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It’s been a while! Being productive at the end of the year is truly one of the most difficult things in the world… But here are some replies~
simplydlightfuldestiny asked:
Whenever I look at the shroud brothers or specifically Idia, I kept thinking: I wonder if he would be hooked of angelique layer?
It's an old series made by CLAMP (card captor sakura, tsubasa chronicles, etc..)
But basically it's a battle of figurines that's linked to your mind and teamwork. I think he may have gotten inspired by it when he first made ortho.
You know, I also wonder what kind of anime Idia used to like as a kid and which ones he likes now. He seems to enjoy the “cute girls doing random things” genre, but he’s also definitely a man of culture that has a lot of favourite titles of all kinds of genre. He definitely would like something from CLAMP.
I haven’t seen Angelique Layer, but BATTLE OF FIGURINES!! That’s fun.
Maybe he did get inspired by it to some degree (he absolutely got inspired by anime, let’s be honest), but I can also imagine Idia realising the similarities later, maybe when he rewatches it together with Ortho.
Anonymous asked:
What would be one example of Azul and Idia being affectionate with one another
What are you talking about, Anon? They're always affectionate.... 🥹
But I’ll answer your question properly as well!
It’s very difficult to catch these two being affectionate with one another due to their condition (“being allergic to being emotionally open and vulnerable”), these instances are quite rare, but also completely depend on Azul’s mood. Idia just prefers not to do anything; the most thing you’d get from him is that sometimes he won’t tease Azul for being affectionate. Sometimes he might even kiss him back or push his cheek against Azul’s in a surprisingly cute way. But for that to work they need to be alone and frankly to shut the fuck up. And once again, Azul needs not to feel bitchy and pissy that day.
But also, these two are the most passionate for each other when they do something together and it works. Especially Azul. If something that he and Idia have been working on works exactly how they’d planned it, he’ll get so overjoyed that he’ll hug and kiss Idia, scaring the shit out of him…
Anonymous asked:
Do you think if Jamil died then Kalim would turn out like Prince Soma in Black Butler? Go from happy to angry-despair?
I honestly believe that Kalim would overblot if something happened to Jamil. I say it every time we’re getting asked about Kalim’s possible overblot (which I find almost impossible, unless something happens to Jamil lol).
But if he is defeated and calmed down, it’d definitely affect his disposition for quite some time. A lot of it also depends on just how Jamil died in this scenario… But even if there is a culprit, I feel like Kalim would be more sad than angry.
Which doesn’t mean that he won’t brutally punish the culprit (which really goes against his morals, so it’d be extra painful), and also doesn’t mean that his mental state won’t progressively get worse and worse. Maybe he’ll become apathetic, maybe he’ll become even more self-indulgent, but deep inside he’ll mourn Jamil forever.
Anonymous asked:
Any thoughts on Ruggie x Idia?
“Oh Ruggie deserved it” was my first thought lol please give him all the S.T.Y.X. money. Azul would have to fight the hyena boy yet again!!
But in all honesty, that vignette where Ruggie saw Idia stalking Jack during the PE class and didn’t tell on him was quite nice. Even though it was for Ruggie’s own benefit, I like how he prefers to build connections instead of immediately trying to blackmail Idia for some perks.
+ I really like the fact that Ruggie seemed to be aware that Idia Shroud is _that_ Shroud, while the rest of the cast seemingly either didn’t think much about Idia at all or believed that he just happens to have the same last name as that rich and powerful family. It just shows who really pays attention lol
In general, even though they really don’t have all that much in common, at the same time both of them have this pragmatic side and “mind your own business” side, so I think they could get along or at least have interesting interactions. One thing that they definitely would have a conflict about is the fact that Idia clutters his place with merch and stuff, and Ruggie absolutely wouldn’t understand the idea of collecting useless items (we’ve seen this conflict during their Glorious Masquerade interactions)… So there is a lot of “food” for this ship if you think about it.
So yeah, we’re not deeply into them, but we definitely aren’t opposed to them as a ship.
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Perfect? (Are You Proud of Me?)
150+ Followers Special
Note: Yes, this prbly isn't a milestone-
But I wanted to do this haha
Because @simplydlightfuldestiny has given me SUCH AN AMAZING IDEA OMG 😍😍
SO! This fic will be a songfic of Perfect by Simple Plan. A few lyrics will be changed, though.
It will focus on Vil Schoenheit and Vil's Younger Sibling!Reader (from my Younger Sibling who doesn’t want to be like him fic)
This will be full angst!!
Also, please note that this might deviate from the normal plotline I have in mind for the fic series, so yeah!
