. #old art is on queue right now I have drawn anything in a while <-read: yesterday #anyway i really want to do doodle reqs because I just reached 800 followers #but I dont think I'll able (so so busy) to which is sad. #its so hard...I'm constantly bombarded by hilarious visions and i can do nothing about it #I think im gonna go on break for a bit. (knowing me this probably won't work out but. yeah) #I just. really need to get it together and i think im gonna stop posting for a week or something. i dont know #Its hard because I really wanna celebrate...but I have so much to do #why is literally everything in october I think we should make nothing important happen in october so we can focus our energies on #daily october drawing challenges and halloween. life could be a dream. #anyway. when i get more time (hopefully soon) I'll HOPEFULLY have some halloween art to share. sighhhhhh #theres a lot of things I want to do for this blog that I just dont have the time for at this moment and its killing me #you know that meme where its like “I just need to get through this week” yeah. thats me #anyway idk why i said all of that but. its break time again

[tiredassmage]

good morning, your unprompted dot shitpost of the week is the REAL reason this man could never legally be allowed to be Keeper is that I’d absolutely kill for him without batting an eye as soon as he struck this pose and it’d be the ruin of the Dark Council absolutely unstoppable, if you can’t beat them, look better than them or smth idk

#move the fuck over xarion hot shit is back in town and that hot shit is named cipher nine #do i even tag this do i tag me just being unwell and cracking under the finals weeks hysteria of college??? #no the real reason is they took INTELLIGENCE from him tyr's gonna die mad about it #loyalty to the empire fuckin ENDED ages ago but intel. intel he'd kill for you ask him to kill for you (minister sighing loudly -no-) #except you didn't kill ardun tyr what the fuck your logic isn't sound #anyway local cipher also has a counted 7 romantic panics if i'm keeping tally right #yes this is the kind of shit i'm thinking about to avoid writing papers and it's gonna bite me in the ass good day to you #this is truly just bs posting tyr's way more capable and badass than me i get a headache and i'm like the HOrrORs of existing so like #he could be keeper just fine and the empire would be safe from me at least no promises about him #anyway non existent moral of the post is: tyr's pretty #home james take them home

[cathymee]

promised myself that i'm gonna fix up my notes from last sy so i can share it with upcoming humss students but i also keep going 'but what's the point'

#there were already so many from years ago who have posted and shared theirs #except theirs weren't as detailed; just the general summary for each topic #and mine are more detailed and i'm also contemplating translating them to tagalog #like this could serve as y'know. notes they could refer to to prepare themselves for the upcoming topics they'd tackle #but also...would i be robbing them of the experience to learn things on the pace their own teachers are setting? #in my own experience i only sought notes in the first few weeks of classes to ease myself into each subs and to learn what i'd be- #getting myself into #but i had fun just anticipating the upcoming topics without knowing anything about them #idk...is this just the result of me constantly mourning the state of the educational system in terms of the garbage curriculum and the- #general unpreparedness of most youths in choosing their tracks especially after the setback that the pandemic has brought on that are still #not given attention to by this garbage administration #combine that with the study of humanities & social science being looked down/underestimated by most filipinos #no wonder they're picking the stupidest and useless politicians & public servants. no wonder they're not paying much attention to the- #credentials of people they're electing to lead the country. ngayon letche-letche HGGSGAHSHAJS #anyway so many of the humss students i know chose careers that aren't consistent with their track and it's sad to see. sayang 2 years my- #loves :') #sigh......gonna do it now anyway #brain be very scattered rn. hate that <3 #catdrain #rambles #non fandom

[welcometogrouchland]

Kind of on the verge right now. You guys want silly comics?

#ramblings of a lunatic #dc #please say yes #also by 'on the verge: i simply mean that i have permanent knot in my back from stress rn. and it's making me feel things #I'll be fine i literally just need to make it to friday and then I'm peachy keen but as for this week it's like #write your essay then reschedule meeting then get groceries then write more then record then write more then your sisters visitjg then you- #and it's ummmm. all a bjt much for me rn but it's fine I'm almost on break #I'm just tried beyond what I've previously been able to achieve #which is saying something! bc I've achieved some things in my time #but never the things i want to achieve. sigh #anyway. im gonna post the silly comics anyway. I'm just fragile rn i need encouragement

[darubyprincx]

ok i'm considering like. actually trying to fuckin figure out anatomy and also i want to show off the esmp s1 scott with a chest scar from the finale idea but also i need everybody here to be normal about it. Can you do that. Can you gaze upon a shirtless man and be normal about it

#ray's tag #because im probably gonna draw it anyways and also i'll mention this in the post if i make one but. sigh. #its so fucking hard to be aroace in this fandom #like i'm sorry but Bodies Are Fucking Bodies can we just be chill about everything for once

[shikai-the-storyteller]

Me: I haven't seen any streams or updates about what's happening on the server lately, let's check social media to see what I missed!

