#since they didnt put the date on the new trailer

[negrowhat]

so i just finished watching between us and kinnporsche, and was kinda corious about news and what the actors are gonna do next. like i was really sad that between us is over, but then i saw some people say, that there is gonna be a special ep in march, about them getting married...do you know if thats true? Also i heard that bounprem is gonna have a new bl together (is there out what its about,and when its going to happen?) and that they are gonna be in different (movies/shows) like prem something thriller like and idk about bouns tho.(do you know?).im really curious about this, and im exited for them!

And i thought for sure that kinnporsche is gonna have a season 2. Like its such a popular show, and the show kinda ended on a cliffhanger, so i thought for sure there is gonna be a annoucent about it. but the show aired 6 months ago, and there are still no news :( i just heard about the actors having new bls together. (Im not totally familar with the names yet) . like the actors from every main couple is gonna have a series together. vegaspete, kinnporsche, and kimchay (where im corious about, how this will look, since im not sure if they are going to have much romantic scenes, like a kiss scene, because of the age, they didnt have on in kinnporsche) like is there out, about what this shows are about? and when they will come out? Im really exited to watch this shows, even thought i would have preffered a season 2 of kinnporsche. Do you think there is still gonna be one in the future? (im sorry for this long ask, but im not really in the fandom, and i think you probably know this things....anyway i love youre blog!)

Hello Anon! Thanks for dropping by! I do have answers for you but it might not be the answers you want. I'll put a "keep reading" because this will be a long post.

As far as the Between Us Special Ep goes, it hasn't been officially announced by Studio Wabi Sabi if there is going to be one or not. The reason everyone is anticipating a special wedding ep is because there is evidence of an upcoming wedding in the final ep and also a few of the actors had posted similar content on their social media. We're assuming March 2nd because that is the date we saw for their actual wedding.

There hasn't been any announcement for a s2 of Between Us either, though it is totally possible considering the source material is still ongoing and there is already some chapters written about after Win graduates. I'd say keep hope alive but I don't know if that is actually going to happen or not. It took us a very, very long time to get Between Us.

As of right now, there has not been any announcements on any new BounPrem (the actors who play WinTeam) series. Boun (the actor who plays Win) is going to be in a zombie series though. Hopefully Studio Wabi Sabi will post a 2023 project video so we can know what to expect this year. There are some Between Us Special Episodes on YouTube from last summer. There's 6 eps, they're really short but oh so cute and features them as an already established couples.

BounPrem do have a few other series they've been in together and if you'd like I can make a list or give you some recs! Just let me know. The actors the played DeanPharm (OhmFluke) also have a few series out together as well. The actor that plays Manaow (Sammy Coates) has an extensive credit list too.

As far as the KinnPorsche cast, a lot of things have happened since the main couples' new projects were announced. I'm not going to get too heavy into it but I will give you a short update.

First the KP cast is still doing their KinnPorsche World Tour and I don't know how long that will go on for, I think their next stop is Hong Kong.

JeffBarcode, the actors that played KimChay will be getting a Korean based series called WuJu Bakery. Jeff's character will be some sort of alien and Barcode will be a bakery owner but that's really all the information that was given though there is a very tiny trailer.

MileApo, the actors that played KinnPorsche, are going to be in a movie together and it will be call Man Suang. We did get a trailer for that a few months back. It's gonna be a period piece so expect lots of pretty costumes. Tong who played Tankhun and Bas who played Arm will be in it too.

BibleBuild (VegasPete) WERE supposed to be in a series together called 4 Minutes. Idk what the actual plot of the series was supposed to be but I know it's supposed to be written by a famous writer. I don't know if the series will still be happening because Build is no longer working for Be On Cloud because he was accused of some really messed up stuff by one of the KP writers. (I won't get into this one because I am NOT part of the majority that believes Build is innocent)

If it is still going to be happening then they will either recast Build or wait for the verdict on his pending case. Idk how long BOC willing to wait because Build no longer works for them and I hope they don't make Bible wait for this mess to end because it's not his fault.

As far as a s2 for KinnPorsche....I doubt we're getting one. The writers for the novel were really disgusting to actors....like really, really disgusting to the actors...so they have been fired from Be On Cloud. Also they were going to ruin everyone's characters in their new novel anyway. It was just awful and I'm glad they got booted because the just did some horrendous stuff to the actors.

And now that one of them has accused Build, they will both be going to court. I think at this point, if we would be expecting a KinnPorsche s2 it would be written by all new writers and would either not feature Pete OR they would recast him. I personally think with all this mess that we don't need a s2 and to just let it be. Things have been ruined Behind the Scenes.

I'd be happy to suggest a few other series that have been circulating or if there is a certain type of plot you're looking for in a series or character dynamics. It really just depends on how interested you are in the world of BLs or if you're just interested in the casts for Between Us and KinnPorsche. LET ME KNOW! AND I HOPE THIS HELPS!

#bounprem #between us #between us the series #kinnporsche #kinnporsche the series #mileapo #jeffbarcode #kinnporsche cast #between us cast

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#please just give me my loser man and his loser goo #venom #venom let there be carnage #it was called though #since they didnt put the date on the new trailer #maybe theyre making venoms voice better

[nct-lian]

nct 127’s relation to lian

TAEIL + LIAN: IL-LI

taeil used to wake her up for school when she was still a teenager :((

such a soft but overlooked duo

will appreciate each other forever and ever

lian teaches him roasts in english that he can say to johnny

remain each other’s hype man and woman

taeil was the first to suggest he and the other nct members react to the trailers of her dramas on video so they can boost them in popularity

promotes the HELL out of lian’s solo career over twitter

lian loves coming up behind him and just giving him hugs because he’s soft (ᗒᗣᗕ)՞

they watch movies together a lot! but taeil has to come down to the fifth floor because lian hates it up on the tenth one

he was once able to grab her hand in an airport and they held hands the entire time :(( a few pictures went a little viral

they share hoodies NSHDHSHCJA

lian keeps bugging him to get an instagram

taeil will ALWAYS take her side in silly arguments she and the other members have sometimes

he makes fun of her height because she’s shorter than him-

he also used to help her with her homework :(

cried when lian went on her first date

“my child is growing up (´∩｀。)”

had to do a background check on the guy before he even allowed him to come in contact with her again, though

JOHNNY + LIAN: JOANN

johnny is her dad, period

no questions asked he is her father

will give her piggyback rides all the time

he was once woken up by her jumping on his bed and asking if they could go shopping

at 6:00 am

he actually got up, got ready and took her shopping but since it was so early, the stores were all closed

he took her out for japanese fluffy pancakes, though!

whenever lian is sick, johnny makes her his mom’s homemade chicken noodle soup recipe :((

speaking of johnny’s mom, she loves lian to death and always asks johnny if he’s taking good care of her

if they’re not being asked any questions or having to translate anything during interviews, they always whisper jokes in each other’s ears to try and make the other one laugh

because of how lian dies during the trailer of her new drama, johnny cried in front of twenty-two other men while they reacted to it

he was NOT embarrassed

“how are you guys not crying? this is so sad. what a cruel world we live in ໒( ˵ •̀ □ •́ ˵ )७”

kept screaming at lian’s “dream of you” performance video

“WHY ARE YOU ON THE GROUND DANCING LIKE THAT?!” “JISUNG COVER YOUR EYES-“

he once effortlessly picked up lian and moved her somewhere else because she wasn’t standing where she was supposed to be

everyone says that their ship name is something a white, suburban mom would be named. now nctzens pronounce joann like “joanne” ･x･

it was said on the zach sang show that johnny used to measure her height every month to see if she grows or not, and that’s the only reason why he has her height memorized

TAEYONG + LIAN: LIYONG

has lost lian in so many airports it’s not even funny

“hyung, what happened to lian?” “oh, you have GOT to be kidding me-“

whenever he doesn’t see her he goes into panic mode and starts asking if anyone has seen his little sister

“about this tall with really shiny hair? her cheekbones are insane, i swear. OH OH OH SHE WAS WEARING JOHNNY’S HOODIE- you don’t know what johnny’s hoodie looks like.. okay, well thank you for your help.”

one of the first members that she was comfortable with

lian said that he was her role model :’(

as the leader, he’s always taking care of her and will not sleep until he knows for sure she’s eaten

because of how lian never participated in any of nct’s first bit of promotions due to being too uncomfortable around them, she was allowed to skip out on the viewings of their relay video letters

but she was still required to make one for somebody and that somebody was taeyong ˵ ຈ ︿ ຈ ˵

she said that she was glad he was her leader and that she hoped to become closer one day

he cried

declares that he will take care of lian till the day he dies

taeyong had yelled at lian’s former manager until he voluntarily quit working for her- he had found out that lian was being overworked to the point where she collapsed during their dance practice and he wasn’t okay with it

always cheering her on backstage when she performs solo

he always tries to include her in guiding the members for their dances because he knows how happy it makes her

instead of having her carry her glasses around with her, he does it instead :D

“nana, do you have to wear your glasses now?”

taeyong tucks her into bed every night he can ᕕ( ཀ ʖ̯ ཀ)ᕗ

YUTA + LIAN: YUN

totally doesn’t have feeling for her, yeah

yuta is obsessed and when i tell you he’s obsessed, he’s obsessed

did i mention obsessed?

he’s jealous of everyone :(

yun stans insist that the only reason yuta is so touchy with winwin and mark is because he’s trying to cover up his feelings for lian

bye if that’s true-

hyuck wanted to give her a hug (a rare occurrence) and yuta straight up just said,

“mine. go away”

i have proof guys :// johnny recorded it and literally posted it on instagram

lian died internally when yuta cut his long hair because she couldn’t put it into ponytails anymore :((

but his hair is growing back now so she’s able to do it again :)

yuta teaches her japanese every tuesday and thursday!

we don’t bring this up because it’s pretty embarrassing but,, when nct 127 were backstage before performing kick it, yuta asked doyoung (who was in a direction where he could get a clear view of lian’s face) if lian was staring at him

how do we know this, you may ask?

it was caught on camera and everyone made fun of him for a solid week straight

he’s caught staring at her from afar way too often for comfort

lian says that he’s very pretty

much like the other memebers that have instagram, he makes story countdowns that he posts about a week before lian plans to release her solo music

DOYOUNG + LIAN: LIDO

another member of the lian protection squad

doyoung was the first to start calling her cupcake

it all started when doyoung was sick and lian made him cupcakes to make him feel better

will slap anyone who makes a flirty remark towards lian

was embarrassed for yuta when he asked if she was staring at him

said “no” and walked away

lian is the only one who ever shows him any mercy :’)

they have very similar taste in decor so they often go shopping together for things to put around the dorm

doyoung said that he spends the most time in lian’s room because it smells like vanilla all the time

he spoils her SO MUCH

like so much

half the plushies she owns at the moment were gifts from doyoung

has a tendency to watch over her and make sure she’s content at all times

“cupcake, are you hungry? i can make you some food if you’d like” “oppa, it’s 3:00am-“ “and?”

they take such pretty instagram pictures :((

at one point in time, doyoung was jealous of his older brother because lian used to crush on him a tiny bit :0

not because doyoung likes her or anything, she just couldn’t stop talking about how nice he looked in revolutionary love

disapproves of the staff giving lian such short clothing sometimes

“um, excuse me, she can’t wear that. are you crazy? go get her a new outfit, please”

JAEHYUN + LIAN: JAELI

not many people bring this up because we know it’s honestly a sensitive topic :|

but he lowkey has deep feelings for her (he makes it so obvious sometimes it’s kinda disappointing to see how oblivious lian really is to it)

jaeli + yun love triangle anyways

jokes aside, though, jaehyun loves lian so so much

once cried to johnny about how he doesn’t know what to do and that he didn’t want to make anything awkward by confessing to her

makes sure to be near her as often as possible

once scared away a whole kim taehyung from talking to her during isac ╰[ ⁰﹏⁰ ]╯ (let’s pretend bts were there for 2019 pls)

“jungkook, keep your friend away, please :D”

didn’t work, though, because they ended up having a conversation later in the day either way

*in the 97’ liner groupchat* “HYUNG IM SORRY HE RAN AWAY I DIDNT KNOW WHAT TO DOl

it was uncalled for but what can you do amirite ┐(´～｀)┌

lian pokes his dimples a lot and squishes his cheeks

just randomly hugs him but he’s not complaining

johnny isn’t picking sides but he became team jaeli after jaehyun broke into tears in front of him for the first time since they were trainees about how much he loves lian

sad,, i know

lian judges jaehyun for not sleeping with sheets

continues to believe he is not a human being, but a robot created in a lab

jaehyun smiles at her for no reason

JUNGWOO + LIAN: LIWOO

an instant bond formed between them when they first met!

jungwoo learned a lot about her and has developed so many ways to deal with her anxiety :(

gave the staff a guide on how to keep her calm when he went on hiatus because he couldn’t be there with her

buys her colouring books because he knows that they calm her down well!

liwoo went viral and become a popular ship when lian accidentally changed the nct 127 instagram profile picture to a jungwoo icon

she got scolded but it was iconic orange haired jungwoo with a chain-

an untouchable duo when they do double aegyo

nctzens think jungwoo is her favourite member

maybe because lian said he was

“ “who’s your favourite member?” hmm i’ll have to say woo-oppa!”

*cue jungwoo laughing at yuta’s face because he was that shocked*

they share secrets with each other so now they probably know the other like the palm of their hand

even though he’s off his hiatus, he still has to guide the staff members through lian’s little moments because sm staff suck at their job sometimes

they’re the two members who go grocery shopping together

more like jungwoo dragging lian to the grocery store with him but okay

jungwoo loves kissing her cheeks (〃▽〃)

their vocals mixed together are confirmed to be noises from heaven

lian misses his blonde bowl cut :/

MARK + LIAN: LIMARK

leader of lian’s natural length hair committee

like when i tell you mark hates her extensions-

mark was the first friend lian was able to make in nct!

they bonded over canada and it was very rare to see them speaking in korean

mark goes into straight panic when he’s with her sometimes

has to remind himself they’re like siblings

lian ans mark covered “your eyes” by hoody and jay park during a vlive!

it was adorable :((

lian had him saved in her phone as “android user” but now she doesn’t know what to change it to

they had a fight in 2019

mark let’s her call him the weirdest freaking nicknames ヽ ( ꒪д꒪ )ﾉ

mars bar, markie, mork, marko

AND IN RETURN HE CALLS HER MARIJUANA-

he says it’s because czennies consider her to be addicting and since marijuana is addicting as well he thought it’d be a good fit

someone on twitter absolutely ENDED HIM though and wouldn’t stop making fun of him (；⌣̀_⌣́)

they can read each other’s mind just by looking at each other

“dude i hate this shit why does she keep asking us who we wanna collab with?” *cue lian laughing hysterically*

“what’s so funny (゜-゜)” — interviewer

HAECHAN + LIAN: LIHYUCK

haechan makes fun of her kissing scenes in dramas

calls her short all the time

“lian give me a high five- oh haha nevermind it’s too bad you’re so short”

they’ve actually been so close to fighting each other and i’m not even joking

they’re the two members who fight the most out of all of them

but despite this, they love each other very much

hyuck says he’s the only one who’s allowed to make her mad

and if anyone else makes her mad he’d kill them

limark 2019 fight flashbacks where haechan kept threatening mark

there are actually moments when they’re clingy with each other-

haechan loves her hugs :((

like ??????? one minute they’re at each other’s throats and the next, they’re all lovey dovey hugging each other make it make sense ?????

lian could be speaking english and he’d say, “korean, please. i can’t understand canadian”

“shut up <3”

hello haechan cried and wouldn’t let go of her during her and mark’s graduation ceremony in 2018

she makes fun of him for it but never takes it too far

he goes to her for dance advice

during their nct 2018 weekly idol appearance when they were doing the random kpop dance thing, they beat everyone أ‿أ

#lian: relationships #lian: nct 127 #nct #nct 127 #kim chungha #nct female member #nct addition #lee taeyong #moon taeil #johnny suh #nakamoto yuta #kim doyoung #jung jaehyun #kim jungwoo #mark lee #lee donghyuck #nct 127 female member #nct 127 added member #nct 24th member #nct 22nd member #lianna bae

[tthankstoyou]

Platonic hevans how would Sam and Kurt comfort each other after all their breakups on glee

I love this omg thanks for the ask! It’s all under the cut cus this got kinda long. Sam deadass dated like every girl on the show 💀

(I’m not doing Samchel bc I didnt watch any of their scenes. I feel like I shouldn’t talk about a ship I know nothing about haha)

Fabrevans breakup: Kurt isn’t at McKinley but he overhears Finn on the phone with Puck bragging about how he got Quinn to make out with him after school even though she’s with Sam. Kurt is like ‘HUH?’ and subtly asks Rachel and Mercedes about it at their next sleepover, which Fabrevans broke up earlier that day. Mercedes and Rachel tell Kurt all of the drama, including how they had a date to Color Me Mine planned for that night that Sam was looking forward to.

