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(Nonnie would like to continue writing, but brain, so have this instead.)
Kazu, do you ever worry that your love with Venti is like a dandelion? Pretty and perfect looking on the outside, but beautiful and fleeting.
It is said that sometimes people move into our lives to show us what we've been missing, and other times to show us what we've taken for granted.
Kazu, what do you think of that statement?
i think that, (covers ventiâs ears) i honestly wouldnât. because everything is fleeting, but just because it wonât come back like the tune of a music box doesnât mean it wasnât worth it, in a way. i donât know when our time will be pressed between the pages of a book and never opened again, but thatâs alright. iâll enjoy what iâve been missing with him, just like the second overlapping of the musiz boxâs tuneâand value every single word of our page till i turn to the next and perhaps forget it one day and never reopen it again.
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The deep corners of the sea harbor many secrets. Be it countless lives which were claimed by the tides, ancient tales of a bygone era, or perhaps something even darker, something so great that the feeble human mind could not even think of comprehending.
The murky waters hid many things indeed. But for the Duke, his little secret was not so ancient, something not so important in the ultimate grand scheme of things.
It only mattered to him and only him.
He gazes fondly at his secret as he sips tea in the cafeteria, taking a break in a highly conspicuous area simply because he was the Duke and he could do as he wished.
He could have you at any moment he desired. The sentence was prolonged for absolutely no reason and searching for one was pointless. The Duke has his reasons, the staff would say. Run along now and go back to your duties. If you keep slacking off you'll starve.
Wriothesley liked to play favorites when it came to you.
That became evident to some of the staff very fast.
He had it arranged that your meals be of, at the very least, decent quality. No mystery meat for you or any rotten vegetables. If you consumed any of that your health would be in jeopardy. He could always just give you a proper meal or maybe even a downright good one but that would arise too much suspicion from the inmates and he was not in the mood to hear them complain. One day, the chef decided to be bold and serve you a wretched meal on purpose, just to test his hypothesis.
As expected, Wriothesley gave him an earful even if he never actually said anything about you. His bias was still evident and nothing could hide that.
Wriothesley liked to consider himself as an honest and a frank man. Like all people he had his secrets and his own cross to carry but if he could he wanted things to be done right in the open. No mysteries, no hesitance. If you were not a prisoner in the Fortress, Wriothesley would already have you on his arm. He was also aware of his imposing presence, the last thing he wanted to do was to scare you off. The power imbalance was simply too large between the two of you.
Therefore, like the predator that he was, he bid his time. He locked away his rawest feelings deep in his heart and hid the key, never wanting to throw it away.
He wanted you to come to him. He wanted you to seek him out.
Oh, to be loved, to be wanted by another human being. What a foreign yet pleasant thought. Wriothesley knew you did not see him in that light but damn it all if he does not try. All of the cards are in his hands and he has dealt you yours. The only option left is for you to play straight into his hand.
The thought of sharing a cup of tea with you made his heart soar. Patience was indeed a virtue. And fortunately for him, the Fortress of Meropide had taught him that skill a long time ago.
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you shook me all night long
sex on fire chapter one
requested by @whore-4-pedro (hope u enjoy lovely)
lived all my succession fantasies out writing this one icl. enjoy đ¤ check out my masterlist for more joel fun âźď¸
pairing: ceo!joel x fem!reader
summary: as joel miller's assistant, you're expected to meet all his needs. some are a little more personal than others
warnings: 18+ (minors dni!!!) creepy dude at the beginning, lotta teasing and touching, mentions of female masturbation, fingering, unprotected p in v sex, semi-public sex, daddy kink, age gap (reader is late 20s, joel late 40s), alcohol and drug use, cursing, low-key inappropriate work relationship (if bad then why sexy?)
word count: 7.8k
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You grind your ass and Joel hums into your skin. Heâs getting harder by the second, youâre getting wetter. Itâs not enough, what youâre doing. You need more.
You lower your hand and cup him through his pants, taking hold of his bulge and massaging gently. His hips are moving, heâs rutting into your palm, both of you desperate to rid yourselves of the clothing separating your skin.
âI asked,â you breathe, âwhatâs next on the agenda?â
âNext,â Joel mumbles into your skin, âwas thinkinâ I could bend you over this desk ân fuck you.â
Itâs Friday night.
You only got home from work an hour and a half ago. Tired, hungry, sore eyes from staring at a screen all night, sore back from sitting hunched over all day. Dumped your bags at the door, ripped your clothes off by your bed, dove straight into the shower. Youâd picked an outfit, curled your hair in record time, and even done your makeup before Deb called to say she was out front.
It was a ten-minute drive from your place to the hotel â itâs only a couple blocks from work. The cab driver made light conversation, talked about his daughter and her new puppy, and you both nodded and uhuhed in all the breaks in his sentences. Deb made some comment about it being easier if youâd just stayed at the office until the party, and youâd hummed in agreement, looking out the window at the regal hotel.
Truth be told, youâd rather be doing anything other than attending a work function. Youâve had a long week. A lot of meetings, paperwork, emails to be answered, and most of all, running around after your boss. Itâs not all fun and games being Joel Millerâs assistant, regardless of the pay, or the view from your desk over to his.
Your headâs elsewhere when you waltz through the revolving door, heels clicking along the marble floor. The elevator â gold, by the way â slides open and you both step inside, hitting the highest button before youâre swept up twenty floors to the penthouse.
âDid you send those documents over to us yet?â Deb asks.
âNope,â you reply, slipping out when the elevator dings. âHad to sit in on a meeting with Joel and take the fucking minutes, spent all night writing them up.â
âHe wonât be pissed at you?â
âIf he hadnât insisted I was in there with him, youâd have your reports, wouldnât you?â
She shrugs, agreeing.
âAnyway,â you continue, âI can take angry Joel. He doesnât scare me.â
Deb chuckles as you shoulder the doors to the penthouse open.
Itâs a moody dull, lit only by the lights lining the bar and small lamps decorating mahogany tables, sat next to deep green velvet couches. There are clusters of people everywhere you look; stood near shelves filled with leather-bound books, examining the view from the floor to ceiling windows, sprawled out over luxurious chairs with champagne flutes in their hands. Thereâs a tree in the middle of the room, branches decorated in blinking string lights reaching to a glass dome in the ceiling.
It's, like, sickeningly pretentious. You know it. Hell, you all know it. Still, in your little black dress, you strut over and take a champagne of your own, sipping on the fizzing drink with one elbow resting on the wooden bar.
âThereâs my girl,â his voice coos over your shoulder. âBeen watchinâ for you all night, took your time.â
You lean back, bored expression on your face.
Joelâs broad chest pulls on the white shirt heâs wearing, same one you just saw him in little over three hours ago, only without a tie; the top couple of buttons are undone to reveal his chest hair peeking through. You try not to let your eyes linger on him too long.
âYou look fuckinâ ecstatic to be here.â
He leans against the bar next to you, arms crossed. When you donât reply, he nudges you. Your champagne jolts in its glass.
âI always look like this. Iâm always ecstatic to be everywhere.â
He smiles. âWhy arenât you mingling?â
âDonât wanna.â
ââs a work event. Thatâs the whole point.â
âThen why are you over here talkinâ to me?â
His eyes flash across your lips, and you swear they drop for a nanosecond to your chest.
âCome on,â he says, taking your wrist in his huge hand, âsome people you oughta meet.â
Joel ignores your sigh and leads you over onto a plush rug, sidling between knees to sit you down on the soft couch between himself and some bald dude in a jet blue suit, whose shirt is also undone, though much further than Joelâs. He has a chest like a hairless cat.
Cue Ball snakes an arm over the back of the couch; his fingers dance across your back. You shimmy a little closer to Joel and he notices instantly, jaw turning slowly to glance over. When he sees your knees angled toward him, seeking protection, he leans back and wraps his left arm around your shoulders, his right coming down to cup your knee.
âThis,â he shakes your leg, left arm pulling you tighter against him, âis my wonderful assistant. My right-hand lady. Couldnât do anything without her, could I?â
âCould wipe your own ass, thatâs about it,â you mumble into your glass, and a roar of laughter sounds from your audience.
Joel, still leaning back, pulls his arm from you but keeps his shoulder firmly behind yours, making sure whatever the creep on your left tries, heâll feel first. Your elbow rests in the crook of his, and you keep it there, quietly enjoying the intimacy of his body caging yours.
His left hand is settled on your thigh. You realize it after a swig of champagne, and start counting in your head how many seconds his fingers stay gripped on your skin.
He talks with his hands â always has. Walks around his office, ranting and raving sometimes, arms swinging around in the air while you take notes, or file your nails, or just watch until heâs done. For the next half hour, though, he only talks with his right hand. Only sips his beer with his right hand. Only scratches his beard, or pulls his phone from his pocket, or reaches up and passes you a second drink, and then a third, with his right hand.
You stay rigid, legs unmoving, eyes barely leaving his knuckles, locked tight around your thigh. Thereâs heat from his touch siphoning from his palm down through your skin, rippling like waves all through your body and pooling somewhere south of your belly button. No matter how hard you try, you canât shake it. Canât stop thinking about it. You barely notice when Cue Ballâs hand ghosts across your back a second time.
But Joel notices, straight away. He flashes the guy a look, and you swear heâs baring his teeth. Eyes locked on the blue suit like itâs a target, never blinking. He doesnât say anything when his prey excuses himself to the bathroom, and you donât turn to watch him go, but you do notice three other sharp-suited pricks stand and wander off in that direction after him.
Probably not a coincidence.
Joel still has a hold on your leg. Your flute is empty, and you lean forward to place it on the wooden table at your knees, beginning to stand.
His grip loosens, but he looks up at you as you tower over him.
âCocktail,â you tell him with a sweet smile, and he nods, letting you go.
You know heâs watching you as you slink away. Is it the alcohol in your system, or something darker, that makes you sway your hips a little more for his benefit?
Debâs over at the bar with Martha, another of Joelâs assistants. Sheâs around his age, worked for him much longer than you have, but when he hired you, you took on most of the groundwork. Following Joelâs ordersâ sorry, requests, organizing meetings, filing paperwork for him. Martha sits at a desk outside Joelâs office, answers the phone and directs anyone who happens to wander up to the top floor of the building.
Did I say directs? I meant strikes coldblooded fear within them and sends them back running the way they came, with just one look and a nod in the opposite direction.
Unless theyâre there for a meeting with Joel, that is. And if they are, thatâs where you come in. Good morning, Mr. Salazar, Mr. Miller will be right with you. This way, heâs just finishing up a call.
Marthaâs a tough nut. But she likes you enough, so she smiles warmly as you approach.
âIâm hearing all about your note-taking this afternoon,â she hums when you hop up onto a barstool, catching the bartenderâs eye. He trots over.
You sigh to Martha, eyes wide. âI didnât leave until, like, eight. What the fuckâs that about? Can I just get a cosmopolitan, please?â you ask, and the bartender nods. He looks about fifteen.
Martha shakes her head, laughing. âHe did it to me when I was first startinâ out, too. Told him to stick his minutes where the sun donât shine.â
âIâve been here three years,â you mutter, and Deb snorts.
âYouâd think Joel wouldâve changed his ways in the, what, seven decades since you started, Martha?â
It earns her a slap across the shoulder. You stifle your laugh behind your glass, thanking the teenager who served you it with a nod.
âTwenty years next March, actually,â Martha says.
âThat so? Dâyou think heâll get you anything for it?â
âIf Iâm lucky,â she sighs, eyes travelling up to the ceiling in thought, âa lunch break where he doesnât bother me once.â
âKnowing Joel, that means a lunch break where he bothers you twice.â
You smile, glancing past the pretentious tree to where Joel is, and notice heâs already staring right back. A swarm of butterflies flutter around your stomach, dancing over the heat his handprint left within you. They only grow more violent when he stands and walks over, broad shoulders swaying, eyes flitting up and down your body.
You lean back, sitting up straight, eyeing him right back as he joins the three of you.
âSpeak of the devil,â Martha says, and Joel chuckles in response, but his eyes never leave you.
âWe were just talkinâ about Marthaâs twenty years,â says Deb, winking.
He finally turns to answer her. âOh, yeah? Whenâs that, then, old-timer?â
âDirtball!â Martha yells, and Joel smirks. It goes straight to your core.
âHow many Manhattans tonight, then, Deb?â
Deb holds her glass up. âI am on my second, and I will not be exceeding three. We donât need a repeat of Christmas.â
âAw,â Joel complains, tutting, âI liked hammered Deb.â
âThatâs âcause you didnât have to deal with hungover Deb,â you mutter, and she shoots you a look.
Joel smiles at you, takes a step closer as Deb and Martha begin comparing past hangovers. He leans forward, waves the fifteen-year-old down, and asks for a beer. As he leans back, you notice the weight of his wrist on your right hip. Nicely done.
âYou know there are four guys in the bathroom doing coke?â
âI hope to God thatâs all theyâre doinâ. I donât need another orgyhappeninâ at one of these things.â
You giggle like a fucking schoolgirl. He looks pleased with himself, and you instantly regret it. You try to play it off by lifting your glass back to your lips.
Joelâs studying you, though, mapping every inch of your face. Watching your mouth as it curves around the shape of the glass, your tongue licking your lips after your sip. He tracks the glass as you set it back down on the bar, then his eyes trail along your arm to your dress, and your stomach leaps.
He looks so fucking good, it sends another wave of energy through your body. Dark hair lined with grey, beard much the same. Strong jaw, lips wetting with every sip of beer he takes, dark eyes flitting across yours, holding your stare long enough to melt you a little, and then dipping just before you can read the thoughts behind them.
His skin a little tanned, his neck thick with muscle. You can feel the heat radiating off of him, youâre so close. Close enough that you could lean up, part your lips and sink your teeth under his ear, suck a mark there, taste him on your tongue.
Your head cocks after a few minutes silence, just the two of you enjoying the fucking look of each other. You lean a little against his arm, steady around your back.
âI hate work parties,â you sigh.
Joel scoffs. âFree alcohol, nice penthouse. Cocaine, if you want it. Whatâs not to like?â
You narrow your eyes and he laughs for real.
âI hate âem, too, baby. Gotta keep up appearances, though, donât we?â
Baby. This fucker.
âDo we?â you squeak, after a few seconds dazed.
He shrugs. ââs what I hear.â
Heâs so close you can smell the beer on his tongue. It makes your heart quicken, your body hum with energy. That could just be the alcohol in your system, though, right?
Who are you kidding? Itâs fucking Joel doing it to you.
You have no idea how long he was here before you arrived. He left the office around six, and you presumed heâd come straight here to check everything was in order before guests started arriving. How many beers has he had? Is he just drunk, feeling up on you with liquid courage?
Youâre mulling over the thought when a pair of hands clamp down on Joelâs shoulders and his hold on your waist loosens. He mumbles an apology as heâs dragged away by a couple of loose-collared, baggy-suit drunks. You shake your head in response, trying to be cool â Itâs all good, man. Iâm good. Iâm not totally fawning over you right now, no way.
Deb swings her barstool around when she notices youâre on your own, inviting you back into their conversation. Thirty seconds into talking about childhood pets, youâre wishing Joel was back around you, igniting your skin and peaking your adrenaline. Max the Pomeranian is a nice picture; Joelâs nicer.
Martha says something with a hand motion, and Deb nods, elbow knocking into yours.
âWhat?â
She nods toward the balcony. âWeâre headinâ out for a smoke, you cominâ?â
âNah, Iâm good. Iâll save your seats.â
They nod and wander off between a crowd, swallowed up by bodies in the direction of the open sliding doors, the blinking lights of the skyline ahead.
Youâre twirling the base of your empty glass around on its napkin when you feel that same heat behind you again, and a hand rests on the small of your back.
âCoat,â Joel mutters, pulling his suit jacket on.
âHuh?â
âGet your coat. Everyoneâs headinâ across the street.â
âWhy is everyone heading across the street?â
He shrugs. âAfterparty, I guess.â
âItâs a work function. Itâs likeââ you check your phone, ââoh, fuck, itâs almost midnight.â You screw your face up, watching as the small crowd slowly melts away through the suite doors.
âI know. I throw a good party, right?â
âSo good, people are leaving it.â
He tuts. âCoat. Now.â
âI didnât bring one.â
âYou didnât bring a coat?â
âYou told me the party was here. I didnât think weâd be walking all over town.â
ââs not all over town, baby,â Joel murmurs with a sigh. âHere.â
He peels the jacket off his shoulders and you hold a hand out to stop him.
âJoel, itâs fine, itâsââ
âQuit moaninâ,â he groans as he throws it over your shoulders. He scoops your hair and pulls it softly out from under the collar. âAlright? Câmon.â
He takes your hand and leads you past some stragglers down the hall toward the elevator, where a group are waiting for the doors to open.
âTight squeeze, Miller,â some dude chuckles as you follow Joel in, his hand still gripping yours.
He turns, backing into the corner, pulling you with him until your back is flush against his chest.
His hands drop to your hips. You swallow back a scream.
One of the accountants is stood in front of your â Harriet? Helen? Something beginning with H â anyway, she keeps knocking back into you, pushed by the sway of the packed elevator. It means you knock a little into Joel, and feel his chin on the crown of your head.
You turn ever so slightly to mumble an apology to him, but when you feel his breath on the shell of your ear, your words die in your throat.
âHazel?â â Thatâs her fucking name â Joel reaches around you to tap her shoulder, and her bobbed haircut swings when she turns. âDid you get those balance sheets yet?â
âNot yet, Joel,â she tells him, and your face prickles with heat.
âNo? Thatâs weird.â Joelâs grip tightens on your hips, his mouth dangerously close to your ear. In a low whisper, only to you, he says, âThought I asked to have âem sent over by this afternoon.â
You muster up the courage to reply with a deep breath. From the corner of your mouth, through gritted teeth, you tell him, âThat was before you forced me to sit in on a buyersâ meeting.â
You feel his chest rumble between your shoulder blades as he laughs. The elevator shudders to a stop and the doors slide open; the crowd spills out.
You step forward, ahead of Joel, and make it maybe three steps before heâs back on you, an arm draped over your shoulders. You reach up and take his hand, leaning against his strong torso to let him guide you toward the exit.
No idea what makes you do it. Maybe youâre drunk. Maybe not only on alcohol.
Youâre the last of the pack, stumbling over air across the gleaming floor toward the revolving door, which Joel pushes open for you. The cool night breeze hits you as you slip out.
The crowd ahead are rushing across the street, yelling and whooping as they go. Itâs juvenile, a little cringe. A bunch of rich corporates skipping across the street toward cheap alcohol and peanuts. Youâd care more about the way it looks if you were sober.
Joelâs hand finds yours again and heâs leading you down the steps, cutting between parked cars toward the dive bar. You link your other arm around his elbow and he glances down, noting it. You wish the walk was longer.
A flickering fluorescent light drowns you both in a red glow, and Joel pushes the doors open. The place is flooded with half of your party, drowning booths, leaning against the bar, dancing in any open floorspace.
The floor is sticky, the bar dim. Joel takes you over to the same crowd he introduced you to earlier, and makes space for you to sit. You slide along the booth to the wall and he follows, squeezing up to you to let two more in after him.
âBeers?â a guy with a loose tie asks, to a chorus of yeses and a show of thumbs up. Mitch? Mark?
You tug Joelâs jacket from your shoulders â the movement nudges him and he turns to lift it from your back and tuck it behind you, brushing the hair off your shoulders. You smile in thanks, and his hand falls back onto your leg.
It takes you a few minutes to notice it this time. The gentle squeeze of his fingers around your thigh, the way it slowly bumps up each time he adjusts in his seat or shifts to allow space for someone else to join the booth.
His hand moves slowly, dangerously close to pulling your skirt up with it. Mitch or Mark returns with your beers and you take a massive swig, nerves and anticipation and fucking need for Joel to keep doing what heâs doing, taking over.
Under lights blurred by the alcohol in your system, the table buzzes with energy and chatter and laughter. There are posters and stickers all over the walls, graffiti of names and initials, numbers and dates scored into the walls. Joel traces them with his finger and you laugh at some of the messages.
âLydia and Jack,â you mumble, â12-24-19. Wonder what happened then.â
âBathroom sex,â Joel replies, eyes scanning the wall.
You scoff, beer to your lips. âOn Christmas Eve?â
He nods, like itâs obvious. âMagical time ân all.â
You look past him with a smile to the opposite side of the bar where, through silhouetted bodies, you notice a jukebox.
âAre you fucking kidding me?â Your eyes widen, your mouth agape.
Joel follows your eyeline and then twists back around. âCâmon,â he says, taking your hand and motioning for the others to let you by. He drags you over to the machine, lighting your faces up in yellow light, and your drunk eyes scan the screen.
âNope." You swipe Joelâs hand away right before he can pick some Pet Shop Boys song.
âReally?â
âGood, but not the vibe,â you tell him, and budge him out of the way with your hip. He sways off, laughing, and leans a palm against the jukebox, his chest on your back for the second time tonight. As your tired eyes scan the songs, Joelâs chin rests on your shoulder.
Heâs judging every fucking song you linger on. âQueen? Little before your time.â
âDick.â
âFleetwood Mac. Definitely before your time.â
âThe entire fucking jukebox is before my time, dude. Shut up. These are good songs.â
You settle on a track and turn to face him. He has you almost fucking pressed against the box.
âChange, please.â
âOh, Iâm payinâ, am I?â
âMhm. Your work party, your wallet.â
He sighs and pushes a fist into his pocket for coins, tossing a quarter into your outstretched palm. You turn back and select your song, put the money in, and the old machine barks out the intro.
Joel sighs, shaking his head. âAC/DC? Thatâs your thing?â
âItâs not yours?â Youâre taking him by the hand between bodies, swaying as you go.
Heâs laughing, following you until youâre in the middle of the cramped bar, chest to chest, moving together. His hands find your waist again and this time you donât even flinch; your fingers trail up his shirt, across his chest, settle on his collar.
You fucking swear heâs leaning in, each beat of the song drawing his jaw closer to yours. If you werenât in a room full of co-workers, youâd probably let him kiss you.
I mean, what youâre doing right now is hardly innocent anyway. His hands are splayed on your lower back, your hips flat against his, rubbing, dancing. Your head rolls back and your lips are under his chin, smiling up at him and singing along. Joel sings the words straight back, your breath meeting and mingling in the tiny gap between your lips.
As the song ends, it fades into another. And another, and another. Itâs two in the morning before your group of partiers begin to call taxis. You stumble out of the sweaty bar with an arm linked through Debâs, still singing along to Whitney as you catch your breath.
She staggers off to a quieter part of the street to call a cab, and you hang around under the red light waiting for her. Joelâs stood at the curb; the back door of his sleek black Rolls-Royce open.
âWhere you goinâ?â he asks.
âDebâs callinâ a cab,â you reply, arms folded, shoulders hunched.
Joel shakes his head. âGet in.â
âItâs cool, Iâm jumping in with those guys. Thanks, thoughââ
âBaby,â Joel holds a hand out, âget in.â
Your eyes trace from his palm all the way up his sleeve, to his tired, handsome face. Youâre sobering up. He looks clearer. Maybe thatâs just the streetlights.
âGet you home in five minutes. Câmon.â
You swivel around to look for Martha and Deb, but theyâre nowhere to be seen. The cab will come, theyâll assume youâre staying a while, and get in. No big deal, right?
Well. Stepping into your bossâs car after a night of highly inappropriate touching is kind of a big fucking deal.
Thatâs why you do it. Waddle over to him, take his hand, let him guide you to the car. You swing a leg in and slip across the seats, admiring the ceiling dotted with hundreds of tiny white lights, like youâre staring straight up at the night sky.
They blur through your drunken gaze, which doesnât pull from them until you feel the weight of Joel on your right and hear the door slam shut.
âMind puttinâ the partition up, Rand?â Joelâs voice says, though you mostly hear the vibrations through his chest, where your head is lying. His arm slips around your back, pulling you closer into him as the two of you are granted privacy by the quiet whir of the screen closing.
âGood night?â Joel asks, lips on your hair.
You nod. âYou?â
âMhm.â
His fingers are drawing shapes on your left hip. His right hand intertwines with yours. Your left hand starts to wander.
You liked his hand on you. Liked feeling his grip there. Wanted him to keep moving it up, wanted to see how far heâd take it. So, you put your own hand on the inside of his thigh, just like he did. Starting at the knee, and slowly sliding north. Joelâs breath tightens, his chest lifts, his jaw ticks.
The movement knocks you sober for a couple seconds. You realize what youâre doing. You draw your hand back.