Anyway, let’s get to it!!
Warning: Major character death, Very angsty, Su*cide, Use of blade/sharp object, Slight gore? (I put a TW before it), tell me if I missed something
Hey, brother, look at me.
[Name] looks at the nightstand next to their bed. There, stood a photograph with them and Vil as a child, being hugged in their father's arms.
‘Those times... we were so happy...’
Think back and talk to me...
Did I grow up according to plan?
...did they? Is Vil proud of them for going this far? Is Dad proud of them for doing all this? Are they happy for them?
Was all the harsh training and practice worth it? All those nights spent crying? All those blood, sweat, and tears?
And do you think I'm wasting my time doing the things I wanna do?
[Name] remembers a time when they were a kid. They had ran away from etiquette lessons to play outside. Their teacher was very confused where they were. When Vil had found them, he had given them a scolding, and made them go through even harsher etiquette lessons.
But it hurts when you disapprove all along...
All their life, [Name] had been bending over backwards, trying to get Vil's approval. He was a strict teacher, and it was hard to even get him to approve of something. [Name]'s older brother set high standards for himself, and sets the same ones on his younger sibling. 'So they can be the best they can', he says.
And now I try hard to make it
I just wanna make you proud...
'I just want to... make you proud...', is something [Name] often finds themselves thinking when they see Vil. When they hear his criticism. Whenever he disapproves something they did.
I'm never gonna be good enough for you...
Can't pretend that I'm alright...
Those sleepless nights full of crying. The strict schedules. The strict and harsh lessons. The trainings. The interviews. The cameras constantly following them...
It's getting annoying...
[Name] has never found any comfort with cameras and people constantly looking at them.
It makes them uncomfortable.
But for the Schoenheit image's sake, they have to just smile and bear it.
For Vil... for father...
Never for [Name]....
And you can't change me
Cause we've lost it all!
Why did they have to lash out at him in public of all places...
Now, all their hard work will be RUINED...
All because of their selfish feelings...
But...
Finally opening up about their feelings felt nice.
It was an... unwelcome, but welcome event.
Nothing lasts forever
"I'm sorry I can't be...
perfect..."
[Name] says out loud to themselves as they continue writing something on a piece of paper.
Now, it's just too late...
And we can't go back...
I'm sorry I can't be perfect...
Big Brother... I'm so sorry...
Dad... I'm so sorry too...
I'm such a horrible younger sibling and child to you both...
I'm sorry for the feelings of shame you both must be having right now...
Heh... the child and younger sibling of world-famous actors... doesn't want to be in the acting industry...
All because of some stupid feelings...
They must be so ashamed to be related to someone so selfish...
I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Countless days and years of keeping everything inside. Bottling up their emotions...
Because...
Surely...
Beneath that harsh and strict exterior, the old Vil is certainly still there...
Right?
Did you know...
You used to be my hero...
‘Why is older brother so obsessed about not being the villain of a show?
...when he was already the hero of mine...?’, [Name] thinks to themselves, still writing down on the paper.
All the days you spent with me
Now seem so far away
[Name] looks back at the time when Vil was less strict to them. They would always play together and have fun.
But that was a long time ago...
And those memories are so blurry to [Name], to the point it’s really hard to remember them.
And now...
It feels like you don’t care anymore...
Vil no longer seemed like the hero of [Name]’s life. As if he was a hero, turned antagonist, in [Name]’s life.
It was as if Vil constantly pushed his weaknesses and expectations onto [Name], without knowing how they feel about it.
As if he didn’t care about them at all anymore...
And yet I try hard to make it
Those auditions, strict schedules, strict diets, harsh trainings, etiquette lessons...
[Name] only allowed themselves to go through with those because...
I just wanna make you proud...
They thought that... if they would go through with all these, Vil would be proud of them...
But Vil only raised his expectations higher, and higher, and higher...
I’m never gonna be good enough for you...
‘I will never... be good enough.. for you...’
‘No matter how hard I try...’
‘I just won’t ever be perfect enough for you...’ (small Encanto reference-)
I can’t stand another fight...
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‘I don’t want to fight big brother anymore...
“Okay, alright?! I get it!! You don’t have to say everything a million times! Don’t you understand that I DON’T WANT TO BE LIKE YOU!!! Acting isn’t what I want to do in life if it’s YOU in there! Modelling is a ‘no’ for me if YOU are there!! I’m sick and TIRED of having to put up with how you act! My life is NOT about you! It is NOT!!!! Why can’t you understand…?”
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I don’t want him to go through anymore bad things...’
And nothing’s alright...
'Cause we’ve lost it all..