Kurt is looks at the time and see’s that there’s still two hours before Color Me Mine closes. Without much thinking, he gets changed into his clothes (since they’re wearing pajamas) and starts texting people for Sam’s address. Mercedes is like “and where are you off to?” Kurt says “I feel bad that Sam isn’t able to go to Color Me Mine anymore, I’m gonna ask him if it’s okay if I go with him.” Mercedes raises her eyebrows and Kurt is like “As two friends who love painting ceramics.”

So he pulls up to the Evans residence. Sam is surprised to see Kurt at his door. He asks what Kurt is doing there and Kurt is straight up like “To take you to Color Me Mine.”

Sam is dating Santana, so Sam says “I cant go on a date with you if I’m dating Santana. Although I think she’d be okay with polyamory if you give me a second to ask her.” Kurt is like “NO! I don’t want to date both you and Santana. I heard that you and Quinn were planning on going to date to Color Me Mine before you guys broke up... and I wanted to know if it would be okay if I took you... as friends.”

Sam says “A bro date to Color Me Mine. I like that. Let me get my jacket and I’ll be right back out.”

Samtana breakup: Sam wasn’t too broken up about their breakup, he honestly saw it coming. He didn’t even realize they were broken up until he saw that Santana was now dating Karofsky. He didn’t care that much, they barley hung out to begin with. But Kurt cared a lot, he wanted to make sure that Sam wasn’t feeling like he was cheated on.

On a night that Kurt was coming over to Sam’s hotel just to drop off clothes, he also decided to bring his laptop and lots of snacks. Sam was surprised to see Kurt bringing all of this stuff, but he wasn’t complaining. Kurt popped in a DVD of avatar that he bought on the way there and they spent the night under the blankets.

Samcedes “breakup” #1: I use the word breakup really loosely as they were never dating the first time around, but that doesn’t mean they didn’t love each other and ending things wasn’t painful.

Sam is living with the Hudmels at this time so Kurt can hear Sam crying from his room. Kurt knocks quietly on Sam’s door. Sam doesn’t answer so Kurt let’s himself in. He see’s Sam bundled under the covers and notices that he’s eyes are bloodshot from all the crying. Kurt sits on the edge of Sam’s bed and tells him that he’s always there for Sam as a friend. Mercedes may be his best friend, but that doesn’t mean he cares about Sam and his happiness any less.

Sam crumbles at this and sobs into Kurt’s shoulder. He tells Kurt all about how Mercedes sing Whitney Houston to him as a way to tell him that she couldn’t do this even though she loved him. Kurt tells him that everything will be okay and that this heartache won’t last forever.... which is true seeing that Sam and Mercedes go to prom together soon after that.

Bram breakup: Sam would, once again, be a sobbing mess. I feel like Sam would be super out of himself, Blaine and Tina are doing their part to cheer him up as their best friends, but Kurt feels like he should do something too seeing as he’s at home when it all happened.

Kurt takes Sam on a bro date, reminiscent of the one that they went on when Sam and Quinn broke up. Kurt takes Sam to see some movie that just came out that Sam has watched the trailer for like 50 times. Kurt almost falls asleep during the movie, but Sam is having the time of his life. It’s the first time that Kurt has seen Sam so happy recently. They leave the theatre and take a short stop to get ice cream. While eating the ice cream, Sam raves about the movie and how amazing it was. He’s already talking about bringing Tina and Blaine to see it with him the next weekend.

Samcedes breakup #2: Sam didn’t see this one coming, they were doing so well. He thought for sure that Mercedes would be the girl he married (spoiler alert: he does marry her, he just doesn’t know it yet).

Before Sam goes back to Lima, Kurt takes Sam out for brunch to talk about how he’s feeling about everything. Sam tells him that he feels like he gives so much love, but the world doesn’t want him to be happy. He tells Kurt that he had a plan for his future with Mercedes. He could see it all so clearly, she was the first person that Sam has dated that he could imagine getting married, raising children, and growing old together. Sam says that feels like he should just give up at love, because it obviously is never going to work out.

Kurt listens to Sam talk in detail about this all for a hella long time, only adding in comments here and there to make sure Sam knows he hasn’t tuned out.

At the end of Sam pouring his heart out, Kurt says “I know my best friends, which are you and Mercedes. I can see how in love you too are and how hard you tried to make it work. From what it sounds like to me, this isn’t a forever breakup. It’s an ‘until we meet again’ breakup, meaning that your story isn’t over. And don’t you give up on love Sam Evans, you are one of the most lovable boys I know. And I promise you that Mercedes hasn’t stopped loving you ever since the summer you guys had your little fling.”

Klaine breakup #1: Sam is in Lima consoling Blaine after the breakup, but he also can’t help but wonder how Kurt is feeling.

One night, Sam calls up Kurt on skype and asks him how he’s holding up. Kurt lies and says he’s fine, but Sam can see right through it. Sam says, “You’re not fine. You don’t have to lie to me” which makes Kurt break out into tears. He tells Sam how much it all hurts and how he never thought he’d have to feel pain like this. Kurt mentions how he feels like he’s not allowed to be sad because he has to help keep Rachel’s spirits up, but it’s just so hard. All he wants to do is have his best friend huh him and help him through his heartbreak.

That gives Sam the idea of visiting New York for the weekend. Sam buys plane tickets with money he’s saved up from working at the tire shop and shows up outside of Kurt’s door on Friday night, completely taking Kurt by surprise. Sam immediately gives Kurt a huge ass hug and tells him that he’s there to help keep his mind off of things.

They have a great weekend, Kurt takes Sam to places in New York that they didn’t see at Nationals two years prior and also takes Sam to all of his fav hidden spots in the city. One of them being a cute little bakery that he spends his mornings in when he doesn’t have anywhere to be.

Sam and Kurt spend Saturday night watching musicals, while Kurt tries to hold back tears because they remind him of Blaine. Sam notices this and makes Kurt turn it off and instead put on Avatar. Kurt is like “Excuse me?” but Sam says it’s because that’s what Kurt did for his breakup with Santana. They might as well make it a tradition.

Klaine breakup #2: Just like with the previous breakup, Sam skype calls Kurt. It’s something they’ve been doing regularly, it helps keep Sam up to date with Mercedes and helps keep Kurt up to date with his dad and Carole.

Sam logged onto this call knowing that they’d already broken up, he got the info from Blaine (since they’re besties). Unlike last time, Sam isn’t able to easily take a day few days off to fly to New York for Kurt. Things at school are ramping up and he’s been needing to work longer hours. So all that he can do is give his support through the computer screen. They stay up all night talking about anything and everything.

Kurt is trying to skate around the topic of the breakup, but he knows that he has to mention it at least once that night. Before the call ends, Kurt let’s Sam know how he’s doing with it all. He tells Sam that it’s painful knowing that the man that you love isn’t the man that you will marry. Sam knows exactly know he’s feeling, as he felt the same way about Mercedes. They fall asleep while on call, Kurt wakes up first and smiles at the sight of Sam’s sleeping face.

#holy crap this got long #asks #greyhound30 #hevans

[on-a-palehorse]

I wrote a smutty fic based on a dream.

Henry Cavill as Geralt of Rivia.

Read as Henry and 'I'

2863 words

This morning I walked in to work, ready to pitch an article to my editor, on a rather high profile client.

Henry Cavill was currently in town filming his new show 'The Witcher,' and since most of the show is filmed on location, I only had a few days to get this done before they headed back to Budapest. Now I've had my fair share of noteworthy clients. But Henry Cavill was my all time celebrity crush since 'The Tudor's', and it was well known around the office. So an interview with him was a major bucket list item. I'd keep it professional though. Besides, he'd never give someone like me the time of day outside of work.

"Sir, I wanted to do a piece on Henry Cavill for 'The Witcher.' They're only in town for a few days, and it's kind of now or never since they're heading back to Budapest."

My editor didnt even look up from his computer. "Trying to get that dinner date?" He joked.

"We both know that's not going to happen. I'm a lady, and a professional." I joked back.

He gave me a 'yeah right' look before saying "Sure you are. Just take a press pass and get a good piece. Bring me back a doggy bag will ya?"

I cleared my throat and nodded. "Sure thing. Thanks boss."

I grabbed my stuff and made my way across town to the studios, determined to get a good article. If I left an impression, all the better.

After arriving on set, I stood off to the side and watched as Henry shot a scene that ended with a sword fight.

His deep voice, made gravelly for his role as Geralt of Rivia, sent shivers down my spine when hearing it in person.

His moves were fluid and graceful, as if he'd stepped right out of the time period, just for this role, and I mentally commended his trainer for doing such an excellent job.

Watching him move was like watching a piece of art come to life; his steps were agile and precise, never stumbling. The linen shirt and leather pants showed every muscle and its movement. From the thick muscles in his back and arms, to the strong muscles of his thighs and ass. His gaze was focused, his concentration never wavering, even when his white hair moved around his face.

At that moment, an assistant let me know the scene would soon be wrapping, and that I could wait in Henry's trailer for the interview.

After a short walk to the other side of the lot, I opened the door on a large trailer, labeled "H. Cavill," and stepped into a small apartment on wheels. Setting my bag on the nearest chair I glanced around, wondering what it was like to live here for weeks and months at a time.

The small kitchen to the right had a bowl of fruit on the counter, next to a small blender, and a gallon of water. The "living room" had a two seater table next to a window, looking out in the direction I just came from. Small pictures hung on the opposite wall, just above a built in couch to make the space feel like home; a Kansas City Chiefs poster, Henry and his dog Kal on a beach, Henry with 4 other men, presumably his brothers, and another with a younger Henry, and people who I took to be parents.

I heard a scuffling coming from the opposite end of the trailer, toward the bedroom. As I took a step forward, his dog, Kal, trotted over to me and sniffed me before rubbing against my leg. Just after leaning down to pet him, I heard footsteps and a voice outside, as someone came up the small flight of stairs leading into the trailer. Glancing over my shoulder at the opening door, I was greeted by a tall, muscular form, backlit by the lowering sun. Standing up as the door shut, I smiled and extended my hand to a somewhat startled Henry.

"Hi, I'm from SceneIt. I was told to wait here for you if that's okay?" Golden eyes met mine for a moment and I swallowed the sudden lump in my throat- did he not know I was coming? Was he angry a stranger was in his trailer, petting his dog?

"Ah yes." He said in a voice first like Geralt's, then clearing his throat and becoming himself again, "I was told you would be here today. Please, sit." I sat on the end of the couch closest to the kitchen, as he reached in the fridge and grabbed two bottles of water.

He smiled and offered me one as he sat next to me. "Staying in character?" I asked, gesturing to the wardrobe and full makeup. He chuckled before nodding slightly, "3 more scenes to do, and this takes 2 hours to put on, and an hour to take off. So, what questions do you have for me?" he said, the smile reaching his eyes and making me catch my breath.

"Uh... so many questions." I mumbled, staring at those golden contacts. Why, brain, why?! I was normally cool as a cucumber around my clients, but not him. He was my "big fish," the one I had... those dreams about.

His light laugh at my total lack of professionalism, brought me back to reality. "Right. Questions." I pulled out my list of questions and my recorder, setting it down between us. I rambled off my questions, only half listening to his answers. I tried not to focus on the small beads of sweat on his temples, or the way the air conditioner gently moved the white hair of his wig around his face; the burning golden irises set under those dark brows. I pretended not to notice the little patch of dark hair peeking from the loosend top of his linen shirt, and I definitely wasn't focusing on the outline of his pecs and biceps under his shirt, or the way they moved when he did, begging to be touched. Thank god I was recording this, or I wouldn't have anything to turn in to my boss other than my resignation.

I brought myself back to the present to finish up the interview.

Looking down at my list of questions, I asked, "And what about horse riding? Geralt has such a strong relationship to Roach. Have you ridden a horse before?"

I glanced up to notice his golden eyes were cast downward, staring at my chest as it rose and fell with each breath. Slowly looking back up and meeting my gaze he said, "oh, I love being ridden." I felt my face flush as heat pooled in my groin.

"You mean you love horseriding. Right?" I asked quietly, barely able to get the words out, as I watched him watch me.

"That too." He said with a sly smile.

He leaned forward and I could almost tangibly feel time slow to a stop the closer he came towards me. All of my senses burst to life as my brain put together what was about to happen. I could feel the goosebumps raise over my entire body as my nipples hardened and my groin burned with heat. His soft breathing so close to me was as loud as thunder in my ears, and I could smell his sweat and deodorant. I swallowed as silently as I could before meeting his lips the rest of the way.

The moment our lips touched, my body felt like I was zapped with a bolt of lighting. One of his hands held my face while the other wrapped around my body, pulling me toward him to straddle his hips, before moving both of his hands down my back then resting them on my ass, pushing my body into his even harder.

My hands kept moving from his biceps to his chest and back again, trying to feel every inch of his body that I could.

I finally took a deep breath when he moved his lips from mine to pull my shirt over my head, before kissing his way down my neck to my chest.

I moved my hips slowly over his, feeling his erection under me. His hands made quick work of my bra as his ragged breathing filled my ears, before he slipped a hand under my waistband, his thumb rubbing my clit while his fingers swirled inside me.

I wrapped my arms around him as he stood up, moving us toward the bedroom area.

He laid me on the bed, before standing and pulling his own shirt off. He met my body with his, the weight heavy and amazing, as I wrapped my still clothed legs around his waist. He kissed me like he was trying to break a curse, while my nails dug into his back, desperate to melt our bodies into one. My hands found their way between our bodies to the ties on his leather pants, pulling them to free his sizeable erection.

He let out a low grunt as I grabbed him, using the softest parts of my fingers to wrap and slide my hand, up, down, and around. Moving his mouth away from mine again, he kissed a path down my throat, over my chest and down my stomach, stopping just above the waistline of my pants. He sat up to slide down the jeans and underwear together, tossing them on the floor. He kneeled above me momentarily, naked and panting, those golden eyes burning straight through to my soul, as I laid there looking up at him equally naked and breathless.