âSorry,â you mutter.
He unlinks your hands and places a steady palm over your withdrawn fist.
ââs okay, baby. You can do that if you want to.â
The drawl of his voice makes your eyes roll back, your heart leap. Your fucking legs clench.
You let him replace your hand where it was, and his legs widen a little. His crotch more available. Youâre watching what youâre doing like youâre not even in your own body; watching it how Joel must be, thinking Higher, higher, keep going, keep doing that.
You lift your heavy head, resting it on his shoulder, and look up into his brown eyes. Heâs framed by the starlit ceiling of the car. Heâs looking at you, brows furrowed, face lined with his expression.
âYou okay?â he asks.
You nod lazily. âTired.â
Just then his hand takes yours again and shifts it softly, stopping what was probably about to happen but still holding onto you, still wanting your fingers locked in his. Not halting the train, just switching tracks.
Itâs not a long journey, certainly not as long as youâd like, until youâre parked on your street. Rand lowers the partition to call back, and Joel thanks him.
âYou okay gettinâ to your apartment?â
âYup,â you groan, hoisting yourself out of the comfortable car.
âSure? I can walk you up if you want.â
You bend down, one arm on the roof of the car. âIâm good, thanks. Thanks for the ride, Miller.â
âBe safe, baby.â
âYou be safe, too. Bye.â
You throw the door closed and meander off up the steps toward your building. Joelâs car doesnât roll off until your elevator arrives and you disappear inside.
You spend all weekend in bed, recovering not only from the party but from the week of work youâd endured. You keep yourself busy, though. Thereâs a Desperate Housewives marathon on TV. And when youâre not watching that, your hand is stuffed down your pants, Joel on your mind.
All. Fucking. Weekend.
In the shower, youâre picturing him on his knees in front of you, lapping you up. Hands gripping your thighs, draped over his shoulders. Your hand plants firmly against the wet tile when you cum, your orgasm threatening to collapse you in a heap.
In bed, youâre on top of him, knees either side of his waist, letting him buck his hips up until youâre screaming, covering him in your wet. Your vibrator battery dies by Saturday night.
Monday morning, youâre getting ready to leave for the office, and need to take ten minutes out to relieve the ache between your legs again. This time, he has you pressed against your bedroom wall, fucking you quick and messy, cumming deep inside you before heâll let you head out.
Itâs just a crush, right? Itâs just because of how touchy you guys were on Friday. When you were drunk. And in a cramped, dark dive bar. Everybody gets crushes. And who wouldnât, on a six-foot-whatever man with a jawline that could cut glass, hands that take a grip of you with minimal effort, a cock probably the size ofâŚ
No. Nope. Thatâs enough. Cut that the fuck out.
Itâs just a crush. Thatâs what you keep telling yourself in the elevator, lights counting down the floors until youâre going to see Joel again. Is the sparkling feeling in your chest fear, anticipation, or excitement?
And is your cunt beginning to throb again?
You give a curt nod to Martha as you arrive, hauling your bag a little further up your shoulder and adjusting the folders in your arms on your hips.
âWhereâd you go?â she asks, eyes still on the computer in front of her. Her chin propped on her elbow, face inches from the screen, reading something intently.
âHuh?â
âOn Friday. We couldnât find you when the cab arrived.â
âOh, I, uh,â you clear your throat, âJoel gave me a ride. Yeah.â
She raises her eyebrows. âGenerous of âim.â
âYup.â
âHeâs in the conference room waitinâ for you.â
âCool, thanks.â
You hover for a few seconds, then take your cue to leave. You hurry over to the conference room door, knocking twice before pushing it open.
Joelâs sat at the top of the table, leant back in his chair, feet up on the wood in front of him. You feel like you could collapse.
âMorninâ,â he says, over the dull droning from the phone. Your eyes flit down to it, a question, and he answers, âweekend update.â
âAnything good?â
He shakes his head, leaning forward to hit the unmute button, affirm whatever the hell the other dude had been saying, say his goodbyes, and then hang up.
âFeelinâ fresh?â he asks when heâs sat back.
You take a deep breath and wobble your head as an answer, laying files and folders out on the table in preparation for the meeting Joel has this morning.
âThat bad, huh?â
âI was fine by Saturday afternoon. How were you?â
He shrugs. âWasnât that drunk.â
Yeah. Sure, Joel. Your fingers took the brunt of the alcohol.
He stands up, wanders around the table to join you. Your fingers begin to tremble at the thought of him so close. Your thighs heat.
âThis all of it?â he asks. Heâs closer than you thought.
âY-yep. Some copies there, too, if anyone needs a spare.â
His hand slips up between your shoulder blades, patting you gently at the base of your neck.
âGood job, baby.â
You almost fucking shudder. Your stomach jolts, your chest tightens. The ache between your legs pangs, reminding you itâs there, even though you canât fucking do anything about it.
You spin around, settling back against the table, ankles crossed. Tense.
âHow long do you reckon itâll go on?â
âNo idea. Why? Somewhere you gotta be?â
You shake your head. âJust organizing lunch ân stuff for you.â
âThat can wait until after.â
âIâll have it ready for you cominâ out. Be easier.â
He steps forward. Your heart stutters.
âYouâll be in here with me.â
You cock your head. âAgain? Whatâ Why?â
âI need you in here. To takeââ
ââminutes? Yeah, figured as much. You gonna have me up here all night again writing âem up?â
He smirks, dimples in his cheeks. There are two options here: either smack him, or jump his bones â he deserves the first and you deserve the latter.
âI like having you in my meetings, darlinâ,â he says, as the door handle turns, âstops me wanting to blow my brains out.â
Martha enters and Joel slots in alongside you on the table. She sets a tray with a coffee pot and packets of sugar and milk on the sideboard.
Your head is fucking dizzy. Thereâs a ringing in your ears. Energy sparkling in waves from the tops of your thighs all through you. Joelâs shoulder brushing against yours, his eyes boring into the side of your face.
You wonât look at him. Wonât take your eyes off of Martha, laying paper coffee cups out in rows, her back to you guys.
Joel lays a palm flat on your thigh, rounding the curve until his hand is firm between your legs, threatening to push your skirt up. You feel his breath hot on your neck, his voice like honey in your ear.
âMakes for a nice view, too.â
You whip around to glare at him. He leans back, chuckling to himself.
Through gritted teeth, you whisper, âCan I talk to you? In private?â
Joel shrugs, excuses you both to Martha, and then follows at your heels out of the conference room and over to his office door. You waltz in without permission, shoving the door open and waiting for him to close it behind himself.
Joelâs office is bright, clean. Giant windows lining three walls, huge desk with an even bigger bookcase behind. Two black leather couches opposite, facing one another with a glass coffee table between. Soft white rugs, obnoxiously huge lampshades, small fern plants dotted here and there. You found and booked the interior designer for him, and not a dayâs gone by since that you donât remind him of how nice a job you did.
Today, though, you break that streak. You round on him as soon as he closes the tall, wooden door behind him.
âWill you fucking quit it?â
âFucking quit what, baby?â Heâs almost laughing, strolling around his desk and settling into his leather chair, leaning back. Casual. Fucking â arrogant.
You stammer, holding up a shaky finger. âOkay, first of all â that. Donât call me baby, thatâs not appropriate. Second â the teasing?â
âI donât get it, you liked me callinâ you baby on Friday night.â
You take your bottom lip between your teeth and give him a furious stare. He holds his hands up.
âMy mistake.â
You stalk over to the windows separating Joelâs office from the reception area. Marthaâs still in the conference room, the door ajar. You haul the shades shut to give yourselves some privacy.
âStop â fucking with me. Stop it. We were drunk on Friday night. It wasnâtâ Stop.â
ââm not fucking with you.â He leans his head to scratch his eyebrow. He repeats it when you turn away, hands flying up in the air. âIâm not.â
âLetâs just forget Friday happened, can we do that?â
Wandering around Joelâs office isnât doing anything to relieve the weight between your legs. If anything, itâs making it worse. You make your way back to his desk and place your hands down on the wood, leaning over.
âWhâŚwhatâs next on the agenda?â you ask, almost panting, your eyes closing.
You hear Joelâs chair rock when his weight leaves it. His footsteps pad across soft carpet, around the desk. Nearing you. They come to a halt and you feel the air stop short, right behind you.
For someone not trying to fuck with you, heâs doing an awfully good job at it.
You surrender, leaning back, your shoulders making contact with his chest. Then his hands find your hips, light, gentle. No pressure on them, not until your ass presses against his crotch and your head tilts, allowing Joel to hook his chin over your shoulder.
Heâs hard, under his pants. Against you. You can feel it, still, steady. Rock solid beneath four layers of clothing.
His hands lift from your waist and glide up your shirt front, your stomach tensing when they brush over it. They come to rest over your breasts, squeezing and pinching your nipples through your shirt. And you fucking let him; lifting your right arm to hook around his jaw and pull him closer into your neck, where his lips leave soft, wet marks.
It feels like the first gasp of fresh, sea air after being underwater. The first gulp of chilled water after a hike. The first wave of aircon in the car. Itâs relief. Itâs desperate, borderline orgasmic relief.
You grind your ass and Joel hums into your skin. Heâs getting harder by the second, youâre getting wetter. Itâs not enough, what youâre doing. You need more.
You lower your hand and cup him through his pants, taking hold of his bulge and massaging gently. His hips are moving, heâs rutting into your palm, both of you desperate to rid yourselves of the clothing separating your skin.
âI asked,â you breathe, âwhatâs next on the agenda?â
âNext,â Joel mumbles into your skin, âwas thinkinâ I could bend you over this desk ân fuck you.â
âFuck me?â you repeat, and he nods. You take a breath. âS-sounds good.â
Joelâs hands find the hem of your skirt and start to pull it up your legs, painfully slow, revealing more and more of your bare thighs as he goes. Heâs rubbing them, massaging until your skirt sits on your hips, little black panties exposed. His hand comes down to cup you, fingers gently applying pressure to your clit through the lace.
You moan, finally being touched by him again, finally feeling his hands on you where you need it most. Already, heâs doing better, making you feel better than you could ever by yourself. Than you did, by yourself. Involuntarily, you breathe out, âDaddyâŚâ
Joelâs fingers pick up the pace. He fucking loves it.
âThat feel good, baby? Like it like that? Tell me how it feels.â
âSo â fucking â good,â you whisper, legs parting more to grant him better access. He dips his hand lower, thumb staying planted on your lace-covered clit, fingers shifting the fabric under your entrance aside.
He toys with you first, middle finger swaying back and forth through your folds, collecting slick, spreading it around. Then, a second finger, pushing upward, dangerously close to entering you. Youâre gasping, leaning into him, letting his strong form keep you upright.
âThatâs my girl,â Joelâs whispering into your ear. âYou ainât gotta do nothinâ, just enjoy.â
And then he pushes up, two thick, curled fingers entering your cunt in one motion. He has you down to his knuckles, limp against his chest, mouth wide open in a silent gasp. Your head rolls to the side to watch him as he feels you for the first time, and his expression mirrors yours.
âSo fuckinâ wet, babygirl,â he whispers, lips on your forehead.
âFuck, daddy,â you whimper as his fingers press hard inside your soft pussy, starting to pump gently before picking up the pace and fucking you good.
The office is silent, save for your gasps and moans, and the wet sounds of Joelâs fingers in your cunt. He hums into your neck, thumb pressing hard against your clit, drawing tiny circles over the swollen bud.
It doesnât take fucking long before youâre collapsing, walls clenching, teetering on the edge of your orgasm. Itâs all thatâs been on your mind for almost three days, all youâve imagined, dreamt about, thought of.
Joel feels you, knows youâre close.
âWanna cum all over daddyâs fingers, pretty girl?â
âMhm,â you bite back a yelp, âso â close.â
âKnow you are, baby. Itâs okay, you can cum. Let me feel you.â
That coil, slowly winding since approximately nine-thirty on Friday night, not relieved by your hands, your toys, or your fucking pillows, snaps in one second. The tension breaks across your stomach. Your legs give; Joelâs free hand wraps around your waist to hold you upright.
You throw your head back against his shoulder again, jaw slack with a moan you know you canât give voice to. Joel fucks you all the way through it, fingers coated in your cum only to dive straight back in, wetter and slicker than before.
There are stars in your vision. You canât feel between your legs. The office is slowly blinking back into view, but Joel gives you no time to recover.
He pushes you face down onto his desk roughly, hastily, like someoneâs about to wander through his door any second. One ear pressed to the cold wood, you hear his belt clink, feel the teeth of his zipper graze your thighs. Hear his deep breaths as he drags his pants and boxershorts down to free his cock.
Youâve never seen him, obviously. Youâve pictured it, dreamt up what it would look like with your fingers deep inside yourself. And from this angle you still donât see it, but when the weight of it springs against your ass, when Joel lines himself up and his tip dips between your cum-covered folds, you fucking feel it.
His thick head pushing slightly into your entrance, coating him in your slick. Heâs big. You moan at the time heâs taking to just shove into you; itâs probably seconds, but it feels like fucking hours.
âI hear ya, I know,â heâs saying, but your hearingâs starting to fade. Blood pumping through your head, white noise rattling against your eardrums.
He pushes in, length separating your clenched walls, entering your wet, warm cunt with a deep growl from Joelâs lips and a gasp from yours. You open up around him, swelling as he pushes deeper and deeper.
âSo â fuckinâ â tight for me, baby,â he groans, hands on your hips pulling you back onto his length. âYou feel that? Feel how tight you are?â
âMhm,â you reply, the stretch of his thick cock burning and igniting you in flame. Your eyes screw shut as he keeps pushing, further than you ever thought anyone could, until his tip kisses your cervix and you whine.
âQuiet, babygirl,â he says, pausing and placing a steady hand on the small of your back. âWe donât need anyone out there knowinâ what weâre doinâ.â
âSo good, daddy,â you whimper quietly, and he knows. He fucking knows.
He begins to draw back, hips leaving your ass, cock pulling out of your pussy. Your eyes roll closed, missing him the more he withdraws. Before heâs fully gone, he snaps back inside, entering you harder, faster, deeper.
You gasp, knuckles whitening with the grip of your balled fists. You bend one arm, biting into your sleeve to stop your whimpers from slipping under the door.
A couple more thrusts and Joelâs fucking you. Hard. Heâs fucking huge, so huge it blurs the edges of your vision every time his cock hits against your cervix. Heâs almost fucking whimpering behind you, growling your name with every stroke, groaning each time he bottoms out inside you and your tight hole wraps around his length.
You can feel the edge of the table bruising your pelvis, and it feels so fucking good. Everything about this feels good. Joelâs cock stretching you out, his hands gripping you roughly, your own hands outstretched to hold onto the desk for some sort of stability.
The only thought going through your head, only words your lips can part to utter: daddy daddy daddy.
âGood girl,â Joel hums, your moans like music to his ears. âGood fuckinâ girl. Know how naughty you are for me?â
You smile. âYeah, daddy.â
This is the filthiest thing youâve ever fucking done. Sure, you love sex, especially when itâs rough. But nothing youâve ever done with anyone else, nothing youâve ever had done to you by anyone else, compares to being bent over your bossâs desk and fucked dumb by him.
Calling him daddy, corporate managers slowly filing into a conference room just outside. Only an unlocked door separating them from you, writhing and throbbing under Joelâs cock, his rough hands on your hips, your name passing his lips in breathy moans.
Is it wrong? Yes. Do you care? Fuck no.
You know heâs close; his thrusts become sloppy, hips start hammering against you.
âWhere dâyou want it, baby?â he grunts, skin slapping.
Youâre on the pill, and if you answered honestly, youâd tell him to finish inside you. But you know that if he wanted to do that, heâd just fucking do it. Wouldnât ask. And youâre not prepared to waste time arguing.
âMy m-mouth.â
âCâmere.â Joel slips out of you with no effort, youâre so fucking soaked for him, and spins you around. A gentle hand on your shoulder, he pushes you onto your knees, free hand jacking his cock over you.
Itâs the first time you see him, fist tugging up and down a thick, veiny shaft; swollen, reddened tip spilling precum which his thumb collects and drags down his length, gleaming with your wet.
On instinct, you push forward, one hand coming to rest on his thigh, the other taking over from his on his dick. You pump him a few times, and then open your mouth wide enough to take him all the way until heâs brushing the back of your throat.
With a choke, you begin bobbing your head up and down, cheeks hollow, breathing deep through your nose. Joel moans, head rolling back, hand coming to hold your hair in a fist. He drags you back and forth a few times before he begins to shudder and you draw back, holding him steady on your swollen bottom lip.
He looks down at you and your eyes lock as he cums all over your tongue. You moan as your mouth fills with his warm, salty load. When his cock stills and he stops spilling all over you, you lean back and close your mouth, licking your lips and swallowing him.
âAw, babygirl,â he coos, stroking your hair. âGood job. Such a good girl for me.â
You both take a few seconds to catch your breath before Joelâs hands hook under your arms and he pulls you back up, letting you lean against his desk.
Still in a daze, you feel him tug your skirt back down, fix your shirt. Tuck your hair behind your ears, wipe either saliva or cum from your lips.
âGood?â he asks, and you lace your fingers in his.
Your breath is still shaky, but through a sigh, you say, âGood.â
He nods. âCan hear Ken out front, must all be arrivinâ.â He pulls you over to the door.
His fingers wrap around the handle, free hand coming up to cup your cheek. He leans down and presses his lips against yours. You open your mouth and let his tongue past, moaning into the wet, messy kiss.
Something in you almost wants to laugh, thinking about the fact you let him fuck you before youâd even kissed him.
When he pulls away, your hands take hold of his jaw, keeping him at your height.
âHave a good meeting,â you whisper, pecking him on the lips, âtext me what you want for lunch.â
He growls, yanking the door open and passing by you, granting your wish to sit this one out. Something in you tells you not to wander far, though.
Heâll probably want to blow off some steam when heâs done.
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iâm obsessed with everything you write! you write our boys so well đ¤đ¤ could I request poly!marauders maybe with some casual dominance and just taking care of the reader? like picking out her clothes, making sure she eats, just being protective but also so soft with her
Thanks lovely! Here you go :)
poly!marauders x fem!reader ⥠1k words
âMorning, angel,â James chirps as you step into the kitchen. âHowâd you sleep?â
âGood, thanks.â You take the coffee he hands you, giving him a quick peck on the lips. âYou?â
âPhenomenally. How do you want your eggs?â
âIâm alright without, thanks though.â You sit down next to Remus at the table, taking a sip of your coffee. Itâs just the way you like it, with heaps of cream and sugar.Â
âCanât skip breakfast, dove,â Remus says, hardly looking up from the newspaper as he speaks to you.Â
âI donât feel like eggs,â you reply, watching him warily over the top of your mug, trying to gauge if he might let it go. âAnd Iâm not really hungry anyway.âÂ
Amber eyes flick up to yours as Remus turns the page. âYouâre not going to work on an empty stomach. You need to eat something.âÂ
âIâll make you something else,â James offers sweetly. âWhaddya want, my love?â
You smile at him, batting your eyelashes. âCould I have some toast please, Jamie?â
He flips his spatula expertly, winking at you. âMight be above my skill level, but Iâll do my best for you, angel.â
You laugh, and Remus rolls his eyes at the both of you. Sirius trods in still wearing his pajama bottoms, a smirk coming to his lips as he reads the room instantly.Â
âIn trouble already?â he drops a kiss on the top of your head, reaching over to squeeze Remusâ shoulder in greeting. âWhatâve you done now, hm?â
Your eyes dart nervously to Remus, waiting to see if heâll rat you out. Though Remus is the sternest of your boyfriends, Sirius delights in being in charge, and you know heâll rub it in the most. You imagine itâs the older brother in him.Â
âItâs resolved,â Remus says simply, and you think you detect the faintest twitch of his lips when you grin at him in relief.Â
âSiri, have you seen the leaves outside?â you ask hastily, going for the distraction before he can attempt to pry further. âItâs like they finally turned just overnight.âÂ
He takes the bait, leaning back in his seat to peer out the window. Youâd been ecstatic when youâd cracked the curtains in your bedroom this morning to see your street had taken on a whole new color palate, everything red and orange and golden. âIt does finally look like autumn, doesnât it?â He gives you a critical once-over. âThat isnât going to do for the chill out there, sweetheart.â
You look down at your skirt and blouse. You quite like this outfit. âYou think? Itâs not supposed to be that cold yet, is it?â
Sirius raises a brow just as Remus finishes with the paper, folding it and looking up to see what the two of you are on about. âItâs September, love,â he reasons. âIf it got cold enough last night to turn the leaves, itâs cold enough to at least wear a jumper.âÂ
âIâm thinking fleece tights and a sweatshirt,â Sirius says contemplatively, more to Remus than to you. âDonât run off after breakfast, dollface, and Iâll go pick them out for you.âÂ
You start to protest, but then Siriusâ mouth drops open, and you turn to see James teetering toward you, balancing four plates across his arms.Â
âFucking hell, Prongs,â he breathes, but James manages to distribute all four dishes safely, setting your toast in front of you last with a flourish.Â
âGood idea,â he says, picking up the previous conversation as though nothing has happened. âCanât have our girl shivering out there in the cold.âÂ
You roll your eyes but munch happily on your toast, ignoring how Remus eyes you watchfully as you eat.Â
Since you finish first, you offer to wash up while Sirius goes and selects the additions to your outfit as he sees fit, changing into them afterwards. You have to admit, the day does look promisingly crisp outside your bedroom window, and the tights and sweatshirt he has you layer with what you already have on are soft and comfy.Â
âLet me get those for you,â James offers as you pull on your shoes, and you place your foot on his knee obediently, letting him tie them both with a firm pat on the side of your shoe once heâs done. âThere yâgo, angel. Double-knotted and everything.âÂ
You press a rewarding kiss to his cheek, and Sirius comes in from canoodling with Remus to oversee his handiwork. He hums, smoothing out invisible wrinkles in your tights and adjusting the sweatshirt on your shoulders unnecessarily while you and James exchange glances, each fighting to keep a straight face. âMight need a scarf too,â he muses, and James bursts into laughter.
âSiri, come on,â you protest, unable to contain a few giggles of your own.Â
James grabs Sirius around the waist, throwing him onto the bed beside you. âWork on your own outfit, Pads.âÂ
âYouâre all going to be late if you donât get going,â Remus says, smiling at the scene as he comes in. James detaches himself from Sirius, his expression morphing into that well-practiced facade of angelic innocence.Â
âI was just on my way out,â he says, giving Remus a goodbye kiss. âSee you all later.â He pats you on the head as he passes, and then heâs out the door.Â
Remus moves to the bed, leaning over Sirius, who props himself up on his elbows to meet him halfway. âGet dressed,â Remus says as he breaks the kiss, tucking a piece of silky black hair behind Siriusâ ear. âYou canât afford to be late again, love.âÂ
You stand as he moves to you next, wrapping a long-fingered hand around the side of your hip, and you let your eyes flutter closed as he kisses you sweetly. âBe good,â he says softly, placing an additional kiss at your temple. âIâll see you tonight, dovey.âÂ
âSee you tonight,â you echo, and then itâs just Sirius and you, his eyes playful as they meet yours.Â
âBe good,â he coos mockingly. âThink you can do that all day long?â
You grin, picking up your bag from the end of the bed. âHey, at least Iâm dressed.âÂ
âOi!â Sirius says as you leave the room. âWhereâs my kiss?â
âSorry,â you reply gaily, âcanât be late. You canât afford to either, remember?âÂ
âOh, feeling bold, are we?â he calls after you. âWeâll see how bold you are later tonight.â
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Northern Lights - A Joel Miller One Shot
Summary: You and Joel watch the Northern Lights together whilst cold camping.
Pairing: Post Outbreak Joel Miller x F!Reader (No name or physical description of reader. Itâs you, bub.)
Word Count: 2.3k
Scoville Smut Rating:đśď¸đśď¸ âIt's the emergence, of.â
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Warnings/Triggers: Established relationship/fingering/hand job/kissing/lots of snuggles/Joel being a grump - mostly fluff, but you get the spicy too.
NSFW. MINORS DNI! OVER 18âs ONLY. YOU ARE SOLELY RESPONSIBLE FOR WHAT YOU READ.âđťDonât come at me; youâve been plenty warned.
I write for me, and I share with you. If this story isn't to your taste, that's fine. Just slip quietly out the back door. No need to make a fuss. It's just a work of fiction.