Nothing lasts forever...
I’m sorry, I can’t be...
Perfect...
...
Nothing’s gonna change the things that you said!
And nothing’s gonna make this right again...
I can’t believe it’s hard..
to just talk to you...
But you don’t understand!!!
Remembering all the times Vil has tried to talk to [Name], but [Name] running away makes [Name] full of regret.
But they can’t talk to him.
They don’t want to show their stupid face in front of him again..
They just can’t...
They bring out the blade they took and hid.
“Big brother... dad... I’m sorry I can’t be perfect...”, [Name] says one more time before deeply stabbing themselves in the stomach.
It took a couple of minutes, or hours, until [Name] finally started to see the black dots in their vision.
‘Big brother... dad... I’m sorry... I can’t take it anymore... I’m sorry...’, [Name] thinks to themselves, tears running down their face from the pain and sadness.
And everything goes dark.
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“[Name], it’s 9 AM, you should be awake by now. Goodness, did I not tell you to be awake by 6 AM?”, Vil says, sighing exasperatingly as he opens the door to his younger sibling’s room.
He had taken this opportunity to finally have a heart-to-heart with [Name]. He wanted to apologize for his actions and hopefully reconcile with his sibling.
Little did he know, he would never be able to get to do so...
Upon entering the room, Vil notices a... metallic smell..
Almost like...
blood...
Upon realization, Vil’s eyes widen, and he immediately looks and darts around the room to look for his dear sibling.
No...
No, no, no...
Great Sevens, no....
Not his sibling...
Finally, he decides to check the other side of his sibling’s bed.
*TW AHEAD! SKIP IF YOU CAN’T HANDLE A BIT OF GORE*
There, he sees [Name], his sibling, laying down, blood still coming out of their stomach, knife in hand.
*YOU CAN CONTINUE READING*
His sibling’s skin so pale and their eyes so lifeless.
“NOOO!!! [Name] PLEASE NO!!”, Vil cries out, screaming.
Upon hearing his son’s scream, Mr. Schoenheit runs up the stairs, startled.
Upon entering his youngest child’s room and rushing to where Vil is, he’s horrified.
“[Name]!!! NO, NOOO!”, Mr. Schoenheit screams out as well, quickly taking out his phone and calling an ambulance and the police.
“No, my baby... [Name]... why...”, Mr. Schoenheit mumbles out, heartbroken.
“I’m so sorry... father... [Name]... I’ve failed both of you...”, Vil says, also heartbroken.
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By the time the police and ambulance get there, Vil and his father have tears still streaming down their faces, make-up smudged.
“I’m sorry, sir. But the wound was there too long and your child has lost far too much blood. We can’t save them..”, a doctor comes up and brings the bad news to the father-son duo.
Upon hearing that, Vil and Mr. Schoenheit’s hearts drop even further (if that was even possible).
The Schoenheit family has now lost their pride and joy, [Name] Schoenheit.
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Vil and his father are now both in front of a grave.
On the grave says:
[Name] Schoenheit,
A beautiful and hardworking child and sibling.
In Vil’s hand is a note, the note that his sibling had left for he and their father.
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Dear brother and father,
If you are reading this right now, I must have already been dead now.
And just know that...
I’m sorry.
I’m sorry I’ve been a bad sibling and child. I’m sorry for lashing out at you, Vil.
And most of all, I’m sorry I couldn’t be a perfect person for you.
I don’t deserve the title of ‘Schoenheit’s Pride and Joy’...
I’m not perfect... I never wanted to be perfect.
But..
Big brother, dad...
Have I made you proud?
At least just once?
Because I’ve always wanted to make you guys proud of me.
So...
Have I?
I know I’ve been a bad kid..
But have I at least made you proud?
And...
Vil... big brother...
I’m sorry.
I really never wanted to be like you...
I admire how you are so hardworking and dedicated...
But why are you so obsessed with being the hero of some fictional story?
When you’re already... the hero of mine...
Am I not good enough for you?
Have I not been a good apprentice and protégé?
If so... I’m sorry.
I hope my death made you relax a bit more...
Now you don’t have to worry about someone else...
I love you, big brother!
With respect and love,
[Name] Schoenheit
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END!!
OKAY! I know I just posted the 100+ special, but I just wanted to get this off my drafts.
Also, I made a reference to Encanto hehe-
I’ll start focusing on the Hetalia!Hungary!MC from now on.
Anyway, I hope you all enjoyed the angst!!
Feedback and comments are very much appreciated!
Also, @dr3amscap3, my light, are you proud of me now? 💙 /hj
Thanks for the support, everyone!! 💙💙
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