Just as I begin to worry the moment was fading, he gave me a grin that reignited the fire in my body, and in a move as graceful as his sword fighting, hitched one of my legs over his waist as he entered me. The sudden feeling of his body inside mine sucked the air from my lungs in an audible gasp, as my other leg wrapped around his waist, pulling him closer and deeper. My hands traveled all over his body as we both moved and moaned, dew forming on our skin. "Henry..." I whispered breathlessly, feeling that familiar knot of tension building. "Do it." He whispered, as he sat up to move harder and faster. My back arched, coming off the bed, as he grabbed my hip with one hand while supporting himself with the other. As soon as I came, he drove himself into me as far as he could and growled while rolling us over so he was under me. I bit my lip, remembering his comment about enjoying being ridden. I leaned back down to first kiss his mouth, then jaw, then his neck, before sitting up, one hand on his stomach, the other between our joined bodies, and began to roll my hips back and forth. Throwing his head back, he groaned and let out a deep breath, both hands on my hips. Digging his fingers into my flesh, I could tell he wanted me to go faster; instead, I raised myself slightly and went slower, drawing him in and almost out of my body, over and over, while he shuddered and growled at every movement. I wanted to draw out this beautiful torture- watching him want more and more of my body, while giving and taking of his for myself; but even I couldn't handle it much longer, feeling that tension building yet again. I lowered my body all the way down, taking in all of him, and rolled again, this time with more speed and force. His hands moved from my waist, one to join mine at the center of our bodies, fingers caressing my clit, while the other wrapped around my neck, pulling me close to him. I could hear his breathing growing more ragged by the second, as his body swelled inside me and his muscles tightened around me. I moved one of my hands to his jaw, running my thumb over his bottom lip. "Your turn." I sighed, feeling the knot in my own body tighten just to its breaking point. With one last growl he bit his bottom lip and slammed into me, filling my body as the tension in my own body burst with his. Sweaty and spent, I laid my body on his, both of us breathing hard. He wrapped his arms loosely around my back, smelling my hair and kissing the top of my head. I turned my head to look at him, to see those golden eyes again. "I know it's just contacts, but it's a good look." I chuckled. He laughed then feigned a frown, "what, the blue doesn't work for you?" "Oh no, I love the blue," I said, rubbing my hand on his jaw, feeling the stubble. "And the brown hair," I kissed his chin, "and the cleft chin. It's a pretty great thing you've got going here." I laughed while indicating his whole body.

I rolled over onto my back, head on his shoulder as he wrapped his arm around me. I did my best to hide my disappoint when I said "Well. I'll let you get cleaned up, I'm sure you have to get back out there." His arm tightened around me and I could feel him shake his head gently "I actually have another hour or so." I sat up and gave a small smile. "Then I'll be right back." I slipped out of the bed and into my underwear before tiptoeing quickly past the windows, grabbing my shirt, our waters, and my recorder, which was still on. I walked back to the bedroom to find him sitting up against the headboard, boxers on, Kal at his side. I climbed in next to him, leaning over to scratch Kal's head and handed him his water. "So this was still going..." I said holding up the recorder. "And it has a really good mic..." we looked at each other silently before he started laughing, and hit play on the recorder. Silence from the little box slowly gave way to shuffling as it was set on the couch, followed by Henry answering my questions. Now that I was much more satisfied, and far less distracted, I focused on his answers, thankful that I had enough for an article.

A few previously missed by me innuendos later, and I hear those words "oh I love being ridden." Face flushing, I glance at Henry from the corner of my eye to see him barely containing a smile. A few seconds of silence is suddenly interrupted by the sound of movement, kissing, and heavy breathing. The sounds fade as we left the living area, but that mic was... very good. Every moan, groan, and grunt was more than enough to know what was going on.

"Oh my god. I'm so glad I type my own tapes." I said, buying my face in my hands. Henry laughed and pulled me into him. "I like it. It really gives the imagination a lot to work with. That's a big thing in my line of work." I groaned in embarrassment before sitting up and slipping my shirt on. "Someone will probably be here for you soon, we should get you ready." I grabbed his shirt and climbed back in bed, and straddled him before kissing him. We both sighed as we parted, and I slipped the shirt over his head and back on his arms, while not at all subtly touching as much of him as I could. Brushing the now tussled hair from his face, I stared at him for a moment, not speaking, just taking in his face; the lines of his lips, the shape of his eyes, the dimple in his chin, all while he stared back at me.

I nodded and climbed back out of the bed, stepping into my jeans. Henry pulled on his leather pants, and walked to the living room, Kal trailing behind him. I grabbed my recorder, thinking about how a much sought after assignment became a one night stand, and that I would never see him again like this. He came to stand beside me, my bag in his hand. I slipped the strap over my shoulder and looked up at him, his face not hiding that he wanted to say something. Hesitantly I asked, " is something wrong?" He was quiet for a beat before taking a deep breath and saying, "Would you want to go to dinner tonight?" Inside, I was screaming. Outside I nodded and smiled, "yeah. That sounds great." He smiled back at me and nodded, "Good. You can stay here with Kal and work if you want to, or come to set. Stage 34." He kissed me once more before petting Kal, now at my feet "take care of my girl Kal." He winked at me before walking out, back to work.

I let a tiny scream escape my lips before plopping myself on the couch and pulling out my laptop to type up our tape- minus the best parts.

#henry cavill #geralt of rivia #the witcher #witcher #smut

[applekitty]

things that happened with me in the past 7 years

i feel guilty so i want to post this. it’s basically a confession post abt stuff i’ve done, stuff that’s happened to me, and general rumination on how my actions have affected people.

transparency is the thing i value most, and now that i’m comfortable to share with you guys my age, i think it’s important i share these things too.

keep in mind my memory’s a little foggy on dates so i can mostly only give approximations

content warning for MANY mentions of rape, grooming, mlp porn, and one passing mention on transphobic genderbend content. also idk if counts as it or not but just to be safe??? csa, bc it happened when i was a kid

there’s a tl;dr at the end, please at the very least read that before sending me any asks about this post 

i got my iphone 4s when i was late into being 12 years old, in preparation for 7th grade. my mom thought it was time for me to get a phone so she could text me if she needed to. so, i got a way to access social media. by the time grade 7 had begun, i’d gotten this thing called ‘virtual space’. you may better know this as ‘amino’ nowadays. but back in the day, there was only one. virtual space.

virtual space (2012-2013/14?)

this was an rp media app with the ability to add posts and add pictures. i didnt know about tumblr or really anything outside of facebook at the time, so virtual space was my main social media. i only have one person who i still talk to from my times in virtual space, and i think it’s safe to say both of us do not want to remember our time there.

virtual space was a very toxic place to be, and i was one of the most toxic people on there. i was very much an elitist, a grammar nazi, and all the worst of the worst. i was very snooty and very much up my own ass. i traced art, i pretended to be a scholar. 

i was nice enough to some people, but all in all, i saw myself as superior because i was ‘literate’ and others were ‘illiterate’. people who were unable to spell or write out long paragraphs like i was were seen as lesser by me, and i considered virtual space a place to assert my authority as the best writer. thanks to virtual space, i had dedicated myself to learning words, improving my writing ability, and dressing up my things with such elaborate purple prose that it’d make future me snore and die.

i did a ton of regrettable things (such as pretending i was a guy who’d gotten into a car accident purely for attention) while i was on my superiority spree. 

there, on virtual space, i found out about my little pony. the first thing i ever saw from the show was the flim flam brothers song. and i loved it. so i got into mlp, starting rping in mlp things alongside the normal fandomless things.

on virtual space, people would often rip things off tumblr to put into vs. this is where i learned of tumblr. i moved off of vs and moved onto tumblr. subsequently, it’s also where i got fully into mlp.

tumblr (2013-now)

on tumblr there’s not much i can’t say that isn’t talked about in the below parts. i do want to say, though, that there was a time in my life wherein i was following and reblogging rebornica content. they reblogged some.. questionable things that i think contributed to the below stuff. just slightly, but not a bunch. btw if you do go into there you may see some of the stuff rebornica reblogged, including a thing about genderbends? know that this is my opinion on genderbends lol

mlp (2012-2015)

when i first got into mlp, it was before the season 3 premiere. during that time, i was still on vs, but i switched over to tumblr i believe after the announcements and trailers for rainbow rocks came out. 

mlp ask blogs were very nice on the surface, but things like ask molestia, or ask discord whooves quickly were put into my youtube recommends. they were some of the most popular ask blogs, things that got praised; humiliation, rape, and molestation. those are the things that got you follows, those are the things that got you popular. i wanted to be popular. i was popular on vs, so i want to be here too.

if you know anything about the mlp community, there’s a reason why for that. porn is incredibly saturated in mlp, and there is a lot of rape content permeating the internet. if you need proof, just go ahead and find out what ‘fall of equestria’ is. that’s a popular au. and it’s no secret that rape is all over places like fimfiction.

~lewd mlp comic dubs~ in general were on youtube as well. they weren’t as much as a contributing factor, but their simple BEING THERE normalized the concept of ‘lewd being acceptable and beneficial for me to benefit off of’ into my mind. it was a gateway into what would further come.

mlp was my first introduction to explicit content. i was 12. it was untagged.

i opened up a multitude of ask blogs before i settled on my longest; ask shy sombra. this blog was trying to claim the fame of a inactive blog called asksissysombra. sissy sombra was an explicitly nsfw blog with rape fetishization. the blog is still up and not hidden by tumblr’s nsfw detector, nor deleted. it regularly clocked 200 notes a post. 

ask shy sombra was exactly like asksissysombra, though much more tame. the rape fetishization was used in such a way where it was entirely offscreen, and fairly vague. though, with specific follower milestones, i would draw semi-lewd drawings hinting at rape, and get notes for it. thankfully, the blog didn’t get far enough into its plot (as i restarted it a total of four times) to get to the parts wherein rape was around. i made ask shy sombra when i was.. i know in eighth grade. i think a little late into eighth grade. so i’d be 14.

ask shy sombra was my most popular blog, and garnered me about 1.5k followers over a 2(?) year run. this only encouraged me to produce more content. to get more followers. naturally, this fostered in my literal child brain that this disgusting content is a good thing to make because look at all the rewards its giving me.

i would draw a lot of things purely for the edge on this ask shy sombra, and treat serious topics like things to shock people. i was surrounded by people who’d praise me and draw fanart for me. i was collecting a fanbase by making extraordinarily shitty content. wasn’t even well drawn either, lol. 

i was drawing all this because i felt like i was mature and edgy for doing so, that by being dark i was better than others, that i had more substance, and that people would take me seriously. 

after a while, i made myself a nsfw blog. lots of other mlp ask blogs, aka basically all of them, had nsfw blogs. so, i got myself one. i produced almost exclusively rape content, both drawings and writings. i wanted to be even more edgy, and this was a place i could do it raw, uncensored. i could unleash true horror here, on a nsfw blog. it was so shocking, so awful! isn’t that what the mlp fandom is about? being twisted and fucked up and evil on sideblogs, making awful content to go ‘ooh how edgy’ at? nothing was barred. i was 14, maybe early into 15.

i knew (aka followed, because there was a whole underground mlp nsfw community) other people, who were significantly older, for their rape content as well. and there were lots of people to choose from. one i remember (even by url) drew horrifying depictions of rape in a painterly style. there were two others i remember the style of, but not the names. these three were my introduction to guro, which thankfully i did not indulge in. 

i wasn’t very active on my nsfw blog, at least. when i was, i was only there in bursts and never made anything too bad if i can remember right. most of it was just.. lewd faces or whatever. my art wasn’t good enough to get lots of reblogs in the porn sphere, thank GOD. i mass-deleted the content on that blog three times before i deleted the blog itself and never tried again. i never did like that nsfw blog.

unrelated, but i think the reason why rape as a concept in the mlp fandom is so wide spread, is because the fandom had mass produced it as a replacement for rough sex. it was just a more ‘erotic’ version of rough sex to them. a more intense version of sex, wherein tears and screams to stop were actually just lies, these creatures secretly were pleasured.

and, for people like me, it’s a good way to be the edgiest kid on the block. the more edgy you were in mlp, the more followers you were bound to get. the more attention you got. and it worked. i got so much attention. 

on christmas of 2015, i stepped away from mlp for good. 

in 2016, i deleted everything on ask shy sombra, (except for the follower milestones), and moved on.

psmd (2015-2017)

psmd was my new target. psmd was a lot more quiet. i hadn’t done much with psmd in comparison to mlp, as i kept most of my explicit content private. however, as some of my mutuals back in psmd would tell you, rape was not a thing i strayed from talking about here either.

leftovers from my time in mlp, sure enough, rape was in psmd as well. thankfully, it was not public, with only a select few having access to it. no one reprimanded me for it. i don’t blame them for not scolding me. what are you supposed to do to something like that? it’s nerve racking and disgusting and you just want to side-eye it and leave it alone. especially since i was most of these people’s friends.

‘private’ is a hard word to call the rape content i made for that one. because psmd’s fandom was very very, very small. there was one specific server for it with like. 15 people at most on it at one time. either way, i was making rape content for the same reason; to be the edgiest kid on the block. if you knew anything about my extraordinarily edgy psmd au, you’ll know i went all out on edge. just like with ask shy sombra, the attention-seeking for the au and the desire to get eyes on content went to the worst bottom denominator. it never went to children or whatever, though. 

making rape content actually wasn’t the main thing bad i did while in that fandom, no. mostly bc it was all decently private.

i was in the pokemon ask blog community for a short while. while i was there, i was an elitist and sort of a snob. i projected my insecurity onto the bigger blogs around me, simply because i wasn’t getting the attention i thought i deserved. in mlp, it was so easy to get followers. here? not so much. i wasn’t happy about people ‘suddenly ignoring me’, so i lashed out at the community.

people who were just having fun for the sake of having fun, i didn’t like those guys! nuh uh! anyways, i sealed myself off to my small community of psmd people until i eventually decided to leave psmd for kirby in the summer of 2017. that was when i’d watched the original pilot for the kirby anime.

kirby (late 2017-now)

kirby is currently the fandom i’m in. thanks to me squishing myself into the box of ‘make this worthy of being shown on 4kids as content’, i have solidified my content. though some of it, such as my old galacta work, zero percent chill, are a little eh and show remnants of who i once was. 

i’ve had a rocky transition period, however, and some individuals can attest to that, unfortunately. 

i’m glad i’ve been able to try to cope with my fandom-inflicted grooming. certain events and people have gotten me to really think about morality and my actions in the past, as well as about writing and the things they may teach people.

conclusion

amino taught me that being popular and the best was the most important thing. 

mlp taught me creating rape content was not only okay to produce in the most shock-factory way, but it got you popular, which is all i wanted in my 13 year old brain. 

psmd taught me that people will not object to rape content— but they will pretend you and your edgy bullshit doesn’t exist. certain things are excluded from that, like one particular fic. while it’s gone now, it did exist. people knew it existed. 

kirby taught me to sit down, shut the fuck up, and stop that shit. no one sat me down for it, i did it myself.

getting a few more years on me helped, lol

everyday im super duper thankful i was never groomed further past that into making incest or making pedophilic content. i’m also thankful that i got out of mlp. that my content never got truly popular in psmd. i’m thankful my grooming never got taken advantage of by any specific, older individual. i’m thankful my grooming wasn’t directly from an actual person who could’ve gotten me deeper into the mindset, wherein it’d be harder for me to get out of it.

my actions in mlp and psmd have undoubtably groomed people in the process, and for that, i’ll be eternally sorry. if you knew me during that time, with my shitty edgy-for-attention aus, sorry.

tl;dr:

when i was in the mlp fandom, i wanted to be popular and quick. i noted the most easy way to get popular, get comic dubs, get that Cool Praise, was to be edgy. and, ontop of that, one can also add in a layer of sexual assault for extra Brony Praise. 

i didn’t stop to think of why things like rape or sexual assault was so massed produced in the fandom, and i don’t think i cared either. i knew rape was bad and a disgusting and terrible act and it scared me thinking about it happening to me (because im a girl lmao), so i’d write it up as a hyper-angsty thing. oohh the angst, oh how sad, look at how horrible it is, this totally isn’t stroking a huuuugeee unnecessary angstboner for a EXTRAORDINARILY delicate REAL WORLD topic at all!! totally not disrespectful to ACTUAL VICTIMS at all!!!! not that it mattered how it was written up, certain people in the fandom liked it more when things were horrible, awful, and disgustingly violent or ‘egregiously angsty’ in regards to rape. rape and its ‘angsty’ content was normalized to me when, at bare minimum, i was 13.

i ended up making rape-related extremely edgy content in the mlp fandom and i got a lot of followers. 1.5k followers. i used the shock of offscreen rape as a way to.. well, shock people. and make a horrifying story that i wanted attention towards. the praise I got for being edgy and making rape content groomed me into creating more. being groomed by no one inparticular into making this content, but by a fandom, by the sheer amount of rape content and general porn being paraded around, that really fucked me up. 

when i was 15 (going on 16 in half a year), i transferred this mentality into other fandoms, trying to be the most edgy and shocking by using the actions of rape and sexual violence or even sexual trafficking as my vehicle of angst without thinking of what the writing of these subjects in such a way may say about me as a person. i didn’t care about that, i wanted to be the darkest, most edgy, most brooding. and I was, and I got mad when I didn’t get the 1.5k followers worth of attention that the mlp fandom was so willing to give me.

when i was 17, i transferred to kirby. and that’s when i realized all this edge-for-the-sake-of-edge bullshit needed to stop. i’d almost taken my extreme edge to kirby as well, but i doubled down on myself and quit that shit. thank god that i did that. i strickened myself to write g-related content with only minor, more moderate amounts of edge.

i’m now 20. i’m hypercritical of people who do the same things i did when i was younger, because hyperedge shit like the stuff i created makes me feel disgusting thinking back on it. i know i most likely groomed people into doing the exact same shit that i’d done with my presence, especially in the mlp fandom. and for everything i did, all the extremely insensitive content i made when i was younger, sorry.

i wanted to be transparent about this, and it’s important to me to be so. cards out on the table and such. if you feel uncomfortable about this new info and the things i did to get attention when i was younger, that’s completely understandable. feel free to unfollow / block me if that makes you more comfortable on this platform, even if we’re mutuals or friends.