Authorâs Note: I was watching The Last Of Us (again), and this idea came to me. Have you ever seen the Northern Lights? I've been fortunate enough to see them in Iceland, which was incredible. Would have been better if Joel was there, mind... đ
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A cold-tipped nose brushes against your cheek, rousing you from sleep.
The shadows of his face blur into clarity in the dim natural light of the camp. Your back, hard and cold on the ground, aches. The layers help, but it still seeps into your bones when you camp out so exposed like this, in the middle of a trying winter.
The steep, shadowy jags of the snow-capped mountains cut into the horizon; a deep midnight sky spackled with the twinkle of stars. A clear night, which means itâll only get colder.
You rub your eyes, yawning. âWhat time is it?â
âHell do I know.â Joel mutters as he reaches for the tin mug and pushes it into your hands. Your eyes fall on the broken watch he still wears around his wrist.
The scent of burnt, bitter coffee mists into your nostrils as it sloshes around the inside like a muddy puddle.
Your mouth becomes a vortex as you yawn, eyes dry and heavy.
A dense canopy of towering trees stretch skyward as you sit upright in the little clearing; their branches reaching out like gnarled fingers to brush against the star-studded awning above.
Despite the desolation that grips the world beyond, the forest offers a sense of tranquillity - a reminder that life, in all its beauty and complexity, still thrives in the most unlikely of places.
Itâs a good place to pause; two survivors, traversing the decaying landscape of a once-thriving world, seeking refuge to rest your tired bones wherever you can.
Striking a balance between coasting in the woodlands out of sight and only daring to penetrate fallen cities or urban landscapes when youâre in dire need of supplies. Itâs what's kept you both going for so long.
âDid you sleep?â You ask him as he gulps back his own coffee with fervour.
He shakes his head under a furrowed brow, greying curls billowing. You frown at him and he rolls his eyes.
âYouâre going to keel over one day.â You blow on your coffee, fingers heated as you grip round the mug.
âMânot dead yet-â
Suddenly, a distant howl pierces the stillness, sending shivers down your spine. The infected are never far away, a constant reminder of the dangers lurking in the shadows.
Joel stiffens, reaching for the rifle.
âThatâs not infected.â You say, listening to the shrill, barking moans emanating from deep in the forest surrounding you, and he nods, eyes darting about.
âMaybe a coyote.â He keeps hold of the rifle anyway.
The air is bitterly cool and heavy with the scent of damp earth and pine resin, creating an atmosphere of eerie stillness, broken only by the occasional rustle of leaves or the distant screech of a hungry mammal.
Sipping your coffee, feeling it warm down the centre of your chest despite its acrid taste, you close your eyes again.
âYa gonâ miss it.â Joel murmurs.
âHow do you know itâs gonna happen tonight?â
âI can feel it.â He says, pottering about and with the gas stove. He pauses to glance up momentarily at the glittery sky.
âRight. The same as you can always feel itâs going to snow.â
âIt snowed, didnât it?â
âYeah, two weeks after you said it would.â You scoff with a wry smirk.
âJust be grateful it ainât snowing now.â He bites back.
âIf it snows now Iâm sleeping in the cab. You missed your calling as a weatherman, clearly.â You chortle.
âDrink ya damn coffee.â Joel grumbles, dumping the stove in the back of the truck.
âItâs really gross.â You say, offering it to him.
You smirk as he comes and sits beside you.
âYouâre a coffee snob.â He remarks as he gulps it back.
âYes I am.â You concur with a grin.
Tucking his body into the sleeping bag with you and rubbing his hands, Joel opens his arm out. You shuffle into it as you wrap your fallen scarf over your shoulder.
âAny minute now.â He gruffs, looking up at the sky with stretched eyebrows when heâs eventually settled.
âMmhm.â You retort sceptically. âIf you woke me up for nothing, expect a black eye.â
Joel snorts. âThatâs some mighty big smack talk for a lilâ lady.â
You put your fists up and he kisses your knuckles with deep, big browns peering at you over the ridges.
âCâmere,â he lays right down with you horizontal, and sighs out.
Within moments, small ghostly wisps of green fleck across the sky; a gentle birth of colour that seems shy in its solo performance.
âTold ya.â He mutters, trying not to smirk.
âNo-one likes a smartass, Joel.â You quip, nudging him gently.
âYeah they do. Are ya warm enough?â He wraps the mottled scarf around you further with soft eyes lancing at you as you shiver.
As you gaze back at him, you can't help but notice the delicate web of lines that radiate outward from their corners, framing his stare with a quiet wisdom and warmth. With each smile, the crinkles deepen, forming gentle crow's feet that cradle the corners of his eyes like little parentheses of joy.
Despite the hardships youâve faced, swinging on the precarious, fraying threads between life and death at times, thereâs a lightness in the way Joel's eyes crinkle when he smiles, even if itâs a rare occurrence; a resilience that refuses to be dimmed by the darkness of this world.
And as you trace the contours of his face with your fingertips, you feel a sense of gratitude wash over your skin, warming you.
Despite the ruggedness of his facial hair, thereâs a surprising silkiness to the touch, a reflection of the affection and intimacy shared between you. An unspoken tag-team who keep each other alive and well without having to utter the words out loud.
His moustache, once meticulously groomed in another life, now boasts a craggy charm, with patches of grey peeking through the remnants of its original dark colour as his youth stubbornly tries to hold on that bit longer. Each strand curls softly at the edges, adding a touch of character to his weather-beaten features.
As your hand cups his cheek, you can feel the gentle pressure of his fuzzed beard against your palm, thumb stroking at the edge of his lips where the hairs riot in a cluster of different directions as you smooth them down. Youâll probably need to help him trim them again soon and the thought makes you smile.
Despite the weariness etched into his face, thereâs a quiet dignity in the way Joel carries himself, a sense of pride born of the challenges youâve overcome together. Heâs more than just a man whoâs dragged you through this world with bloodied knuckles and kept you alive - heâs your confidant, your ally. Dare you even admit, a soulmate.
A shared story of love and loss, of hope and despair, woven into the fabric of your mutual beings, Joelâs gentleness in moments like this offer a sanctuary - a place where you can be yourself without reservation, without the tough bravado where your fears and doubts melt away in the pull of his hypnotic eyes.
âLookit.â He breaks the spell and pushes your chin gently with a thick finger toward the direction of the sky.
Above you, the Northern Lights paint the firmament alive with their mesmerising hues, casting an otherworldly glow upon the world below. Soft tendrils of pink and violet unfurl like delicate petals around the spectacular emerald green.
They pulse and flicker with a rhythmic cadence, casting a soft, iridescent glow that bathes the landscape in a surreal, spooky light.
Joel wraps his arm around you, pulling you in closer as you share the warmth of the sleeping bag and your layered up bodies crushed tight against one another.
"Look at that," you whisper, your voice barely audible above the gentle rustle of the leaves carrying with it the faint scent of pine and earth. âI donât think Iâll ever get tired of seeing this.â
Joel nods in silent agreement, his gaze fixed on the swirling display of colours overhead.
In that moment, it feels as though youâre the only two people left in the world, cocooned in your own little bubble of warmth and intimacy from the brackens of an oncoming harsh winter thatâll test both your resilience over again.
You both watch in silent wonder, lost in the beauty of the moment, for moments like these are hard to come by. A respite in the doom-filled survival that snaps at you daily, for a moment of shared awe.
Joel pulls the sleeping bag further up as you nestle into his arms. As you huddle inside, you can feel the plush, ragged interior cushioning your bodies, moulding to your contours like a second skin.
The sleeping bag is large enough to accommodate you both, yet intimate enough to foster a sense of closeness as you lay side-by-side.
âSo beautiful,â you say.
âYeah, you are.â Joel remarks and you turn to see his eyes watching you and not the sky. Face illuminated in a green glow, lost in how your curious orbs reflect the ethereal beauty above.
The pull of need floods your body, tingles pitching down your spine as he loses himself inside your eyes.
âKiss me, Joel,â you murmur to him, nose pressed against his as you pull him by his collar to your face. His lips pursed, they find yours - cold and chapped as they graze.
A warm tongue slips inside, sucking gently as he explores; tiny, soft nips felt peppered across your lip.
You already feel warmer, the prickles of the heat blooming under your armpits and on the back of your neck. His cool fingers stroke you there, engulfing your mouth with a growing need of his own as he crushes you closer to him.
You find his skin under the layers; stroking at the softness of his belly that overhangs his jeans a little more now, as he gasps into your mouth at the intrusion of cold fingers. Traversing gently over the welts of scars where the texture changes underneath your tips.
You can feel his fingers within the depths of the sleeping bag fumbling at your button, tugging at your jeans clumsily with deep pants before he gives up and just slides his hand in when the zipper wonât give.
You whine into his mouth as he finds your clit, rubbing with the thick pad of his middle finger against it.
Your hands do the same, releasing him from his scuffed denim, warm and heavy. Breaking your kiss to spit into your palm, he hisses into your mouth as you stroke him; succulently wet around his thick cock, weeping as you pump.
You fist at his collar, face buried into the plush heat of the crook of his neck. He grunts as your teeth dig into golden, weathered skin, muting your gasps from the pulsing between your legs as he strokes and taps; the heat begins to engulf you inside the sleeping bag.
He growls as you bite harder, nudging your face with his so he can kiss you again, his own teeth gnawing at your lips as he pants harder now.
Hard and pulsing in your palm, his whines upping their tempo as he closes in on that moment when heâll dissipate.
âCome-â he wheezes, words barely audible as he breathes. â-Mâgonna come,â choking breaths get tangled in his throat.
Eyelashes fluttering agasint your skin, breathes seeping into your mouth, his grip on you tightens as his back stiffens and hips thrusts his cock further into your hand.
âFu-fuck,â he jolts, spilling into your palm, warm and thick.
Joel trembles, body shaking as he empties, face pushing against yours as he breathes out in satisfaction, a small bewildered snicker in confoundment as you nuzzle against him.
âYou kill me, darlinâ.â He whispers, breath warm on your lips and chin as you wipe him away on your scarf.
He moves his fingers still inside your jeans, stroking over the swell of nerves. Your grip around his wrist keeps him there, feeling him dip his middle just inside your hole as you contract, thumb smoothing over the oil-slick bead of your clit.
âJoel!â You gasp, tonguing the sparse tracks of sweat-salt hairs grazing down the side of his throat.
His finger slides right into the hilt, palm up and stroking deeply; thumb still pushing on your clit. Your nails cut into his wrist, pulling him against you as you subtly grind.
The hooked end of his nose notches against yours as you whimper.
Gentle, broken commands lose their endings as he loses his breath. âGive it,â and âwant,â snuffling out of him as he strokes faster on your wet, fleshy spot.
Your body shakes as you come; his finger sopping as you clench and rib around it, knees jerking against his as you float in the lights, bathed in fuschia and jade strobes.
He stops stroking as you kiss him. Tiny, soft pinpricks of his moustache tickle your lip, making the insides of your cheeks tingle. Coarser, wiry greys prominent in the fading roots, mingling with the softer ones that still reside.
You run your fingers through patchy, bare spaces, smooth and free of any growth. You make patterns in them, trace their random shapes with your tips; an oval here, a heart there.
You both turn and look up at the sky together. The display falling into your eyes in that glow of emerald and pink as the Aurora shows off for an entrancing encore.
The heat envelops you both as you snuggle in together, his arm draped around you and your head resting on the muscled pillow of his shoulder.
You press a soft kiss under his jaw, of which he grunts with throaty appreciation. Your eyes continue to roam the falling curtains of colour in sky.
âIs it everything ya ever hoped for?â Joel questions gently, voice rolling around that familiar grizzle as he tucks you in closer to his side.
âFreezing my ass off in the middle of the forest with you?â
He chuckles with a wheeze. âYeah.â
âItâs everything.â You smile.
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â PAIRING: Patrick Bateman x Fem!Reader
â SUMMARY: You love going out and having dinner with Patrick, but not when his friends come along, they always make you feel so uncomfortable and insecure. Good thing he has his own ways of reassuring you, right?
â CONTAINS: Smut, established relationship, sex toys, oral (both receiving), unprotected sex (p in v), Daddy kink, Praise kink, Degradation kink, pet names, a lot of cum, nipple play, choking, biting, slight dacryphilia, humiliation, dirty talk, Patrick being a manipulative dickhead.
â WORDS: 3.2k
â SONG REC: Babydoll x the Perfect GirlÂ
â A/N: This day finally came, and I finished my first writing challenge, which I started to celebrate my 200 followers! Thank you so much, guys, for standing by my side. I love you and I hope you like it!đ¤
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Dorsia, just the mention of the name of that establishment was enough to make Batman frown and clench his jaw in annoyance. Nonetheless, that was the exact place you and him wanted to spend that evening, and when you finally took your seats at the best table in Dorsia, Patrick's face was like a wax statue, it was impossible to read any of his emotions.
Tim, Craig, David and their bimbos couldnât stop rumbling even for one second and that actually annoyed Bateman, but on the other hand he used it as an opportunity to whisper filthy things right into your ear, taking advantage of the fact that no one else was paying attention due to the ruckus.
âDid my good girl do her homework while I was away?â He nuzzled against your neck, and you fidgeted on your chair uncomfortably, feeling embarrassed. âI canât wait until we get alone.â
âI bet you do.â You reply shortly, without breaking eye contact with him.
Pleased, Patrick leaned on the chair back, his sly smile speaking for itself. Sneakily, he placed his palm on your knee to play with the hem of your cocktail dress, only to tease you and induce you to try closing your legs. With a muffled gasp, you caught his dexterous hand just at the moment everyone looked at both of you.
"So, Bateman. How was your business trip?" Craig asked with a cheeky grin. "Did you enjoy LA? I hear the chicks there are pretty hot."
The men started laughing together as if they shared the same brain cell, and you used that moment to brush Patrick's palm away, which actually made him a little upset, so he paused and coughed a little.
"McDermott, you can go to LA and see everything with your own eyes!" Patrick scoffed and took a sip of his drink. "I don't want to give any spoilers."
Sighing, you pulled yourself together as you repeated to yourself over and over again that you wouldn't let their childish behavior get under your skin. The girls â models, supposedly â looked at each other in frustration, but neither Bateman nor his colleagues seemed to care.
"God, Bateman! Now I'm intrigued!" McDermott chuckled before lighting his cigarette.Â
With a mischievous smirk, Patrick hugged your shoulders when he saw a glimpse of sadness in your beautiful, big eyes, and you couldn't help but smile timidly at David's comment:
"Look at them, just two lovebirds."Â
"Oh, shut up," Bateman blurted out jokingly. "Being jealous isn't a good thing."Â
Van Patten rolled his eyes at Patrick's remark, but immediately lost interest when the girl next to him leaned down to his neck and whispered something.
"Patrick?" You called his name so softly that it elicited a muffled gasp from his broad chest.
"Yes, dear?" He replied, looking at you lovingly and moving even closer so that you could whisper in his ear.
"When are we going home?"
"Do you want to go?" He 'accidentally' touched your cheek with his perfectly shaped nose, making your heart skip a beat.
"No, I was just asking."
"It's not a problem, honey." Bateman leaned even closer to kiss the area behind your ear. "Besides. I'm starving."
"But we just ate." You almost squealed when he discreetly pinched your thigh under the table, his dark grin sending shivers down your spine as you glanced at him.
âYou know what I mean, babydoll.â He crooned in a low voice, not giving a fuck about how attentively his coworkers were looking at both of you.
âIââ You wanted to talk back to him, but he suddenly cut you off, standing up and removing the napkin from his knees.
âGentlemen, sorry, but we have to go.âÂ
âSo soon? What happened, Bateman?â Craig tried to sound sassy, but when he didnât get any attention, his face went plain.
âDonât worry, McDermott. We will get back to our conversation one day.â Patrick winked at him and offered you a hand, expecting you to take it. When you did, he pressed a brief kiss on the back of your hand.
Tim whistled at the sight and you ignored him, but you couldn't stop Patrick from shamelessly grabbing your ass as you two were leaving.
âHave fun, Bateman. But donât make your neighbors call the cops.â Bryce added, making everyone laugh. Frowning, you looked at Patrick, expecting him to say something that would calm his coworkers down.
âIâll call them if you donât return those porn videotapes I gave you last week.â Bateman crooned with a cheeky smile and after that, he led you to the exit, so you could only catch a glimpse of Timothyâs blank face before you eventually left Dorsia.
In the taxi you both remained silent. You couldn't help but feel a little offended by the way his colleagues behaved, and the thing you hated the most was that you knew that if you told Patrick about it, he would just shrug it off and say that there was nothing special about it.
"Honey?" Bateman suddenly interrupted your train of thoughts with his playful voice, as if he could read your mind. Sometimes it was even scary how perfectly he could sense your mood.
"You have terrible friends, you know that?" You replied, disregarding his flirtatious tone.
With a cocky chuckle, he wrapped his hand around your shoulder when he saw you crossing your arms defensively over your chest.Â
"Well, I know they're not the greatest people..." He paused, wondering what to say to cheer you up.
"And I don't like it when you treat me like I'm one of those stupid bimbos," you finally turned to him and pushed his hand away harshly. "How many times do I have to explain this to you andâ"
His tight grip on your throat made you choke for air, and you nearly shrieked at his unexpected roughness.
"I think you've forgotten who's in charge here, little girl." Patrick growled into your ear, and you thanked God that the partition in the taxi was closed. "How many times have I told you I don't like this kind of attitude?"
Closing your eyes, you whimpered from lack of oxygen and tried to say something, but he didn't even give you the chance to do it as he covered your mouth with his greedy one. Bateman reveled in all your muffled, pitiful sounds, kissing you hard while his other hand slipped under your dress to possessively get a handful of your soaked pussy. Damn it! Instead of being scared, you were so fucking aroused and that only made the whole situation worse, because after Patrick let go of you, he sneered in the most arrogant way and brought his long fingers, coated in your flavor, to his lips to taste it.
"Don't ever compare yourself to those bitches," he reminded you, fixing the hem of your dress and gently stroking your leg; his face softened as he let out a disappointed sigh. "After all, I missed you so much, (y/n). And I thought you missed me, too."
"I missed you, I really did!" You panicked a little. Patrick was such a master of manipulation, a few moments ago you had accused him and his friends of having bad manners, and now you felt guilty about making that scene.
"So why did we have this shitty conversation about my colleagues and their whores instead of talking about us?" Patrick replied in a challenging tone, his big palm was still on your knee, but this time you didn't dare to brush it away.
"Because it makes me sad!" You blurted out and looked at him, now staring at the scenery through the taxi window.
"Fine, I won't take you to dinners like these anymore." His annoyed voice echoed in your ears, and you couldn't help but feel your heart breaking at his comment. You lowered your head down and cried, barely audible, but somehow Bateman immediately noticed.
"Are you crying, (y/n)? Seriously?"Â
"Patrick, maybe I should go home? I don't feel well and I don't want to disappoint you withâ"
"Enough of this bullshit, okay?" He suddenly pressed you against his chest, letting you hug him around his waist. "I'm not letting you go, not now, not ever."
Where was your good mood and that sparkle that set your body on fire when you were in the restaurant? God, you hated yourself for acting like that, but his friends â those stupid yuppies â always made you sick to the stomach, but this time you really had lost your patience. And even though you calmed down now and hid your face in the crook of Patrick's neck, the tension between the two of you was still in the air, and you didn't really know what to expect when you arrived at his place.
After almost an hour, you were sitting on his big bed, completely naked and still shivering â you could still feel his touch on your most sensitive spots as Bateman had just washed you in the bathtub, rubbing and massaging you everywhere.
When you heard a soft click of the bedroom door, you raised your eyes to see him coming in, a glass of whiskey in one hand and a cigar in the other, his red tie loosened and some of the top buttons undone.
"How do you feel, babydoll?" Patrick asked you teasingly, shaking the glass in his hand and leaning against the door.
You swallowed hard when his super dark eyes glided over your exposed curves, and you had to hold back your rapid breathing, because you were so damn excited. " Much better, thank you."
Bateman let out a low chuckle before placing his drink on the shelf and coming a little closer to you, puffing on his cigar.
"Good," he smiled and blew a few rings of smoke. "Now show Daddy how you learned to use my gift."
His words forced the blood in your veins to curse faster, making your skin burn from the inside out. With a loud gasp, you lay on the bed, leaning on your elbows and spreading your legs wide, so he could see your succulent pussy.
As soon as you did so, Bateman clenched his chiseled jaw and almost bit down on the cigar, but he kept watching your little hand slide between your thighs, and when it reached your soaped slit, he couldn't help but growl â he'd been rock hard all this time, but now it was getting really painful.
"P-Patrick, I'm scared..." you whimpered abruptly, taking the pink silicone dildo â the one that has been laying beside you on the bed â and rubbing it along your taut lower lips to lubricate it. "It's so embarrassing."
"Oh, I know, honey. I know," he purred in his usual seductive voice, and unbuttoned his blue shirt. "But you don't have to be embarrassed. Trust me, baby, Daddy knows what's best for you."
Damn, that was too much.
Gulping and closing your eyes, you threw your head back and tried to let it go, placing the dildo at your dripping entrance, and the next second you cried out from the feeling of fullness as you pushed it deep into your womb.
"Such a good girl."
"D-Daddy!" You let out a high-pitched wail, focusing on his raspy voice as you were too embarrassed to open your eyes.
"Go on," Bateman exhaled sharply, putting the cigar in the ashtray, and then he unzipped his pants, his hot flesh literally pulsating. "You make Daddy so proud."
"Mhhm," his words made you arch your back, and you began to pump yourself with the sex toy, sensing a tight knot forming in your lower abdomen. "Pat-Patrick, please⌠talk to me!"
He didn't answer at first as he continued to undress, slowly stroking his engorged cock. "Ahhh, this is so fucking sweet," Patrick grunted, smearing his pre-cum around his swollen tip. "Can't do anything without my guidance, am I right, my babydoll?"
"Awwwâyes," you gasped, your legs already shaking. "N-need you, Daddy! Need you so muchâŚ!"
At that moment, you didn't care about anything in the world, just the buzzing feeling in your core. There was only one person who could give you that vital release you needed so desperately, and you were more than ready to beg him if he asked you to.
"You know what," Bateman murmured as he finally undressed and joined you on the bed, and when you felt his big palm on your hip, you thought you were going to combust, but he gently stroked your cheek, soothing you a little, whispering: "Shh, my little one. Not yet."
You literally writhed on the sheets like a trapped kitten, afraid to breathe, afraid to say anything that would ruin this moment.Â
"Patrick..."
"Yes, dear... I'm here," he covered your hand with his bigger one, pushing the dildo even deeper, making you scream. "That's it, that's how you do it!"
"Awww, oh my GOD!" you tried to close your legs as the friction became too intense and Bateman just snickered at your pathetic attempt to stop him, so he just grabbed your throat and yanked it a little against the bed. "D-Daddy, it hurts!"
"Oh yeah?" Patrick couldn't hide his excitement when he saw your eyes watering, but his inner beast craved more. "I really wanted to be nice to you today, but you made me change my mind."
"Ahhh!" You clawed at his hand, which was choking you hard, but this man was too strong. "I'm... I'm s-sorry! I'M SO SORRY!"
The way he shoved the dildo into your bruised cunt was so fucking brutal that for one second you blacked out as the apex of it hit your cervix pretty brutally.
When you opened your eyes and yours met his, all you could see was lust mixed with rage. Huffing, Bateman suddenly moved down to your face to nip at your lips, then suck them and lick your cheekbone as he relished having such control over you. With a devilish grin, he continued to squeeze your neck, forcing you to fuck yourself with the dildo that was now completely covered in your juices.
"Do you hear that sound?" He taunted you, hovering over you and pressing you down with his massive muscles. "You're dripping like a fucking waterfall! So don't try to pretend you're not enjoying it, slut!"Â
"I'm going to explode!" Was all you could manage to scream as your whole body tensed like a spring.
"Awww, you're going to cum from fucking yourself with a cheesy sex toy, what a pathetic little whore!" Patrick almost barked these words in your face, but then he suddenly released your neck and went down to your collarbone, leaving wet, red marks here and there. "Keep going and don't you dare stop!"
Your eyes rolled back in your head when his wet tongue began to play with your swollen nipples, not to mention when he took one of them into his mouth and sucked it so eagerly that you cried out in pain. Trembling, you let him use your hand to set the pace, your inner walls aching every time the dildo brushed hard against them.Â
When Bateman noticed that your little frame was quivering too much, he quickly slipped down between your legs to suck on your clit and holy shit, he was so good at it, he definitely knew what he was doing.
