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silenthearts · 4 years

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Mobile Masterlist

5sos AU

Blurbs

Ghost of you - PartI PartII - angst about calum losing you to cancer. You leave a message that will help him get through grief

Angela - She is Pregnant and in an abusive relationship she has tried to escape multiple times, this time she does it and drives long hours to her childhood best friend’s house (Calum Hood)

She - My first attempt at something rather smutty. Based on the song “she” by Harry Styles. (can be imagined with any boy, I imagined it with Calum)

Broken man - Luke is the next spiderman after Miles and Peter, he has a big burden on his shoulders. (Lovely angst)

Just your friendly neighbourhood Spiderman -You and Luke have a date but the spiderman gig gets in the way

The Last of Us

Blurbs

The lie - Ellie finds out Joel lied to her . This is how I imagine the conversation went

Requests

Jealousy - a request in which ellie is in a relationship with the reader and is jealous of the time she has been spending with Dina and Jessie

#mobile masterlist #silentheartswrites

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silenthearts · 4 years

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Angela part II

Finally here it is! Part 2, sorry it took me ages. It isn’t the best thing I’ve ever written but I hope you like it enough! Feedback is appreciated!

Angela part I

“Calum” she breathed out, relief washed over her and this time she couldn’t stop tears from streaming down her cheeks. Calum swung the door open as fast as he could when he saw her.

His arms wrapped around her in tight embrace, his figure towering over her as they hugged. Tiny muffled whimpers escaped Angela’s mouth as she cried, her tears gradually soaked his grey t-shirt.

Calum couldn’t contain himself either, silent tears slowly made their way down his cheeks.

Having her in his embrace again felt right, yet foreign and strange as he thought he had lost her. They haven’t seen or spoken to each other in a year, but Calum didn’t totally let go. He wasn’t proud to admit it, but he checked her social media every now and again. Maybe it was to reassure himself that she was still alive or hopefully that she had left simon but when he saw the announcement of her pregnancy online he broke down and decided it was his time to move on. It was surprising she was standing at his door-step but Calum didn’t hold any hope that Angela was here to stay but he decided not to ruin the moment by interrogating her, but the memories from their last encounter didn’t stop flashing in his mind as he held her tightly in his arms.

Last Angela had spoken to him, she begged Calum to stay away, she said simon would hurt him if he came near her.

Trying to put sense into her had been to no avail. Angela had always had a bad taste in men and Calum despised every and each one of her boyfriends, but never as much as he despised Simon.

He had hit her, controlled her every move, taken her phone, looked through her stuff and yet Angela refused to leave him. At the time it didn’t make sense to Calum so he gave her an ultimatum, it’s either Simon or Himself.

He did not expect it when she told him “I’m sorry” and left his house that night. He hated her. Or at least he thought he did. He hated her choices though, that he was sure of.

“I’m sorry Calum, I’m sorry, I should have listened to you, I-” Her muffled cries slowly because slurred as her crying got increasingly more intense. Calum took a step back to look at her, their brown eyes meeting each other, she looked up at the sleepy boy in front of her, his eyes teary and red to match hers.

“Doesn’t matter now. Come in” He turned around and gestured for her to follow him. Angela wiped her face and nodded. Calum’s house seemed tidy and neat and Angela frowned at the extra organised hallway.

His house smelled of lavender and lemon, the unusual non-calum like smell overpowered her senses. Calum directed her through to his lounge, which seemed brand new to Angela. The colours and decor didn't seem something like Calum would have done himself and her throat tightens to the thought of someone new in his life.

"You've remodeled." She uttered as her brown eyes browsed the room. Calum nodded and itched the back of his head as the two stood awkwardly at the door.

Angela looked at Calum from the corner of her eye, he looked uncomfortable, almost in deep thought as his eyebrows scrunched together and his eyes were stuck staring into nothingness. Her cheeks tinted red as the awkwardness grew more and more uncomfortable.

"Calum?" She enquired, finally breaking the silence that fell upon both of them. He hummed in response, his expression not changing one bit. "Are you sure it's okay if I stay?" This time Calum met her gaze. He decided to act confused as if he didn't know what Angela meant. He knew exactly what she meant.