#feels bad man #important #im probably asleep rn (this post is scheduled) so if you wanna send asks or dms about this i'll answer them in a bit lol #this is very much a confession post. i want to get all this shit off my chest #theese is. my experiences. my actions #my anxiety says i NEED to talk about this and confess all of this so thats what im doing

[all-hail-the-witcher]

cats the movie was created by the mafia and here's why

so since one (1) person said that they still wanna hear this theory imma post it

first, the reviews of cats are so mixed, it's confusing. im not even sure if everyone is talking about the same movie. lets look at some of the more wild ones:

but then i found these two:

both of these reviews (the second one especially) explicitly mention celebrities, which, made me think of a conspiracy theory

i once watched a video (i think it was a shane dawson one) where he discussed how people believe that it could be a possibility that the government uses celebrities and their scandals to distract the population from their wrongdoing and general mishaps. that being said, lets unpack what we know about cats:

-cats themselves (as in the animal) are generally very cute and people find them funny. it is commonly perceived by some that the internet - youtube specifically - is “that place with the cat videos” and people are very entertained by them (think about tik toks, twitter and tumblr threads, vines, and ig accounts) and even interact with cats if they happen to be allergic to them. it is safe to say that the human population has somewhat of an obsession with cats. 

-cats the musical is generally misunderstood by a lot of people. i have never actually seen it but from what i understand its a musical about cats competing to see who will die and theres one good song (memory). the internet has gone about about “what the heck is cats even about” for many years before the movie came out in the form of memes and other random internet jokes.

and now lets address the us government. right now most people agree that its plenty shitty for various reasons. even people in other countries Dont Get It. (im not going to get too into it because chances are if you have an internet connection you've heard about the shit the us government has done recently)

now. onto the movie itself. (hang onto your hats this is where it gets wild)

according to google, cats is a british american film. it is a well known fact that america was originally colonized by the british and we gained our freedom in 1776 (i really hope thats not news to you) but the war didnt end until the british surrendered at yorktown in 1781 and the treaty of paris wasn't signed until 1783. the british were notoriously salty afterwards, continuing to pirate american ships and do other generally annoying things which resulted in the war of 1812. it was not until after the war of 1812 (which officially ended in 1815) that the british recognized america was independent and actually started respecting them. britain and america were also allies and have famously teamed up to stop people from taking over the world (ie ww2 amongst others).

youre probably wondering what the hell this has to do with cats. stick with mw, we’re getting there.

in the weeks after the 2016 election, there were many memes circulating the internet along the lines of this:

needless to say, it was a wild time for america. 

now, admittedly, britain was Also in the midst of their own wild time because of brexit, but somehow the election results managed to kind of overshadow that (at least in america). 

so lets review some Important Dates:

-june 23, 2016 -> brexit is proposed

-november 8, 2016 -> 2016 election

-march 2017-> britain formally announces leaving the eu

additionally, in 2016 the worlds biggest superpowers were (in order) the us, russia, china, india, and the uk.

now, onto my theory.

the mafia has always notoriously been trying to be stopped by the government for their crime and is a strange organization with a lot of money. the mafia Does still exist although mostly in new england. since 2016 there has been a disconnect between the government and the people due to the staggering amounts that do not support the current president. the mafia may have seen this as an opportunity to overthrow the current government/president and cabinet and place their own person there so that they wouldn't get as much shit from the government. 

this theory does get a little bit complicated regarding the presidents suspected ties to the mafia. however, the mafia is very powerful and i have no doubt that they could have somehow blackmailed trump or implemented false records in order to depict the president falsely. or they could have tricked the president into working with them in order to gain secrets to help them overthrow him. the possibilities are endless. 

so in the time between the 2016 election and when britain formally announced leaving the eu, the mafia probably had some time to scheme a little, thinking up possible ways for them to overthrow the government. 

after britain announced leaving the eu, someone in the government must have realized that it was making britain widely unpopular and they should do something to clean up their image. so they take a peek around and happen to notice that america is royally fucked cause of the president and there are people threatening to move to canada cause of it.

but why is any of this of importance to britain?

well, britain used to be the top world superpower before ww2, but then were beat out by america both after the war and when they announced nsc 68, a plan to make amerias military stronger and provide aid to american allies being threatened by communism. although britain and america stayed allies, it is likely that britain may have been a bit salty about this. and, if they could somehow get rid of trump and weaken the country this may bump the us from the lead world superpower and (if they were lucky) also russia and china who the president was more or less involved with.

low and behold who has the same desires? the mafia.

so the mafia and britain team up to defeat the us government. but how will they do it?

my friends, that is where cats comes in. 

as stated, the government has previously used celebrity scandals to cover up and distract from their own. the mafia and britain would not have wanted to make this seem like anything out of the ordinary, so they decided to implement this form of distraction, but twisted it into grotesque exposure. but they needed a vehicle in which to use this

if you refer to my information on cats from before, american people love cats and cats the musical is a somewhat loved classic that makes little to no sense. additionally, theater fans have recently been calling for screen filmed shows so they dont have to spend lots of money on tickets (see newsies live and bandstand) so in order to pass this off as normal they chose to use cats.

howmst ever, they needed to make the american people not like cats anymore so that they wouldn't be easily distracted by them. how to accomplish this? make the cats in the movie cgi celebrities. 

the celebrity lineup of the movie is quite impressive, containing the following:

james corden, judi dench, jason derulo, idris elba, jennifer husdon, ian mckellan, taylor swift, and rebel wilson. 

these celebrities were all chosen for the type of audience they would draw in so that it would be as vast as possible. (old people, young people, middle aged people, etc).

the mafia paid these celebrities handsomely and coerced them into being in the movie. 

now, lets discuss the timeline. 

the movie itself premiered on december 20th and the mafia and britain would have begun creating it as soon as march of 2017. scripts take up to 12 weeks to write, putting them at june of 2017. pre production takes 10 weeks, putting them at about halfway through september 2017. it takes about an average of 10 weeks to film, putting them at december 2017. and, according to pixar, animating a movie can take between 4 and 7 years, however, the reviews have stated that cats only took about a year to animate the movie, putting it at about december 2018. this would give the mafia about 7 extra months for any needed editing or fixing between when they could have hypothetically started and ended the movie itself because the trailer came out in july of 2019.

they would have wanted to release the movie just before 2020 because that is when the next election takes place and they would need everyone to be immune to propaganda. 

the mafia and britain creating cats explains a lot of things such as:

-why james corden has not gone to see the movie

-why the animation is so horrifying

-why the movie was made in such little time

-why the celebrities in the movie are actually in the movie

-why the budget was able to be so large if it was an epic flop

-peoples general confusion as to why the movie was even made

see, they would have known that even if not a lot of people saw the movie, it would have made headlines just because of how bad it is, terrifying people of both the celebrities in it (remember this includes james corden, a prominent talk show host and taylor swift, one of the top song writers) and of cats themselves.

in conclusion, cats was filmed by the mafia and great britain in an attempt to overthrow the us government.

be careful who you vote for in 2020.

#this has been a whole load of nonsense #i feel like shane dawson #cats #conspiracy theory #god im so sorry #bless

[itsjustashipperlife]

The Russo Bros ruined me the MCU

Listen here, before this Endgame shit, I was able to happily watched whatever Tony movie they were putting on TV, or play any Iron Man movie (mostly IM3) or Homecoming when I felt like it. Just for fun. Just to see my Pepperony, and my baby Tony being happy with his fam. To hava a good time.

Now, and like Peter on the new FFH trailer, wherever I go, I see Tony's face. On instagram, on twitter, here... I see edits, and fanarts, and fanfics... All of them mostly sad. Remembering what happened in Endgame.

And I can't deal with it. It's been two whole weeks since I have seen the movie (just once, cause I cant see it again anytime soon). And I'm not able to watch an MCU film like I used to.

For instance, in my country (Spain), a TV channel decided that on this thrusday they would play Avengers and on friday, they would go with AoU. I did a post two days ago about how I fucking broke when I saw Tony and Pep being happy, having a date before Coulson interrupted them, and then Tony's "Agent Romanoff, you miss me?" made me fucking sob for the both of them, cause they didnt deserve it. Then, I changed the channel. And -because I'm a fucking masochist- I tried watching AoU yesterday... Spoiler alert, it didn't go well. I made it throught that one tho, until Tony wanting to retire with Pep on a farm made me think of Endgame again and, again, I cried.

Are you happy with this, Russos? Seriously?

(I don't suffer from any mental illness nor anxiety, but I'm going to say this point anyway) Let's better not talk about how Tony was -literally- a role model to all the people that looked up to him because he had a mental illness and he still woke up every morning, feeling like shit, and still tried to do better. Is that what you wanted to say to them? That if you have a mental illness, you will only rest when you are dead? That you won't get better? (This can go for Nat too)

I was happy seeing Tony's movies. Now I'm not. I feel fooled, and empty, and sad, and... fucking mad about it.

You guys even lied to the cast and told them it was a wedding. WTF is wrong with you two?!

I... listen, I love Chris Evans, he's great. But I can't fucking stand Steve Rogers. I couldn't before, but now I just can't fucking see his face without feeling hatred. The Russo Brothers and M&M (don't know their names, and I dont care really) just went all for it and sucked on Steve's dick over and over again, forgetting every fucking thing the characters had done or said before on previous films. The can't see over their precious Steve Rogers. (In AoU he literally says he's over with the family and domestic life... WTF changed?!)

I know Tony's story had to end. Mainly because Robert wanted to moved on. And while it would have been sad, I understand it. And I can't wait to see his new projects not Tony/MCU related. But they could have finished his story with a happily ever after, you know.

I KNOW TONY WOULD NOT REST IF HE WERE ALIVE AND PETER OR THE WORLD OR WHATEVER WERE ON DANGER, THATS NOT HIM. But, I would have liked his ending to be happy, with Morgan, back at home. Maybe his arm being fucked up, or with not arm at all like Bucky, and half of his face being burned. But alive. Able to tuck in his daughter at nights, to tell her that he loves her 3000 in person every single day for the rest of her life. Able to spend time with Peter, after 5 years were robbed from them. Able to sass with Rhodey, to joke with Happy about being forehead of security, and to snuggle Pep at nights, leaving her only 12% of the bed while being the little spoon.

But no, instead we got an orphaned little girl (who, even if he is famous, will not remember half of the things she used to do with her dad), a widow, two best friends (that are more like brothers) without the man that they silently swore to protect at all cost since the day they met him, a teenager with his third father figure dead and another teen without a second father figure (because Tony kept contact with Harley ofc)...

All while the perfect, selfless Captain America goes back in time and takes Peggy's life away from her, and leaves his beautiful Bucky behind after literally going rogue for him. He has the fucking nerve to do all of that after just saw the funeral of the man that gave him (all of them) a future, and just after seeing his loved ones broken, holding each other for comfort. After seeing Morgan (a five year old kid) attending her daddy's funeral, even if she doesnt quite understand whats happening, why is everyone so sad, or where is he and when is he coming back to play with her.

...

Sorry, I need to calm down. Pardon the long post. But I just need to get all of this out of my chest.

So... I have decided that the TSCU is: IM 1, 2, Avengers, IM3, AoU, Civil War and Homecoming. Morgan happening after the pepperony wedding, being conceived on their honeymoon, and then the first minutes of Endgame happening (Domestic! Tony, stay at home dad, trophy husband. You name it). The End. 😌

#tony stark #3000 #pepper potts #pepperony #peter parker #avengers endgame #morgan stark #irondad #tony stark defense squad #tony stark deserves better #happy hogan #natasha romanoff #fuck steve #fuck the russos #fuck m&m #james rhodes #rhodey rhodes #harley keener #may parker #ironfam

[angrylizardjacket]

when i said it i thought it was true [3] {Ben Hardy}

A/N: 2973 words. Fake Dating AU.

[part 1] [part 2]

Roger Taylor has barely spoken two words to you since the start of filming, and it’s caused you so much anxiety. Were you disappointing? Did you not look or act accurate enough? Sometimes you catch him watching you when you’re with Ben, the two of you in costume, and he just looks... pensive. 

Brian’s nice enough, soft spoken and always kind when he speaks to you, actually mentions that seeing you and Ben together makes him a bit nostalgic, and you’re not quite sure what to make of it. 

The day you see the real Amanda, the woman you’re playing, you feel like you’re about to pass out. It’s as if you’ve got a direct look into your future, she could be your mother, though her hair’s just a little lighter than yours, hence the wigs they keep putting you in. She’s incredibly beautiful for her age, but that’s not the most striking thing about her. She cries the first time she sees Rami in costume, and she doesn’t speak to Roger. 

The moment she meets you, she has to take almost a full minute, hand covering her mouth as she looks you over. It’s like a test, and all you can do is stand there awkwardly in full costume, watching as she tears up a little.

“What do you think?” Brian asks with a proud smile, and she lets out an incredulous laugh. “It’s a little uncanny, isn’t it?” Nodding, she approaches you, smiling brightly and greeting you warmly. 

“Feels like I’ve gone back in time.” She’s surprisingly soft spoken, and she tugs at your collar, straightening it, before she rests her hands on your shoulders. “I’m flattered they’ve got you playing me, dear.” She tells you, and you think you might cry.

She only stays on set for about a week, the week you’re filming on the Garden Lodge set. The two of you are talking before filming starts for the day, you’re trying to glean any information you can that would help bring depth to your character, and Ben joins you. It’s the first time she’s seen him in full costume, and when he presses a kiss to your temple in greeting, her voice dies in her throat. Ben looks confused, concerned as she has to excuse herself.

It keeps happening, something about seeing the two of you in costume, together and sweet, it’s something she can’t stomach. She can talk to Ben normally, even when in costume, but the moment you arrive, and he smiles at you like he does, she feels her heart in her throat.