"Iâmhm, I'm gonna cum⌠Daddy, p-pleaseeee!" You were no longer moaning â at this point you were literally screaming, and your throat was burning, but that only spurred him on to eat you more fiercely.
"Mmmm, I've been thinking about tasting this pussy," he tugged on your sensitive bud before swirling his tongue around it. "For so fucking long."
Another deep thrust, followed by his merciless lapping at your oversensitive cunt, made your orgasm wash over you like a huge ocean wave. Shaking, your half-opened mouth froze in a silent cry as all your insides spasmed too intensely, and this sensation lasted so long that you almost fainted.
"Jesus, what a dirty girl you are," Patrick chuckled after he pulled away from your pussy and removed the dildo, his face covered in your wetness, it was literally running down his chin. "Look at that, you fucking cummed all over my face!" He forced you to look at him, and your dazed glance coaxed a loud chuckle from him. "You think I'm done with you?"Â
"I..." You tried desperately to pull yourself together, but the overstimulation hit you so hard that your brain refused to function at all.
"Yes, I'm talking to you!"Â
"Aww, w-wait!" You wailed loudly as he grasped your head and forced you closer to the edge of the bed. "Daddy!"
"Don't you 'Daddy' me," his ominous intonation was kinda scary, but you had no choice but to submit. "Don't worry, honey... I'm just going to play with your mouth a little..."
With a quick thrust, he pushed himself into your mouth, since you didn't really have any power to protest. Although it would have been pointless to do it anyway. You expected him to face fuck you really hard, but instead Bateman gently took your chin for support as his hips began to move faster, petting your head each time his red, swollen tip hit your throat.
"Arghh, your mouth feels so good, I missed that."
Patrick stroked your cheek almost lovingly, ignoring the way that you were almost gagging on his thick cock, savoring his cum and keeping eye contact with him. Grunting, he didn't last long as he collapsed into your mouth, rolling his hips and spilling his sticky liquid deep down your throat, and you didn't make any pathetic sounds, no whimpering or sobbing â you just took what he gave you. With your eyes closed, you drank him dry and heard him murmur:
"For now, I forgive you."
Slowly, Bateman pulled out from your abused mouth, leaving a trail of his cum and letting a few drops fall on your breasts.
"Clean them," he pointed at your tits, pumping his still hard cock and watching you catch the drops of his cum with your fingers. "Now get on your knees and spread your legs wide."
Whimpering, you obeyed and Patrick didn't waste any time, positioning himself behind you and wrapping his strong hands around your waist.Â
"Ahhh, Patrick..."
"Shush," he cut you off, rubbing his creamy cock between your ass cheeks. "I'm not going to fuck you in the ass, even though you really deserve it."
He rammed into your aching pussy without any mercy, stretching you even more from the inside and making you cry, your hands helplessly creasing the sheets beneath you.
"IT HURTS! AW!" You squealed as he pinned you down, forcing you to lie on your stomach as he trapped you under his massive body, relentlessly drilling your little hole.
"What? My dick is way bigger than that dildo, huh?" Bateman mocked you shamelessly, the slapping sound your bodies made was like music to his ears. "Ohh, what a poor little girl⌠mmhhm⌠I promise you⌠by the end of this night you will be so fucking full of my cum â that it will pour out, but I wonât stop⌠even if you beg me to!"
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A/N: Happy New Year's to all my lovely followers! I hope you all had a safe and lovely New Year's, I love you all! â¨đ¤ and thank you to my friend for helping me make this happen! đ¤â¨
Includes: Dracule Mihawk, Monkey D. Luffy, Roronoa Zoro, Sanji Vinsmoke, Buggy the Clown, Red-Haired Shanks, Trafalgar D. Water Law, and Portgas D. Ace
Warnings: Pure Fluff, mentions of Alcohol, kissing, just pure fluff, non binary reader.
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Mihawk and his lover are just spending New Year's just the both of them, sipping on his favorite vintage wine, having light conversation, and cooking New Years dinner together, and even making little snacks, to snack on. The two of them were making small conversation about how this year went.Â
Spending time together is all the two wanted to start the new year, no one else but them. It was basically an hour before midnight. So right now the two were currently dancing around the large living room of their castle that they called home. The two lovers didnât need music to dance.Â
He looked at the clock, it read a minute before midnight. He pulled her close to him, looking into her eyes with his hawk-like eyes. As he continued to hold them close to him, spinning them around softly, he looked back at the clock, and saw it had hit midnight.
âHappy New Year Darling, here's to another amazing year with you.â
He spoke softly, as he pulled them in to give them a New Years Kiss.
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âHappy New Year Y/N!â the straw hat captain grinned. The straw hats, with the help of Franky and Nami keeping up with time, had planned a big feast to celebrate the beginning of a New Year. Smiling warmly at their captain trying to steal food while Usopp and Nami valiantly defending the food. Zoro was already sipping on his booze, Robin was relaxing while using her devil fruit ability to help bring food to the table.Â
After the big feast, it was about a few minutes before midnight, the two went to another part of the Thousand Sunny, to spend alone time together. They had a small conversation together. Her giggling at Luffy being his usual silly self, he loved hearing them laugh. And seeing their smile.
Soon the fireworks went off, the fireworks being Namiâs idea, so they had bought the fireworks to shoot off âHAPPY NEW YEAR!â They heard their fellow crewmates shout. He poked them on the shoulder, she looked at him.
âHappy New Year!âÂ
He cheered out, happily as he pulled them close, giving them a New Years Kiss.
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For New Years he wanted to spend time with them just the two of them. Up in the crows nest of the Thousand Sunny with a bottle of sake. And a plate of food for them to eat, while their crew members partied down below, he was planning something a little special, as soon as the fireworks went off (Which were Namiâs idea)
The two were sharing a bottle of sake, while talking. All cuddled up together in the crows nest. The two were cracking jokes about the things that had happened during this year, and hoping to make fond memories for every year to come. They donât even know the time currently. Too busy wrapped up in each other's embrace.
The fireworks then suddenly went off with their fellow crewmates yelling âHAPPY NEW YEAR!â from below them, he looked over at her softly grabbing their face, to have them look at him.
âHappy New Year babe, hereâs to the new year. And plenty more to go.â
He spoke, as his lips pressed against hers. Giving them a New Years Kiss.
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The straw hat crew was hosting a New Year party/feast on the Thousand Sunny. Sanji and his beloved were drinking some wine together, while eating the food that Sanji prepared with their help. The couple were happy to go into the new year together. As the crew laughed, and conversated about how this year went. All the memories they made.
Sanji and his beloved were conversing about the good, bad, and funny memories they made together. As they snuggled up together, waiting on Franky and Nami to shoot off the fireworks. To go into the new year.
Soon the fireworks went off, he looked over at them pulling them close to him, putting a hand softly on their cheek.Â
âHappy New Year my beloved, here's to many more with you~â
He spoke, as he leaned in and softly gave them a New Years Kiss.
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There was a party being hosted by Buggy himself on The Big Top. It was a New Years party to celebrate going into the new year, with plenty of sake and food to go around, it was a whole feast. In their own corner was Buggy and Y/N spending time with each other, eating food and drinking sake together.Â
They had planned to shoot off fireworks, as soon as it was midnight. And Buggy also had something planned to go into the new year with his lover. He felt happy to celebrate new years with them, he couldnât wait until it hit midnight.
Soon the sound of fireworks in the sky surrounded the area, they looked up at the fireworks in awe as the crew yelled out âHAPPY NEW YEAR!â as they cheered and hollered, Buggy pulled them close to him, causing them to look at him.
âHappy New Year Doll~â
He cooed softly, as he pulled them in for a New Years Kiss.
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The crew was of course celebrating New Year with a party, with of course alcohol being involved. Shanks had his love sitting on his lap, him being the clingy partner that he is. Wanted them close to him, as the two drank on the rum. And ate on the food that was served.
They had managed to buy fireworks for this occasion, as his love wanted fireworks. And him being the amazing lover that he is. Made sure that happened. The one keeping up with the time was Lucky Roux, he let everyone know it was almost time for it.
The time went by fast as the fireworks now went off, shooting up into the sky with different, beautiful but vibrant colors, he pulled them close to him, to get their attention. They looked at him.
âHappy New Year Love, to many more with you.â
He pulled them into a New Years Kiss.
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The Heart Pirates were celebrating new years on the Polar Tang, with food and snacks, and drinks to choose from, it was just a small celebration amongst the crew. Law and his lover were hanging out on the deck, just them wanting to spend alone time together. He had a watch on his wrist so he could tell when it's midnight.
He wanted to do something special for them as soon as midnight hit, he was listened to them rant about the memories good, bad,and silly that they made this year, and hoping to make the same memories with him during the new year.
He looked at his watch, noticing it was now midnight. He looked over at them, touching their face gently, causing them to look at him, he leaned in close to them.
âHappy New Year Doll.â
He whispered softly, bringing them into a New Years Kiss.
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The two were strolling down the busy street hand in hand, they wanted to come to the New Years Festival with him, and how could he say no to his lover. The two were sharing a candied apple. Looking at all the stalls open, the smells of different foods wafting in the air.
When it was almost time for the fireworks to go off, the two went to the outskirts of the town, and sat down on a small hill, where they are still able to see the fireworks go off. They were joking around, and talking to pass the time.
Soon the fireworks went off as they heard cheers from the festival below, the two looked at each other, this was his chance, he put one of his hands softly on their cheek rubbing it softly.
âHappy New Year My Flame!â
He cheerfully said, as he gave them a kiss, a New Years Kiss.
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I Always Got You, Got That?
Characters: E42!Miles Morales x Fem!reader
Genre: Fluff
Summary: Going on an impromptu bookstore shopping run. (Requested) Thanks for the request sweets đ¤
Warning: none :)
While sipping your coffee, you continued to walk throughout the mall when you spotted the bookstore. It was practically calling your name but you didnât have enough money and you already took too much from Miles.
You werenât exactly sure about what his job actually is, but he made a lot of money from doing that. So realistically he wouldnât have a problem with you asking but you didnât wanna seem like some gold-digger. Your mama raised you better than that.
âYou wanna go in there?â Miles asked you. He caught you eyeing the place but was confused as to why you didnât go in.
âOh, no. We donât have to go on and itâs probably boring for you,â you answer and turn back around.
âNah, nah.â He takes your hand and starts pulling you into the store. âIf you wanna go in, then go in. And don't worry about the price, you know I always got you.â
âBut you already spent a lot on me,â you argue. And he has. Last week, he took you on a date to a fancy restaurant and the week before that a concert to see your favorite artist. Both of those were extremely expensive and you felt guilty about it when you searched up the prices.
âBecause as my girlfriend, you deserve to be spoiled. Itâs how I show my love.â He gives you a playful pout and comes closer to you, âAre you gonna stop me from showing you how much I love you?â
âOf course not,â you're quick to say.
He gives you a smirk, âGood.â He drags you into the store, âNow shop to your heartâs desire, okay?â
You nod and go deeper into the store. You pick up some books that caught your eye and put them back because they didnât interest you as much as the others. You werenât that greedy.
Little did you know Miles was behind you and picking the books back up to buy them. He watched as you went around the store, going into different sections; YA, Fantasy, Sci-Fi, Romance, etc.
Miles loved seeing you smile as your fingers glided on the book spines, he loved the way your eyes lit up as they read the summary of the book. He loved how you talked so passionately about the books youâve read and are planning to read. The ones you loved with all of your heart and the ones you hate with every fiber of your being.
You turned around to see Miles carrying a stack of books that pales in comparison to the ones you have in your hand. When you looked closer, it was every book that you liked but put back.
âMilesâŚâ you narrow your eyes at him and walk back to meet up with him. âWhy are you picking up these books? I didnât take you for a fan of romance.â
â1, donât put me into a box and 2, you canât carry all these books so Iâm carrying them for you. Thatâs why you put them back because they were getting heavy,â he explains and lies without any shame knowing damn well thatâs not the reason.
âNow Miles.â You say and stare up at the ceiling to combat the incoming headache. He doesnât have to keep spending all this money on you.
âHey.â Miles called out to you and lifted your head by your chin to meet his eyes. âListen I told you this before and I will tell this until you get it through that pretty little head of yours, hermosa. My money is yours, okay. You need something you got, you want something you got. Iâve always got you, got that?â
He was being so intense about this which was unusual for him since heâs probably the most nonchalant guy you knew. You suspected there was more to this issue, but you decided not to push it. With being a nonchalant, Miles is also not the most emotionally vulnerable person in the world.
You give him a smile, âOkay then, donât come crying when I drain your bank account.â You turn to continue shopping, being more liberal in your choosing. And where do you put all the books you pick up? Right in Milesâ hand.
He chuckles at your response and carries the mounting books with ease, âTrust, you wonât hear a peep outta me.â
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3.1k | 18+ MDNI | fwb!Joel Miller x f!reader | pt. 1
When he gives you this look, you know you're fucked - literally.
Warnings: no outbreak au, implied age gap, alcohol, smut: piv sex, rough oral m and f receiving, rimming, choking, D/s dynamic, creampie, pet names, degradation/praise
Summary: Joel and you have a fun dynamic going. You provoke him, he punishes you - you both get off. When you meet him after youâve fucked someone else, he decides to show you who you belong to. Itâs all fun and games, right?
A/N: Please read the warnings before you continue! You're about to read unadulterated filth. We're headed straight for Whorevilleâ˘ď¸ and there's no getting off early (wink wink).
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âYou look hot,â you purr into Joelâs ear, âexpecting someone special?â He chuckles and turns to look at you.
âI actually was,â he smirks, âbut she was too busy flirting with some random guy over there, so now Iâm just entertaining myself with a drink.â
He taps the glass and studies your face. You look especially stunning tonight, your skin is glowing and your smile is illuminating the dimly lit bar.
âI wouldnât exactly call it flirting,â you coo, playing with the straw of your cocktail. Joel raises an eyebrow in amusement.
âIs that right? What else would you call it, darlinâ?â
âTrying to explain to him why I left him alone in bed a few days ago and never returned his calls,â you answer while maintaining eye contact.
âHmm, and why did you?â Joel asks, taking another sip of his drink.
You scoff and shake your head. âNone of your business, Miller.â He gives you a knowing smile and nods.Â
âItâs a shame though,â his deep sultry voice makes you shiver, âI know how nice it is to wake up next to you.â He puts his hand on your knee, causing your skin to heat up and a familiar ache to grow between your legs.Â
âYouâve only ever done it once because I was too drunk to go home, so how would you know, hm?â you purr, leaning in to be closer to him.
âSo feisty today,â he starts caressing your thigh gently, brushing the hem of your mini dress, âIâm assuming youâre frustrated because you havenât been fucked right?â
You chuckle and down the rest of your drink. âI dunno, Joel. What would you call not being able to walk for the past three days because he fucked me for hours on end? Iâm sure you could still see bite marks on my thighs if you looked closely,â you smirk and open your legs for him to see youâre not wearing any panties.Â
Joelâs grip on your thigh tightens, his eyes completely black now. âYou wanna act like a whore, baby?â he growls and grips your hip with his other hand, âYou know I got no problem treating you like one.â
He starts kissing your neck with his warm wet lips, mumbling into your skin how heâs going to enjoy putting you in your place. Youâre legs are trembling and youâre moaning softly into his ear.Â
He loves seeing you like this - squirming under his touch, pupils blown, a satisfied smile playing on your lips. All because of him.
âGet up,â he orders, âweâre going.â
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âLast chance, darlin',â Joel growls, âI ain't gonna be gentle, so get the fuck out now if you can't take it.â Oh, now he did it. He's playing you like a fiddle and you both know it.
âDo your worst, old man,â you bite back, raising an eyebrow at him.Â
âYouâre gonna regret that, sweetheart.â He glowers at you, the darkness in his eyes setting all of your nerves on fire.Â
He closes the distance between you two in a few strides and towers over you menacingly. You can feel the heat radiating off his body and smell the irresistible scent that is so uniquely him. The ache between your legs is becoming unbearable.Â
Joel leans in, his left hand pulling you close by your waist, his right hand grabbing the back of your neck, forcing you to meet his gaze.Â
âIâm gonna fuck you so hard you forget you ever even met that asshole. You understand?â âYes, sir,â you nod, wetness seeping out of your pussy. You fucking love it when he gets like this.Â
Joelâs eyes carefully search yours and when heâs satisfied with what he finds, he immediately pulls you close to capture your mouth in a hungry kiss. Heâs greedily sucking and biting at your lips, tangling one hand in your hair and squeezing your ass with the other, wanting to devour you - make you his.Â
Youâre just as eager to give him what he wants, completely pliant under his touch, moaning into his mouth and rubbing yourself on his thigh.Â
âFuck,â Joel pants, breaking the kiss and tracing your swollen bottom lip with his thumb.Â
He looks into your glazed over eyes, mesmerized by the fact that such a stunning creature is submitting to him so willingly. He palms himself over his pants, his cock painfully hard and in desperate need of relief. Â
âOn your knees, baby. Hands on your thighs,â he commands, his gaze never leaving yours while you lower yourself on the floor. âGood girl,â he praises, unzipping his pants and pulling them down together with his boxer briefs just enough to free his heavy cock and balls.Â
You gasp at the sight, never really getting used to his sheer size, despite having taken him before. You bite your lip and press your thighs together to relieve at least some of the burning ache in your core.
âGod, youâre beautiful when youâre desperate for my cock,â Joel murmurs, tilting your chin up and pressing down on your tongue with his thumb, âmy beautiful girl. Now, youâre gonna take what I give you, darlinâ. Iâm not gonna stop, so donât even try your whining. The only thing I wanna hear is you gagging on my cock, got it?âÂ
âYes, sir.âÂ
âGood.â
Joel positions himself in front of your mouth and taps your lips with the tip of his cock. âOpen up, baby, stick your tongue out.â You do just that and Joel hums approvingly.Â
Holding the base with his right hand, he slides his cock into your warm wet mouth in one single thrust until heâs hitting the back of your throat. âFuuuck, thatâs it, baby,â Joel groans, âIâve missed your perfect mouth so much.âÂ
You gag and sputter, trying to move your head to relax your throat for a second, but Joel is faster than you, gripping the back of your head with both of his hands, effectively holding you in place.Â
âNuh-uh, princess,â he tuts mockingly, âwhere do you think youâre going, huh?â Your eyes are watering and you feel like youâre choking, but Joel just smirks at you. âEyes on me, sweetheart. I want you to look at me while Iâm fucking your pretty face,â and with that he sets a punishing pace, bucking his hips into your mouth over and over again.Â
You're gorgeous - on your knees, reduced to a crying, drooling mess over his cock. Joel's clenching his teeth, every muscle in his body strained while forcing you to take his length.Â
âYouâre doing so well, baby. So perfect for me,â he groans, sending shivers down your spine. Your clit is throbbing and you can feel yourself growing wetter with every second.
When one of Joelâs thrusts hits particularly deep, you instinctively brace your hands against his thighs, trying to push him away. He just laughs at you, tightening his grip on your neck.Â
âPoor baby,â he scoffs, ânot used to my big cock anymore? Why fuck that loser if he doesnât even do it right, hm?â Your cheeks are burning and you shove at his legs again. âKeep doing that,â Joel chuckles, âyou look so cute when you try to fight me.âÂ
He thrusts his hips a few more times before pulling out with a strangled groan and releasing your head. âDonât wanna come yet,â he mumbles. Youâre immediately gasping for air, chest heaving, tears still spilling down from your now closed eyes. Joel scoops up the thick string of saliva that connects his cock with your lips and spreads it on your cheeks. His soft touch doesnât match the filthy action.
He crouches down so heâs on your level and tilts your head up gently. âHey, look at me,â he scans your face, âyou okay?â Your eyes meet his concerned gaze. âYeah, yeah. Just needed a second to breathe,â you reassure him.
He looks at you intently for a moment longer before getting up and motioning to the bed. âTake your clothes and shoes off and lie on your back.âÂ
You get up and pull your dress over your head, take off your heels and sway your hips on your way to Joelâs bed. It smells like him and you hate that you canât stay and fall asleep here. Pull him close at night, savor his warmth, marvel at his precious sleepy face in the morning.Â
As soon as youâre lying in the middle of the bed, your head propped up on Joelâs pillows, he walks towards you. âSpread your pretty legs for me, darlinâ. I wanna see how wet you got choking on my cock.âÂ
You slowly open your legs while keeping eye contact. Joel sucks in a sharp breath at the sight of your puffy and glistening cunt. He unbuttons his shirt hastily, letting it fall to the floor. âTouch your clit, baby,â he pants, unlacing his shoes and keeping his eyes on you.Â
You obey and start circling your neglected bundle of nerves with two fingers. A desperate moan escapes your lips as youâre finally able to get some relief. Joel takes off his shoes and pants, staring at you for a second before climbing on the bed and stopping between your legs. Â
âFuck, baby, youâre so beautiful.â He slowly traces your legs with his fingertips, enjoying how you writhe under his touch. When he stops just at the apex of your thighs, you whine desperately, only for him to do it again.
âPlease touch me, Joel, please,â you whimper, unable to keep your composure anymore. He sits back on his heels and keeps caressing your thighs while youâre continuously drawing circles on your clit.Â
âDâyou fuck him raw?â he asks, grabbing your wrist to halt your movement.
You gaze into his dark eyes and shake your head, âNo.â He nods and starts peppering your thighs with kisses, gripping your hips with his calloused hands.
âGood,â he murmurs, nipping and biting at your soft skin, ââcause Iâm not wearing a goddamn condom with you. Gonna pump you so full of my cum youâll be leaking me until I fill you up again.â You whimper at the prospect of feeling Joelâs warm cum deep inside you again and try to shift your hips, so heâll finally touch you where you most need him.
âMmm, yeah baby, I like the thought of that, too,â he smirks, his face now hovering right above your wet cunt, âbut I really wanna taste you first.â He starts by spreading your lips with his hands, opening you up for him to look at you fully exposed.
âFuck me, sweetheart,â he groans, âyou have the cutest little pussy Iâve ever seen.â He draws the hood of your clit back with his right thumb, keeping your lips spread with his left middle and index finger. You mewl at the sensation, spurring him on to finally latch his lips onto your yearning clit, sucking eagerly before licking a broad stripe from your asshole up to your wet slit.Â
âOh fuuuck!â you cry out, clawing at the sheets when he repeats the motion with his tongue, now also circling your clit with his thumb. âMmm, you taste divine, darlinâ.â He slides two fingers inside your warm cunt, pumping them in and out of you steadily. The squelching sounds from your pussy mixed with the sound of your breathy moans are making Joel dizzy.Â
Right when he feels your walls starting to clamp down around his fingers, he stops his movements. âTurn around for me, baby. Ass up face down,â he orders, sitting back on his heels to watch you get into position.Â
âGood girl,â he purrs, âbeing so good for me, doing everything I sayâ. He caresses your ass cheeks and the backs of your thighs before dragging his nose through your wet folds, inhaling your intoxicating scent. Your whole body shivers at the sensation.
Joel starts sucking on your clit again while fucking you with two of his thick fingers. You clench around him, the way heâs rhythmically pumping his fingers in and out of you almost enough to send you over the edge right then.Â
âFuck, baby, so sensitive today,â Joel teases, licking from your clit up to your asshole. He starts lapping at the tight ring eagerly, reducing you to a whimpering, trembling mess when he dips his tongue inside of you repeatedly. âMmm, I love the pretty little sounds you make for me,â he groans, wiping his mouth and chin with his forearm.
He spreads your cheeks and looks at your exposed holes in awe. You look absolutely delicious and Joel wants nothing more than to bury himself as deep inside you as possible. He laps your juices up thirstily, the vibrations from his moans sending shockwaves through your whole body. His throbbing cock is leaking precum, screaming for attention. Â
âI need to fuck you, babyâ Joel hisses, manhandling you onto your back. Heâs on you in an instant, kissing you hungrily, his hand tangling in your hair. You squirm underneath him, tilting your pelvis to gain some friction. âPlease, Joel, please fuck me.â
He keeps his eyes locked on yours as he finally aligns his tip with your core and pushes his cock into your wet hole in one quick thrust.