Literally the first frickin thing I see: "I can't believe Pac has mommy issues LOL"

Me:

#i talk #stupid fandom opinions that are wildly ooc don't usually bother me THAT much #but this particular one drives me up the frickin wall because it's one of the best examples of #''complete and utter lack of media literacy'' I've seen from the community in a while #just. blatantly understanding Pac as a character and BLATANTLY misinterpreting this scene #Frickin Em literally spelled it out and everyone's like ''lol mommy issues!!! how quirky!!!! xD'' #ooc stuff does bother me but it doesnt normally make me MAD but this does. It's just so????? #stupid??? and just??????? I literally cannot comprehend how people can look at that scene #and walk away from it saying ''mommy issues'' #Anyways I'm logging out again. #I'm going to writr that giant Pac analysis post once I'm back on desktop #but I'm gonna take a break I literally feel like I lost braincells reading that and what's worse is that it's not just one dumbass #deep sigh. #qsmp talk #fandom wank #it's not really fandom wank but tagging just for the sake of blacklist #It's not fandom wank because I'm RIGHT #I'm usually all for seeing different interpretations of a character but NOT THIS TIME #blatant mischaracterizations that are this bad I don't have patience for #Pac is such a complex character for the love of GOD please stop reducing him to ''quirky tropes'' you think are funny #Anyways. Had to get the salt out so the analysis I post later won't cause sodium poisoning #*** BLATANTLY MISUNDERSTANDING not blatantly understanding. curse you mobile

[yenvengerberg]

i don’t know why, but more and more frequently i’m having these interactions which end so nastily and just make me want to keep anon permanently turned off

#sigh #idk.. it just feels like this year has been something else with the anons #and it is just a couple of bad interactions but it just leaves me so upset #and i don't want to turn it off bc then some of the anons i get who are actual angels wouldn't interact #but i'm just so tired of the anxiety of opening my inbox #and especially like just now #where i take time out of my day to try and explain things #and it just gets thrown in my face #it feels like it's becoming more frequent and i'm exhausted #anyway... gonna log off for a while i have a post scheduled so enjoy and goodbye<3

[rosesradio]

ugh, i stumbled on the terf side of the byler fandom, gross

#i have two users if you guys wanna block them but i'm not doing a callout bc i've gotten enough hater anons for other dumb stuff #there's a lot of issues with terfs obviously but one of the small ones is that they really hate men? like you're not a feminist girl #real feminists don't hate men it's about equality between the sexes/genders. but anyway #and terfs just don't make sense bc like. being a 'feminist' and being an 'lgb' ally...like you're so close why are you like this #i saw posts on these accounts making fun of pronouns like 'i'll just call you what you look like' which like. i'm not gonna cry over #i know i present as female (not to mention if a transphobe insists on calling me 'she'...congrats buddy you're using one of my pronouns...) #but like also why do you care? of all the things to give a shit about?? #if you don't wanna advocate for trans rights don't like it's fine. but to sit around and posts sad little rants and jokes #just rotting away while trying to take down an entire minority that has never personally hurt you? it's just weird #sigh #anyways. i feel like this is gonna get me in trouble. but i feel like that whenever i post on here so #byler #stranger things

[doodleodds]

Hi there! Just wanted to make sure you were okay - it's been a spicy second since you've posted

Aww you're kind for checking in, thanks! :) I'm alright- my motivation to create just really tanked for some reason in the middle of finishing the comic I was working on, and I just kind of stopped drawing seriously for a while. I'm still around though! Hopefully I'll have something actually interesting to post again soon ^u^;

#ough. im not dead i promise #really though thank you for checking in! that's very sweet :) #i took a break to focus on finishing school too honestly. and i graduated literally last saturday so! maybe that will jumpstart me again #also an update on Ye Olde Halloween Comic: i'm like. 3/4ths done with it #just trying to fix some panels and pacing and then i just have to shade it! and then its done #but honestly. at this point im just gonna wait till this coming halloween to post it XD #we're closer to 10/31/22 than 10/31/21 at this point so!! whatever i guess ^^; #this is why i usually dont tell people when i'm making something lmao. if i say it out loud it NEVER gets done. such is my curse #sigh. well thanks for putting up with me anyway! hopefully see you all in a new post soon ^^ hope you've all been well! :)

[xellandria]

Blizzard is a cruel, cruel mistress. One might even call them an asshole motherfucker, if one wanted to get coarse. Which one does, at this point, because it’s been THIRTEEN YEARS of trying to get this god damned mount to drop.  I was out. I gave up.  And then they “upped the drop rate” for the first box of the day which required me to give a shit again.  And so, once again, I am miserable all through February, and naturally fucking everybody else got their mounts this year, so surely you’ll get it too, Xella!  It’s so important to let me know that I’ll get lucky this year because they upped the droprate!!  My friend’s sister’s cousin’s boyfriend’s nephew got their mount this year, Xella!  You’ll be fine!!!!!

Because that’s how RNG works.  You got lucky so clearly I will also get lucky.

I wish I knew why I took that sort of “encouragement” so badly but it’s always been the case and there’s no polite way to let people know that no, actually, telling me I’m a shoe-in for a random variable event to occur actually makes me feel worse in the end because as soon as they do it I go into a frothing rage and lose all sense of decorum, so I just have to grit my teeth and bear it.  Yes, congratulations on getting this thing that I’ve wanted for a third of my life, and that I have spent the vast majority of that time actively pursuing in the only real manner available to me.  Thanks for rubbing it in.  I will just go over here and seethe in silence.

Maybe year fourteen will be the kicker.

#but probably not. #xellafail #world of warcraft #love is in the air #sketch line city #I am always reminded of the time my school therapist told me I was basically a perfect candidate for the high-school-at-college program #but she didn't know that I completely shut down when I was in a room with my parents #and as a result the interviewer decided I didn't want it #and I ended up leaving a tearful voicemail 'thanking' her for getting my hopes up #it was not my finest moment #I would like to think I've matured a little since then #but every time a similar situation comes up I find myself overcome with that same emotion all over again #and here I am letting it spill out in public again anyway #sigh #anyway there's still 45m left in the event #and I'll still be running alts for that 45m #but since the regular box still has the 1/3333 droprate #there's even less hope there #so I'm just gonna post this and get it over with