“I loved Roger, perhaps to my detriment.” She admits, taking a long sip of wine. She’d invited you out to dinner with her before she has to fly back to her family. “And I know what they’re saying in the movie, but he never really loved me.”

When you go to Ben with this information, he’s quiet, before he admits that Roger told him that when they were younger, their relationship was far from the sanitised version that was being presented in the film. 

They’d been together for years, and there was no doubt in anyone’s mind that she loved him, and he took her for granted, always assumed she’d be there when he got back from trips and tours, he’d even proposed to her, and yet he’d do any pretty young girl while he was away because he knew he could get away with it. He’d cheated on her, and lied to her, and strung her along because it was easier than letting go. 

Roger Taylor can’t bring himself to speak to you; you’re the spitting image of his biggest fault. Perhaps the way they’ve got it in the movie is his attempt at an apology, not that she’d accept. 

Something about your relationship with Ben changes after that. It doesn’t feel like a performance, the way it used to, it feels more grounded. Neither of you are sure how to deal with the new information, but when the cast go out for dinner together, he’s got a hand on your knee under the table, and when you’re hanging out in his trailer between scenes, you let yourself fall asleep against him where you’re watching Netflix. The two of you go out with some of the others for the night, and he kisses you as you’re leaving the club together, his hands holding your face so softly, the kiss so surprisingly tender that you don’t even hear the click of the paparazzi’s camera from where they’re hiding around the corner of the building, and when you see the kiss on instagram the next day, you don’t think you care.

“Have you seen my nice, black blouse?” You called, elbow deep in a pile of clean washing on a Saturday morning.

“Which one?” Ben calls back from the shower, and you frown at the clothes before you; you really had meant to fold them sooner.

“The nice nice one, the one I wear for callbacks, you know the one I’m talking about.” And you move to rifle through the closet again, glaring at each piece of clothing as you flip past it.

“You sure it’s here?” The shower shuts off while you’re eyeing off a perfectly fine cream shirt that could serve as a decent replacement if you came to it. “Are you sure it’s not at your place?” He asks, stepping out of his adjoining bathroom wearing only a towel.

“No, I’m pretty sure I came back here after my last callback.” You mused, and you could hear him getting changed behind you as you tried to recall the last time you’d found yourself in the shirt in question.

“This would be easier if you just lived here.” He muses, letting the statement hang in the air. After a beat, you turn to look at him, brow creased as you considered his words. “If you want to, you can.” He offered, standing there in just a pair of jeans, his hair still damp. It might be the most beautiful thing you’ve ever seen.

“Are you serious?” Voice quietly hopeful, your expression brightens as he nods, grinning. Blouse forgotten, you cross the room in a few paces, throwing your arms around him. “Really really?”

“‘course I am.” He doesn’t tell you he loves you, but it’s there in the tone, in the way he kisses you, and it’s there when he spends the next twenty minutes helping you look for your shirt, though when you admit you don’t need it for a few days, he suggests breaking in the bed to fill the time.

“It’s the same bed.” You laugh as he flops back on it, coaxing you over.

“Yeah, but it’s ours.”

The wrap party for Bohemian Rhapsody is... a lot. It’s a bit overwhelming; you’re by Ben’s side and everyone wants to talk to him, congratulate him, and they want to talk to you, tell you how beautiful you look. Everyone is everywhere at all times, and the only constant is Ben. 

His arm is around your waist when the two of you are standing by the bar, he’s chatting to someone who’s name you’ve forgotten, though you’re pretty sure he’s the second assistant director or something, and you’re trying to communicate to the bartender what you want over the music, leaning over the bar. The moment the bartender finally nods in recognition and scurries off to get your drink, Ben turns, sees your eyes shining bright in the light of bar, and he forgets what he’s saying, just for a moment. The guy he’s talking to leaves, pulled away by someone in the crowd, and you turn, smiling brightly, confusion creasing your brow when you see Ben watching you.

“What?” The bar is in a terrible location, far too close to the band they’ve got set up, but Ben can read your lips well enough in the bar’s fluorescent lights. He shrugs, doesn’t even attempt to answer as the band, not ten feet away, blast their way through a guitar solo. They’re mostly playing classic rock, a few Queen songs here and there of course, and they’re not bad, they’re just loud. 

With your drink in one hand, you take his without thinking, weaving through the crowd, his fingers linked with yours. When you find the door to the courtyard, which is significantly quieter, you feel like you can breathe again. The air outside is cool, and you drop Ben’s hand now that you’re not likely to lose him in the crowd, and the two of you find seats to the side by a tall table. 

“You don’t have to stay with me all night.” You tell him, resting your head on your arms, watching as he lights up a cigarette. It was a filthy habit, but damn if it didn’t make him look a hot. Hotter. 

“I know that, dude,” he pauses, taking a draft and looking, watching all the people talking and laughing and bopping along to the music, “I like your company.” He says it easily but it still has you grinning, and when he catches sight, he grins in return.

He doesn’t leave your side. Not for the rest of the night. 

Photographs are being take all night, and when you look back on them, you see you and Ben sitting side by side, his arm around you as you lean into him, laughing, and he grins at something off camera. You see the cast together for a group shot, all smiling brightly, most a little tipsy, and you’re holding Ben’s hand, your linked fingers just visible in a gap between Allen and Lucy. You see the two of you in the background of a shot of Rami looking absolutely ecstatic; you’re fixing Ben’s hair, and he’s giving you such a soft, endeared look that you hadn’t noticed at the time. If you crop it enough to make it your phone background, you don’t feel the need to call attention to it; for reasons you can’t quite articulate, it makes your heart warm.

It’s strange, and the thing that terrifies you is that it doesn’t feel like acting. It’s that grey area you keep finding yourself in, where it feels so familiar, and it’s like swimming upstream to remember that it’s all fake. 

The two of you don’t even share a kiss, not even when you’re both tipsy, not even when you lean in to murmur something in his ear, and his answer brings his lips inches from yours. You want to kiss him, to forget that it’s all fake, but he sees you hesitate, and presses a gentle kiss to your cheek. Lips twisting in to a sad smile, you look out at the crowd of coworkers around you, dancing where the band had been replaced with a DJ, and you take another sip of your drink.

You’ve passed tipsy and dived straight into being drunk by the time you’re ready to head home, or well, back to your hotel room, but that required a taxi. Ben’s not much better off, and when you tug him into the back seat with you, he doesn’t argue. He’s the one who tells the driver the hotel they’ve got you all set up in, and you just lean against him, eyes fluttering closed, contentment filling you as he wraps his arm around you. 

“I don’t have any makeup wipes!” You gasp into the silence of the hotel elevator. It feels like the most natural thing in the world to head to his room, your arm tucked into his to keep you from swaying in place in the elevator. It might also be that Ben refused to let you be by yourself after you almost face planted getting out of the taxi.

“I’ve got some in case of emergencies.” He assured, fidgeting with his key card before the elevator comes to a stop.

“See, this is why I love you.” The words come so easily that neither of even catch at first as you make your way down the hall. Ben slows once your words have sunk in, and you both realise what you’d said. “I didn’t mean it like that, I’m sorry.” Voice quiet, there’s a sudden sinking sensation in your chest that dampens the whole night for you, but he doesn’t say anything, just opens the door and starts rummaging through his suitcase for the wipes once he’s inside. Once he tosses them to you, he follows it quickly with an oversized shirt to sleep in. 

There’s a solid five minute argument about who would sleep on the sofa, both of you trying to give the other one the bed. It takes you yanking a pillow from the bed, laying on the sofa and refusing to move for Ben to concede defeat. The sofa, however, is the single most uncomfortable piece of furniture you’ve ever had the misfortune of trying to sleep on. Sucking up your pride, you clutch the pillow to your chest as you make your way to the edge of the bed. He’s turned away from you, engrossed in his phone.

“Ben?” You ask, and he looks over his shoulder at you, eyebrows raised in question. “The sofa is really uncomfy.” You pouted. With a grin, he shifted, making room for you.

“Holy shit.” Ben looks like he’s just seen a ghost. The two of you are in a nice restaurant in the city, it’s not five stars or anything like that, actually it happened to be your favourite little hole-in-the-wall restaurant with surprisingly good food and excellent service, and you were treating yourselves to a night out before Ben had to step outside to take a call. You didn’t begrudge him, that’s just how life was for the two of you. “Holy shit.” He repeated, and you looked up from your meal with raised eyebrows. 

“What’s up?” You ask, and to see the smile spreading slowly over his face has your heart warming. When he meets your eyes, he’s beaming.

“I think I’m going to be in X-Men.” He said quietly, and your fork fell from your hand, clattering against your plate.

“Holy shit.” You echoed, and he laughed a little, taking your hand when you offered it to him, squeezing gently. 

The stars seem to shine a little brighter as Ben beams up at them, your hand in his as the two of you walk home. Sure, there’s paperwork, nondisclosure agreements, rehearsals, and a few months until filming actually begins, but Ben’s landed a role in a high-budget action movie, and you’ve never been prouder. 

He spends the next few weeks in countless meetings, almost constantly in and out of phone calls with his manager and various producers, and when he’s not filming with Eastenders, he was usually training. He’s barely home, though neither of you are home a lot, you’re busy with your own projects, but when you see each other, he’s elated. You haven’t seen him this excited or motivated about a project before. 

Sometimes you miss him. Of course you miss him, you love him after all, he’s your boyfriend and your housemate, and you tell him all of this over dinner and he looks like he wants to say something, like he wants to freeze this moment in time forever, to bottle it up if he could.  You’re so proud, and you love him so much, and it’s the most beautiful thing in the world to watch those two parts of you coming together over a microwave dinner.

In the weeks leading up to filming, things change, and you feel like you never see him anymore. It’s not like before, then you were just busy, now he’s all over the country, in meetings and fittings and workshops. He calls, but your bed is so empty and sometimes you just want to come home to him and he’s not there, and he won’t be home until the end of the week. Things are still good and bright when you see each other - he’s always eager to make up for lost time - and you never once doubt how much he cares about you, but you feel... out of sync. 

The two of you had fallen asleep not facing each other, but you wake with his arm draped across you, and it feels so familiar, so right, that it stings when you actually come to and realise where you are. 

It’s been years since you’d woken up next to him, and you’d forgotten how pretty he is in his sleep. Part of you thinks that’s a good thing, that if you start to remember now you might keep dwelling. Another part of you urges you to go back to sleep; pretend or not, you should savour this moment you’ve missed so dearly. That’s the part that wins.

You expect when you wake again, for him to already be up and moving, as far away from you as possible, but instead you hear a sleep-rough greeting in your ear, and feel his chest firm against your back, his arm still around you where you’ve tucked yourself against him.

It’s not pretend, it feels like history repeating itself, and so you let yourself forget it’s fake for the moment, lean into him just a little and give a sleepy greeting back. Your heart already aches knowing how lonely you’ll feel once either of you move.

“I forgot how nice you smell.” He murmured, and that’s when you feel your heart already beginning to break. Instead of letting yourself crumble, your link your fingers with his hand where it’s slung over your waist.

“I forgot how warm you are; you’re like a furnace.” And you hear him laugh at that as he leans into you too, and let yourself bask in the moment.

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(crossed out means it wouldn’t tag; i’ll try again for the next part, lemme know if you wanna be tagged xx)

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[dyns33]

Part 1 I hope you already watched the second episode of AHS 1984. Poor Xavier also has a dark past. Bless him for always trying to be a ray of sunshine!🤧 Fried rice is Chinese rice, I'm sure you've seen it. It's got a brownish color mixed with vegetables, meat of your choice, sometimes fried egg and you can put soy sauce to your liking, if you want. Also I finally cleared up my mobile internet. I had more 100+ tabs opened, some with accounts I wanted to read stories from. But I decided to just

“ Part 2 close them all and unfollow a bunch of people. And back to one of my asks about your vampire Michael story. Yeah I said I relate to the reader in a way but not in such a dark way. Just more like yeah what's the point of life again. THAT kind of way but not to the point of suicide, I'm too much of a chicken lol. “

“ Part 3 Also it's fall here in Fl and it's suppose to cool down, not still be hot! Sorry tumblr was being crazy again.”

I will not watch it properly until... next year I guess ^^’, but I will watch scenes and summaries. I saw Xavier’s story and he is indeed a poor baby that I want to cuddle and protect... I’m still not sure yet if I want to write about him, but I’m excited with this season because something is cleary going to happen soon and change everything, since we almost saw all the scenes from the trailers in just three episodes. 

I think I saw it in restaurants but never tried fried rice... It’s really sound good and not at all okay with my diet. 

100 tabs !!! Wow Oo ! I can understand, if I dont come here for like two days, I miss so many things, its hard to catch all the news... 

I see what you mean with Vampire Michael. I feel like that and I think a lot of people too, even those who seems happy and with a lot of friends, who are not really friends at the end... You will find your way ! We are all going to find it !! 

Fall already ?? Damn, it is ! O-O I didnt see the dates ! Here we have rain one day, sun the others, and its not hot but not cold... A hot rain will be perfect for me. 

[happys-crazy-queen22]

Branded A Serpent Lover

(Gif Credit to @idiotharringtons )

Requested by @throwbck   Thank you for my very first Sweet Pea and Riverdale request.

Hope you all enjoy it and If you want to be added to Sweet Pea’s tag list, let me know.

Happy Reading Dollies.

Warning Violence against women, branding, talk of blood and the smell of burning skin. Language.

If you like it and you think it needs a part 2, let me know cause I guess I left it on a cliff hanger but I could be wrong. So enjoy

When the Serpents moved to Northside after their school was closed, you thought it was a bad idea. The history that the Southside had with Northside made you worry about all your new friends that you had made when Jughead, started to go to Southside he introduced you to Sweet Pea, Toni and Fangs. Everybody seemed to be cool with it except Reggie, Cheryl and their social crowd. They made trouble since the beginning. You sat at the lunch table with Jughead, Toni, Fangs and Sweet Pea. The guys were talking about the dance that was coming up and who they were taking. "So Y/N who are you going to the dance with"? Toni asked, eyeing Sweet Pea as he chewed on his lower lip waiting for your answer. "I don't know yet, no ones really asked me". "Oh didn't Reggie ask you"? Betty came along sitting beside Jughead. Sweet Pea balled up his fist, just thinking if you had went with Reggie instead of him. "He did, I told him to fuck off, I dont date jocks". You giggled, Sweet Pea let out a breath he didnt know he was holding in and Fangs saw that. He took this time to make Sweet Pea man up and ask you, so he flirted with you. "So jocks are out of the question, what about a certain Serpent"? Fangs smirked, knowing that Sweet Pea likes you. "Fangs if you want to go with me just ask". You threw a piece of food at him. He chuckled. Sweet Pea kicked him in the knee, making a confused giggle come out of you. "Ow, Pea, you know I have track". We all laughed at Fangs rubbing his leg and Sweet Pea shaking his head. The bell rung, lunch was over and back to class it was. During fourth period you felt two set of eyes on you. One was Reggie, drooling over you and the other pair was Sweet Pea, with a simple sweet smile. They would look at you, then to each other. "Class I want you to pair up with someone and do the assignment together, it will be twenty percent of your grade". “So pick wisely”. "Now go". You looked around, the only person in this class you really got along with was Sweet Pea and no one was asking him to be his partner. So you walked over to him but before you got to him, Reggie grabbed your arm. "Lets be together". You shrugged out of his grip. Sweet Pea saw what was going on and came to your rescue. "She's with me dickhead". "So dont touch her again". Reggie shot daggers into Sweet Pea, they both hated each other and you were stuck in the middle. "Watch it Serpent scum". Reggie got in Peas face, making Pea get in his and everyone looking to you. You pulled Sweet Pea away. "Come on Pea, he's not worth it". You stuck out your tongue at Reggie as a blonde came over taking his attention away from Sweet pea and you. "Sorry for doing that in class, he just makes me so angry". Sweet Peas face was red with anger and his hands balled in a fist. "It's okay Pea, thank you for coming over when you did". Sweet Pea nodded and got to the work. For a boy that hated school, he new alot about it. "We are going to ace this". He said as he put the last answer on the paper. "We, you did most of it".  You said putting your books in your book bag. "You were here to keep me calm and focused, thats how I got it done". He laughed. His laugh was so warming. You starred at his eyes as he finished up. "Hey Pea"? "Yeah"? "Would you like to go to the dance with me"? "Isn't the guy suppose to ask"? "Who cares, I'm weird". Taking a quote from Jughead made Sweet Pea grin. "Yeah, I would like too". "Great then we have our first date, I'll see you Friday , you can pick me up at my house". You whispered kissing his cheek as the next bell rung. Sweet Pea held his cheek as you walked out of the class room, your first date, no one could wipe the smile from his face, if they wanted too as he smiled from ear to ear while Reggie watched hidden in the corner with horror.