You gasp at the intense sensation of him splitting you open, not allowing you any time to adjust to his size. âOh fuck, baby, your cunt is gripping me so hard I can barely move,â Joel moans breathlessly, rolling his hips to pump his cock inside of you again and again.Â
His pelvis puts delicious pressure on your swollen clit and you start to push against his thrusts to chase your high. Joel grabs your legs and puts them over his shoulders, kissing and biting your calves until you scream. The new angle allows him to hit a spot deep inside you that has you quivering and shaking, bringing you closer to your orgasm with each powerful thrust of his hips.Â
âOh fuck, Joel, you feel so fucking good,â you moan, throwing your head back and curling your toes. He grins, reaching around your legs to grab your soft tits with his hands. He massages them roughly, tweaking your nipples until you cry out in pain. âYouâre so perfect for me,â Joel pants, mesmerized by the way your body moves under him, âmy perfect little slut.â
Your cunt involuntarily clenches around him and you canât hold back the needy moan that escapes your lips.
âOh, the princess likes that, huhâ Joel teases, âlikes when I call her my little slut?â You furrow your brow and nod at him. âMmm I like it, too,â he groans while continuing to snap his hips at an unrelenting pace, âalways want you to be my slut. Mine.â
You can feel your orgasm approaching fast, the combination of Joelâs cock and possessiveness hitting all the right spots in your cunt and mind.Â
âFuck, baby, your pussyâs choking the fuck outta me,â he chortles, burying his face in the crook of your neck, sucking and biting at the delicate skin. You cry out from the overwhelming mix of sensations and Joel answers you by putting his hand around your neck, expertly shutting you up without cutting off your air supply.Â
âStop being a brat if you canât take the consequences, baby,â Joel murmurs, his face hovering above yours, an amused smile playing on his lips. You glare at him, but he quickly disarms you by leaning down and kissing you passionately. You wrap your legs around his waist and dig your nails into his back. Your skin is on fire and you have zero control left over your body. Itâs all his.
He puts your left leg over his shoulder again, splitting you open even more. The volume of your desperate moans increases as Joel keeps fucking your pussy with abandon.
âFuck, that the spot baby?â he pants. âYeah,â you whimper, âplease donât stop.â âLook at me,â he grabs the side of your neck and rubs your cheek with his thumb, âtell me your mine.â He looks at you with wild eyes, sweat glistening on his skin.Â
âYes, Joel, fuck I- Iâm yours. Fuck, keep going,â you whine, the tension in your core so close to snapping. âI got you, baby. Let go for me, I wanna feel you,â Joel encourages you, chasing his own high deep inside you.Â
âOooh, Joel, Iâm gonna come,â you sob as your walls spasm and contract around his cock, shockwaves of pleasure gripping your whole body and blurring your vision. Youâre convulsing in ecstasy, not knowing where your body ends and Joelâs begins.
In this moment right now, youâre one. Â
âF-Fuck!â Joel comes so hard his final thrust pushes your body up the bed. He spills himself deep inside you, your pulsing pussy milking every last drop of his cum. He collapses onto you with a strangled groan, panting heavily.Â
âFuck, darlinâ, you tryna kill me or something?â You giggle and start drawing shapes on his back with your fingers. Joel kisses your neck and hums contentedly, making sure his cock stays buried inside of you for as long as possible.
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âAre you gonna be good from now on, hm?â He nudges your cheek with his nose. You turn to face him and look into his eyes.Â
âNo, sir.âÂ
He chuckles and tucks a loose strand of hair behind your ear. âGood girl.â
You press a soft kiss on his lips before turning around and getting up. You put your dress and heels back on and walk over to the bathroom.Â
âYou donât need to leave, you know,â you hear Joel say from behind you. You sigh and flick the light on.Â
âI canât stay, Joel.â You look into the bathroom mirror and quickly comb through your hair with your fingers. Your makeup is smudged, but itâs dark out so you donât care.Â
âWe could order from that Indian place you like and watch Heat again. Besides, itâs getting late,â he murmurs, looking at you with his big puppy eyes.Â
You smile at him, but donât answer. He nods and gets up from the bed to lead you to the front door.Â
âOkay, sweetheart. But text me when you get home, alright?âÂ
âI will.âÂ
He presses a gentle kiss to your forehead.Â
âSee you around, darlinâ.â
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Can u do a short ff where y/n came from the gym and sheâs looking hot as ever. And heeseung is home while he talks to his gamer friends . And when he sees y/n heâs flabbergasted.
Can I? HmmâŚI can tryđđ¤ (you probably didn't read this b4 you asked. no worries tho...i was itching to start writing for EN- again anyway)
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đpairing: Heeseung!fwb x Reader!fm | đwc: 1.3k | đsummary: Do I really need to explain this??? basically, you came home after working out, and Heeseung couldn't keep his eyes off your sexy, sweaty body. |đcw: đMDNI!! unprotected sex, cumshots, fingering, clit stimulation, sexual jokes, pet names [daddy, good girl, baby]=heeseung coded Enjoy :)
"Dammit," you swore as your phone fell out of your pocket. You slid your headphones down to wrap around your neck as you kneeled down to pick up your phone.
"Hey," Jake said as you flipped your phone around, checking for any scratches or cracks. "How was the gym?"
"Ehh nothing too special," you shrugged before lugging your bag over your shoulder. "There was this one guy who kept flirting with me. He even tried giving me his number," you laughed under your breath.
"A guy? Flirting with you? What else did this guy do?" Heeseung spat. It seemed like hearing that pissed him off a bit as his eyebrows furrowed slightly.
"It really wasn't all that. I don't know why you're getting upset anyway. We're just friends. It's not like you're my boyfriend or anything," You said before taking a sip from your water bottle. It was the kind you can use your teeth to yank open, though that may not be the intended way of doing it.
"How'd you know she went to the gym?" Heeseung asked, looking at the other guys as he took his dark eyes off you.
"Uhh...well if I was an asshole--which I'm not--I would say that anyone with a fucking brain could tell by what she went to the gym just by looking at her," Jay said sarcastically as you stood by the door wearing compression tights and a cropped hoodie that covered your sports bra.
"Yeah, that and she told us before she left an hour ago," Sunghoon added.
"Oh," Heeseung said as he went back to staring at you.
You flashed him a puzzled look as he licked his lips before biting on the lower one as he scanned your body up and down. You couldn't believe the bipolar attitude this boy had at times.
"Yo dude! What the fuck was that?" Jay laughed as he saw the way Heeseung was practically drolling over you. "Don't tell me that she's turning you on that easily," Jay continued as he shook Hee's shoulder. "She's literally like a sister to us."
"More like a step-sister," Sunghoon chuckled. "You can see it all over his face. He wants to fuck her just as badly as that guy at the gym," He smirked before turning to look at you himself. He could see how Heeseung could like the way you looked with your hair stuck to the sides of your face from the sweat. Especially when you took off your hoodie, revealing your breasts that were also decorated with sweat that dripped from your collarbone.
"What?" Heeseung shook his head. The thoughts in his mind caused him to go completely blank.
"Woah! Even his little buddy thinks so," Jake threw his head back laughing. Heeseung looked down to see his hard-on bulging in his sweats, before looking over at you.
"Dude you're freaking her out," Jake continued as he looked over to see your flushed face.
"Uhhh...I'm just gonna go," you said awkwardly as you walked to your room.
"Hey, if I were you I'd just be honest and tell everyone how bad I wanna fuck her," Sunghoon smirked.
"Fuck off, man," Heeseung spat as he left the room following behind you.
"What do you want?" You said as you rummaged through your drawers looking for an outfit to put on after your shower.
âI think you already know,â Heeseung said as he closed the door behind him. The thought of your sweaty body bouncing on his cock was enough to get him started.
âRight now? Youâre jokingâŚâ you said as you placed the stack of clothes on your bed. You were in no mood to engage in some sexual activity with him right now for two reasons. One, it's literally the middle of the fucking day, and two, the guys are still awake sitting in the living room down the hall.
âHow do you expect me to react after seeing your hot sexy body covered in sweat?â he said cocking his head to the side as if you could read the horny thoughts running through his mind.
âUmm, disgusted. Like a normal person,â you folded your arms. You were indirectly trying to hint to him that this wasn't a good time, but by the look on his face you could tell that wasn't working.
âHmm, well that would probably be the case if we didnât have our little side thing.â
âOkay, youâre either desperate or stupid if you think weâre gonna have sex right now.â
âWhat if Iâm both?â Heeseung said before reaching down to grip his dick through his pants. âIâm aching for you and I know how bad you want me. You just hate to admit that Iâm right,â he continued as he walked up to you, placing a delicate yet sensual kiss on your cheek while holding your chin.
âYouâre sick,â you spat ripping away from his grip. âAnd when youâre horny, youâre a fucking dog,â you said picking up your clothes before walking to the door.
âAh ah ah~â Heeseung said as he held the door shut with his hand. âYou know I always get what I want,â he smiled before kissing your neck.
âI said, not right nââ you were cut off by Heeseung gripping your ass. His fingers reached through your thighs to your pussy. You perked your ass up to give him a better shot as he rubbed against your pussy through the tight fabric.
âWhat was that you were saying,â Heeseung smiled before sucking on your neck, biting a bit of your skin hard enough to cause you to let out a small moan.
âWhat if they hear us?â
âWho cares?â Heeseung said as he pressed his dick against your ass.
âHeeseung,â you sighed.
âRelax, just stay quiet and we should be okay,â he pulled down your tights, exposing your ass to him.
You covered your mouth with your hands as Heeseung glided his dick between your folds before pushing himself in.
âMmph!â You gasped. Heeseung let out a soft chuckle from behind you as he began pounding into your slimy hole.
He gripped your waist with one of his hands while the other he used to stimulate your clit. You braced yourself against the door that slightly knocked from your movements.
âH-Heeseung! A-ah,â you moaned as your walls clenched around his throbbing cock.
âThatâs it baby. Take all of Daddyâs dick like a good girl,â he said pumping into you so hard that you were on your toes at this point.
Just as you reached your climax, Heeseung pulled his dick out of you. âWhat?â You said turning around to see his dick still twitching.
âGet on your hands and knees,â he commanded. âAnd turn around,â he continued as you dropped down into doggy position.
He didnât waste time to slam his dick into you, fucking you hard and fast as his thighs slapped against your ass.
âAh!â You moaned a little too loud.
Heeseung pulled you back, shoving two fingers into your mouth as he kept fucking you. Before you came he shot his cum on your back before getting up to leave the room.
âWait. Where are you going?â You asked as you pulled your tights back up.
âIâm finished,â he shrugged. âYou can go take your shower now. Iâm done being a pervert,â he winked before walking down the hall.
âWh-heeseung?!â You shouted. "Ugh," you huffed, picking up your clothes before walking to the shower.
"What was that all about?" Jay asked as Heeseung plopped down on the sofa next to him.
"Nothing," he smirked. "She's just being dramatic as usual."
"Mhm. Sure," Sunghoon smirked before sitting back.
"Soooo, can we get back to the game now?" Jake asked.
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the clash | iii. black planet
hobie brown x goth!reader
word count: 2.5k
genre: enemies to lovers
warnings: language, insults, hobie hating you, you hating hobie, needles mentioned, slight injury from said needle
a/n: is this one long? yes. do i care? no because it was fun to write. it was 3 am when i finished this and make this a draft, so you know i had fun with this chapter. also, iâm about to go into work, so i will probably not be here but i wanted to post it beforehand so i can just worry about working on chapter iv later. and just wanna say iâm grateful to everyone who is reading and interacting with the posts! this has been such a warm welcome back into writing for the marvel universe and i appreciate each and every one of you :)đ¤ also i have a question, feel free to answer in the comments or pm me, do i go all the way in the angst for this, or only some angst?
now reading: iii. black planet
previous chapter: ii. time bomb
next chapter: iv. london calling
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You open a portal to your world, and dramatically motion everyone inside. Gwen, Miles, and Pavitr step into it, and you glance at Hobie. âAre you actually coming, then?â
âWouldnât miss it for the world,â he says sarcastically, stepping into the portal. You enter last, walking until youâre in the familiar darkness of your apartment. âWelcome to my home,â you say, going to your kitchen to get a glass of water. As youâre pouring, you hear one of your guests speak up. âIs that⌠a real skullâŚ?â Pavitr asks, pointing to a human skull above your fireplace mantle. âSure is. Sheâs my aunt,â you say, taking a sip of water. They all look at you with a look that reads âis it⌠that aunt?â
You nod.
It isnât brought up again.
Hobie sees a vinyl player and immediately walks over to it. He observes the multiple albums and singles and then comes across vinyls that donât look like they belong to any band in particular. âYou press your own vinyl?â
âObviously. Thereâs just something better about vinyl than listening to it on my phone, so I press my own playlists,â you say, and Hobie glances up at you. âIt sounds more real. Scratches and all, makes it feel authentic,â he says, placing a record on your player and placing the needle on it surprisingly gently. You raise your eyebrow at him. âOf course he would get the record thing,â you think to yourself, âhe is a guitarist after all.â
âI totally agree,â Gwen says, and you nod. Musician things. Ambient sounds accompanied by faint guitar riffs fill the room. You nod in approval. This is one of your favorite songs. Gwen smiles. âYour place is so fucking cool, (Y/n),â she says, walking over to the crystal ball and various tarot decks you have set up on your kitchen table. âThanks, I take pride in it,â you say and Hobie makes a noise. âCould be better. Tell me, do you consider any color? Ever? Like what the fuck kind of plants are these that theyâre all black?â
âTheyâre called Raven ZZ plants, and actually, theyâre a bright green when new leaves sprout, but no. Color is not for me. The only reason I have the tiniest bit of pastel pink on my spider suit is because I need to continue to throw people off my scent.â
âHow dâyou reckon a tiny splash aâ color will do that?â
âThere are various different types of goth. If I only used my own style, it would make the likelihood of me being me much higher than I would like,â you explain, and Miles looks around. âSo⌠this place haunted?â he asks and you grin. âYes.â
âGhosts arenât fuckinâ real.â Hobie scoffs, and he has to bite back a laugh at how quickly you turn your head to him. He actually does believe in ghosts, just a tiny bit, but doing anything to piss you off has become his new motto. Even if he has to lie.
âShut the fuck up or Iâll make one of them possess you,â you say icily, and a cold breeze rolls through the room and blows out some of the candles. Pavitr shrieks and jumps into Milesâ arms. Gwen mutters something about that being âso cool.â Hobie looks virtually unimpressed and you two glare at each other until you all get an all too familiar feeling of danger. You all turn your head toward your balcony, and you see an explosion in the distance. âFuck,â you mumble, jumping into action immediately. You pull your mask on, and jump without a second thought. Itâs a new thing when you glance over and see Hobie right by you. âWas that a bomb? Who could that be?â Miles asks and you sigh. âProbably the Green Goblin,â you say, and Hobie opens his mouth to say another sarcastic remark but is cut off when he gets to observe what your swinging is like.
You literally move like the wind. Itâs fluid and smooth in nature, and he pays special attention to how you barely make noise when you land on a building to run. Itâs actually impressive, and it makes him lose whatever rude comment he thought of. Itâs the complete opposite of how he is. Erratic and loud. He doesnât know whether to respect it or make fun of you for it later. Probably the latter. âHey (Y/n)? Is the sky normally this dark? I thought it was like 6pm,â Pavitr asks as you all swing and you nod. âThe sun is only out for like 2-3 hours a day here,â you respond. âDamn a little sunlight never killed anybody,â Miles says, and you shrug. âHonestly, here it might.â
âIs that why youâre so moody and negative? Only light you get is from the moon?â Hobie asks and you roll your eyes. âActually, I was born that way. My style of living has nothing to do with my moodiness and realistic outlook,â you shoot back, emphasizing the point of realistic and not negative. He just shakes his head.
You all arrive at the location the explosive went off, and you notice there are still people inside the parking garage that was hit. âWeâre on it!â Gwen says, motioning for Pavitr and Miles to follow her. The three of them take off in an instant, and you keep your eyes peeled and ears open to hear the wings of the Green Goblinâs glider. Hobie hangs back, not saying anything for once in his life. Until he gets an uneasy feeling. âSomethingâs close.â
âI know, idiot, I have the sense too.â
âI was just sayiââ
Heâs cut off by a tiny bag of⌠powder⌠being thrown between the two of you. You both leap out of the way immediately before it explodes. âFound you!â Hobie hears a maniacal laugh, âOhhhh and you brought a friend!â The Green Goblin of your universe giggles, and he realizes that the glider sheâs on is a giant taxidermy bat accessorized with mechanical elements making it able to fly again. âNot their friend,â he yells at the Goblin before addressing you, âWhat the actual fuck is âat?â Hobie yells and you sigh. âThatâs the Green Goblin of my universe, sheâs a fucking lunatic who wants to turn me into a taxidermy sculpture and sell me at an art auction.â
âShe an Osborn?â
âYes, Harriet Osborn,â you say, dodging another⌠bomb? Hobie honestly doesnât know what the fuck is happening. âWell, Iâve killed one Osborn already, whatâs another,â he says, and you make a gasping noise. âOh no⌠donât tell meâŚâ
âWe canât kill Harriet!â
âWhy the fuck not?! Sheâs tryna kill you!â
âBecause of personal reasons! Youâre not about to come into my world, and kill my villains, asshole!â you scream, and he groans. âFuckinâ fine. Whatever, we take her down, we donât kill her,â he says, and you nod. âI take her down. Like I have countless times before.â
âUh uh uh, Iâm here for a reason, we take her down.â
âGods, fine. Whatever,â you huff and the both of you dodge another explosive. You point to Miles, Gwen, and Pavitr who are motioning to you that they got everyone out of the garage. Without speaking, the two of you develop a plan. You immediately web into the garage, going down to the bottom floor. Of course, your Goblin follows you, completely disregarding Hobie even being there. He follows behind. Itâs dark in here, all the lighting has gone out inside and the black sky outside makes it difficult to see. You use the stealth he observed earlier to your advantage. Even he has trouble picking out where you are, and he has super senses. He makes his way to a pillar that supports the garage as quietly as he can, which, luckily, is quiet enough that he goes unnoticed. âCome out, come out, wherever you are,â he hears in a sing-songy voice.
He carefully picks up a rock and glances around the garage. Heâs behind a pillar that will help bring the whole thing down, he just needs to deduce which of the other pillars will assist in that. Lucky for him, youâre there too. He hears a noise behind one of the pillars, and sure enough, an explosion soon follows. He quickly realizes where the other weak points are and throws a rock at one of the others. Boom. Explosion. And then one more. He glances to his left to see you right next to him. You both nod at each other, and he hits a power chord. You roll your eyes. âA little flashy, donât you think,â you say as the two of you leap out of the way and thereâs one more explosion. âNot flashy enough, love,â he responds as the garage starts to shake.
The two of you expertly navigate the falling rocks as you make your way out of the collapsing building. Right when you get out, your eyes widen, and you twist your body so the glider doesnât impale you. You land on top, and the Goblin turns around. Half of her mask is broken and sheâs bleeding from being hit by one of the rocks. You can tell the glider was hit, too, because it seems to be stalling every now and again. It does get you farther away from your spider-companions, but they start webbing after you. âFound you,â she says. âNo shit, Harriet. It only took you demolishing ONE building to do it this time, feels like a new personal record for you,â you respond, and she throws a punch at you. You dodge, and then see her pull out an unnecessarily large taxidermy needle. âAh, shit,â you mumble as she starts wielding it like a dagger. Youâre able to dodge most of her attacks, but the last one grazes your side. You hiss and realize she put another attempt of a knockout serum on it as well. Great. She laughs.
âStupid spider! I didnât need to stab you; I just needed a little graze! See, I put a special kind of toxin on my needle, and now itââ She gets knocked out by a single punch to the face. âYou talk way too damn much, girl,â you mumble, webbing her to the side of a building as she falls off her glider. Oh shit. The glider. You leap off, despite the pain in your side and the woozy feeling thatâs starting to show up and web the glider. You then go water skiing without the water. Or the skiis. And on the road. Oops.
You do your best to control the glider, swerving between cars and making sure it doesnât run into any of the skyscrapers in downtown Night of Yore City. Thatâs when you realize itâs about to run straight into a building. You narrow your eyes. Itâs time to do your Spider thing. You yank back on the glider, causing it to stall. You leap up onto the side of a building, detaching three webs onto it and leaping to the other one. You repeat until a full spiderweb is formed, blocking the gliderâs way to the building, and repeat so itâs underneath the glider as well. You quickly web up the giant claws of the taxidermy bat, ensuring they canât cut through your webs, and wrap the glider up, swinging around it in a circle. You attach the end of the web to the big spider web you just made and watch it slow down even more. It goes into the web in front of the building, and slightly indents into it, but thatâs the further it gets.
You crouch on a lamppost, watching to make sure nothing bad happens. When youâre positive everythingâs fine, you stand. A few citizens yell some thanks youâs, more glare at you because you just ruined their day, and some just ignore you completely. You look up and see the four other Spider-People chilling on the side of a building. You quickly join them. âNever seen someone make a web that fast and efficiently,â Gwen says, motioning to the web you wove. You shrug. âThank you.â
âUnfortunate a buildinâ had to come down in the process,â Hobie says, not giving you a break or any type of praise. You roll your eyes. âLetâs not forget you were part of the reason the building came down.â
âI could have done it without the destruction.â
âLike you would have.â
âI wouldnât have, but I could have. Obviously, you couldnât,â he says, and you flip him off as you all begin webbing back to your apartment. Once you get there, you assess the damage the needle did to you. Some weird green toxin was in the cut, and you sigh. âWait, (Y/n), that looks kind of serious,â Gwen says, noting the discoloration of the toxin compared to your skin. You shake your head. âNo, itâs fine. She keeps trying to make a knock-out serum to use on me. None of them are strong enough,â you affirm, the slight wooziness you had felt earlier is completely gone. Now you just need to wash and dress this, and it should be healed by morning. âOr maybe sheâs just a shit chemist.â
âThank you, Hobie, for your doubt that Iâm a capable Spider-Person,â you say, and he nods at you. âAlways.â
You get out your first aid kit and clean your wound up. It stings, and you wince, and the others know that feeling all too well. âRight, well now that weâve seen this gloomy, depressinâ, dark ass world, why donât we go see an actual fun world, eh?â Hobie says, starting to press some buttons on his watch. âGo to your world? What so I can be blown away with too loud amps and catch on fire because some dumbass thinks they can make a flamethrower with some sort of cleaning spray and a lighter? No thanks,â you mumble, and he rolls his eyes. âNot like I want you there anyways, love,â he says. You hate this new nickname heâs picked for you. Itâs not endearing, itâs annoying. And he knows that it bothers you. You angrily put your first aid kit down and glare at him. âFine. But hold on one second.â
You scale your wall and reach into an impossibly high cupboard, pulling out some cat food. Suddenly, the four spiders see two bright green eyes in the darkness of what appears to be your bedroom. You fill up a bowl, and your black cat saunters over to you. You pet his head, giving him a few scritches between the ears, his favorite spot. Hobieâs grateful youâre preoccupied with your cat because he does not need you to see the expression on his face. He loves cats. Especially black cats, theyâre a perfect symbol of rebellion. Maybe heâll come back here one day but only for your cat. ONLY.
âAlright, now that youâve fed the cat, can we please leave? I can feel my soul beinâ sucked out of my body the longer I stand here,â Hobie says, impatiently, and you roll your eyes. âThatâs the ghosts doing that, you know.â
âOh, fuck off.â
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Fem Reader x Miguel O'Hara who is your Uber Driver
Commissioned art by @ejpuki on Instagram, same as the one above, this is just a link to the original post. Please support the artist đ¤
Synopsis- in an AU where fem reader drinks too much and the bartender calls a random Uber for her which happens to be Miguel O'Hara himself. Her friends suck and ditch her. There's a lot of tension on the ride home...with a twist on the og Miguel O'Hara comic. Word Count 4.5k
Pt 2, Pt 3 1, Pt 3 2 , Pt 4 , Part 5 , Part 6 , Part 7 , Part 8 , Part 9
T/W: 18+ only, minors DNI, alcohol, drunkeness, mature language, implied masturbation, some sexual content/fantasizing, some self-deprecating language (reader is insecure), age gap (reader 26, Miguel 34)
This is my first EVER fan fiction piece! If you have a crush on Miguel O'Hara from Across the Spider Verse, this is for you...
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"Next song is for all the bad bitches in here tonight, let's make some noise." As soon as the song starts you recognize that it's Agora Hills and a switch goes off in your brain as you yank your friend, Hailey by the arm to the dance floor while she struggles to get the last sip of tequila sunrise down the hatch as the ice cubes attack her face.
It was a Saturday night, now very early Sunday morning in mid-November. You and your two friends are in a slightly seedy club in Brooklyn. Right now, all three of you are trying to escape the first-world problems of modern day society, and common issues that would plague late-twenty year old adults like stagnant jobs, anxiety-inducing texts from distant family members about plans for the holidays, and a casual fling that started to sour about 3 days ago.