After many months of having his heart slowly mending itself and the pain slowly slipping away, Calum met someone. He never forgot Angela, which is obvious due to his social media stalking but he was with Caroline now. She helped him be the man he wanted to be and he assured himself that Angela coming back would not change a thing about his relationship.

"What do you mean? Of course it is!" He answered as he finally decided to shuffle out of the awkward situation by gathering pillows and blankets to make a makeshift bed for himself. "You'll sleep on my bed though" he said as he prepared the couch.

"Oh no, god Calum I could never just kick you out of your bed. I'll sleep here" she insisted as Calum tucked a blanket on the couch.

He stopped his action and snapped his head towards a flushed Angela. He giggled "beg your pardon mam, but I don't think you and your little one can both fit on a narrow couch like this. Take the bed." She opened her mouth ready to argue but Calum swiftly interrupted

"no excuses! You know I'm more stubborn than you so don't even bother."

Angela sighed at his sassy remark. He was way more stubborn than Angela and it had been like that since they were kids and argued in which backyard they were going to play in the summer afternoons. They had been neighbors since they were five and their friendship had always been strong… that is until last year.

He smiled and guided them both to his room, Angela trailing behind, admiring his carefully decorated walls. She knew Calum had someone new and god that killed her. Killed her because she knows she wasted her opportunity and now she not only brought a problem into Calum's life but two. Ophelia was almost here and technically Angela was homeless now. She had some savings she had been putting away secretly but they were not enough to pay a rent and a deposit anywhere.

Calum opened the door to his room and Angela smiled. His room although more organized and with colour on the walls it still was messy with cables from his hamper and bass, crumpled lined paper laid across the floor and a warmth returned to Angela's cheeks. She loved Calum's music and she was glad he didn't stop. She was glad at least something didn't change.

"Sorry about the mess" he stumbled as they entered his room. "It's okay, you've always been messy." She pointed out with a teasing tone in her voice. Calum let out a small laugh but pretty soon they just stood there staring at each other again as their smiles slowly faded away. The room felt heavy and the tension was horrible, memories flooded in, drowning both of them until they couldn't gasp for air anymore.

The awkwardness meant they weren't the same anymore and Angela beat herself up for it. She beat herself up for sticking with Simon due to fear, not only of him but the unknown future and her insecurity of her feelings towards her best friend.

"Well hum" Calum finally interrupts, breaking eye contact and averting his eyes around the room avoiding any eye contact with Angela.

"Yeah hum" she said uncomfortably, as her hands rubbed the small of her back.

"You can- like hum- wear some of my pajamas, they're in the closet behind you. Hum I think first drawer-" Calum rambled when he was nervous, he couldn't help himself as his lisp came through as well. Angela smiled and nodded and he was glad she didn’t comment on his lisp or the way he stumbled over his words. He was nervous around her, nervous about having her so near him again, nervous of falling for her once again.

Silence fell between them again as they both looked down at their feet avoiding eye contact. “Anyway hum, I should get going..I will hum- see you tomorrow, I-I guess.”

He turned around not waiting for Angela’s answer but before he could leave the room a small thank you escaped her lips and Calum nodded to himself as he quietly shut the door behind him.

Angela sighed as she sat on the bed, groaning as little Ophelia moved around causing some discomfort.

Thoughts about Calum and his new life almost made her regret showing up to his house. Was she wrecking what he built for the past year? Was she intruding in his new life?

Her throat felt tight as she laid on Calum's bed. Angela didn’t wear his clothes that night, or got under his covers. The memories his scent brought were too much to handle and she knew she missed her turn. She lost Calum and she only had herself to blame.

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silenthearts · 4 years

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Ghost of you

Part II

Warning: I didn't proof read this and also this is sad and deals with death and grief. Enjoy

"I can't do it!!" Your laughter echoes through the room. He smiles at the silly video of you two, his heart getting tighter by the each second. He brings the glass of wine up to his lips taking a big sip, the alcohol drowning his sorrows as tear threaten to spill the breams of this eyes.