Friday afternoon came quickly, as you went home to get ready for the dance. You had found a short black dress with little purple skull and crossbones, with the back cut out and black high heel pumps to match Sweet Peas outfit. You knew he would love it. Finishing up your make up, you looked at the clock. Five thirty, Sweet Pea would be here soon. Just as you put on your shoe, there was a knock at the door. Walking to the door, you looked out the peep hole. There stood Reggie. What the hell? Swinging the door open, you were going to yell at him but then two other Bull Dogs came out of no where. Forcing their way in. You tried to run but they caught you with ease. "Come on Serpent slut, dont fight us, we dont want to hurt you.... bad". One said as he covered your head with a hood. They threw you in a car and dashed off, you tried to remember every turn you took and when you stopped but that was harder to do when one of them had their hands on you. It was probably Reggie trying to cop a feel. Pervert. Coming to a complete stop, you were jerked out of the car. Lead into a build and tied to a chair. Your hood was ripped off and the kidnappers came to focus. Reggie, Cheryl and a bunch of Bull Dogs were standing around a fire. Out of the corner of your eye you saw Sweet Pea being held by two Bull Dogs and chains. He had a black eye, busted lip and his shirt was cut up. Blood stains covered it.. They cut him, not to bad from what you could see. Struggling to get out, Cheryl strutted over and gave you a back hand slap. Making you wince at the pain. Sweet Pea pulled at the chains but that landed him a hit to the gut. "Y/N why is it so hard for you to learn that you dont belong with any of them Serpent pricks"? Reggie came up behind Cheryl, running his finger across her cheek. You spat blood at them. "You know something, you're making a big mistake doing this to us". "Wait til Jughead hears what you've done to his friends and you'll be sorry". Cheryl and Reggie laughed. "I don't think he'll care about a wanna be Serpent princess and her Serpent trash". "He's with Betty, one of us". “You use to be one of us, what happen”?

“I found a guy that could keep me happy”. You smirked at Reggie, Cheryl giggled at how Reggie was steaming mad.

Sweet Pea, bit his lower lip seductively, he was the guy and he knew it.

“Stop it Cheryl”. Reggie was pissed off.

“What, you’re so cute when you’re mad”. She pinched his cheeks.

You were getting sick of the lovey dovey crap that was Cheryl and Reggie, so you did something to Cheryl that you knew would tick her off. Soon you’ll regret it.

"Hey Cheryl how do you like being second place"? She growled at you. "Oh he didn't tell you that he asked me out first and I told him to fuck off". Cheryl looked at Reggie like she was ready to kill him. "Well aren't you a naughty boy Reggie". You had a evil laugh, making Reggie and Cheryl step back. Sweet Pea began to laugh too. "Shut up both of you"! Cheryl screeched, grabbing a poker out of the fire, coming closer to you. "What the hell are you doing bitch"? You tried kicking at her but Bull Dogs held you down. "Get her arm, if she wants to date a Serpent, she can belong to them forever". Reggie held your arm as Cheryl seared a snake into your wrist. Making your scream out and wishing that you were died. Sweet Pea kicked himself for not being about to help you all he could do was watch, he didnt want to do that so he closed his eyes. The only thing he could hear was your screams and pleading for them to stop, the smell of burning flesh filled his nose, making his stomach turn. Then everything went silent, he looked up and you were on the floor, sobbing. All he wanted to do was to get to you, so he struggled and pulled until one of the chains loosen enough to get out. While everyone was watching you, he came up behind Cheryl, wrapping his arm around her throat. "Listen you Bull Dog fucks, you let her go and I'll let your precious Cheryl go". Sweet Pea took out his knife, ready if anyone tried anything to ruin his plan to save you. "You wouldn't do it" Reggie taunted him. "You don't have the balls". He grabbed at his crotch. The grip on Cheryls throat became more tight, she tried clawing and beating on his arm but he never released. Reggie became scared that if she got hurt then her family would come after him, so he did the only thing he could do. "Bull Dogs out, let her go and we will leave you alone". He said as he backed out of the building. Sweet Pea didnt release Cheryl until he got to the door and he slung her out slamming the door and locking the inside. Making sure on one could get in. He rushed over to you, scooping you up, taking a long look to see if you were still breathing. "Y/N I'm so sorry, I didn't think they would go this far and hurt you, me yes but not you". He has tears running down his face. Your voice was quit from the screaming and sobbing. "Just get me out of here". With that Sweet Pea, looked out the window making sure they were gone, unlocked and bolted out the door. It had started raining as he ran to Jugheads trailer. Knocking on the door, Jughead and FP were home, Jughead had just got back from the dance with Betty. "Can we come in, she got attacked by Reggie and Cheryl". Sweet Pea whimpered, still carrying you, dripping wet. Jughead pulled you both in and lead you to his bed, Sweet Pea carefully place you down. Moving your hair out of your face, giving you a soft kiss to your forehead. He walked out with Jughead and FP, leaving you alone to sob and look at your arm. "What the hell happen, you look pretty bad yourself Pea"? FP handed Sweet Pea a rag to clean himself up. "Reggie and his goons jumped me as I was leaving to get Y/N, took me to some building". He said as he wiped blood from his lip. "Why they jump Y/N"? Betty asked. "Cause she's hanging out with me and the other Serpents, they uh Cheryl branded her with a snake iron on her wrist while Reggie held her done". Betty covered her mouth with shook, FP and Jughead had a raging pissed off face. "She said if she wanted to date one of us, she can belong to us forever". Sweet Pea quickly wiped the tear away that was trying to escape. "Damn it". FP kicked over the table. "I tried to help but I was chained up and I couldn't get to them". "I blame myself for this". "Don't, it's not your fault these Northsiders think they can control everyone, if someone steps out of line they get branded a Serpent slut". Betty quoted. They all looked at her with a questionable look. "Literally". Your voice boomed through the tralior, making everyone look at you. Sweet Pea came to your side, helping you to the couch. "You should be laying down". Jughead rubbed the back of his head. "No, I should be out there getting revenge on Cheryl while Sweet Pea gets Reggie". You smirked at Sweet Pea, he had a smile on his face, nodding in agreement. "Don't get to crazy Y/N, we need you to be calm". "We have to settle this the right way". "How's that, we were kidnapped, tortured and branded by two preppy high schoolers acting like their fucking gangsters". You informed them. "Lets just get you cleaned up and we'll think of something okay". Betty lead you to the bathroom. Jughead gave you some clothes since yours are wet and bloody. They didn't fit but they were comfy and dry. You bandaged up your wrist and looked at the mirror one last time before coming out of the bedroom to see Fangs and Toni sitting on the couch. "Hey, you alright"? Sweet Pea asked. "Yeah, better now". You said putting your hair in a messy bun. "So what are we going to do, cause I want justice and sitting on our asses is not working for me". "We can't find Cheryl, she's gone and Reggie is surrounded by Bull Dogs". Fangs spoke up. "Then lets go kick some Bull Dog ass, who's with me"? Everyone raised their hands, Sweet Pea wrapped his arm around you and brought you close to him. "I didn't get the chance to tell you that you looked very pretty tonight in that dress, I know you went through a lot of trouble looking nice for the dance and I messed it up". "Hey I chose you, I want you". You kissed his lips. "But I think you look even more beautiful right now". "I'm in Jugs clothes and all bruised". "I know, but you're going to kick some ass, I think thats sexy". His sexy smirk making you blush.

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[necrobrat]

so i just saw the sl*nderman trailers and im gonna go point by point here about my expectations and. this isnt the blog to do it on but yknow what? yall are just gonna have to deal with that. ill put it under a cut so it wont be too Overbearing on the dash but yknow. im gonna be rantin a lil. these are all My Opinions on the trailers and clips released and overall film n uhhh im not gonna apologize for that

first and foremost, *evan jennings voice* stop fucking gamejacking

im gonna preface this with im not a sl*nderman expert, im rly not so yknow. excuse any mistakes.

im gonna start with the one thing i sorta, kinda liked   :   some of the visuals ( like the maggots and the other black and white bits   ), but i also feel like that worked against the overall trailer because these shots didnt mesh with the rest of it. the aesthetics felt very all over the place, and not in a fitting way.

i do NOT like the way sl*nderman looks. this is something thats always bugged me about modern horror, its something ive talked about before and that is   :   making things way too fucking creepy. sl*nderman has a very simple design that he can also manipulate so making him into this bizarre, stretched skin creature thing off the bat ... i just think its overkill. i think utilizing the uncanny valley with the original sl*nderman would have been So much better, especially since every horror film lately seems to be trying to outdo the last ones special effects and it just Murders any chance they had at being Actually scary

SPEAKING OF WHICH, the special effects in the trailer ... especially here ( potential trigger warning, its a very fast blur motion thing that might bother some people ) and here are borderline laughable. i mean, what the hell is the budget on this thing?? it was said that they wanted the film to be “traditional, low budget horror” but low budget horror doesnt look like this. they dont look like someone with a low budget using their budget and resources cleverly, they look like someone with a low budget tryna mimic someone with a high budget

already not a fan of the acting. its very cheesy, imho. very over   -   played. i honestly think thse actresses would do far better in some regular ol teen film. i dont doubt their potential, but i dont think this is a film theyre suited for At All. theyre no scream queens.

is a sl*nderman film VERY late to be coming out in 2018? abso-fucking-lutely. without a doubt. do i believe a sl*nderman film would still find success in 2018? honestly, yes, but i still wouldntve been happy even if the movie was utterly flawless. i also think that picking the waukesha stabbing as the primary inspiration was in bad taste, and again, heavily dated the film. 

the sl*nderverse ARGs still have adoring fans who are completely invested. a group of friends from new jersey with a potato quality video camera and some video editing software created a far more immersive storyline, complete with horrifying effects and interesting characters. however, because of these ARGs i, and im sure other fans, cant really separate sl*nderman from his proxies and the cast we’ve already grown accustomed to.

tl   ;   dr ?? i have the same opinion as everyone else does. its gonna fucking SUCK.

#ooc.

[xiaolongpunch]

Rwby’s redemption

I’ve started watching rwby ever since the summer that volume 2 was released. My friends made me watch the four trailers and I was immediately captivated by the breath of fresh air the show promise from its beginning. Four badass girls with unique weapons and abilities? I was already hooked from that point. I binge watch volume after that day, and I immediately got harry potter vibe with the school aspect of the show. I also understood from the get go the the 8 characters we were introduced to in the beginning would be the main cast, that being team RWBY and team JNPR.

This is where my first critique comes in, and it won’t be directed at rooster teeth or miles-kerry or even monty, but rather at the fandom. Volume 1 wasn't shy at showing us who the important characters were, how? The were coloured in and we got to know their names in the first few episodes. The rest was either shadowed in, appeared a couple of times, or simply never be seen again. We knew the main cast was the two teams, and other subsequent characters were more side characters, exemple: Cardin and team CRDL, Velvet, Ozpin, Glynda, Roman, and the other professors and Sun. And one of the major complaints that volume 1 gets is that it was focused on Jaune to much. Statistically speaking, his arc lasted 25% of volume 1, lasting from episode 11 to 14. Other arcs from this volume included Blake’s, Weiss’s conflict with Ruby and probably other minor ones I won’t speak about. Blake’s arc lasted from episode 15 to 16, buut continued into the subsequent volume. Making for 12.5% of the first volume, and about, well the entire volume. Volume 2 was dedicated into busting the white fang and Roman, which directly tied into Blake’s arc from Volume 1, making it the longest arc up to this date since it is still continuing into volume 5. The third arc was the conflict between Ruby and Weiss, although somewhat minor, this arc still lasted for a couple of episodes spread apart from one another. The point being, Jaune’s arc is minor compared to other arcs happening in the show, since his only lasted 4 episodes in volume 1 alone. Sure he had speaking times in other volumes, but none revolved around him, and yet the fandom is still bitching and moaning that jaune is taking too much space. As mentioned before, Jaune IS one of the main 8, not liking him as a character is totally fine, but saying he is taking too much space is somewhat overreacting since he is one of the main characters.

Let’s go on, from V1 came V2, and to this date, it is probably one of my least favourite volumes. I feel like they focused a bit too much on the characters motivation during the mountain glenn arc. What was the point of Oobleck asking everyone why they wanted to be huntresses? It was a bit awkward and I feel like they could've gotten the same result, if not more,  if they made the team sit down around a campfire and make them ask each other their motivation. They would’ve shared some exposition through, shown team rwby bonding, something the fandom has been asking for a while now (Something I will touch later on) aaand they would’ve been able to touch a lot more on Blake’s ongoing arc that way. Btw, this is how critiquing something is done, by talking about what felt wrong and give an example on how they could of improved themselves. I’ve seen way to many people complain and complain and never even explain how they could've improve on what they complained on, and then call what they did ‘critiquing’, but im digressing. Overall, they did what they wanted, expose us to more backstory and motivation, show us a bit more of who the characters are by telling us where they come from. This volume honestly showed me why Ruby is more childish in nature, and it also help set up what they wanted for her next volume. It showed me why Weiss is so cold and distant sometimes, it showed us why Blake acts the way she does..you get the point. It also helped setting up the next volume, which was a real plus.

Next comes V3, and I feel like, like the show, this was where the fandom started to really fall and divide. A reason why people started to become more toxic might have been because of Monty’s death. People started to think that because he died, Miles and Kerry started to ruin the show from his original idea. Especially after a controversial letter came out, you can read it here if you’d like. From that point, it was a shitstorm of fighting, between people who believed shane and people who didn’t. I have read the letter, and personally, I feel like they were some things right and some wrong. Shane seemed to have this idea that Monty was the only one planning the show, but it was with Miles and Kerry, Monty provided the ideas, MK wrote them out. Gray even addressed what the future of RWBY would be, and he mentioned this.

“For those wondering, Monty was heavily involved in shaping the future of the world of Remnant. His story ideas will live on, and you will also be able to see some of the animation he'd begun working on for Volume 3. For some time, the team has known the direction in which the next volumes will be headed, and Rooster Teeth is committed to bringing these tales to you.”

Like I said, you decide if you want to believe shane or not, but I think its clear that Monty planned his show with MK years ahead. And some of the ‘Critiques’ the show got addressed the wrong issues. That volume also sparked the lgbtq representaion controversy, ship wars begun, like I said, a shitshow began. It was also the volume that rwby turned dark and characters died off. And for some reason people got angry at MK for killing them off, because they thought it wasn't Monty’s idea. Except it was, and here is some other complaint. Roman was a major villain, you can't kill him! Actually he was said to be unimportant to the main story plot, and unfortunately I can't find the panel, but I remember that someone in the crwby mentioned that roman was kept alive longer than intended because he was like, but was eventually going to get killed off. Next was Penny’s death, not much complain on that side other then people saying they were sad she died, so nothing to say on that part. But the major character death that got lots of complaint was Pyrrha’s. People had two complaint about, it went too far, and that she was only meant to further Jaune’s character.