Right now, all you want to do is dance to this song. And go home for some relief because the tequila is making you horny and your situationship hasn't texted you back for going on 16 hours now.
You and Hailey giggle as you both throw your heads back in bliss to the music, holding each other's pinkies as you try and awkwardly spin on the dance floor.
"Wait!" Hailey calls out and stutters as she lets go of you and tries to squeeze through a sea of musk, 5- Gum, and Bath and Body Works perfume back towards your other friend, Brin, who's still at the bar.
"Fuckkk. Whatever girl." You drunkenly roll your eyes and close them again, throwing your arms in the air, moving to the beat. The song is making you feel even more electrified than before. You toss your head back and move your hands from your shoulders, to your chest, down to your thighs. It's one of those moments where you feel dangerous.
God I love being a woman! You picture going home with a stranger. A tall man's lips crashing down on yours in your dark bedroom in drunken passion, falling backwards onto your bed. You picture yourself pulling your clothes off slowly while his hungry eyes scan your curvesâŚ
Your fantasy is interrupted when you feel a clammy hand touch your hip, just below where your see-through top ends. Your eyes shoot what you hope is an annoyed look at the offender. A brown haired guy in a white t-shirt with a flannel who looks like his name is Tanner, smirks at you as he moves past you, but not before letting his eyes dart to your cleavage line under your black bralette. You groan and move the other direction and realize Hailey and Brin are nowhere to be found. Your drunkeness wears off for one second as you slowly jerk around, trying to make your way towards the bar.
A tall brunette with a half sleeve tattoo, glasses, and her straight brown hair in a claw clip is counting her drawer.
"H-have you seen my friends?" you ask her stupidly. The tall brunette looks at you, her small sticker name tag on her baseball tee shirt reads "Reagan."
"I can't hear you, hunny." Reagan has seen this a million times. "Last call just ended. Do you have a ride home? I said, do you have a ride HOME?"
Reagan leans over the bar, holding onto your wrist. Her breath smells good at least.
"Okay look, can you hand me your phone please? Let me help you order an Uber." You blow air out of your lips like a horse and sloppily hand her your phone. "Enter your passcode, please."
You type in your passcode and watch the glint from your phone reflect on her glasses as she orders an Uber for you. Luckily, your address is already saved to the app. "Okay, sweetheart, wait here with me. Miguel is coming for you in 4 minutes." She hands you back your phone and credit card. "Sign here please."
Fuck, did I transfer that 200 from my savings before I got here? You think as you sign the receipt she hands you. The total is $58.75. You scrape the tiny excuse for a pocket inside your skirt and hand Reagan a crumpled up 20 as a tip. Reagan takes it, eyes widen a little bit at the sight of the 20.
Did she mean to give me this much?... Fuck it. She gives you a small, concerned grin.
"Thanks... let me get you some water."
You nod and slump your head forward on the sticky bar.
Suddenly Reagan is shaking your shoulder.
"Hey! Your ride's here!"
You realize you might have fallen asleep temporarily. The room is still moving like you're trying to balance on a waterbed. She places a styrofoam to-go cup in your hand filled with ice water as she grips your left arm.
"Here, just take off your shoes, hunny." She bends over and pulls off your clunky heels and holds them in her free hand. You feel like you're 4 years old. You feel tears well up at the sudden kindness.
"Okay hunny it's okay, come on now." She pulls you outside and to the curb where a black Audi is waiting. The cold air assaults your bare legs and your teeth start to chatter. The driver recognizes his passenger is quite inebriated and gets out, walking towards the struggling pair.
You feel your bedroom eyes creep up when you see him. Oh no, he's hotttt!
You curse in your head silently for not checking your reflection before he got there. You're sure you're a hot mess though.
He's tall, huge, even. Definitely way over six feet. Dark tousled hair with dreamy brown eyes underneath sculpted brows are locked on you as he gets closer. You instinctually run a hand through your hair, trying to make it look more voluminous. Probably a lost cause at this point.
He's wearing black joggers with some worn Nikes. His black hoodie is baggy but you have a very good imagination. It covers a set of broad, wide shoulders and what you're sure are bold chest muscles underneath that lead to a delicious pair of V lines and an endearing happy trail of hair running down his belly button that lead directly to his-
"Can I carry something for you?" His rich voice pulls you out of your indecent thoughts for one second then sends you right back there again.
"Um, yes can you get her shoes please?" You hear Reagan's voice go up an octave.
Girlll me too. You think to yourself.
Miguel takes your heels in a pair of strong, large hands. As he does, he tugs his sleeve and checks a black Apple watch, veins running up a thick forearm. Called it. This guy was jacked. Probably a gym bro. Definitely has a girlfriend. You feel yourself get sucked back into reality. You were probably a 7/10 at best. And right now, probably a strong 4 after your shenanigans tonight.
Miguel opens the back door, allowing Reagan to tuck you in.
"Get home safe hunny," she says.
"Thank youuuu," you slur back to her as you sit, disheveled with your sippy cup of ice water in the backseat opposite of the driver's in front. Miguel gets in the driver's seat, the scent of Old Spice seeps in.
He smells good too?! You feel yourself wanting to sin. He sits in the front seat for a few moments in silence, fiddling with his phone.
"2949 Ocean Parkway?" he asks in his mesmerizing voice.
"Yeah, that's right." You feel yourself perk up. You're starting to sober up slightly but you still have enough liquid courage left to start asking him a lot more questions than you normally would.
"Your name's Miguel?"
"Yes," he answers. "Did you have a good night tonight?"
"I did! It was supposed to be girl's night, I'm not sure what happened to them, though."
"Your friends left you?" His dark eyes glance in the rearview mirror at you.
Sighhh "Yeah, I guess they did."
"You need better friends." One of his hands comes up and grips the shoulder of the passenger seat as he sits up and looks over his shoulder, his eyes meet yours for just a moment, then focus on the back window as he pulls out of the parallel parking spot. You can't help but stare at his chiseled jawline and his neck, imagining yourself planting a line of kisses on it while he groans and grits his teeth...
"You know what sounds amazing right now?" You ask in a flirty tone, interrupting your own dirty thoughts.
He cracked a small smile. "What's that?"
"Taco bellllll." You rest your cheek on the shoulder passengers seat, looking at him.
He glances at you, then keeps looking ahead as he drives.
"Well, if you want to update the route I'd be happy to stop anywhere you want."
You laugh.
"I don't know how to do thattt." The car comes up to a red light.
"Here, want help?" Miguel looks over at you as you hand him your phone which has the app still opened, courtesy of Reagan helping you from before. Miguel quickly types, his eyes going from the traffic light to your phone as he tries to enter the new address for the closest Taco Bell.
"Got it," he hands you back your phone, another whiff of his cologne coming off the fabric of his hoodie as he moves his arm back to rest on the center console while he drives with his left hand.
You glance down at your phone and then back at him, still leaning forward with your cheek pressed against the back of the passenger seat.
Unbeknownst to you, Miguel was curious about his new passenger, probably the last ride he'll do tonight. He didn't get a good look at you when the bartender was putting you in his car. He glanced over at you again when he thought you weren't looking, but quickly moved his eyes back to the road when he saw you were staring at him already with your cheek pressed against the passenger seat.
"You tired?"
"Kind of," you fake a small yawn while still holding your position.
Miguel laughed. He thought that was kind of amusing, how you were clearly faking being tired and shamelessly staring at him while he drove. He knew he was a good looking guy. Once you got into his car, he felt like he needed to take care of you and make sure you got home safe since your shitty friends wouldn't.
Your eyes wander to the space between his chest and the steering wheel, trying to imagine yourself in it, his strong arms wrapped around you as your hot, frantic, breaths fogged the windows as your bodies pressed together...
"So, y/n , right?" He asks.
Fuuuuck he said my name...
"Yeah..how did you know?! Oh right, the app, the app..."
Miguel smiles.
"So, Miguel, how is it being an Uber driver?" you ask. Feeling brave, you touch his elbow resting on the center console. Miguel's fist clenches tighter around the steering wheel at your touch.
"It's...not bad. It's been pretty busy tonight, actually. I went to the gym earlier then just have been taking a few folks like yourself around town who were going out as well. "
"That's nice. You know, we're gonna be best friends by the end of this drive," you grin, taking another sip of ice water.
"Really?" Miguel smirks. "Do you have a boyfriend?"
Your heart flutters at this question. Why is he asking me that?!
"Uhm, no.. I was talking to a guy but I think he ghosted me."
"Heh, I'm sorry to hear that." Miguel replied, not sorry at all.
"Do girls ghost you? Or-uh, I mean- do you, do you have a girlfriend?" you manage to spit out.
Miguel smiles at your stutters.
"Nah, I'm single. I do have a daughter though."
Your smile disappears for a moment. A daughter? "Awhhh, what's her name? How old is she?"
"Her name's Gabriella. She's 6."
"That's sweet...." Miguel's handsomeness mixed with the liquor is enough to cause all rational thinking to exit your brain. I could be a step-mom, easy! I love kids, what the hell?
"So, how old are you?" You ask.
Miguel chuckles. "Isn't it rude to ask a stranger's age?" He glances over at you and the corner of his mouth raises at your slightly mortified expression. "I'm just messing with you- I'm 34."
"Dang, I'm 26," you answer as you look out the window.
"You're still pretty young," Miguel remarks as he turns down a new street.
"I definitely don't feel that way," you answer as you slump in your seat. You decide to check your email. Once you open it, a message that you don't want to see is at the very top. It's a random Yahoo email address you don't recognize which means only one thing: your asshole, estranged dad. You click on it quickly to clear the bold lettering indicating it's unread, and catch a quick glimpse of its contents which is a novel with no spacing. You quickly delete it with a loud sigh.
"Everything okay?" Miguel asks.
"Just my dad. Somehow he made another email address and tried to contact me again. It's a long story though we don't have to get into it..." your voice cracks slightly.
The skin around Miguel's eyes softens when you mention your tense relationship with your father. He himself knew that pain as well. His father, George O'Hara, wasn't a model parent, either.
"I'm sorry you're going through that," Miguel says emphatically. "I don't have the best relationship with my dad, either."
Once you hear this, the last bit of liquid courage in your system inspires you to spill the tea.
"He and my mom are divorced, and, well he's just a narcissist, right? Growing up, I didn't see it, but his whole family is full of them. My grandma never wanted him to marry my mom and so ever since their wedding day, she treated her like shit and when I came along, it was no different. I used to wonder why at Christmases she got bigger presents for the other grandkids and ask why she didn't show up for my birthday parties. My dad never did anything about it and always took their side. I finally realized it when I was about 16 when they divorced, and that's when I said fuck it. If you're not gonna stick up for my mom or me, I don't really want anything to do with you or your family."
Miguel nodded, just listening to you speak, glancing at you in the rearview mirror so you knew he was paying attention.
"Wow, I must say, that sounds horrible. Good on you for sticking up for yourself and your mother. As a parent myself, I can't ever imagine treating my own child or their family that way..."
You sigh.
"Yeah, shit's fucked. But there's nothing I can do about it, you know? I just don't have the strength to talk to him right now. But he never fails to try to reach out about this time every year. Since it's the holidays."
The car arrives at another red light. This time, Miguel turns around to face you while you're stopped, his eyes directly looking into yours.
"Don't feel guilty for doing what's best for you. No matter how hard it is. I know that most people think that family is everything, but, truth is sometimes they can hurt you the most." Miguel then turns back to the wheel.
You feel a flutter in your stomach as though an invisible spark appeared. You were strongly physically attracted to your handsome Uber driver, no doubt about it, but after hearing him speak, you realize there's more behind his captivating features. You feel the very beginning of a connection starting to form and suddenly you wish you had all night to talk to him. Miguel felt the same way, too. In fact, he was going 5 miles under the speed limit and riding the slow lane to try and prolong the encounter. Luckily, you were still too tipsy to notice.
"Well, this should cheer you up..." Miguel pulls the car into the Taco Bell parking lot. You groan internally when you realize you're going to have to go inside. You step out of the car, the cold air assaulting your bare skin again. Miguel notices you shivering.
"Here." Without hesitation, he peels off his hoodie and hands it to you. You want to die as soon as you put it on, and once you see him standing there without it on. He's even more toned than you realize. He's wearing a grey athletic shirt that hugs his broad shoulders just right, his defined chest and ab muscles tapering off into a narrow waist. His hoodie is still warm and smells intoxicating. You feel your hormones going crazy when you bring the collar of the hoodie to your mouth and nose, shamelessly getting drunk on the scent he left behind...
You do a mini sprint to catch up to him as he's already making his way towards the restaurant.
Miguel looks at you from the corner of his eye and his heart skips a beat. He adores the way his oversized clothes drown you. The hoodie is big enough to be a dress on you. He imagines this would be how you two would look together getting a bite to eat, only after making you scream his name 30 minutes before....
You and Miguel enter the Taco Bell and he gives an awkward grin as he holds the door open for you.
"Why don't you sit down or use the restroom if you need, let me order for you," Miguel says.
Your heart melts, but you decide you better seem modest with your order.
"Umm just a gordita crunch, small Baja blast, and a 2 pack of Cinnabon delights please."
Miguel smiles. "You got it." Suddenly, he feels close to you. You trusting him to order food for you and take you home after a rough night out while letting you wear his clothes.
While you go into the bathroom, he approaches the counter.
"Hello, I need two gordita crunches, a large Baja Blast, and a 12 pack of Cinnabon delights, please" He takes out his card and pays for the food without a second thought.
Meanwhile, you come out of the bathroom after cleaning up a bit, still wrapped in his warm hug of a hoodie and wait near the door. Miguel strolls over with your food and grins at you.
"Are you ready to go?" You nod and grin back and you two make your way back to his car. Suddenly, you realize.
"Do you have Venmo? Let me know how much I owe you."
"Absolutely not." Miguel answers firmly. "Here, why don't you sit up front this time?" He opens the passenger door for you. You beam at him.
Is this real? Is this guy really doing all this for me and I just met him? You've never had a man treat you this well. Not even your last relationship could be bothered to hold a door open for you or pull out a chair. You get in and Miguel hands you your bag of food, the delicious aroma making your stomach growl. Your eyebrows scrunch in confusion when you realize there's a lot more food in the bag than you told him to order originally. Miguel gets in the car and starts to drive again.
"Did, did you order extra food for me?" You laugh as you turn to him. Miguel gives you a small half smile but says nothing. You take a bite of the gordita crunch and let out a loud, "Mmmmmmm!" Just what you've been craving all night.
"Thank you, thank you so much you have no idea..." Your sentence tapers off as you stuff one of the piping hot Cinnabons into your mouth.
"You're very welcome." Miguel answers as you arrive at another red light. You realize Miguel didn't get himself anything.
"Do you want a Cinnabon bite?" You hold the box and give it a little shake.
Miguel offers a polite smile. "No thanks, those are all for you."
"Whaat, you can't turn down one of these. Have you even had these before?" You say playfully.
He chuckles at your playful tone. "I haven't, actually. But I trust your judgement."
"Come onnn...it's the LEAST I can do after everything you've done for me tonight. You're seriously gonna make me feel SO bad if you don't take at LEAST one." You give the box a couple shakes as if it's going to entice him more.
Miguel sighs. "Alright, you got me. I'll try one."
You smile wide as he takes one of the Cinnabon bites from the box you're holding in an outstretched hand. Your smile almost breaks your face as you see his reaction to his first bite.
"Jesus.." he mutters as his brows furrow in disbelief. He looks down at the remaining bite in his fingers as though he can't comprehend its existence. "That's spectacular, actually."
"Have another one!" You beam.
"Don't mind if I do." Miguel pops another one in his mouth and he brakes again at another red light.
He glances over at you and notices a little bit of taco sauce on the corner of your lip. "You got something..."
Suddenly, your heart stops as he raises his hand to your face, cupping your cheek between his thumb and pointer finger, while his middle finger cradles your chin. His lips part in concentration as he gently presses his thumb against the corner of your mouth, retrieving the smudge of taco sauce. Your mouth falls open a little bit too. He gives you a little smile as he brings his thumb to his own mouth, cleaning the sauce from his finger.
That might have been the hottest thing you've ever seen in your life. At this point, all you want to do is grab his face and make out with it. Traffic be damned, your runny mascara be damned, your deflated hair be damned, you don't care anymore about any of that. He could ask you to do anything and you'd give it to him without hesitation.
Miguel is thinking the same thing. He did that on purpose. If it wasn't anymore obvious he wanted you right now then he wasn't sure what was. His gaze falls back to your lips. He suddenly realizes you've begun to lean in closer to him. Your noses are inches away from each other. God, he wanted you. To lick passionately into your mouth with his tongue. Being able to hold you and grip your ass as though he was a starved man who couldn't get closer to you even if he tried. Watching your brow furrow with pleasure, hearing your voice and watching your breath fog his windows and the heat rising in his body knowing he was the cause...
Reality busts in like the Kool-Aid man.
She was drinking tonight. You just met her. She's your passenger. Technically, you're still working right now...No, it's not right...
Miguel pulls away suddenly, and, as if the universe has his back, the traffic light turns green and he presses the gas, driving once more. Your breath catches in your throat and your heart starts to pound again.
Doesn't he like me? What happened....? What did I do....? Did I misread the signs? I wanna hide in my room for the rest of my fucking life now.
You clear your throat and take a long sip of Baja Blast. The uncomfortable silence and tension becomes a thick fog. You recognize your apartment building coming into view and your heart sinks.
"Home sweet home..." Miguel pulls into the parking lot. "Is here a good place to drop you off?"
"Yeah..." You try to make your tone sound like it's back to business. Miguel nods and grips the steering wheel with both fists in the 12 o' clock position as he watches you gather your things.
Ask for her number, you fucking pussy... Truth is, when it came to matters of the heart, Miguel's heart was glass.
"Thank you for the ride and the food, and, and just everything..." you step out of his car, defeated. You really didn't want to be the one to make the first move. If he really wanted to he would...
Miguel looks back at you with a neutral expression.
"Of course. You have a safe night, now." He starts to pull away.
"Miguel!" You realize you're still wearing his hoodie and you go to take it off.
He looks at you through the rolled down window, still driving away and shoots you a gorgeous smile and shakes his head at you in refusal, giving you one last wink that nearly knocks you over.
You sigh with frustration and watch his car disappear into the night, trying to memorize his license plate but your brain is hazy and the numbers on it escape your mind as soon as they enter. Your heart leaps in your chest when you realize you might be able to contact him through the Uber app...
No no, you let him talk to you first. Did your last situationship teach you nothing, you dumb hoe?! Don't be that desperate girl...
You wrap the droopy arms of his hoodie around yourself as you walk up the stairs and take a deep sniff...burying yourself in his scent so you never ever forget it. Even if he didn't want to spend the night holding you, you could go to bed with a huge smile on your face knowing you walked away with a piece of his clothing, the essence of what he left behind wrapped around your body all night long. An intangible connection that bound you two together...
Miguel sighed as he drove away. He just didn't have the bravery tonight. He didn't want to come across as creepy. The reality is, you were a slightly intoxicated stranger, a vulnerable woman younger than him, and he didn't want to abuse his power over you in that way. He looked at the empty passenger seat next to him and laid one of his hands on it, feeling the warmth you left behind. Trying to remember the way your thighs pillowed on it...the way your soft lips opened in shock when he wiped the sauce from your mouth, the small line of saliva from you that he caught on his thumb and licked into his own mouth..
He inhaled deeply, his jaw tensing and speed on the road increasing as he felt his body getting hot... He tried to lock your perfume in his nose for as long as he could, imagining himself inhaling it directly from your soft neck... holding onto the remainder of your presence, just...just until he could get home and relieve himself of his dire wants...
You, the perfect stranger who found herself in the passenger seat of his car tonight, and unknowingly wound up in the back of his mind for good...
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Hope you liked it! Thank you SO much for reading. â¤ď¸ Part 2 is coming soon!
Pt 2
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Trick or Treat- J.J
PAIRING. jaehyun x afab reader
GENRE. smut
WARNINGS. unprotected sex, choking, squirting, creampie, jaehyun watches reader get off
WC. 1.4k
A/N: happy october 1st!!!đđ¤ a nice repost from 127kive (rip..) as i work on this haechan fic thatâs been in the drafts collecting dust... hope you enjoy! feedback is v much needed.. PLEASEEE
Jaehyun didnât mean for this to happen.
He didnât mean to watch his sexy new neighbor from across the street get off. But.. Could you blame him? You sat directly in front of your window blinds wide open chest on display as your fingers toyed with your clit. The first time he came across you he only looked for a second before quickly closing his curtains and looking away. He figured you didnât mean to have your blinds open, probably just forgetting to close them.
Jaehyun couldnât help but take a peek through his brown curtains yet again ears turning bright red as he watched you push two fingers in your cunt. He felt his pants become unbearably tight, quickly unzipping them pushing his pants down just enough to free his cock.
Biting at his lip as he watched you finger your cunt lazily stroking his cock letting out a groggy groan of your name tossing his head back
âfuck y/nâ
Jaehyun quickly cleans himself up mentally slapping himself in the face for getting off to his neighbor heâs met once. He tried splashing his face with some cool water telling himself he would never do something like that again. Of course⌠that was a lie.
Jaehyun would constantly check to see if you were back on your couch in the same position touching yourself again. and to his surprise you were. At this point Jaehyun swore you were starting to do it on purpose. And he was right.
You didnât notice Jaehyun until the third time you got off. Always in crunch time you figured why not just do a quick one again on the couch. When you went to close your blinds you could see Jaehyun peeking through his curtains making you quirk an eyebrow. Huh. You didnât think Jaehyun would do something so pervy but you didnât mind it. In fact you liked it. Jaehyun has always been your guy next door crush so the fact he watched you get off made you even more horny for him. Though you enjoyed having him watch you, you were tired of getting your own self off. You shot him a quick text letting him know you were throwing a halloween party and would love for him to come.
Replying within seconds sending you a small âiâll be there;)â in response. Your face felt warm from the text not being able to contain your happiness.
âTrick or Treat!â you smiled at the kids on your doorstep holding their bags open as you dropped candy in each of their buckets wishing them a happy halloween. Looking at your watch knowing that your guests will start arriving in seconds you decided to put more drinks out. Hearing the doorbell rang again shouting a quick âcoming!â as you rushed to grab it smiling when you saw Jaehyun.
He was dressed as Jack from Titanic, a grin on his face as he teasingly asked âtrick or treat?â
âcome inâ leading the way jaehyun closing the door behind him following you into the living room. âYou're here early, the party doesnât start till 9â you handed jaehyun a cup sitting across from him. âWell we do live across the street from each otherâ he chuckled taking a sip of his water
âThat's true.. or maybe you came early in hopes of watching me get off againâ Jaehyun choked on his drink putting the red solo cup on the coffee table. âIâIâm sorry what?â he asked with a nervous smile on his face. âyou think I didnât know?â getting up from your chair walking over to Jaehyun.
He rubbed his sweaty palms on his khaki pants as you approached him. âI saw you every time you peeked through your curtains watching me play with myselfâ Jaehyun's ears begin to turn bright red, feeling humiliated. Not knowing if he should fall to his knees and beg for your forgiveness or just straight up leave.
âWhy did you sit there and watch me when you could of came over and fucked me?â Jaehyun froze.
You.. liked him watching you? He couldnât believe what he was hearing. His eyes followed your hands as you undid his shirt legs coming up to straddle his waist. Grabbing his face roughly making him look at you âCan I touch you?â Jaehyun nodded the best he could as you gripped his chin âpleaseâ he mumbled. Smiling at how desperate he looked, releasing his chin as you kissed down his neck and chest. Licking a long strip up his nipple making him jump slightly at the feeling as you blew cool air on it watching it harden.
Sucking on the right nipple your hand playing with the left one Jaehyunâs hand squeezing at your thighs as much as he can. Feeling your red and black striped tights sticking to your core as Jaehyun moaned. âCome hereâ Jaehyun said breathlessly, grabbing you by your neck and gasping as he kissed you. You let out a moan wrapping your hand around Jaehyunâs as he held onto your throat grinding down on his bulge.
Jaehyun pulled back from the kiss making you gasp again âneed you to fuck me before the guest get hereâ quickly locking your legs around his waist as he laid you down on the couch not even bothering to pull your tights off ripping them open a cocky grin appearing on his face.