The video keeps playing as you two dance around the living room, Calum doing silly dance moves and you try to copy him. "Yes you can babe! Check it!!" You laugh histerically as he breakdances on the hardwood flooring, his socks eventually sliding him straight to the floor with a big thud "Ouch!!". A sad smile creeps its way onto his lips as you keep laughing away at him and his fall.

Calum looks up from his laptop to the now empty room where once happiness and laughter ricocheted off the walls. A tear streams down his cheek. The memories flood his head like an angry ocean. He places his laptop down on the badly painted coffee table, the video ends freezing on a frame of you smiling. He slowly closes it as he sinks back on his couch. His eyes focusing on the coffee table.

You painted it and although Calum made fun of you for years for the horrible coffee table you insisted on keeping, he now kept it like a treasure. He never hated it, but teasing you was one of his favourite things. Your little cheeky smile as you teased back was unique to you. But now it lived imprinted in his head, and he hated that.

The house was messy, bottles laid around on the floor and his lunches consisted of old tins of beans from a few months ago. He wanted to die, he preferred that he died of cancer and not you. You've left him a few months ago and yet he still didn't come to terms with the loneliness and the sadness that invaded his life in your place.

He used to have a glass of wine when he was happy but now he just had it at every minor inconvenience which he could say was everything. He felt useless without you, he didn't know how to cook like you , or organise and tidy up like you did. Hell he didn't know how to live without you.

He remembers the times he cooked you a meal and you pretended you loved it to not make him feel bad, even though you two would usually end up ordering takeaway anyway.

He sighs as he pushes himself off the couch, Duke following him to the room you once shared. He sits down on the bed as Duke lays himself next to Calum, his head resting on his thigh. "If it wasn't for you I would have gone with her" he says patting his best friend on the head.

Like every night since you've gone, Duke had been his support. He warmed your side of the bed, he gave him a reason to wake up in the morning.

And although Duke was a great friend, he wasn't you.

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silenthearts · 4 years

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I hope everyone in the back is listening because I have something to say:

Those of you who hate on Sierra or crystal or any of the 5sos girlfriends. Don't forget how you read those fanfics where the character is sad because she's dating someone from the band an the fans hate them

When you read how accepting the fans are to the character and she is all happy and grateful

These two scenarios can tell you how to act. Don't be a fuckin inconsiderate asshole and hate on people that make the band members you like happy

They're not yours so please be kind.

#5sos #5 seconds of summer #5 seconds of summer fiction #5sos imagine #5sauce #ashton irwin #calum 5 seconds of summer #calum hood #ashton irwin 5 seconds of summer #luke hemmings #luke 5 seconds of summer #luke 5sos #michael clifford #michael clifford 5sos #michael clifford 5 seconds of summer #Calum hood #calum hood 5sos #5sos imagines #silentheartswrites

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silenthearts · 3 years

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I'm writing that magical/poly fic and I'm actually having a lot of fun. Our main character is also bi and an absolute queen.

I hope anyone is looking forward to this? If not oh well

#shut up ana #no one cares #silentheartswrites #5sos #5sos fic #5sos imagines

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silenthearts · 4 years

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Real talk y'all, for the people that enjoy Angela and Angela part II would you like me to do more parts and if so would you like them to be kept short and sweet like now or make the parts longer and actually go more in depth knowing the characters

As I only started it as a blurb really I need to know if people are interested in more so I can sort it ! Feel free to kick me in the butt to write it. Same with empty wallets 😅

#5sos #calum hood #calum hood fic #luke hemmings #5sauce #michael clifford #ashton irwin #5 seconds of summer #calum hood au #calum hood imagines #calum hood 5sos #calum hood imagine #calum hood fanfics #calum hood blurbs #5sos au #silentheartswrites

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silenthearts · 4 years

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Hello, I don't know if I should keep writting empty wallets because I think it's quite shit even though I have some good plans for it

#silentheartswrites #emptywallets #fic #calum hood fic #calum hood writing #calum hood imagine #gang!5sos

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silenthearts · 4 years

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Should I post a sneak peak of the new empty wallets? 👀👀👀👀

#silentheartswrites

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