To address the first point, I will actually let Gray explain.

“Have we said thanks lately? Thanks again for sharing the story with our youngest audience members out there, it means a lot to us and we take the responsibility to heart. In return, we wanted to take a sec to reiterate some things. We've said from the very beginning that the story of RWBY is actually a pretty long journey, with all sorts of complex changes and themes over time. Because we can only put out so many episodes per year, and the story has been focused the way it has the first couple years, some viewers might assume that this is all there is to the show. Nnnnope. Much like other multi-year narratives such as the Harry Potters, Avatars (the airbending kind. well, the animated, not the live... look, the good one) and Star Wars...Warses... Warii? Forget it -- like other continuity-heavy sagas out there, RWBY will grow up over time. Our characters will be put to the test as the stakes get greater and the full scope of the story is revealed. The tone and imagery of the show will occasionally go darker and more mature. ...You did happen to notice the opening sequence that has been in front of the show all year, right?”

This comes from a blog post surrounding how dark rwby has turned. And I want to emphasize one particular point, because this will counter EVERY complaint on how the show is progressing in terms of change. RWBY was never meant to stay light hearted and happy, it was meant to grow and change, just like many other series out there, and the fact that people complain about it, is in my opinion, kinda ridiculous. When V3 came out, I understood this because it was new, but now? Really? You want change and character development, but complain once the plot thickens and the nature of the show changes? What kind of hypocritical shit is that? I also believe that Monty said that he got inspired by Games of Thrones in some aspect, and that was early on in the show, so death was going to be a thing, I guess the fandom just wants to ignore that though.

The second point is actually a bit more founded. But because of two sides. MK poorly handled team bonding, we barely got any bonding from any teams so we didnt know what they meant to each other other then a few things here and there. And the second side is the fandom’s collective hatred towards Jaune. The fandom complains that Pyrrha’s death was solely to further Jaune’s character, so im guessing they totally ignored her arc in v3 that actually explained why she decided to fight Cinder or why she died, or just simply decided to ignore, knowing the fandom, I wouldn’t be surprised with either reason. The fandom sometimes forgets to piece things together, to read between the lines. It was clear that Pyrrha had an internal conflict about becoming the maiden, and Jaune, being her combat partner, decided he wanted to be there for her, which only fueled the fandom’s belief that this arc was somehow around Jaune. I feel like fandom is honestly just pulling reasons out of their ass to hate on Jaune at this point, yes he did wrong things, but did anyone ever sat down to think that this was actually kinda the most natural portrayal of a teenage boy? Im digressing here, but Pyrrha’s was far more then Jaune, it was a sign, the show basically told us “Hey, things are getting serious, how serious? Welp a main character died trying to accomplish her goal” And her death couldnt of been more brilliant. It was extremely well executed, the symbolism behind it is incredible because it shows that the show isnt a fairy tail, not everything ends happily ever after, and most of all, it furthered Ruby’s character.

A lot of people dont realize that one of the premise of the show was loss of childhood and innocence. Ruby’s character is the very essence of that. And they broke her to pieces in V3, they killed her best friend, and then a close friend. She unlocked her powers and loss her innocence she had for the world. She grew so much as a character it that volume and its sad to see people not looking further then their noses to see how much has been happening in the show to focus on jaune and other minor things like ships.

To go back on Jaune’s portrayal, he is literally a fuckboi in v1/v2 and a bit of v3. Like, thats what his character is, you can hate it, hell I did, but screaming and shouting that his character needs to change because of that is fucking ridiculous, not everyone is meant to be liked, sometimes best portrayals are the ones that actually make you feel something strong about them, and the typical mary sue.

Lets move on, V4 in my opinion was the most poorly handled volume, for many things.They took to long to show how certain character grief and they didnt handle character development extremely well. Nora and Ren’s arc was...short, too short. I felt like they could of really digged into their childhood and their relationship since they grew up together, but they missed out on it. They tanked to show Ruby’s grief, or as the fandom would say, complete lack of. And the plot exposition from Qrow was too fast and really poorly handled in terms of delivery. I feel like they could’ve taken more time to explain some things like magic and the maidens, because the way it was delivered was more like it was speaking to the audience. The filled in gaps on what the audience didn’t know rather then explaining to the character what the hell was going on in their lives.

And I have a major problem with how the fandom ‘critiqued’ this volume. Again, the major complaints were not story, or plot related, they decided to complain on ships and portrayal, which btw is a valid thing if there is an actual problem. For exemple, they non-stopped complained on how Ruby seemingly didnt show any grief, but let me explain to you. People are different, whereas one person might cry their hearts out to someones death, another will feel sad for a bit and move on. We saw Ruby react to Pyrrha’s death, she unlocked her powers because of it. And there is many reason why she might have been shown grieving. Think about how much shit she went through, she saw her school get destroyed, three people she knew died in front of her in one night, she unlocked some weird magical power which she knows nothing about, her sister seems to hate life now, and her friends are mostly gone. Do you seriously think her mind has the time and effort to grief about ONE person dying? No, nobody would in fact, she probably is still in shock of everything that happened. Another reason, which was actually proven in V5, is that she doesn’t grief, she moves on. And they also foreshadowed it a bit, but I will talk about it in the V5 review of this.

The next thing people complained about was black sun, and how ooc blake felt during those moments. Again, I want to remind you that character development is a thing, and traumatic events may several affect someone’s view in life. The reason why Blake seemed ooc is because of her fears becoming a reality. Her friends got hurt because of Adam, she became paranoid, to the point of almost drawing out her sword to the captain when she was confronted. Sun on the other hand didnt experience all of that, and he thought he was doing the right thing by following her because he wanted to help her. And I saw sooooo many people saw he is a predator because she flinches when he touches her, but also completely forgets or ignore she acted the same way when her own mother hugged her. She is scared shitless of everything, this was probably one of the better handled character development in the volume, and the fandom seemingly ignored all of it to let their hatred go through.

The most blatant problem with V4 however was the animation, and I will let the youtuber Cake in his series “Animation analysis”. He really nails the head of what is wrong with the animation, and I highly recommend you watch this small serie: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HxP3lBW7wm4&list=PL-wKaeXzYOmbnc0cRXxGD0TEY5wgCUipw

I wont speak about Yang, because honestly, this was the one time the fandom is right, her ptsd arc was poorly handled and not well executed at all.

Then came V5, or as I like to call it, Rooster teeth’s redemption arc. This volume, imo, was so heavily touched upon to appease the angry mobs of the rwde tags its honestly kind of funny. Ship wars? Heres more character development surrounding all the characters involved in those ship and their view about each other. Poor character development? Heres ruby actual griefing and explaining how she moved and sooo much more character for the main cast. LGBT representation? Here's the first confirmed lgbt character! They did so many things right and so many things to fix past problems, and yet, the rwde tag is still greedy…

Volume 5 has done a lot of things right, and a lot of those things were things the fandom was asking since the beginning of the show. I believe it was partially RT testing out that if listening to us would actually change anything, and Im afraid the rwde side of this fandom is proving to them that nothing that they will do will change anything, and thats saying something about the rwde tag and the fandom in general.

Lets hit a few things that happened that rt did right. First being, Ruby’s grief. In V4, most of the fandom outcried for Ruby to show how she grieves the death of Pyrrha and Penny, and we got it. And just like I had thought, she moves on. The writers pulled our heart strings by using Monty’s signature quote “Keep moving forward”. This probably wasn't a last minute decision, since we did get a hint of it when Qrow mentioned the same thing to Yang in V3. And we all know how close Ruby is to Qrow, and he probably taught her to move on rather the grief when death hits someone close to you. The fandom, of course, was blind to all of it, and it dishearten me to see that. Because the fandom keeps asking for better writing, and when the are shown that MK can foreshadow things and give hints of two people’s relationship and that the fandom ignores it, it shows that they dont really care, and are probably finding reasons to hate rather then actually seeing their wishes come true.

Yang’s ptsd. V4 poorly handled this, they showed some sign of her illness but it was rushed and it felt unnatural. But rt did try to change this in V5. The random jerks of her hand and arm is a genius idea, it shows that she still suffers from her trauma even though she is trying to be strong for her own sake. This might be hinting at an actual ptsd episode later on when she fights. This is one thing rt did right and are showing they are listening.

First Lgbt character. Spoiler warning, if you havent watched V5EP8 then skip to the next point to not spoil yourself. So in the latest episode, Ilia was revealed to be first lgbt character, she is a lesbian/Bisexual character who is in love with Blake. And not surprisingly, the fandom find reasons to hate this decision rather than rejoice that rt is actually listening to them. This next part is a message straight for anyone who is criticizing ilia as the “villain lesbian” and say its problematic. Do you understand how hypocrite you are? You headcanon characters like Cinder, Salem, and Neo as lgbt, people who are actually show to be pure evil but hate and try to villainize the only villain who’s reason to be villain is due to her past? We have been shown why she chose this path, we have been shown why she sides with Adam at this moment. It hurts her to do so, we could see it when she ordered to kill Blake’s family, we have seen how conflicted she was to have captured Blake for adam, the only character who’s villainy is actual ambiguous and actually is a complex character because of it and you downgrade her to a “Bitter/Jealous murderous lesbian”? FUCK OUTTA HERE, that is completely hypocritical of everything you ever said, she is everything you ever wanted in a character and you still manage to be angry at rt for it?! Do you even hear yourselves sometimes? You wanna complain about something that is lgbt related? How about the lack of it, we have one, they have shown us they are listening so keep on insisting on that representation. You want to complain how the lack of complex character? Criticize MK for the lack of backstory for a lot of the main character, and a lack of personality shown. You want to complain about villains? HOW ABOUT THE ACTUAL BITTER AND MURDEROUS ONE ADAM FUCKING TAURUS. Stop being so blind jfc, there is so many other obvious things wrong about the points you are complaining about and yet you chose to bash Ilia, fucking incredible.

Rwby has a lot of issue, im not denying that, but its time for the fandom to stop complaining about ships and minor problems that have been fixed. Start critiquing instead of complaining and demanding. RT wont listen to you if you only demand things from them, start showing them explicitly what is wrong with the show and offer them solutions in a calm manner. Showing no evidence and not showing solutions is not critiquing on your part, its pure and simple entitlement. My final point is this. We dont own the show, some of us pay for a subscription, but that doesn't make them any more entitled to demand things from rt about their show. You can absolutely critique them for errors, but do it right. Show them what went wrong, explain why its wrong, and show and explain a possible solution. Complaining and whining isnt critiquing, its entitlement of something we dont own. Im probably missing some things I have thought of pointing out in this, and this is highly opinionated in some parts. But I hope my points do make some sense, and I hope anyone who reads this actual give a thought about the points I made. If you disagree with me, by all means, point out what was wrong with what I said and offer your counter-argument, like I said, some of it is facts and some of it is opinions, so let’s debate.

#rwby #rwby5 #rwde

[yourjughead]

Serpent Heart

Requested: "Please don't say goodbye, not now" and "all I'm doing is hurting you" with Archie from the prompt list.

Pairings :Archiexreader

Warnings: fluff, mentions//implied gun violence, swearing.

A/N: Hope you guys enjoy this! Also guys Tumblr has a new next limit thing and it's becoming increasingly more difficult and annoying to post fics on Tumblr.

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You saw with your boyfriend, hands tightly interlocked as you waited for Jughead to come and collect you for work.

“So golden boy Archie Andrews dating a serpent, never did I think I’d see the day” Cheryl passed the two of you quietly sitting in the booth.

“Take a hike Blossom” Archie narrowed his eyes

“Or what? You'll cut the brakes in my car?” she taunted

“Youd be lucky if thats all I do, beat  it” You jumped to his defense gaining a grunt from Cheryl before she strutted off. You leaned further into Archie, one of his arms draped around you before your phone buzzed to life on the table

“Why do you have to work for them?” he groaned

“I’m not having this argument again, i have to work” you kissed his cheek before slipping out of the booth, Archie not letting go of your hand.

“Let me come”

“Oh nononononononon” you shook your head from side to side half laughing “not in a million years would i let you come to work” he huffed again, dropping your hand and sulking.

“Fiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiine”

“Awww hun don't sulk, look i have to go, Jugheads waiting but if you come ‘round my trailer at say 11ish i promise I'll make it up to you” you winked and gave your best seductive smirk and he laughed before nodding. Archie watched you walk out the door and hop onto the back of his best friend's bike.

~

You and jughead talked about nothing in particular as ye sat watch for the deal going around you. You put your hand up to single him to stop talking.

"something's wrong...." You barely whispered.

Then it went wrong. It all happened in a rush as the opposing gang took open fire on the Serpents, the serpents returning the favour almost gladly. You hopped out of the car without hesitation, Jughead on the other hand, still new to the life, was much slower. You, you were used to this life, it was your life. You sprung into action, with deadly precision, wounding the opposing gang and covering the back of your adoptive family. You were covering Jughead and with shaky hands fired a gun from behind you, hitting a leader. The big leagues, even you wouldn't take that shot, that's a senior member kill. Your eyes flashed to Jugheads at the sight of what he had done.

“JUGHEAD GET THE FUCK OUT OF HERE NOW! YOU'RE IN OVER YOUR HEAD AND THEY CAN'T KNOW IT WAS YOU WHO TOOK THE SHOT! I AM YOUR SUPERIOR. DO.AS.I.SAY” you barked orders and he obeyed, knowing his place in the Jr.Serpents pecking order. One of the opposing gang members followed the shot in his boss's shoulder back to where you and jughead once stood, now it was just you there. He raised his gun but was instantly taken down by your sister, your brother sweeping you up and shoving you in the back of Jughead's car. The whole way back to the Trailer park you stayed in silence.

“Thanks ynn…” Jughead couldn't meet your eye.

“Thats okay Jughead, you're my brother now, like Claire and Red back there protecting me, I was protecting you” your smile was sincere and you hugged him before making the short walk to your trailer.

As you approached you had an eerie feeling creep and crawl up your skin. Something was off and as you rounded the corner you  saw them.

The small group of Southside Scorpions gathered around a ginger being, your ginger being. You felt like you were going to collapse, air escaping your lungs, your shaky hands reached for your phone

*SMSGroupText: SerpentFam (7 participants): 999((911)) EMERGENCY. MY TRAILER. BACK UP REQUIRED ASAP. REPEAT 999- 11:10pm

The sudden sound of what seemed to be crunching bones and groans came from Archies direction and instead of following protocol and waiting for backup you sprung into action.

“Back.the.fuck.away.” you stepped bravely towards the 5, well armed, Scorpions.

“Ah YN YLN, just who we were looking for” the wicked grin across the clear ringleaders face made you feel ill. Archie laid  on the ground, face bloodied, barely able to keep his head from dropping forward.

“Yeah, looking for me, not him. Now back the fuck away” you sauntered up closer and you felt the group slowly put their hands on their guns.

“Aww brave little yn yln here to save her prince charming, wakey wakey scumbag, he's a footballer player by the looks of that fancy letterman jacket, probably straight A’, family guy, Mommas boy, he doesn't belong here, he doesn't belong with you. “ you didn't need her to say what you already felt in your very essence. Her foot went swiftly into Archie's stomach causing him to whine under her studded boot.

You automatically drew your gun and fired at her foot, sending her goons into response. Thankfully as a serpent, you're never really alone and you weren't either. Your friends swarmed, and swarmed with precision, providing enough cover for you to get to Archie's side.

“Oh my goodness archie Im so sorry sweetie” you draped one of Archie's arm around your shoulder and pulled him along and around the other side of the trailer where you were covered.

“I'm so sorry Arch this is all my fault! You don't deserve that and i don't deserve you” tears were ever so slightly starting to form in your eyes as a physically pained Archie tried to cope with the new emotional pain you were causing him.