âNo panties? You had this all planned out huh?â questioning you as he undid his pants watching his every move, mouth watering at the sight of his cock. âWanted me just as bad as I wanted youâ he mumbled in your neck as he lined himself up with your cunt
âwanted you so bad jaehyun.. so baââ slightly arching your back off the couch as he pushed himself into your tight hole a loud gasp leaving your mouth from the stretch. It hurt so good. Jaehyun gave you no time to get used to his size fucking you like there was no damn tomorrow. Lazily kissing at your neck as he fucked you. Moans and whimpers spill from your mouth pulling Jaehyun by his hair to kiss his lips. Groaning in the kiss reaching a hand down to toy with your clit.
âI-It feels so g-good jaeâ whimpering as Jaehyun held your face âyeah? you feel good baby?â nodding repeatedly letting a tear slip down your cheek. âso.. fucking goodâ you say in between breaths Jaehyun smiles at you raising your leg on his shoulder to thrust deeper making you squeal in surprise.
âoh my fucking god! soââ clawing at his shoulder barely able to form a sentence âs-so deep! Jaehyun, it's soâ deep!â you whined out feeling your orgasm approaching quicker and quicker.
âI know baby I knowâ Jaehyun cooed while kissing your ear. You felt your legs begin to shake uncontrollably as you hit your orgasm scratching at Jaehyunâs back even harder. âFuck! Fuck! Pleaseâ squeezing your eyes shut as Jaehyun thrusted in you overstimulating you like it was nothing while he chased his orgasm.
âJaehyun please! i-i-â your vision was beginning to blur letting jaehyun use you as much as he wanted his cock stretching you out so good and filling you up so well. âD-Donât stopâ You grabbed his hand bringing it up for him to wrap around your neck âLook at meâ Jaehyun groaned out. Your eyes barely opening as you felt your second orgasm coming âw-want it in me jaeâ holding onto his hand as his thrust got sloppy and needier
âwant you to cum in me please Jaehyun pleaseâ you cried out cumming for the second time legs shaking loud whines and whimper leaving your dry lips
âfuck y/n shitâ Jaehyun groaned thrusting one last time filling you up to the brim with his cum. Your legs shook as he filled you up, his hand unwrapping from your throat pulling out and laying on the other side of the couch. At this point you didnât have it in you to have a party anymore. Jaehyun fucked you like he was never gonna fuck you again leaving you limpless and tired. Jaehyun sat up pushing his damp hair back buttoning up his shirt and tucking himself back into his pants.
âwas that your first time doing that?â you raised an eyebrow at him confused. âyou squirtedâ quickly sitting up seeing the huge wet spot on your couch cursing to yourself. How the fuck were you gonna cover that up before people arrived?
âyes it was.. i donât know why youâre surprised i did you were fucking me like crazyâ Jaehyun laughed at your comment earâs turning bright red again. âLet me get you cleaned up before everyone gets hereâ Jaehyun reached down to pick you up asking you which way to your room
âHow about I tell everyone the party is canceled and we watch halloween movies instead?â giving you a warm smile Jaehyun pecked your forehead before agreeing with you.
âDealâ
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james potter is an act of services kind of guy... like he'll want to hold everything you're holding, or help you with something, drive you somewhere. he'd do anything to help you... "here bird, i got it." "no, jamie you're already holding most of it. i can hold two bags." "yeah, i know but you don't have to, you have me for that."
he is such a gentleman, i adore himđĽšthank you for requesting!đ¤
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James Potter was born and raised to be a gentleman.
Whether it was because he was from a pureblood family or because Euphemia and Fleamont Potter would rather dig their own grave before their son grew up to be anything but, James was a gentleman at his core and nothing could shake that mindset from him.Â
It was something everyone saw in him: whether it was opening the door for professors so they could pass before him, or filling up cups of pumpkin juice around him at dinner when he goes to refill his ownâJames Potter was a gentleman.Â
And that only grew tenfold when you started dating him.Â
âThis is ridiculous,â you told him as you both walked along Diagon Alley. You wanted a day out and you had errands to run, but James insisted on joining you and making a bit of an impromptu date out of it.Â
However, what you werenât expecting (your own mistake, you should know him by now) was for your boyfriend to insist on carrying every single one of your bags.Â
âWhat do you mean, love?â he asked you as he handed you the iced drink he purchased from a stall a few moments ago, knowing full well that the heat and bustling crowds were starting to get to you even if you didnât say anything to him.
âThis!â you said as you took the drink nonetheless, pressing a kiss to his cheek as you murmured a soft âthanksâ against his skin. âAt least let me take a few of the bags, Jamie.â
James blanched. âAbsolutely not, love.âÂ
You shot him a look. âI probably look like an arse,â you murmured as you glanced around at the wizards and witches rushing in and out of shops. âMaking my boyfriend carry everything and follow me like a slave.âÂ
âIâd love to be your slave, baby,â James replied and your glare only hardened.Â
âThis isnât funny,â you said when you noticed he was biting back his laughter.
âLove, it really is,â he said, his grin breaking through when he watched you sip on your drink with a grumpy look on your face. âI like spoiling you. Itâs not a crime to want to spoil my girl.â
âOh please,â you murmured. âI am about one hex away from binding your hands together so you stop paying for stuff.â
âNot my fault youâre slow,â he teased, happily taking a sip of your drink when you offered it to him. âIf I have the money and muscles to spoil my girl, I should be able to do so.â
âBut I wanna spoil you back,â you said, almost whining like a child. âThis needs to be a fair relationship, James.â
âYou wanna spoil me, baby?â
You nodded.
âThen you can ride that pretty cunt on my face later,â he whispered to you, watching in delight as your cheeks flushed in response. âThen we can call it even.â
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Devotion - A Dieter Bravo x Curvy/Fuller body F!Reader One Shot
Written as part of my B O D I E S Series đ¤
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Summary: Whilst on vacation with your partner Dieter Bravo, you get snapped in your bikini by paparazzi, causing you to question and evaluate your body shape when others start to pick it apart scathingly. Dieter however, shows you that you're perfect just as you are.
Pairing: Dieter Bravo x Curvy/Fuller body F!Reader (No name or physical description of reader in terms of ethnicity. Reader has a fuller, curvier body type. Dieter is a little bigger himself in this fic too, it comes with natural ageing.)
Word Count: 8.4k
Scoville Smut Rating:đśď¸đśď¸đśď¸ âYou tell me I'm doing well, and then, you try to kill me."
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Triggers & warnings: Established relationship/unprotected PIV (wrap up, folks!)/oral F receiving/Dieter worships your body/angst/self-loathing/tiniest mention of being sick after eating food, but it's not an eating disorder/people being cruel jerks online/comparison of bodies/Dieter just Dietering/we love all types of bodies in this house and won't tolerate any body shaming of any kind.
NSFW. MINORS DNI! OVER 18âs ONLY. YOU ARE SOLELY RESPONSIBLE FOR WHAT YOU READ.âđťDonât come at me; youâve been plenty warned.
I write for me, and I share with you. If this story isn't to your taste, that's fine. Just slip quietly out the back door. No need to make a fuss. It's just a work of fiction.
Authorâs Note: It's important to me that all types of readers are represented in my work, therefore this collection of stories is written for readers with REAL bodies. However, anyone can enjoy them. Whilst this story may not specifically represent your own personal journey, it is my hope that it resonates and offers comfort and enjoyment. The body type mentioned in this story is not 'one size fits all' - everyone's journey is personal and unique, and I have undertaken as much research as I can to write accurately and respectfully. đ¤
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Nestled along the powdery white sands of Bora Bora's coastline, a sanctuary in an exquisite overwater villa perches atop stilts above the glistening lagoon, a retreat of luxury and tranquillity.Â
A private deck is greeted by sweeping views of the turquoise waters that stretch as far as the eye can see. A staircase leads down to the tranquil sea below, where one can choose to swim, snorkel, or simply float in the heady bliss of the ocean.
Entering the villa through glass-panelled doors, an atmosphere of understated elegance greets the inhabitant. The interior is adorned with natural materials, from polished hardwood floors to intricately woven rattan furnishings, creating a seamless blend of modern comfort and traditional island charm.
The bedroom, with its plush queen-size bed adorned with crisp white linens, offers a haven of serenity and comfort. A canopy draped overhead adds a touch of romance, while sliding glass doors open onto a private balcony, where champagne can be sipped under the twinkling stars.
The bathroom is a sanctuary of indulgence, featuring a deep-soaking jacuzzi tub overlooking the lagoon, where one can luxuriate in a bubble bath while watching the sunset paint the sky in shades of pink and gold.Â
And itâs here, in the giant whirlpool tub, where Dieter Bravo finds himself, biting into the skin of your shoulder as he fucks into you from behind.
His panting growls fill your ears as he fills you deep, fingers moulding into the soft curves of your hips as he pulls you back onto him with each thrust.
âFuck, baby!â He hollers, as your cunt clenches around him, squealing as you come and gripping on the sides of the slippery tub for leverage.Â
Youâre pretty sure the other guests can probably hear you in their own water villas, but you donât care. Instead you twist in the water seeking his plush mouth as his tongue slips between your lips.Â
âDo that again, come on my cock.â Dieter husks, teeth biting onto your bottom lip.Â
He thrusts harder, wheezing at the back of his throat as bubbles and water spill over the sides of the tub. You scream louder; his awed laughter cajoling as you come again, and he soon busts a nut of his own, hollering loudly himself as he fills you up.Â
"Yeaaaah! Oh fuck, yeah!" He grunts, sweaty forehead lolling against yours and smiling with a blissed out face.
He lights a post-coital blunt and smirks at you as he stretches out naked in the giant bed; hair a damp, ruffled mess and a puffed out pot belly that he strokes absentmindedly, a half hour or so later. He's gloriously naked and completely unabashed about it.
In fact, he hasn't put any clothes on since being here with you; the both for you encased away inside your private villa where you can rusticate like Adam and Eve.
âI hate my feet. They look like weird hands.â He says slowly, as he wiggles his bare toes and eyes the chubby, little pinkies suspiciously. Â
"You have cute feet." You giggle.
"No. Yours are cute. Mine are... Hobbit feet. Look."
He nods down to his feet and you laugh. "They are a little bit. Which Hobbit are you?"
"Samwise, d'uh." He says, toking deeply.
"You look more like a Pippin to me," you grin, as you flop down beside him on the bed.
Smirking, Dieter brings his large palm down on your bare ass as you lay on your front.
He groans in delight at the playful slap rippling down your shapely thighs. The damp, sticky remains of multiple orgasms on the sheets feel gluey against your skin in patches.
âMmm,â he grunts as you lean up to kiss him, tasting herbs and smoke around his teeth. âHey baby,â he smiles dreamily at you with pink, twinkly eyes.
"Hey yourself," you smile, as you kiss him some more.
This is the most relaxed youâve seen him in a while, having a sixth sense for when living in La La Land gets a bit much for him.
He gets this twitchy, deer-in-headlights look about him and starts saying things like Iâve had a headache for days, I think itâs a brain tumour, or that piece of broccoli is watching me as you regard him staring at it as he moves about the room, and launching into a paranoid diatribe when heâs mixed too many substances together and doesnât know which way is up.
Thatâs when you know itâs time for a time out. Whisking him away to a private sanctuary where he can detox, kinda, and eat some damn broccoli without trying to fight and chokeslam it.
Where he can indulge in some freaky sex with you, and the cute waiter who brought him a double, when he only asked for a single, and the next thing his cock is in his mouth and your fingers are in his ass as the three of you paint the room in bodily fluids.
Itâs a much needed retreat for you both, adopting the mutually agreed upon rule of no phones or internet as you truly switch off and lock your devices away in the room safe, as you spend time fawning over the intimate fronds of your deepening relationship with A-lister Dieter Bravo.
Once a washed up has-been floundering in the gross LA gutter, now a three-time Emmy winner and on his way to the Oscars. Yet despite the three-sixty turn around in his career through some clever reshuffling of his publicists and agents, he still retains that firecracker ability to go off the rails on occasion, despite cleaning up his act somewhat.Â
Youâve been credited as the main reason for this transformation, a positive impact; a grounding force in an otherwise chaotic timebomb. The rarely seen lover, opting out of the spotlight through your own choice, and Dieterâs support of it.
Although heâs name dropped you in a few interviews when asked about his infectious happiness, snapped numerous selfies of you both loved up and nuzzling on his Instagram, and on occasion youâll hang off his arm at an event in a dress that costs more than your first mortgage.
But for the most part, you do your own thing, happy to let him do his, and come back to the home youâve both been curating together.
You met just like in a trashy Hallmark romance, standing in line to get a green juice in a trendy cafe in downtown LA, and it was love at first wow, as he swooned at you over the tip of his Raybans and grinned crookedly at you, gold earring sparkling like those mischievous eyes.
Youâve been hooked on this lewd rapscallion, with a heart of gold, ever since.
You had no idea who he was or what he did, and for a while, he kept it a secret; fearing that if you knew about his fame and bawdy past shenanigans, youâd disappear in a puff of judgemental smoke.
But you didnât, instead supporting him and drawing a line between the fame and the reality, and became an anchor when he needed one to stop him floating too far adrift. Â
Dieter has never said the L word before, but when he did with you, around a mouthful of grilled cheese as you both sat in the dark watching Humphrey Bogart movies, (often Sabrina - it's his favourite) something told you this fuzzy-haired doof meant it.Â
He canât keep his hands off you, grabbing and pawing at your voluptuous curves. Burying his face in your breasts that suffocate him, and an ass that wonât quit when he fucks it and watches it ripple.
Heâs always been fantastically open about how much he loves your body.
Your weight fluctuates at the best of times, growing when youâre comfy, and youâve never felt more comfortable than with Dieter. He paints you when youâre asleep, waking to find another portrait of flesh coloured brush strokes on another canvas thatâs added to the collection of worship pieces he creates.
Anyone would think he was obsessed with you, but you donât mind the attention he lavishes, especially when he pours paint over your breasts and gets you to smoosh them into the canvas board whilst he fucks you from behind.
Heâs insatiable for you, and for once you feel like you can be yourself around him, truly. Comfortable to be naked and bare with him in your skin.
Youâve spent years with your thoughts drifting inward, grappling with the complexities of your body. A regular love-hate relationship, which leans more towards the hate more often than not.
Itâs no secret that youâre larger and more curvaceous than the slender figures typically celebrated by society, and the usual, skinny types that had draped off of Dieterâs arm in the past.
Your body, adorned with generous amounts of curves, dimples and soft contours, bear the marks of a life well-lived and enjoying the over-indulgence of it at times.
But sometimes, you feel a pang of insecurity flood through you; your eyes drawn to the lithe forms that grace the glossy pages of fashion magazines.
Feeling itchy inside your epidermis at the actors that flock around you both at the after parties in their tight dresses that look like a second skin, and the endless scroll of social media feeds perpetuating the allusion, that to be beautiful, you must be thin.
You feel like the âfat womanâ when surrounded by slender, flat-tummied make-up artists and stylists who flood your home when Dieter has an event to prepare for. In a world that seems to worship perfection, you can't help but wonder if your own body falls short of the unattainable ideal at times.
But Dieter doesnât see it that way.
He's continuously lavishing you with affection and love, and unable to keep his big hands off you from day one. Youâve been with him long enough now to know heâs serious about you, respectful of your choices to remain out of the spotlight and trusting that youâre not just a novelty to him.
Heâs changed because of you; cleaned himself up and become a better man, and that only imbues the sense of worship he gives to you daily.Â
As you gaze into Dieter's glassy eyes, you find yourself bathed in a warmth that transcends the superficial constraints of beauty standards. In his unwavering stare you see not judgement, but genuine admiration - a reflection of the love and acceptance that he has for you, curves and all.
He makes you feel invincible when he looks at you like this. But sometimes, it's hard not to let the insecurities seep in.
This vacation has been relaxing, enjoying one another in the privacy of the water villa, but Dieterâs attention span can only survive in enclosed walls for so long, and soon heâs itching to get out and explore.
He suggests the nearby market for lunch and the beach, and you agree, pulling on a suitable dress over your bikini, and rolling up his yoga mat to shove into your beach bag.Â
You stroll hand-in-hand through the market, packed with tourists and locals. He stops at stalls to admire handmade crafts through his giant, dark Raybans, and purchases cheap beaded bracelets that he adds to the collection on his wrist, and rambles at you in great detail about the craftsmanship of them.
You stop for refreshing guava and pineapple smoothies from stall vendors, pose for selfies by a tropical flower bush as he picks one and places it behind your ear, and after a mouthwatering shellfish lunch, you end the afternoon lazing on the beach together.Â
He gets a little handsy when he rubs sun lotion onto your skin, fingers slipping under your bikini top discreetly to tug at your puffy nipples as he sucks the oily skin on your neck.
"D..." You whine, as he pulls them in his between his fingers and whispers in your ear how fucking hot you are. You shoo him away, grinning, as he heads into the water for a swim, and you lay back to bake in the sun with your book.
You lick your lips a little while later as he emerges from the water; pale lilac swim shorts clinging to his thick thighs, unruly greying fluff slicked back. Sea water drips from his chin down his chest, that puffs out into a little swollen tummy of his own with a slot machine belly button. Dark hairs disappear into his shorts as he pulls them up, strolling out of the waves.
Dieterâs ageing in the most beautiful way possible, broad too in every sense of the word as the sun blesses him with a gorgeous bronze tan, and he catches you staring like a drooling chimp as he heads back towards you.
He flashes you those enigmatic teeth as he approaches, sand clumped around his ankles.Â
âSee something you like?â He grunts, as he bends down to kiss you, hooked nose all wet and dripping salt water onto your lips.Â
âMaybe,â you say, his crotch almost in your face as he stands.
He's already pitching a tent in them as he smiles down at you with a razor-like grin.
âDid you know a sea cucumber ejects its intestines out in self-defense? It looks like a sea dick squirting all over the place. And there's lots of it, too.â
You laugh. âDid you see a sea cucumber in the water just now?âÂ
âNo. I just remembered seeing it on Nat Geo. Fascinating.âÂ
âYouâre so random, D.â You titter, dropping your book down.
"You love it." He says, wiping at his face with the towel.
"I do."
âYou know-" he sits behind you on the lounger and pulls you back against his wet chest, â-thereâs nothing stopping us from fucking right here. I could easily slip my cock into you right now.âÂ
âD, the beach is full of people.â But you groan at the thought of it.
âYeah, but the danger, the anticipation. Itâd be hot, no?â He whispers, fingers dipping into the waistband of your bikini bottoms. âJust fucking you in front of all these people and theyâd never know. You'd have to be really quiet, baby...â Â
âDieter!â You hiss, bringing your legs up to stop him going any further.Â
âAlright,â he chuckles in your ear, running his fuzzy chin against your face.
"Is that a sea cucumber in your shorts or are you just pleased to see me?" You remark at the hard bulge poking at your lower back.
Dieter chuckles, all waspy inside your ear. âI'm still hungry. Letâs go back to the villa and you can sit on my face for a while.â
The vacation comes to an end after another week of fucking all over the water villa, and you both find yourselves on the flight back to civilisation, somewhat more exhausted than when you'd set off.
You turn on your mobile when taxiing towards the terminal, back on American soil, and listen to the pings as your phone catches up with life.Â
You scroll through emails as Dieter quietly snores beside you, mouth open and catching flies.
Smirking, you scroll through social media and stop, immediately feeling sick when you open a message from your friend titled have you seen this?Â
Thereâs a screenshot of you on the beach in your bikini from a pap site, something that doesn't surprise you much at all - itâs bound to happen now and again when youâre spotted with Dieter, despite booking somewhere off radar.
Renegade photos of the two of you end up on the socials all the time, and you pay them no mind, choosing to abstain from looking them up.Â
But what you donât expect to see is the vitriol in the comments underneath the picture, from none other than Dieterâs fans.Â
You read the words fat and beached whale and pity fuck, standing out like theyâre flashing red neon at you.
Swallowing as your throat runs dry, it gets worse the further you scroll. They make fun of your body, make remarks about your face, your hair, sense of fashion, even your ankles of all things.
Who is offended by someoneâs fucking ankles, for Christâs sake?
Every part of you is pulled apart scathingly in deep conversations that go on and on, blurring out the compliments that say youâre a cute couple by the ones that say things like she carries it well.
Carries what well?
Youâre pulled in, instantly scrolling to Dieter's own Instagram page and clicking on the most recent picture he took of you both as you watched the sunset on your last night in Bora Bora.
You have the flower in your hair that he picked and put behind your ear, and told you how gorgeous you were as he snapped the selfie, his lips pressing into your cheek. Under the photo he wrote the caption my heart.
Comparing how his belly in his swim shorts looks gorgeous and sexy and how complete strangers want to lick it, whereas your tummy in your bikini is branded hideous and disgusting.
Itâs liked by over five million people, and you grimace when you realise there are also thousands of comments talking about your looks there too.
How your shoulders are much broader than his, your thighs the size of tree trunks. How you must crush him when you fuck.
Who's the whale next to Dieter?
They speculate that youâre pregnant. Some of them are calling you a cunt or a bitch because youâre carrying his fictitious baby.
The unjustified hate just keeps coming and coming.Â
Can't believe he's with someone so fat.
Sheâs so gross.Â
Sheâs disgusting.
He's fucking her for a joke.
Dude must be high AF to fuck that each night.
I've seen glory holes better looking than her face.
He deserves better.Â
Itâs a staged relationship. No way heâd look twice at her.Â
You thought you looked pretty in your dress. You were wrong, babe.Â
You feel like youâre going to throw up and nudge him awake.Â
âD,â you groan.
âMm,â he mutters.Â
âDieter! Wake up!âÂ
âWha-what?â He jolts as he comes to, wiping his mouth free of drool. âHave we landed? Oh, we're here. What time is it? Fuck, my neck. I think I've dislocated my shoulder sleeping in this damn seat. Why'd you let me sleep for so long?â
His bleary eyes look around the cabin as he sits upright in his seat with wild, fuzzy hair. He turns to you and baulks.Â
âBabe, whatâs wrong?â He sees you crying silently into your hands. âHey, what happened?â He reaches for your hands, but instead you toss the phone at him.Â
Confused, he takes it and smiles at the selfie of you both together. âWhat, you donât like it? I think you look really gor-âÂ
âRead the comments,â you all but choke out to him.
As he scrolls through the comments, his jaw clenches in anger; his grip on the phone tightening with each cruel word. You see his nostrils flare as he breathes in and clicks the phone screen off.Â
âBabe,â he shakes his head. âFuck that shit, man. Ignore it. Bitches be cray and all.â
âThatâs easy for you to say, they fucking love you!â You shake your head and scramble up past him, heading for the door as the other passengers begin to disembark.
"I'll get the luggage then..." He huffs to himself.
Despite Dieterâs reassurances, the words have already taken root in your mind, poisoning your thoughts with doubt and reuniting you with that old, reliable friend, self-loathing.Â
In the days that follow, you find yourself sinking deeper and deeper into a depressive spiral, unable to escape the relentless barrage of negativity that haunts your every waking moment.
It consumes you. Strangers, people youâve never met and donât know or what they look like, get into your head. You suddenly realise the power that words have.
They have jagged edges that cut into your skin and leave you bleeding, dying.
They cause your head to ache profusely and your nose to become blocked, and your eyes to itch from crying so much. Youâre suddenly paranoid, of everything, everyone that looks at you. Second guessing all the time, wondering what they think when they look you over.Â
You withdraw from the world, retreating into the darkness of your own mind, where the echoes of cruel words reverberate back and forth like a never-ending chorus of condemnation.
No amount of love or support from Dieter can penetrate the thick fog of despair that envelopes you, leaving you feeling utterly alone and miserable.
You cancel pre-planned events, leaving Dieter to go alone, whilst you curl up under the duvet and donât surface for days, and you realise that ignorance really was bliss.Â
You find yourself standing in front of the mirror naked when you finally brave yourself to have a shower, and are disgusted at what you see.
Highlighted before the glass, your reflection is a cruel mockery of the beauty you once believed you possessed. The soft glow of the vanity lights illuminate every curve and contour of your body, each line a stark reminder of your perceived inadequacy.
Your gaze lingers on your reflection, tracing the lumpy ridges of your hips and the soft swell of your hanging stomach, the fullness of your thighs and the rounded shape of your ass, with a mixture of disdain and disgust.Â
You grab handfuls of your flesh, rolling it in your grip, shaking your head as your eyes fill with water.Â
Looking away, you cover yourself up with baggy clothes that arenât flattering. You put on Dieter's green robe over the top and belt it up and climb back into bed, sobbing.Â
How can he possibly find me attractive? Is he part of it? Am I really just a pity fuck?Â
The invasive thoughts begin to chip away at the solid foundations you thought you had. Crumbling them into doubt and paranoia.