“No YN don't say that” he groaned, attempting to sit up straighter but regretting it instantly. The sight of him in pain, ultimately caused by you made you feel worse.

“Archie...You should be safe here I gotta help my friends”

“No don't please don't, stay here where you're safe”

“No where, where i am can be called safe and that's why I have to say goodbye to you...i have to let you go so you'll be safe from this, that Scorpion loser was right, you don't belong here and we don't...we don't belong together” the gunfire in the background caused your attention to snap back to the setting of your break up.

“**Please don’t say goodbye, not now.**...not ever” his eyes screamed heartbreak while you both heard actual screaming.

“I have to go, don't do anything stupid” you brushed his cheek with your palm before standing to move.

“**All I’m doing is hurting you**” your eyes shared equal heartbreaking status, you ran back out into the warfield which had since grown in size.

~

A week after the incident you sat idly in your trailer, flicking through magazines. Archie had been admitted and released from hospital in the time since, all his friends except Jughead had basically sent you harassing messages and Archie had not made any attempt at contact. The result of the incident was a loss of 2 on either side, none of which were killed outside your trailer thankfully, all at the botched deal however you still hadn't left your trailer, you didnt want to see  anyone.

The sound of knuckles of your metal door startled you slightly. You first attempted to ignore the knocking but it was ever persistent. You took your gun from the dresser and reluctantly opened it to find a slightly bruised ginger standing there, a small bunch of flowers in one hand, the other in a sling. You allowed your armed hand to relac

“Umm...Hi Ynn...can i come in?” you stood back and let him brush past you. You leaned up against the doorframe as he sat down on your slightly ragged couch. You changed tact and decided to sit down next to him after putting the gun back on the dresser. Archie sheepishly handed you the flowers and you chuckled softly taking them.

“Thanks Arch” you bit your lip afraid to meet his eyes.

“Umm yn i don't want to be broken up any more” his voice was small to match his smile.

“I don't either Archie but..”

“No don't say but, just say you want to be together” he was getting slightly frantic

“I want to but…”

“No no buts” he leaned in and with his one good hand wrapped to the nape of your neck pulled you into the sweetest kiss you had ever experienced. When you separated your eyes were teary.

“Oh hey yn please don't cry”

“You're hurt because of me Archie”

“Yeah i am because you broke up with me” he nudged you playfully.

“No i meant...i meant” you put your hand on his slinged wrist before kissing it gently.

“If a sprained wrist and a few bruises is the price i pay for you, Ill pay it a thousand times over” he took your hand in his and gently rubbed the back of it before kissing it. You smiled sweetly at this action before laughing lightly through the tears.

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Much love Xx

#archie x reader #archie #archie andrews #archie comics #archie andrews fluff #archie andrews x reader #archie andrews imagine #archiexreader #riverdale fic #riverdale fanfiction #riverdale imagines #riverdale #riverdalexreader

[melancholy--rose]

This is the story of my ex boyfriend

This is only for the hope the hope that someone reads this and sees signs in their current/past relationships; to take appropriate actions to get out or seek help for the trauma they are experiencing/experienced. Ignore if you wish, but please share so maybe someone else can get something out of it. I met my ex boyfriend at the age of 14. Now at this age, I was fascinated with the romanticized idea of the bad boy turning good for a good girl, which at the time I was. He lived on the next street over in my trailer park. I met him through a friend and became a little infatuated with him. It developed into a crush. At the time he was 16 years old and going through a breakup with his “abusive ex girlfriend” which she was but he was just as guilty. He cheated on her with me because they got back together while him and I were talking. I was also getting over a breakup with a boy that I actually had real feelings for and regretted hurting him so bad. I was 14 years old when I lost my virginity to him. I felt like I had to in order to show him that I really did like him; I felt like I had to prove myself. My own ignorance I know, but at the time I didn’t know what a real relationship should be like. He said things like, “we’re already practically dating anyway,” and, “I thought you liked me?” I gave in and to this day I wish I didn’t. After only a few months we started dating. In the beginning it wasn’t so bad. I was friends with all of his friends and his brothers, It felt as if I belonged somewhere. His mother loved me, even to this day she calls me her child whenever someone asks who is she talking to. I guess you could call us a bit of a gang. I was the family counselor. That’s what made it hard to leave. He cheated on me after only 3 months of being together with one of our good friends. They were high and they made out. I let it slide, but told him to never do it again or I would leave. Three months later he slept with another girl while drunk because she stayed the night and demanded to sleep in his bed. He allowed her, and got caught when his mom walked in. He told me the next time I went over to his house what happened. I felt worthless, ugly, and not worth his time. I believed that it was my fault that I hadn’t been more attentive to his needs and that if I stepped up my game then it wouldn’t happen again. And for awhile, it didnt. But other things happened instead. As time went by, he had changed. Every weekend I would go over there and he would keep me so fucked up I wouldn’t realize what day it was. Anything I needed in regards to delenquint actions he provided. He didn’t graduate high school, he didn’t habe a job; instead I was the one that had to figure out how to get money whether it be from a family member or stealing out of a change jar. He would ask his mom for money and she would oppose; so instead he would send me since I was her favorite. I felt awful manipulating her like that, but again I needed to do as I was told. I became an alcoholic at the age of 15. If I didn’t have it I would smoke instead. But if we didn’t have that then I would go nuts. I had my miscarriage at the age of 15. After a weekend of drinking heavily, I was at school and I thought it was just my period coming. But I had never experienced pain like that. I was terrified to tell him, But I did. And when I did, he called me a whore and said that there was no way it could have been his. “I smoke pot, it lowers my sperm count dumb bitch.” I was put on birth control at the age of 16. I began to gain a little weight as a side effect, so he told me I needed to eat less. He restricted my food to the point where I would go the whole weekend without eating anything and then inhale food once I got home. His mother even had to hide food for me in her room and I would go in there while he was still sleeping. Even though I wasn’t allowed to get out of bed until he woke up and got his quota of sex. I wasn’t allowed to shower by myself. If I did, He would be angry and hide all the towels so I would have to drip dry or use a dirty one. I wasn’t allowed to hangout with everyone in the house by myself (people walked in and out all the time we had a decent amount of friends it was the party house). Sometimes I would be locked in the room from the outside while he hung out with everyone. He would come in when he was high enough to “tolerate me” and he would use me over and over again until I was so sore and swollen he wasn’t able to penetrate me. The same movies would be on repeat all day and to this day some of them I can’t even bear to watch. I’ve lost count of how many times he raped me. I’ve been tied to the bed with a gag in my mouth begging him to stop as he continued to cum inside me while not on birth control. All the days I would be locked in the room with him smoking our brains out and then him using me until I was swollen. I can’t count how many times I begged him to stop, how many times I passed out with his hand around my throat, or how many times I imagined myself in a different place that didn’t involve the pain I still feel when I have sex. He owed money to a drug dealer so while i was drunk, he allowed the man to watch while he fucked me. I was half passed out and didnt even know what was going on. All the sexual abuse I suffered at the hands of someone who was supposed to love me. And if I didn’t want to, he would manipulate my feelings saying, “But I’m high and horny with blue balls, you have to give it to me. I need it, you can handle it one more time. Just one more time.” Just one more time.. He isolated me from friends that tried to get me away from him. I lost a lot of long term friendships or some of them were affected by this. He said they’re trying to tear us apart, you can’t be friends with them anymore or I’ll break up with you. I was 16 when he cheated on me for the third time with a girl who used to be friends with. She was visiting from Florida. I was told about it by multiple people i was close to, however he lied to me saying he would never do that to me again. I found out 5 months later by reading messages on his social media. 2 months later while on a “break” his abusive ex girlfriend started coming around. She showed me messages of him drunk texting her saying that I’m lucky to be with him because a lot of girls want him and that he wanted her to come over to fuck. I confronted him about it in front of her, and his exact words were “we aren’t together so stop acting like you have a right to tell me what the fuck to do.” I still stayed because he was familiar, but by this time I didn’t love him. In fact, I hated him with every bit of my being. “No one will want you if you leave me, I’m the best you’ll ever have.” At 17 I got my first job. My first couple of paychecks went to him for new computer equipment so he could play his videogames. I began to realize that he was never going to go anywhere. I would be supporting his habits. He became a drug dealer and he knew that I didn’t want him into all that hard shit. He was selling acid and Molly in order to support most of his habits and because he found himself in quite the pickle. I was in my junior year of high school and I met the man I am now with. He encouraged me to leave my ex like he had left his, who abused him over and over again for 8 months. My relationship had just hit it’s 3 year mark. I broke up with him. After 3 years and 2 months of being together. He threatened to kill himself as he had done before, knowing that’s my weakness since I’ve had a few friends who’ve committed suicide. He made a big scene and for a month tried to get me back. I was broken, but I remember when, after we broke up, when everything clicked. I realized that I didn’t deserve the way I was treated. I was a good girlfriend, did everything he asked except when it really stood against my morals. I never cheated although I thought about it a few times due to the abuse. I did love him at one point, and gave him literally everything I had. But I had nothing left to give. A weight was lifted off my shoulders when I realized I never had to be treated like that again. I was 14 years old when my innocence was taken. I was 15 when I became an alcoholic and lost my child. I was 16 when I was used as a sex object and treated like someone on the backburner. I was 17 years old when I became free. Free

#tw: abuse #tw:sexual abuse #tw:relationship abuse #personal #abusive relationship story #skylashia #melancholy--rose #i really hope i don't get shit for this..

[narcisbolgor-blog]

The Teen Taking Back Practical Jokes From YouTubes Bros

In a YouTube landscape dominated by entitled teen boys, problematic jerks, Instagram models trading on sex appeal, and vloggers who will literally stage fake acid attacks for views, talented young creators are often overlooked.

But Elle Mills, a 19-year-old from Ottawa, Canada, is quickly making a name for herself as one of YouTubes most hilarious young stars.

Her stunt comedy has led her to do things like throw herself a parade, stage a funeral, steal her brothers identity, hide in his closet overnight, surprise her mom with tattoos, and more. Her videos have garnered over 75 million views and she recently surpassed 1 million subscribers on YouTube.

But one thing Mills thinks a lot about as she scales her channel is the ethics of prank culture.

When growing an audience on YouTube theres a natural tension between what will get you raw views and what content will grow your brand responsibly, and Mills said she often toes that line.

Where you draw the line is something thats been on my mind a lot for the past month or two, Mills said. The thing about prank culture on YouTube is that its so driven by numbers and views. Its something where you can understand why people do stuff that gets them in trouble.

Mills said she has wanted to become a famous YouTuber since before she can remember.

Growing up in Canada, she chased her family around with a video camera, produced webcam skits with her friends, and eventually got her own first camera and a laptop with video editing software. She idolized early YouTube stars like Grace Helbig and Kian Lawley.

Mills spent hours teaching herself to shoot and cut videos, but it wasnt until shortly after she graduated high school in 2016 that she decided to try to do it full time.

At the time, she didnt put herself on camera much. Instead, she spliced together TV show and movie trailers into short comedic remixes. Her first viral hit came in the fall of 2016 when she recut the Stranger Things trailer to look like a romantic comedy. The video raked in hundreds of thousands of views on YouTube and Twitter.

The hit was enough to convince Mills that she could pursue YouTube full time. She dropped out of college at the end of that semester in order to start a regular vlogging schedule.

She said the decision was tough. Her family had expected her to follow in her fathers footsteps and pursue a career in business. But Mills said she knew that it just wasnt a fit.

Eventually, her parents got on board with her decision and just a couple months later, in March of 2017, she had her first video go viral. It featured her interviewing her friends Tinder dates.

Nearly a year later, she has become a top YouTuber in her category, developed a network of famous influencer friends, come out as bisexual in a headline-making video, and lives a hectic life full of weekly adventures. In June 2017 Mills signed with Fullscreen, a social-first entertainment network for digital influencers and rising talent.

As Mills has grown, shes tried to steer clear of the type of dangerous and offensive pranks vloggers have become known for. She said she aspires to set a more positive example for her fanswhile still having fun.

With pranks you always have to think bigger, better, whats not been done, Mills said.

But unlike many of her peers, including Logan and Jake Paul, she still lives at home with her mom and an army of friends who look out for her best interests.

I find that sometimes I feel like I almost crossed the line for views. I come up with ideas like, This is insane! No one has ever done this before! But Im lucky to have family and friends who say, Hey, that crosses the line. You shouldnt do that, she said.

The people you see on the news, they dont have people in their lives telling them whats up.

Still, Mills said there are definitely pranks on her channel she wouldnt do again.

Her biggest regret was flying to Vegas and legally marrying her sisters boyfriend for a vlog. Shes still technically married to him. Dealing with the fallout has been challenging.

Im trying to get it annulled, she said, but its a lot harder than it seems. I did it for a joke. Ive always been the person in my friend group where it was like, Oh, Elle will be the last to get married, so the joke was like, haha Im gonna be first.

But divorce sucks. Its a lot of money, she said. My sister is still dating him. I was thinking, I need to top myself, I need to top everything Ive ever done. But Im dealing with consequences.

Mills said shes also held to different standards than men on YouTube. She said it can be easier for young men to succeed in comedy on YouTube because a lot of the audience is comprised of teen girls, who idolize their teen vlogger crushes, and young teen boys, who want to emulate them.

Mills said she hopes to follow in the footsteps of other successful female creators like Liza Koshy, Lilly Singh, and Colleen Ballinger, who are judged more on their comedic skill than appearance.

These are people who dont do the beauty guru thing but have great online presence and are doing wonderful things, Mills said. Im seeing more and more women YouTubers rising and its sick. Its nice to see a progression from how it was five to 10 years ago.

While YouTube is Mills dream job, like many other vloggers, it wasnt long before she realized that the reality of being a YouTube star is far from rainbows and sunshine.

Mills maintains a punishing schedule in order to put out her weekly videos, and often only takes off one day or less per week.

From Tuesday through Sunday she frantically pulls together video concepts, obtains props, stages her plan, and shoots.

Saturday and Sunday I spend editing like a crazy mad person, doing voice overs and stuff. Monday, I post, she said.

Despite the intimacy of the platform, Mills said it can be lonely sometimes and her profession has undoubtedly taken a toll on her mental health.

In a recent video titled Dear Viewer, Mills revealed that she struggles behind the scenes.

My family life is very complicated. The fact that my dad and my oldest sister arent in my videos because we dont get along, she said makes her sad. The fact that every video causes me an unhealthy amount of stress. The fact that I put so much pressure on myself that I disconnect. The fact that I think everything I make isnt good enough and the fact that I cry every week because its a never-ending cycle.

The best way I can describe what Im going through, Mills said, is like having to go through kindergarten through college in one night and being expected to get straight As and not let anyone down.

Mills took three weeks off last month and has already seen changes. During her time away, she visited several other well-known vlogger friends in Los Angeles and found the trip restorative.

I finally realized that not everything I make is going to be perfect, and thats OK, she said.

Mills said she eventually hopes to move to Los Angeles herself, but is still working out the logistics.

Its kind of hard because a lot of my content revolves around my family and friends in Ottawa, she said.

Mills is undoubtedly living a movie star life, even in Ottawa. She still gets a rush when shes recognized at the local mall.

I havent been in it for long, but this is what Ive learned so far, she said in a video titled If My Life Was a Movie.

Brands pay way too much money. Like, a ridiculous amount. Its no joke when someone says this, but every YouTuber has slept with every YouTuber, and you know those YouTube conventions? Thats where they do it. Theres so much drama that it makes you think youre in high school again and YouTubers love to party more than they love to promote merch.

Still, Mills feels like its all been worth it.

Ive been a YouTube fan for so long, she said, its just cool hanging out with people I look up to, and even cooler when they make you feel like you belong.

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