Their words haunt you, spin around your eyesight for days until you're back torturing yourself and scrolling back through them all. You shut everything out except their words - you just exist in this tormented space in the bed - refusing to entertain anyone, including Dieter - with your phone doom scrolling, and nothing but self-loathing and misery.Â
It lasts on a repetitive cycle for days.
You try not to eat, taking to self-punishment and abstinance, but then that only makes it worse because you inevitably get hungry and order take-out. Far too much take-out.
And then once you've eaten it all, a small comfort that is fleeting, you force yourself sick, feeling guilty and even more wretched for enjoying the food that you love.Â
Until Dieterâs had enough of it all.Â
He throws everyone out of the house on the eve before Oscarâs night, refusing to partake in any more fittings whilst he knows youâre upstairs hiding from him and hurting.
Forehead pulling into tight wrinkles with guilt, Dieter stares at the dress the stylist has brought over that he knows youâll look incredible in.Â
You were so excited when you first tried it on, and now he canât help but feel as though heâs had some part in this; coaxing you to try and be someone youâre not just for the sake of the glitz and solid bronze statues plated in 24 karat gold.
But he can't help it, he wants to share this side of him with you. Wants you to be proud of him and to show you off, because you make him so equivocally happy. And for a long time, Dieter wasn't happy. Just floundering and trying to shape himself so he could fit into their moulds too.
He said he'd keep you separate from his world if that's what you wanted, and for the most part you did, and now he wonders if it's because of this - this pressure that society puts on people in the spotlight to maintain perfection.
And he can't help but wonder if he's put that pressure on you too in some ways.
Itâs like cleaning out wounds with dirty fingers, festering and making it worse the longer you're hurting and allowing them to hurt you. And now, he trudges up the stairs, woolly socks making static on the carpet, with the dress dangling from the hanger over his broad shoulder.Â
He misses you. Misses your smile, your smell, your warmth. Your body wrapped around his. It's not fun watching movies by himself, sleeping in one of the spare bedrooms without you.
He's given you space, but he needs you. Needs you to see how fucking beautiful you are to him. And needs you to know he's not giving up on you, not now and not ever.
âIâm not going.â You grumble with a huff.Â
Knuckles rap on the bedroom door and push it open gently when you grunt at him to go away.
You watch him, with puffy eyes, as he hangs the dress bag over the closet door.
You shake your head vehemently.Â
âYou don't have to. But... you promised me.â Dieter says, as he kicks at the foot of the bed gently.
His zig-zag sweater is knitted and bobbly on the arms when he crosses them over his chest. Triad tattoos inked into his skin peep out at you under rolled up sleeves.
âYou wanna see it?â He offers. "Might make you feel good to try it on again?"
âNo. Iâm not wearing it. Iâm not going and thatâs that.â
Dieter kneels on the bed slowly crawling up towards you. âItâs my night, baby, and I want you there by my side.â
You sigh. âI canât,â you whimper, trying not to look at him.Â
âYes, you can. You know you can.âÂ
Tears fall from your eyes making warm tracks on your cheeks.Â
âNo, I donât.â You say, sniffing.Â
âI love you.â Dieter says, reaching your face and sitting over your thighs.
His thumbs catch the tears and he kisses your face. âI fucking love you. Youâre so beautiful and sexy. God, you're so fucking sexy. You make me so hard.â Â
He takes your hand and puts it over his cock thatâs indeed rock solid in his shorts.
âYes you do, see? Even when you're crying and wearing my shitty gown. Youâve always been so fucking sexy to me.â
A renegade smile tries to break free at the corner of your lips as he starts smashing down your walls with a sledgehammer. And his aim is pretty on point.
"When was the last time you washed this? It stinks," you say, looking down at the stained softness of his gown draped over you. You don't even want to know the origin of some of them.
âThatâs it, there you are.â He encourages.Â
âYou really think Iâm sexy?â You whimper. âAll this?â You say, confused as you point to your stomach.Â
âI love your body, babe. Every. Inch. Of. It.â He punctuates each word with a kiss over your face; on your nose, your forehead, your chin.Â
âWhy? You could have anyone...â
âI donât want anyone. I want you. I've always wanted you.â
âWhy?â
âBecause I fell in love with you. Hook. Line. And fucking sinker.âÂ
âDieter-â You choke and snivel.
He wraps you up in his arms. âLet me show you, baby.âÂ
He unbelts his gown that youâre wearing, leaning forward to kiss your lips gently. Your fingers tangle in his hair, silky greying fluff, as he swirls his tongue around inside your mouth.
"You taste like flaming hot Cheetos." You smirk around his lips.
"I may have eaten three king-size bags. My ass and the toilet will hate me later."
"Is that all you've eaten?"
"Well, yeah. That and microwave oven pizzas... I'm kinda floundering without you. It really is selfish of you to not come downstairs and cook for me. Baby, I'm wasting away." He pats his little belly for emphasis.
You laugh, a deep and haughty chuckle, and he smiles at that.
"You're such a doof."
"Yeah, but I'm your doof." Dieter says as he kisses you, sighing into your mouth as his shoulders sag.
He pulls away and runs his thumb over your lips.
âI love your lips,â he says, licking over them and nipping them between his teeth. âMmm, yeah. Fuck. Love it when they wrap around my cock too,â he hums.Â
You chuckle through wet eyes. âYeah?â
âYeah baby, I love how you look when you suck my cock. So fucking hot.â
âHow do I look?â
âLike a fucking Goddess!â He chirps enthusiastically, and you can see that he really means it. "Better than Aphrodite, Dionysus... that-that pale chick riding in the clam-"
"Venus." You hiccup through a smile.
"Yeah. They haven't got shit on you, babe."
"Dieter," you stutter as he nuzzles into your face. He slathers wet kisses down your neck as you groan.
âI love these tits⌠fuck,â he groans as he squeezes them in his hands, sucking on the nipples as he pushes your t-shirt up.Â
âMmm, DâŚâ you whine as he flicks his tongue back and forth over them, until they become hardened pebbles in his mouth making you shudder and clench.Â
"Fucking perfect tits." He grunts. He kisses and licks down the deep valley of your breasts, smooching over your sternum.Â
âI love this belly,â Dieter says, with more kissing, licking and stopping to blow a loud raspberry into your belly button.Â
You cackle as he strokes and tickles your hips.
âDieter!â You howl as he tickles harder.Â
âSee, stunning!â He laughs, watching you cackle and squirm as you try to bat him off.Â
âStop it!â You howl. "I'm gonna pee!"
âI love these little lines here,â he says, as he runs his tongue over the crinkled stretch marks around your lower tummy.
He kisses further down into the swell of your thighs, pulling your leggings down as he goes, revealing more skin for him to lavish.
"I love this freckle right here, and this one here, and this little guy over here⌠But this oneâs my favourite, right here. Hi cutie,â he smiles as he kisses it.
You giggle like an idiot as he kisses over each freckle, mole and dimple in and around your thighs.
âAnd I fucking love this pussy,â Dieter groans as he runs his tongue up the slit of you over your panties.
You watch as he hooks his fingers into the elastic and pulls them down, with darkening eyes smouldering up at you from between your legs.Â
His tongue runs on the skin outside your pussy lips, so close to your clit. He trails a hot, wet lap around and leaves you panting, begging. âPlease, pleaseâŚâ
"What do you want, baby? You want me to kiss it?" He smirks as you nod, head all slack and mesmerised.
He spreads your lips and licks his tongue slowly up your slit, making you shudder as he swirls it around the bump of your buzzing nub.
âFuck,â Dieter groans, reaching down to adjust himself. âI could just fucking come from eating you out,â his voice is muffled by doing just that.Â
Your head keens back into the pillows and you groan. Your fingers rummage inside his hair, twisting and pulling, as he laps you up.Â
He doesnât shy away, nestling himself between your thighs so he can lavish you with deserved attention as he kisses all over your pussy.
Running his adept and hungry tongue back and forth over your clit before sucking it into his mouth and making those thighs quake and jerk around his face.Â
âD⌠Let me touch you.â You whine.
âThere'll be plenty of time for that later, right now Iâm happy just here. Right here..." He licks again, a long fat stripe up your seam, and you pant. "I want you to come all over my face, beautiful.â Dieter urges, rutting his hips into the mattress.Â
As the tension mounts within, you can feel every nerve in your body standing on edge, like a tightly coiled spring ready to burst. And then, in a moment of pure abandon, it happens. A wave of pleasure crashing over you; a surge of unfurling sensations that seem to consume you whole as you tumble through them.
He rubs over your clit, tickling it with the increasing pressure and speed from the pad of his thumb as he slips his tongue inside your hole and drinks you down. He hums around you, licking and sucking as he entices your body to just bend to his mouth.
And you do.
"Dieter! Fuck!"
Like a firework exploding in the night sky, a burst of light and colour leaves you breathless and exhilarated as he continues to lick and suck you through your orgasm.
You're a writing mess, groaning as you fill his mouth with more of your slick and clenching around his tongue as he fucks your contracting hole with it. As your body convulses with the force of your release, your thighs crushing further against his head, you feel a profound sense of relief wash over you, like a swampy weight lifting from your shoulders.
Bathed in a moment of pure ecstasy amongst the dread thatâs consumed you; a fleeting glimpse into the freedom from it all.Â
"Fucking love this pussy," he mouths.
âShit... I need you, D.â You gasp, your body buzzing for him.Â
You pull him out of his cargo shorts, hard and swollen in your palm. Just barely stroking across his soaked frenulum as he groans like he's been choked. The slick of his own drippings covering your fingers as you jerk him desperately.
âFuck!â Dieter muffles into your mouth as you crush him in a kiss; teeth clashing with clumsiness at your haste to have him and cupping his balls.
You can taste yourself all over his furry lips and chin as he guides his swollen, weeping head inside your gorgeous cunt.
âDieter!â You groan as he fucks into you, large hands roaming all over your body, squeezing, massaging.
âSo fucking beautiful, baby.â He pants, burying his head into the ample swell of your breasts.
Your tits bounce wildly around his face with every thrust of his pelvis against yours, and he just whines and groans inside his happy place as he sucks on your nipples with eyes that stare up at you.Â
But itâs the love shining so deeply in his watery eyes that truly moves you - a love so profound, it seems to shimmer with unshed tears, reflecting the depth of his emotion.
âGod, I fucking love your body, baby.â His words penetrate the barriers youâve built around yourself, slowly chipping away at the walls of self-doubt and insecurity that has held you captive in a cage for days.
"I love you!" He gasps into your mouth.
As you look into his earnest eyes, you see no sympathy or pity, but genuine affection and admiration. You see a man that genuinely believes youâre beautiful.
A man that canât get enough of your curves, and welted and dimpled thighs. Your stretch marks and tummy rolls. A man whoâs not afraid to put his hands on you, who wants to show you off to the world and declare âsheâs mineâ at the top of his grizzled voice proudly.Â
You see a man who also has body hang ups of his own when he stares at himself in the mirror after hours of being preened and gussied up like a peacock for the worldâs cameras.
Wrinkling his aquiline nose at his slick appearance, when all he wants to do is laze about in a grubby, green gown and broken crocs, smoke a bowl and eat bags of flaming hot Cheetos with you, whilst nestled in the comfy, safe place in your arms and cleavage where he feels most like himself.Â
He twists, so one of your legs is still hooked over him, his hand on your ass as he pushes into you as you lay on your sides facing each other.Â
And you wouldnât have him any other way.
Itâs a revelation - the realisation that youâre deserving of love and acceptance, just as he is.
His hands run all over your body, sliding up your back and fingers gliding down your chest delicately. He guides his cock back in, holding you in his other arm tight and kissing you.Â
Dieter whines into your face as he slips in, his eyes searching yours out to convey in unspoken words how good you feel squeezing around him.Â
You let your hips languidly bounce as he flexes his; both of you enjoying that heady rhythm without rush or eagerness to finish in a hurry.Â
âMmm. Oh fuck, right there⌠oh fuck, fuck. This pussy, baby, you feel so good.â Dieter groans, eyes rolling back. âAmazing, amazing...â He babbles.
âTell me,â you pant. âTell me whatâs amazing, D.âÂ
âYou. Youâre amazing. Fuck I want you every which way. I-I want to fuck your ass again. Wanna have you in my mouth, swallow you all up.âÂ
âEat the world.â You grin.
âYeah, eat the world.â He smiles. âMy world. Youâre my fucking world, baby.â
âFuck, I love how you grip me so tight, baby.â He wheezes, fists punched into the pillow either side of your head as his hips do all the work.Â
A subtle roll and heâs on top of you again. Knees knocking your thighs open wider and sinking his cock into you deeper.
He kisses you as he slides in, filling you up with his love as you whimper into his mouth in sweet relief.
âCome on, Dieter, give me your cock. Like that, fuck yeah, like that.â You pull on his broad arms, legs wrapping around his chunky waist as his stomach slaps against yours.Â
Deep smacks of skin fill your ears as he fucks you harder. He wheezes as he breathes, panting into your face.
âLike this? Yeah?â He fucks you faster, drilling in quick, deep shunts; the headboard clattering against the wall loudly. "God!" He grunts deeply. "Oh fuck, I'm gonna come, baby!"
Heâs weak for you. You can see it in his eyes, the vulnerability around the blown out glass of them as he comes and bites down on his lip through a laboured grunt. Spilling warm and thick inside of you, and you feel it pool and dribble out once he softens.
âGive it to me, give it to me. Give me all your come, Dieter!â You cry as you burst again - gold bokeh filling your eyes as the heat floods through your body.
Your spine twists, your back arching. Toes curling and ears ringing as you come around him.
âBaby!â He yells as he momentarily stiffens and strains before exploding inside of you.Â
He stays plugged in for a while, pelting your breasts with unrelenting kisses as he rubs his nose against your nipple, tasting the salt of your sweat on his tongue. Eventually finding your lips once more as he holds your head in his giant hands.
âHow do you do that, D?â You ask breathlessly, afterwards.
âDo what?â He lays beside you, pants slowly dying down and nose nuzzling against your own.
âMake me feel so good?â You peep, timidly.
âThe same way you make me feel so good." He hums out as you watch his eyes close, dark, fluttery eyelashes fanning out. "Iâd probably still be in the gutter if it werenât for you loving me.â He says quietly.Â
âDo you really believe that?â
He nods, his greying hair ruffling against the pillow. âYeah. I do. You saved me, baby.â He says, with deep chocolate eyes lanced on you. âMy brain scrambles when I'm with you, but in a good way.âÂ
âI wish you could see yourself how I see you. Then maybe youâd believe it.â His eyes soften at you, a mixture of relief and gratitude washing over him. "I just want you to know how beautiful you are to me," he murmurs, his voice barely above a whisper. "I never want to make you feel like you're anything less than perfect, because to me, you are. And I know I'm a bit much sometimes... but I really do love you.â
You don't try to unpick the sweetly soft truth that pours out of him in sincere revelations, you just listen with a smile spreading across your lips.Â
âI love you, D. You and your scrambly brain always make me feel beautiful.â
âFrom the first day I met you, Iâve always thought so.â He smiles, his thumb pulling on your bottom lip. "And I'm never wrong." He grins.
A wider smile escapes you as you lean in closer, your forehead resting against his, damp with sweat.
âIâm not gonna force you, baby, but please come with me tomorrow night.â He implores with soft eyes. âYouâre gonna look so beautiful and I really want you there with me. We'll have a great time, you and me.â
Your response is hesitant, your fingers tracing invisible patterns on his pudgy hip as you struggle to find words. Unable to speak, like rust clogging in your throat as your mind recalls all the nasty slurs said about you online and the panic prickles again.
You want nothing more than to carry out stringent ablutions, cleanse yourself of the tarnish theyâve left inked under the layers of your skin with all the other jibes and taunts youâve heard throughout your life.
It's hard not to let your body physically define you when physicality is so superficial in this world. There isn't anything that anyone has said that you haven't heard before, or said to yourself in your moments of dark masochism.
You've seen all the looks people give you, like you're an exhibit in a museum to be gawked at. Heard all the whispers and mean girl things that ultimately mean girls say in earshot.
You've spent years planning routes around rooms as you step in, avoiding scenarios where you'll have to squeeze yourself through tiny gaps or past people.
Accepting the fact that the dress you really like in the shop window won't be in your size. Slicking your thighs in layers of anti-chafe balm in advance when your friends want to go for a walk and you struggle to keep up.
And words cut deep.
You try to tell yourself it's jealousy. You try to tell yourself that theyâre not real. Faceless drones sitting behind a screen with nothing better to do than tear you down, because you ultimately have what they want.
They want him, Dieter. But you have him.
A woman who is so far removed from themselves in terms of looks, that it's hard for them to comprehend and accept that he could genuinely want you and love you, and get turned on by you.
You breathe in slowly, trying to push down all the negative thoughts that try to worm their way back in.
And sometimes, it's hard for you to accept too.
But then he does things like this, makes you believe and accept it, because his love for you is real. It's so fucking real that it guts you. It's all you've ever wanted, someone to see you.
Will I have to suck in my belly? Will people see me doing that? Is the dress going to cling onto my stomach and thighs too much? What if my dress tears? What if I fall? What if I embarrass him?
But then you look in his eyes keening back at you, and he has this power to get inside your head and sweep them all away again into a dark corner.
âI promise you, you won't be alone. I'll be right there beside you, every step of the way." Dieter reassures.Â
Your eyes soften at his words, a glimmer of hope shining through the murky uncertainty. "But what if-"
"No 'buts', candy and nuts," Dieter interjects, headbutting you gently. "Youâre stunning, babe. Inside and out. And I'll spend the rest of my life reminding you of that."
âThe rest of your life, huh?â You smile.Â
âYeah. If you can tolerate me for that long.â He snickers, eye creases crinkling.Â
âThatâs a pretty big if.â You smirk.Â
âThe biggest.â Dieter smiles, his big browns pleading silently and soft at you, and melting you further in the process.Â
You nod, smiling. âOkay. I'll go.âÂ
âAmazing.â He croons with a satisfied yawn. âWe got any KitKats left?âÂ
âIn the kitchen, I think. Iâll get you one.â You smile.Â
âRockstar.â He mumbles, nuzzling further into the pillow.
You catch sight of him over your shoulder, his bare, round ass naked and furry as he adjusts and gets comfortable on the bed.Â
You pad down to the kitchen, not bothering to dress, and catch sight of your reflection in the dark pane of the window.
A wobbly silhouette at first glance, but as you look closer, you can see the sheen of sweat gleaming on your skin, the warmth that coats it from the afterglow of Dieterâs touch.Â
Your gaze lingers on your shapely form, but instead of scrutinising the perceived flaws, you find yourself noticing the things youâve overlooked - the gentle curve of your smile, the sparkle in your eyes, the fact that youâre here, naked and comfortable to wander freely around the house again, whereas only a few hours ago you were wrapped up and hiding.Â
As you regard your reflection, something is different. The harsh judgement and self-doubt that has plagued you tirelessly has been replaced by a newfound, creeping sense of acceptance and appreciation.
A small glimmer, but it's still there nonetheless.
You turn, admiring your shape with a small smile lighting you up at what you see.Â
In this moment, you realise that youâre beautiful like he says - not just because of your physical appearance, but because of the love Dieter has for you that makes you see past any self-loathing.
His unwavering affection lifts you up when you sink, helping you to see yourself in a new light, as a woman worthy of love and admiration.
You come back into the bedroom and toss the KitKat on the dresser when you see Dieter snoring gently.
Your leg hooks over his puffy middle as you listen to his heartbeat. The soft thrum-thrum emanating in the pit of his chest soothes away any worries or fears.Â
You feel his thick fingers twitch against your skin, a silent snuffle as he breathes laboriously, lost in sleep.Â
Dieter Bravo sees you and loves you for who you are, so maybe, just maybe, you should try to love yourself, too.Â
It's the last conscious thought you have before you fall asleep with him.Â
âDoes my pocket look okay? It looks weird, itâs doing shifty things. I don't trust it.â Dieter asks, as he looks in the mirror and fiddles with the silk handkerchief poking out the top of it.Â
You can feel the nerves radiating off of him in droves. His fingers twitch, rings clacking against every surface he passes. Lips gnawed on until theyâre scarlet, despite the make-up artist slicking them with balm tirelessly.Â
âYour rebellious pocket looks fine.â You say, as you step fully into the room.
âOh wow! Baby. Fuck, look at you!â Dieter turns, his whole face lighting up. âYou look so good in this colour.âÂ
âYeah?â You ask, smoothing down the dress that fits you like a dream.
It hides a multitude of sins in your opinion, as you turn this way and that in the mirror - youâre satisfied with how you look. Â
âYeah, your eyes really pop, wow!â He comes over to you, all perfectly coiffed curls blown out, and crushed velvet sleeves embracing you. âFuckâŚâ He says, eyeing you up and down.Â
He makes no effort to hide it when he adjusts himself in his pants so brazenly.
âYou scrub up pretty well yourself, Mr Oscar Nominee.â You smirk, eyeing how good he looks in his suit.
A crisp shirt is open at the neck revealing an abundance of golden skin you long to lick and taste. He channels Adam Ant with the eighties romance of it all; lace sleeves hanging low and unruly from his jacket cuffs, matching velour Gucci loafers on with no socks, and wearing fitted pants that finish above the ankle.Â
âIâm so fucking nervous.â Dieter murmurs to you, quietly in the car on the way there. He rubs at his sternum with a large palm and keeps it there. "I need an antacid. And possibly a shit." He mumbles, belching quietly into his fist. "Fuck. I should've taken a shit before we left."
You giggle. âYou'll be alright. Just breathe.â You reassure him, ghosting your nose over his. "I've got you, D."
âIâve got you too, baby.â He promises, squeezing your hand and smiling at you. "God, you look so beautiful."
The cameras are flashing in your retinas as you walk the red carpet with him. The dress dazzles back, accentuating your curves and features, and looking at yourself once more in the mirror before you left, you were awash with awe at how good it actually made you feel.
He leans in for a kiss, but belches again in your face, and you chuckle as he laughs, embarrassed. "Sorry, sorry."
"At least your breath doesn't smell like Cheetos."
"No, but my sweat does." He chuckles, then turns to you. "Please, for the love of God, don't let me shit my pants."
You remember that feeling, coming back to you slowly as you stand tall and proud beside your silly man, who won't stop discreetly belching in the back of his throat like a toad where he's so nervous.Â
Where did that other woman go? She was lost for a while, pulled into the mud, but she kept moving, getting herself out of it once again. She has strength after all. They wonât drag you under.Â
Dieter is in awe of you too as you hold onto his hand, fingers interlocked with yours tightly, with his other on his chest holding in his anxiety - and nervous burps - whilst you smile beside him and support him on his big night.
You hold each other up with words unsaid. Pillars of strength when the other one needs it. With him by your side, looking at you the way he is now, youâve never felt more beautiful and loved in your own skin.
The paps call you to look this way, gorgeous, as they snap your picture with him whilst you pose, growing more confident as Dieter holds you close, beaming at you.Â
The interviewers want to know all about your dress and compliment you beside him as he talks about his film, and then forgets about it entirely and starts talking about you instead with starry eyes, when he loses his train of thought.
Interviews pop up online of Dieter just dumbstruck at you standing next to him, peppered with heart-eye emoji's and the comments flood in under the photos and reels.
Look at how he looks at her!
They make such a cute couple.
She looks so beautiful in that dress.
Aww, he really loves her!
I want them to get married and have lots of babies!!
I hope he wins tonight, he deserves it.
She's so good for him.
I wish I looked that good.
But their words, no matter how kind this time round, won't matter. Because right now, nothing anyone could say could make you feel better than he does about yourself.
Dieter leans in, his arm sliding around your curvy waist, his voice husky and pouring liquid silk in your ear.Â
âLater on, Iâm gonna fuck you in this dress, baby.â He promises, with a shit eating grin thatâs just as gleaming as the devilish gold hoop twinkling in his ear.
âYou better, itâs Valentino.â You smirk. âGotta get your money's worth.â
Crookedly grinning at you, he places a lingering kiss on your glossy lips as the paparazzi go wild, snapping pictures of Oscar Nominee, Dieter Bravo, affectionately worshipping his Goddess for the whole world to see.
I really hope you enjoyed reading this story with Dieter, and welcome your comments/thoughts. I'd appreciate a re-blog if you liked it so others can find it on their dash to read and enjoy too - thank you very much! đ¤
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